#yanyan speaks

[qiu-yan]

[warnings: concerning, major character death]

[MDZS novel canon, except with the CQL detail that, after wei wuxian was summoned into mo xuanyu's body, mo xuanyu's body changed to resemble wei wuxian's original body.]

part 1:

postcanon, wei wuxian is going out of his way to avoid jiang cheng. jiang cheng had tried, after a long period of yelling, to write wei wuxian a letter expressing his apologies for how things went down in the past, but wei wuxian simply never replied. furthermore, on the rare occasions on which they run into each other on night hunts, wei wuxian avoids eye contact and spends the whole event hiding behind lan wangji.

one day, yunmeng jiang is tasked with hunting down an incredibly dangerous demonic cultivator, who is dangerous specifically because of her (surprisingly successful) research into alternate universes. this research allows her to summon monsters from other dimensions that have never existed in our own; it also allows her to instantly banish her opponents into alternate universes, without the means to return.

during this mission, jiang cheng runs into wang and xian, who also want to take down this demonic cultivator. while things are tense, jiang cheng does his best to bury his negative emotions and focus on the mission at hand.

and then, during the actual fight with the demonic cultivator, things go south. the demonic cultivator sics a demon dog on wei wuxian, and then, while he's distracted, flings one of her banishing talismans at him. this banishing talisman, as the name implies, sends whoever it hits into a random alternate universe with no means of return.

in that moment, jiang cheng panics and instinctively shoves wei wuxian out of the way. so it is jiang cheng, not wei wuxian, who gets hit with the banishing talisman and gets sent to an alternate universe instead.

part 2:

the alternate universe jiang cheng gets dropped into, fortunately, is one quite similar to his home universe. the laws of physical reality, the livability of the earth, the state of human civilization, the natural laws governing cultivation, the language and culture, etc etc are all the same as in jiang cheng's home universe. in fact, jiang cheng finds there are only really 4 differences from his home universe: 1, there is no demonic cultivation in this universe; 2, the yunmeng jiang sect no longer exists; 3, there is no jin ling in this universe; and 4. the jiang cheng of this universe died long ago.

our jiang cheng makes a living as a rogue cultivator. one day, he runs into another rogue cultivator, who recognizes him as jiang cheng: this alternate universe's wei wuxian.

unlike in jiang cheng's home universe, the wei wuxian of this universe (AU wei wuxian) is not a demonic cultivator. furthermore, AU wei wuxian still has his golden core. AU wei wuxian is incredibly happy to see jiang cheng.

from AU wei wuxian, jiang cheng thus finds out how exactly events in the alternate universe diverged from events in his home universe. just as in the home universe, in the alternate universe, after the fall of lotus pier, jiang cheng was captured by a wen patrol. unlike in the home universe, however, jiang cheng died in wen captivity before wen ning could break him out.

because of this change, AU wei wuxian never gave up his core and so never developed demonic cultivation. and, while the sunshot campaign still defeated qishan wen in the end, it took much, much longer and was only made possible by a large faction of wen, led by wen qing, actively betraying wen ruohan and stabbing him in the back. furthermore, because the sunshot campaign took so long, it was far more bloody than the sunshot campaign in the home universe and saw many more people die - including both jin zixuan and jiang yanli.

despite these changes, the jianghu of the alternate universe's present is quite peaceful. AU wei wuxian, the only surviving member of yunmeng jiang, did not have the ability to revive yunmeng jiang; thus, he instead was forced to give up eventually and is now making a living as a rogue cultivator.

jiang cheng and AU wei wuxian start night-hunting together. during this time, AU wei wuxian helps jiang cheng develop an array that will locate jiang cheng's home universe and send him back.

jiang cheng notices that AU wei wuxian seems to be doing his usual thing of pretending to be happy when he actually isn't; however, when jiang cheng prods AU wei wuxian about this, AU wei wuxian denies everything. jiang cheng, however, knows wei wuxian quite well, and soon guesses the source of AU wei wuxian's distress: the next day, he asks AU wei wuxian if AU wei wuxian will go with jiang cheng back to jiang cheng's home universe.

AU wei wuxian accepts.

one year after jiang cheng's arrival in the alternate universe, AU wei wuxian completes the return array. jiang cheng and AU wei wuxian then use it to successfully return to jiang cheng's home universe, in which one year has passed as well. once returned, jiang cheng offers AU wei wuxian a permanent home in lotus pier; AU wei wuxian accepts once more.

part 3:

so now jiang cheng is back. jin ling is overjoyed to have his jiujiu, who he believed to be dead, returned to him.

to go back a bit....from jin ling's pov, here is what happened after jiujiu disappeared:

wei wuxian immediately flipped his shit and went berserk on the demonic cultivator. they just barely managed to stop him from beating her to death. wei wuxian then insisted that they torture a way to retrieve jiujiu from the alternate universe out of the demonic cultivator; when the demonic cultivator said that she did not know of any such method to do so, wei wuxian killed her and then said he'd do it himself.

for the next few months, wei wuxian worked with the full support of yunmeng jiang, lanling jin, and gusu lan on a find-and-return array for jiujiu. however, when wei wuxian then activated the return array, nothing happened.

jin ling and the rest of the cultivation world were thus forced to conclude that jiujiu was dead. whether the return array failed because it could not find him in the multiverse, or because his soul was actually gone - either way, jiujiu was not coming back.

slowly, people moved on. news spread through the jianghu that jiujiu was gone. yunmeng jiang appointed jiujiu's SIC to be the new sect leader jiang. even jin ling, through his haze of grief, found himself burying himself in work as sect leader jin in order to avoid thinking about the loss.

meanwhile, wei wuxian disappeared into the cloud recesses. all communication from him ceased. perhaps jin ling should have kept a closer eye on him, but jin ling was dealing with his own grief. communication from lan sizhui, while frequent at first, abruptly cut off one day as well.

and then, one month ago, jin ling heard through the grapevine that wei wuxian was no longer living in the cloud recesses. he had his people listen for any news on wei wuxian - only for them to find nothing. it was as if wei wuxian had disappeared.

and now jiujiu is back. had survived being thrown into an alternate universe, had spent a year building a return array, had successfully returned from an alternate universe. this AU wei wuxian was the one to help jiujiu return, for which jin ling is eternally grateful. for this reason, jin ling accepts AU wei wuxian's overtures of friendship, even though privately he finds the idea of two different wei wuxians kind of weird.

however....things still aren't quite right. for one, the radio silence from lan sizhui and lan jingyi both has only continued - no appearances during night-hunts, no letters, no anything. at least ouyang zizhen is still communicating regularly - though ouyang zizhen also reports radio silence from their lan friends.

furthermore, this universe's wei wuxian is still missing, which jin ling is quite concerned about. however, when jin ling expresses this concern to jiujiu and asks jiujiu to help him look for this universe's wei wuxian, jiujiu waves off said concern completely. instead, jiujiu says that since this universe's wei wuxian wants to leave the past in the past and cut off all ties so badly, what he does is no longer jiang cheng's concern. in other words, jiujiu no longer cares about this universe's wei wuxian.

and then one day, jin ling finds out just what exactly happened: there hasn't been any communication from lan sizhui because lan sizhui is already dead.

what jin ling digs up is as follows: after the failure of wei wuxian's find-and-return array, wei wuxian disappeared into the cloud recesses. this was because, in the process of his research, wei wuxian had found an ancient book of forbidden techniques, including ones pertaining to alternate universes. thus, even as his orthodox find-and-return array failed, wei wuxian was already planning on combining the techniques in the ancient books with his demonic cultivation in order to try and retrieve jiang cheng again.

lan wangji warned wei wuxian against this path, as, after reading through the ancient book himself, he concluded that the techniques were dangerous. after failing to persuade lan wangji to let him try anyways, wei wuxian agreed to give it up - which was a lie, as wei wuxian simply moved his workshop to a remote location that lan wangji didn't know about.

one day, lan sizhui got suspicious about wei wuxian's long disappearances and followed him to his workshop. unfortunately, this was on the exact day wei wuxian was performing a highly risky experiment with the techniques he had found. just as lan wangji predicted, the techniques were too unstable to be used correctly - and so literally blew up in wei wuxian's face, right as lan sizhui entered wei wuxian's workshop.

wei wuxian survived the explosion; lan sizhui did not.

afterwards, gusu lan found wei wuxian guilty of causing lan sizhui's death through negligence. fearing the negative impact on their reputation, gusu lan thus covered up wei wuxian's activites and lan sizhui's death entirely, and quietly expelled wei wuxian from the cloud recesses. lan wangji did not oppose this move.

after this, wei wuxian's trail is lost. jin ling cannot figure out where wei wuxian went after his expulsion from gusu lan. and then, as we know, we catch up to the present - barely a week after lan sizhui's death and barely two days after wei wuxian's expulsion, jiang cheng returns from the alternate universe with AU wei wuxian.

part 4

meanwhile, in lotus pier - deep in the waters of lotus pier, under the lilypads and the lush pink blossoms, a body decomposes silently at the lake's floor. it is tied up with thick hempen rope and is weighed down with stones. what is left of its hair is gathered into a ponytail, tied with what was once a long red ribbon.

one day, jiang cheng bites into an oversalted pork bun and swears. AU wei wuxian quips that the pork bun has enough salt in it to revitalize yunmeng's economy. this is an old in-joke between the two.

had jiang cheng's memory been better, he would have recalled that the joke was first made by jiang cheng himself after the sunshot campaign, during lotus pier's initial reconstruction. thus, AU wei wuxian should not know about this joke at all, as in his universe his jiang cheng was already dead by that point in time. unfortunately, jiang cheng does not make this connection.

as it turns out, AU wei wuxian is not actually AU wei wuxian. shortly after jiang cheng and AU wei wuxian returned to lotus pier, this universe's wei wuxian came to lotus pier as well. initially, our wei wuxian contented himself with watching jiang cheng and this alternate version of himself from afar. this was fine - he told himself this was fine.

but then, after jiang cheng heard through the grapevine that this universe's wei wuxian - that is, him - was no longer living at the cloud recesses and was now missing, jiang cheng made no move to look for him. instead, jiang cheng still looked content. instead, jiang cheng still looked happy, living in lotus pier day by day with this alternate version of wei wuxian - one who had never failed jiang yanli. one who had never failed jiang cheng. one who had never failed lan sizhui. one who still had his golden core.

and so, in the dead of night, our wei wuxian killed AU wei wuxian, dumped his body into the lakewater surrounding lotus pier, and quietly took his place.

[yanyanobsessed]

I realize that I complain a lot about different common yandere tropes and whatnot, so I figure its worth it to share some personal recommendations for things that break the mold and fit my personal tastes

Note that all of these listed here will be longer form content from quotev, as thats where I find 99% of the yandere fiction that I enjoy.

The Work of Wolves by Babylon

You move into a cabin in the forest over a break from college, and catch the eye of one of the locals, unaware where it would take you.

Page count: 58 (Short)

Status as of me posting this: Completed

This is a wlw fic, and one of the few ones I will be listing that 1) are completed, and 2) (spoilers!) fall into the kidnapping trope. Babylon is one of my favorite quotev writers, and her works never disappoint- This absolutely being one of them.

Thoughts at Odds by Lavenoor

Your school's biggest player asks you out as a prank, you agree to it, and going forward you catch his interest.

Page count: 184

Status: Ongoing (Slow updates)

This is a very interesting fic, in that Luke (the love interest) is a soft yandere. The story is slow burn, and mostly explores feminism and the dynamics between men, as well as their views of women, and how those views can be challenged when the echo chamber is broken. If you are looking for heavy yandere action, this is probably not for you, but I enjoyed it a lot.

Indebted by Kikyo851

After your mother passes away, you are approached by a yakuza group in order to force you to repay your father's debt, who skipped town and left it to you to pick up the pieces.

Content warnings for sa mentions, drug use mentions and descriptions, mentions of overdose, gang centered storyline, and general yandere stuff.

Page count: 641 pages

Status: Completed

Yandere harem fic, multiple endings, pretty good. If you like more intense yandere stuff, this is definitely gonna be your cup of tea methinks. I enjoyed it, although I'm not sure I'd reread it- I love kikyo's work, I just am not as into the whole yakuza theming in comparison to some of their other stuff.

Tears of a Villainess by starflame

You are isekaied / reincarnated into the body of the villainess of a game you were playing. You must learn your place in the world, try to take accountability for the villainess's past actions, and navigate the growing yandere harem around you.

Page count: 158

Status: Ongoing, frequent updates

I love this story thus far. Fantasy isekai is one of the more common genres I have found in the yandere harem sector on quotev, and it is home to some of the best writing in the genre imo. This story is very young, so its difficult to say much about its tropes or anything- However, the characters who we have seen exhibiting early signs of yandere-ness fit my tastes very well, and do well breaking the typical molds many yandere characters are made into.

Starflame also has two other stories that are on this list, 'Love bite' and 'Girlfriend-for-hire'. Both take place in more modern settings. In Love Bite, the reader sells her blood to vampires in order to accommodate her accumulated debt, navigating a modern society where vampires have only recently been allowed to join urban society. In Girlfriend for Hire, you join an app that lets you go on dates with people in exchange for payment, leading to a handful of clients getting a little more attached than your contract allows for. These both also get frequent updates and have a good amount of already-available content, and I'd highly recommend checking them out.

Anomalous by Shiroh

You are isekaied into a visual novel you poured over in your prior life, tasked with the job of giving it a happier ending than the one it initially had. Yandere harem fic, Extreme slowburn, Very lore heavy.

Page count: 983

Status: Ongoing (Slow but not infrequent updates)

I love this story. By far this is probably my favorite on this list, although I adore all of these; Anomalous does a beautiful job of using yandere as a character trope, rather than using it as a narrative base. The story of Anomalous is not about any one character growing obsessed with you; Its about you having to navigate a world unfamiliar to you, with new powers you must learn to control, and it just so happens that around you people begin to act aloof, falling further than they should. If you don't mind slowburn yandere content, this is 100% my #1 recommendation from this list.

If anyone has any other reccs they would like to share, please feel free to add them in the tags or comments. I'd love to check them out.

Much love,

Yanyan xoxo

[qiu-yan]

sorry to reblog a poll that's almost a year old but Here's How Jiggy Can Still Win

first: from a meta pov, obviously jiang cheng is the one coming out alive, because his narrative role is to survive (as a curse) while everyone else dies. plus everyone on this list has died once except for him so.

however, if we disregard the meta and narrative aspect....Here's How Jiggy Can Still Win

jiggy mentally processes the situation first.

jiggy immediately pretends to have been killed by xue yang.

yunmeng shuangjie team up to kill xue yang while jiggy plays dead on the floor. because it's 2v1, because both wei wuxian and jiang cheng are quite powerful, and because they have experience fighting alongside each other, they successfully kill xue yang.

after xue yang is killed, yunmeng shuangjie realize that only one of them can leave the room alive. they begin to argue about what to do and are unable to come to a consensus, as both parties want to commit suicide to allow the other to live.

the situation is eventually resolved when wei wuxian abruptly kills himself (again).

while jiang cheng is freaking out, jiggy stands up from where he's been playing dead on the ground and kills jiang cheng.

jiggy leaves the room as the sole survivor. congratulations jiggy!!!!

[qiu-yan]

original meme: chinese finger traps should highlight the word "finger"

[yanyanobsessed]

Being into the yandere fiction sphere while simultaneously despising the kidnapping trope is.. something..

[yanyanobsessed]

now that im thinking abt vampires my brain has so many yandere ideas.. But Grace is *the* vampire yan.. Maybe I'll just say fuck it and make more we shall see

[qiu-yan]

#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Aaargh...I have so many thoughts about this scene.#This is a hard goodbye. I'm not your burden to bear. Not anymore.#This is the culmination of years of miscommunication. There was so much love there. They trusted each other with everything once.#I think it is easy to hear the anger in JC's voice and consider him the aggressor in this but listen to the words not the tone.#It is anger yes - but it is an anger born out of love.#Jiang Cheng wanted him to live - damn the rest of the world to hell if that's what it took. And Wei Wuxian chose strangers over him.#Sometimes two people who once flourished together become each other's worst wounds.#A goodbye to someone you once would have done anything for is a wound you don't easily recover from.#Jiang Cheng could have stood at Wei Wuxian's side and joined him. Consider though; as a sect leader his life is not his own anymore.#JC cannot just abandon the fledgling New Yunmeng Jiang without also dooming people.#And that is the lynch pin of it all. Both of them are trapped by duty. And the older they got the more tangled the web became.#The song I linked (Hi Epic fans) is such a good JC and WWX song that doesn't fit this scene exactly#But it does fit *them*. The words of warning that go dismissed. The Tactical Genius who continues to press on.#The seeds of doubt that grow louder until they creep towards mutiny. Ultimatly this *is* a mutiny! It *is* betrayal!#'You rely on wit and people die by it'. Is that not Wei Wuxian?#Just smashing my brainworms together over here. Don't mind me.

this comic + op's tags are so good :'3

this scene is one of my favorites in the entire story. to me, at least, "if you insist on protecting them, then i cannot protect you," are not the words of someone who could protect the innocent wen remnants and simply chooses not to out of hatred; rather, these are the words of someone who knows that doing so is impossible for him and his sect. jiang cheng says this line because he - as op's tags state - knows that he cannot politically afford to stand with wei wuxian without putting all of yunmeng jiang in danger, without forsaking his duty as sect leader to the people he is sworn to protect. "why can't you understand?" jiang cheng demands, hoping that wei wuxian's insistence on protecting the (outsider) wen remnants is simply the product of wei wuxian not understanding the current political situation. but then, when wei wuxian replies with "then give up on me," jiang cheng realizes this isn't the case: in fact, wei wuxian does also understand the current precarious political position and what implications his insistence on protecting those wen remnants has for jiang cheng...and has made his choice nonetheless.

this scene is one of my favorites because it presents an exquisite moral dilemma to both characters. as op's tags say, both characters are bound by duty. wei wuxian, as a member of yunmeng jiang literally rescued off the streets by jiang fengmian, bears towards yunmeng jiang and the jiang siblings a moral obligation born both of the filial obligations centered by their society's confucian morals and of the bonds between family; however, the same wei wuxian, who knows the full truth of the golden core transfer, owes the wen siblings a massive debt of gratitude his own moral compass binds him to fulfill. jiang cheng, as wei wuxian's martial brother, as someone who was once rescued by the wen siblings, and just as a human being, bears towards wei wuxian and the wen remnants a moral duty to protect them and to prevent their suffering; however, the same jiang cheng, as the sect leader of the politically isolated and still-recovering yunmeng jiang, also bears towards his own people a moral obligation not to put them in the line of fire. both characters in this scene understand that the wen remnants are doomed without wei wuxian, and also that jiang cheng joining wei wuxian potentially dooms yunmeng jiang as well. therefore, both characters understand that there is no path forwards that does not entail some moral sacrifice.

so wei wuxian makes his sacrifice: he tells jiang cheng to give up on him, and in doing so forsakes his obligation to yunmeng jiang and to the jiang siblings.

and jiang cheng makes his sacrifice in turn: he accepts wei wuxian's departure, and in doing so forsakes his obligation to the wen remnants and to wei wuxian.

upon the altar of acceptable sacrifice lies familial obligation, moral obligation, and the promise to be the twin prides of yunmeng.

in telling jiang cheng to give up on him, rather than insist jiang cheng find some impossible solution to save them all, wei wuxian in a certain sense does jiang cheng a kindness: to a certain degree, he takes the decision out of jiang cheng's hands and communicates that he understands why jiang cheng cannot protect him anymore. in allowing wei wuxian to leave instead of trying to force wei wuxian to give up on the wen remnants and come home (as would be entirely within his rights as wei wuxian's sect leader), jiang cheng in a certain sense does wei wuxian a kindness as well: he accepts wei wuxian's decision, does not try to force wei wuxian to give up on his ideals, and does not try to force wei wuxian to stay with him against wei wuxian's will. yet i have to wonder if the destruction of their relationship would have gone any differently, or at least the brainworms eating their way through jiang cheng over that 13 year timeskip would have been any different, had either of these characters withheld these "acts of kindness" instead.

"if you insist on protecting them, then i cannot protect you."

in other words: "don't go where i can't follow."

How much longer 'til your luck runs out?

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[cuteniaarts]

Wine stains on porcelain

(Alternatively: @katkastrofa and I have created 5 OCs in 3 days and I suffer from chronic “I wanna draw the little guysssssss” disease)

[claitea]

i can never eat snacks in peace

[scremogirl]

HII LOVE UR WRITING,, MAY I REQUEST (if no, pls ignore! :')

so theres this thing i do,,, as a clingy partner,, was wondering how ur yanyans will react?

Whenever reader wants some quiet quality type, they sit on the floor near where yandere's chair is, and lays their head on their lap and js continue scrolling on their phone...yanderes reactions??

★♑︎☆彡𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎✪𝐍!☆♏︎★

How my yans react to you putting your head in their laps

GN! Reader, ❤︎︎!!! Your words are in italics theirs are in bold. Check out their stories here ✩ ✰ 𖤐. I LOVE U FOR THIS ANON(•̀ᴗ•́)و

𝐓akenya

✩Does not know what to do

✩Literally will freeze like a deer in headlights when you show him any kind of affection.

✩Wants it so bad though!

✩Will act slightly like a tsundere if you call him out on how much he’s blushing

☆The head in the lap thing tho? You’re actually trynna kill him

He’s yet again invited you over under the guise of a study session. You knew this because A, you're not stupid and B, you’ve finished your work for the week. It was Friday and you had nothing better to do, so why not? The chance to lay in his large bed plus free snacks and fast internet? The chance was too good to give up. So here you are. Splayed out in his bed as he sits hunched over his desk to engrossed in his studies. You’re kinda scared he’ll get scoliosis from how long he’s been in that position. It’s been about an hour and some change since you’ve been here and you’re starting to get bored. And hungry. Your stomach growling over the video playing on your phone was enough to get you up and moving.

You call out to him and in an instant he drops the pen in his hand and turns all his attention to you. Before you get to tell him why you interrupted him so abruptly, your stomach answers for you. With a teasing smile it clicks in his head what you were gonna ask him and he asks you to grab some of those disgusting kale chips he likes on his way up. His house is basically a maze so you have enough time to think about the many ways you could clear your boredom.

Finally arriving at the kitchen you grab a handful of snacks and wave at the butler who's already stocked up once he learned of your arrival. This dude is loaded so he won’t miss anything, besides he got ‘em for you anyways. Speak of the devil, he hasn’t paid attention to you not once since you got here, it was his idea in the first place! Making your way upstairs you finally decide on the perfect way to clear that thought.

Handing him his snack of choice he thanks you before immediately returning back to work. However, he doesn’t get through much as he notices you haven’t moved. He’s about to ask what you're up to before you drop down to your knees and place your head in his lap.

“He-hey! What’re you doing? I can’t work like this,” you ignore him completely before whipping out your phone and opening your bag of chips. He’s about to continue his questioning when you raise your arm up and hover a chip close to his lips. He shakes his head to the other side but as soon as you see it snap back you shove it past his soft lips. You make sure to press down on his tongue just a little before pulling back and whipping the remaining saliva in his lips.

“Shut up,”

Not another word was spoken from him the rest of the day. You could feel his bulge against your head but didn’t pay it any mind. Who knows, maybe if he finishes fast enough you’ll finally get the attention you wanted.

𝐌icah

✰A common occurrence between the two of you tbh

✰It’s usually from him but he obviously doesn’t mind being on the receiving end; prefers it actually.

✰Can actually be quiet for once. He just loves to sit in the silence of such an intimate moment.

✰You on the other hand just wanted a comfortable place to take a nap.

“(Y/nnnnnn), I’m boreddd,” jeez can this guy exist without making noise. It’s not nothing you didn’t expect though, that’s just Micah is. You’ve known him too long to be annoyed by things like this so you just sigh.

“Put on a movie or something,” you don’t give him the. You don’t even give him the courtesy of eye contact seeing as they're closed. The bags under your eyes and slug of your shoulders as you lay down on the couch don’t go unnoticed. Yes! The perfect excuse for a cuddle session. Rising from his spit across from you he moves his way over to the kitchen, not forgetting to hand you the remote first already knowing he’d probably spend 10 min just looking for a good watch. Opting for YouTube instead you quickly put on some random try not to laugh in order to provide you some stimulation, resisting the cusps of sleep. Your eyes shift to the soft snow falling past the window, the cold not helping as you snuggle deeper into your blanket making you even more tired.

He returns with some hot cocoa and cookies as he takes a new spot next to you. You sit up and take the surgery treats as your eyes refocus onto the screen. His eyes stay on you though, enchanted at the thought of you. Ever since you were kids he knew he was gonna make you his and nobody would get in the way of that m. Not even you.

Too absorbed in la la land he fails to notice that you’ve already chugged down your drink and eaten your full of the cookies. He only snaps out of it when he feels pressure on his shoulders. As he lets you lay him down on the couch, he’s watching as you readjust the blanket to cover your whole body. You scoot your body down and lay your head on his lap snuggling closer into his warmth. Smoothing his hand through your hair (or scratching your back if your hair’s too short/thick) he listens to your breathing become more even. So happy that his sweet little angel finally catches some z’s.

𝐌iylo

✫I really CANT decide if he or Micah like it more.

𖤐The thing is with Micah, he’s been able to have his hands on you for years so he’s more used to affection.

𖤐Miylo on the other hand, before you “truly noticed” him has only ever been close enough as sharing a desk with you. There was that time when he had to help you out of a sticky situation(insert anon of him helping you become unstuck), but other than that he’s never felt your skin. (Besides the time he broke into your house and wacked his shit to your sleeping face before stealing your underwear (●’◡’●)ﾉ )

𖤐After you got over the fact that he wouldn’t leave you alone/became popular, he will never stop touching you

𖤐Putting your head in his lap is only sending yourself down into a long rabbit hole

You’ve been putting off this project for god knows how long. Being in various different clubs, applying for colleges, and the stress from your parents did no good for your health; physical or mental. The student council have all been divided for the purpose of a fundraiser you’re putting on for donations to various types of charity’s. You got satlled with the easiest so you couldn’t be to mad but the exhaustion from life was killing you.

“Finally! Now I can finally get some rest,” Christ, if you knew being apart the council gave you this much work you would’ve opted for something more functional. You hear a chuckle from beside you. Oh right… he’s here too. He wouldn’t stop bombarding you with his assistance, saying that “two heads are better than one,”. Luckily, you were able to block him out for most of this project but now you can’t. There’s only so much about his rambles on quantum theory and the newest Spider-Man movie you can take. What a fucking nerd. No matter though, all you're worried about is flopping down and living in your own world for a while and he wouldn’t stop you from that. He tries to say something but you're not having any of it.

Grabbing him by the tie, you yank him towards you. You feel just a little bad for how aggressive you were but knowing him he probably likes it. The blush in his cheeks and rubbing of his thighs only emphasizes your point.

“Listen close, all I want is to lay down and not have to worry about anything. So do me a favor and shut your mouth for a while and read a book or something; got it?” The nod you receive from him is timid but filled with obedience, that makes you smile a bit. You reach up and pay his head a little “Good boy,”

You shift him so he’s sitting up straight and shove his discarded book in his hands before laying down with your head in his lap. He’s frozen and shaking slightly but you don’t care. He realizes that and snaps back into himself probably realizing he won’t get you to be so willing to touch him next time. Getting comfortable he decides that maybe you wouldn’t mind him reading to you. And you don’t. His voice doing justice as you rest your eyes and continue to listen to the story.

Y’all I am so mad because I was writing in tumbler and my phone shut off and all my shit got deleted. I had to re-write Kenya's whole part and deleted most of the earth. N E WAYZ hope this what you asked for my love, ENJOY( ˘ ³˘)♥︎!!!

-Sos ❤️

[qiu-yan]

sorry if i'm poking a hornet's nest but why is everyone in the notes seething over xicheng

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[babylon-crashing]

Q: what do you think/ feel about the elemental realm?

[sisters Maria and Estela, Côte d'Ivoire shark shamanesses, yanyan Aje.]

Ocean, n. A body of water occupying about two-thirds of a world made for man — who has no gills. Ambrose Bierce, The Unabridged Devil's Dictionary.

I spend a lot of time thinking about the sea, which is itself the most elemental realm those mortals, with no training or interest in the esoteric, will ever experience. We can only survive under its surface for minutes, sometimes seconds, without artificial assistance. It is the source of all life and utterly indifferent to humanity and our narcissistic need to always be the Chosen Ones.

It’s no mistake that the Inuit placed Sedna, their creator, and her home where the dead go, Adlivun, not up in the sky or deep under the earth but at the bottom of the ocean. Shamans, if they wished to petition Sedna, had to travel to the ocean’s floor and comb out Sedna’s long hair in order to be granted her favor.

Of all the spirits that swim, none is so dear to me as Carcharodon carcharias, that which we call the great white shark. My first spirit guide came in the form of Big Blue (a pregnant great white). I wrote this poem earlier today, thinking about the sea as an elemental realm. What I appreciate about poetry is that it allows me to speak my own truth in ways that fall flat in my prose. To give oneself up to the briny deep, as they say, is also a shamanic experience.

But the language of sharks is difficult enough to master. Few try. Few can boast, without pheromones, or La Mer's occult craft, that they grok a gill flap's flutter; most basic sound in their ten-million year old tongue. Their poems unfold in waves, music few of us No-gills can fathom. I told that joke once to a Queen Mum, a mystic Itchy Mouth, who chortled. Get a Queen Mum to laugh, love, and the Seven Seas are yours until, for a bowl of soup, ten-million years are snuffed out. Just like that: going numb in the surf, calling and ... Stand on the shores of all the seas. Call. None will answer. None.

[kris-the-yan]

...i just remembered normal yanyan exists. what happens if f-gongon kills her cousin...

Yanyan: *screaming crying sobbing kicking the wall* also she'd probably not speak to f-gongon for a LONG time (or never again)

"P-YANYAN NOOOOOOOOO!!!!"

[qiu-yan]

gonna be real here boss when it comes to the ancestral hall scene i am 100% on jiang cheng's side

[qiu-yan]

"jin guangyao should know his place"

yu ziyuan is that you??

he’s definitely not a working class hero, but if your critique of jin guangyao’s ‘ambitious social climbing’ at all hinges on arguments that boil down to ‘not knowing his place,’ then boy do i have news for you about where you yourself might fall on the ‘union man’ to ‘union buster’ spectrum.

[yanyanobsessed]

Are you 18+? I wanted to check before I follow, thank you!

I am not! I prefer for people below like 16 not to follow, but I don't plan on writing anything nsfw beyond the usual yandere murder shenanigans- If I ever do go further however I will either just tag it properly or shift the blog to be 18+, but for the moment I don't have a strict rule on it :)

Edit: Realizing now you may have been talking about my personal age lol, if thats the case then yes I am over 18.