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Ten Songs, Ten People
Thanks @miss--river for tagging me, it took me a couple days to get to this, I do love sharing music I'm into :3
Calm Down - Selena Gomez & Rema
Deja Vu - Post Malone & Justin Bieber
Unwell - Matchbox 20
Addiction - Medina
Losing My Life - Falling In Reverse ( very cyberpunk coded).
You Don't Know - V A Y U
Radar - Britney Spears
Delicate - Taylor Swift
Happiness Amplified - Above & Beyond (<3)
Sunlight - Ambyion
Tagging: @wanderingaldecaldo @zyana-wyvern @wraithsoutlaws @faepunkprince @a-pirate @ghostoffuturespast @togepies @thelonestrider @elvenbeard @alphanight-vp
#tag games#behind the blogger#don't feel obligated to do these!#if anyone see's and wants to as well please jump in <3
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One of my biggest pet peeves is the justice league being labelled as " The Avengers of DC" and its like. No? The avengers are law enforcement. The Justice League are volunteers
#its like -- captain america is the staple of US military and Superman is a public servant#the one avenger member who has no bounds or legal obligation is tony and its bc hes rich. you could argue that he actually lost#autonomy when shield recruited him because like. protection isn't necessary tied to 'good.' the avengers protect the planet bc sure#its what they believe in and feel like its their duty and yada yada but ultimately they're self serving and most of their#help is accidental. i say most of bc we've seen they abstain from getting involved unless they have a common interest#with dc its like. you have these people in a position of privilege (having superpowers -- which gives them a spot of advantage to ppl who#dont have it) who do the right thing because they WANT TO. and they can stop at any time because nothing stops them.#they COULD say 'yeah you're on your own. we don't really care anymore. duces!' but they Dont.#because through its many flaws dc realizes that goodness isn't only a choice -- its a responsibility#theres probably better ways to say this but. alas#batman#superman#wonder woman#green arrow#aquaman#the justice league#tjl#justice league#dc#dc comics#text#text post
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sleep token rituals 11/? ♯ source — @twilighttowayvision — "Will you cleanse me with pleasure?"
#flashing gif#user copia all tag#str_series#sleep token#sleep token gifs#vessel sleep token#sometimes i make gifs because i love the shot or the moment or want to do something relaxing & creative#sometimes i make them because vessel is doing this#also @ the op of this footage please don't feel obligated to interact with this (because of the tag)#i just want to give maximum credit over all platforms kjdhj#thank u once again for the amazing content#user copia edits
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i'm heavily leaning on the idea of posting the first half of chapter 4 as chapter 4 and the second half as chapter 5, i swear... i'm actually so tempted to post the first half right now (if you guys ask me to, i will be right at this moment), just because i don't want my blog to feel dead, rahhh 💔
#🍨... yael's talking#ignore this post#might delete later if i dont pass out at any moment#is it just me or i don't like posting personal posts bec i feel like im clogging my own blog#like i feel obligated sometimes to post a drabble or draft before i actually do post some rambles
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Happy fix-it AU where Padme leaves Anakin anyway because she realizes how bad he is for her, and she ends up retiring because she REALLY doesn't want to be a Senator anymore (it was also maybe encouraged by her Queen after her secret marriage to a Jedi was discovered) and she goes back to Naboo to be with her family. She's left behind her responsibilities but she doesn't know what to do now, she's just... adrift, sort-of in limbo and mourning her relationship with Anakin. She has to keep convincing herself not to go back to him because she KNOWS she doesn't want that anymore, she KNOWS she doesn't want to be the person she was with him again, but the thrill of the secret marriage to someone who was so passionate about being with her is also sort-of like a drug.
Her parents both offer to let her come help them in their respective jobs, but she doesn't really have the energy for that right now. She DOES like helping Sola with her nieces because their energy and innocence seems to be a balm for her heart. One day, Sola asks if Padme can take the kids to a local festival in Theed one day while she and her husband go do something else, and Padme agrees. The girls are old enough and Theed is safe enough that they can wander off on their own away from Padme as long as they know not to go TOO far and come back to her after a little while. As she peruses the different artwork on her own, one artist's work stands to her more than anyone else's, it just hits at the core of her and she's not even sure why. She stands in front of a painting of a bird in flight for what seems like hours, though it can't be more than a minute or two, before the artist himself comes over to speak to her.
He addresses her as Senator Amidala, and she quickly tells him that she's not a Senator anymore and she doesn't really want to go by the name Amidala either, she prefers just Padme these days. He agrees, and something about him, maybe his eyes, seems familiar but she can't quite put her finger on it. They talk about his art for a while and everything he says about his inspiration feels like it's speaking directly to her. Eventually, Pooja and Ryoo come up to her and start pulling at her hands, demanding that she come see something with them. Before she leaves, she finally realizes she didn't even know his name and asks him.
It's Palo. The first boy she'd ever loved. The last time she'd seen him she'd been twelve in the Legislative Youth Program. She knew he'd left politics to become an artist instead, but she'd never actually seen any of his art before or ever tried to get back in contact with him. Now she wishes she had. Pooja and Ryoo are still pulling her away so she doesn't have time to really get over her shock at this revelation before she has to leave him behind and someone else comes up to ask him a question in her place.
He shows up at her parents' door the next day with the painting of the bird she'd so adored, and offers it to her as a gift. He refuses to accept any payment for it no matter how much she insists, but asks if she'd be willing to take a walk with him instead. She agrees. They end up spending the whole day together, just talking. For the first time, Padme doesn't feel like she's drowning in her own feelings or floating with no direction. She feels a lot like she's finally come home.
#star wars#padme amidala#palo#palo star wars#anakin critical#anakin skywalker critical#anidala critical#anti anidala#i guess these two would be palodala#palodala#palodala au#i don't think artists on naboo would ever struggle for money#i feel like naboo is so committed to investing in its artists of all kinds that that just doesn't happen#but i kinda want padme to be palo's sugar daddy anyway#“padme sweetheart i make plenty of money i don't need you to keep giving me more”#“i am going to dress you in the finest fabrics and give you literally everything you have ever wanted just because i can”#“will it make you happy?”#“deliriously”#“fine”#they have like 6 kids together because padme wants a big family and he's super happy to oblige#all of padme's handmaidens THOROUGHLY support her new choice of beau#he has no ambitions beyond what he's already accomplished for himself#he likes to tell padme that he had only had one major life goal left and that was to paint a portrait of the queen#and now he gets to paint portraits of the queen everyday if he wants#and he's supportive of whatever padme wants to do#if she wants to just settle down and be a housewife that's totally fine#if she wants to occasionally go out to help with the refugees in some sort of grassroots organization that's also fine#between their two families and the handmaidens there's no shortage of help taking care of the kids#and she's never gone for that long when she knows she has something so beautiful to come home to
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SPOTIFY WRAPPED MEME
Anonymous requested Scrubs + 98 (You and I - SYML feat. Charlotte Lawrence) @lgbtqcreators creator bingo - layout
#scrubs#mygif#scrubsgif#scrubsedit#medicalshowsource#userhallie#userbeau#usersmblmn#userreed#usermit#ajlook#underbetelgeuse#jdox#perry cox#john dorian#(if you wanted to be tagged in my scrubs stuff but don't ship jdox please do not feel obligated to reblog i totally understand lol)#userlgbtq#mlmsource#spotify wrapped
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the sunhawk, and sunwing
↓ wider version bc i couldn't decide:
i didn't really like the composition here (unbalanced and why? is the roof not straight???) but it gives more perspective on size of sunwing vs. lodge
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#talanah#sunwing#talanah khane padish#the sunhawk#hfw talanah#hfw npcs#hfw pc#(character swap mod)#(entity spawner)#hhhhokay so. book in the tags:#this is another one of those instances where. i had ~*An Idea*~ and i was like oh i should be able to do that#and then i start doing it and i realize yeah i'm dumb there is A Problem with executing this idea#thought process: sunwings look so cool sunning themselves! it'd be awesome to have talanah pose w/ a birdie in front of the hunter's lodge!#i think i can do this by spawning a wild sunwing (afaik overridden sunwings don't display this behavior) and then pausing ai processing!#it works! get shot lined up etc. then i realize. uh. wait. this isn't an overridden sunwing (OBVS) but i want it to look like one... :( >:[#so i have to get rid of that one and spawn an overridden one#and set up several similar-perspective same-lighting shots and then tortuously edit the override cables in. wow i'm so smrt#but usually once i start one of these edits i feel obligated to at least try to finish...#also these machines are so Big i couldn't even really set up the shot i wanted! always making problems for myself lol
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Creature. (The rendered ones are referenced from manga panels)
#mediocre art#tokyo ghoul#On some level I think I should like Kaneki more than I do but there's this weird sense of detachment#I have not only from him but being able to perceive him as a character?#I don't even dislike him it's just that I can't feel any which way about him at all. He's a catalyst for events#feels more like the conch from Lord of the Flies or something rather than a fictional person.#He doesn't suffer and learn from the consequences#he just suffers and does what got him there again. It's arguable that the lack of punishment denies him the satisfaction#but if that's the case why does he end the story with everything working out perfectly for him?#Why do his friends oblige his flaws and accept his lack of change?#Is the problem my lack of understanding or his lack of good writing?#Is he well written?#Why do I like a certain character from a different anime who's a very similar person with very similar dynamics#but with a goal and acceptance by himself and those around him that his actions really are reprehensible and cannot truly be atoned for#not only more but to the point that he's actually one of my favorites?#Am I just sitting upon a throne of entitlement#because his thought process and experiences are not catered to be applicable to and understood by myself?#GOD IF I KNOW ANYMORE#I'm not pressuring myself to like him or anything I just don't understand anything about kaneki these days and I don't know why
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See I honestly do find the prequels-era Jedi an interesting (and at times painfully recognizable) portrait of institutional violence in that...they aren't cackling villains. They're mostly sympathetic well-intentioned individuals who via a combo of traditionalist inertia, ideological blinders, proximity to power, a dash of plain old arrogance and a liberal seasoning of end-justifies-the-means compromise end up being at best indifferent to and at worst deeply complicit in some pretty heinous injustice. I don't even think this is a completely against-the-grain reading on my part. At the end of the day it's a pretty mild critique, but it's hard to argue that the PT is entirely uncritical of the Jedi imo.
Unfortunately the narrative is never interested in really sinking its teeth into that. And even more unfortunately, a chunk of the fandom will clutch its pearls in horrified outrage if anybody else is interested in sinking their teeth into that
#i recognize that isn't lucas' reading but (1) the author is dead (2) his is not the sole creative vision at work in those films#and (3) george ''i'm a methodist buddhist benevolent dictatorship is the best form of govt ewoks are my vietnam metaphor'' lucas#says some brain-breakingly stupid shit and i'm under no obligation to accept his takes as gospel#anyway. i don't think you have to hate or lack sympathy for the characters to think that as presented in the pt#the jedi order is sort of a fucked up institution within (and doing the bidding of and dedicated to perpetuating) a deeply fucked up system#fundamentally it's a story about structural failure!!!#the good intentions are what make that failure tragic#star wars#aggressive negotiations#my separatist feels#my posts
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Here's some of my favorite things that happened in Chapter 204 of Undead Unluck:
[UNDEAD UNLUCK CH. 204 SPOILERS FROM THIS POINT ON, SO BE CAREFUL!]
Feng calling Ichico Hidey Eyes: 😂
That's such an adorable nickname, so the fact that Feng of all people came up with it and started calling her that, made me laugh out loud...!! 👏🤣👏🤣👏🤣
"You're the first person who has ever won my heart.": 💗😭💗
What Ichico says to Nico here was so sweet, it made my heart MELT!! 💗😭💗
"SORRY! I'M ALREADY TAKEN!!": 👏
YEAH NICO!! TELL HER!! 😆 This was such a sweet and badass line, I can't wait for UMA Language to get her ASS KICKED!! 👏👏👏
That's all for today!! I can't wait for next week's chapter...!! 👏😆
#undead unluck#uu#udul#undeadunluck#undead + unluck#uu spoilers#UDUL Ch. 204#ichico nemuri#nico vorgeil#feng kowloon#uma language#I don't if I'll do something like this for every chapter of Undead Unluck...#But I do want to make more post about it...!! 😄#UU is literally my second favorite manga currently running right now...!#So I feel obligated to talk about it on my blog...!! 😁#manga spoilers
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Posting my best works because I'm opening commissions starting June 1st. Portraits like these are done in digital, take 10-15 hours on average, and will be around $50 depending on complexity. The only way I can get paid is through Pаypаl.
I'd appreciate it if you reblogged even if you have no interest in commissioning me. I'm going to be applying to university this year and I'm trying to save up some extra money.
Drawing queer people and characters during Pride Month gets a 10% discount and a kiss on the forehead from me personally. I'll be making another post sometime in June with all the other work I do, hope y'all won't mind your dash being a little cluttered. Cheers!
#I'd like to reiterate that I'm doing okay right now so don't feel pressured or obligated or anything#and while I appreciate reblogs there's absolutely no presure#can you tell i'm a bit shy? oh god#ray's work
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genuinely think it's good and healthy to follow at least one person in each of your fandoms who reblogs good gifsets but has just...absolutely dogshit takes on the show, or who ships that ship you despise. keeps things fresh. keeps things grounded. you gotta stay humble
#lauren feels things#fandom#this is mostly a joke post#obviously create the experience on tumblr that yOU want#you are not obligated to do any fucking thing on this website#but like....there are a few people I've been following on my other blog#(my real and anonymous one where I do most of my reblogging/fandom stuff)#and I've been following them for YEARS#or they're mutuals from the fandoms I've written fic for#and they just post the most out of pocket shit#or they ship ships that totally squick me out#or - the most annoying sin of all to me -#they post sanctimonious explanations about how the creators/actors/whatever#really feel THIS way about this particular thing#and all you other fans are wrong#(and like......no they don't. unless that actor or writer has said that#you have no idea they think that. also it doesn't matter what they think.)#but I'm honestly not kidding when I say this makes my personal fandom experience better#bc a) some of these people are just pals I disagree with!#and b) none of them are - like - toxic or anything#there's a certain kind of fandom discourse I do not tolerate#these people are mostly just kind of silly sometimes about stuff#and ultimately harmless#but it helps me understand a fandom better#and the fact that I've been doing it for like a decade now#means that i truly never get offended or hurt or feel any kind of way#when I see a bonkers take on something#bc I'm just like 'oh sure you're wrong but whatever good for you seems like you're having fun'#and sometimes ppl in fandoms take things SO PERSONALLY!#and it's okay that some people who make art you like or amazing gifsets feel differently about the thing you both love
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Some of the evidence supporting Mike not being in love with El is brutal. No, but seriously.
In s3, when El's leg is injured, instead of Mike putting his arm around her waist, allowing him to take some of the weight off her injured leg, he puts his arm around her shoulder, basically having the exact opposite affect of taking the weight off of her, instead just adding more weight for her to have to carry.
Now, I’m not coming at Mike here, I’m actually coming at the writers, because this choice here has everything to do with them using this gesture to signal Mike’s lack of feelings for El, even at the expense of realism.
I say this bc any person with common sense, including Finn and everyone around him and Millie filming these shots, would've known it looked unnatural for Mike to be adding more weight onto El as opposed to taking some off of her.
This means that what Mike did here, Finn was directed to do, and therefore it was for a specific reason.
And we know they could have easily made the opposite choice, because they show us Max AND Lucas doing it.
See how putting an arm around El's waist looks so much more natural? Because homegirl is injured and clearly needs help taking weight off her leg to qualm some of the pain she's experiencing there, which is why Max and Lucas are shown here doing it the correct way.
And so, why can't Mike do the same? Why are the writers making a point to show Mike being incapable of simply taking some weight off of El, instead doing the exact opposite?
I don't think it's as deep as Mike not being able to do something intimate, and that's bc, again we see Max and Lucas doing it.
I honestly think what they're trying to convey with this choice here, is that Mike thinks he's helping El, when he is in fact doing the opposite despite his best efforts. The implications of that and how that sort of aligns with their romantic relationship and what it leads to at the end of s3, going into s4, is pretty spot on.
I do think Mike thinks he's doing the right thing by being with El instead of voicing any doubts at the end of s3, because he is under the assumption that she is in love with him. I do think he believes he is indebted to her and that this is the least he can do after everything they've been through together, which has mostly been riddled with romantic pressures and so continuing that instead of disputing it seems like the only option anyways. Not to mention, he does care for her deeply, so it's not hard to imagine that he's a teenage boy confusing deep care for love (he literally tells us this is his problem when he can only say care and not love to El's face... but that's a whole other conversation).
Still, when it's all said and done, Mike's not actually doing El any favors by being with her romantically, if that is not what he truly wants.
Because that's the sad truth about all of this, which is that you would never want someone to be with you just because you want them. If you knew that they truly couldn't have those feelings for you, you'd want to know, right? You don't deserve someone just because you have deep feelings for them. And I think there's so many layers to this idea, bc many people are capable of not giving Byler a chance bc they truly believe Mike could never return Will's feelings. Will also feels this way atp, so though it hurts, he rips the band aid off, because he would never want Mike to be with him just out of pity or something. No one would want that. And so it all really comes down to who Mike truly loves romantically and wants to be with. And the right thing to do, even if it hurts someone, is to be honest, because being with them just bc you think that will make them happy is never going to be enough if you aren't truly feeling it, or worse, feel it for someone else.
We see how Mike's inability to be honest with El at the end of s3, leads to a season of Mike feeling deeply insecure and undeserving of the love El has to offer him, and even though he does try, he always comes up short. Despite Mike putting up this front that they are the perfect couple, the details are telling us something is off. And it gives him away.
Another example that I think is very similar to this loaded gesture from Mike to El in s3, is the scene in s4 when they hug in the airport.
Common sense ppl, picture this: You're reuniting with your long distance girlfriend. Then suddenly, she runs up to you, with her arms wide open, and instead of opening your arms wide to embrace her properly, you take the bouquet of flowers you brought her as a gift, and shove them against your chest just as she approaches to hug you, effectively squishing the present you got for her (a pretty delicate present at that) for no reason other than to... what exactly?
Like?? El isn't even squishing the present Mike, she's trying to hug you, dude! Your gf is trying to hug you properly and you threw the gift you got for her in between you so you could throw in a careful! x3??
Again, this has less to do with Mike's thoughts and reasoning behind this gesture in a literal sense, and more to do with the simple fact that this is a narrative choice! Mike is not a real person! There are real people sitting down and writing this and actors are having to do multiple takes to act it out. What feels natural for a situation is going to be what is often chosen 9 times out of 10, because of realism and wanting the audience to see stuff happening that is believable. That 1 time though, when it's not being done the way it would usually be, is usually because there's a specific reason for it.!
So the question really is, not why is Mike doing this, but why are the writers having Mike do this, and what message are they trying to convey about Mike's feelings based on his behavior, in these moments where he's just not capable of committing to El genuinely, one way or another?
#byler#no but most of the gay subtext is just so like... you really didn't have to do all that?#gay subtext at the expense of realism? check#mike thinks he's helping el by not breaking her heart and just being with her despite feelings for will he can't deny#very reminiscent of mike's 'maybe you thought you were helping but you weren't. you hurt me! what you did sucks!'#i do think it would be epic too see that moment come full circle but with el saying it to mike this time#bc i'm sure el would much rather have her heartbroken finding out that mike is incapable of loving her romantically#than to find out he was with her bc he didn't want to hurt her even at the expense of his own happiness#like no one wants to have someone be with them out of pity or obligation#we want someone to love us truly and deeply and genuinely!#we see how much el struggles in s4 bc of all the hints she's getting from mike that he doesn't genuinely love her#bc that's the most important part of a romantic relationship#it being equal#and it didn't feel that way#sure she's gonna be pissed#but she's gonna be more pissed he wasn't just honest#friends don't lie obvs
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okay, this is getting dire, someone tell me to prioritize myself in the morning and get breakfast before I do anything else
#I haven't had real breakfast in like two weeks :(( what happened to the person I used to be#Robin processes emotions on main#this is just stupid. like it's a real + bad mental situation but like. why am I even doing this! stupid reasons when I say them out loud#but the thing is if I don't say them out loud they will never NOT sound stupid enough for me to Stop Listening To Them#so: I stay in bed in the morning because I feel like I have (online) obligations to fulfill before breakfast#which is stupid!#and my floor is cold as the grave. but I can solve that by keeping slippers at the foot of my bed
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The multigender experience of being extremely guarded and protective over your multigenderedness lest people simplify their understanding of yourself into obscurity, and thus completely missing the point of who you are
#trans#transgender#multigender#nonbinary#lgbt#lgbtq#very much the reason i do Not talk much about it even on the transest webbed site (here)#also i just don't feel an obligation to be open about all aspects of my queerness but that's tangentially-related
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hey everyone! i'm starting 2024 off strong. i recently hit 1k followers and i wanted to thank all of you for following me! i'm really glad to be surrounded by so many amazing people, and i'm glad that so many people like my content that they even decide to follow me ♡♡♡ also thank you all for putting up with me and my txf obsession lately where i spam with gifs of it all the time hhahah ♡♡♡
now onto the celebration! check out this page for all things i am willing/can gif! also no complicated rules, just that you follow me (since it is a follower celebration) and you can send as many as you want (only one per ask tho). i'm not sure when i'll close the requests but i will edit it into this post when i do. anywayssssssss, send me an emoji + one of the prompts below:
🎥 send me a show + an episode or a film for a timestamp roullette 🌗 send me two shows/films/characters/ships/seasons or episodes of a show to choose between 👽 send me character/ship/show etc. + song/lyrics/quote 🪐 send me character/ship/show/film + color(s).
tagging some beloved mutuals below! you should check them out as they're all amazingly talented people! ♡♡♡
extra special shoutout to loml @krystaljungs who puts up with my annoying ass every day, who's my go-to person for advice on my gifs, who listens to me talk about my numerous obsessions all the time, basically my ride or die! ilysm ♡♡♡
@antoniosvivaldi @ayo-edebiri @bellamysgriffin @bo-kryzze @chrrispine @clairesbeauchamp @craintheodora @crowley-anthony @crowleybrekkers @crushcrushcrushs @eddiediaaz @fawad-khan @jakeperalta @jakeyp @jamescarstairs @khaotunqs @laurabenanti @llokilaufeyson @margarethcarter @matlillard @mike-mills @mulderscully @neil-patrick @neo-trinity @robin-buckely @rosamndpike @samanthamulder @sansakenobi @scullyblr @sharpesjoy @singularities @thedoctorsdonnas @yennefer
#also don't feel obligated to rb this or join#i just wanted to do a tiny follow forever/mutual appreciation#like a little shoutout#y'all are so amazingly talented and i'm so glad you're my mutuals#ilyyy#okay i'll stop#1k celebration#anna.txt
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