#dumb feelings

[aerodumb]

There's this butch at the gym I've been thinking about often…

I envy her appearance and I find her attractive at the same time. Those two feelings mingle with each other and intertwine with the feeling of being lonely

I don't think I'll ever do it, but sometimes I fantasize about talking to her and see where things go. She sometimes sits down on machines near me and I hope she knows I exist, and I wish she found me cute or hot

I've thought about how it must feel to hold her hand and, I'll admit it, when I'm changing in the locker room, sometimes I want her to walk in, I want her to look at me. I'm very proud of some of my body parts and want to put on a show for her. I want to catch her attention somehow. I wish she admired my body the same way I admire hers

[f4ll3n-s3r4ph]

im an idiot

im stupid, thats for sure

im crushing so hard on you,

but you barely like me

they have your heart, and i never will

im a fool for liking anyone

when i am myself,

an illogical fool and an idiot

im sorry for being myself

[jellyjamheadobb]

[rocarynart]

Waiting for the eclipse.

I think there's always gonna be a biting sting that comes with getting reminded of how much you want to be somebody's first selection. Yeah, I know. 'You'll find love when you'll least expect it!,' "You don't need to have a partner to be happy," 'You need to focus on loving yourself, you can't love someone being broken! Surround yourself with friends, they stick around longer and through more!' "Don't worry! Your time is coming, you're next!"

If I had a nickel. The days don't pass any easier with those words. The want, desire, or the chasm doesn't disappear if I focus on loving myself. You can't replace the love that comes in a romantic relationship, there are things that even I can't know about myself until I'm with someone I can let my guard down with; moreso than I'm capable with my friends. Watching friends your age and even some younger than you get and walk in relationships, it still sucks.

I wanna talk intellectually and emotionally, but I also want to yap about the stupidest and silliest shit, and it be mutual, not just like a feeling of talking to a wall. To be heard; to be someone. I want a man that is as much of my best friend as he is a lover and a partner. To have a taller man I can make breathless and him do the same in return.

Hells I'm touch-starved. But hey. I got three out of four of the King cards in my tarot reading today. And apparently, I'm heading the right way, so. To new beginnings.

[doggirldays]

god if i dont get dicked down and used soon im gonna lose my mind i feel like im in heat

[astrogirlythings]

[drop--pop--candy]

indie rpgs if they were WOKE

TRANSGENDERTALE

GAY THE PRINCESS

WOKE SHOT

IN STARS AND TIME

[bixels]

noticed that both thea and miss rarity have tall butch cowgirl love interests.

[fanaticalthings]

important family group chat discussions

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[pnovibi]

Little sketch of these two

Translation: "Who is this asshole in my workplace?!"

[noodles-and-tea]

I LOVE THE WAY YOU DRAW LITTLE STAN. hes just a little guy.

MY LITTLE FREE SPIRIT STANLEY!!!!!

[rocarynart]

Waiting for the eclipse

How many more doves do I have to see before you're here in my arms?

How am I supposed to get over you if you keep sending ravens to me?

Will a star collapse before I know why you're watching me from beyond?

But all I have and can do is hope.

Is my delusion too strong or are these signs my soon reality?

I'll fight for this cosmic love I'm overdue. No matter what oceans might divide us. I'll be here.

Find me wherever you are, sunshine.

[irafook]

Ok, but listen. Harry goes back in time and decides to get rid of Tom Riddle AU, but the sorting hat goes like ??? when it reads Harry's mind. Idk it just irks me how the sorting hat is so understanding in most time travel fics, at best it puts Harry in a house he didn't want to be. But just imagine if it actually tells on Harry, full great hall drama with the hat going like "HE'S HERE TO MURDER SOMEONE"

And ofc Tom is instantly obsessed with the murder boy.

Extra:

(ofc the poor hat is not broken, it's on the verge of a nervous breakdown)

[lilislegacy]

random pre-school mom: you are such a good dad, picking your son up from school so often

percy: well, my wife and i switch off depending on our schedules. she’s here the other half of the time

random pre-school mom: that’s so generous of you!

percy, confused: uh, why? i’m his dad

random pre-school mom: it’s just so selfless! oh and your little boy is absolutely adorable. he’s the most precious thing i’ve ever seen!

percy: thanks, he looks a lot like his mom

random pre-school mom: but clearly those eyes come from you

percy: well, yeah. i mean, i am his dad

random pre-school mom, flustered: um, well, are you coming to parents night? i can show you around so you know where to go?

percy: my wife and i will be there, and we’ll figure it out. thanks though

random pre-school mom: *weird fake smiling*

[frenchublog]

[rocarynart]

Waiting for the eclipse, a gay ass series of posts.

Sometimes I'm okay alone.

Some days pass easier than others, some nights I stayyy up, cashing in my bad luck.

Ahem.

Anyways, point aside.

Some days I'm all engines firing, revving and itching to punch the ignition.

Yeah, there is the constant search for self-improvement and focus on self and self-love; Kim Namjoon didnt tell me to love myself for nothin'. It's easily one of the few bits of advice from a man I will forever recall and cling to.

But it's those days that I'm just spent, and gods only know I have alot of those between the laundry list of ailments where I want a shoulder to lean on, I swear I'm not touch starved (I very much am, dont listen to this fool)- I just have a very short list of people who I like touching me. A blessing and a curse, really.

And don't tell me to be strong; or that I underestimate my strength.

8 billion people in the world and somewhere out there is a guy looking for me. Gods know I'm screwed with my neurodivergent and asocial/introverted ass; it'll likely hit me when I least expect it.

But I hate that.

This'll be me, logging my thoughts. Waiting for the sun and moon to align, because theres no way I won't call him sunshine.

And if he calls me moonchild or some variation of the lunar body, I will fold like a paper crane.