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FAVORITE FUCKED UP RELATIONSHIP âł James Logan Howlett/Wolverine & Victor Creed/Sabretooth
#I will never been over it#write more fanfic please#every war or their childhood something#wolverine#sabretooth#james logan howlett#victor creed#hugh jackman#liev schreiber#x-men origins: wolverine#marvel mcu whatever#rubbish78gifs#my gifs#brothers be cray
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âSurely notâŠ. Itâs been 15 years⊠and anyone would have stopped before getting disowned, noone would lack *that* amount of care for themselfâ
And then basen doesnât stop thinking about it for a week
#this is a no war no white star au i guess xD#basen henituse#og cale henituse#tcf#i like to think violan is somewhat sad abt cale#deruth is downright melancholic and feels guilty af when hes mentioned#lily is curious abt her elusive and strange oppa#but basen is like âI NEED ANSWERS???â#like every once in a while he just notices some detail abt his childhood and *something* falls into place for the full picute#but hes just not entirely sure what the fuck the picture is about#and he loses sleep over it HAHNDJSMS#just drawing dmm
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love that pedro pascal isn't a name for my dad. it's 'yeah that mando guy.'
#true father lore is him never remembering actors names#but pulling a memory out of back pocket from childhood of when his cousin tried to kill him or something#and we get whiplash every time#like my dude YOU WATCH AND LOVE STAR WARS AND CAN'T REMEMBER THEIR NAMES??#witch aunt talksâš
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One thing that is difficult about writing historical fiction is when youâve set your story up in the same time frame as major historical events, which you KNOW would be on your charactersâ radar yet they donât impact the plot. What is too much? What is too little?
#writing#itâs hard like if I just brush over it completely itâs like huh? did you forget this major event that some of these characters would know#and would almost certainly have feelings about#or if you only mention it in passing itâs doing a disservice to the significance of this event#itâs just not part of the story#in the case Iâm working with itâs a bit understandable because itâs still very early into the event but#this shit is going to be on their minds and if they themselves never impacted it will likely impact people they know#some of them could kind of ignore it but they are also in proximity to two characters who Iâm certain wonât be able to ignore it#but because itâs so early I can maybe get away with mentioning it only in passing#like they donât know how bad shit will get because itâs only the beginning and theyâre naive early 20-somethings#sometimes itâs easy and seemless to incorporate historical events#my other historical story itâs so easy to mix Word War 2 into the protagonistâs childhood because thatâs why her brother is the way he is#because of PTSD from a traumatic event that Iâve literally mapped to real life events that happened because it worked the puzzle pieces fit#they donât always though#and thatâs the issue with this story#also these characters are all dealing with a lot of shit so external events might not really be the biggest thing on their minds#like we need to deal with the pressing shitstorm weâve chosen to jump headfirst into#tag rambles#none of these characters are the type to stand idly by or at least they arenât by the end of the story#and itâs also like every one of my 5 protagonists will have shit to say even if itâs not something they personally might have to deal with#because part of being in a small group of the only people who know the full story about something is that it creates a bond#like these are literally their ride or die people#I love them so much#all 5 of them are my pookies#and yes I have also been in a situation where itâs like okay I guess these are my people where we all know too much now lol#and thereâs definitely a bonding element to that#like no one else will ever get it in a way some other people do#itâs much less dramatic in my case
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as of today, i am officially a homeowner đ
#personal#for a person that spent their whole life mostly unrooted#and in the last years has severed ties with every piece of home that i had#this makes me so happy#and so proud#because now there's a little piece of the earth that i own#where my mom can live if anything happens#that i can invest my time and effort#i've been adrift in the world most my life#moved between houses and continents never settling anywhere for long#and now the war i've lost access to my family house and land#to any pieces of my childhood left there#so having something of my own is...#a big deal
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Some people: Kaeyaâs bio father is an abusive monster who abandoned his son in order to achieve his own selfish goals. He is an evil man who deserves everything awful that might happen to him.Â
Other people: Kaeyaâs bio father did the right thing and leaving Kaeya in Mondstadt was the only way to give him a halfway-decent life. He is a better father than he is given credit for and should not be as hated as he is.Â
Me: Kaeyaâs bio father is integral to the general âwar is hell and bad choices can reverberate across timeâ thing that Genshin seems to be going for. He made unethical choices, but mostly because the ONLY OPTIONS HE HAD WERE UNETHICAL. If our understanding of the Alberichâs role in Khaenriâah is accurate, General Alberich (my name for him until stated otherwise) was suddenly in charge of a hopeless and dead kingdom which begged to be saved. Assuming that there was a reason Kaeya specifically was chosen for this mission, General Alberich was forced into a position where he needed to choose between the lives/future of every Khaenriâan vs the life and future of his young son. Abandoning either is an awful thing to do and a horrible decision, but the bad decisions of Celestia and Rhinedottir have led to a scenario where General Alberich can only make bad decisions. In the end, he chose to prioritize his people and made his young son into a spy. We do not know the process for this, but knowing how much Hoyoverse loves to torment people (especially Khaenriâans) we can assume that this process was horrific for Kaeya and could definitely be considered abuse. General Alberich is effectively making his son into a child soldier for a war that the majority of people never wanted or asked for, and one Kaeya was likely far too young to understand. At least, until he was forced to grow up far too quickly in order to fulfill his duty. General Alberich likely loathed everything about what was happening and even in his last moments with his son he asks for forgiveness. He knows that what he is doing is wrong, but to turn back now is to both abandon his subjects and make everything that happened to Kaeya in order to turn him into a child spy be for nothing. So yeah, General Alberich is a terrible person who made horrible choices. But war and the bad actions of others have created a situation where he has nothing BUT horrible choices and where being a terrible person is the only thing he can be. And thatâs without considering how the curse/abyssal corruption could impact the scenario.Â
#idk#I just think that Kaeya's father is kinda an Asgore situation#where the only decisions he could possibly make were awful and unethical ones but choosing neither would create an even worse outcome#also I want to clarify that both of the other interpretations that I parroted before giving my own thoughts are valid#because we are working with such limited information and yeah no shit people are gonna have differing thoughts#people have differing beliefs and perspectives on things which are CANONICALLY CONFIRMED to be clear situations with lots of info about it#so of course people are going to go in like 80 different directions with his character#BECAUSE WE HAVE NEXT TO NOTHING TO GO OFF OF#and basically every interpretation of him I've seen is pretty reasonable#Like yeah man's son is a child spy who was abandoned in a far away country for the purpose of being a spy for Khaenri'ah's interests#thinking that he was an abusive asshole isn't exactly unreasonable#nor is it unreasonable to believe that he was actually a decent man who left his son in Mondstadt as the 'only hope' of Khaenri'ah#because he just wanted Kaeya to live on and have a life outside of the Abyss#and Kaeya was mistaken when he thought he was simply being left behind as a pawn#Genshin is no stranger to unreliable narrators and this wouldn't be the first time a character story wildly mischaracterizes something#so like...both of those interpretations are valid#and pretty fair ones as well#But I think that it really is like an Asgore situation where yeah this guy sucks and he is an awful person who made so many bad choices#But also was left with nothing BUT bad choices through war and grief and other factors that were genuinely outside of his control#Sacrifice your son's childhood and happiness by forcing him to be a child spy and abandoning him in the middle of a deadly storm#or let your people (including yourself) rot away into nothingness while facing a fate worse than death while they all but scream to be saved#there are no good options#kaeya's father#don't take this too seriously I just really liked Undertale when I was younger and I'm getting Asgore vibes from General Alberich
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Not that anon but I don't think anyone sane can hate on you for hating a ship as long as you don't like call a fucking crusade on all the unpure and unholy lol! Funny fact I follow you and hate Kubosai , but I love your blog, you have genuinely great takes.
And I ship things you'd dislike l and that's probably fine because we are civilized and the Saiki K community isn't big enough for us to split into a holy war like fucking Supernatural Destiel and Wincest so we all gotta get along even if we don't ship the same ship!
Obligatory just my opinion and disagree away but I hope you find the ask interesting! :3 ~meowmeowanon~
OKAY OKAY THANK YOU LMAO im sorry, i flood all my discourse related posts with things like "JUST MY OPINION! NO HATE! PLEASE DONT HATE ME!" because ive had situations before on the internet where people misunderstand me or hate me just because we have differing opinions and they think that means we cant get along, and ive lost cool mutuals because of it so.. idk i can just be a little paranoid about stuff like that lol..
plus, i have seen some people on here get pretty defensive ? luckily, the people WITHIN the shipping community on here dont actually get that bad from what ive seen, its more sexuality hc discourse that gets real heated in this fandom lol.. (so its more the shipping side as a whole that gets hated on instead of us hating on each other..) but either way, i just try very hard to basically put the fact that im very welcoming of differing opinions in flashing lights because i just hateee the idea of being hated because of a simple misunderstanding.. (plus, i LOVE friendly debates when it doesnt get too genuinely defensive.. thats why i enjoy posting that kind of thing so much even though im afraid of negative consequences !! i love being given reasoning for why people would think differently..)
also, i love that kubosai haters can follow me despite almost my entire blog being kubosai.. i love you lol youre a real one.. (EDIT IM ADDING THIS TO SAY THAT I ALSO FOLLOW MULTIPLE PEOPLE THAT R ALMOST EXCLUSIVELY TORISAI WHICH I DONT LIKE AS PREVIOUSLY STATED SO. I GET IT LOL.)
#crazy flashbacks to the shipping discourse in my early childhood fandoms#LMFAO MINECRAFT DIARIES ? THE SHIP WARS WERE CRAZYYYY#i was a hater when i was 12 bro i literally would comment on every video with aaron that i hated him#somebody shouldve told me to shut up#anyway..#one time i posted a tiktok about how i have a bias against straight people and its kinda toxic of me and i should work on it#and one of my mutuals misread it as me saying all straight couples are toxic ?? and berated me in my comments#and when i was like 'hey this is just a misunderstanding please reread the video' they were like 'you dont have to be so fucking defensive'#and BLOCKED ME#the internet is crazy#like i was literally admitting a fault and saying 'this is wrong of me and i should fix it'#and the mf went 'wow i cant believe u would do something so wrong. i hate u now.'#saiki k#meows post
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The difference between 2k3 & 2k12 vs 2k18 turtle body vice is weird to think about
The 2k3 & 2k12 turtles are more like: turtles mutated into a humanoid form
While the 2k18 turtles body vice (fanon especially) are like: humans with with the X/mutant gene from X-Men
Thereâs a mini rant in the tags
#this is brought to you by me reading fanfiction of the 2k18 turtles#but basically#the whole made for war thing the 2k18 turtles have going on has a hold on the fandom#(and probs is also in effect in the show injury vice (also bc it has way more cartoon logic))#this in turn makes the 2k18 turtles feel more âomg they are superpowerdâ than 2k3 & 2k12#like x-men vibes#while on this topic#just because their bodies are âmade for warâ or whatever#doesnât mean that they as persons are like that#pretty sure you canât make a persons personality/values while messing with dna#bc if they were âmade for warâ mind vice then youâd have a very different show bc they would probably have very little empathy and shit#their childhood would literally be every single serial killer childhood origin story with hurting animals or others or something#itâs the whole nature vs nurture thing [] if you wanna go the âomg they ruthless bc blablablaâ route just look at the comic turtles-#their splinter looked at a bunch of babies and went: âAh yes. you will kill my enemiesâ or whatever I donât remember#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2k3#tmnt 2k12#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2k18#tmnt 2018#leonardo#raphael#Michelangelo#donatello#leo tmnt#raph tmnt#mikey tmnt
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đ A message from Mira & Nadia
Hello every one đ
I'm Mira on the right and I'm 7 years old, On the left is my sister Nadia, who is 6 years old...
And we want to tell you something about us.
We want to tell you the story of our childhood that we did not live đ„č
In the beginning, we lived happily with our mother, father, and the rest of the family, We are happy in our studies and our lives...
Then suddenly, without warning, we woke up one day to the sounds of missiles, bombing, and destruction, where the school we love was no longer there. Nor the games we love...
As we lost our beloved grandfather in the war and a number of our friends and family members, their souls departed from earth to heaven đ
Our mother is in her fifth month of pregnancy and is very tired, and we fear any new shock or fatigue for her đ
There is only fear, terror and hunger that dominate our lives đ„đ„č
We live a difficult life now đ
We do not understand what is happening around us.
where are we going?
The sounds of planes in the sky terrify us, and we do not see anything else in the sky except them đąđ„
So We ask you to help us by donating, sharing, or reblogging to save our lives and our future with our beautiful family. Please đđš
Our link:
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Thank you for your support, trust and love đđ
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#charity#children#donations#emergency#free palestine#help#gofundme#support palestine#support#trainspotting1992#olympics
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About Time
Tyler Owens x Childhood Friend!Reader
Summary: Youâve been Tylerâs best friend since childhood, but a near-death experience makes him realize he feels much more for you than friendship and he shouldnât have allowed himself to deny it for so long.Â
Warnings/Notes: cursing, mild angst, mostly fluff, typos
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It was when he almost lost you that Tyler knew he was in love with you. When he was forced to play tug of war with the violent winds to keep you in his arms. When he felt your chest move against his with your shallow, rapid breaths. When he heard his name, a soft whimper from quivering lips.Â
âTâTylerâŠâ
He tightened his grasp on your waist and mumbled, âI got you, darlinâ. Just don't let go.â
At that moment, he didn't know if he could protect you, but the alternative was an unbearable thought. Living without you was unimaginable, unacceptable, so if the winds planned to take you, they would have no choice but to take him, too. Then at least you'd be going together.Â
Heâd always felt something for you, and he understood that he probably always would, but he'd been unwilling to give it a name more intense than a teenage crush that just happened to last well past its expiration date. And while your perpetually growing beauty and intoxicating laugh made it hard for him to tame what he continued to feel, heâd managed.Â
But that fear of imminent deathâmore potent than everâtapped into the depths of those feelings heâd been swallowing for more than a decade. The abuse of pelting rain and flying debris paled in comparison to the overwhelming storm breaking free from the neglected portion of his heart.Â
Once disaster moved along, you looked up at him with wide, weary eyes, and he couldnât think clearly past the repetitive chanting in his head: âI love you, I love you, I love youâ. Adrenaline was rushing through his veins, overpowering every other sense of logic and reason. He pushed strands of damp hair from your face, cupped your cheeks, then leaned down and sealed his lips to yours in a deep kiss. The first kiss. A kiss that typically has a much better outcome than what followed.
He hasn't seen you since that day. A week has come and gone and not one glimpse of your face, and now heâs more desperate for the sight than heâs ever been before. Missing you when youâre not around is far from new, but having released his feelings, the all-consuming sensation is worse. Itâs harder to tolerate.
You're avoiding him, he knows it, but he supposes that can happen when someone kisses their best friend with no prior discussion of deeper feelings. It's not what he would do were the situation reversedâhe'd still be all over you, kissing you back, smiling, never letting you goâbut you've chosen to handle things quite differently, and in doing so, has left him no choice but to respond accordingly.
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âMorninâ,â you hear, nearly dropping the pail of milk youâd been collecting all morning. Eyes darting to your right, you find Tyler sitting in one of the living room's quilted armchairs. Your heartbeat stutters.Â
When you turn your head to the left, your mother is leaning against the kitchen countertop, her fluffy robe tied around her body and a cup of steaming coffee in her hands that she brings to her lips as she reads the newspaper splayed out beside her.Â
âMom, what is Tyler doing here?â
She glances up, swallows, and swipes her tongue across her bottom lip to catch the remnants of caramel-colored liquid. âOh gosh, dear, he must've snuck in,â she replies, feigning ignorance. âBut Iâm not one for kickinâ anyoneâespecially not a fine, young manâoff my property, so I guess heâll just have to stay.â
With a huff, you set the pail down on the breakfast table, knowing your mother will take care of it, and shoot her a glare before making your way to the living room. Tyler stares up at you. You cross your arms and nudge your head toward the storage barn just behind the house where the two of you used to hold your late-night meetings when you were children, and later, teenagers. Many nights you spent in that barn after Tyler had snuck out of his parentâs house and chucked a pebble at your window to wake you.Â
Tyler nods and follows you out the back door to the large structure that protects your privacy from the prying ears of the woman inside the house.Â
âWe gotta get you a new phone, darlinâ,â Tyler says to your back once you're enclosed in the barn. âThe one you've got doesn't seem to be receiving my callsâŠor textsâŠor elaborate voicemails.â
âTylerâŠâ you sigh, twisting to face him.
âYou know we gotta talk about it,â he says. And heâs right, despite how the complicated element introduced into your relationship is entirely his fault and so you shouldnât have to owe him the time of day until you're ready to give it. âYou didnât have to run away from me.â
âI didnât run.â Tylerâs eyes follow the movement of your arms wrapping tighter around yourself and he swallows hard. âI walked.â
âSpeed-walked,â he counters. âBorderline jogged.â
You groan, your tense shoulders sagging. âTyler listen, I justââ
âDo you really think disappearing on me was a fair thing to do?â he interrupts. âIâm your best friend.â
Your jaw drops at the audacity. Not surprising, really; Tylerâs always had a way of wording things that gets under peopleâs skin, but out of the two of you, he is the last person who should be doling out the criticism.Â
âFair?â you huff. âYouâre the one whoââ
âI mean, what was so wrong with it?â Long fingers slide through his blond hair. âCan you honestly say youâve never thought about me in that way? It hasnât crossed your mind once? No sex dreams? Nothinâ? âCause Iâve been wrestlinâ with it since fuckinâ high school, but ok, sure, fine.â
âTyââ
âAnd I know it was unexpected but was it really that shocking? Donât you think weâd be good together? I think weâdââ
âFor fuckâs sake, Tyler, will you let me talk!â you snap, your voice carrying throughout the barn.
If you were trying to preserve your privacy, youâve definitely failed now. Half of town probably heard you and theyâre nothing short of a mile away, but at this point, Tyler has pushed you well past caring. Let them hear. Let them know whatâs going on between you. They all saw him kiss you anyway.
âWe nearly died,â you continue. âPeople around us did die.â
Tylerâs face breaks down and you instantly regret your words. You know he stuck around after you left. You know he helped everyone he could in the aftermath of disaster while you let your emotions override your system and ran home to cry to your mother over how he just rocked what was your very steady relationship.
âLook,â you sigh. âEven if I wasnât thinking about deathâand that is a massive âifââI told myself a long time ago that you are my friend, just my friend.â
Tylerâs hands settle on his hips. His eyes fall to the floor and his back teeth clench. âWhy?â
âBecause I repeated it so many times in my head that it solidified,â you tell him, throwing your arms up. âYou know why Bradley dumped me last year? And Pete a couple years before that? And Bobby back in high school?â you ask. âBecause of you. They all sensed this weirdâŠenergyâŠfrom you. All of them. Do you know how many times I had to tell them they were crazy? Do you know how many times I had to tell myself that I was crazy whenever they brought it up to me and I actually considered the possibility of you feeling that way?âÂ
You know exactly how many. Bobby had mentioned it five times before he decided he was done; broke it off with you right before prom and scoffed when he saw that Tyler had stepped up as your date. Pete was shorter-lived; asked you about Tyler three times before he said he could see which way the wind was blowing and had no interest in getting in between anything. And Bradley held the record at seven, each time making the fight outdo the one prior before he was simply fed up with the friendship you refused to sacrifice. Three boyfriends have ditched you solely because of Tyler, and fifteen times you had to talk yourself down from the jolt of excitement you got from imagining him loving you.   Â
Taking a deep breath, you say, âYou donât just get to kiss me and not let me sort out my thoughts for five damn seconds.â
Tylerâs head snaps up, jaw ticking and eyes blazing. âFive seconds?â he spits. âI havenât seen you in a week. Thatâs the longest weâve gone since I graduated.â
âThis isnât just about you; how you feel; what you think; what you want.â
âThen what are you tellinâ me?â Tyler asks.
The light quiver in his voice unnerves you. Not because you arenât used to him expressing himself to the fullestâand if heâs ever going to be vulnerable with anyone, itâs with youâbut that quiver is typically the trigger for you comforting him, taking him into your arms and holding him, letting him wrap himself around you until he feels better and is ready to stop. For some reason, you never noticed how long he would stay tied to you when you gave him the chance.Â
âAre you feelinâ like this is it?â he continues. âAre you wantinâ us to be done?â
And suddenly, youâre irritated again. You canât stop the roll of your eyes. In no universe would you ever be done with Tyler Owens, and the fact that he would entertain otherwise is asinine. âDon't be dramatic.â
âWell, what do you expect!â he shouts. âYouâre actinâ like Iâm about to lose you!â
âI didnât say anything like that!â
âBut you're mad that I kissed you!â
âDamn it, Tyler! I am not!â      Â
Green eyes widen, his breaths heavy from his heaving chest. His mouth opens then closes then opens once more. âYouâreââ He licks his lips as you watch him grasp for words. âThen why haven't you called me back?â
You shrug. âI don't know. We've never fought before, and I thought you'd be pissed that I walked off, which clearly you are, soâŠâ
âThatâs not true,â he says, moving to take a step closer to you before thinking better of it and staying put. âI havenât been pissed, darlinâ, just terrified. And missing you. AndâŠwanting you.â Heat flares your cheeks, forcing you to tear your eyes away from the desperation in his. âBut Iâm sorry. I wasnât tryinâ toâŠI mean, you left and I thoughtâŠâ
You shake your head. Whatever he let himself think, he was wrong.
The silence that settles over you is thicker than you're used to in his presence. You're used to laughter and jokes, sweet comments and banter. Tension zings in the space between your bodies, but it's pleasant, electrifying, invigorating. You feel the full impact of everything that was tucked underneath the stress and anxiety of barrelling through such a hard conversation.Â
Tyler feels it too. His face shows it. His eyes you can only describe as heatedly glittering as he stares at you staring at him. His brows are pinched from frustration of a different kind. It's his lips, though, that reveal his thoughts better than any other feature. They're softly parted, glistening from a swipe of his tongue like he's ready to lock them to yours at any second. Like he needs to be ready just in case you give him the go-ahead so he can kiss you before you dare rescind your permission.Â
âWhat are you thinking?â you ask, words quieter than you meant for them to be, but Tyler hears you. Â
His chuckle is short, half-formed, partially overtaken by the exhale of a breath. You detect a slight tease, as if you should already know the answer to that question.Â
âThat I wanna kiss you again,â he says. âSo fuckinâ bad.â
The corners of your mouth struggle not to quirk upward. âTyler.â He hums. âYou know what it means if we do this, right?â
He nods. âWe canât go back,â he says. âBut darlinâ, I donât wanna go back. I wanna keep on goinâ...with you.â
âEverything will be different.â
âNot everything. We're still us, we'd just be kissinâ and touchinâ and, you know, doinâ other stuff,â he replies with a smile. âHopefully.â
You picture Tyler standing before you as you have secretly wished you could have him for yearsâbare and muscled and grinning and telling you he loves youâand for the first time, you arenât awash with guilt and shame. It feels right to think of him like this. Natural. Thereâs a soothing ocean of serenity flowing under the flames of desire, and it hits you that this was probably inevitable. All the pieces were thereâfriendship, trust, loveâall there was left to do was act on it.Â
âYou won't change your mind?â you ask, stepping to him.Â
At your question, distress takes over Tyler's face, but it melts into a grin once he notices your smirk. He closes the remaining distance between you and takes your hand, carefully interlocking your fingers.Â
âNo chance,â he tells you.Â
âOk,â you say, nodding. âWell, if youâre absolutely sure, then I guess itâs ok if you kiss me agaiââ
Your chuckle is muffled against his lips. His fingers untangle from yours and he guides your hand to rest on the back of his neck so he can cup your cheek. His free arm coils around your waist, pulling you in closer, and your body melts into his. Your brain fuzzes. You lose all awareness of your surroundings. You think you might just stay like this forever.
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TW: yandere, classism, degradation, possessiveness, obsessiveness, blackmail
gn reader - feminine clothing (jewelry: earrings, necklace)
Thinking about your rich boyfriendâŠ
Rich boyfriend â who buys you clothes and jewelry every time you have a date, even when you tell him you feel bad receiving them all â that you have nowhere to wear such nice things â that a simple date is really more than enough.Â
Rich boyfriend â who ignores you with a smile and shake of his head, asking you how you expect him to stop when youâre just the absolute cutest? Looking at him with those moon-big eyes, humble crinkle between your brows, and your lip tucked nervously between your teeth to keep from gawking.Â
Rich boyfriend â who orders for you at all the restaurants he takes you to because he knows youâve never been anywhere like it. Looking so adorably lost in your seat, flushed when staring at the menu written in a language you canât read â knowing even if you could, you still wouldn't know what any of it meant. Youâre so, so, so precious â eyes peeled like youâre a pet whoâs just been allowed at the table for the first time.
Rich boyfriend â who plays four instruments, speaks five languages, went to an Ivy League institution, and will inherit his entire familyâs business being the spoiled only child that he is.
Rich boyfriend â who just loves the messy household you grew up in â loves how you and your siblings interact with each other, looking like a bundle of pups all crammed in the same cage at a pet store â how your childhood bedroom is the size of his closet â filled with all sorts of trinkets youâve kept growing up â stuff that would usually wind up in the trash at his house â polaroids of you as a teenager, past boyfriends in kissing booths, prom pictures, concert tickets, and old rusty friendship lockets.Â
Itâs all so⊠He scoffs. The word for it escapes him.
Suppose he doesnât quite recognize the pricelessness of sentimental value as opposed to something actually sellable â but he finds it cute that you do.Â
Though, it bothers him to some degree as well⊠that you would value an old pair of earrings gifted you by your grandmother instead of the actual antique diamond pair heâd procured for you. After all, one was a real historic piece worth a fortune a Russian duchess had snuck into England during the war, and the other was old junk made by a noname jeweler.
Rich boyfriend â who chokes on his spit when you sit him down and tell him you want to break up â who thinks heâs misheard â that youâre joking, playing some uncultured game heâs never been exposed to, some ill-taste past-time only poor people do to escape their bitter reality.Â
But youâre not jokingâŠÂ
Youâre breaking up with himâŠYou.. You⊠broke trash of worker-class scumâŠÂ youâre breaking up with him?
You give him back all his gifts in a cardboard box â telling him youâre grateful but that you truly donât have any use for such things â that you think your worlds are too different to coincide.Â
Of course, you refrain from telling him you think heâs a classist snob. You have a feeling it would have gone completely over his head if youâd tried anyway, so there really was no point to it.
Rich ex-boyfriend â whoâs never been told no in his entire lifeâŠ
Rich ex-boyfriend â who buys your street and plans on scrapping it to make brand new mansions in a project he dubs âcleaning up the slumsâ â evicting and putting you and your entire family out of the home youâd spent your entire life growing up in.
Rich ex-boyfriend â who thinks youâre crawling back to him when you schedule an appointment at his office â who thinks youâre going to come in with bleary wet eyes and grovel like the lowly peasant you are â let him save you from poverty and homelessness, make you his charity case â his pretty diamond in the rough whoâs never quite able to wash all the coal off.
Rich ex-boyfriend â who trashes that same office when you leave after having given him the address to the pawnshop you sold the one pearl necklace youâd kept as a token of your relationship â telling him he should feel free to go down there and get it back â that youâre using the money to buy a better house and you just wanted to come and thank him for that.Â
Of course, you wanted to slap him too â spit on his tie or maybe just take a piss on his desk â but you left it at that.
Rich ex-boyfriend â whose next move is to buy your family business, who hires a private eye to dig up dirt on you and all your family, burying you in fines from age-old petty crimes, gets you kicked from your scholarship.
Rich ex-boyfriend â who goes to that pawnshop and reports the pearl necklace as a stolen item and has the police arrest you. Spinning a story about how he thought you were this humble sweet thing, only for you to rob him behind his back.
Rich ex-boyfriend â who comes to visit you in the custody suite where you sit cooped up with all the other wretched mutts on the cold concrete floors â scolding you for making him come down to a dirty police precinct, for having him breathe the same air as all the lowlives held up there.
Rich ex-boyfriend â who tells you heâll make it all go away.
Heâll drop the charges, let your family keep their house â or buy them an even better one, whichever you prefer â heâll even promote your family business and pay for all your siblings' education â heâll give you everything.Â
Anything you want, itâs yours.
But he owns you.
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JJK â Sukuna, Gojo, Naoya
HQ â Oikawa, Sakusa, Miya twins
BLLK â Reo, Rin
HxH â Illumi
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could you write something where the reader is listening to reid going off on his tangents and when he gets insecure, just straight up saying. "no, go on. i like the sound of your voice." ? ty! đ€
Don't shut up // no warnings as far as i can tell? lmk if not <3 pure fluff!! ty for the request <333
"They usually called her the Limping Lady but there's really no way to tell how many pseudonyms she used," Spencer is saying, dragging his hand through your hair where you lay on his lap, His other hand is busy grasping at the air while he talks.
"Because of the prosthetic leg?" You ask, urging him to continue talking. You're nearly asleep, eyes heavy and chest loose with the comfort of his proximity.
"Yeah. She actually nicknamed it 'Cuthbert' when she got the wooden prosthetic. It's actually pretty interesting - people have been using prosthetics for a really long time. We don't know exactly when people started using them in modern medicine, but the first evidence we can find of them dates all the way back to ancient Egypt where they found a prosthetic toe."
The documentary Spencer put on over an hour ago about World War II has long since been paused, Netflix's blinking "Are you still watching?" hovering uselessly on his laptop screen. He paused it ages ago to discuss the inaccuracies about Hitler's past, then Italy's involvement in France and the parallels between the almost French famine and the Irish famine, leading him to Virginia Hall.
All in all, you're in heaven. He's been stroking your hair, blunt nails scratching every so often, voice rumbling through his chest and stomach where your ear presses against. He's talking calmly, even, if not slightly rushed, like he can't wait for even a breath to keep telling you about everything he knows.
"I just want you to know all of the things I know, too, you know?" He told you once when you urged him to slow down. He's learned to take his time with you, eventually, realizing that you're not waiting for your opportunity to jump in. You don't spend your time with Spencer figuring out when it'll be your turn to talk next; instead, you lull in the comfortable space of listening while knowing he'll return the favor the moment you have something to say.
"Sorry, are you trying to sleep? I can shut up and turn the movie back on," Spencer says suddenly, hand stilling in your hair.
You open your eyes slightly to find him looking down at you, lip caught between his teeth, a hesitant look in his eyes.
Spencer doesn't often get insecure like this around you - you've spent plenty of time convincing him that there's no need - but moments like this still happen. You suppose it's a natural product of constant teasing and bullying through childhood.
"I don't mean to ramble," he mutters when he catches your eye.
"No," you say, interrupting him and reaching up to brush your fingers across his cheekbone and up to his eyebrows. "No, Spence, I literally love the sound of your voice. Please, keep going."
You watch him melt, afraid for a moment that his liquid brown eyes will start to water. You make a concerned noise, about to sit up and comfort him further, when his hand moves to press down on your collarbones. He holds you in place as he looks at you for a second, heated gaze causing you to feel warm. Slowly, he bends to press a kiss on each of your eyelids, right below your eyebrows. He rests his lips on the bones there for a few moments before moving to the next.
"I love you," he murmurs, the truth of the statement oozing out too sincerely to ignore.
He doesn't give you a moment to breathe before diving right back into his explanation of how ancient prosthetics were integrated into modern medicine, hand resuming its path in your hair and voice slowly bringing you to a calm half-nap.
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It is deeply sickening how even privacy has become a luxury for palestinians who are fundraising on this website. Since October 7th, Gazans have had to document their own genocide at great cost to themselves for no fault of their own;Â they have had to risk their lives to show you the bombings; they have had to record themselves bleeding.Â
They have had to show the tremendous personal loss they have suffered and their grief of it - all so that the Zionist narrative wouldn't be the only thing that gets peddled around in the digital space. But it seems like the more the months pass, and the atrocities keep mounting - the more people in the online space become desensitized to the suffering, and in fact are convinced that they are owed these documentation to even begin to care ( it has become especially clear after the recent smear campaign that put the entire demographic under horrible scrutiny ).Â
It is honestly so disgustingly voyeuristic to me- this demand to be allowed into someoneâs grief so that you can be convinced that they too are of flesh and blood, to demand that they put their suffering on display for your judgement on their authenticity, to put the burden on THEM to do the work of breaking you out of your easy apathy towards their suffering.
For months, my friend Siraj Abudayeh ( @siraj2024 ) has tried to protect his and his familyâs privacy. For months he has talked of Gaza and given you updates as is his capacity as a journalist. He thought that this would be enough for the people to understand just how much his family has to fight everyday to survive. But it seems like that didn't really cut it for a lot of users on tumblr, because his fundraiser stagnates every 12 hours when his updates stop circulating around tumblr.Â
So as much as it pains him to share this with an apathetic audience that may very well scroll past this post- he has agreed to talk a bit about his precious son, Amir, who has fallen sick with an infectious skin disease.Â
So don't you dare ignore this!!
You have demanded that Siraj perform; that he prove that he is a real person with a real family to protect- so here is Siraj with a story about his son. It is a reflection of how desperate he feels to willingly give up the privacy he fought to protect for months. So you better pay attention now!
Siraj's son Amir is a stubborn boy. It is impossible to move him from his position once he is convinced of something. This also makes him competitive and Siraj is proud to say that Amir had been on his schoolâs swimming team. âFirst level in the swimming course,â Siraj tells me with obvious pride. Amir has an exceptional ability to memorize too- quickly moving through his lessons and thus almost always having a place in the school celebrations of outstanding students.Â
Amir is stubbornly kind too. Amidst the bombings - this little boy didn't think of only saving himself. He carried his cat Jimmy all the way from the North of Gaza to the South. In Sirajâs words: He did not leave Jimmy for a moment, not even to take his shoes off, when it tore after hours of walking.Â
The two month old cat died a month into their displacement - with no food available, Amir had to watch his beloved pet waste away, desperate and yet unable to help in anyway. Tell me now, is this horrifying tidbit sufficient documentation of Amirâs unchilding? Is this enough?Â
Or do you also want to know of the shock Amir received on learning that his cousins have been martyred? Will you make Siraj describe this in all of its horrifying detail too? How his child has lost so much of his childhood to this war when he should be studying, going to school, and playing with his brothers and friends instead?
Their books, their school, their pet, their toys have all been lost in this genocide. Do they have to lay out all the indignities they are facing at your feet, do they have to lose the litle privacy they have left in that cramped, pest-ridden tent of theirs to convince you to not turn the other way?
Tell me what will finally be enough to make you pay attention?? What would be enough to convince you that Sirajâs survival fund is as much an emergency as all the other evacuation funds ?? I will ask him to share and we can all lay it out for you, because apparently some of you need a record of all that suffering presented to you like its a portfolio to give a fuck.
Siraj is tired, his wife Halima is too. Amir and his siblings have lost so much of themselves during these past 10 months. None of them are the people they used to be, and it is something they will carry for the rest of their lives!!
So please!
Please if Siraj has performed enough for you, then fucking donate to his campaign.
He has been fundraising from June!!! He has talked to hundreds of people and has bonded with enough of them to be considered a personal friend of theirs. Many have even agreed to share his story and many others have offered to hold commissions and raffles for him- but despite this, he still hasn't even crossed the halfway mark of his campaign yet!! What can a handful of friends do? When the mass of tumblr population isn't convinced of his suffering!
Amir is in constant pain right now due to the infection- and his brothers are beginning to show similar symptoms as him. They are all very unwell.Â
The money would go to helping Amir and his brothers survive!!
I can't tell you how frustrating it is to see this everyday when i personally know just how much Siraj sacrifices to make his presence known here- from braving the 3km route when he can get caught in crossfire- all so that he may have a hotspot connection at an exorbitant price. It burns away the money that might have gone into acquiring food and water.
WE ARE RUNNING OUT OF TIME!!!
SIRAJ NEEDS TO GET TO 40K WITHIN THIS WEEK SO THAT WE CAN BEGIN TO WORK TOWARDS THE LATTER HALF OF THE CAMPAIGN.
THIS IS URGENT. SIRAJ NEEDS TO MOVE ONTO HIS NEXT GOALS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE TO GET HIS KIDS TO SAFETY!
PLEASE DONATE ANY AMOUNT YOU CAN SPARE, THIS CANNOT WAIT.
Every MINUTE, every SECOND we delay meeting his goal, it costs siraj and his family more than some of us will ever understand.
Please help him out. It is the least we can do right now-> vetting at 219 on Hussein's spreadsheet.
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Militiae Species Amor Est
Militiae species amor est - "Love is a kind of war."
Part II Is Up Now!
This is a story based on an original character, Iris. She has no description in regards to hair, skin color, eye color, etc. It doesn't follow any particular timeline and the events in this story extend longer than the events of the movie. I saw the movie last night and wrote this today in between appointments, so please don't judge if it's slightly messy haha. Please enjoy!
warnings:// some mentions of blood and weapons. time period typical violence.
word count: 6.7k
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The air in the colosseum was thick with noiseâcheers, jeers, and the distant clang of swords meeting shields. You sat stiffly in the patricianâs box beside your fiancĂ©, Caius, his hand possessively resting on the arm of your chair. He was absorbed in the spectacle, his dark eyes gleaming with excitement every time the sand turned red. You barely heard him as he leaned close, muttering about the skill of one gladiator. Your attention, however, was elsewhere.
âHanno,â the announcerâs voice boomed over the crowd, and the colosseum erupted into a frenzy. âThe Eagle of the Arena!â
The title was grand, but it wasnât the name that sent a shiver down your spine. It was the description whispered about him in every corner of Rome: a fighter with unmatched presence, defiance in his eyes, and a grace that reminded you of someone you thought youâd lost forever.
Lucius.
The boy who had once been your entire world.
Your heart raced as the gates creaked open, and Hanno stepped into the sunlight. The sight of him stole your breath. He was older now, broader, his body honed by years of struggle, but there was no mistaking him. His hair, still curling the way you remembered, caught the light, and his eyesâthose stormy blue eyes that had once looked at you as though you were the only thing that matteredâswept over the crowd.
Lucius.
He moved like the wind, his steps steady, his posture unshaken. The arena seemed to bend to him, the crowd hanging on his every movement. He raised his sword, saluting the emperor, but you knew him too well to miss the flicker of contempt in his gaze. That small defiance confirmed it.
You didnât realize you were staring until Caiusâs voice cut through your thoughts.
âYou seem unusually captivated, my dear,â he said, his tone light but edged with suspicion.
You blinked, dragging your gaze away from the arena. âItâs⊠heâs remarkable,â you managed, hoping your voice sounded steadier than you felt.
Caius smirked, his pride swelling as if he were responsible for the spectacle before you. âHanno is Romeâs finest now. A true warrior.â
Your eyes drifted back to LuciusâHannoâbefore you could stop yourself. Memories of your childhood together flooded your mind: running through the gardens of Lucillaâs villa, the way his laughter had filled the air like music, the nights you whispered your dreams to each other under the stars.
He had been everything to you, even though the world told you he couldnât be. You were a servant, an invisible presence in the household of his mother, Lucilla. But to Lucius, you had been more. Heâd promised you, one night under the moon, that he would find a way for you to be together.
That promise had been shattered the day Maximus died. Lucius was sent away, his motherâs grief consuming everything in its path. You were left behind, forced to grow up in silence, betrothed to Caiusâa man you didnât love, who saw you as nothing more than a beautiful possession.
Now, years later, here he was. The boy who had held your hand in secret was now a man commanding the attention of thousands, and yet he was still fighting. Not just for survival, but for something greater. For freedom.
You couldnât look away.
As the match began, Lucius moved with the precision and grace of someone born to the sword. Every strike, every parry, every step was measured and deliberate. He fought like a man who had nothing to lose and everything to prove.
When the fight endedâhis opponent crumpled in the sand, and the crowd screamed his nameâLucius raised his head. For a fleeting moment, his eyes met yours, and you saw recognition spark there, sharp and immediate.
He knew you.
Your breath caught, your hands gripping the edge of your chair. He didnât look away, his chest heaving as he stared up at you. The distance between you felt both vast and nonexistent.
âAre you unwell?â Caiusâs voice jolted you back to reality, his brows furrowed in irritation.
You forced a smile, your heart pounding. âNo. Itâs nothing.â
But it wasnât nothing.
It was him.
Lucius.
And you would find him again. No matter what it took.
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The roar of the crowd surged like a wave, crashing against the walls of the colosseum, but Lucius barely heard it. He stood in the center of the arena, the weight of his sword steady in his hand, his chest rising and falling with the rhythm of the fight. The sand beneath his feet was stained red, the air thick with heat and blood.
Another victory. Another step toward survival.
He turned to acknowledge the emperor with a sharp salute, but his movements were mechanical. His body obeyed out of habit, but his mind was elsewhere, as it always was after a fight. Somewhere far from Rome, far from the sand and the chains. Somewhere warm and quiet, where he wasnât a gladiator, wasnât the Eagle of the Arena.
Then he looked up at the crowd, scanning the patricianâs box with a glance heâd perfectedâcasual enough not to attract suspicion, sharp enough to note every detail.
And he saw her.
At first, he thought his exhaustion was playing tricks on him. He blinked, his grip tightening on his sword as he stared at the woman seated high above. The sun caught her hair, and though she was dressed in the fine silks of a noblewoman, there was no mistaking her.
It was her.
For a moment, he couldnât breathe. The world around him blurredâthe cheers of the crowd, the stink of the arena, even the pain radiating from his bruised ribs. None of it mattered. All that mattered was the woman in front of him.
She was older now, more poised, her features sharper, but it was still her. The same eyes he used to stare into when they were children, the same curve of her lips that had whispered his name in the dark corners of his motherâs villa. The servant girl who had once been his whole world.
The girl he had loved.
Her eyes widened as they locked on his, a mix of shock and disbelief crossing her face. He wondered if she thought him a ghost, just as he had often imagined her face in dreams, only to wake and find himself alone. But this wasnât a dream. She was here.
His chest tightened as a thousand memories flooded back. Running barefoot through the gardens together, laughing as they dodged his tutors and stole food from the kitchens. Her small, warm hands brushing his as they sat by the fountain, sharing secrets no one else could know.
And then the promises. He had been so sure, so determined, swearing under a sky full of stars that he would always protect her, always come back for her. But life had taken that choice from him. His fatherâs death, his motherâs griefâit had torn him from her side and thrown him into a world where love had no place.
Yet here she was, staring at him as though no time had passed at all.
The man beside her shifted in his seat, leaning close to speak to her. Luciusâs jaw clenched as the manâs hand brushed hers, the gesture small but possessive. So, she was engaged. Of course, she was. A woman like her, even a servant, could be bartered into a match that served some Roman nobleâs ambitions.
But when she looked at her betrothed, there was no warmth in her eyes. None of the light he remembered.
She turned back to him, and for a moment, it felt as though the years melted away. The noise of the arena faded, the weight of his chains forgotten. It was just her and him, as it had always been.
Lucius felt something stir inside him, something he hadnât allowed himself to feel in years.
Hope.
His salute lingered a moment longer than it should have, his gaze unwavering. He saw the way her breath hitched, the way her fingers gripped the edge of her chair as if grounding herself against the storm inside her.
And then the guards called for him to return to the cells. The gate creaked open behind him. He forced himself to turn, to walk away, but every step felt heavier than the last.
She was here. She had found him.
And now, no matter the cost, he would find her again.
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The barracks were dark and quiet, save for the faint crackle of the brazier in the corner. Lucius sat on the edge of the wooden bench, his head bowed, his hands idly tracing the grooves of the blade across his lap. Around him, the other gladiators had fallen into a tense silence, their usual jests and muttered complaints subdued after the dayâs bloodshed.
Heâd been Hanno for so long now, the name sliding easily from the lips of the guards, the crowd, the men who fought and bled beside him. Hanno, the invincible gladiator, the Eagle of the Arena. No one questioned where he had come from, why his skills surpassed so many others. They only saw what they wantedâa spectacle, a story to worship or envy.
But tonight, none of that mattered.
Her face had been burned into his mind since heâd seen her, her wide eyes locking with his in the colosseum. Every move he made since had been automatic, his body fighting and surviving on instinct, while his mind reeled with the impossible truth: she was alive.
He gritted his teeth, clenching the blade harder. For years, heâd allowed himself to believe she was lost to him, married off to some faceless noble, her life swallowed by the world of the Roman elite. Heâd tried to bury the ache of it, the guilt that he hadnât fought harder to keep her, the memories of her laugh, her touch, her whispered promises in the moonlight.
But now she was here, close enough to reach, yet still out of his grasp.
âOi, Hanno,â a gruff voice broke the silence. One of the older gladiators, Gaius, sat sharpening his sword in the corner, his one good eye glinting in the firelight. âYouâve been starinâ at that blade like it owes you coin. Whatâs on your mind?â
Lucius glanced up, his expression carefully neutral. âNothing.â
Gaius snorted, unconvinced. âYouâre a terrible liar. Youâve been off since the games today. Canât say I blame youâcrowds like that, theyâll rattle anyone.â He leaned forward, a sly grin spreading across his scarred face. âOr maybe it was someone in the crowd?â
Lucius froze, but only for a moment. Long enough for Gaiusâs grin to widen.
âThought so,â Gaius said. âSome patrician woman caught your eye, eh? Happens to the best of us. Those fine silks and soft hands⊠nothinâ like the sand and blood weâre used to.â
Lucius forced a smirk, playing along. âMaybe. She looked familiar, thatâs all.â
âFamiliar?â Gaius raised a brow. âA patrician youâd know? From before?â He lowered his voice, his tone suddenly serious. âCareful, lad. That kind of thinkingâll get you killed. Weâre gladiators now, not men with pasts.â
Lucius ignored the warning, leaning back and keeping his voice casual. âYouâve been here longer than most. You hear things. You know people. If I wanted to find out about someoneâjust out of curiosityâhow would I go about it?â
Gaius squinted at him, suspicious now. âDepends who youâre asking about.â
âHer,â Lucius said, his tone sharper than he intended. âShe was in the patricianâs box today. y/h/c, y/e/c. Engaged to some nobleman.â
Gaius let out a low whistle. âYouâre playing a dangerous game, Hanno. Asking about a patricianâs bride-to-be? What, you think youâll sweep her off her feet, carry her out of here on your shield?â He laughed, but when Lucius didnât respond, the humor faded from his face.
âYouâre serious,â Gaius muttered.
Lucius didnât answer, his jaw set in a way that made it clear he wasnât going to let this go.
Gaius sighed, shaking his head. âFine. But you didnât hear this from me. Thereâs a steward who works the colosseum, handles the guests in the noble galleries. Quintus is his name. Heâs got loose lips when heâs had a bit to drink. You might learn something from him.â
Lucius nodded, already planning his next move. He would find this Quintus, he would learn what he could, and he would find a way to see her.
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The barracks were suffocating, the air heavy with the stench of sweat and blood. Lucius sat on the stone bench, his head bowed, hands clasped as though in prayer. But he wasnât praying. Not to the gods, at least. If they had ever cared for him, they had long since turned their backs.
Her face haunted himâthe moment heâd locked eyes with her in the patricianâs box. Everything about that instant had shattered his focus, his purpose. The games, the crowd, the bloodâthey had all faded in that one heartbeat when he saw her again. Iris.
The name stirred something deep within himâsomething he had buried long ago. She shouldnât have been there. In this place, with him, after all this time. But there she was, sitting among the nobles, looking at him with a mixture of disbelief and recognition, as though she, too, had never forgotten their past. The girl he had loved. The girl he had lost.
He had to know who she was with nowâwho held her heart.
He caught Titus, one of the younger gladiators, in the corridor late that night when the air had cooled and the others were lost in their rest. The torchlight cast shadows that made everything feel like a dream.
âI need you to send a message,â Lucius said, his voice quiet but firm.
Titus hesitated, glancing nervously at the hallway. âA message? To who?â
âQuintus. The steward,â Lucius said. âTell him Hanno requests an audience.â
Titus frowned, confused. âQuintus? Why him?â
âJust do it,â Lucius ordered, his tone hardening. âTell him the Eagle wants to speak to him.â
Reluctantly, Titus nodded and disappeared into the shadows, leaving Lucius alone again with his racing thoughts.
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It wasnât long before Quintus arrived, stepping into the dim light of the corridor with a casual air that belied his sharp eyes. He stopped just outside the bars of Luciusâs cell, arms crossed, his usual smirk playing at the edges of his mouth.
âTo what do I owe the honor, Hanno?â Quintus asked, his voice thick with mockery.
Lucius moved to the bars, his grip tight. âI need information.â
Quintusâs eyebrow arched. âInformation? About what?â
âHer,â Lucius said, his voice barely above a whisper. âThe woman who was in the patricianâs box today. Iris.â He said her name with a careful hesitation, as though he had spoken it too many times in his head already. âI want to know who sheâs engaged to.â
Quintusâs smirk faltered for a moment, but he quickly masked his surprise. âCaius Livius, if you must know,â he replied, his tone as indifferent as ever. âSheâs promised to him. A senatorâs son.â
Luciusâs jaw tightened, anger rising like a fire within him. Caius. The name tasted bitter on his tongue. He had no claim on Iris anymore, but that didnât make it any easier to hear.
âAnd where do I find her?â Lucius asked, his voice colder than before.
Quintus leaned closer, his expression unreadable. âYou think you can just walk into their life and take whatâs already promised?â
âI didnât ask for your judgment,â Lucius shot back, gripping the bars so tightly his knuckles turned white. âI asked for information.â
Quintus held his gaze for a long moment, as though weighing the consequences of giving away more than he should. âFine ,â he said finally, his voice lowering. âThe wedding is planned for the Saturnalia, and heâll be parading around the city like any nobleman would. But you, Hanno, are nothing but a gladiator. Youâre not in their world anymore.â
Luciusâs eyes hardened, his resolve set. He didnât care. He would find a way.
Quintus sighed, seeing the determination in Luciusâs eyes. âBe careful. Men like Caius do not take kindly to those who try to steal what they believe belongs to them.â
âI donât care about their world,â Lucius muttered, his grip still tight on the bars.Â
Quintus chuckled softly, backing away. âAs you wish, Hanno. But donât say I didnât warn you.â
And with that, he disappeared down the corridor, leaving Lucius standing alone in the darkened cell.
Iris. She was still here, still within his reach. But now he had to find a way to cross the divide between the life she lived and the life he had been forced into. It would take time, cunning, and risksâhe knew that.
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The days dragged on in the darkened confines of his cell, but Luciusâs mind was sharp, focused on one singular goal. Iris. Her name burned in his chest like a flame, and every passing hour only fueled his determination to find a way to see her again.
The opportunity finally came in the form of a pre-wedding celebration, a lavish event that would be held in honor of Caius Livius and Irisâs upcoming union. Lucius had learned the details from his fleeting conversation with Quintus. The nobles would gather, music would fill the air, and the festivities would overflow with rich food and wine. And what better place to make a grand appearance, to show his worth and cement his place in the arena, than there?
It was a risky move, but Lucius had long learned that risks were the only path to getting what he wanted. And he wanted Iris back in his lifeâsomehow.
He had been pacing in his cell for days, his mind spinning with ways to gain Macrinusâs approval. The man who oversaw the gladiators was a hard man to impress, focused only on profit and spectacle. But Lucius knew something that could sway himâsomething that could make Macrinus see the value in letting him appear outside the arena.
When the time came, Lucius finally approached Macrinus after training. The large man stood by the door to the gladiator barracks, as usual, his eyes calculating, a permanent frown etched across his face.
âYouâve got something on your mind, Hanno?â Macrinusâs voice was rough, like gravel scraping against stone.
âI want to fight at the pre-wedding celebration,â Lucius said boldly, stepping forward, meeting Macrinusâs gaze without flinching.
Macrinusâs frown deepened, his brow furrowing as he studied Lucius with suspicion. âWhat do you mean? Youâre already booked for the next game.â
Luciusâs voice remained calm, confident. âA demonstration. A show for the nobles. Not just a fight. A spectacleâsomething more than just the blood and sand theyâre used to. I am worth more than that. My name is already known. Theyâll talk about this for weeks. Itâll bring attention to the arena.â
Macrinus scoffed. âIâm not here to pander to noble whims. They want to see blood, Hanno, not performances.â
Lucius leaned in, dropping his voice to a low, convincing tone. âWhat if you gave them both? The fight, the blood, and the spectacle? You know how the rich love their games, their entertainment. Theyâll throw more coin at you than youâve seen in months. You think Iâm just a tool for the sand? No. Iâm a showman, too. I can be both your champion and your attraction, Macrinus.â
Macrinus studied him for a long moment, a trace of hesitation on his face. Lucius knew he had his attention. It was all about playing to the manâs greed.
âYou think theyâll pay for that?â Macrinus asked skeptically.
âI know they will,â Lucius replied confidently. âYou know they will.â
There was a long pause, the silence thick with the weight of the decision. Finally, Macrinus spoke, his tone begrudging. âFine. But donât disappoint me, Hanno. If you fail to deliver, youâll never see the light of day again. Understood?â
Lucius gave him a single, sharp nod. âUnderstood.â
The deal was struck. He would appear at the celebrationânot as a mere gladiator, but as an entertainer, a spectacle that would tantalize the nobles and remind them of the fierce warriors they had come to worship. But Luciusâs true goal wasnât just to perform. It was to find Iris again.
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The night of the pre-wedding celebration arrived, and the grand estate was alive with opulence. Torches lined the paths, casting flickering shadows over the marble columns that held up the towering structure. The air was thick with the sound of music, the chatter of guests, the clinking of goblets filled with wine. Lucius stood in the center of the courtyard, wearing a costume not meant for battle but for spectacleâa fighterâs attire mixed with elaborate decorations meant to draw the eye.
The moment he stepped into the midst of the crowd, all eyes were on him. His reputation had already preceded him, and now, in the midst of this rich, noble gathering, the anticipation of the fightâhis performanceâwas palpable.
Luciusâs heart pounded in his chest, but not because of the crowdâs gaze. He was searching for her. Iris.
It didnât take long before his eyes found her, seated at the edge of the grand table, surrounded by the high-ranking men and women of Rome. She was seated next to Caius, her fiancĂ©, but it was her presence that caught Luciusâs attention, her graceful posture, the way she held herself with a quiet elegance that made his heart ache.
She hadnât noticed him yet, but Lucius knew this was his chance. He had to speak with her. He had to know if she remembered what they had shared. If she felt the same pull he did.
He played his part well, engaging in a mock duel with one of the other gladiators, performing for the crowd, his movements sharp and exaggerated. He could hear the gasps of excitement, the laughter, and the murmurs of approval. But his gaze never left her.
When the crowd finally began to thin out, when the festivities had moved inside to the banquet hall, Lucius saw his opportunity. He took a deep breath, stepping away from the cheering spectators and weaving through the courtyard, making his way toward the quiet area where Iris had slipped away from the crowd.
His pulse quickened as he neared her, and when he saw her alone for the briefest of moments, he stepped forward, his heart pounding with urgency. But just as his hand reached for the veil of the moment, a shadow fell across his path, and he froze.
âIris.â
Her name, spoken with the weight of ownership, cut through the air. Luciusâs breath caught in his throat as Caius Livius stepped into view, his posture commanding and his eyes sharp with the kind of possessive authority that had always made Luciusâs skin crawl.
Irisâs face faltered for a split second, the mask she had been wearing slipping just enough to reveal the turmoil beneath. She turned, her eyes wide with shock at Caiusâs sudden appearance.
âI was about toââ Iris began, but Caius stepped closer, his presence towering over her, blocking Luciusâs approach.
âYou were about to what?â Caiusâs voice was calm, but there was a hard edge to it. His gaze flicked briefly to Lucius, a look of recognition passing between them before he returned his attention to Iris, his hand subtly resting possessively on her arm. âYou should be with your guests, Iris. This isnât the time for wandering off.â
Iris stiffened at his touch, but she said nothing, her eyes darting briefly toward Lucius.
âI just⊠needed a moment,â Iris murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. She pulled her arm away from Caiusâs grasp, the coldness of the gesture unnoticed by him, though Lucius felt the tension between them all the same.
Caius, however, didnât miss the unspoken exchange. His eyes narrowed, and his tone sharpened. âIâll take her back inside. Itâs better that way.â
Without waiting for her to respond, he placed a firm hand at the small of her back and guided her away, leaving Lucius standing frozen in the shadows of the courtyard, the words he longed to say locked behind his teeth.
As they disappeared into the throng of nobles, Luciusâs gaze remained on Iris, heart sinking as the distance between them grew. He had come so closeâtoo closeâand yet fate had thrown him back into the same endless fight.
This was far from over.
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The atmosphere in the grand hall was suffocating. Candles flickered in golden sconces, casting long shadows along the marble floor. The chatter of the guestsânobles and dignitaries alikeâfilled the air, but Iris barely heard any of it. Her mind was elsewhere, her heart somewhere far from the lavish feast unfolding before her.
Tonight was supposed to be a celebrationâa night to honor the union of herself and Caius Livius. Yet, she couldnât shake the feeling of being trapped. She had played her part in the arrangements, had donned the gown of a bride and smiled for the guests, but everything felt like a dream she couldnât wake from. Caius, standing at her side, had not noticed the distance growing between them. His attention was fixed on the guests, on his own image as a future senator, as a man who had already secured his place in Roman society. But for Iris, it was all just a gilded cage, and she was desperate to escape it.
Her gaze drifted toward the center of the room, where the gladiatorsâLucius among them, disguised as Hannoâstood, their presence an odd contrast to the aristocratic crowd. They had been invited for spectacle, for entertainment, to make the celebration more âauthenticâ in the eyes of the nobles. But Iris only saw the man she had once knownâLucius.
There, in the corner of the hall, he stood with his fellow gladiators, their grim faces betraying nothing of what Iris felt in her chest. The way he movedâlike a predator, every inch a warrior, but still, something about him seemed so familiar, so painfully alive.
Her breath caught in her throat as their eyes met. It was brief, a moment suspended in time, but it was enough. He hadnât seen her as a noblewoman. He hadnât seen her as the fiancĂ©e of Caius Livius. He saw her, Iris, the girl who had once run barefoot through the gardens of Lucillaâs estate with him, the girl who had watched him train and fought by his side in secret. And in that instant, she could see the same longing in his eyesâthe same recognition that told her he had never forgotten her, either.
Her heart raced, and she felt the familiar tug of old emotions threatening to pull her back to him. The years apart, the choices they had made, all seemed so distant now. But standing there, in the same room, everything she had tried to bury came flooding back.
âIris?â Caiusâs voice interrupted her thoughts, pulling her back to the reality of the celebration. She turned to face her fiancĂ©, whose eyes were sharp with suspicion. âYouâre not listening.â
âIâm sorry,â she said quickly, offering him a smile that didnât reach her eyes. âI was⊠distracted.â She forced her gaze away from Lucius and back to Caius, though the effort felt like a betrayal. âI need to step outside for a moment,â she added, the words tumbling from her lips before she could think better of it.
âOutside?â Caius raised an eyebrow, his face hardening. âWhy?â
âI just⊠need air,â Iris said, her voice trembling. She couldnât explain it to himânot in this moment, not in front of the guests. She didnât even fully understand herself.
Caiusâ frown deepened. âWeâre in the middle of a celebration, Iris. You canât justââ
âI must go,â she interrupted, her tone sharper than she intended. She could feel the weight of the room, the pressure of everyone watching, and it made her skin crawl. âIâll return shortly.â She didnât wait for his response, turning away and heading toward the door before he could say another word.
She had already rehearsed this moment in her mind a hundred timesâslipping away unnoticed, making her way to the stables where the gladiators were kept. She wasnât supposed to be there, but the pull of Luciusâthe pull of himâwas stronger than any duty she had.
Tonight, of all nights, he would be transported separately from the others. She had learned of his arrival through whispers, and she knew the gladiators would be kept in the cages, awaiting transport to the barracks after the nightâs festivities.
But Iris didnât want to wait. She needed to see him again, to know if it was truly him.
She had paid off a guard earlier, sliding him a small pouch of gold, instructing him to turn a blind eye to her movements. He had agreed, eyes gleaming with greed. She knew it was risky, but she had no choice.
She made her way to the small courtyard behind the villa, where the cages awaited the gladiators. It was dark here, the shadows stretching long and deep, and Iris felt the safety of being hidden, away from the scrutiny of the celebration. The night was still, save for the sound of distant chatter from the main hall.
Iris crouched low behind one of the larger cages, her heart hammering in her chest. She knew theyâd arrive soon, and she had one chanceâjust one. The cage was meant to carry the gladiators back to their quarters, but Iris had found a way to be there first. She slid inside one of the empty cages, curling into the corner where the shadows would hide her. She had to remain out of sight. If anyone saw her, if anyone knew she was here, it would be over.
The cage door creaked open, and the sound of boots on stone grew louder. She held her breath, knowing who it was. When Luciusâor Hannoâfinally stepped inside, his form battered, bloodied, and worn from the fight, he stopped, pausing in the doorway. His breathing was heavy, his chest rising and falling, his posture slightly hunched from exhaustion. But even in this broken state, there was no mistaking him.
He didnât see her at first, his gaze on the floor, but then his eyes flicked up, and they locked. Her breath caught in her throat.
âIrisâŠâ His voice was low, hoarse, almost disbelieving, as if he had to convince himself that she was real.
She swallowed, heart in her throat, and stepped forward. The air between them was thick with unsaid words, but neither of them moved. Not at first. âItâs me,â she said softly, almost in a whisper, afraid to break the fragile spell between them.
Luciusâs gaze softened as he took in the sight of her. He took a slow, deliberate step forward, but still, there was something holding him back. He paused, just a few feet away, as if trying to process the impossible truth of the moment. His eyes searched hers, as if looking for somethingâsome reassurance that this wasnât just a dream.
âWhat are you doing here, Iris?â he asked quietly, his voice rough. âYou shouldnât be here. Youââ He glanced toward the entrance, where the guards had started moving around, no doubt expecting him to leave soon. âYou should be with your fiancĂ©. This is no place for you.â
Her heart stung at the mention of her betrothed. But she couldnât turn away now, not when he was standing here in front of her, so close and yet so far. She took a tentative step toward him, her fingers brushing the cold bars of the cage, wanting to feel him, to know that he was still the same.
âI couldnât stay away,â she whispered, her voice barely audible. âI just needed to see you. To know that youâre still here. That youâre still alive.â
Luciusâs jaw clenched, but he didnât look away from her. His eyes were filled with something she couldnât quite placeâsorrow, regret, and something deeper, something that made her heart ache with a longing she knew she couldnât act on.
âIâm not who I was,â he said, his voice quieter now, filled with a mixture of pain and something more. âIâm not that boy anymore, Iris.â
Iris closed her eyes for a moment, her hand still gripping the bars, trying to steady the whirlwind of emotions inside her. She knew the truth of his words. They both knew that nothing had changedâexcept everything had. The life she had once known with him was long gone. She was promised to another. Lucius was a gladiator, shackled by the life he had been forced into.
âI donât need anything from you,â she said, her voice breaking as she opened her eyes to meet his. âI just wanted to see you. To know youâre still fighting. To remind myself that youâre real.â Her hand trembled slightly, reaching out. She could barely make herself do itâtouch him, feel the reality of him. She just needed to know he wasnât a memory.
He stood still, watching her, his own hand coming up as if he reached for her, but he didnât. There was an unspoken understanding between them nowâone that neither of them wanted to acknowledge. They couldnât change what had happened, couldnât undo the time that had passed. The distance between them now was unbridgeable.
âYou have to keep fighting,â Iris said softly, her voice full of quiet desperation. âYou have to win these battles, Lucius. Not just for your freedomâbut for yourself.â
He nodded slowly, the weight of her words settling in his chest. âIâll keep fighting,â he said, but his voice was strained. âBut what if I donât win? What if thereâs nothing left for me once this is over?â
âYou have to try,â she said, shaking her head. She felt her throat tighten, but she held it together, taking a deep breath. âFor you. For the chance to have something more than this. I canât change whatâs already been decided. But youâŠâ Her voice faltered for a moment. âYou can still change your life. You can change Rome. The emperorâs reign terror over us all. The very thing Maximus fought to destroy has been reborn. ThisâŠthis could be Romeâs second coming. You could change everything!âÂ
He stood still, eyes narrowed as she spoke, her voice growing more urgent, more pleading. The hope in her words was thick, almost suffocating. The weight of her expectations settled onto his shoulders, heavier than any armor he had ever worn in the arena. She was asking him to be a symbol, to be something more than just the man who had been torn apart by the brutal hands of fate. To rise up, to fightânot for his life, not for his freedomâbut for something else, something bigger than them both.
The bitterness swirled inside him, bitterness he couldnât quite shake, even though he knew it wasnât fair. He wanted to pull her close and ask if she had really come here for himâor if she had come because she needed him to be more than the gladiator she saw. Was she still seeing the boy she once knew? Or had the weight of Romeâs problems and the brutality of their world transformed that image into something else?
âYou think Iâm here to save Rome?â His voice was low, thick with disbelief, and maybe something sharper, something closer to anger. He took a step closer, his breath quickening. âHave you really come to ask me to fix a city thatâs rotting from the inside? To fight in the name of some grand idea, as if that would change anything?â
He could see the shock in her eyes, the way she stiffened at his words, but the feeling that burned inside him wouldnât let him soften his tone. âI was a boy who used to laugh with you. Who dreamed of something better. And now, Iâm here, in chains, fighting for my life like some beast in a cageâand you expect me to change the world? To fight for a cause that wasnât mine? To be your hero? What do you even want from me, Iris?â
The sharpness of his words hung in the air, and he regretted them almost immediately. He knew it wasnât her fault. He knew the weight of everything she had said came from a place of fear, of wanting him to be the person he used to beâthe person she wanted him to be. But something inside him twisted in frustration, the lingering taste of his own disillusionment clouding his thoughts.
âYou donât even know what itâs like in here,â he continued, his voice quieter now, but still edged with that underlying anger. âWhat it takes to survive. Iâm not some gladiator who can just rise up and change the world, Iris. Iâm just a man trying to get through the next fight. And if I die in the arena tomorrow, whatâs left of me? What good does it do Rome?â
His fists clenched at his sides, but his gaze softened just a little, though he didnât allow himself to look away from her. âI know what your life is supposed to be. I know youâve got your future planned out, with your betrothed and your family. You donât need me. You donât need this.â He gestured toward the cage, the arena that held him captive. âYou donât need someone like me anymore.â
There was silence between them now, and for a long moment, Lucius simply stared at her, the weight of his words still hanging between them. It wasnât anger he feltânot entirelyâbut frustration, confusion, and something deeper that he couldnât put into words.
"You do not get to ask me to be someone Iâm not anymore.â
Iris stood there, her hand still gripping the bars, her body trembling slightly under the weight of his words. She hadnât come here to convince him to save the empire. She had come to see him, to remind herself of who he was before he became Hannoâthe gladiator. But Lucius, had taken it another way.
Maybe it was too much for him to hear. Maybe he didnât know what to do with her presence here, what she expected from him, what he was still capable of giving. And maybe he was right to be angry, right to wonder what had brought her here tonight.
But Iris, standing in the cold dark of the cage with him, wanted to say that she didnât care about all the politics, the battles, the blood. She didnât care about Rome or her betrothed or the life that had been set out for her. She just wanted him. The boy she had known, the one who had made her laugh and dreamed of a future together. The man standing in front of her now, in chains, so far from the man he had once been.
But she didnât know how to tell him that. Instead, she stepped back, slowly, her heart breaking with each movement. She had come here to see him, to remind herself of who he wasâbut now, as he stood there, unable to see past the fight that consumed him, it felt like all of that was slipping away again.
âIâm sorry,â she whispered, more to herself than to him. She turned away, the weight of his words still echoing in her ears. âI didnât mean to ask you to be someone youâre not.â
And with that, she walked away, the door of the cage closing behind her with a final, resounding thud. Lucius watched her go, his chest heavy with regret, but no words came. The cage was cold. The night outside was full of laughter and light, and yet, it felt impossibly far away.
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how the other half lives lando norris x older!reader rating â 18+ (sex, coarse language, age gap) ârequested by lovely anon, thank you for the wonderful idea.
"merry christmas⊠hello!" lando sang as he guided you through the wide open front door of his parents' home.Â
the holiday festivities had already begun by the echo of christmas tunes filtering through the open plan along with the rich smell of a delicious home-cooked lunch inviting you in.Â
âweâre in here, love!â his mum sang back from down the hallway, every step getting you closer to all the cheerful voices melding into a sound of pure joy.Â
that sound truly summed up landoâs family. they were joy personified. you had met them a couple of times in passing, mostly at races or whenever lando had a formal event to attend. they were always by his side, supporting and cheering him on and you adored how much they loved their son.Â
you hadnât been to their home, lando's childhood home. of course you wondered what it would look like, curious to know how the man you had fallen in love with grew up. the two of you were from vastly different backgrounds but all was fair in love and war, no preconceived notions or judgements â only mutual respect and a connection that couldn't be ignored. but you were curious to know how the other half lived, failing to suppress a giggle when you bypassed the study.Â
"golden boy," you whispered, pointing to the small shrine dedicated to lando and his career that was set up in what looked to be his fatherâs office, earning yourself a gentle shove.
"oh god⊠that's embarrassing," he muttered quietly with a smirk as you took a couple of strides in, running your fingers over the karting trophies all lined up in a perfect row.
âitâs cute. theyâre so proud of you.â
all lando could do was smile and hide his blush. he was the twinkle in their eye and all you wanted was for them to like you.Â
your relationship with lando was somewhat untraditional, being five years his senior. age is nothing but a number, he had said when you first met through mutual friends on a holiday in mallorca, the connection between the two of you growing instantaneously. he was the charming brit that your friends had warned you about, single and destined to fall head over heels for you â and he did. lando couldnât believe his luck when you waltzed into the villa, a sight for sore eyes and a smile that made his heart clench with something resembling love.Â
the age difference wasnât a problem at first, most of his friends were older so it made sense that he would blend into the group without a second glance. it wasnât until the perfect spanish bubble burst and you found yourself cuddled up in his arms, reuniting after a couple of weeks apart and feeling the weight of it all on your shoulders. his life was chaotic, an excuse to be perpetually young â adrenaline filled and without real life responsibilities.Â
âi just donât want you to get sick of me because i have a 9-5 job and a mortgage. itâs boring adult stuff that gets me down and you're doing what every kid dreams of. weâre from very different worlds â god, what would your parents think of you dating a 30 year oldâŠâ youâd barely taken a breath when lando rested his hand on your cheek with a sigh.Â
âthereâs a reason why our worlds collided and i wanna know where it takes us. i'm falling in love with you and i think you are too so letâs see what happens, yeah? plus, youâre like a dream girl to take him to the parents â theyâre gonna love you.â
and from day forth, you put those fears behind you and focused on the beautiful moments happening right before your eyes. spending the holidays with lando and his family was a dream, all of the sleepless nights worrying about what they thought was wasted when all you needed to do was trust the man you loved.
âah, my two favourite people,â landoâs father greeted as he bundled lando up in a hug and pulled you in next with a grin the size of the moon, âso uncle rodney is making cocktails and you can pop any presents under the tree in the living room â lando can show you.â
âthanks so much again for inviting me, adam,â you whispered, earning a reassuring squeeze to the shoulder, âof course, love â weâre glad you were able to join us.âÂ
lando clasped your hand and showed you the way. the house seemed to go on forever until finally spotting the biggest christmas tree you had ever seen, âwow.âÂ
âwe go big in the norris household â not just with the tree,â he motioned towards the tower of presents, mostly labelled with his sweet niece's names.
"itâs so beautiful," you admired before kneeling down and carefully placing the presents you two bought under the tree, spending a little extra time inspecting the one that had a little card hanging off the side with your name scribbled in landoâs distinctive handwriting.
"oi, behave yourself," lando scolded playfully, catching you red-handed shaking the small box with a guilty smirk.
"what are you gonna do? tell on me?" you teased, peering up at him with puppy dog eyes and playfully poking at his hip. lando gently captured your wrist and helped you up from the floor before dragging you in close for a hug, "maybe you won't get your present from me now. how would you like that?"Â
your face fell into a pout as he pressed a sweet kiss to your lips, "okay fine," you surrendered, rolling your eyes at landoâs triumphant grin.Â
"hmm, that's what i thought, darling."
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the norris clan were an absolute riot and lando was spot on with his prediction about everyone being too drunk to take any notice of the two of you. once everyone got their chance to chat to lando about racing and what was in store for the off-season, they went back to telling hysterical family stories and reminiscing about the old days.Â
every time someone new told a story, you were blessed with a glimpse into the person lando was before you met him â all the little stories from his childhood and teen years really enriched the emotional side of your relationship and for the first time, it felt like both the physical and emotional sides had caught up with one another. youâd never felt emotionally closer and it solidified all of the feelings and conversations the two of you had been having lately. what did the future hold? where did you see yourselves in five years? so many of those questions fumbling around in your head were answered just by sitting and listening to his family.Â
all you wanted was to feel like you and lando could happily spend the rest of your lives together and for the people closest to him to approve of that decision. the car ride home was quiet â lando humming the christmas song stuck in his head while you watched the twinkling city lights of london off in the distance.
"my parents really love you.â
you smiled to yourself while hanging your coat over the back of a kitchen stool, heart pumping a little fast than it was before.
âyou think?â
lando nodded, smiling as he leaned against the counter in your shared apartment and admired the way your nose scrunched up, unsure of his genuinity. you were glowing under the warm christmas tree lights stretching up the walls, eyes sparkling with a glimmer of hope that his words were true.Â
âi know they do. so do my sisters. and my brother⊠everyone loves you,â lando stepped forward and pressed your hips against the kitchen counter, sliding you easily up onto the surface. ââbut i love you the most.âÂ
âlove you the most too, baby.â you whispered before wrapping your legs and arms loosely around his body, pulling him in for a long awaited kiss.Â
the two of you had been on your best behaviour all day, but seeing lando playing chasey with his nieces and making them laugh until their little faces were red made it really hard not to drag him to a quiet corner and beg for him to give you one of your own. he knew what you wanted, what you needed, making quick work of your underwear and skirting the thin material down your legs while you tugged on the buckle of his black belt.Â
âso ready for me,â lando teased as his fingertips glided between your shaky thighs, embarrassingly easy if it werenât for the fact he always had you like that. he fucking lived for having you dripping for him.
âmmm, need you to be ready for me too,â you played with a couple of quick strokes of his cock, earning a loud, raspy moan in your ear. it sent chills down your spine as he grasped your hand and took over, haphazardly lining himself up and nudging forward with a grunt.
âyes,â you whimpered, tightening your grip around landoâs shoulders as he lifted you slightly, guiding your hips in time with his, desperately chasing his high.Â
âfeels so fucking good,â he groaned into your mouth, as your head tilted back in pleasure.Â
âlando?â you half moaned, half asked as his eyes squared with yours. âyeah?âÂ
âwhen do you think we should tell your parents that weâre trying to have a baby?âÂ
landoâs eyebrows furrowed as he continued to slide into you with a pace quicker than any fast lap heâd ever clocked, âfuck, baby,â he groaned, trying to hold his composure, âum, thatâd be a long conversation about responsibility and marriage probably â they would want to meet your parentsâŠâÂ
âare they super religious?â you were panting, lips only centimetres from his.Â
âwe have to stop talking about my parents while weâre⊠while this is happening,â lando groaned, face screwed up as he picked up the pace again âhips snapping deliciously in sync.Â
âgod, yeah, sorry, sorry!â you muttered, stifling a laugh as his hot breath washed over you in a chuckle.Â
âlemme try and give you one before we start telling people, yeah?â he breathlessly whispered into your ear, pressing kisses along your collarbone with a smile, âyouâre so badâŠâÂ
you sighed, âiâm definitely on the naughty list this year.âÂ
âabsolutely,â lando chuckled and gave you a soft kiss before getting to work on your ultimate christmas gift.
a/n â soooo keen to keep adding to this little story. let me know what you think!! and thank you all so much for getting involved in the end of (f1) season sale. it has been so fun writing for you guys this past month and hopefully i will be able to finish it off over the next couple of weeks but this fic felt like the best way to say goodbye to the formula one season âš
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She Chose Me
Pairing: Ekko x fem! Reader
Synopsis: Ekko asks you to help him pierce his ear, but it leads to something unexpected.
Word count: 2.2k
Tags: Use of Y/N sparsely, no specific physical description of the reader (except for clothing), established relationship, childhood friends to lovers (speed run edition), lovestruck! Ekko, spoilers for season 2, CW blood mention, fluff.
@yumeaoka-chan -- I combined your prompt (using z-drive after R confesses) with this one I hope it's okay! If not I can still do your request đ«¶
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âStop moving, Ekko.â Your hands pause on his ear lobe, the needle in between your index and thumb shakes slightly from trepidation.
âI'm not.â He says, brows pinched together, nose scrunched up in front of the cracked hand mirror he's holding.
âYes, you are. You're fidgeting.â Leaning down, knee pressed on the side of his thigh whilst he's sitting down on a tiny stool. Chin laying atop his shoulder, you stare at him through the mirror. âJust breathe, boss man.â He huffs at the nickname, the small smile on his lips betraying the annoyed huff.
Ekko seems confident in his seat, brown eyes steady, breathing stable and his hands don't tremble despite the looming danger he's about to face. Danger you're about to face.
The tree house is brightly lit with the warm lamp illuminating directly at him and you. But the air around you sits heavy with worry and fear for what's to come. He may seem fine on the outside, but he's frozen with fear inside. His stomach feels like it's about to flip at any moment, breath heavy inside his throat, and heart pounding with every second it ticks by. He's afraid, deadly afraid. But he won't let it show, especially to you. And yet, you know. You can see it in how his eyes dart back and forth from the clock ticking in the corner, then over to the reflection of your face. You've known him for a long time, ever since you grew up with him on the same streets.
Familiarity comes with it, affection dragged alongside the familiarity.
âI'll just do it myself.â Twisting around in his seat, stool squeaking, he tries to grab the clean needle from you. He fails when you move it away from his reach. âCâmon, if you don't want to do it, I'll do it.â
âToo late for that. Besides, I already disinfected it.â You tilt your head with the same look you give him whenever you catch him lying. Surrendering, he drops his hand to his lap.
âThen why are you hesitating?â His eyes narrow at you, trying to ignore how his jacket looks good on you. âDo you still not believe me that it'll look good?â
âNo, I believe you.â You click your tongue, pushing the swivel stool so that his back is turned away from you. He rolls his eyes at your indignation. âI know you'll look good with anything, Ekko.â Lifting up the mirror with your hand wrapped gently around his wrist, you can see yourself in the mirror again, and how his eyes avoid your own. He doesn't flinch from the contact, he languishes in it. âItâs just thatâ your timing is a bit off.â
You've iced his bruises, lovingly painted on his face with the same hourglass shape almost everyday, it's only natural that you'd pierce his ear too. Despite your initial protest.
âNo time like the present.â Ekko glances at your reflection, your eyes boring into the side of his head with worry. For a second, he contemplates whether or not he should tell you what happened in the alternate universe. But he thinks it's better off telling you about his feelings for you rather than explain what he experienced. One day he'll tell you, but for now he focuses on winning the war so that day would come. It's easier to explain that he's been in love with you for the past seven or so years. But he won't actually do it now, right?
âI thought about it, Y/N. I'm sure.â
Smiling, you take his chin gently in your hand, making him face the mirror and in turn face you. âI know you don't do anything half assed.â Flicking your eyes at his hair, you smile wider, âI mean, that hair?â You whistle lowly. âYou look fucking dapper, more than ready to take on the whole noxian army.â
Ekko swallows thickly, hands clammy, and the mirror in danger of slipping from his grip. âThanks.â Inhaling, he hides his flustered self effortlessly. He's experienced in that area after years of doing it. He clears his throat. âCan you please just do it?â
âOf course.â You lean away, assuming the previous position of you holding the needle at his earlobe. He can't ignore how warm your hands are, or how your eyes trace the slope of his face with a sneaky look. âWhen you stop squirming that is.â
With a roll of his eyes, Ekko swiftly twists the seat to face you once again. The sudden momentum has you almost falling backwards, if not for his hands holding and catching you in place, you would've fallen flat on your back. You notice his warm hands on your bare waist, cropped shirt leaving your skin naked and in full display for him.
You thought that he would pull back from the contact and how you look at him with wild eyes, but within a second, he pulls you in, standing you in between his legs. Placing your hand on his shoulders, and the other accidentally on his bare stomach, you're careful not to poke him with the needle. Your eyes never left his, and his own never left the comfort of your stare.
âI don'tâŠâ His eyes stare intently, hands squeezing the dip of your hips. â...Squirm.â
Your skin is aflame, goosebumps spreading like wildfire all over you. âNâNo, you don't.â You feel like a puddle, and he's ready to soak you right up.
He nods once, taking your wrist and placing the needle to graze at the shell of his ear. âGlad we could finally agree.â
Cupping his cheek with your free hand, you sigh. âI'm worried about you, Ekko.â
âIs that why you're stalling?â He asks, leaning against your hand as he stares up at you with soft eyes.
âThat, and I've only pierced ears thrice in my life. Two for me, one for Scar.â Chuckling, you brush your thumb right under his tired eyes. There's a shine on those eyes you love so much, something akin to hope. You know he saw something in those months he was gone. He isn't ready yet to tell you, but you're willing to wait and stick around just for him. He doesn't even need to tell you anything, he's already here back with you and that's enough. âIâI don't know what's gonna happen out there. I know not getting injured is out of the question, but please, I still want to tell you to be careful.â
His vision flashes back to you in the other universe, where your eyes aren't permanently etched with fatigue, lips forever pressed together in a smile. She was you, and her lips were on his own for a moment. But he knows you and her aren't the same person. Both were born and raised in Zaun, but lived in two different circumstances.
And yet, both chose to be with him.
âEkko?â With your voice calling him, he blinks and your face greets him back, the same face he grew up with, the same face he loved throughout the years. âI won't pierce your ear until you promise me.â
âI love you.â He blurts out, but not lacking sincerity.
You chuckle, needle almost slipping from your fingers. âYou do?â
âYeah, figured, why the hell not?â His nonchalance helps hide his apprehension.
âIs this your way of making me pierce your ears?â You say through the unshed tears.
Ekko raises a brow, the corner of his lips tugging into a smile. âYou're stalling again.â
âThis time I'm not.â Sitting down on his lap to level with him, he graciously lets you with his hand pushing on your waist so you could be closer to him. His hands never left your body, holding you in place. Cupping his cheeks, you pull him closer to your waiting lips. âI was just taking the time to simmer in your confession. Scar owes me lunch.â
âYou bet onâ? Shut up about Scarââ with a soft push against the small of your back, he meets halfway with you. Finally sealing your lips with a much awaited kiss.
Ekko hums against you, the sound reverberating from your lips down to your chest, filling it with warmth. He holds you flush against him. Chest to chest, arms holding you impossibly closer. The sound of your lips in sync with his echoes around the small room. Eyes closed, you memorize how he feels on you, how his breath stutters against you, and how his eyes fluttered closed the second you kissed him back with the same softness and fervent.
His hands slither across your back until he blindly reaches for the back of your neck, pulling you closer, angling your face to better kiss you fully. It's the first kiss out of many, sloppy, smiling in between, teeth still clashing together, and nose knocking against one another, but it still has you breathless in his arms.
âEkko.â You whisper, leaning slightly away to intake air back into your lungs. âI love you too. Have been since you accidentally knocked me unconscious with a wrench.â
He blinks, hand moving away from you to pull at the rope on his z-drive. The world goes back a few seconds with you locking lips with him, heaving in place, hands balled around his hair.
âI love you too. Have been since you accidentally knocked me unconscious with a wrench.â
He beams at you, pulling and releasing the rope back to reverse time once more to hear the words he has only heard in his dreams.
You pull back away from him, lips obviously kissed. âI love you too. Have been since you accidentally knocked me unconscious with a wrench.â
Ekko chuckles, placing his forehead atop yours to breathe you in. You giggle, releasing his hair to slide your hands down and move towards his chest to feel his beating heart against your palms.
âSorry, just wanted to hear you say it again. You fell for me because of that?â
Your brows furrow at his peculiar words. Eyes moving at his hand that's still clutching the rope, you laugh. âYou could've just asked me to say it again. The wrench probably knocked something loose.â You joke, still panting from the kiss.
Leaning away, his knuckles brush along your jaw then down to your lips where he wipes the sheen with his thumb. âAnd I wanted to kiss you again.â
âYou should've said so.â Your eyes are practically shaped like hearts. âPucker up, Ekko.â
He smiles, closing the distance once again. The kiss was much more familiar this time, soft and gentle, savouring every second of it. Your nose still nudges his own, but it's intentional this time. He still smiles during the kiss, but it's because you do too. Once he reluctantly moves away to inhale, you grab his face, pecking all over his cheek, chin, nose and forehead, until there's no space that's left unkissed. You pull away, and he does the same, lips smacking carefully against the tip of your nose, in between your eyes, and cheekbones, until you're a giggling mess in his arms.
Ekko looks at you with a lopsided smile, giddiness etched on his ecstatic expression. âNow we're both stalling.â
âAt this point we're not getting anything done. Baby blue might bust in here to tell us off.â
âLater then.â He promises, a promise to be careful, a promise that he'll come back to you alive.
You nod, kissing him chastely, eyes tightly closed with a hope that your kiss would single handedly protect him. Pulling away, you grin at him, easing him some more. âLater, I promise.â You vow him the same thing.
âOkay,â he pats your thigh, reluctantly lifting you off his lap. âCome and stab me.â
Shaking your head with a smile, you take a fresh needle and quickly disinfect it since the needle you were holding onto is long gone in between the floorboards. Cleaning your hands, you shake your nerves away, and the trembling in your hands, not from the anxiety but from his breathtaking kiss.
Holding his ear lobe, you're the one holding your breath in once he nods at you to do it. With the needle piercing him, and the new silver hoop earring in, you marvel at the sight of your handiwork.
You hold the mirror up, showing him the back. âYou didn't bleed much, thank fuck. What do you think?â
Ekko, rotates on his seat again, grabbing you by your hips with his finger looped around your belt loops and pulling you closer as he looks up at you with endearment.
âI like it, what do you think?â He plops his head on your shoulder, careful not to nudge his new piercing.
âYou're right, it suits you. You look very handsome.â You whisper, hand splayed over his back, and lips blowing air into his warm ear, making him flinch away. He looks at you, feigning offense but his mirrored smile says otherwise. âYou're welcome, you still need to pay me though.â
âOh really?â The silver earring sparkles in the light as he tilts his head teasingly. âIn what kind?â
You pretend to think. âHmm, I'll take payment in kisses.â
He shrugs, taking your chin in between his fingers. âPucker up then. I have too much so I expect some spare change right after.â
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