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he squish 🤏🏻🥺
#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#every day they ruin my life#and i let them#bc i love them#homeboy isnt even fighting the voices anymore atp#and hes so real for that#just embrace it
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do you ever think about how in the day i picked up dazai side b dazai had to lie emotionless and soulless—like a corpse, almost—beside the man that gently brought him in, nursed his injuries, held him while he was in pain? he had to keep those suffocating bandages around his entire face, lest this man gain some sort of recognition for the little boy he saved. he had to lay there curled in the fetal position, bleeding and in pain, perhaps thinking about how, in another life, this man cooked for him, tried to build up his strength. read to him to pass the time while he curled up against him like a child listening to a bedtime story. played cards with him. saw through the heartless mafioso. the ruthless killer. and instead saw a boy.
imagine knowing this man, the man who saved you in more ways than one, was going to die one day all because he knew you. because he reached his hand into the darkness and plaintively, like a small child wanting a parent's touch, you grasped back desperately. imagine thinking all of that while that man is just a stone's throw away, making coffee in the next room just like he used to for you in another life. the scent, although you've never been here before, is reminiscent of home. and the tune he's humming? it's the silent melody that plays through your mind seven years later, for the last time as you fall backward off the building with your arms out like an embrace. but, hey. that man is alive. he's happy, although he never knew you. you can die with no regrets.
#guys i actually cannot stop thinking about oda and dazai someone save me PLEASE. the day i picked up dazai ruined my fucking life#dazai makes me so fucking miserable every time i see him in beast i just start fucking sobbing#absolute TRAGEDY of a character#he was fucking fifteen in this. and he knew the entire time. he knew oda would die. before even meeting him#bsd#the day i picked up dazai#ermmm found this in my drafts and i wanted to post it sorry guys i sound emo asf
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If I saw this man, I'd just leave my whole entire life behind and walk away defeated.
He is sexier than Top.
He is smarter than Mew.
He is greedier than Boston.
He is more aware than Nick.
He is more possessive than Ray.
And Sand is still upset over losing him. WHICH MAKES SENSE!
You know when the Power Rangers all came together to make that one big Ranger? BOEING IS THE BIG RANGER!
He is BETTER than all of them combined.
Not even Chuem's constant belittling would affect this man. If Cheum even looked in his direction, he'd probably steal April from her.
He wears yellow. He wears glasses. He is a plant daddy.
I want him carnally. I want to look at him disrespectively. I want him to push me into a locker just so I can say he touched me. I want him to treat me like trash. I want him to ruin my life.
Laws of Attraction gave me the first perfect character in Nawin, and now Ninew and Jojo have created the second perfect character.
No notes.
Just deranged lust.
Don't save me. I don't wanna be saved.
#Mond Tanutchai#Boeing is a God and I will pray to him every day#only friends#only friends the series#he is better than all of them combined#only Sand can defeat him#but is he strong enough?#Not if he was worse about Boeing than he is about Ray#don't save me#I don't wanna be saved#I want this man to ruin my life
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A Study of Will Graham
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Closeups and more under the cut!
So can you guys tell how insane I am about him yet? Did I willingly draw 12 screw caps of him and find it deeply therapeutic? Yes, yes I did. Do I have regrets? No, no I don’t.
I love and adore him.
#will graham#hannibal#hannibal fanart#he actually ruined my life#he makes me sob every night and day#I project so unhealthily onto this man#will graham fanart#Hannibal nbc#nbc hannibal#my art#my posts
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INTRODUCING NOW -
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#all finished! ⭐#im so sorry every lifesteal tag. zam will be put in it#lifesteal#lifesteal smp#lssmp#lssmp s5#lifesteal fanart#lifesteal season 5#lssmp art#lssmp fanart#princezam#princezam fanart#prince zam#prince zam fanart#cw blood#<- for the saw image#and the sprites#UHMMM#lifestealblr#i dont think there are any more tags. ever#this was made in a haze. 90% of sprites were made between 11 pm (22:00) and 2 am . (2:00) . across many days (4)#love you all . sorry for tag spam#this ruined my life. my favorite silly guy#happy pride month#here is princezam
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🖤 my outfit from Grey Day 🖤
#me#every-thing-is-copacetic#alternative#alternative girl#girls with piercings#septum piercing#e girls are ruining my life#grey day#grey day 2023#$uicideboy$#double nose piercing#vertical labret#pop punk#alt girl
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Just. finished fallout. normal.
#what the fuck#what the fuvck what the fuck what the fuck#im so normal about this guys very so normal#(shaking and gripping the edge of the sink hunched over like im playing silent hill)#so normal so normal#what do i even do with my life now#how am i just supposed to go about my day#FUCK that last scene fucking insane though#oh my god the ghoul is so cool#like holy SHIT#the relization that the ghoul could of killed maximus in that first meeting but just like. chose not to? insane.#fallout is ruining my life i have to play every game now#fallout#i need a season 2 NOW#8 hours is not enough#i need to see Lucy kill her father#its like 5am where i am#im going to impulsively dye my fuckass mullet about this#fallout show#fallout series#just fishdeath-ing#fallout tv series#if anyone wants to talk abt fallout with me i dont know how to start a conversation but im clawing at my walls & willing to try please plea
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OTP MEME ♡ [4/6] episodes
3x15 quiet minds
#sf-otpmeme#swanthiefedit#swanfireedit#ouatedit#onceuponatimeedit#tvedit#**#swanthief#swanfire#emma swan#neal cassidy#ouat#once upon a time#otp: i love you; i probably always will#cant believe its been ten years today since the ep of television that single handedly ruined my life 😭#its the way its been ten whole years and i still have not moved on some wounds truly never heal sjkghj#just thinking back to the time leading up to this ep and then watching it live for the first time........... what a time 😭#anyways neal cassidy i love u forever and i miss u every day <3
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writing apollinaire burnthestars backstory is kind of hilarious like what do you mean you’re becoming a teen dad to your own younger brother nobody asked you to do that
#it’s important to stress just how much nobody asked her to do that i cannot express enough how not one single person asked her to do that.#it doesn’t even start from when he was born she spent seven years going ugh why is this annoying kid in MY house and then one day she#woke up and went I Need To Control Every Aspect Of His Life Or Ill Die#and then well. she did that.#apollinairevoice oh no being under my mothers constant cloying attention is ruining his life. he has to be transferred to#MY constant cloying attention. under which he will surely THRIVE 😀👍#you’d say um what does anatole think of all of this maybe he doesn’t need someone constantly monitoring him maybe he should get to decide#how his life goes and she’s stare at you like you’re the single stupidest person alive btw#wip: burn the stars#apollinaire
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I just remembered MISSY CREATED TWELVECLARA and that is too funny
Missy giving Clara the doctor’s number led to the possessive toxic amazing relationship that Clara and twelve had. Like girly really said ex husband can’t have a normal relationship he needs to be with this bipolar bisexual hot girl
She really is an agent of chaos, a lover for destruction (my womann, loml). I mean she put them together bc she though that way she could manipulate the doctor more (she was right tho). And, at the end Clara was that everything that could make the doctor do the impossible things with just a look. THANKS TO MISSY WE HAVE ALL HEAVEN SENT AND THE DOCTOR REALLY GOING AS FAR AS SHOOTING AND MAKING SOMEONE REGENERATE FOR CLARA !!!
Idk thank you Missy for ruining all my days cause I cant never stop thinking about elevenclara and twelveclara
#Missy giving Clara’s number led to me saying every day Im not your boyfriend Clara)#I should watch s7 8 & 9 again just so I can ruin my life a little more#toxic yuri led to more toxic yuri#oh missy Clara and the doctor should have fucked or smth#like i know this is something you can see on the show and it is said BUT I KEEP FORGETTING AND WHEN I REMEMBER I LAUGH#12th doctor#doctor who#clara oswald#missy doctor who
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How do you feel about the increase in really weird NSFW ads on here (advertising panels that look like sexual encounters, and AI art apps that pride themselves on porn) but will take down NSFW posts from their users, even if it isn't technically sexual.
i hate all social media and it's consistent prioritising the advertisers over the users and the internet simply was a better place before capitalism sunk its hooks into it
#i could write essays about how capitalism ruined the internet.#i was actually talking to someone earlier today about how youtube was kind of effectively ruined by monetisation.#and they were raised in the soviet union and we had a bit of a talk about how art was better because it wasn't for profit.#the people who made art made it because they wanted to do it and because they loved it.#she said that communism was terrible for every aspect of life for her. people's lives under communism wasn't pretty.#but the art was better. and i feel like it's true for the internet – it was better when it was a free-for-all.#the companies didn't know how to exploit it yet and turn it into a neverending profit-driven hellscape.#people created content because they wanted to. because they wanted to make something silly to make people laugh.#not for profit. not for gain. not for numbers. not to further their career.#i miss the days of newgrounds and youtube before monetisation.#capitalism has soiled everything that's joyful and good in this world.#people should be able to share whatever they want.#people should be able to tell any story they want without the fear of being silenced by advertisers.#that's what made the internet so beautiful before. anyone could do anything and we all had equal footing.#but now we're victims of the algorithm. and it makes me sick.#i'm quitting my job in social media. i'm quitting it. it makes me too depressed. i have an existential crisis every freaking day.#every day i wake up and say "ah. this is the fucking hell we live in#i'm so sorry i feel so passionate about this.#social media is a black hole and it is actively destroying humanity. forget ai. social media is what's doing it.#i miss how beautiful the internet used to be. it should've been a tool for good. but it's corrupt and evil now.#sci speaks
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transformers is the most insidious drug i have ever taken
#i CANNOT#OH MY GOD#EVERY TIME I#I#I WATCH#AND DRAW#IIIIIIIIIIIIII#i knew i shouldn't have come back. it was for my own good.#TRANSFOR#This is so bad for me#Literally dropping out of residency to get more dopamine from transformers#please help me#A literal transformers crack addict#I CAN'T STOP IT#I JUST WANT TO DRAW TRANSFORMERS ALL DAY#I'M RUINING MY LIFE OVER ROBOTS#what is wrong with me#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I'M NOT MEANT FOR THE REAL WORLD#NOTHING PRODUCES AS MUCH DOPAMINE AS WHEN I AM DRAWING/ANIMATING TRANSFORMERS#i'm going to pass out omfg I have not felt so much dopamine since transformers.#my life is screwed but it's okay. I have transformers.#This is literally an addiction because it's negatively impacting my ability to function in society with a job#I have no idea how to stop it but is it so bad if it creates and makes things people enjoy consuming even to my detriment#I'M RUINING MY FUCKING LUIFE OVER A CARTOON I HATE MYSELF#the only reason i started doing things with my life was because i forced myself to stop doing transformers#but who am i without transformers#i wouldnt be who i ma today without it#bout to pass out wtf so much dopamine its making me nauseous#better this than feeling suicidal every single day in residency neurosurgery. i hated feeling that way all day
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obsessed with the thought of august saving pav when you don't ((im .so fucking normal dear god pl))
+ extra 🤨
#'haha hey these guys are the only ones who try to attack the kaiser hah' -> THE HORROR THE HORROR THE HORROR#they occupy my thoughts. all the time every fufkjng day#finding even the slightest comfort and a moment of solace in somebody you share a common goal with#and who could ljke. offer you things youve lost aswell should you allow yourselves to actually grow close despite the distrust due to the#festival ijust FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK#SOMEBODY SHOOT ME#fear and hunger#fear and hunger 2: termina#f&h2t#f&h#f&h2#pav fear and hunger#august fear and hunger#literally life ruining im in shambles
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✨ weekend wip exposure club ✨
rules: post 7 sentences/a snippet of an unfinished work
@theotherwhybietoldmeso & @killerandhealerqueen
I'm late, I'm late, I'm late. Forgive me. I was fighting demons (imposter syndrome, crippling self doubt, fatigue, and a wild pack of mental illnesses). (◕દ◕) But! I'm finally back after like three ass weeks. <( ̄︶ ̄)> So, here! A v unserious snippy from my we have to stay silly modern kidlaw au (yeah, shocker, it's them bastards again) that I've been doing sometimes on the side just for shits n giggles. 〜(꒪꒳꒪)〜
The call connected and Killer's accent crackled out of the speaker. “Law? What's up?”
“Nothing urgent. I just need to know if Eustass h—”
“Yeah, his phone’s dead again. He's in the shed. You want him?”
“What?”
“Hang on. I'll get him.”
Law pinched the bridge of his nose. Squeezed his eyes shut till he saw pinpricks. “No, I just need to know if—”
"Oi, Kid! Your boyfriend wants to speak ta ya!"
Law snapped his eyes back open and nearly crushed his phone as his hand clenched in a useless attempt to smother the speaker.
Ahead of him in the aisle, hands in his pockets, Cora stopped. His leg held out in front of him as he froze mid-stride.
Dammit.
After a beat, as if he'd been waiting for what he'd heard to start making a little more sense, Cora slowly turned on his heel. His other leg still stuck out in front of him and the hem of his heart-covered button-up twirling with him.
He stared wide-eyed at Law. The embodiment of flabbergasted. His raised boot absently clicking down on the supermarkets’ bland tiling like an accompanying exclamation point.
Dammit!
"He's not my damn boyfriend!" Eustass yelled, taking the words out of Law's mouth.
The heavy rock blasting from the shed’s stereo lowered enough in volume to not blow out Law's phone speaker and Eustass' voice dropped several octaves as he brought Killer's phone up to his ear.
“Miss me, did ya, sweetheart?”
His eyes bulging, Cora took several steps back in bewilderment and tripped over one of the restocking boxes stacked in the aisle.
"Shut up, Eustass!" Law snapped. His face igniting alongside his fury. "You're on speaker!"
There was a pause so pregnant it had reached its third trimester. Then Eustass chuckled. It had a grotesque amount of facetious glee in it.
"Am I now?"
So. That had been a mistake. But Law could only double down now.
"Behave," he said through clenched teeth. "Or I'll—"
"You'll what? Don't go making promises you can't keep, princess."
Cora toppled back over the box trying to get up and landed on his back with his legs sticking straight up.
"I'm going to—!" Catching Cora's eye from down on the floor, Law sighed. "Doesn't matter. I'll deal with you later. Cora-san wants to know if you have any dietary restrictions.”
He scrunched down into his jacket. Tense. Gritting his teeth. Law still wasn't sure how Cora had talked him into letting him come over and cook dinner. But if it had been a bad idea before, it was a horrendous one now.
Eustass Kid was an arsehole. Always had been. Always would be. Always was. There wasn't a chance in hell he could be trusted not to—
"Hold up. Cora's there?"
"Yesss," Law hissed, ready to brain him.
“Put him on then.”
“Don't tell me what to do!”
Cora looked from Law to the phone and then accepted it when Law clicked his tongue on his teeth in irration and offered it down to him.
Tagging @schwazombie (no pressure. You keep working on those kidlawgust prompts if you're still on a roll 😊) and anyone else that wants to give it a whirl ✨✨
#weekend wip exposure club#look mum i didn't chicken out 👐#context: cora is a klutz in canon so that's why i'm making a fool of this man. Also because i love him dearly but that's besides the point#oh my words#from the dark pit#my agenda that kid calls law nearly every kinda cringe insulting 'endearment' he can to simply piss law off is going stronk.#look. it's the being an ass derogatory ribbing to eventual sarcastic but very affectionate pipeline for me. love a man that plays himself.#I hear you (no one. literally none one) saying 'but would law make the mistake of ringing killer (because of enthusiastic but misguided#insistence from cora) on speaker (also requested by cora) to ask about kid's food allergies (once again for cora) after kid wouldn't pick u#(idiot bastard doesn't hardly ever charge his phone. if it dies it dies. that's its problem. not his.) and then once getting handballed#without mercy (king shit move tbh killer) to the pain in the ass himself...not turn speaker phone off in 0.01 seconds??' and to that I say:#Look. He's been Having A Day okay. And it's fun to ruin law's life with shit like this because he makes it so easy takes it all so seriousl#.also. the scenario made me chuckle and the pursuit of joy gets the final word in this house so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#(peanut i had a whole bunch of Bepo centric ones i was trying to pick to use instead for you but i 🐥end out. we strive for next weekend 😌)#(zom i love the difference in tones of our modern aus. it makes me very happy.#your foot is in darkness (&Hope) and mine is in a Hello Kitty rollerskate 🤭)
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aventurine pl. Plea s e . PLLEEEEEEASE
#★ arin rambles#‘here we go again’ you think everytime you see my ramble tag. I dont blame you#AVENTURINE AVENTURINE PLEASE SAVE ME WHITE BOY#OH MY LORD#OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS OH MY GOODNESS.#MY JSOE IS RUNNING HES RUINNING MY LIFE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE IM SO ILL PLEASE I#AVENTURINE. im so serious i can talk about this man all day. and more specifically this video#‘it was just posted 30 minutes ago arin youre scaring the kids’ SILENCE. I NEED SPACE#I NEED A. A MOMENT. EVERYBODY PLEAS GETA WAY FROM ME IM GOING TO GET SO SCARY#Please. Im so sorry. Im begging you . I love this man oh my gish please hes so cute#HES SO CUTE. HES SO CUTE IM SO SICK OF HIM WHY???????? WHY IS HE SO PRETTY HES SO PRETTY HES GOREGOUS HES SO STUNNING. HELLO. HELLO.#Im going to. Slam my head against the wall im overwhelmed with joy and happiness hes everything ive ever wanted ever#any minute not spent talking about him is a moment wasted i promise you MY PRINCESS IM COMING TO SAVE YOU#IM HIS KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR EXCEPT ITS NOT SHINY#IM COVERED IN DIRT#IM STILL COMING FOR YOU AVENTURINE RUN#oh goodness me oh my#im so happy hes so prettu im so happy i cant do rhis im sweating geniumnly i feel so sick#Im cant . Do this anymore. I CANT TAKE IT. I HAVE TO… AAUGH… AAAHH… I HAVE TO…. DANCE!#guys…. he my favorriet…#my slinky….. my krimpet… my teacup i think. My doc mc stuffins doctor playset. My dishwasher. My italian coldsteel cinquedea . atp anything#hes my EVERYTHING. MY EVERYTHING…!!!!!!!! *MY TELEKENISIS THROWS EVERYTTHING ACROSS THE ROOM*#yall i dont think ive had a hyperfixation this horribly bad since. Since the. Since. MAN I DONT KNOW#IM COOKED. HE WOMT LEAVE ME ALONE. I LITERALLY DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT LIKE IM SO DOOMED? ACTUALLY?#oh to be medicated and focus on . Things like cooking. Or idk. Getting a job. No i just think about some messed up blonde all day im absolut#ly DOOMED#yes im still yapping i got 30 tags u gon stick through them all. Every single one of them. Dont leave me please i want to talk about him ton#TO SOMEONE. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO SOMEONE ALL DAY. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE TESTING. IM LEFT ALONE ALL DAY I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY WIFE#i womder how crazy i look right now#Sighs lovingly at him..
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It’s probably not a great sign that I’m starting to again listen to the kind of music I used to use cope with feeling like an incompetent, inhuman, lonely freak.
#ugh. posting about being depressed and lonely feels so much more embarrassing now that people follow me. not gonna stop me though#one of the worst times of my life was the year before coming out. I listened to so much glass beach and Sidney gish back then#and look who is finding herself wanting to listen to imposter syndrome on repeat agai#every other day I’m wondering what’s a human being gotta be like#what’s it take to just be competent#these sweet instincts. ruin my life
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