#dream is also here and also trans

[roadkill-creatures]

I wish I could respond to all these asks individually but my hands cannot draw fast enough,, Everyone has been so supportive about my dumb little gener headcanons thank you all for the kind words🥺🥺

[chocobje]

BESTIES

[hotluncheddie]

t4t chubby autistic steddie GO

i have been thinking about this (nsfw from twitter!!) art lately so i am here with u <3

even tho i get nervous to write trans characters, idk why, i just don't wanna mess it up i think

but im doing my best!! bc autistic and gender exploration are very lovely wonderful cozy subjects so i'm gonna focus on that

this is such a string of ideas but - 4 u <3 :3c

Stevie leaves with Eddie and Robin, taking their trust fund and leaving their parents to it - too the rest of their lives - without her. Like the Harringtons always hoped, really.

Stevie doesn't need them, the money is useful but they offer nothing more to her.

She's able to buy an apartment. In Chicago. With her loves. They learn how to live. How to live together. How to be at peace.

There's big bright widows in the main space, with light and air and the sunset. The two bedrooms are cozy and warm and it's a place for them all to grow.

'There's chips here.' Eddie says. They have a matching day off and she's trying to practice what it is to do nothing, to truly rest. Eddie helps, by being there, keeping her still with his hands and his love.

But Stevie tenses up, she was snacking, has been snacking, trying to learn her hunger signals better - what they feel like to her. It was always a rule not to east in her room, not to eat between meals. But she was hungry, she had a snack.

'I'm not judging, I'm saying so we remember to take it out next time one of us goes to the kitchen.' Eddie says, coming back from changing the tape, kissing her. Kissing her and kissing her.

Stevie relaxes.

'You've gained a little weight.' Robin says, laying on Stevies thighs on the couch, crocheting while Stevie watches sports and rubs her knuckles agains her teeth, twirling a strand of Robins hair in her fingers.

She looks down at her best friend. Robin looks back at her.

Robin smiles.

'It's good. You look more like you than you ever have before.'

Stevie smiles back. Tries not to cry.

Stevie letting herself change, relax. Unlearn those eating habits that helped her feel in control. Instead allowing herself to enjoy, and eat the things she wants to, the things she likes.

Eats pasta every night for a month and doesn’t feel bad about it. Doesn’t force herself to eat kale because she hates it, spinach is good enough. She is good enough.

Eddie gets little chubbier, in this new life. After recovering from nearly dying. Explains to Stevie in his long lilting way that he likes it, feels more protected, like his skin isn’t so fragile now.

He’s never liked his body but now he truly knows how short life is, and, maybe he can learn to like this new one. In this new place, in the love that surrounds him.

Plus, the bats destroyed his chest. So without that in the way, no longer lurking and potentially ruining his day. He realises he can shed that background fixation he always seemed to have with thinness. The idea that it would make him look more masculine or more androgynous. Curves were for girls and Eddie was not. That.

But now, now, who fucking cares. He’s alive. He needs to eat.

Steve feels a finger trailing over her hip, dipping into the band of her underwear, skimming over her crack and the the ridges of stretch marks that lead up to her waist.

'So so pretty' Eddie whispers, and it's filled with so much awe, so much grace, so much reverence and love.

Stevie shivers, feeling endless and grounded and like her body is here and hers and everything she ever dreamed of because it exists now.

She puts her hand under her loose shirt, cupping her belly. Skin still sleep warm and the energy of her palm seems to cover her whole body in warmth, in light and softness. Tinging and bright. Still being traced lightly by the love of her life. But being loves by her own hands, now, too.

She exists. And finally, everything is beautiful.

[biohazard-inevitable]

I love one piece, SO MUCH but i gotta be careful who i tell that too because of how some fans are like shit like this happens:

“Oh hey i like one piece too!”

Oh yeah? what are your opinions on usopp as a character?

“Oh i hate him, hes so annoying. They could just remove him and it wouldnt change anything”

DONE! You are already done i am no longer sharing any more of my obsession with you goodbye.

Usopp is my darling sweetie and is so important to the strawhats. Shes not even my favorite straw hat but i still LOVE HER!!!! And shes SO IMPORTANT TO THE PLOT like- fundamentally. i feel like you either GOT what happened in water 7 or you didnt and the LITERACY of everyone who CLEARLY DIDNT GET IT like man-

Anyways.

[redheadedfailgirl]

From 'Dream of a woman' By Cacey Plett.

This sums up exactly how I feel about most transition timelines. As much as they reflect people's experiences, they are also a narrative. And the narratives that get shared the most tell a lot about what our values are. The timelines that get the most attention are the ones where people go from sad, loser, nothing boys into beautiful women.

But if you go to /r/transitiontimelines or a similar place, and sort by controversial or look at what has the least likes, its people who made timelines when they still don't 'pass' yet. Even if they're happy as can be, that's not what people are looking for.

I think it says a lot about what people expect from trans women, that they only want to see us be beautiful. In some cases, that they want to believe they can be beautiful. So there is no value in trans life if you're not beautiful.

[sleeveace22]

im normally a “dreams can tell you something about your subconscious” kinda guy but today i had a dream where Timmy Turnner converted to a hijabi mulsim and i have no idea what that says about me but i feel like i gotta go back to sleep to learn more

[sysig]

He’s my little meow meow, my darling, my bbygirl (Patreon)

[unproduciblesmackdown]

another appearance by asia kate dillon as LOS via the 7th moon girl's lab short, "coding" =']

[affectionatecorpse]

Not my ex being spitefully childish online about me having the small Blahaj while they have the big one 😭

"Oh my god yours is so small compared to mine lmao someone got scammed" he is my SON and I LOVE him even if he is short!! I'm short too, [REDACTED]!!! He is BABEY!!!!!

He is such a soft lil guy and I'm glad he's the size he is cause I can take him EVERYWHERE you southern fried FUCK--

Bonus:

[canyoureallycallthisablog]

Yo, I was wondering if you could do a fusion between these two characters. If not, could you just draw me Shadow the Hedgehog with a gun?

I genuinely have no idea who neither of these characters are, and I feel like I'd make a disservice of them if I tried to do a combination without the added context, so you get a Shadow with a gun and hopefully that suffices!

[yourlocalseanameduser]

Humanized dream and nightmare sans edit because I forgot how to draw a skeleton

[witch-without-gender]

I had this weird dream last night that I won’t go into all the details of, but in my dream I had met this trans man who had lived through an unreal amount of discrimination and oppression. In my dream, he lived in this odd library/jail. The jail was there for him to lock up the people who came to harass him or take him to conversion therapy. Among the books he had in the library, he had hidden several of his personal journals. In them were included several case studies on him that labeled him as some sort of freak of nature. His journal entries were almost always written in an angry tone, but what really stuck with me was that he was so confident in his manhood that he never once let them break him in that regard. Out of at least 11 different journals I found, he never once wavered in his identity.

[atlasisntdead]

Eww had a dream that I gave some girl IRL my tumblr and she was standing there inspecting it like "uhh trans guy...really???" then I was like "keep it down cmon not here, but yeah" and she apparently saw something about me being against ableism and went "what lol you care about that just cuz you were temporarily physically disabled" and I said "no like, for mental disabilities, tho yeah physical too". Then she messaged me and apparently we texted before where she sent me some pics of us bcz we've known each other since childhood??? And when she texted in the present she still misgendered me lol. This wins 'Most mortifying, uncomfortable and awkward dream ever' reward

[yourheartinyourmouth]

WE COULD HAVE OUR FIRST BLACK FEMALE PRESIDENT HOW ARE YOU GIYS NOT FUCKING HYYYPPEEDDDDD

before we get an official announcement on who is replacing biden as the nominee, im just going to put this out there: do not mess this up. i don't care how little you like politics. i don't care if this new nominee isn't your first choice.

our alternative is trump. third party splits the votes, and abstaining is just going to fuck the entire united states over. your vote (AND support) matters, and i better see anyone who doesn't want trump to be elected and the United States to become a fascist, authoritarian regime throwing their full support behind this new nominee.

we have three months to go. we're in crunch time. if you don't want to lose your rights, support this new nominee with everything you've got.

edit: just in case this somehow wasn't obvious, this is NOT the post to be a pessimist on. don't say we're fucked. say TRUMP is fucked. we can't go back and change the nomination timeline, but we can absolutely support our new nominee and ensure they get elected.

[iamthescalesofjustice]

upgrading my spirit warrior maric timeline to spirit warrior slash borderline hedge mage maric timeline, for the joy of it.