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i will be an eddie feel first buck fell harder truther until the day I die

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Possible 911 spoilers but I have to talk about this because I’m seething with rage:

Refusing to believe that Bobby is actually dead bc I could not watch the show without him and I would never recover BUT EITHER WAY I am so pissed that Tommy is there. WHY IS HE STANDING THERE WITH ALL OF THEM?!?! This man is NOT apart of MY 118 family get out

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two eddie centric episodes is a row??? My dreams are coming true😭

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In light of recent events…

I am FULLY convinced we are getting gay eddie confirmation tomorrow night (and if we don’t I may never recover)

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no eddie stills today😭😭😭😭

manifesting eddie stills tomorrow🙏🙏🙏🙏

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manifesting eddie stills tomorrow🙏🙏🙏🙏

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They can hold off on giving us a solid feelings realization as long as they want but that does not change the fact that Eddie is going to come back to LA and they are going to live in a house together

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A 911 episode with no Eddie? Please return my emotional support repressed firefighter 😢

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Buck denying his feelings for Eddie in a way that makes me think he genuinely hasn’t realized yet…

Eddie not revealing much about his feelings leaving Buck expect for “it’s” not nothing…

ARE WE GETTING EDDIE FELL FIRST???? BC THAT WOULD BE EVERYTHING TO ME!!

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guys… we are never going to see the loft again 🤯

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Halfway through the episode and this is everything I’ve ever wanted but also I feel like I’m watching a horror movie

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currently fighting for my life

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OBSESSED WITH THE 8x9 STILLS LIKE COME ON

Eddie saying goodbye to the 118:

Buck watching from a distance and LITERALLY POUTING:

Oh 8B you are going to be so good…

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I’ve recently started reading more substack essays and I want to put some of my own writing up so bad… but I fear I’ve been on tumbler too much recently and am now incapable of editing anything bc y’all get my unabridged thoughts

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It’s been taking me a long time to listen to a marauders podfic and I was confused because I feel like I’m not very far but jegulus is already established… tell me why I just checked my progress and I’m ELEVEN HOURS IN😳. Here we go again with marauders fics altering my perception of time…

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for so long I’ve associated jegulus with reputation but I’ve been listening to fearless so much recently and I’m starting to feel like fearless could be their album

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I haven’t read any wip fanfics lately bc there’s so many completed fics in my current fandoms that I want to read, but I need to start reading some because nothing compares to the feeling when you see an email from ao3 that a new chapter of a fic has been posted. I need that in my life!!!!