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baby i could treat you so good you just have to get past my strange and off-putting demeanor and my kubrick stare and my inability to behave like a human and the 40 layers of icy fortress walls i have up and answer my riddles three

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children are so fucking funny man. i just overheard a kid go “i just learned a new way to pinch, wanna see it? it hurts a lot more!” followed by a loud, notably pained scream

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Insane color moth!! These are reminded me of some kind of ice cream

Oriental Orange Banded Green Geometer Moth (Eucyclodes gavissima)

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WHY AM I JUST NOW FINDING OUT JARED FUCKING LETO IS THE MAIN CHARACTER IN THE NEW TRON COMING OUT WHAT THE FUCCCCKK

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Salad!!!

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THEY FOUND THE WHITE WITCH CATERPILLAR! THIS IS NOT A DRILL!

For context: the white witch is one of the contenders for the largest moth in the world (biggest *wingspan*--loses to the atlas in terms of wing surface area, and loses to the regal for weight). It has a huge range, and the adult is fairly common.

But no one had ever seen a caterpillar. At all. There were only guesses as to what it might look like and what it ate. until this year. These are some of the first images ever taken of it!!

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to the people on my revenge list I may have forgotten

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look at this fish!!!

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I know we are all used to hear bad news from the USA or UK when it comes to trans rights but this time Germany wants to play in the same league.

Our idiots at home ministry came up with the fucking idea to start a register for all transgender and nonbinary people which would mean every person working at some public position could always at any given time see your assigned gender at birth, your deadname, your address and who knows what else.

We had been there in the past. Hitler Germany called it the "Travestite Law" back then. Our politicians didn't learn.

We all know this is unacceptable.

Please, if you are German, sign it. If you are not, spread it wide and far.

This had been stopped once a few years ago. It needs to be stopped again.

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how’s that house that raised you?

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I've just realized in these past few months that I seriously underestimate the fuck out of myself. I'm sick of begging for attention and care. I don't need to be doing that shit. I can literally take care of myself. And for the things I can't do for myself, I will either find someone who Wants to do it or just fucking deal. Because there's nothing more isolating or fucking humiliating than begging for something from someone who wouldn't piss on you if you were on fire, so. Yeah. I'm done being entertainment for other people, even if I care about them so much that I don't "mind." You mind, dude. You mind a lot. And even if you don't now, you Will when things fall apart. So I'm manning the fuck up.

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It's getting easier to work through depressive episodes when I look back and see how shittily or just carelessly I was treated by literally everyone around me. My friends Actually give a fuck about me now and as much as I still struggle I know I can actually lean on them for Help. I have the time and space to figure out what I need to do for myself instead of constantly worrying about taking care of someone else. It's hard being on my own... but it's nice too. I like being on my own. I just wish I could actually see my friends more is all

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Lost the ask, got a lot of asks in my inbox today so it got buried but my last post reminded me of it. Someone asked me if penile atrophy caused by t-blockers/estrogen can be treated the same way vaginal atrophy can.

It can! here’s a substack article written by a transfem for transfems about it:

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It makes me happy when they listen

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"aros can still date!!": boring. tired. overused. frequently used to make aros look more palatable and acceptable to amatonormative society.

"alloros can still stay single!!": fresh. new. exciting. hearing it could change many people's lives for the better regardless of romantic orientation