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he squish 🤏🏻🥺
#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#every day they ruin my life#and i let them#bc i love them#homeboy isnt even fighting the voices anymore atp#and hes so real for that#just embrace it
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do you ever think about how in the day i picked up dazai side b dazai had to lie emotionless and soulless—like a corpse, almost—beside the man that gently brought him in, nursed his injuries, held him while he was in pain? he had to keep those suffocating bandages around his entire face, lest this man gain some sort of recognition for the little boy he saved. he had to lay there curled in the fetal position, bleeding and in pain, perhaps thinking about how, in another life, this man cooked for him, tried to build up his strength. read to him to pass the time while he curled up against him like a child listening to a bedtime story. played cards with him. saw through the heartless mafioso. the ruthless killer. and instead saw a boy.
imagine knowing this man, the man who saved you in more ways than one, was going to die one day all because he knew you. because he reached his hand into the darkness and plaintively, like a small child wanting a parent's touch, you grasped back desperately. imagine thinking all of that while that man is just a stone's throw away, making coffee in the next room just like he used to for you in another life. the scent, although you've never been here before, is reminiscent of home. and the tune he's humming? it's the silent melody that plays through your mind seven years later, for the last time as you fall backward off the building with your arms out like an embrace. but, hey. that man is alive. he's happy, although he never knew you. you can die with no regrets.
#guys i actually cannot stop thinking about oda and dazai someone save me PLEASE. the day i picked up dazai ruined my fucking life#dazai makes me so fucking miserable every time i see him in beast i just start fucking sobbing#absolute TRAGEDY of a character#he was fucking fifteen in this. and he knew the entire time. he knew oda would die. before even meeting him#bsd#the day i picked up dazai#ermmm found this in my drafts and i wanted to post it sorry guys i sound emo asf
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If I saw this man, I'd just leave my whole entire life behind and walk away defeated.
He is sexier than Top.
He is smarter than Mew.
He is greedier than Boston.
He is more aware than Nick.
He is more possessive than Ray.
And Sand is still upset over losing him. WHICH MAKES SENSE!
You know when the Power Rangers all came together to make that one big Ranger? BOEING IS THE BIG RANGER!
He is BETTER than all of them combined.
Not even Chuem's constant belittling would affect this man. If Cheum even looked in his direction, he'd probably steal April from her.
He wears yellow. He wears glasses. He is a plant daddy.
I want him carnally. I want to look at him disrespectively. I want him to push me into a locker just so I can say he touched me. I want him to treat me like trash. I want him to ruin my life.
Laws of Attraction gave me the first perfect character in Nawin, and now Ninew and Jojo have created the second perfect character.
No notes.
Just deranged lust.
Don't save me. I don't wanna be saved.
#Mond Tanutchai#Boeing is a God and I will pray to him every day#only friends#only friends the series#he is better than all of them combined#only Sand can defeat him#but is he strong enough?#Not if he was worse about Boeing than he is about Ray#don't save me#I don't wanna be saved#I want this man to ruin my life
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A Study of Will Graham
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Closeups and more under the cut!
So can you guys tell how insane I am about him yet? Did I willingly draw 12 screw caps of him and find it deeply therapeutic? Yes, yes I did. Do I have regrets? No, no I don’t.
I love and adore him.
#will graham#hannibal#hannibal fanart#he actually ruined my life#he makes me sob every night and day#I project so unhealthily onto this man#will graham fanart#Hannibal nbc#nbc hannibal#my art#my posts
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INTRODUCING NOW -
THE PRINCEZAM SHIMEJI!!!!!!
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#all finished! ⭐#im so sorry every lifesteal tag. zam will be put in it#lifesteal#lifesteal smp#lssmp#lssmp s5#lifesteal fanart#lifesteal season 5#lssmp art#lssmp fanart#princezam#princezam fanart#prince zam#prince zam fanart#cw blood#<- for the saw image#and the sprites#UHMMM#lifestealblr#i dont think there are any more tags. ever#this was made in a haze. 90% of sprites were made between 11 pm (22:00) and 2 am . (2:00) . across many days (4)#love you all . sorry for tag spam#this ruined my life. my favorite silly guy#happy pride month#here is princezam
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I'm trying really hard not to just be The Complainer because that's an energy I don't want to bring here when I love (present tense; I rewatch it like 5 times a day) arcane season 1 so much but does anyone remember when powder was taken in by silco and being raised by this very utilitarian merciless 'the ends justify the means' type character made jinx turn out violent and merciless as well. and vi was horrified by her and the lanes were terrified of her and piltover was falling over itself trying to scapegoat her as the one bad apple of the undercity to kid themselves into believing that everyone else was perfectly fine with being treated as less than. and that contrasts vi after vander etc. died because she was raised by him and internalised the idea that no one wins in war and fighting back against systemic oppression isn't worth the damage it causes to your own community which is why she ended up working with cait and the council like vander worked with grayson. the people who raised them shaped them into who they are today but then in season 2 jinx has a daughter and she's suddenly completely normal and well adjusted and her attachment style isn't digging her nails in until she draws blood at all. like What. what happened. didn't things used to mean something
#arcane#arcane critical#powder was raised by vi more than vander#she barely spoke to him#and powder always cared more about vi's reaction than the dead parents on the ground 2 feet away from her#which does a lot to explain 'I am the monster you created' when season 1 was so heavy on children being shaped by their parents#vi did eldest daughter syndrome too hard. vander told her it was her fault if things went wrong and then most of her family died#vi having a momentary bad reaction to her little sister causing all of this and realising that vander was right about violence#because she's so used to it that she just hit powder in the face and made her nose bleed and it seeped into every aspect of her life#and needing to step away for a moment and just feel and cry and be a child#ruined everything and it's always framed as her 'abandoning' powder (which I understand how powder would see it that way#because I'm such a youngest sister that's my first thought too. I have to remind myself that's Not What's Happening. also powder has bpd#she demonstrably cannot handle what she perceives as rejection or abandonment or betrayal or the truth being withheld)#vi has to do So Much. why is everything her fault. I so adore how much she wants to look after powder because of course she does#but jinx isn't seven anymore. she doesn't want to be treated like the helpless little girl she was that day. she's an adult#she had to nuke the council for vi to understand that she isn't the same anymore#and she's responsible for her own actions#ITS ALL SO GOOD ITS SOSOSOSO GOOD I LOVE SISTERS#*correction: I believe jinx is vaguely a teenager in s1. not an adult (being imprisoned by piltover would be as wrong as when she was 7)#but not vi's kid sister anymore either
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The Hatake: the clan of the crafting table or smth
DAMN I FORGOT TO TAG THE AUTHOR
@pestoast ⬅️⬅️THANK YOU FOR THE FIC 🙇♂️🙇♂️🙇♂️
#the composition gods were fighting me on this one#it was not looking too good so I put in that quote form the summary#to balance things out#kakashi hatake#hatake kakashi#hatake clan#shadows blinding#when I was redrawing the scene of the gazpacho incident I realized that the light looked like the Hatake clan symbol#so I did this#every time I remember this fic my day is ruined#bc then all I can think about is how fucked up Kakashi’s life got#AND THAT I NEED THAT SEQUEL AARGGG#but hey#until then I’ll just make some fanart of it so I don’t have an aneurism or smth#if gamers can wait up to 20 years for a new game I can have that patience too
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OTP MEME ♡ [4/6] episodes
3x15 quiet minds
#sf-otpmeme#swanthiefedit#swanfireedit#ouatedit#onceuponatimeedit#tvedit#**#swanthief#swanfire#emma swan#neal cassidy#ouat#once upon a time#otp: i love you; i probably always will#cant believe its been ten years today since the ep of television that single handedly ruined my life 😭#its the way its been ten whole years and i still have not moved on some wounds truly never heal sjkghj#just thinking back to the time leading up to this ep and then watching it live for the first time........... what a time 😭#anyways neal cassidy i love u forever and i miss u every day <3
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#whatever fleeting moment of “I faked it all. I don't need therapy” I had last week.......... that version of me was a fucking liar dalgfdkjg#I.......... I desperately need life to quit being so fucking Much (TM) all the time because boy oh BOY is this a drag#why do the things I love constantly cycle back around to becoming things that upset me and make me feel bad#why do I keep ruining friendships and connections by not being able to reciprocate or reply or stay in touch#why is one task a day seemingly enough to knock me out for a week#why does every decision I make feel like it's the wrong one#in other news: I have still not managed to fucking call the therapy place#and now I'm stuck in the inertia of feeling bad about it but unable to do it#back on my complaining bullshit what's new#simon.out.#I'm sorry if I ever disappointed you. just know I wish I wasn't like that
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🖤 my outfit from Grey Day 🖤
#me#every-thing-is-copacetic#alternative#alternative girl#girls with piercings#septum piercing#e girls are ruining my life#grey day#grey day 2023#$uicideboy$#double nose piercing#vertical labret#pop punk#alt girl
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Just. finished fallout. normal.
#what the fuck#what the fuvck what the fuck what the fuck#im so normal about this guys very so normal#(shaking and gripping the edge of the sink hunched over like im playing silent hill)#so normal so normal#what do i even do with my life now#how am i just supposed to go about my day#FUCK that last scene fucking insane though#oh my god the ghoul is so cool#like holy SHIT#the relization that the ghoul could of killed maximus in that first meeting but just like. chose not to? insane.#fallout is ruining my life i have to play every game now#fallout#i need a season 2 NOW#8 hours is not enough#i need to see Lucy kill her father#its like 5am where i am#im going to impulsively dye my fuckass mullet about this#fallout show#fallout series#just fishdeath-ing#fallout tv series#if anyone wants to talk abt fallout with me i dont know how to start a conversation but im clawing at my walls & willing to try please plea
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writing apollinaire burnthestars backstory is kind of hilarious like what do you mean you’re becoming a teen dad to your own younger brother nobody asked you to do that
#it’s important to stress just how much nobody asked her to do that i cannot express enough how not one single person asked her to do that.#it doesn’t even start from when he was born she spent seven years going ugh why is this annoying kid in MY house and then one day she#woke up and went I Need To Control Every Aspect Of His Life Or Ill Die#and then well. she did that.#apollinairevoice oh no being under my mothers constant cloying attention is ruining his life. he has to be transferred to#MY constant cloying attention. under which he will surely THRIVE 😀👍#you’d say um what does anatole think of all of this maybe he doesn’t need someone constantly monitoring him maybe he should get to decide#how his life goes and she’s stare at you like you’re the single stupidest person alive btw#wip: burn the stars#apollinaire
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I just remembered MISSY CREATED TWELVECLARA and that is too funny
Missy giving Clara the doctor’s number led to the possessive toxic amazing relationship that Clara and twelve had. Like girly really said ex husband can’t have a normal relationship he needs to be with this bipolar bisexual hot girl
She really is an agent of chaos, a lover for destruction (my womann, loml). I mean she put them together bc she though that way she could manipulate the doctor more (she was right tho). And, at the end Clara was that everything that could make the doctor do the impossible things with just a look. THANKS TO MISSY WE HAVE ALL HEAVEN SENT AND THE DOCTOR REALLY GOING AS FAR AS SHOOTING AND MAKING SOMEONE REGENERATE FOR CLARA !!!
Idk thank you Missy for ruining all my days cause I cant never stop thinking about elevenclara and twelveclara
#Missy giving Clara’s number led to me saying every day Im not your boyfriend Clara)#I should watch s7 8 & 9 again just so I can ruin my life a little more#toxic yuri led to more toxic yuri#oh missy Clara and the doctor should have fucked or smth#like i know this is something you can see on the show and it is said BUT I KEEP FORGETTING AND WHEN I REMEMBER I LAUGH#12th doctor#doctor who#clara oswald#missy doctor who
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How do you feel about the increase in really weird NSFW ads on here (advertising panels that look like sexual encounters, and AI art apps that pride themselves on porn) but will take down NSFW posts from their users, even if it isn't technically sexual.
i hate all social media and it's consistent prioritising the advertisers over the users and the internet simply was a better place before capitalism sunk its hooks into it
#i could write essays about how capitalism ruined the internet.#i was actually talking to someone earlier today about how youtube was kind of effectively ruined by monetisation.#and they were raised in the soviet union and we had a bit of a talk about how art was better because it wasn't for profit.#the people who made art made it because they wanted to do it and because they loved it.#she said that communism was terrible for every aspect of life for her. people's lives under communism wasn't pretty.#but the art was better. and i feel like it's true for the internet – it was better when it was a free-for-all.#the companies didn't know how to exploit it yet and turn it into a neverending profit-driven hellscape.#people created content because they wanted to. because they wanted to make something silly to make people laugh.#not for profit. not for gain. not for numbers. not to further their career.#i miss the days of newgrounds and youtube before monetisation.#capitalism has soiled everything that's joyful and good in this world.#people should be able to share whatever they want.#people should be able to tell any story they want without the fear of being silenced by advertisers.#that's what made the internet so beautiful before. anyone could do anything and we all had equal footing.#but now we're victims of the algorithm. and it makes me sick.#i'm quitting my job in social media. i'm quitting it. it makes me too depressed. i have an existential crisis every freaking day.#every day i wake up and say "ah. this is the fucking hell we live in#i'm so sorry i feel so passionate about this.#social media is a black hole and it is actively destroying humanity. forget ai. social media is what's doing it.#i miss how beautiful the internet used to be. it should've been a tool for good. but it's corrupt and evil now.#sci speaks
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transformers is the most insidious drug i have ever taken
#i CANNOT#OH MY GOD#EVERY TIME I#I#I WATCH#AND DRAW#IIIIIIIIIIIIII#i knew i shouldn't have come back. it was for my own good.#TRANSFOR#This is so bad for me#Literally dropping out of residency to get more dopamine from transformers#please help me#A literal transformers crack addict#I CAN'T STOP IT#I JUST WANT TO DRAW TRANSFORMERS ALL DAY#I'M RUINING MY LIFE OVER ROBOTS#what is wrong with me#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I'M NOT MEANT FOR THE REAL WORLD#NOTHING PRODUCES AS MUCH DOPAMINE AS WHEN I AM DRAWING/ANIMATING TRANSFORMERS#i'm going to pass out omfg I have not felt so much dopamine since transformers.#my life is screwed but it's okay. I have transformers.#This is literally an addiction because it's negatively impacting my ability to function in society with a job#I have no idea how to stop it but is it so bad if it creates and makes things people enjoy consuming even to my detriment#I'M RUINING MY FUCKING LUIFE OVER A CARTOON I HATE MYSELF#the only reason i started doing things with my life was because i forced myself to stop doing transformers#but who am i without transformers#i wouldnt be who i ma today without it#bout to pass out wtf so much dopamine its making me nauseous#better this than feeling suicidal every single day in residency neurosurgery. i hated feeling that way all day
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obsessed with the thought of august saving pav when you don't ((im .so fucking normal dear god pl))
+ extra 🤨
#'haha hey these guys are the only ones who try to attack the kaiser hah' -> THE HORROR THE HORROR THE HORROR#they occupy my thoughts. all the time every fufkjng day#finding even the slightest comfort and a moment of solace in somebody you share a common goal with#and who could ljke. offer you things youve lost aswell should you allow yourselves to actually grow close despite the distrust due to the#festival ijust FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK#SOMEBODY SHOOT ME#fear and hunger#fear and hunger 2: termina#f&h2t#f&h#f&h2#pav fear and hunger#august fear and hunger#literally life ruining im in shambles
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