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fearing what the light finds •/ a casual intro
genre •/ contemporary, eventual portal fantasy
overall goal •/ a series of connected short stories, currently planned to be posted on ao3 as written.
part of •/ project mixtape
target age range •/ 18+
tw •/ kidnapping, captivity, sexual assault, murder, attempted suicide (and ongoing suicidal ideation), depictions of trauma and mental illness, highly complex feelings around abusers, disordered eating, poor self-image, self-blame, generally dysfunctional behavior.
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author's notes.
this series of short stories is part of a bigger project that i, for now, am calling mixtape - where i create a character and use the discography of a specific band to "document" the character's life story (or generally significant personal story).
fearing what the light finds is based around the discography of the band Spiritbox, and is currently planned to encompass all their songs up to their ep The Fear of Fear. any new music they release may or may not be added to the series; we will see!!
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the gist of it.
fearing what the light finds follows the character of Eden Jade Heller. Kidnapped at the age of 19 and held captive for 9 years, Eden Jade is 28 years old when she murders her tormentor and attempts to end her own suffering, only to be saved by the faceless entity who comes to her in her dreams. Believing that it is there to guide her into death, she finds herself shocked and in disbelief when she wakes up in a world that is nothing like her own.
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taglist: none yet!
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"It's a gift. You keep those."
These lattes taste perfect together. Hints of sweet devotion and bitter yearning. A touch of gunsmoke and angel grace.
#oh these were a lot of fun to make. incredibly stressful. but fun#destiel#happy valentine's day#deancas#spn#coffeenatural#latte art#pie's projects#coffee art#happy destiel wedding anniversary day lmao#destiel mixtape#my coffee art
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October 6, 2024
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"Made up my mind to make a new start
Going to California with an aching in my heart
Someone told me there's a girl out there
With love in her eyes and flowers in her hair"
-Going to California, Led Zeppelin
💙💚
#destiel#destiel mixtape#deans top 13 zepp traxx#destiel fanart#spn#project365#project 366#artists on tumblr#art#sketchbook#my photos#drawing#artist#my art#my life#sketch
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I’m not gonna lie, it sometimes kinda sucks having like 50 things you want to create because then none of them get done
#i wanna write red kraken so bad#i wanna make the wheel game so bad#i wanna finish lakitus mixtape so bad#i wanna make music so bad#i wanna work on a Cool New Music Project so bad#i have sat around all day
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Triple Six Mafia - Club Memphis (Underground Volume 2)
#three 6 mafia#dj paul#juicy j#lord infamous#gangsta boo#koopsta knicca#project pat#memphis rap#phonk#underground#mixtapes#👹#💀#💿
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if Bully didn't take place at a boarding school in a tiny little town where there's really no need for a car, Hunter would be the driver friend. he crams everyone into his car and is like "we'll be fine we can all fit". there are ppl sitting on the floor. ppl are sitting on each other's laps. someone's stuck in the trunk. everyone spends the entire ride praying they don't pass by any cops. someone complains abt it and he just starts going on about how much he loves his car and how its not a big deal. its not that tight of a fit. his center console is filled with mixtapes he carefully crafted and probably got 20 viruses downloading the music off limewire. dreaming of the day he can get a cd changer. theres fuzzy dice hanging from his mirror. he has a cd holder hanging from the visor. his keys have way too many keychains and they're so loud. its 12am and him and all his buddies are all crammed in his car in the jack in the box drive thru abt to order the whole ass menu
#ok abt the cd changer bit. ik they were starting to get phased out in the mid-2000s bc of preference for mp3 players and such.#and bully came out in 2006. but i like to imagine that Hunter is still mostly using cds in his car. idc cd changers can still be cool 😓#this reminded me i need to burn a new mixtape for my car.... bc yes i still use cds in my car yes this is slightly projecting 🫡#feel free to send me more asks abt him im brewing random shit in my mind now#bully#bully oc#bully game#bully canis canem edit#hunter spencer#original character#cam says stuff
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A year ago, I made reached the milestone of halfway through the #32weeksmixtape
Very few will ever know what I felt at this moment, what I was going through, the stress, the growth, and expression of creativity with images and words.
Full song/video: Week 16 | My Life Remix
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#j. cole#cole world#remix#blamesociety#b.l.a.m.e. society#b.l.a.m.e.society#BLAMESOCIETY#B.L.A.M.E. SOCIETY#32weeksmixtape#youtube#project#mixtape#long form#milestone#halfway#hip hop#bars#nostalgia#caution#self to self#looking back#i love you#childhood#choices#growing up#message#SoundCloud
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Omega Radio for September 7, 2019; #208.
White Mystery “White Mystery”
Activations “Why Why Why Why”
Oblivians “Let Him Try”
Booji Boys “PC Friends Forever”
Urban Junior “With The Idiots”
Stomachmouths, The “I Don’t Need Your Love”
Civic “Velvet Casino” (Selling…)
Peeping Drexels “Kiss Me In My Greasy Bed”
Thee Tee Pees “Strike Me Down”
Hormonas “Teenage Pussy”
Upper Wilds “Ex- Frontiers”
Oddballs Band, The “She Done Me Dirt”
Kitten Forever “Hell Hole”
Gnarcissists “Models”
Advaeta “Chaoz”
Cult Of Lip, The “Glow”
Thee Mighty Fevers “Dead Boy”
Guitar Wolf “Love & Jett”
C.H.E.W. “Bread And Circus”
Ill Globo “Streamlined Success”
Nopes “Queen Of Kings”
Golden Pelicans “Stray Dogs”
Vacation “Leisure Miles”
Pissed Jeans “Night Minutes”
Possum “Party Jam”
Mad Doctors, The “Fuck Sean Hannity” (Aggro)
Nazca Plate “Stranger Danger”
Brainbombs “Wishing A Slow Death”
Thee Oh Sees “A Wall, A Century”
Hank Wood & The Hammerheads “How’m I Supposed To Wake Up In The Morning”
White Spot “One And The Same”
Purple Eternal “Going Down” (Eat Yr Kids)
A. Swayze & The Ghosts “Smooth Sailing”
Irk “Spectre At The Fiesta”
Taiwan Housing Project “Toxic Garbage People” (live)
Protruders “Stabilizer”
Weeping Icon “Teeth (& A Handbag)”
Lightning Bolt “Air Conditioning”
Deluxe garage and noise rock.
#omega#mixtapes#reviews#playlists#Lightning Bolt#Weeping Icon#Taiwan Housing Project#Hank Wood#Thee Oh Sees#Brainbombs#Nazca Plate#Pissed Jeans#Golden Pelicans#Guyitar Wolf#Thee Mighty Fevers#Kitten Forever#Upper Wilds#Civic#Oblivians#White Mystery
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Finally... after putting it off and taking time to study the fight...
The orange... it permanently haunts me, the emotional track brings me to tears.
And by god.. I love every bit of this game.
I won't spoil it beyond what I arguably already have on this blog. But if anyone here needs to know something when they pick up project wingman.. you don't understand the power of the music until you actively play the game yourself and let yourself immerse into the theme, the game, everything.
All in all, project wingman is fun when you don't do a checklist, and just admire the work in the game. And I don't think anyone could have it any other way..
#mixtape talks#project wingman#gaming#war is orange in project wingman#project wingman is fun#if you have any questions feel free to ask
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not to be too niche on main but irwin r schyster debuting in 1991 when the new jack swing genre was at its peak AND he's billed from the DMV area? he was literally made for meee.
#lux.sys#this is just me projecting on him but he'd make a mixtape and romantic by karyn white would be the first song
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i now have 3 installments in mind for this 🫠 potentially a 4th too lol
if anyone's curious, these are the installments i have in mind for now:
fearing what the light finds (Spiritbox)
child, burning (The Plot In You)
your mouth full of flowers (Silent Planet, but specifically their album Superbloom)
ok. but consider: me taking a band i REALLY like, making a character about it, and then using that band's discography to document that character's life story
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I made a scrapbook to put all my signed latte art into ❤️ Collecting them like pokemon cards. A normal hobby to have
(I'll update the middle photo when I get Jensen's signature on it in August! scream)
#I am having so much fun making these and getting them signed ✨️#the reactions I've got from the actors so far have been SO lovely#coffeenatural#spn#destiel#castiel#the mixtape#my coffee art#pie's projects#latte art#cw gotham knights
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May 18, 2024
139/366
"Made up my mind to make a new start
Going to California with an aching in my heart
Someone told me there's a girl out there
With love in her eyes and flowers in her hair"
-Going to California, Led Zeppelin
💙💚
#destiel#deans top 13 zepp traxx#destiel mixtape#mixtape#spn#project365#project 366#artists on tumblr#art#my art#sketchbook#watercolor#my photos#artist#my life
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Miraitabi Summer Mixtape:
Σ for Σummer 🌻🌊
Disclaimer: All songs here belong to their respective artists! And since this mixtape was made under the impression of a travel diary, I highly recommend to watch in chronological order... Therefore, are you ready? Pack your belongings and let’s gooo!
Bon Voyage 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚
“... A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step...”
6 AM — DAYBREAK ✶ FRONTLINE
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Yuuya “ARROW” Kanata
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Covered & arranged by: If | Original by: orangestar ft. IA ❈ Let’s start it with the queen of summercore vocaloid songs: orangestar
9 AM — Kaisei (Clear Weather)
Performed by
Yuuya “ARROW” Kanata
ANGE
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Covered & arranged by: FantasticYouth (Onyu x LowFat) Original by: orangestar ft. IA ❈ FantasticYouth my beloved... There is also the rap parts where LowFat-san incorporates various references to orangestar’s other songs —One of it being “Daybreak Frontline”, the previous song of this mixtape (Sources / Translation)
10 AM — DESTIN4TI★N
Performed by
Yuuya “ARROW” Kanata
Asahi “SWEET-T” Tomoharu
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Real Title: ともに (Tomoni) | Original by: WANIMA Covered by: Araki, Gero
1 PM — Dear you, 夏めく
Performed by
Yuuya “ARROW” Kanata
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Real Title: Hana ni Bourei (Ghost In A Flower) Covered by: soraru | Original by: Yorushika ❈ 夏めく (Natsumeku) in Japanese means “It feels like summer” usually implying that the season is beginning… And also the alias of a certain someone important to Miraitabi’s leader
5 PM — That Dream Within A Dream
Performed by
Yuuya “ARROW” Kanata
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Real Title: 夢のまた夢 (Yume no Mata Yume) Covered by: Araki | Original by: Mafumafu
// ALERT ALERT: The sun is going down
“Hey, wakes up sleepyhead! Isn’t it almost time for the festival?!”
7 PM — 夏祭り🏮 (Natsu Matsuri)
Performed by
Yuuya “ARROW” Kanata
Asahi “SWEET-T” Tomoharu
Saigo “Tsukumogami” Futugami
ANGE
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Covered by: Amatsuki, 96neko, Eve, soraru, luz Original by: JITTERIN’JINN & Whiteberry
⊹₊ ✶⋆ Uchiage Hanabi?
7:30 PM — Uchiage Hanabi ✻
Performed by
Yuuya “ARROW” Kanata
ANGE
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Covered by: Amatsuki, 96neko Original by: DAOKO x Kenshi Yonezu ❈ Loves other versions too, but this one is special... With genius kain-san’s mix, you can even hear fireworks in the background
But you know,
Fireworks aren’t the only lights of summer
Now with a shining lantern in your hands
Let’s send off our regards
To somewhere far faraway...
9 PM — 燈花会 (Tokae)
Performed by
Yuuya “ARROW” Kanata
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Real Title: Hyakka Ryouran (A Sea of Lanterns) ❈ Although it’s my intention to refer this song to the one astounding festival in Nara (picture below), actually according to the fan assumption (Source / Translation); looks like this song has an implication to the artist’s hometown, Fukushima, which also hosts the “Tōrō Nagashi” where people will light and float the lanterns down the river or the ocean in order to commemorate for their lost ones. Meanwhile, both of these festivals are the ceremonies held around the days of Obon —The traditional Buddhist holidays dedicated to honor ancestral spirits and pay respect to the dead. ❈ Also to people who follow paralive, are you perhaps familiar with this voice?
Prologue — Σ of Σummer (Tomorrow Still Goes On)
Performed by
Yuuya “ARROW” Kanata
Asahi “SWEET-T” Tomoharu
Saigo “Tsukumogami” Futugami
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The members of “SPECTRA” Band
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Real Title: Summertime Record Covered by: Ryushen, Saegusa Akina, Hakase Fuyuki, Higuchi Kaede, Hoshikawa Sara, Mashiro, Lain Paterson, Nishizono Chigusa, Machita Chima, Lize Halesta, Inui Toko, Watarai Hibari, Genzuki Tojiro Original by: Jin ft. IA (Kagerou Project)
And finally, Sayonara our dear Summer,
As ephemeral but astounding as the spark of Senko Hanabi, here the season has winded down to an end...
Thank you for watching!
Hope to see you again in the next season...
But eh... Whose season is there?
➤ Also, credit the dividers by: @cafekitsune and @firefly-graphics
#hypmic oc#hypnosis microphone oc#nara division#miraitabi#yuuya kanata#asahi tomoharu#saigo fuyugami#ANGE#Σ for Σummer#summer mixtape#yuuya’s summer project#summer 2024#credit the divider by cafekitsune and firefly-graphics#Youtube#hmm apparently there is a myth that you shouldn't go to the waterfront during obon#but with this schedule... it means they are visiting the sea on the same day? I will leave this as a superstitious plot hole then#but guess they are well-protected by the spirits of their lost loved ones...#asian do have many superstitious myths more than you think#one more tidbit: the cover photo is actually taken by me
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she a crazy fool!!!
#my art#original characters#original character#indie animation#indie project#marcos mixtape#mephisto
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Yo! So I created this Dark Techno/Cyberpunk/EBM/Evil Electro mixed that's heavily based on Juri Han from Street Fighter.
I've been getting into a lot of different types of music lately and Dark Techno was one of them. It gave me strong Juri vibes and so after months of listening, I was inspired to make my own mix. If you give it a listen, I hope you enjoy! 🕷️💜🖤🕸️
#street fighter#street fighter 6#street fighter 6 juri#sf6#sf6 juri#juri han#dark techno#ebm#evil electro#cyberpunk music#mixtape#i know this is random#but this is a passion project of mine#i have more coming too#thanks for the support#Youtube
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