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ok… stupid asshole
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looks like her hair is is loose here? or did she cut them? aLSO- where are her laces? istg what if she's mourning that child- END MY EXISTENCE
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*moans*
#the gaunts hc#the gaunt family#marvolo gaunt hc#marvolo gaunt#marvolo gaunt headcanon#end my existence
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Grief and I kissed and then I realized that we would never not be together
#you and I#grief and I#dark thoughts#sad aesthetic#sad poem#sad poetry#sad quotes#sad thoughts#sad brain#sad writing#so sad#tw depressing thoughts#aesthetically sad#wounded#broken soul#end my existence#going thru it
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I love how people say that you can tell them when something is wrong but when you do tell them they don't actually care or listen. I have told my family I am suicidal like those exact words and all I get is the look of oh God why are you talking about this followed by it will get better just give it time. Like thanks that makes me feel so much better I have been giving it time for 24 fucking years I think if things were going to get better it would have happened sometime in the past 24 years.
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#suicidal#suic1de#f my life#mental disorder#mental illness#bpd#bpd thoughts#mentally exhausted#mentally fucked#tw sui ideation#tw s3lf harm#selfharm#self harm#end my suffering#end my misery#end my existence#end my life#aesthetic quotes#i h8 myself#i hate it#i wish i was dead#fml
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NO
I can't. I'm just fucking done with everything. I want to crawl out of my own skin and into oblivion. Just end my miserable existence
#depression#depressed#end me#stop existing#i want to stop existing#existence#end my suffering#end my misery#end my existence
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reblog to be eaten by this thing
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I need to brain storm realistic ways to end myself of unnatural causes , so far I have thought of
Jump off a 🏬
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🚊 get hit 🚆🚘
I am hoping that soon I won’t have to suffer anymore
#suic1de#end my suffering#end my misery#end my life#end my existence#end me#kill me now#kill me please#i hate my life#no reason to live#no reason to continue#hopelessness#the end#unloved#worthless#schizoposting#schizoid#bipolar venting#bipolar#bpd vent#actually obsessive#freak of nature#pathetic loser#stupid slvt#waste of space#waste of air#trash human#actually did#did system#never picked first
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you haven't seen your ex in years and you want to show him how over him you are, but oh no, he went from a nerdy out-of-his-depth twunk to action hero GILF (grunkle i'd like to *REDACTED*)
commission info here
#stanford pines#bill cipher#billford#gravity falls#ford pines#my art#my fanart#gravity falls spoilers#IMAGINE being bill#seeing ford when he just fell into the portal aka completely sleep deprived and way in over his head#next time you see him in the flesh 30 years happened (nothing to you) but he goes from that to an hypercompetent silver haired hottie#that has sworn revenge on you and made a weapon that can actually put an end to your immortal existence#i would never recover#rip bill but between world domination / destruction and FORD#i would choose ford#bill fumbled hard
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I'm getting over being sick with something and am very foggy headed and while on the way to pet sit at my sister's place I look over at a sign for a place that says "smoked crab" and I got so excited and was like "man! As soon as I'm feeling better I want to taste that! How does it taste? Is it good? Is it-" then you cannot imagine the deviation I felt when I saw it actually said "smoke CBD and vape" I felt like I was presented with themepark tickets just to find out it's actually a lecture on the benifits of misogyny.
#i want crab#dissapointment#i is sick#why the universe gotta do me like this#day is ruined#crops are unwatered#dont even know if this post will be legible#dont even know how to tag this#end my existence
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long way home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#maybe doing bg studies is the activity of choice while waiting fr leaks its so good 2 zone out n not think fr hours#can't stress about canon if you're busy studying window grates and ac units#this ws gonna start as a more train station-y piece#but as i am wont to do i got swept up during my pinterest dive#brought me further and further in2 small town train crossings and i thought they looked so cute#so i am like. puts itfs there :)#i love the idea of them just . meandering whatever quiet town they end up settling down tgt in post-canon#discovering hidden alleys n meeting all the strays holding hands th entire time....#i am manifesting PEACE and TRANQUILITY goddamn it#also i realized after the last domestic itfs series tht my use of red is at an all time low?????? leaning heavy in2 the green/yellow lately#here also . but i like the lil pops of red i included i think it centers them#happy w this!! happy w my me!! as long as i ignore the fact that indoor environments exist maybe backgrounds arent all tht bad :3
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Well, I guess you didn't have much of a choice either
#sooooo fucked up being a teenage boy just messing around with friends one day#and the next weird monsters are after you#and suspicious guys youve never met before start telling you you shouldnt even exist#and even the gentle girl who seems to know SO much that you met#says you have to disappear#all for the sake of this one boy youve never heard of#who apparently everyone loves and wants back#even if it means essentially killing someone else(you)#and youre expected to just. follow along and sacrifice yourself for him#even though you are also a real perosn with real friends (or so you believe)#and at the end you do it#because youre tired and confused#and part of you feels like it should do it#that its the right thing to do#even though you still dont know anything bc no one will tell you#except for the girl but everyone always goes out of their way to stop her#anyway im rambling the kh2 prolouge is so fucked up when u think about it#roxas#sora#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 2#kh#kh2#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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they couldn't recruit anyone
#hazbin hotel#chaggie#idk i just wanted to draw them existing together before i end the day#it's part of a bigger thing thats just a bunch of skteches of em#charlie morningstar#vaggie#my art
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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every day i wake up and fight/figure out the same 3 psychological problems. im like if sisyphus was a catboy
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Rogue is Jack
Rogue is the Master
Rogue is a pre-Hartnell doctor
#dw#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#god i hope i am wrong i hope he is the master lmao#no but on a serious note this is one of my biggest pet peeves in this fandom#I'm guilty of this as well and while I think there's nothing wrong in fan-theorising it got out of hand recently#a 40/50+ kinda evil-ish woman cannot exist in this universe without someone screaming “Rani” (god I wish. that someone is me)#and a whimsical evil character will always either be the master or the valeyard#like...jack didn't exist before#and neither did river song#we CAN and SHOULD have new original recurring characters without it being in reference to the expanded universe#or to old seasons#end rant#this ain't really a rant just considerations
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