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FOLLOW ME BETWEEN THE JAWS OF FATE. [vore - sleep token]
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Hey yall!! My name is Cassian (he/him) and I'm 20 years old. I was on here as @mybodyisaflowerbed but tumblr nuked my main blog on that account so I'm over here now!
I write.., a lot of different things haha, usually along the lines of fantasy and/or contemporary! I also write a lot of fanfiction, but I probably won't talk about those projects here unless I'm explicitly asked.
I am a fiend for music; metal is my favorite overarching genre (I'm terrible with subgenres tho lol) and I love to use my favorite songs and bands as inspiration for my writing.
That's about all I have to say for myself right now. My current original projects are listed below! (PS; my main blog is @dream-i-die and that's where all likes/follows will come from!)
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The list further down on this post desperately needs to be updated, but my main wip im brainstorming right now is surviving sun :] also peep my world; erapiae
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[needs updated] main wips
the sins that make our sons •/ sci-fi. (tag: sins / sons) | wip directory here
Full description tbd.
fearing what the light finds •/ contemporary, eventual portal fantasy. (tag: fearing the light) | wip intro here | series installment for mixtape.
Follows the story of a woman who murders her kidnapper after 9 years of captivity - and finds herself thrown into another world.
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other wip list
mouth of the wolf, eyes of the lamb •/ fantasy/romance. (tag: wolf mouth lamb eyes) | intro here
A man sacrificed to a werewolf in the woods is saved by the very being he's meant to be eaten by. They fall in love.
darcy goes to hell •/ dark fantasy. (tag: darcy) | intro here
Darcy Brisben is fifteen years old when she goes to Hell.
the hollows in our minds •/ fantasy w/ horror elements. (tag: thiom) | intro here
A woman who collects other people's memories is intrigued by the case of nine friends who have mysteriously disappeared. She launches her own investigation, only to uncover a dark, forgotten history.
operation get it right •/ fantasy/supernatural. (tag: get it right) | intro here
A small group of amateur ghost hunters and magic tamers are forced to face their own pasts as their supernatural pursuits lead to more and more devastating revelations.
i dream i die •/ contemporary. (tag: dream i die) | intro tbd
Centers around the story of a woman whose only escape from an abusive relationship is what she believes to be vivid daydreams (but is, in actuality, alternate timelines of her life).
the spiritspeakers •/ contemporary/supernatural. (tag: spiritspeak) | intro tbd
Three grown siblings who have each had unique experiences with the supernatural are pushed back together when they realize that their baby sister is a natural born psychic medium.
our souls on fire •/ urban fantasy/romance. (tag: our souls on fire) | intro tbd
A series centering around soulmate relationships in an urban fantasy world.
#writeblr#new writeblr#writeblr intro#my wip#wolf mouth lamb eyes#thiom#get it right#dream i die#spiritspeak#our souls on fire#my writing#darcy#sins / sons#fearing the light#pinned post
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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my party are starving when there are perfectly good ghouls around, are they stupid?
#my art tag?#fear and hunger#enki ankarian#cw light cannibalism#but that goes with the#ragnvaldr#tag#love my maneating himbo and the sewer hag
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their final designs r so fun to draw gahagaah
#fanart#my art#toh hunter#huntlow#hunter toh#toh willow#toh winter#toh fanart#toh#theyre so cute#the owl house#the owl house fanart#I fear I kinda ate the lighting..
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He's making dinner for both of us instead of dining out?
He's only mildly annoyed that we playfully poked him in the side? (Also MC feels comfortable enough to do it in the first place)
He's let us cover him in cutesy childish band-aids five times before stopping the sixth attempt?
Man is soft for us. He is giving "if anything happens to her, I will kill everyone in this room and then myself" vibe.
I'm in love.
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#dare i say#this is giving hades and persephone vibe???#she is essentially in the underworld far away from anyone she's ever known#he's the dark to her light#everyone fears him except her#he'll let her get away with anything because he adores her#if anything happens to her the world will feel his wrath#the ideas are ideaing
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"...and I have to live with that. Forever."
#twisters#twistersedit#daisy edgar jones#daisyedgarjonesedit#glen powell#glenpowelledit#kate carter#kate cooper#katecarteredit#katecooperedit#tyler owens#tylerowensedit#tylerkate#tylerkateedit#twisters spoilers#mygifs#filmedit#film#we as a society do not talk enough about kate's trauma#the way she feared not for her own life#but that she was going to watch someone she cared about get taken away again#her screams were so haunting#(natural disaster) tw#(ptsd) tw#(death) tw#(tornado) tw#(flashing lights) tw
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HYUNJIN | SO GOOD
#hyunjin#skz#stray kids#bystay#staydaily#gifs#YeahhHJHHHHHHHH DANCE FOR ME HYUNJIN.#the red light making me like im an angry bull who’s about to run into the red flag at full speed#flight or fight instinct is triggered and im about to fight him#he’s just so perfect i fear 😰
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the day i get rid of my crazy fear of failure and my procrastination, it will be over for you all.
#college#education#school#academia#note taking#student#study aesthetic#study blog#study inspiration#study motivation#i should study#literally i have an exam in like one week#university student#study tips#architecture student#study notes#studyblr#studyinspo#studyspo#academic validation#chaotic academia#light academia#dark academia#fear of failure
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Sock eye salmon
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
#happy easter#sockeye salmon#yes those are two different fish drawings and not just changed backgrounds#fishblr#save me sockeye salmon save me#I LOVE FISH#FISH FISH#I love drawing fish I do not know why#but by god it compels me#2024 art#artists on tumblr#art#finished piece#illustration#my art#digital art#the fishes look like gummies and I love them dearly#I want to draw more but I fear they will all look like eachother#but who cares as long as I love doing it#maybe I’ll play around with lighting (lying)#I will draw them all the exact same#the fish from the text post
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Northern lights
#thinking about how Irving lives in constant fear of God but Hickey sees him as a distant benefactor#so Irving sees the northern lights as a terrifying reminder and Hickey just basks in it#or whatever…#the terror#amc the terror#the terror amc#my art#john irving#cornelius hickey#the drawing is lowkey shiddy but whatevaahhhh#artists on tumblr
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fearing what the light finds •/ a casual intro
genre •/ contemporary, eventual portal fantasy
overall goal •/ a series of connected short stories, currently planned to be posted on ao3 as written.
part of •/ project mixtape
target age range •/ 18+
tw •/ kidnapping, captivity, sexual assault, murder, attempted suicide (and ongoing suicidal ideation), depictions of trauma and mental illness, highly complex feelings around abusers, disordered eating, poor self-image, self-blame, generally dysfunctional behavior.
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author's notes.
this series of short stories is part of a bigger project that i, for now, am calling mixtape - where i create a character and use the discography of a specific band to "document" the character's life story (or generally significant personal story).
fearing what the light finds is based around the discography of the band Spiritbox, and is currently planned to encompass all their songs up to their ep The Fear of Fear. any new music they release may or may not be added to the series; we will see!!
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the gist of it.
fearing what the light finds follows the character of Eden Jade Heller. Kidnapped at the age of 19 and held captive for 9 years, Eden Jade is 28 years old when she murders her tormentor and attempts to end her own suffering, only to be saved by the faceless entity who comes to her in her dreams. Believing that it is there to guide her into death, she finds herself shocked and in disbelief when she wakes up in a world that is nothing like her own.
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taglist: none yet!
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You've done this before...
Countless of times...
Why now?
Bonus :)
#dead cells#hyper light drifter#driftcells#the beheaded#bobby#tutorial knight#its angst time.. and i angst all over the place..#also sorry if there are mistakes in asl#thinking about drifter being his reason he started caring for both dead and the living...#he knows of his time being so limited. yet as he continue to fell for him...#that dawning fear slowly catches up..knowing that all of their experience will be nothing more than a memory#im ok :)#im not#my art
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merlin magic reveal fic where arthur asks “why didn’t you tell me?” and merlin says, mirthless smile and haunted eyes “all my dreams end in fire. fire and burning and dying”
#I just need a fic where merlin has an actual honest to god fear of fire#and the thought of burning in a pyre haunts him#it’s always a very passing remark in fics so I want to see how it’d be explored#and how horrified arthur would be over it#i'm talking graphic depictions of merlin burning in the middle of the square#i'm talking merlin waking up with a scream lodged in his throat because he can still smell the smoke and his own burning flesh#i'm talking merlin's biggest fear being arthur picking up a torch and lighting his pyre#looking as merlin screams and burns and screams and dies with nothing but hate in his eyes#i'm talking merlin being honestly fucking terrified of dying by fire#anyways#merlin#bbc merlin#merlin angst#arthur pendragon#merthur#merlin x arthur
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dear god theyre evolving
#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#im not very good at 3d modeling yet BUT im working on it#second ever model thank you siffrin for being so shape#crashed my puter twice trying to do lighting in blender#i love you blockbench but your lighting is Not Good#i wanna 3d print him but i fear the model might be too jank#I Can Do Anything Wildly Inefficiently And Bizarre
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Like a deer caught in headlights
#deltarune#utdr#noelle holiday#fanart#my art#This drawing is so different in vibe to the others I make lmao#but it was fun to make!#Tho it did make me slightly uncomfy for a bit while I was making it#because of the lighting and background I think#probably creeped me out a little so that's funny#also please tell me if i need to put a tw or cw on this one because dunno man im not sure#im not implying her getting run over just being frozen out of fear lmao
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say hello to my little wip (i REALLY dislike the rag one for whatever reason so i wanna redo it. but your boy also started termina, and now i have many characters in my brain. and they are rotating)
#funger#doodle#fanart#fear and hunger#fear & hunger#fnh#f&h#f&h fanart#im actually really happy with the first four#idk if its noticeable but i added some reflective light onto l'garde and he looks a lot cooler#l'garde + pink = yayy#cw emetophobia#cw blood#cw spider#cw injury#etc#i have thoughts abt these guys sm
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