#end my existence
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ok… stupid asshole
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looks like her hair is is loose here? or did she cut them? aLSO- where are her laces? istg what if she's mourning that child- END MY EXISTENCE
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*moans*
#the gaunts hc#the gaunt family#marvolo gaunt hc#marvolo gaunt#marvolo gaunt headcanon#end my existence
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Grief and I kissed and then I realized that we would never not be together
#you and I#grief and I#dark thoughts#sad aesthetic#sad poem#sad poetry#sad quotes#sad thoughts#sad brain#sad writing#so sad#tw depressing thoughts#aesthetically sad#wounded#broken soul#end my existence#going thru it
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I love how people say that you can tell them when something is wrong but when you do tell them they don't actually care or listen. I have told my family I am suicidal like those exact words and all I get is the look of oh God why are you talking about this followed by it will get better just give it time. Like thanks that makes me feel so much better I have been giving it time for 24 fucking years I think if things were going to get better it would have happened sometime in the past 24 years.
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#suicidal#suic1de#f my life#mental disorder#mental illness#bpd#bpd thoughts#mentally exhausted#mentally fucked#tw sui ideation#tw s3lf harm#selfharm#self harm#end my suffering#end my misery#end my existence#end my life#aesthetic quotes#i h8 myself#i hate it#i wish i was dead#fml
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NO
I can't. I'm just fucking done with everything. I want to crawl out of my own skin and into oblivion. Just end my miserable existence
#depression#depressed#end me#stop existing#i want to stop existing#existence#end my suffering#end my misery#end my existence
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reblog to be eaten by this thing
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I need to brain storm realistic ways to end myself of unnatural causes , so far I have thought of
Jump off a 🏬
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🚊 get hit 🚆🚘
I am hoping that soon I won’t have to suffer anymore
#suic1de#end my suffering#end my misery#end my life#end my existence#end me#kill me now#kill me please#i hate my life#no reason to live#no reason to continue#hopelessness#the end#unloved#worthless#schizoposting#schizoid#bipolar venting#bipolar#bpd vent#actually obsessive#freak of nature#pathetic loser#stupid slvt#waste of space#waste of air#trash human#actually did#did system#never picked first
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I'm getting over being sick with something and am very foggy headed and while on the way to pet sit at my sister's place I look over at a sign for a place that says "smoked crab" and I got so excited and was like "man! As soon as I'm feeling better I want to taste that! How does it taste? Is it good? Is it-" then you cannot imagine the deviation I felt when I saw it actually said "smoke CBD and vape" I felt like I was presented with themepark tickets just to find out it's actually a lecture on the benifits of misogyny.
#i want crab#dissapointment#i is sick#why the universe gotta do me like this#day is ruined#crops are unwatered#dont even know if this post will be legible#dont even know how to tag this#end my existence
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stardust to stardust // inspiration -> "The Kiss" by Gustav Klimt
edit: reblogs r appreciated plsplspls😖💕‼️
#my art#arcane#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane act 3#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayce x viktor#arcane spoilers#spoilers#was it casual when we cannot exist without the other when we are both the beginning and the end ?#WAS IT CASUAL WHEN YOU PRESSED UR FOREHEAD TO MINE AS WE BECAME ONE WITH THE COSMOS AND ENDED THE CYCLE WE STARTED#WAS IT CASUAL#WAS TI????#WAS IT CASUAL WHEN MY PRIMARY MOTIVATOR WAS YOU AND ONLY YOU?#fuck bro#jayvik fans how are we feeling#this was driven by pure love for yaoi. i wasnt listening to any music while making this.#just the distant sounds of the tv playing some basketball game idgaf about
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long way home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#maybe doing bg studies is the activity of choice while waiting fr leaks its so good 2 zone out n not think fr hours#can't stress about canon if you're busy studying window grates and ac units#this ws gonna start as a more train station-y piece#but as i am wont to do i got swept up during my pinterest dive#brought me further and further in2 small town train crossings and i thought they looked so cute#so i am like. puts itfs there :)#i love the idea of them just . meandering whatever quiet town they end up settling down tgt in post-canon#discovering hidden alleys n meeting all the strays holding hands th entire time....#i am manifesting PEACE and TRANQUILITY goddamn it#also i realized after the last domestic itfs series tht my use of red is at an all time low?????? leaning heavy in2 the green/yellow lately#here also . but i like the lil pops of red i included i think it centers them#happy w this!! happy w my me!! as long as i ignore the fact that indoor environments exist maybe backgrounds arent all tht bad :3
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A teaser wip of what’s to come because of a certain weird twist of fate (read: favorable pulls from a joke threat) made me obligated to go public. It’ll drop in full completed at some point idk, I will not go into detail until then.
ko-fi
#my art#leona kingscholar#twisted wonderland#Starting with redraws of old unposted work from the concept.#and the accompanying fic being written for it is also being edited.#Dont have high expectations.#At least on my end. feel free to have high expectations for the fic written by oddberryshortcake.#concept existed for a year prior as most of our stuff is.#okay you get one hint: jewel.
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they couldn't recruit anyone
#hazbin hotel#chaggie#idk i just wanted to draw them existing together before i end the day#it's part of a bigger thing thats just a bunch of skteches of em#charlie morningstar#vaggie#my art
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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every day i wake up and fight/figure out the same 3 psychological problems. im like if sisyphus was a catboy
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RIP to these epic loser moments by the founder of loserism i will always keep you alive in my memory 😔
#canNOT believe none of this will ever happen now#i am happy they're getting closer to their happy ending#but even sol can't remember all of this bc he was being pathetic when she wasn't in front of him#first my favourite scene ceased to exist now my favourite episode 😔😔#don't mind me i'm being overdramatic again#lovely runner#kdrama#ryu sun jae#byeon woo seok
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