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Finding myself needing a different type of Tech support after the end of TBB.
#the bad batch#TBB tech#my art#I miss him sorely#even moreso now#ahahah#support for tech fans cos it’s still kinda painful#coping somewhat but damn#small scribble cos I haven’t the energy for more atm
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JOSHUA BASSETT in London, 10.05.23
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thinking abt that day again....
#i remember i was on a walk to hopefully clear the fog from my head#it didnt work and i had to turn back right after i got where i sas going bc i didnt trust myself there#its pretty there but.... not the safest place to be when feeling like that#i actually dont fully remember what i wrote i just remember the last line..#it still rings true#even moreso now#ive withdrawn into myself when it comes to talking to people personally so much that i dont know if i could even navigate me#let alone know if i even want to#i dont know that ill like what i find there
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Does Mycheal know that humans live shorter than him?
He does! Has been long aware of it, actually!
#mushroom oasis vn#mychael ask#i understand it brings a lot of angst but his relationship with death is complicated and now even moreso with MC in the picture#he'd def feel sad about it though but chooses to focus on the now
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what's fun about shipping Tim with Dick, Jason, or Damian is he has, at some point, hallucinated all of them to comfort himself. even when he doesn't like them or particularly get along with them, he has to imagine/hallucinate them just so he has the power to go on. Tim's concepts of the Robin mantle and what it should be is so fun, because he respects the others through the Robin mantle. Tim worships Dick because he was the first Robin. he wouldn't be Robin if Jason hadn't died in the mantle. and a lot of his frustration with Damian is he feels Damian isn't honoring the mantle correctly. when you ship Tim with the other Robins you can't divorce their identities as Robin from it because Tim will always see them as a Robin first and that's so fun and fucked up. like.
batman (1940) #456
Tim perceiving Dick as *Robin* cheering him on, not Nightwing, which is the version of Dick that Tim actually knows? that's just. wild of him. he will always view Dick as Robin first, his personal hero but also the original of the legacy. his love for Dick is shaped by that.
and then of course, even when he's hallucinating/imagining Jason cheering him on, it's *still* through the lense of being reminded how Jason failed? subconsciously believing that Jason got himself killed because of his actions, and that being a lesson for Tim to learn from? Jason isn't a person to Tim, he's a moral lesson about how to be Robin. any potential idolization he could have of Jason isn't because he loves Jason, it's because of the lessons Jason's death taught him.
and then, even though him hallucinating TIm is from the New-52, which makes characterization all kinds of questionable, i do think it makes sense for TIm to hallucinate/imagine Damian after Damian's death in an attempt to cope with it.
teen titans (2011) #18
to an extend, he sees Damian's death as in part his own fault. and even hating Damian, Tim needs the comfort from this to cope with Damian being gone. he's angry that Damian even was Robin, and has to learn something from Damian's death and how it impacts the Robin mantle, and teenage heroes as a whole. like, Tim can pretend he hates Damian all he wants, even getting taunted by the image of Damian, but there's still an underlying love to their relationship.
i think that's just the fun of shipping Tim with any of them. you will never divorce Tim's views of them from the Robin mantle and how fucking Unwell he is about anyone else who's been Robin before or after him, to the point he has to hallucinate them comforting him when he's at his lowest. it's always going to be a little unhealthy, a little toxic, and driven by Tim's relationship with being Robin as well. i need more Tim being weird about Robin in these ships.
#necrotic festerings#batcest#jaytim#dicktim#damitim#this post was first going to just be about tim hallucinating damian but i got carried away thinking about the identity crisis arc#have whatever this is.#idk if there's much of a thesis other than “tim's fucking weird about the robin mantle and that should extend to shipping too”#been meaning to post this for forever#finally got around to it though so yay me.#now i need to go work on my jaytim in the new-52 thoughts bc. i have a whole post planned.#a stack of comics next to me for research and everything. god help me.#ALSO while rereading to grab panels#why is it that everyone talks about how jason says “robin is magic” in an attempt to mischaracterize him as sunshine boy#and not the fact that tim *also* says robin is magic?#like it's not a jason thing. it's a robin mantle thing.#that's just what robin *is*. it doesn't say much about jason's character for him to say that when he's robin. it just means he's robin.#the robin mantle is magic. that's the point.#and you could argue that's more of a meta thing that exists on the wavelength of how children where supposed to project onto robin#moreso than an in-universe commentary on what the robin mantle is#(honestly the same argument applies to tim hallucinating here for like. meta intent vs in-universe meaning.)#i hesitate to even call it hallucination it's more like. daydreaming coping.#giving a face to his internal monologue type thing and this is just how the medium depicts it#also it was just sexy and cool for characters to hallucinate loved ones in the 90s in comics. it was a convention of the genre.#but still my point stands. tim pictures all of these ppl as robin first internally#and he self soothes using their image in his head. that's wild of him like what#tim you are weird about the robin mantle more than anyone else i give you that.
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i think the thing i'm most disappointed about with riordanverse fandom now versus like 2014 is not only has the fandom not gotten any less racist or queerphobic or ableist (in fact in some regards its gotten worse!) but now it's just boring too. like there's no fandom infrastructure anymore - the community these days is almost entirely source material-driven - and you deviate from canon even slightly people get weird about it. whatever happened to the post-HoO fanon boom. the fandom needs to get weirder again. and self-sufficient. and less offensive.
#pjo#riordanverse#deep and weary sigh. we need to bring back the lower ecosystem rings of fandom#prop up some good ol' community spaces especially since a lot of old ones have totally petered out#< mostly referring to stuff like ye olde ship headcanons blogs#heck even doing a quick search for ''pjo headcanons'' the most recent blog was last active in 2017 and the other two in 2013#there's an rp community floating around but im keeping tabs on the riordanverse askblog community and its a bit dire#there's been like what - *one?* maybe two major fandom aus that have floated around recently?#one moreso being one person's au that most people dont actually do much with#and the other more being like a half-hearted general concept that got kicked around for a couple of weeks#i am legitimately tempted to just go wild and start planning out and setting up like a hub for trying to revitalize the community#like the community EXISTS. it's THERE. it ebbs and flows! but now it only really does much when there's new official content#and it rarely exists outside of that#and given we are technically in a fandom boom right now with the show now is like. the perfect opportunity to set up fandom infrastructure#so that new fans have a place to go and integrate with the community and start pumping new life back into things#also i think the fandom becoming more self-sufficient could help with the offensive part since Rick sure isnt helping
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beau and caleb butting heads so bad about what to do with essek...oof!
#i do agree with beau and veth that it doesn't make sense for them to let essek get away with instigating the war#and i do agree with beau saying it's not a pissing contest about who's the bigger war criminal that deserves punishment first or moreso#but that's probably not really what caleb's thinking is anyway#it's just what he's able to articulate to justify not wanting to punish essek#liam has still said on v recent talks eps that caleb continues to be Heavily driven by his personal goals#even if the journey there might look quite different now bc of m9#interesting how caleb's judgment may or may not be clouded by the fact that essek can and probably will continue to teach him dunamancy#and that's all on top of whether feelings have developed there yet#3h22m c2e99#text#critical role#cr2#cr lb#caleb widogast#beauregard lionett#r: empire kids#essek thelyss#cr meta#*meta
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sas rh: let eoin survive the fall au » the astronomer philosopher, the earth and the moon
#sas rogue heroes#sasrh:canonau#augustin jordan#eoin mcgonigal#paddy mayne#although it is true paddy orbits eoin like the moon does the earth (moreso after the first jump)#and that everyone knows theyre basically attached at the hip (however you wish to interpret that)#it is *also* true the more the sas wins and advances the more david is requesting paddys presence for important matters#(and *yes* david's quite sure LT mcgonigal can handle waiting outside the tent on his own paddy hes a big boy alright now get in there)#HOWEVER#paddy starts noticing that ACTUALLY eoin is not waiting on his own so much cause theres another fucking lieutenant#who keeps orbiting around almost like moth to flame#and its weird but its no big deal at first - eoin is a social guy anyways so it makes sense even if this ones french ?#(plus paddy keeps his one on one time so no notes there)#BUT#suddenly they're sharing looks and smiles and sort of digs at each other and paddy knows damn well the way eoin is teasing#and apparently frenchie goes along with it adding his own brand of *something* and what the fuck#and then it seems like they have almost inside jokes and sometimes paddy gets out of his stupid briefing#and jordan is walking away all too pleased and eoin is all to calm smiling up at him like he didn't just maybe spent an hour#talking to a fucking french of all people. THIS ONE french of all people.#but then eoin is very good at distracting him and hoarding his attention away from other things#especially when he grabs his arm to drag him to the piano#(and in truth what nags at paddys brain is that he doesn't *hate* this necessarily ?? even if the knowledge picks at his brain)#(it... gets his attention it makes him think and wonder and he gets a little grumpy sure cause thats his eoin BUT#he doesn't hate it necessarily. and *that* should be a problem or something)#anyways back with my all have two hands agenda !!! look how cute they look together !!!
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jiang cheng at the club
i answered kind of speedily but hm blorbo should not be at the club
teenage era? the most debatable era tbh. on one hand - for one, if jiang cheng goes, he's going because he thinks that's what the cool kids his age should be doing, rather than because it's what he actually wants to do. for two, if he goes he's certainly going with wei wuxian. there's a good chance he'll have a good time with wei wuxian, but there's also a good chance that he'll spend the entire experience way too high-strung about wei wuxian doing something stupid (guaranteed) that will make both him and yunmeng jiang look stupid (not guaranteed but still likely) and/or put wei wuxian in danger (also very likely). there's also an even higher chance that wei wuxian will end up fucking off to chat/flirt/etc with other people (eg. lan wangji who wei wuxian also managed to drag to the club, who then gets drunk and thus wei wuxian now has to babysit), thereby leaving jiang cheng all by his lonesome. jiang cheng can probably talk to strangers, but he came here to have fun with wei wuxian and now wei wuxian has ding dong ditched. bonus points if wei wuxian promised to be designated driver and now jiang cheng has to uber home.
on the other hand - teenage wei wuxian and jiang cheng are definitely making the club more fun. mostly wei wuxian. and, despite all of the above, jiang cheng is probably having a good time...most of the time...too.
adult era: nah. jiang cheng is busy. it would be nice if he could let loose and forget about everything for a few hours, but he would not do that. realistically he'd just spend the entire time stressing about his growing to-do list, and the music would give him a headache.
also, everything at the club would remind him of wei wuxian. wei wuxian, certified party animal, was almost certainly the one dragging jiang cheng to the club in their youth; jiang cheng probably does in fact have some happy memories of clubbing with wei wuxian. but those happy memories are gonna curdle into depressing ones the moment he steps through the doors and is reminded of wei wuxian again. the photos of wei wuxian doing a keg stand behind the bar are making him miserable, and he in turn is going to make it everyone else's problem.
postcanon era: also nah. mostly because he'd almost certainly run into jin ling et al. sneaking into the club with fake IDs, and now everyone's yelling.
on the other hand....maybe he and wei wuxian can eventually reconcile over a night of partying they're both frankly way too old for. or maybe when they wake up the next day in the same ditch with matching hangovers.
#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#yanyan speaks#maybe i shouldve picked “he's already at the club” bc if clubs existed he and wwx certainly would have gone clubbing as teenagers#which this meta also hinges on lol#tbh my gut reaction was “no” moreso because i've mentally put jiang cheng in the category of “similar to lwj in temperament”#and lwj would not enjoy the club#but ngl idk if that reasoning holds up to scrutiny lol#actually the real nightmare scenario for jc is if they start playing tswift in the club. bc then there are only 2 possible scenarios:#1. he's a tswift hater so now he's suffering. his dislike isn't even for any legit reasons he's just a pure hater#2. he's secretly a swiftie...but everyone else in his friend group is a Certified Hater so now he has to pretend to be a hater too#stay losing king
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arachnids in the uk is an ep about a super rich guy (who is clearly based off of the fascist in that white building in the usa) illegally disposing of waste to avoid paying to get rid of it properly, leading to an ecological disaster that kills both people and severely effects the local fauna in devastating ways and y'all still won't talk about it being anti-capitalist
skill issue tbh
#dw shit#it also mocks him ruthlessly#i never did manage to find that character funny#would have been if the real one was beaten down and all But#i found it hard to find the humour then and now even moreso#but still#how do i take you seriously as discusser of themes if you don't even notice that at an anti-capitalist narrative#y'all claim this era spelled everything out for you but actually you just missed every word Not spelled out lol
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very yummy character design to me is dark/tanned skin and either white or blonde hair. i eat it up every time
#ekko#ekko arcane#fabian aramais seacaster#fabian seacaster#zevran arainai#also honourable mention to#adaine abernant#who (even though she is white in her official art) gets sometimes drawn as dark skinned by fans and i eat it up every time#there are more i know about for sure but they elude me right now#but ekko and fabian are the ones i was thinking about here#ekko moreso on account of arcane being a form of visual media#zevran fits this as well in the instances he's not whitewashed by fans
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that time of year again. how're we feeling coa fans <3
#rambling#you have no idea how fucking psyched i am#how fucking INSANE i am right now#we're so back#idv#identity v#charles holt#idv aeroplanist#matthias czernin#idv puppeteer#idv memory#idv little girl#lily barriere#idv cheerleader#this entire thing is tailored to me and me alone. maybe even moreso than coa4 /j
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people posting clips of Miku on their desktop are making me foam at the mouth. NOOOO SHE BELONGS WITHHH MEEEEE ID PROVIDE THE MOST LOVING DIGITAL HOME!!!!!
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I genuinely did enjoy problematic ships in a vaccuum until fandom got shitty about it. Now I enjoy them rebelliously. Congrats, y'all, you made me worse. :3
#starrspeaks#anti vs. pro stuff#fandom discourse#proship#thanks for the horrors now I'm even moreso what you hate
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Ngl this might sound stupid but lets blame the learning disability but writing dialog is so fucking hard for me mentally i think mostly bc of english teachers nonstop saying i cant use the word said. I feel like that did not help me know wtf to do in that situation at all.
Like character voices and everything else is very fun to me its just thst 1 thing thst stresses me out for no reason still 😭
#i know things moreso now but i still feel that grade school level stress abt it anytime i write speaking scenes.#me writing for literally myself and nobody else stuff i dont even post: MY 4TH GRADE TEACHER WILL BE MAD
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Ranpo and Dazai parrelels. In dark era, Dazai had a plan in which he was held at gunpoint, basically put in danger. He talks about how everything when according to his plan, and Oda is unamused at it.
Similarly, in untold orgins, a similar scernio occurs in which Ranpo puts himself in danger knowing Fukuzawa would save him. Instead of being hit with unamused words, he was hit with a slap because of how upset Fukuzawa was with Ranpo putting himself in danger like that.
They both are genuises that had certain planned/use their knowledge to their advantage, but this causes a disconnect with the people around them as they don't consider how the others around them feel about them putting themself in danger. Thus, showing while they are genuises and prodigies, the human mind has shown to be troubling for them and something they fail to understand to a certain extent. Now that I think about it the "a mind of a steel trap" quote Oda said can be applicaple to Ranpo as well. However, Ranpo was not as far into the darkness of the world as Dazai. But what if Fukuzawa never found Ranpo? He already had shown to think as human as monsters due to a not understanding how they felt and the agency was a place made for him that helped him as well. What if someone like Mori found Ranpo instead of Fukuzawa?
But overall, both characters are similar in ways and I wanted to point it out.
#prodigies that are very smart but even so they can be trapped in their own minds#the sharpest detectives in the agency that are smart for their own good#their smartness has been a double edged sword since their childhood#so they compensate by acting children moreso now than anything else#i made this in a whim#bsd meta#bsd analysis#parrelels in bsd#ranpo edogawa#dazai osamu#mostly ranpo analysis ngl#dazai analysis#untold orgins#dark era#the day i picked up dazai#dazai & ranpo#bungou stray dogs#bsd thoughts#oda sakunosuke#fukuzawa yukichi#armed detective agency#mori ougai#oda & dazai#fukuzawa & ranpo#character analysis#bsd ramble#pire rambles#untold orgins light novel#dark era light novel
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