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mywordsfortheuniverse · 8 months ago

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Knowing that one day you will wake up and no longer remember the life you have lived is a pain I would never wish on my worse enemy. Perhaps this is why I feel a desperate need to be behind the camera and save every note I am given. I already crave the reassurance that I have existed alongside others.

Barely two decades around the sun but I fear I’m already beginning to forget it all.

#cte #concussion #brain damage #fear of forgetting #live a life worth living #deep feelings #deep fear #the future is scary #chronic traumatic encephalopathy #dementia #already forgetting #athlete fears #i’m scared #late night thoughts #the human experience

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number1abbasupporter · 1 year ago

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i have a big fear of forgetting things.

worst part is, dementia runs in my family 💀

#i journal everyday and just write what i did the whole day #and still i b forgetting stuff i did that morning #no but like anytime i remember dementia runs in my family #i gotta sit down #fear of forgetting

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pimsri · 11 months ago

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I make art about grief again

#particularly about fear of forgetting a loved one #like their face their voice #fear of time erasing all of that #pimsriart2024 #pimsriart #comic #i guess?#grief

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runfreelyactwildly · 6 months ago

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im just a sentimental girl... nostalgia engulfs me.. i look through every individual image and video in my camera roll from top to bottom as a pastime

#fear of forgetting #im probably gonna do this on my eight hour flight #it's so overwhelming tho #there's so many things i forgot about in there

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satoumafuyuss · 9 days ago

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old habits

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valictini · 2 months ago

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I’ve already said it, I’ll say it again, Mal du Pays is such a visceral and clever word to describe Siffrin’s Sadness. When I first saw it in game it genuinely made me pause like. Yes, it translates to homesickness. But it has the literal word for country in it. “Country sickness”. For a guy whose core problem is that his childhood, his culture, his country is missing. One could argue it’s a twisted pun. I’m obsessed with it.

#isat #in stars and time #isat spoilers #isat siffrin #isat mal du pays #isat fanart #my art #in stars and time spoilers #isat headcanon #not done yapping: like you meet mdp at a point where the Big Problem is the loops and siffrin's fear of being abandonned by the party #and then Mal du Pays shows up and it hits you #thats the core of every fucking issue Siffrin has #his country and how it fucked everything for him #his bad memory making him forget too much and making him feel like a horrible friend and making him think that surely #hell also be forgotten #because hes a bad friend and a mess and is missing half of his fucking life #he holds onto the party with everything he has but also feels an infinite amount of shame about it because Hes A Bad Friend #hea so scared to forget whats important to him just like he forgot his past #just #ough

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natjennie · 11 months ago

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something about "your anger isn't scary to me" is making me so emotional. something about as above so below, cassandra as a mirror of kristen. something about "I've been dropping the ball a lot lately" and kristen's struggles with adhd. something about teenage girls and rage and fury and justice. something about adaine's vision of ruining fallinel and the sylvaire looking for revenge. something about sadness and doubt and anger and love. something about "I choose to understand" being the absolute core theme of d20 in general. something something.

#something about kristen's adhd making her fuck things up and being mad at herself and that manifesting #as her deity being overcome with rage #something about fear and anger and shame and the inability to do better even when you're trying so hard #and something about people loving you anyway #something about 'your anger isnt scary to me'#as someone who had undiagnosed pcos in early high school and got so fucking MAD #something about adhd and how you're always failing and you have no one to blame but yourself #and how heart breaking it is to watch your life fall apart around you KNOWING you could do something #but being unable to do it right. always forgetting always slipping up #and how mad that makes you. at yourself.#this fight is so much #fhjy #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high

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chloesimaginationthings · 1 month ago

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Hey did you know you got mention in RyeToast's Freddy Fazbear's Pizza Podcast?

The one about the timeline, in the michael section

JAWDROP… I’m so flattered actually

#ask reply #ITS SO CRAZY anytime mentions me in this fandom like how do you know me #ITS EASY to forget that people actually see and enjoy these comics #IM GLAD THEY LIKE my post scooped Michael design #WHICH btw i actually do believe Michael could be fully healed too #like remnant can just heal people and we even see it heal Michael instantly #in the walking down the street minigame #I mostly draw purple Michael cause it’s a fun design BAHA #I love messing with the zombie concept #love this I feel so honoured #so fearful to be known though too

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weirdglassthing · 4 months ago

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Posting more of my ouaw fanart here because I think I’d die if I shared it on the discord and one of the party members saw it.

Some guys

Some husbands

0 impulse control

#this one IS grimmorning thank you for asking #grimmorning #Fellas is it gay to subconsciously cling onto your best mate while you sleep because of your haunting and horrible fear of being alone?#asking for a friend #me if drawing characters with little dot eyes was illegal #legends of avantris #once upon a witchlight #morning frost #gricko grimgrin #gideon coal #kremy lecroux #he changes every time I draw him #coalecroux #ALSO WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME THAT THEIR OTHER SHIP NAME IS KREMBRULE?? THATS SO CUTE??..?#krembrulè #I watched ep 41 last night guys what the freak #this one is a lot less effort than the other ones but something is coming soon 🤫🤫🤫#I KEEP EFFING FORGETTING KREMYS MUSTACHE WHATEVER IT SMUDGED OFF NOW

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kevinsdsy · 5 months ago

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< prev part

the trojans social media au (pt. 36): EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU @kevindavidday FOR LEAVING ME INSPIRED WITH THE JEREJEAN MESSAGES bc i wasnt sure what i wanted to do and if i wanted jean to confront jeremy about using his words and then she connected it with kevjean and i was SOLD also thank you for listening to me when i’m talking about the au and throwing silly ideas your way hehe

also the last tweet about andrew breaking riko’s arm is credited to @tardisscreechsound who came w this idea in my chats hehe!! thank you omg 🫂🩷

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march32nd · 4 months ago

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can't stop thinking abt this post from user @werewolfenthusiast

so all morning I have just been coming up with more and more examples I can't help it

"jeff's not a good person!! he literally describes himself as an 'exceptional narcissist'!!" yeah. this is nbc community. you know the bad person show

"britta's not a good person!! she says she's a feminist but she doesn't even vote!!" yeah. this is nbc community. you know the bad person show

"troy's not a good person!! look what he said about his best friend in pillows and blankets!!" yeah. this is nbc community. you know the bad person show

"abed's not a good person!! look what he said about his best friend in pillows and blankets!!" yeah. this is nbc community. yk the bad person show

"shirley's not a good person!! she tried to secretly baptize annie when she found out she was jewish!!" yeah. this is community. yk the bad person show

"pierce's not a good person!!"y. tinbcc. yktbps

"the dean's not a good person!! he's just a caricature of the predatory gay stereotype!!" y. tinbcc. yktbps

"señor chang's not a good person!! he's a power-hungry dictator who committed felony kidnapping!!" y. tinbcc. yktbps.

"hickey's not a good person!! he chained someone to a filing cabinet indefinitely over an accidental spill!!" y tinbcc yktbps

"duncan's not a good person!! he manipulated his therapeutic and personal relationships just to sleep with britta!!" y tinbcc yktbps

"frankie's not a good person!! she can't even help herself from being cruel to the dean when she tries to!!" ytinbccyktbps

"elroy's not a good person!! he made weird anatomically correct models of annie and britta!!" ytinbccyktbps

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scribz-ag24 · 8 months ago

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They both are mentally ill

#future trio #futuretrioshipping #actaeonshipping #duskvyle #celebi #dusknoir #grovyle #pmd2 #pmd eos #my art #grovyle lives in constant fear his closest friends are going to protect him from a blow and proceed to forget everything about him #which stings quite some more when your reason to keep living is leaving your memory on other people

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forzathunder · 5 months ago

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"I have many fears, most of them about Lucrezia." — Cesare Borgia (The Borgias, 2011-2013) + hints of insecurity

that she adores someone that much / if she will reject his dark nature and act of love and violence as Ursula did / if he truly is not part of her desires / that she easily forgets him

#i have so many thoughts on these two #hes such a clingy brother wth #as much as he soothes her it is only by asking lucrezia verbally or #by looking at her that his fears and insecurities in her life can be soothed #cesare torn between - being relieved she had some joy in the ruthless marriage he had no power to prevent and did not even want to bless #or being envious there is someone else now when his little sister once said she will not love anyone as much as she loves him #but Accepting it anyways because it is impossible loves and maybe he is starting to become aware his love falls in this same category.#“should i envy this narcissus low-born who shall never see you again because of his impossible love for you when i love you just the same?”#the knife more surprise than fear. in a time when he did not love himself...“she accepts me as i am? as i do her”#biting her as if another black panther pet looking for reassurance that their love #that HE is still included in her perfect world even if he himself pulls away #“surely you're in agony as much as i am? are you already satisfied with your child and husband if we cannot share our love openly?”#“your eyes drift to mine when you say 'husband' am i not he? do you see me as so even when it was just 'tonight'?”#and then his sudden gaze as if to look for truth because how can she forget him when he only thinks of her #AND AGAIN pulling away being eaten by shame and guilt of corrupting her (when their relationship is not just his doing)#torn between hope (we have the capacity to forget and move on) and hope (our love has that much devil power over her)#cesare as the god or the devil or whatever it is that overwhelms whether at war or in love #cesare is one confident man and even if his insecurities has layers of righteousness and importance..it is still insecurity nonetheless #and only for lucrezia #lucrezia borgia #cesare borgia #cesare x lucrezia #the borgias #dailyborgia #perioddramaedit #perioddramasource #weloveperioddrama #onlyperioddramas #romancegifs #the borgiasedit

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softersynths · 13 hours ago

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Hi! I know looking at it from a general perspective both Ford and Fiddleford sucked at being healthy father figures for Shifty and that the closest one for him (according to the canon) was Stanford unlike Fiddleford who seemed more hesitant about Shifty, but did him and Fidds had at least one of those weirdly good moments when he was growing up? How does Shifty feel about these memories knowing that Fiddleford is unable to recognize him throughout the show?

#gravity falls #shifty #stanford pines #fiddleford mcgucket #ask #anonymous #to answer your latter question their feelings are more morose than angry #they avoid mcgucket since hes either fearful or actively antagonistic towards shifty after the memory gun overuse #merry crisis #oh btw. fidds looks so depressed in this bc it’s right after his wife got pissed at him for forgetting to buy her a present LOL

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runfreelyactwildly · 6 months ago

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I am a Fan of Media!(It is heaven and hell at the same time.) The greatest superpower would be able to consume every piece of content related to my interests in one sitting, and remember all of it for the rest of my life.

#fear of forgetting #cursed to not be able to watch every single movie binge every single show and read every single book in the world #hey! i want content of this particular show; i want a lot because it makes me happy but no—a lot means more for me to watch #and i can’t deal with the fact that i’ll never see every single thing related to this show because there is way too much for me to consume!#i just want to consume every single piece of content that is related to all of my interests #What Do You Mean I’ll Probably Never Get To See Every Single Adaptation There Is Of This Story (life happens and I can’t get around it)#I’ll Never Read Every Fic #I’ll Never Watch Every Animatic #I’ll Never Watch Every Edit #I’ll Never Own Every Single Piece Of Merchandise Related To This Particular Media #I’ll Never Get To See Every Piece Of Official And Fanmade Art #I’ll Never Listen To Every Song #I’ll Never Talk To Every Person Who Has Even A Little Bit Of Interest In This Particular Piece Of Media #I’ll forget this story and all its details inevitably in the future #does anyone else deal—…..struggle with this #Why why Why Why😭😭😭😭#I Just Wanna Catch Up #Lowkey A Super Severe Case Of FOMO #FOMO #I’ll never get to finish everything on my watchlist i fear #My notes and reminders apps are filled with Things To See. Things to Watch. Things To Read. Things to Buy. Things. To. Do.#A perfect world to me is one where all my to see/watch/read/buy/do lists are CLEARED #YAY! CONTENT!#yay.. content…#(more for me to catch up on) (when will i ever get the time)#so. many. tags. this is how big this problem is to me

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mutalieju · 1 month ago

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TBH in the original Hellblazer it's not that all of John's friends died, lot of them did, for various reasons, (plus there's the Newcastle incident and all that personal trauma), but lot of the time the old friends John reconnects with have either abandoned their anarchist/leftist principles or revealed they never had any particularly solid politics and John is like 'wow this sucks we're all going to die' and then wanders around for a bit depressed until satan tries to kill him again

Most of new 52/DC stuff with John just refuses to interact with the political elements this way. so it is what it is and can't even really answer the question why john is depressed

#i forget which issue it is but i think about the delano story a lot where he has nostalgia for something unreal and then just starts #dissociating #john constantine #hellblazer #like there's the overlapping personal trauma and the then current political landscape #(which changes over time from thatcher/major etc to new labour etc. not that even the earliest comics are uncritical of labour as well ofc)#and lot of the comic is john desperately trying to find reasons to live and political movements to attach himself even #(most notably i g in fear machine)#timeline wise john was in a mental hospital (or in and out) when thatcher came to power etc

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