Wildcats (Part XXVII)
XXVII. ... I'm better off in danger
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Summary: You are trying to keep it together.
Pairing: Daryl Dixon x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Zombie apocalypse AU, living dead, zombies, guts, blood, guns, THIS IS HEAVY, THIS CHAPTER WILL INCLUDE, torture, cursing, threats, beating, dark themes, will feature the Sanctuary, so, everything dark that comes with it, branding with hot iron, vaginal bleeding, period blood, humilliation, undesired groping, might miss some important warnings, but you know what this is about
+18, MINORS DNI
Notes: Uuufff last chapter, like I said, I had it written for a while, but when I was about to post it… it felt strange, like I was drunk or sm.
“Daryl…”, you whispered, barely audible, “...Carl, Judith, Rick, Michonne, Maggie, Glenn, Rosita, Abraham, Eugene, Tara, Carol, Sasha… Gabriel… Beth, Tyresse, Alex”, you hugged herself tighter, rocking backwards and forwards, mumbling, praying, “Aaron, Olivia, Deanna, Tobin, Spencer…”
You needed to remind herself of them, of your new family, of the people that had protected you
You couldn’t give in
You couldn’t lead this people to Alexandria
If you had to die, you would, you only wished they weren’t torturing you for information
That is why the names were so important
Each one, a reason to keep quiet
You recited those names, to stay strong, to keep remembering.
Oh Daryl, you might never see him again.
“Damn! Arat”, said Simon, watching you from the little window posted on the steel door, “I think you just overdid it”, the woman only smirked, “what is she saying?”, he asked, looking at her, very interested
“She is mumbling names”, she answered, “like twenty of them”
“It’s time we play some “good cop”, you know what I mean? take her to the doc to get checked”, she did not like it, but she complied.
Her and Fat Joey grabbed you, you didn't fight it, and led you to the doctor.
That creepy guy was there, and they sat you on a medical bed while this guy checked you out
“Two week old bullet wound”, he said, “caliber .22, it went right through, lucky you, stitched by a pro”, he mumbled, “old bruises nearly vanished, produced by a… round, fast acting weapon”, he narrated, “and this new ones”, he said, recriminating the guy, “Simon…”, he named him, oh so now you knew, “No internal bleeding”, he said finally, “and this…”, he said, raising your arm, it was on fire, tender, raw and your skin was heated, “it’s almost to the point of infection”, he then looked down on you, and then to your face, you were just frowning at him, he was a doctor, you were not going to deny his help
“I need to speak with her, privately”, he said finally
“No way”, the guy Simon said. The doctor just sighed, the doctor looked at you, standing right in front of you, covering Simons sight’s on you
“You are bleeding”, he whispered, you looked down at yourself and didn’t see any wound until… you spread your legs a bit and you whimpered, you had felt so much pain all over that you hadn't even noticed, “you know what this might be?”, you just looked back at him, “I need to rule out that might be internal”
“Louder doc”, said Simon, who hadn't heard anything, because he was whispering. A single tear fell down your cheek, you felt so humiliated, ashamed, you wanted to be home, in Daryl’s embrace.
“She is bleeding”, he said
“It’s not internal”, you said, “I expected it”, a fucking year without it, and now it comes?. He nodded.
They actually let you take a shower in a bathroom, and you got to see your body littered with bruises everywhere, and that awful mark on your forearm, angry red. Tears of pain exited your eyes when the water hit it. And when you got out, they actually gave you “period products”, and cotton pants. When they lead you back to your cell, there was a thin mattress on the floor
“How caring of you”, you mocked
“This can all be over”, she said, “just tell us what we want to know”, you only shook your head. So she pushed you inside and closed the door.
The doc had sneaked you some of the “good stuff”, so you just let it kick in and slept in a fetal position.
The next morning, the dog food sandwich arrived again, with a bottle of water and paracetamol, once they “fed you”, Arat appeared again, with that shit-eating grin on her face
“I see you’re liking your food, like the bitch you are”
“I swear I lose like a million neurons every time i speak to you”, you answered her
“Look I don’t have all day”, she said, bored, “and it will get worse”, she threatened, “just tell me where your people are”
“I’ll only speak to Negan, from now on”, you said, looking back at her, she frowned, “I’m so stuck up, I just talk to high ranking members of an organization”, you explained simply. She controlled herself, you could see it, and she left the room.
The steel door closed, but it didn’t do the usual last “gling”
She was coming back to close it, you were sure, but one minute, and a couple more and she didn’t. You sighed loudly, you were not feeling very well, you were weak, your arm was burning, and on top of that you felt drowsy, but, still, you got on your two feet and walked towards the door slowly.
The perfect opportunity, it seemed
You opened the door just enough to peek down the hall.
It was empty
You dared to walk out of your cell, this might be some sort of test, they couldn’t possibly be this idiotic. It was empty, the perfect opportunity, the perfect scene.
You were being held in the basement, or rather, the level floor of this factory, you could see the sunlight peeking through the huge garage door that was also open. You could hear the growls of the walkers displayed outside.
Not a living soul in sight
How much of an idiot they thought you were?
. . .
“She isn’t coming”, he mumbled, looking through his binoculars. The gates remained open, but you were not going through them, you were not exiting the building as he planned. “It can’t be, are you sure you left it open?”, he asked Arat by his side
“Yes Ser”, she said surely
“Damn, maybe we went a little far with her if she can’t even exit the damn place”, he said, well, letting you think you scaped for you to run back to your place was a… particular tactic, to say the least, and you had not fallen for it, it seemed.
“She is smarter than this”, muttered Baer, “I don’t want to admit it, but she is smarter and tougher than she looks”, he said, “she is with people, I know she is”
“That was obvious”, said Simon
“Has Negan appeared yet?”, but Simon just looked at him with a disapproving look on his eyes, that information was above Baer’s paygrade
They waited for an hour, hiding in the trees like idiots when he finally decided to return to the inside of the Sanctuary.
Your cell was empty.
He looked everywhere, but things looked as usual inside, everybody up to their own business.
He went floor for floor, recruiting people as he went, but there was no sign of you, wasn’t until he got to the very last floor.
He could hear Stevie Wonder’s Superstition on high volume all over. He walked slowly, like he was in enemy territory
The sound was coming from Negan’s fuckin’ room!
He passed by the lounge where the wives were, and they all looked back at him terrified, like some wild wolf just barged in a room crowded with the highest pedigree show dogs.
And of many things he expected to find… destruction… pillaging, hostages taking, bullets flying, threats made, he never expected to see you, sitting on Negan’s favorite chair, a glass of scotch in hand, probably the last pringles can open on top of his cristal table. You had stolen a white v neck shirt, and you had your feet on the table.
“I love this song”, you said calmly, sipping on the scotch, and looking through a playboy, of all things.
You looked up at him and Simon was so red you believed smoke was going to come out of his ears like he was a cartoon character. To say he was enraged was to sell it short.
“Do you really think I’ll just take the bait… lead you back to my…”, you stopped yourself with a finger in the air, as you just remembered something, “alleged camp”, you finished.
“You little bitch!”, he threw himself on you and you threw back the glass with the scotch out of instinct, it hit against his chest but it didn’t brake, he grabbed you and… gods he was very strong to be this limp
He threw you on the hallway like you were just trash or something, Fat Joey, ever faithful and with nothing else to do apparently, grabbed you along another dude and dragged you away
“Alright, you have a huge security problem, and you are blaming me?”, you said mockingly, “ridiculous”
“I’m starting to think!”, said Simon, running his mouth behind you, “that is not worth it!”, he kept going outloud, catching the attention of everyone in your path, “we’ll find it without you!”, he said, “you had rendered yourself useless, so, we better just get rid of you”, your stomach twisted with fear.
“Oh c’mon, just when it was getting interesting!”, you said mockingly, “you are really going to give up that easily?”
“Nope”, he said then, “we received clear instructions from above, so I will not be getting rid of you”, you tried to look back at him, if he was receiving instructions it meant they came from higher up, meaning Negan!, you were sweating now, because you had this sick curiosity, you wanted to meet him, see him. You stole one of his shirts, you raided his room and the guy still hasn't shown up.
“Boss, Dwight is back, has something interesting for ya”, sounded through a walkie talkie
“Perfect timing!”, he said, “our new dog is bringing gifts”
That couldn’t mean anything good, you thought, as they guided you back to the factory floor
You tried not to react, but you failed tremendously when a blonde guy turned around and you saw this horrible scar all on the right side of his face, like he had been burned up with something. He was waiting for Simon, surrounded by angry looking men.
You could already tell he wasn’t the most beloved member of the group.
But something caught your eye, that man was holding…
You saw red.
In a second you were being loosely grabbed by Fat Joey and another guy, and in the next?
You didn’t even know where you got that knife you had in your hand, you stole it from the guy that was holding you, you don’t even remember how it happened. Luckily for him he was quick, evading your violent assault, you barely scratched his side.
He stumbled, and you didn’t even know where you got the strength to kick him in his chest, making him fall on his back
“Where did you get that?!”, you didn’t even recognize your own voice, he tried to fight you off, but you were quick to straddle his chest, your foot pinned his arm to the floor, and your hand viciously grabbed his neck in a chokehold
The man was so surprised he barely reacted, he couldn’t believe what was happening, neither could you
“The crossbow”, you demanded, manically, “where did you get it!?”, he tried to snap your hands off of his neck, but you slapped them off of your arms with barely one hand, while you kept choking him. “WHERE DID YOU GET IT!?”, your last scream seemed to shake the entire room, as finally they snapped out of their impression, and they needed two of the big men to pry you off of him.
“My oh my!”, Simon sang-sing, while the blonde guy tried to catch his breath, while a woman helped him up. It even looked like he expected it from you.
“I’m going to kill you!”, you threatened, no, it was no threat, it was a promise.
He was gone, Daryl was gone, they came across him, and they killed him, because there was no way in hell they took the crossbow while he was alive, there was no way in hell.
“Oh my, the drama! I love it!”, chanted Simon, “tell her Dwight, where did you get such a fine weapon?”, he asked.
“I took it from a man that we encountered in the woods”, he said shakily, looking at you with caution, “alongside a motorcycle”, you kept looking at him like you wanted to kill him, “he was alive when we left him”, he said, rubbing his neck
“You are lying!”, you accused, there was no way in hell that Daryl would have let this guy take his bike and his crossbow
“And he wouldn’t casually tell you where he was from, now would he?”, asked Simon right by his ear
“No”, he said, and then he looked you dead in the eye and smiled, “but he told me about his community, he was so welcoming, wanted to take me back with him!”
“SON OF A BITCH!”, you screamed, in your native language
“That’s enough from you young lady”, said Simon theatrically, “you have been lying to us all along! you clearly knew this guy, and this guy said you are from a very nice community”, he said, smiling creepily. He grabbed you by the arm and took you to a sort of balcony, overlooking the entire floor.
“Kneel”, he demanded
“I would only kneel for one man…”, you said, unimpressed, “he would never ask me to do it of course, but I would, for him, for some sexy times, you know?”, you asked mockingly, winking at him.
This order he received from “above” is the only thing that prevented him from bashing your head against the metal railing and not stopping like you did, a one time occurrence.
And into the box you went again
Nobody here in this graveyard appreciated your good ass comebacks and jokes.
This time, no paracetamol, no water, no dogfood sandwich
And the very next morning, they dragged you out of your box.
This time, they brought you to some sort of meeting room, of course, it was from a factory. It sucked, there was Simon, over the table, there was this huge map.
“Has anybody ever told you that you are the creepiest looking guy that’s ever walked this earth?”, you asked him right off the get go.
“Where is your community?”, he asked, he did not seem pleased, he had a huge map in front of you, of the entire surrounding states. You looked at him and pointed randomly at the map. He kept looking at you with an unhinged look in his eyes
“Did you just pointed at the ocean?”, he asked with greeted teeth
“Yeah”, you answered simply, “that’s where I’m from, the mer-people, they’re coming for me”, you said and he sighed, rubbing his face, “they’re BIG in looting and pillaging, raising the ocean levels and all”. You were so tired, hungry and sleep deprived that you didn’t even see him coming. He grabbed you by your hair in the back of the head and smacked your head against the wooden table, until your nose was rubbing in the paper
“Where the fuck is your camp?”, he asked
“Screw you!”, you said angrily, “leave me alone!”, you screamed
“You know what this tells me?”, the town of Richmond was the only thing you could see as he rubbed your face in it, “your leader is strong, isn’t he? your camp must be magnificent”, he leaned in until you could feel all of his body on top of you, which made you so uncomfortable your eyes filled with tears, and his breath on the side of your face, just straight up made you nauseous, “a lot of resources, right?”, he asked
“No”, you whimpered
“Only something like that could make you hold on like this”, he said, “your loyalty is brutal!”, he said, making you whimper, “You must have so much to lose, don’t you?”
“No”, you said more firmly
“Don’t be selfish”, he whispered, “your people cannot possibly have more resources than us, let us save them”, he said, more enticingly, he pressed himself more into you, “we are the saviors, your camp is in danger for the living dead and we can save them”
“I’m alone”, you whined. He pressed your face even more into the map and you whined in pain, your arm still hurting.
“Squad five to leader, over”, sounded through his walkie talkie, he released you then, but you just laid there on top of the table, not daring to move.
“Yeah, talk to me, over”, he muttered into the apparatus
“We were attacked in sector eight…”, you raised your head, “it's a whole group…”, no, no no no no no, “they say… you have one of their people, and they want to speak to you, over”, he chuckled darkly, grabbing you by the back of your head, smashing your head back into the wood.
“Is that so?”, he asked, “any casualties? over”
“They took a couple of us Ser, I think they want a trade, over”
“How many did they take? over”, he asked
“We are five Ser, over”
“FIVE OF MY MEN!”, he said, not clicking, “you are not even worth half of one!”, he said angrily, he had lost his marbles, this was the tipping point
“I’m told you run the show around there”, you sighed in relief, it was the voice of Rick
“Yes I certainly do”, he said simply, “and you’ve took my men”
“And you took one of ours”, he said, as Simon didn’t answer, “let’s make a trade”, he said simply through the walkie
“Bold of you to assume we still got her”, he said. “Maybe we got rid of her”
“Fine, then we’ll get rid of yours”, a shot rang through the walkie making you jump in your spot, “next goes inside your man here”, Simon cursed and kicked, it was funny.
“that’s not necessary”, he said, trying to fake the most laid back voice ever
“We want to speak to her”, he demanded, “I want proof of life!”
Simon stuck the the walkie to your face and clicked the button
“Hey Rick”, you mumbled into the thing, “I’m alive”, you said, you couldn’t say you were fine though. He called your name
“We are coming…!”
“There she is!”, Simon interrupted, “I gotta say, it's been a delight to have her here”, he said, “I have enjoyed her company so much”, you trembled in your spot
“Son of a bitch if you touch a single hair…”
“Maybe we already did”
The next thing that could be heard through the walkie was someone moaning in pain, you guessed they were beating the hell out of one of their hostages.
“Let me hear it from her”, Rick demanded.
Simon out the walkie in your mouth again
“Rick, I’m fine”, you said, more assertive this time
“Tough one I’ll give him that”, he mumbled. “Five for one, uh? you must be really valuable for them”, he said to you
“We want her back, now”, demanded Rick, “the exchange, in an hour”
“I don’t think so pal”, said Simon, “I have to think it through first”
“Are you Negan?”, Rick asked
“We are all Negan”, he said back
“So, when?”, he asked urgently…
“Tomorrow 9 am, the farm near I-66”
“No, I don't think so, why don’t we meet in the very same spot where she was taken, 9 am?”, that damn sector 8 was proving to be a pain in Simon’s ass.
“So you can go there first and blow our brains out?”, he asked, fair point
“We got five of your guys”, said Rick, “maybe you take your chances”, Simon seemed to really think about, really, really think about it
He changed the channel on the walkie
“Alfa chanel, clear, over”,
“I’m here”, answered another voice in the walkie
“They want a trade, they have our men”
“Then make the trade, idiot”, he said, a familiar voice, but you couldn’t quite pinpoint it, he then changed channels again
“You got yourself a deal”, he said happily, this dude had issues
“Tomorrow, 9 am”, said Rick, and that was all.
You were somewhat relieved, but who were you kidding? When does a hostage exchange ever end well? never, not in movies and series you have seen at least
“This is the last night you are going to be joining us, what would you like to eat? uh? pedigree or friskies?”, he teased, you only groaned as he finally let you stand up from that table.
You guessed he had stuff to plan, so Baer himself came to collect you to lead you back to your suite
“See?”, he asked, “I know you better than you think”, he teased, “tomorrow we’ll see what your people are made of”
“You'll come to a hard reality”, you said
“Oh, because you are so badass?”, he mocked, “you don’t know half of the shit I have seen in this place, the things that happened since you left us”, you rolled your eyes
“You said that I left you, left the team”, you said matter of factly, “I am a villain in your story and that’s alright you know why?”, you asked as you had reached the door
“Why?”
“Because you are a clown in mine”, you said with the sweetest smile you’ve got, you gave him the finger and he pushed you angrily into the closet and closed the door, “alright, I’m sorry!”, you said through the door, as you didn’t hear steps walking away, “this might be the last night we’ve got to catch up”, you said
“Oh believe, it won’t be the last”, he said, you frowned, “Negan will make you all kneel, so I’ll be seeing you each week, when you bring me food and supplies”
“You are delusional”, you accused, “you know shit about us, what we have lived through, the things we have done”, you said, “we will break before we bend”, you said, “this isn’t the old world anymore”, you only hear him chuckle. There was silence, but neither of you moved, “What happened with Pope?”, you asked him through the door
“I told him that we had to leave that crap city”, he said, “DC was the way to go, you said it”, you bit your lip, “that I was leaving and of course he had to come with, but he refused, he wanted to wait for you”, he said, and that broke your heart, “he refused to leave because he thought you were coming back for him, so I left him most of the food and I left him there”
You let yourself slip by the wall to the floor.
“Not so chatty now, uh?”, he said, and then he left.
Curiosity killed the cat, and sometimes, satisfaction didn’t bring it back.
PCN: Its like Im on crack with this story, hehehe.
This is where I start to deviate fromt he story, because i don't want anybody to die, and i really think they could have pulled it off better jejejeje
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