#every day they ruin my life
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gunsatthaphan · 1 year ago
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he squish 🤏🏻🥺
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beholdingslut · 4 days ago
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nick and i are going to have a tumblrina sometime in october 🙂‍↕️ this is not a joke. i am for real pregnant.
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lotus-pear · 1 year ago
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do you ever think about how in the day i picked up dazai side b dazai had to lie emotionless and soulless—like a corpse, almost—beside the man that gently brought him in, nursed his injuries, held him while he was in pain? he had to keep those suffocating bandages around his entire face, lest this man gain some sort of recognition for the little boy he saved. he had to lay there curled in the fetal position, bleeding and in pain, perhaps thinking about how, in another life, this man cooked for him, tried to build up his strength. read to him to pass the time while he curled up against him like a child listening to a bedtime story. played cards with him. saw through the heartless mafioso. the ruthless killer. and instead saw a boy.
imagine knowing this man, the man who saved you in more ways than one, was going to die one day all because he knew you. because he reached his hand into the darkness and plaintively, like a small child wanting a parent's touch, you grasped back desperately. imagine thinking all of that while that man is just a stone's throw away, making coffee in the next room just like he used to for you in another life. the scent, although you've never been here before, is reminiscent of home. and the tune he's humming? it's the silent melody that plays through your mind seven years later, for the last time as you fall backward off the building with your arms out like an embrace. but, hey. that man is alive. he's happy, although he never knew you. you can die with no regrets.
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respectthepetty · 1 year ago
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If I saw this man, I'd just leave my whole entire life behind and walk away defeated.
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He is sexier than Top.
He is smarter than Mew.
He is greedier than Boston.
He is more aware than Nick.
He is more possessive than Ray.
And Sand is still upset over losing him. WHICH MAKES SENSE!
You know when the Power Rangers all came together to make that one big Ranger? BOEING IS THE BIG RANGER!
He is BETTER than all of them combined.
Not even Chuem's constant belittling would affect this man. If Cheum even looked in his direction, he'd probably steal April from her.
He wears yellow. He wears glasses. He is a plant daddy.
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I want him carnally. I want to look at him disrespectively. I want him to push me into a locker just so I can say he touched me. I want him to treat me like trash. I want him to ruin my life.
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Laws of Attraction gave me the first perfect character in Nawin, and now Ninew and Jojo have created the second perfect character.
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Just deranged lust.
Don't save me. I don't wanna be saved.
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lunairka · 1 year ago
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A Study of Will Graham
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Closeups and more under the cut!
So can you guys tell how insane I am about him yet? Did I willingly draw 12 screw caps of him and find it deeply therapeutic? Yes, yes I did. Do I have regrets? No, no I don’t.
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I love and adore him.
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strovii · 26 days ago
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i hate adobe i hate adobe i hate adobe i hate adobe
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swagglessmoth · 1 month ago
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The Hatake: the clan of the crafting table or smth
DAMN I FORGOT TO TAG THE AUTHOR
@pestoast ⬅️⬅️THANK YOU FOR THE FIC 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️
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roys-our-boy · 12 days ago
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I’m stuck in an endless cycle
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skibasyndrome · 1 month ago
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aroace-shumika · 1 month ago
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reasons to not kiss him
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thefishdeath · 10 months ago
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Just. finished fallout. normal.
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foreverppl · 15 hours ago
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Orla’s liberation comes at the price of the merc’s. The further they entrench themself into being used as an implement for her to use to her ends, the more divorced they become to themself (though, even that’s a bit complicated. Who is the merc without Orla? Her guiding hand. Her crook shepherding. Her word governing.) She’s building her empire; the merc’s shoveling their grave. But at the same time, her empire doesn’t necessarily guarantee her own (true) freedom and is, in fact, a kind of gilded cage in its own right. You painstakingly build yourself a palace behind enemy lines, with all the luxuries you can scrounge together. Give yourself every comfort, loud music to drown out whatever ghosts you’re still trying to outrun, good sex, good food, people who will jump to murder for you without blinking an eye… yet it’s difficult to truly allow yourself to relish in any of it for more than a couple fleeting moments when you know there are serpents slithering just right outside the gates. Doesn’t matter how much you fortify your house of cards, it can still all come crumbling down with a gust of wind. And what then? One king (queen) deposes another, Vapolis continues on. No one will mourn. Orla knows this. Orla is terrified by this.
Anyway.. @vapolis sending you my therapy bill as I type this.
#sorry I’m going through it#orlaaaa my light my life my whole day longgg#I want to know her every thought and emotion this is very serious for me#finally got over being annoyed at PayPal being the only option for ko-fi payment and got a membership because I needed more orla and well…#I’m not feeling very normal about her. but when am I ever#AND THIS ISNT EVEN GETTING INTO THE FACT THAT SHES A WOMAN! FUCK!!!#like something something trying to carve out your own space in a world full of men who probably see you as no different from the women#they use and discard#whatever.#the idea of ruining orla by fully devoting yourself to her. hold on.#like yes I am going to be the most useful and obedient dog you’ve ever had. when you shut your golden cage behind you it’ll ring#like a bell and not the clang of a cell.#does this make sense? am I making sense?#something something mutually assured destruction#you don’t gain freedom by doing what orla does. not in any real meaningful sense.#the only way to win is to not play#but when you come from where she’s come from… you’ve gotta gamble#but it’s such a Faustian deal#anyway it’ll probably be the death of both her and the merc. let me shut up the thought of her dying just made me ill#whatever. whateverrrr#vapolis makes sinners of us all - if you aren’t there yet you’re certainly on your way!#**these are just my own personal thoughts and interpretations**#also apologies mara if you don’t care to be tagged in things like this! I’ll remove it if so#if: rywd#+ orla 🫂
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shadyhouse · 1 day ago
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hey 👉👈 if anyones able to throw a few bucks at me so i can get lunch at work the next few days itd be very much appreciated, I typically spend around $6-$10 a day thanks to my employee discount but im broker than broke rn and just embarrassed myself with a declined card 🙃 literally anything helps i just wanna be able to eat
vnm: tobias_leviathan
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr
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thetorturedlovergirl · 10 months ago
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I just remembered MISSY CREATED TWELVECLARA and that is too funny
Missy giving Clara the doctor’s number led to the possessive toxic amazing relationship that Clara and twelve had. Like girly really said ex husband can’t have a normal relationship he needs to be with this bipolar bisexual hot girl
She really is an agent of chaos, a lover for destruction (my womann, loml). I mean she put them together bc she though that way she could manipulate the doctor more (she was right tho). And, at the end Clara was that everything that could make the doctor do the impossible things with just a look. THANKS TO MISSY WE HAVE ALL HEAVEN SENT AND THE DOCTOR REALLY GOING AS FAR AS SHOOTING AND MAKING SOMEONE REGENERATE FOR CLARA !!!
Idk thank you Missy for ruining all my days cause I cant never stop thinking about elevenclara and twelveclara
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sciderman · 1 year ago
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How do you feel about the increase in really weird NSFW ads on here (advertising panels that look like sexual encounters, and AI art apps that pride themselves on porn) but will take down NSFW posts from their users, even if it isn't technically sexual.
i hate all social media and it's consistent prioritising the advertisers over the users and the internet simply was a better place before capitalism sunk its hooks into it
#i could write essays about how capitalism ruined the internet.#i was actually talking to someone earlier today about how youtube was kind of effectively ruined by monetisation.#and they were raised in the soviet union and we had a bit of a talk about how art was better because it wasn't for profit.#the people who made art made it because they wanted to do it and because they loved it.#she said that communism was terrible for every aspect of life for her. people's lives under communism wasn't pretty.#but the art was better. and i feel like it's true for the internet – it was better when it was a free-for-all.#the companies didn't know how to exploit it yet and turn it into a neverending profit-driven hellscape.#people created content because they wanted to. because they wanted to make something silly to make people laugh.#not for profit. not for gain. not for numbers. not to further their career.#i miss the days of newgrounds and youtube before monetisation.#capitalism has soiled everything that's joyful and good in this world.#people should be able to share whatever they want.#people should be able to tell any story they want without the fear of being silenced by advertisers.#that's what made the internet so beautiful before. anyone could do anything and we all had equal footing.#but now we're victims of the algorithm. and it makes me sick.#i'm quitting my job in social media. i'm quitting it. it makes me too depressed. i have an existential crisis every freaking day.#every day i wake up and say "ah. this is the fucking hell we live in#i'm so sorry i feel so passionate about this.#social media is a black hole and it is actively destroying humanity. forget ai. social media is what's doing it.#i miss how beautiful the internet used to be. it should've been a tool for good. but it's corrupt and evil now.#sci speaks
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fadelbison · 2 months ago
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should I continue making fadelstyle and kantbison parallels? at some point it’s gonna get weird about how their brother’s foil is their lover but that’s because it is weird!!! it is weird that their brother’s foil is their lover?? like why is Kant set up as this upside down Fadel? Kind of like a Fadel who’s innocence we never get to see. So Bison is in love with Kant who’s so much like Fadel (let’s not even go there with the nipples) and Bison and Fadel are not related and now canonically confirmed not to share all that much brotherly intimacy. And they are both now heartbroken, aching for the one thing they have in each other: trust. Acquired through - once more: coworkerly assassins intimacy not brotherly intimacy. Sorry??? why have they set it up this way???
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