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mywordsfortheuniverse · 5 months

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Knowing that one day you will wake up and no longer remember the life you have lived is a pain I would never wish on my worse enemy. Perhaps this is why I feel a desperate need to be behind the camera and save every note I am given. I already crave the reassurance that I have existed alongside others.

Barely two decades around the sun but I fear I’m already beginning to forget it all.

#cte #concussion #brain damage #fear of forgetting #live a life worth living #deep feelings #deep fear #the future is scary #chronic traumatic encephalopathy #dementia #already forgetting #athlete fears #i’m scared #late night thoughts #the human experience

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number1abbasupporter · 1 year

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i have a big fear of forgetting things.

worst part is, dementia runs in my family 💀

#i journal everyday and just write what i did the whole day #and still i b forgetting stuff i did that morning #no but like anytime i remember dementia runs in my family #i gotta sit down #fear of forgetting

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pimsri · 8 months

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I make art about grief again

#particularly about fear of forgetting a loved one #like their face their voice #fear of time erasing all of that #pimsriart2024 #pimsriart #comic #i guess?#grief

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runfreelyactwildly · 2 months

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im just a sentimental girl... nostalgia engulfs me.. i look through every individual image and video in my camera roll from top to bottom as a pastime

#fear of forgetting #im probably gonna do this on my eight hour flight #it's so overwhelming tho #there's so many things i forgot about in there

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natjennie · 8 months

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something about "your anger isn't scary to me" is making me so emotional. something about as above so below, cassandra as a mirror of kristen. something about "I've been dropping the ball a lot lately" and kristen's struggles with adhd. something about teenage girls and rage and fury and justice. something about adaine's vision of ruining fallinel and the sylvaire looking for revenge. something about sadness and doubt and anger and love. something about "I choose to understand" being the absolute core theme of d20 in general. something something.

#something about kristen's adhd making her fuck things up and being mad at herself and that manifesting #as her deity being overcome with rage #something about fear and anger and shame and the inability to do better even when you're trying so hard #and something about people loving you anyway #something about 'your anger isnt scary to me'#as someone who had undiagnosed pcos in early high school and got so fucking MAD #something about adhd and how you're always failing and you have no one to blame but yourself #and how heart breaking it is to watch your life fall apart around you KNOWING you could do something #but being unable to do it right. always forgetting always slipping up #and how mad that makes you. at yourself.#this fight is so much #fhjy #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high

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weirdglassthing · 21 days

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Posting more of my ouaw fanart here because I think I’d die if I shared it on the discord and one of the party members saw it.

Some guys

Some husbands

0 impulse control

#this one IS grimmorning thank you for asking #grimmorning #Fellas is it gay to subconsciously cling onto your best mate while you sleep because of your haunting and horrible fear of being alone?#asking for a friend #me if drawing characters with little dot eyes was illegal #legends of avantris #once upon a witchlight #morning frost #gricko grimgrin #gideon coal #kremy lecroux #he changes every time I draw him #coalecroux #ALSO WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME THAT THEIR OTHER SHIP NAME IS KREMBRULE?? THATS SO CUTE??..?#krembrulè #I watched ep 41 last night guys what the freak #this one is a lot less effort than the other ones but something is coming soon 🤫🤫🤫#I KEEP EFFING FORGETTING KREMYS MUSTACHE WHATEVER IT SMUDGED OFF NOW

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re-colligere · 3 months

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Redrew an old set of disear drawings, now with sequel-accurate sleepwear! Sleepy beam be upon ye

Old art under the cut!

These were made for a month-long OTP prompt on Deviantart, I think I burnt out around the 17th-ish day. I don't remember if I ever posted them on tumblr.

#inside out #inside out 2 #inside out fear #inside out disgust #disear #fashion disaster #fear x disgust #fear #disgust #gene art #keep forgetting that fear has a tooth gap

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kevinsdsy · 2 months

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< prev part

the trojans social media au (pt. 36): EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU @kevindavidday FOR LEAVING ME INSPIRED WITH THE JEREJEAN MESSAGES bc i wasnt sure what i wanted to do and if i wanted jean to confront jeremy about using his words and then she connected it with kevjean and i was SOLD also thank you for listening to me when i’m talking about the au and throwing silly ideas your way hehe

also the last tweet about andrew breaking riko’s arm is credited to @tardisscreechsound who came w this idea in my chats hehe!! thank you omg 🫂🩷

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march32nd · 1 month

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can't stop thinking abt this post from user @werewolfenthusiast

so all morning I have just been coming up with more and more examples I can't help it

"jeff's not a good person!! he literally describes himself as an 'exceptional narcissist'!!" yeah. this is nbc community. you know the bad person show

"britta's not a good person!! she says she's a feminist but she doesn't even vote!!" yeah. this is nbc community. you know the bad person show

"troy's not a good person!! look what he said about his best friend in pillows and blankets!!" yeah. this is nbc community. you know the bad person show

"abed's not a good person!! look what he said about his best friend in pillows and blankets!!" yeah. this is nbc community. yk the bad person show

"shirley's not a good person!! she tried to secretly baptize annie when she found out she was jewish!!" yeah. this is community. yk the bad person show

"pierce's not a good person!!"y. tinbcc. yktbps

"the dean's not a good person!! he's just a caricature of the predatory gay stereotype!!" y. tinbcc. yktbps

"señor chang's not a good person!! he's a power-hungry dictator who committed felony kidnapping!!" y. tinbcc. yktbps.

"hickey's not a good person!! he chained someone to a filing cabinet indefinitely over an accidental spill!!" y tinbcc yktbps

"duncan's not a good person!! he manipulated his therapeutic and personal relationships just to sleep with britta!!" y tinbcc yktbps

"frankie's not a good person!! she can't even help herself from being cruel to the dean when she tries to!!" ytinbccyktbps

"elroy's not a good person!! he made weird anatomically correct models of annie and britta!!" ytinbccyktbps

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sockopunch · 2 months

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drops my briefcase 💼 oh no my sillies!!

#B4 i forget -#Inside Out #Joy #Sadness #Anger #Fear #Disgust #Anxiety #Ennui #Nostalgia #Envy #Embarrassment #Disfeanger #Joyness #uh whatever anxiety/ennui is will update this later -!#humanizations #gijinkas #my art #photoset

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scribz-ag24 · 5 months

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They both are mentally ill

#future trio #futuretrioshipping #actaeonshipping #duskvyle #celebi #dusknoir #grovyle #pmd2 #pmd eos #my art #grovyle lives in constant fear his closest friends are going to protect him from a blow and proceed to forget everything about him #which stings quite some more when your reason to keep living is leaving your memory on other people

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crazy-fangirl2524 · 5 months

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My biggest flex will always be how I knew Neil was the more feral and dangerous one than Andrew this whole time even before tsc and seeing the entire fandom freaked out makes me want to kiss and hug Nora and just thank her for finally finally showing everyone and I’m not just crazy

#seeing all the post about like omg Neil is so feral?! like brother did you not read aftg did y’all forget aftg is from Neil’s pov #ofc Neil wouldn’t say he’s feral in his own pov tf😭😭😭#and remember in aftg Neil still has to hide part of himself BECASUE his father and eveyrhhing but now he’s literally free from his biggest #fear and he could do whatever the fuck he wants #Istg the fandom is like the foxes man idk why everyone is so shook #literally cant thank Nora enough for showing everyone finally #Idc if I sound proud or whatever but I fucking knew it this entire time and I have been shouting it for so long like finally #that’s why so many fics annoyed me so much like #I just needed to say this because I finally felt seen and heard andFINALLY LIKE URGH #tsc and aftg supremacy #tsc #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court #the sunshine court spoilers #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #aftg series #aftg fandom #aftg incorrect quotes #neil josten #andrew minyard #andrew joseph minyard #neil abram josten #aftg neil #aftg thoughts #aftg textpost #aftg shitpost #incorrect tfc

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lookstairs · 5 months

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I think one of the most realistic parts about Baby Reindeer (2024) is how much Donny downplays the abuse he faces

I know everyone wants to hate on him for being “stupid” and blame him for everything that happened because yes from an outsiders perspective he made questionable choices but isn’t that what HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE DO?

I know so many people who’ve “played nice” or tried to downplay abusive behavior. You try and tell yourself “It wasn’t that bad”, or that it was just some crazy experience that should be forgotten. It seems so much easier to stay silent and just try to move on.

You don’t wanna start problems

You don’t wanna be mean

You don’t wanna be the bad guy

#they blame him for not just telling her to fuck off every chance #I’ve seen people say he shouldn’t have kept giving her free drinks #or even he should’ve never given her tea #AS IF SHOWING BASIC KINDNESS WAS THE PROBLEM #people forget that he was still a victim #Donny’s character admits that he messed up in his interactions with Martha but people need to stop and think about the situation #the fear the anxiety everything that comes with being stalked #I know I’ve dealt with creepy guys at work or at school and I didn’t say anything #and so many other people have had the same experiences #it’s easy to say oh I’d do this or I’d do that #when it’s not happening to you it’s easy to assume you’d be better and smarter than them #baby reindeer

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runfreelyactwildly · 3 months

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I am a Fan of Media!(It is heaven and hell at the same time.) The greatest superpower would be able to consume every piece of content related to my interests in one sitting, and remember all of it for the rest of my life.

#fear of forgetting #cursed to not be able to watch every single movie binge every single show and read every single book in the world #hey! i want content of this particular show; i want a lot because it makes me happy but no—a lot means more for me to watch #and i can’t deal with the fact that i’ll never see every single thing related to this show because there is way too much for me to consume!#i just want to consume every single piece of content that is related to all of my interests #What Do You Mean I’ll Probably Never Get To See Every Single Adaptation There Is Of This Story (life happens and I can’t get around it)#I’ll Never Read Every Fic #I’ll Never Watch Every Animatic #I’ll Never Watch Every Edit #I’ll Never Own Every Single Piece Of Merchandise Related To This Particular Media #I’ll Never Get To See Every Piece Of Official And Fanmade Art #I’ll Never Listen To Every Song #I’ll Never Talk To Every Person Who Has Even A Little Bit Of Interest In This Particular Piece Of Media #I’ll forget this story and all its details inevitably in the future #does anyone else deal—…..struggle with this #Why why Why Why😭😭😭😭#I Just Wanna Catch Up #Lowkey A Super Severe Case Of FOMO #FOMO #I’ll never get to finish everything on my watchlist i fear #My notes and reminders apps are filled with Things To See. Things to Watch. Things To Read. Things to Buy. Things. To. Do.#A perfect world to me is one where all my to see/watch/read/buy/do lists are CLEARED #YAY! CONTENT!#yay.. content…#(more for me to catch up on) (when will i ever get the time)#so. many. tags. this is how big this problem is to me

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deoidesign · 6 days

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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between

#to be or not to be. that is the question #ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment #musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is #To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL #reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires #the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live #even if just out of fear of the unknown #and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live #despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others #theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts #I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79 #working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH #I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever #anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff #banger after banger from me tbh #this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse #it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want #like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere #a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want #ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work

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reds-skull · 1 year

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(continuation of this)

Okay maybe I lied Soap won't be fine by the time Ghost is done with him

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