#ecco edit

[gothamnetwork]

Gotham, Season 4 Episode 17: Mandatory Brunch Meeting + rainbow

[juridical-angel-blog]

SPECIAL POSTER ''ABSOLUTE POWER 1 – ECCO LA SINOSSI UFFICIALE DEL PRIMO NUMERO DEL PROSSIMO EVENTO DC''!

[diva-calderu]

Jeremiah x Ecco

For @xgoddessoffandomsx

[phregnancy]

favorite moments in ditl manchester, london, and festive (essentially me describing the entirety of each video)

i would’ve added pictures but tumblr won’t allow more than 30 to be added

ditl manchester

0:30 - phil asking dan if he can come into his bedroom, dan saying no, phil asking if that means yes and entering.

0:58 - dan doesn’t wear pajamas to sleep but he wears them around the house before getting on his clothes for the day.

1:05 - phil thinking they’re out of cereal, dan pulls his own box out and tells phil he hides cereal from him because he’s always eating it.

1:16 - dan carrying 10+ bags of groceries alone and phil waiting for dan to return. delicate princess fr.

1:39 - dan’s response to phil buying a kilo of cereal. ‘we’re not a family of ten, phil’

2:13 - phil calling his frosted wheats and shreddies combination ‘frosted shreddies’ and dan pointing out that frosted shreddies are already a thing.

2:30 - phil making fun of dan’s incredibly loud sneeze and dan deadpanning.

4:42 - phil telling dan he wanted a fancy chocolate egg for easter, dan points out how expensive it is, phil says please in a soft voice.

6:53 - phil showing the ecco the dolphin game, both of them laughing and talking about how bad the game was.

7:42 - phil showing a bunch of mannequin legs that are displaying socks/tights and dan joking about the holes in the mannequin legs being for leg-hole perverts, making phil laugh.

7:48 - dan saying that they need to get dollars to put into stripper’s underwear, and phil loudly shushing him and telling him not to talk about that.

8:12 - the most insane case of love eyes lester, looking right behind the camera pointed at him.

8:39 - the backpack phil was carrying is now being carried by dan :)

8:57 - playing video games during their milkshake date.

9:26 - phil running on a wet ledge and dan saying ‘and phil is in his own little world again’ before telling phil not to trip.

9:36 - dan telling phil to dance in the lift and phil dances too enthusiastically, shaking the elevator, and phil pouting.

10:15 - dan says that dollars are the perfect consistency for putting in strippers, phil corrects him and says not in strippers, in their waistbands.

10:42 - phil going to the shop to buy soy sauce but they were out so he bought a candy instead because he doesn’t like going into stores and not buying anything, dan telling him he needs to stop doing that from the other room, and phil jumps and quickly puts the camera down. like he didn’t mean for dan to hear that and he got caught, like they’ve had this conversation multiple times.

11:45 - phil whining about dan opening phil’s twinkie with his teeth, putting his mouth on phil’s food. like they weren’t planning on sharing that twinkie, like they haven’t put their mouths on each other before.

12:54 - they’re sharing a kinder egg and phil excitedly goes ‘i wanna get the toy, i wanna get the toy’ and takes it out of the egg that’s in dan’s hand. and dan just lets him no fuss.

13:38 - phil editing the video in dan’s bedroom.

13:57 - dan telling phil to play his keyboard and phil playing the bubble bobble theme.

ditl london

0:47 - phil asking dan if he wants cereal, offering to make him a bowl, dan asking what cereal they have, phil explaining the options, and dan smiling at phil fondly as he picks lucky charms.

1:28 - ‘me and phil get up in the morning to watch baking programs’, the habit of them getting up together and having a designated morning show.

1:38 - phil poking fun at what’s happening in the show they’re watching, basically just describing what happened, and dan laughing because he thinks everything phil says is hilarious.

1:50 - phil wanting to put a kitten sticker on dan’s macbook, dan not letting him, and phil putting the sticker on dan’s arm instead.

2:35 - dan realizing that phil put a kitten sticker on his piano, trying to sound frustrated when confronting phil about it but still sounding incredibly fond, phil laughing and justifying his action.

4:01 - dan realizing their light was broken, asking phil about it assuming phil already knew, phil talking about it like he did know and didn’t tell dan.

5:14 - dan filming phil trying to zip up his pants, phil getting embarrassed and telling him to stop filming when he realizes, dan starting to walk away, and phil saying ‘i’ve done it, i’ve done it’ in the background.

6:30 - dan suggesting phil get a schoolgirl outfit, phil saying yes and that he thinks it would suit him, dan saying it would So suit him and that they can act out tentacle fanfiction.

6:49 - phil squealing because of a wasp and dan asking him what happened.

7:14 - phil’s excitement over stumbling upon the cafe they were going to while aimlessly walking.

7:24 - dan filming phil entertaining himself and spinning in his chair, asking if he’s okay, phil laughing and saying ‘yep!’ with a big smile. :) just checking in <3

7:36 - dan puncturing phil’s drink and putting his straw in for him, without having to be asked, before handing it over to phil.

7:50 - phil saying a man just poked him in the spine. why do weird things always happen to him when he goes outside

8:55 - dan saying phil got shouted at for climbing and sitting on a lion statue, dan making a(n offensive) joke in phil’s defense.

9:22 - dan not noticing that phil is filming him at first and laughing and smiling when he does.

9:42 - phil asking dan if he looks cool in the space bomber, dan telling him that he Does actually look really cool and that most people couldn’t pull it off but phil can.

10:16 - phil asking chris if his bedroom is where the magic happens, chris motioning towards his bed and saying that’s where he practices magic, and all of them laughing.

10:25 - dan making fun of them being out at a traditional english pub, because they’re not traditionally manly men, and poking fun at phil ordering a not so manly raspberry beer, and saying that’s So phil.

10:40 - dan and phil realizing that the sticker phil put on dan’s arm that morning was still there and laughing at him having walked around with it all day.

10:58 - chris and phil hug <3

11:08 - dan starts singing a song about their dark hallway and phil joins in.

11:59 - phil sitting on the counter when telling dan what food he’s in the mood for.

12:15 - dan cutting up peppers with a meat cleaver?

12:26 - dan trying to keep a straight face but phil snorts which causes him to laugh.

12:35 - dan adding seasoning from a packet into the pan while phil is stirring with a spatula. phil’s other hand is free, he could’ve done both, but no dan needed to help they needed to do it together.

13:08 - they were discussing what their favorite word arts used to be.

13:32 - they’re play fighting and dan is making light movements to tap and poke phil and phil is cowering away and squealing at every light jab, meanwhile is unsuccessfully closed fist trying to punch dan and dan is just brushing phil’s hands off.

14:00 - phil interrupting dan while he was playing piano and telling him to continue playing, which dan does while phil’s watches.

ditl festive

1:08 - dan has the camera pointed toward himself but he isn’t speaking to it, he is looking at phil and talking directly to phil when telling him how on their agenda for the day, they will be putting up their christmas tree.

1:16 - phil’s so hungry and he asks dan if he’s had breakfast yet, dan says ‘no, not yet’. then dan smiles as he explains that they’ve been waiting for each other to wake up to have breakfast, so they can have breakfast together and watch anime.

1:38 - dan sings the circle of life as phil talks about his cereal rotation, phil joins in but instead of singing whatever the proper words are he adds his own cereal themed spin on the lyrics. dan is attempting to look over it, done with him, but instead he looks incredibly fond.

1:51 - dan asks what phil’s doing sitting next to the fireplace, phil’s warming himself up and they have a laugh about it. then dan in a softer voice warns phil not to lean back too far, as not to get burned.

2:31 - dan telling phil that he got a package with new shoes and proceeds to put them on the table, phil has a genuine mini freak out because of the superstition that putting shoes on a table will bring serious misfortune, dan doesn’t let phil’s anxiety rise for even a second before telling phil it’s actually a coat.

3:01 - leaning into each other and posing while showing off their christmas jumpers.

3:24 - dan asks phil if he’s blown out the candle he lit earlier and goes on to explain that he asked because phil constantly leaves lit candles unattended, phil is a little embarrassed and tells dan that he doesn’t and that he’s editing that out of the video (which he doesn’t)

3:40 - both of them checking themselves out in the mirror and fixing their hair.

3:49 - dan asks phil if there’s a spider on his head and phil tries to prank (their version of a ‘prank’) dan by telling him there is a spider, and poking his hair, dan can tell phil’s not being serious and gives him that fond i’m so done look and phil makes himself giggle at his own joke.

4:31 - dan offers phil £100 to lick his hand that’s touching the rail on the train, phil goes to do it before laughing and stopping. they do that to each other all the time, make little dares to do silly stupid things that they don’t actually expect the other to do.

4:57 - they’re walking to their intended destination and they come across a starbucks, phil wants to go inside and try their christmas drinks, dan questions this, but ultimately they make a spontaneous pitstop so phil can try the drinks. what phil wants, phil gets.

5:11 - another little dare, this time from phil, daring dan to lick the window.

5:15 - phil tells dan his christmas tree drawing on the window is festive in a singsongy voice, dan lets out a breathy laugh as he smiles the biggest smile while looking directly at phil.

5:32 - dan calls phil out, without any bitterness or frustration in his voice, for abandoning conversation during their lunch (at the place phil wanted to stop at) to play phone games. knowing that phil is a phone game fiend, this is probably a recurring issue.

6:00 - dan gets phil’s attention and points out a bus that says penguins, then they both say penguins to each other in a silly voice. pointing things out to each other and being silly :) probably something they do all day long :)

6:23 - phil shows a comic called terrible lizard and says that in a silly voice, dan lets out a quiet laugh from behind the camera and when phil turns the camera to him, he makes a dinosaur face, which makes phil laugh. the silly voices and doing things to make each other laugh :)) <3

7:35 - dan asks phil to tell him what just happened, phil says a man came up to him and woofed in his ear, which dan laughed at and then turned the camera around to say that he thinks phil dramatizes his weird experiences and mimicked phil dramatizing an experience.

8:11 - they poke fun at astrology and come up with very generic horoscopes, phil tells dan that he’s going to have dreams, dan tells phil that he’s going to have sex. and dan would know.

8:28 - dan shares that he wants to take up running as they pass a running shop and they both laugh about it, seems as if phil didn’t want to go into the running shop and waits for dan outside.

9:18 - phil makes dan stop and points out the moomin shop, dan’s curious and phil tells dan that they’re going in there and starts walking without waiting. he won’t go into a running shop with dan, but he will Tell dan to go into a shop with him, and dan Will follow. simp.

9:28 - phil points out a vendor selling mulled wine and says that he wants it and wants to feel more festive, dan asks phil if they should ask for some, and phil jokes that they’re not going to just steal it. dan simping again, if phil wants something then he will have it.

10:13 - they pass kings cross and phil asks dan if he wants to go to hogwarts, dan says that they’d hit the wall, phil tells dan that he doesn’t believe in the magic, and dan lets out a breathy laugh and smiles widely. not even a funny joke, not even really a joke, but everything about phil makes dan laugh and smile.

10:42 - dan carrying the tree into the lounge. obviously. because phil doesn’t like heavy things.

11:10 - the tiniest mini spat over phil sitting where the tree needs to go, trying to defend his seating placement, and dan gesturing wildly as he’s suggesting phil move.

12:01 - phil carrying something heavy, something he Can lift on his own (as he did lift it from their storage cupboard to the living room) but asking dan for help as soon as he’s close, and dan immediately going to help him set the container of christmas decorations down. phil gets what he wants always.

12:06 - dan suggesting phil does a christmas face and phil makes a weird face, causing dan to let out a hearty laugh. phil suggests dan do the same, dan makes a weird face, and phil laughs. they are so fond of each other.

14:02 - dan singing pizza when phil retrieves the pizza, which scares phil because phil wasn’t expecting dan to be there, dan continuing his pizza song, and phil joining in.

14:35 - phil singing the spiderman theme instrumental as he pulls the blinds tassel with a spiderman on it down, and giving dan the biggest smile ever.

14:47 - dan looking at phil as he retells the story of them having a little argument over disagreeing on wrapping paper etiquette.

15:18 - phil showing that he got his mother a cookbook and dan whining because ‘i thought that was for us’.

15:37 - dan filming phil’s ass as phil’s bent over and saying ‘butt’, then continuing on in conversation like that was a totally normal thing to do.

16:11 - dan raising his eyebrows as phil starts explaining how to wrap presents, and as we know, he does not like how phil wraps presents.

16:14 - phil biting the tape to rip it and then sticking it on his nose, and dan laughing loudly when the tape falls off.

16:35 - phil showing dan the present he wrapped, and dan’s exasperated ‘phil!’ when he sees the paper is folded in odd places and there are flaps hanging out.

17:06 - them randomly doing impressions of their favorite vines. just making each other laugh.

17:24 - dan singing ‘under the tree’ to the tune of under the sea, pointing to phil to finish the lyric, and phil doing little crab hands.

17:34 - dan explaining that they were going to work on something for the gaming channel and then showing phil sitting in bed reading a book.

18:50 - phil sharing that after gaming videos he gets stupidly hungry and looking around in the cupboards for food, when they had already looked for food before ordering dinner, knowing they have no food, which is what led them to order pizza.

this took four hours lol

[gregor-samsung]

" In amore, si può sollecitare e insistere, la consolazione esiste. Prima o poi, subentra l’oblio e l’emozione ritrova freschezza e vigore. In amicizia, la consolazione è illusoria, il lutto un baratro. Un amico, un amico vero, è insostituibile. Si vive con questa ferita senza fine, ci si ostina a voler dimenticare, ma si sa che è un esercizio vano. Perché questo genere di ferite non si cancellano dalla memoria? Perché il principio della fedeltà alla parola data non è stato rispettato, la fiducia è stata tradita, si è ritrovata come una dimora svaligiata da colui o colei a cui si erano lasciate le chiavi. E allora ci si sente sgomenti nello scoprire di aver sbagliato, di aver seguito per lungo tempo una falsa strada, creduto a parole vuote di senso, aperto il proprio rifugio interiore, il luogo intimo del segreto. Ed ecco che improvvisamente, tutto va in frantumi. Come non subire più queste ferite? Come scegliere i propri amici? Come sapere, come prevedere le metamorfosi dell'anima, la sua fedeltà e la sua integrità, le sue peregrinazioni e i suoi improvvisi mutamenti? Non esiste una ricetta. Diffidenza e amicizia non vanno d’accordo. Il sospetto è già la fine di una relazione. Che fare allora? Marguerite Yourcenar scrive nelle Memorie di Adriano: “Il nostro grande errore è quello di cercare di ricavare da ciascuno soprattutto le virtù che non ha, e di coltivare con scarsa cura quelle che possiede.” La perfezione non è umana, in compenso la virtù dell'amicizia, questo “sole del mondo” (Cicerone), è propria dell'uomo. "

Tahar Ben Jelloun, L’amicizia e l’ombra del tradimento, traduzione di Egi Volterrani e Camilla Testi, La nave di Teseo, 2019. [Libro elettronico]

[Edizione originale: Éloge de l’amitié, ombre de la trahison, Editions Seuil, 2004]

[260khorsepower]

ecco for re-edition, shot by hendrik schneider

[fioredialabastro]

Pinterest Valentine's day edition ♡

Cerca queste sei parole chiave:

Mug, chocolate, Valentine food, Valentine present, Valentine decoration, Valentine outfit.

E pubblica la prima foto che Pinterest ti propone! 💌💝

Grazie @hope-now-and-live, come sempre, per avermi coinvolta in questo gioco che, giusto per restare in tema, oramai è diventato un vero e proprio appuntamento! 🌹☺️

Dunque, ormai dai miei salvataggi Pinterest ha capito che sono un'anima antica, perciò ha giustamente adattato il mio San Valentino ad un'epoca che non esiste più! 😂

La tazza mi piace molto, perché unisce l'eleganza della bordatura dorata dei servizi di un tempo alla semplicità e dolcezza di una forma rotonda e una frase stile Disney che mi si addice; riguardo al cibo, i cioccolatini fondenti su vassoio d'argento stile inglese sono un gran tocco di classe, ma poi si passa alla mia pietanza preferita, al lato conviviale e casalingo di un bel vassoio di pizze a forma di cuore; il regalo, poi, è proprio nel mio stile: amo scrivere e credo che una bella lettera d'amore scritta a mano, piena di sentimenti sinceri, sia il più bel dono che si possa fare e ricevere. La decorazione invece è un po' inutile, però amo gli oggetti di legno, e credo che quello stile di arredamento di richiamo ottocentesco rientri perfettamente nelle mie corde. Infine, c'è sua maestà, l'outfit perfetto per un appuntamento romantico, se ovviamente vivi nel XIX secolo e sei stata invitata al ballo di Lady Catherine duchessa di Waitandhope, e non vedi l'ora di favellare amabilmente e danzare con lui, il conte di Livehorse, che ti attende in tutto il suo splendore. Tutto ciò mi fa molto ridere, però è vero, è proprio così: queste sei immagini racchiudono la mia dicotomia romantica interiore, fatta di semplicità, convivialità, coccole e di eleganza, fasti d'altri tempi, balli da sogno, un po' come se la mia vita precedente si unisse a quella attuale. 🌹

Cari lettori, come sempre, se avete voglia di partecipare a questo divertissement siete tutti invitati!

Se vi incuriosisce vedere l'esito degli altri How does Pinterest see you a cui ho partecipato, cliccate qui, qui, qui, qui e qui.

Se invece volete che ci seguiamo anche su Pinterest, mi farebbe molto piacere, ecco il mio profilo! ✨

[deliciouslymagicaltale]

Ecco Sky

Her tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ecco.sky

Song in edit: Tay Money - Bussin (Whole Brand New) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PO_tkSZR28

[myreyisbae]

"Beth" had Journal/diary entries on the Moonlight (2007) CBS Forum although they stop after 7 it's cool to get an inside look at Beth's thoughts about certain things I was worried if they were lost but thankfully that's not the case

Entries 2-7 are based on what happened after episodes 1-6 as posted these entries stopped around the start of the 2007/2008 writers strike

(These entries were originally posted on the Moonlight CBS form in English but have been translated into Italian for the Moonlight Italia fan site thankfully they can be read in English through translate functions on phones and computers)

*Edit*: I added a Wayback Machine link underneath the other link in case the moonlight italia site goes down

[paolodelorenzi]

Oltre alla cover per il "Disney100 Marvel variant program" per la medesima ricorrenza ho realizzato una delle speciali graphic novel di "Once upon a Mouse in … the Future" su soggetto dell' incredibile Francesco Artibani e sceneggiatura del mitico Carlo Panaro, un grande onore per me, ringrazio in particolare Stefano Ambrosio. Arriva anche in Italia in un prezioso volume celebrativo, contenuto in una "steelbox deluxe con effetto olografico" in edizione limitata insieme alle altre disegnate da autori eccezionali per Panini Comics e mercoledì su Topolino magazine. Ecco il bozzetto della cover che comparirà sulla quarta di copertina.

In addition to the cover for the "Disney100 Marvel variant program" for the same anniversary I created one of the special graphic novels of "Once upon a Mouse in … the Future" based on the story of the incredible Francesco Artibani and screenplay by the legendary Carlo Panaro, a great honor for me, I especially thank Stefano Ambrosio. It also arrives in Italy in a precious celebratory volume, contained in a limited edition "deluxe steelbox with holographic effect" together with the others designed by exceptional artists for Panini Comics and on Wednesday in Topolino magazine. Here is the sketch of the cover that will appear on the back cover

[puddin-quinnsanity]

(Introduction to my own Ecco) @ecco-psychochic

Code Name: Ecco

Aliases: Mummer, Ecco

Real Name: Erica Quinzel (although unknown to everyone except Harley)

Siblings: Harley Quinn is her twin sister

Occupation: Undercover Arkham Nurse, Criminal

Sex: Female

Relationship Status: Single

Status: Alive

Abilities: expert hand-to-hand combat, fighting skills, marksmanship, martial arts, stealth, skilled knife wielder, inventor, manipulation, hacking

Equipment: guns, firearms, knives, her motorcycle, her crowbar, her roller-blades

Pets: Onyx, Styx and Lynx (her servals) ; Bud and Lou (her sisters pets she pet-sits) ; Blue (her penguin that Oswald gave her)

Appearance: she wears white face paint with one eyebrow shaved off and a black line drawing under that same eye and red smeared lipstick. She wears a black top. Her hair is blonde with pink and blue tips like her sister. Her hair is pinned up in to two seperate buns. She wears a sleeveless black shirt, a jacket with short sleeves that is half red and half black and has a diamond on the back. She wears one black glove and one red glove, pants that are also half red and half black with a diamond on the side of one, and one boot that is red and one boot that is black.

Personality: unhinged, concise, clear, energetic, playful, nihilistic, mocking, sadistic, manipulative, condescending, deceptive, intentionally cruel, twisted, crazy, flirty

Ecco Color: Pink 🩷

Don't be mean to other role-players and no homophobia (I'm a lesbian irl)

My DMs (or even just my ask section) are open for role-play

- OOC x

Edited January 23rd

[dreaminginthedeepsouth]

Mahmoud Darwish, “Viewpoint,” trans. Fady Joudah, in The Ecco Anthology of International Poetry, edited by Ilya Kaminsky [ID in alt text]

[hearthmasck]

Sogno 24 - 15 agosto 2024

Dream 24 - 15 August 2024

Di solito non condivido nulla online, preferisco fare reblog e mettere like. Ma quando ho riletto questo sogno che ho trascritto lo scorso mese ho sentito di doverlo condividere. Non so nemmeno chi lo leggerà mai, ma...sento di doverlo e volerlo fare.

Il testo è stato leggermente sistemato per essere più comprensibile, ma ho cercato di lasciarlo quanto più invariato possibile per evitare di cambiarne il significato e la storia. Quindi chiedo scusa per come è scritto, ma, a mia discolpa, erano le 6 del mattino. Inoltre è troppo lungo per tradurlo manualmente, quindi mi sono affidata a google traslate.

Detto questo...ecco a voi. E grazie per la lettura.

I don't usually share anything online, I prefer to reblog and like. But when I reread this dream I wrote down last month I felt like I had to share it. I don't even know who will ever read it, but…I feel like I have to and want to. The text has been slightly edited to be more understandable, but I tried to leave it as unchanged as possible to avoid changing the meaning and story. So I apologize for how it is written, but, in my defense, it was 6 in the morning. Also, it's too long for me to translate manually, so I relied on google translate. With that said…here you go. And thanks for reading.

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Sono in un edificio con le facciate di vetro, che riflettono come specchi, ma che al tempo stesso sembra trovarsi in mezzo al corso di un fiume, quindi è molto malandato e rotto, ed è attraversato da alberi e radici.

A quanto pare io ed altre persone siamo lì per trovare dei farmaci (credo dei medicinali ormonali per diventare donne). Oltre a queste persone (tre o quattro), c'è il professore (un uomo anziano con capelli e baffi bianchi) e mia madre, che si interfaccia con lui per sapere sull'analisi e l'assunzione dei farmaci.

Dovevamo inoltre prendere una pasticca ogni ora. Oltre a quello, ci davano anche altre due pasticche, sempre da prendere ogni ora, e credo che servissero per renderci agili e/o forti.

Ci accompagnano inoltre delle guardie dall'aspetto poco raccomandabile. Credo di aver sentito, o comunque capito in qualche modo, che vogliono toglierci il farmaco, forse perché pericoloso per la nostra salute o altro.

Convinco le altre partecipanti al progetto di fuggire portando i farmaci con noi, e quindi scappiamo. C'è un grande inseguimento: noi che fuggiamo per l'edificio, le guardie, accanite e crudeli, ed il professore e mia madre, che seguono e cercano di convincerci a parole a fermarci.

Per cercare di avere la meglio sui miei inseguitori, prendo le pasticche per migliorare le mie abilità ogni mezz'ora, e poi ogni volta che ne ho bisogno. E siccome ho timore di non ricevere più gli ormoni, prendo in gran quantità anche quelli. Ora non ricordo bene, ma credo che la colluttazione con le guardie sia stata violenta, anche perché loro erano violenti e brutali nei modi, come se non aspettassero altro che di poter fare il proprio “lavoro”. Durante l'inseguimento per l'edificio, credo che siano rimasti feriti o addirittura siano morti tra le macerie, o altro.

Ad un certo punto io e le altre stavamo salendo sopra un macchinario per raggiungere una finestra, sempre continuando ad assumere i farmaci, e finalmente il prof e mia madre ci raggiungono. Non osavano arrampicarsi dove eravamo noi, quindi cercarono, di nuovo, di convincerci a parole. Poco prima di raggiungere la finestra, ci fanno capire che c'è stato un errore, che non volevano toglierci il farmaco (forse volevano sostituirlo per provarne uno più sicuro, non ricordo bene). Alla fine, con vergogna, torniamo da loro e ci scusiamo, ma loro sono apprensivi e preoccupati per noi. Si stupiscono anzi di quante pasticche abbiamo ingerito in così poco tempo, e sperano non ci siano ripercussioni sulla nostra salute.

Il prof si stupisce inoltre di quanti barattoli di pasticche io avessi. Gli ho detto che era mia madre a procurarmeli.

Lei spiega che un suo amico di famiglia le aveva fatto conoscere una farmacia "nascosta" da cui attingere. Alla fine andava tutto bene, il prof e mia madre erano felici che stessimo bene, e lei si è avvicinata a me dandomi dei bacetti sulla guancia ed io ricambiando, felice.

Dopo questi avvenimenti, ho aperto l'app di Telegram e ho scritto sul gruppo delle mie amiche Nora e Yonah la mia avventura, per poi dire "ho fatto tutto questo per gli ormoni...ok, non posso più negarlo, voglio fare la transizione".

I am in a building with glass facades, which reflect like mirrors, but at the same time it seems to be in the middle of a river, so it is very run down and broken, and it is crossed by trees and roots. Apparently, I and other people are there to find some drugs (I think hormonal drugs to become women). In addition to these people (three or four), there is the professor (an elderly man with white hair and mustache) and my mother, who interfaces with him to find out about the analysis and intake of the drugs. We also had to take a pill every hour. In addition to that, they also gave us two other pills, also to be taken every hour, and I think they were used to make us agile and/or strong. We are also accompanied by some guards who look a bit dodgy. I think I heard, or at least understood in some way, that they want to take the drug away from us, perhaps because it is dangerous for our health or something else. I convince the other participants in the project to escape, taking the drugs with us, and then we escape. There is a big chase: us running through the building, the guards, fierce and cruel, and the professor and my mother, who follow and try to convince us with words to stop. To try to get the better of my pursuers, I take the pills to improve my skills every half hour, and then whenever I need them. And since I'm afraid of not receiving the hormones anymore, I take those in large quantities too. Now I don't remember well, but I think the fight with the guards was violent, also because they were violent and brutal in their ways, as if they were waiting for nothing more than to be able to do their "job". During the chase through the building, I think they were injured or even died in the rubble, or something else. At a certain point, the others and I were climbing on top of a machine to reach a window, always continuing to take the drugs, and finally the professor and my mother reach us. They didn't dare climb up to where we were, so they tried, again, to convince us with words. Just before reaching the window, they made us understand that there had been a mistake, that they didn't want to take the medicine away from us (maybe they wanted to replace it to try a safer one, I don't remember exactly). In the end, with shame, we went back to them and apologized, but they were apprehensive and worried about us. They were actually surprised by how many pills we had ingested in such a short time, and hoped there would be no repercussions on our health. The professor was also surprised by how many jars of pills I had. I told him that my mother was the one who got them for me. She explained that a family friend of hers had introduced her to a "hidden" pharmacy where we could get them. In the end, everything was fine, the professor and my mother were happy that we were okay, and she came over to me and gave me kisses on the cheek and I kissed her back, happy. After these events, I opened the Telegram app and wrote on the group of my friends Nora and Yonah about my adventure, and then said "I did all this for the hormones...ok, I can't deny it anymore, I want to transition".

[persa-tra-i-miei-pensieri]

Raga avemus risposte finalmente, cari affezionati vi ricordate che la sottoscritta aveva partecipato ad un concorso letterario e che era stata scartata fin dal primo step di eliminazioni e che si era incasinata la mente per cercare di capire cosa non andasse bene in quel racconto? Ecco oggi posso rispondervi dopo aver visto gli autori che sono stati premiati e soprattutto le opere e raga mi viene solo da ridereeee, premetto che il mio racconto l'avevo presentato sotto la categoria bambini e ragazzi, tenete ben presente questo aspetto. Allora che dire pochissimi inediti sono stati premiati, la maggior parte sono opere già edite da anche editori legati ai giurati, pochissimi giovani sono stati premiati, ma soprattutto sono tutte opere che rimandano all'attualità, alla politica, alla guerra, alla povertà, alla criminalità, insomma non c'era proprio posto per un racconto come il mio che vuole portare un po' di tranquillità nelle anime tormentate di questa società scandita da ritmi frenetici e ansiogeni, perché il mio racconto parla sì di ansia ma implicitamente, parla sì di preoccupazioni sul futuro e di una società malata ma implicitamente, e soprattutto cerca di superare questi ostacoli nel corso della trama non si fonda su questi argomenti per trasmettere ancora più ansia e maggiori sensazioni di vivere in un mondo orribile, ma a quanto pare loro cercavano proprio l'opposto, ma per tutte le categorie posso anche capirlo questo criterio tranne con quella bambini e ragazzi, perché mi domando a questo punto il nome della categoria come si doveva interpretare? Io l'ho interpretato come racconti adatti ad un pubblico di bambini e massimo massimo ragazzi, ma loro e qua si ride lo hanno interpretato come racconti che parlano di bambini (possibilmente in pericolo di morte, povertà ecc.) e ragazzi (alle prese con il loro nemico più grande l'ansia), ma stiamo scherzando?! Io non leggerei mai a un bambino un libro sui bambini che muoiono per la guerra o la povertà, perché devo far già vedere il mondo orribile in cui viviamo a delle anime innocenti ancora così piccole, perché li devo traumatizzare già da piccoli, ce a me si leggevano le favolette da piccola non di certo ste cose sull'attualità, io veramente non ho parole e guarda caso i tre classificati di questa categoria sono EDITI, capito hanno proprio eliminato gli inediti, io ripeto non ho parole e con questo mi sento ancora più sicura sulla forza del mio racconto che non aveva errori che giustificavano l'essere scartato ma semplicemente non corrispondeva alle ideologie della giuria, e l'unica cosa che spero è che almeno un tizio lettore di uno dei tanti gruppi di lettura che facevano voto per stilare la classifica lo abbia letto e per quell'oretta abbia sentito nell'anima un po' di spensieratezza, quella sarebbe la mia vittoria personale molto più importante di una targa e quattro soldi

[selenath-art]

ecco un mio edit dedicato al nostro Nath.

Come potete ben notare lo stile è un po' dark, predominano i colori come il blu notte e il nero, in contrasto con i riflessi dei suoi capelli e con gli occhi color miele che in compenso illuminano la foto.

Ho aggiunto come sfondo uno dei luoghi di "vita all'università" (night version), poi ho posizionato una foto di Nathaniel che ho prima tagliato, e infine ho utilizzato diversi effetti che potessero conferire alla foto quelle vibes aesthetic e retrò che tanto adoro 🖤💫

* haha, non so mi andava di descrivere come ho realizzato l'edit per aggiungere una didascalia impegnata alla foto ecco tutto :') *

e boh, stavo pensando di fare altri edit simili a questo ma con gli altri flirt, se mi riescono bene potrei pubblicarli qui