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Kaishin happy thoughts (m27 spoilers)
Since Kaishin didn't grow up together I wonder if the Westermarck effect will be that potent. Well in any case the taboo against cousin relationships is mainly due to genetic disorders of offsprings which isn't an issue for kaishin. So ignoring the first instinctual reaction, logically there's no harm for two males. Maybe socially there will be discrimination (?/or not as lethal bc it's legal in Japan) but at the moment it doesn't seem like the public in the dcmk universe knows about the two family's relations. Yusaku and Toichi do seem to like keeping secrets so I guess kaishin can do the same.
Delusion: If kaishin does want kids (AU) they can probably get haibara to fix any genetic defects (gene editing technology is possible now in fact it's already been done -like the twin babies in China and they're still fine) and the dc universe seem to have much more advance science anyways (shrinking drugs). Apparently defects from this is pretty low but around the same chance as pregnancy of female over 40yr. Is genetic diversity needed as much for kaishin they seem to have pretty different strengths and weaknesses aside from their similarities. DC cousin relationship might be more chill bc of other cousin canon ships.
Or perhaps Heisei Kaishin and Reiwa Kaishin are two entities now (lol).
Kaito will swiftly tell shinichi it's fine with his 400IQ and shinichi would need to take some time to consult with Haibara--> Happy ending
Just some personal ramblings .
#kaishin#kaishin movie 27#kaishin spoilers#dcmk spoilers#dcmk27#personal delusions#excuse me for my delusions
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So... Frida, huh?
#ruf doodles#rottmnt#rottmnt frida#I just needed an excuse to draw her#and there is no way I'll draw her lips#let me live in my delusions#rottmnt spoilers
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oh my god bernard gets batman and dick to help save tim in the last issue and everyone in the family takes that to mean that bear knows about their night jobs. except tim still thinks bear doesn't know. that bear being there was just a coincidence. he just tagged along to save him cause bear is such a standup guy! cue tim doing everything to hide his identity and the family looking at him like he's lost his mind because obviously bernard know tim?? he literally patches you up every night???? why would he not know??????
#bear walking into the dining room: oof that's a nasty cut dick. how'd you get it?#dick: oh well saving the city just does that to you 😉#tim seething internally cause dick is making his job ten times harder: ha ha ha! what a funny thing to say ☺️☺️☺️ such a comedian my brother#dick staring at him like he's grown 2 heads: what.#cass starts pulling off her mask in front of bear#cue tim tackling her into the gotham river#cass sopping wet signing irritatedly: what the hell was that?!#tim whispering; how could you be so careless? u almost told bear your identity!#cass softly: what. the. fuck.#damian casually showing bear his sword collection#tim barging into dami's room out of breath: he's really into medieval history! that's why he likes sword!! no other reason#dami later to bear: we must end this delusion of his#bear: yeah probably. but it's funny watching him come up with so many excuses#bear: yesterday he tried to convince me that the knife wound in his side was really stigmata and that he was a devout catholic#bear: i wanna see what else he's gonna say#dc#bernard dowd#tim drake#timber#timbern
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Thinking about how Patrick wears a ring on the ring finger of his left hand in seasons 2 and 3, but in season 4 he's wearing his ring on his middle finger. Continuity error or wanting to make sure we understood he's SINGLE?! (as if there was any doubt, but STILL??) (and yes I know it wasn’t common for men in the era to wear a wedding band).
#scarnash#brainrot#delulu#continuity error or emphasizing something to the audience???#miss scarlet pbs#miss scarlet and the duke#miss scarlet tv#patrick nash#eliza x patrick#meta proof they are gearing them up for end game#please let me live in my delusion#coincidence i think not#excuse to post patrick nash stills#i miss his cane please bring it back season 5
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"can you imagine not being able to say killing children is bad because it hurts the killers feelings" Yes, I can. Palestinians have attempted to eradicate all Jewish children several times, in between they have been indiscriminately bombing and killing children in Israel but the Jews aren't allowed to say anything. They just have to take it. Like all good victims should. The moment they hit back the entire world is crying about genocide (while the civilian casualty count in the current war is INCREDIBLY LOW and is showing how much Israel is trying to avoid hitting children), all this while children ARE THE DELIBERATE TARGET of Palestinians.
We live in a truly unhinged world who doesn't care about hundreds of thousands Palestinians dying in neighboding countries, but the moment Jews defend themselves is ~genocide~ you must lower your weapons and be satisfied in getting killed, tortured and raped <3
(the Jews will never forgive you for forcing them to kill even a single child)
Okay. Now say the same thing, word-to-word, without anonymous on.
#was contemplating whether i should answer this or not but for the minority who still think isntreal is redeemable here you go#seeing this under the request of a palestinian to share their GoFundMe gave me the biggest whiplash of my life#this isn't the place for zionist delusions go cry to your excuse of a president#smh#free palestine#free gaza
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I have a question if it’s alright? Personally what do you think happened to Lin after Amon took her bending? Cause I doubt he would have just let her walk free bending or not. Cause like near the end she just pops back up. No escape scene or anything if Amon did imprison her.
*Looks at entire blog* uh yeah... I might have a few thoughts lmao <3
It is Perfectly Alright!!! I will always always enjoy any excuse to talk about After/During Amon shit yessssss
I have a few fics up about this! up on my Ao3, MIND THE TW TAGS I BEG YOU.
I have an OLD one about if Lin got off the island and how she tried to support the Krew and keep out of their way.
i have another idea where she was held in the cells pema and the kids were shoved into in later so she knew she failed to protect them after all.
I have another idea where shes held in a wooden cage in the Sato workshop so she could see the planes and machines being built but couldnt reach them.
I have the more recent fic about her being tortured for the days leading up to the rally. but she is uh, barely alive and that is not really canon compliant with the unexplained scene of Lin on the docks.
so if you're looking for a fully canon compliant take...
Amon did not let her off the island, they probably held her in that cell that they have in the ATI attic (for some reason?) she would have tortured for information, where the air fam was headed, where the Avatar was, ect. she would have been there when Tarrlok was tossed in, but I think maybe she was dragged out to the arena to be apart of the rally as a display of all the trophies Amon's collected the bending of. So no one knew where she was but she was probably with a bunch of other captives so she was found when the police cleared the building. So for keeping it canon compliant then any injuries would have been healed up with a healing sesh. (or she was hiding her injuries rather well)
as an aside, in the south
As to why Lin was there, I think Katara would have tried bloodbending to undo the damage bloodbending did. Lin allowed Katara to try several times on herself with no success.
I also fully believe Korra took Lin into the Avatar state with her so she could see Aang again and he could thank her and say he loved her and was proud of her and Aang could restore Lin's element to her.
#i have so many ideas about this#and they are never kind to lin lol#anonymous#after amon#my brand#please feel free to keep asking me questions#i love you sm#give me an excuse to rant about how they couldnt include the lin scenes cuz its a kids show#let me tell you about how they dont know Amon is dead#how they keep getting reports of him in the city#and how lin's hands tremble and she feels like she cant breathe when she reads those fucking words#how she stumbles her way to Saikhans at 3am after a nightmare left her in a hallucination/delusion and she is terrified Amon is after her#that he has the air kids
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My dear, I don't know what's happening to me. I must have become your fan, or rather a fan of your composition "An Enjoyable Slide to Oblivion." I can't read them, literally🫠 The day before yesterday I finished rereading (not for the first time) all the chapters, yesterday I wanted to clarify something and today I catch myself reading everything again
I'm in love with this work❤️ I like absolutely everything. I like that they are the same age, that Chansey is such a witty woman who can fight back the asshole Elvis and stand up for herself, does not allow her feet to be wiped completely. In the end, she forgives him, but at least sometimes makes him apologize. I really like your Elvis
He's like alive with all his magnificent virtues and no less phenomenal flaws
Of course, I was a happy story. As they say here - they lived happily ever after and died on the same day, but I guess it's not destined to be like that, but I still really want to read to the end. And I want to read for a very long time, that's why this reading is very exciting and touching my soul suffering for Elvis🥹🥹🥹
Thank you so much for this message! I am always, always surprised and touched when someone tells me that they have enjoyed something I've written. I know that I don't tend to write 'typical' fanfiction, and I'm weird and awkward so I'm not someone who interacts a whole lot, because I never know what to say, but I do deeply appreciate when people reach out. I know that everyone comes at Elvis from a different direction, they see what they want, that's part of his magic. And I think over the many years I've been a devoted (obsessive) fan, my understanding and appreciation of him has changed and grown as I have. Just like with the real life people I grew up with, I accept the flaws and the darkness along with all his many gifts and good points. It's the way the contradictions and the odd, very simplistic aspects of his character meshed together that have kept me interested for over three quarters of my life. I try really hard to incorporate that into my writing, with varying success. If that resonates with anyone else, that makes me really happy. As for Chancy and Elvis, there's more on the way, so thank you so much for the encouragement. It means more than you know.
#elvis presley#elvis fanfic#elvis fanfiction#whositmcwhatsit#when someone tells me they've reread my writing it makes my heart grow 2 sizes#i feel like I should roll out the red carpet: 'Welcome to the delusions that help me cope with reality. Can I interest you in a drink?'#Excuse the mess- the fictional characters running the place just had a golf cart vs snowmobile race and it didn't end well
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u have no idea what i’ve accomplished in the last 72 hours (finished 5 full-color pics that i’m queuing for 4 days from now)
#i've been combing through xan's dialog file again#you insult him once and he's like uh excuse you but of my 6 siblings my father chose me to wield this moonblade so you don't know shit#then if you're romancing him & you insult him he's like 'ah. i guess i was under a complex set of delusions. set 'xanbg1romance' to false'#im also not over how many options there are to insult him during the romance like if he asks why you chose him--#--you can say 'i didnt have much choice :/ so i took what was available' and he's like 'available???? 😢' and i'm like noooo#but also the way he confesses is to go 'are you stupid?? im utterly in love with you. and that's why i have to leave 😟 for both our sakes'#obsessed w how he operates at peak romance but also peak '🙄' at once#he'll murmur poetry to himself and sing aubades and sketch your portrait in his journal--#--but then dismiss those things as frivolous in his next breath#his toxic trait is that before you get together xan’s like you just see me as your pet magician 😒 just a toy for you to play around with#and like. on a meta level yeah. but in the game nooo#so of course you say 'no xan i value and cherish you' and of course he goes 'whatever just leave me to suffer'#he's a sensitive artsy noble hopeless pathetic prideful & deeply emotional heap of grey cloth#sovo art#baldur's gate
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their height difference
#“excuse me he asked for pickles...”#my delusions#poolie posting#movren#mo salah#mohamed salah#dejan lovren
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Honestly? Did I want more from DTAMHD? Yes, I did. I wanted something signifying actual progression for Dennis' character (even just a crumb of genuine growth) , and I sincerely don't think we got that. However... we did get a fascinating insight into the process of his mind. Dennis' level of self-denial is so ironic and profound. He can't acknowledge the inevitability that he's middle-aged.
(I swear this episode honestly has given me an alt hc, that the show is based in his mind; because logistically, a man of his lifestyle and malnourishment could not commit the feats he is constantly sailing through. TGGB & DTAMHD... back-to-back? What happened to his hand? Did he even sprain it? Or is he just the most dramatic brat in the gang - clearly the latter.)
It is important to note that he didn’t fix the actual problem. He momentarily masked the symptoms, but ignore long-term help with blood pressure medicine is not going to fix the issue, nor is it going to protect him from fucking keeling over in a stressful situation (when he's not in a contained and quiet Doctor's exam room) and his blood pressure spikes.
I'm honestly a little jaded at this point (16 Fucking Seasons of crumbs, y'all), but if one were to continue 'trusting the structure' this episode conveyed a lot.
The B Plot: The pressure cooker. The metaphor parallels the building pressure Dennis quick-tempered bouts of rage. So, to toss out a little 'cat-in-the-wall' conjecture here: The pressure cooker is Dennis, but we all saw him eat that bloody diamond in the end and we all heard Mac's speech about coal turning into diamonds under massive pressure. Dennis' experience is a theory of pressure, he daydreams it all in the span of a minute or so. He's roleplaying with hypothetical obstacles. There's no risk. Maybe Dennis, isn't the pressure cooker, but the coal.
If I were to try and take anything hopeful out of this episode, it would be the way the narrative is showing us that this episode acknowledged that Dennis isn't ready yet. It's not his turn to break. It's going to take real, substantial pressure to get that diamond.
It was a hell of a misdirect (and honestly a little bit of a slap in the face), but if these characters live in the real world, where people are bound by the laws of mortality, then Dennis should have his time.
Genuinely, who fucking knows?
I'm not hating on the episode. We all know this is the trashy dick joke sitcom. I just thought that if Mac & Charlie could have moments of genuine heartbreak, culminating in deep catharsis, that maybe Dennis could have that too.... but no.
Can't wait to see the sunny dudebros miss the point & proclaim Dennis Reynolds - SA victim, traumatized individual with an emotionally tumultuous personality disorder - the new Andrew Tate.
I'm sorry, but yeah. I'm a little miffed. It was all a dream, and everything goes Dennis' way. Y'all I'm fucking tired. This was a great episode for Glenn, but a fucking frustrating episode for Dennis. I may have wanted a little macden, but all I cared about was seeing Dennis face the limitations of his mortality, to see that he's failing his body and his brain. He didn't have to actually take the medicine (I wouldn't expect him to), but Goddammit, everything seems to work out in his delusional favor. So, of course he's going to continue being delusional, and probably only change for the worse.
I'll say it: I wanted a broken Dennis, and we did not get that. He didn't even crack, the unbearble and apparently now canonical Golden God. That episode's title was intended to tease sunnyblr.
Excuse the plethora of tags. I just kept getting more irritated.
#what i take from the episode is further insight to the lengths of Dennis' repression which adds to my fic#iasip s16#i will say this: i can't dislike this episode solely because of how phenomenal glennjamin's performance was.#I'd say I'm retracting the title of macden 'truther'. I'm still a stan. but this ep made me realize dennis is too coddled by the narrative#with TGGB he's constantly winning. even the game he doesn't stay to watch the end of. his body performing near miracles. wtf#the real reason I'm seriously bothered is the sunny dudebros. they already idolize dennis#this ep has only made it worse because the obvious point of Dennis' actual delusions will go right over their heads.#anybody with a grounded sense of reality can tell you that dennis did not solve a problem#he dreamt up a scenario in some kind of toxic meditation session. he's getting older. and his denial is metastasizing#Dennis' denial isn't sustainable. I'm kind of cutting off my investment in that regard. he's a fucking mess & he's currently being idolized#dennis reynolds#definitely not my favorite episode. not bc of lack of macden. a little bc Den needs limitations. mainly bc 'it was all a dream' is cheap#ranting.excuse me for wanting 1 of my fave characts actually have his poor health.self-destructive coping mechanism/trauma acknowledged#can't believe i was actually afraid i wouldn't be able to write because too much might happen in DTAMHD...! 🤣#it should've all happened. but instead ended w/him getting charges pressed when he tried to break into ceo's home#ngl. this one hurt. I'm ready for Mac to give up on Dennis. i just wish this fucking show would let him.#excuse me while i go bawl like a baby watching MFHP. because I'm heartbroken that Dennis' BPD makes him push Mac away.#let's just say that realization has been bogging me down in my personal life the last couple of days. & this bummed me out.#Robert McElhenney. I'm outside the studio screaming at you to just let Mac move on & actually meet someone!#I'm not saying he deserves a relationship. but fuck... after 40 yrs of repression can he at least have a fling & fall out of love w/Den?#Dennis won't ever let him meet someone. & he'll never treat Mac like he actually cares about him.bc his own vulnerability terrifies him.😭
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Mitski do you have any idea what you have done…
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#this song was already regulus coded but oh my god#this video???#excuse me is the a cave????#MITSKI WHAT DO YOU KNOW#side note though the video is so good and so is the song#i just have to make everything about the delusions#regulus black#marauders#jegulus#mitski#Youtube
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I have two modes and one is
Wow I'm glad I know how to be myself and I love how I'm so much better than all these plebs
Number two is
I don't like to be myself I am annoying neurotypical when
#put me out of my misery#why did i put so much effort into learning how to be mid#middest emo in the wild west not even that cool#my one characteristic is that i can kinda draw#if you excuse the obsession with red and delusions BUT PEOPLE TALK ABOUT THAT MORE THAN I THINK ABOUT IT
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BTW ppl who arent human. PLEEEAAASE reach out if u ever wanna talk or chat or be friends especially talking abt that stuff id LOVE to please hit me up. i dont care what you are i just wanna make more friends with ppl who are beasts or objects or whatever
#captains log#if ur kin or alterhuman or have a delusional attachment id love to talk but a note:#i dont consider myself kin or alterhuman i dont have anything against those groups its just not the label for me#i dont like referring to myself in a way that refers to it in any other way than just saying I Am A Big Pink Furry#or any way that is blantantly saying “i identify as not human” bc like. it still feels like a tie to humanity almost?#i also experience it bc of schizospec stuff but i dont really use like the term delusional attachment either#i do not want to call it a delusion it is my reality and it is who i am#so im just a funny furry. nothing more nothing less#<- kind of an excuse to talk abt my thoughts on stuff but also probably just good to state so ppl dont accidentally call me any of that
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you would think that me ending a friendship with someone i knew for ~10 years would leave me devastated but tbh all i feel is disappointment and cringe for them 😶
#want some tea?#if the only times a person shows discontent or just outright says weird shit about YOUR OCS is ONLY when they are not cis#run#too bad i was excusing and ignoring a lot of shit for years#glad i have actually decent ppl by my side that even helped me see that some things that were said were 10 times worse than i assumed#just another story i get to tell when it's time to talk about cringe ppl from my life ajkdhasjklasd#also like imagine sending a whole ass google doc after u have been told to fuck off#and u didnt even check if the link works#funniest shit even but also shows how much they care ig??#anyways#im just kinda glad that im not lost in any delusion anymore and really just moving on from this. character development#sucks that so much of my brain effort was wasted but oh well#anyways to my bestie mutuals if anyone wants to have playdates with ocs pls let's do it i got a whole bunch who need oc friends now akdjlsh#not even joking i love ocs interactions so much hhhh#adry.txt
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It's so confusing even to me sometimes especially when it perhaps matters the most how I am an empath as in I will feel like crying while watching someone else cry out if their hearts and I could literally feel their pain but then I'm also so detached like so much so that if someone I know is going through something (as in trouble in paradise (yeah I'm eloquent)) and completely losing it over that person, not being able to function properly like not eating being sad feeling depressed -- it just makes no sense to me??? Like I can't even begin to try to comfort other than just pat pat like??? So you found out they don't care about you don't you just instantly lose all feelings as well? Don't you feel cheated and ridiculed?? Does that mean nothing to you, your self-respect?? And if it does all those things then why do you feel sad. What do you feel sad for. I would feel angry. So incredibly angry and I would simply think I was an idiot to not notice the signs or to stay for as long as I did and it would be like a switch just completely off. I don't think I could ever hold a human above myself. And this makes me wonder if I could ever love at all.
#like ive thought about this ofc but just#it came to me again today#bc someone i know is going through it so im jusy#so lost? like bro snap out of it she used such a lame ass excuse and youre gullible and naive enough to take it at face value and cling on#and crying and feeling sad and sorry and taking your anger out on everybody else#and its extra pathetic the way i always knew that what that person felt was one sided from the beginning and kept telling them about it but#they were so in on their head#like insane level delusion#and i had to comfort them and all i could do was spit out bitter facts#and theyre v immature and like kinda narcissistic#and ik youre not supposed to tell them the bitter truth so soon but that also doesnt make sense to me#oh god am i antiromantic? i dont think so? like ive had crushes before?#im definitely in LOVE w my fav characters and tae and zayn#huh so maybe i am just hopeless irl#well. we'll see about that ig#comfort#antiromantic#detachment
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Ever hear a song that you KNOW is something someone you cut off is fucking playing to act all sad and mopey about you leaving? Follow up question: how do keep yourself from beating the shit out of someone without feeling like you're going to literally explode
#mud rambles#bad coping mechanism hours el oh el#just ruminating dw#I need to fucking sleep lmfao#anyway to indulge my paranoia a bit!#reminder to people I explicitly cut off and/or don't speak to for a reason that you're doing nothing but stroking your own bitchass ego by#'checking up on me' aka stalking my page#learn to not be such a self centered bitch and grow actual human decency <3 and sincerely fuck you#if I wanted your fucking concern i wouldn't have cut you off#it's kinda fucking late for it especially when i was literally fucking begging for it while we were still 'friends'!#you don't get to keep pretending you care!#and as much as you wanna delude yourself into thinking you actually do care trust me as someone who has actual delusions. you don't#you wouldn't have treated me the way you did if you actually had. especially when i literally. fucking begged you to work with me#stop making excuses. stop 'explaining.' i don't fucking care. it doesn't fucking matter#i've already gone over every possible fucking reason you would've done what you did. trying to 'offer an explanation' does nothing#except. again. stroke your own fucking ego#i've already recognized i'm at fault for letting myself be your fucking doormat and not standing up for myself sooner#however! lol! doesn't fucking mean i deserved what happened or that your 'reasons' matter#you assholes know i'm incredibly self aware. more self aware than y'all like to pretend i am#because to y'all i'm either a stinky dumb man who doesn't get it or just 'your boy' who apparently has just as much self reflection as y'al#which is to say. lol. absolutely fucking none#some advice. stop projecting and work on your motherfucking selves. i've been doing it since beffore i even met y'all#as much as y'all wanna ACT incompetent. you're not. grow the fuck up. you're both literally significantly older than me.#anyway that's enough for now I need to be normal. do something before i go to sleep so i don't just stay up thinking about this lol#because i'm at least actually putting effort into being a functional adult :-)
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