#everything is painful
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the thing is that if I could just languish in bed for three or four days that might help, at least enough to prevent the big crash later on, but I don't have that kind of flexibility
I literally just have to delay the worst of my symptoms until the afternoon of the 20th and then succumb to it, which will knock me out for multiple weeks. autoimmune disease my beloathed
#it really does just start eating me sometimes#my hip is fucked and my joints feel like they're being slowly pulled apart#everything is painful#but who else is going to do the things that need to get done?#I don't have anybody to take care of me#it all depends on me#muss ich denn sterben um zu leben
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FOCUS ZAM WOULD'VE BEEN MY EVERYTHING
#sketchy.txt#everything is painful#pz liveblogging#lifesteal spoilers#stream: consequences*** princezam#sorry#im like not even watching the stream rn i'm writing the most diabolical bill#but i read the messages between zam and 4c and RJGHALRJGHALJ#actually also what were mapiccs thoughts on the peace trials i forgor
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I just spent the past 24 hours not eating anything and on some days & nights last week plus even before then did the same.
I wish I could join the Hunt. I bet DIana/Ártemis teaches all of her Hunters how to forage for food and how to track & skin an animal...
#alex is hungry#alex is tired#i'm tired#i'm hungry#everything is painful#painful#pain#owwww#ouch#the hunt#hunters of artemis#artemis#artemis pjo#pjo artemis#ártemis#diana#diana pjo#pjo diana
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a rather unusual dream
#i’m ascending#Idk this kind of angst scratches my head nicely#but in all seriousness#this is painful#their story is painful#everything is painful#I’m going to become a water bender#to fight back these tears
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i love that i read SO many jayvik fics about the divorce beginning with jayce being horrified at what viktor had done with the hexcore, only for it to turn out that jayce actually did not give a SINGLE fuck, didn't even flinch at the sight of his hand and leg, and was ecstatic when it ended up saving his life. i am absolutely obsessed
#jayvik#arcane#arcane spoilers#idk if i was ever certain how jayce would react but i do love pain and i knew the divorce had to come some time#his best friend is ALIVE and they're going to fix everything together and oh he must be cold 'let me grab my blanket i have in here'#'i've been sleeping in this room for days waiting for a sign of life and here he is'#AHHHHHHHHHHHH#anyway. i missed them
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this art from eighthsun_art (IG) broke me
AANGS SILENCE HURTS THE MOST
#avatar the last airbender#atla#aang#sokka#katara#toph#zuko#he lost everything#He copes with his pain in a different way#bruh
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a new star
#i been thinkin about the asteroid again#i think about the asteroid a lot more than i think is normal#like just the complete randomness of it and how everything changed in literally the blink of an eye#like the dinoss rules the fucking earth and probably still would if space had just been a little bit different#how long did it take the asteroid to reach us#at what point was the impact inevitable#like these sound like scientific answers but i need you to know these are questions that my soul wants answered in poetry#yes the math is cool but can i talk about what tragedy looks like melted into the earth#how power and pain and mourning but also change and new life and a future were embedded in a layer of iridum that spread around the planet#can we talk about how looking at the layers of the earth is the most physical type of time travel there is#can i please talk about that layer of pain#can i mourn when i see it#or am i just a weird kid crying when i look at rocks#ALSO. was parasaurolophus alive when the asteroid hit? i dont think so#but it's too late#yall get to suffer with me#dinosaurs
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text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out
#fuck#everything#fuck this#fuck me i guess#fuck this place#fuck this life#blow it up in fucking flames#actually bpd#actual bpd#bpd feels#bpd vent#bpd#bpd problems#bpd awareness#chronically ill#chronic illness#childhood trauma#chronically disabled#chronic pain#add all the trauma tags bc the trauma never fucking stoppsss!!!#trauma#killing myself#i hate everything about eveything and there is NOTHING I CAN FUCKING DO ABOUT IT#i suddenly understand those people kill everyone and then themselves#pleasseeee god if you can hear me now#it would be a really good fucking time not to laugh
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x03 - “Finally Got The Name Right”
#arcane#caitvi#arcaneedit#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#vi#vi arcane#arcane vi#caitlyn kiramman#heenot#caitlyn#caitlyn arcane#type: gif#media: arcane#league of legends#s2 ep3#i needed to get this scene outta my system..... oh hardened cait.... changed and driven by her grief and anger over jinx#then we see vi who stubbornly clings onto the sweet cupcait she once knew... just like she was holding onto powder#but the heartbreaking part is that she's changed and vi STILL tries to give everything to caitlyn because shes so self sacrificing#and hoping that the caitlyn she once knew is still there but im so so sorry vi but cupcait is gone look at cait wanting to pull the trigger#just look at the pain behind vi's eyes she cant believe cait would be like this god im in pain#shes trying so hard to reel the cait she knew back in GAHHHHHH#also i hated coloring this scene but whats new with dark scenes from arcane lol
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Astarion ‘has never had wholesome intimacy’ Ancunin vs Gale ‘none of these thoughts are in the bible’ Dekarios
find me on bsky
#Astarion chill it’s just hand holding lmao#NO REFERENCES NO DOUBLE CHECKING WE DIE LIKE MEN!!!#the longer its been since i posted it the more i Hate it LOL i see everything now and i am in pain#astarion#astarion ancunin#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#bg3 astarion#bg3 gale#bloodweave#bloodweave fanart#astarion fanart#gale fanart#bg3#bg3 fanart#baldurs gate 3#my art#bg3 shitpost
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Guess who caught up in the manga
#everything went so wrong so fast in the manga. recommend reading if you like pain#fanart#myart#doodle time 😎#jjk#jujutusu kaisen#jjk manga spoilers#chosoyuki#yuki tsukumo#choso kamo#jjk choso#choso brain: weird ✅ offputting ✅ baby ❌ girl ❌. but who else could she possibly be referring to#yuki my beloved you were too good for gege he did you too dirty
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idiot baby kill credit fight
#drift#rodimus#transformers#maccadam#driftrod#kinda. its driftrod by proxy of me being the guy who drew it#mfw i become a casualty of war* and the dudes that killed me start arguing like its the worlds biggest cod lobby#*technically this wasnt a war related conflict but. the species wide kajillion year war is kinda related to. everything these guys do#EDIT: APPARENTLY THIS GUY LIVES LOL mfw i get stabbed thru the head and the dudes that did it argue like its the worlds biggest cod lobby#while i lie on the ground in unbearable pain. then get thrown in jail
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starlit letter ⟡ part 2
#genshin#genshin impact#genshinedit#genshinet#kirara#lyney#lynette#freminet#neuvillette#wriothesley#charlotte#furina#m:gifs#m:*#m:gifs:all#MAKING ALL THESE GIFS WAS A GOD DAMN PAIN...............#importing/exporting everything alone nearly blew up my computer#m:1k
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Rebellion era Cody, how I visualized him during his bounty hunting days, before and during being with Obi-Wan(based off the fic series called "codywan on tatooine" by Serie11)
Edit: ao3 author is here! Credit where credit is due @oathkeeperoxas
#he has my whole heart okay? 🧡#mah hart. mah sole#this fic series had me by the balls its by far one of my favourite looks into Cody and Obi-Wan's relationship post. Everything#the pain and the trauma and the growth and the coming back to each other (more Cody coming tho cos y'know..Tatooine..Ben) despite it all#they are two stars in orbit around each other and i GOD 🧡💙🧡💙🧡 sorry no words#codywan#becos i said what i said#commander cody#marshal commander cody#CODY#cc 2224#codywan on tatooine#fic series#wars in the stars#kraftykelpie's art#star wars#rebellion era
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so just know, I'm healing / even though it don't feel like it
insp
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#good evening it is past midnight and i am here furthering the itfs scar kissing agenda#stumbled across the insp pic buried in my likes and i went oh this is relevant in the opposite direction :) I Can Use This :)#op has some of my fav itfs fanart ill b so real n tht piece ws swimming around in my brain fr Days#so i told myself today my reward for submitting my zine checkin wld b drawing yuuji kissing megumi's scars#also pls observe. /this/ is what i mean when i say tht megumi receiving affection looks like he is unsure and in mild pain#Does Not Know How To Respond To Affection Even From His Own Boyfriend.png#i LOVE drawing megu with this expression so sosos much the downcast sidelong gaze + furrowed brow.....#its SO good#also idk what i did with his hair here but the render actually turned out so well ?? best megu hair to date every1 pls clap#not 2 mention th shape of yuuji's bangs???? pats self on th back no offense but i am on fire w these boys' hair lately#that being said i decided i did not want to render anything else ddfdfjjghdjgf i got tired#kept the rest flat n took the opportunity to play around w light chromatic abberation on the scars#idk if any1 noticed but i found th retro film filter n used it a bunch on my recent comic#its so convenient it comes w built in noise n everything!!!!!!#anyway . caption is salt fv <333 if u care <333333#i think it is also a megu song but like . a post-canon megu song#i thought this wld take longer bc i was planning on rendering everything so i cracked an energy drink and am tragically awake#shld i start smth new we shall see smile :)
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thinking about super cousins post-season 2 and potential effects of being exposed to kryptonite so many times
#my adventures with superman#maws#maws season 2#clark kent#kara zor el#superman#dc comics#there's something so tasty in the angst of suffering an affliction only your species can experience#and the only other person who can understand that pain is equally as incapacitated#i really hope that they can find solace in each other after everything
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