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I’m the only one who is correct about Deadpool and Wolverine by the way
#‘Wade and Logan were into each other and totally got freaky in the car sce-‘#WRONG#YES Wade isn’t straight YES he basically flirts with Logan#but he does that with literally everyone#dawg he spent the entire movie wanting his girlfriend back#the car fight started BECAUSE Logan insulted his girlfriend#and Logan (who is in fact straight) hated him the entire time#getting freaky was the last thing on his mind#there’s this thing called friendship#don’t know if you’ve heared of it#but it can exist even between two men who aren’t straight#crazy isn’t it#it’s hard being the only reasonable deadpool fan in existence
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I’m just sad tonight. One of my friends thanked me for educating her about antisemitism and then stopped talking to me completely in December.
My former roommate nannied for Jewish families and worked at a Jewish school despite being a goy. I lived with her for 6 years and invited her to Hanukkah and other holidays. I said I had a question for her about Palestine (that’s it. That’s all). She told me she’d reach out to me when she had the headspace for it. She hasn’t reached out to me but she has posted several times about Palestine.
So many people who said they’d always be there for me suddenly disappeared when I actually told them I needed them and idk that it will ever stop hurting tbh.
#antisemitism#leftist antisemitism#ongoing trauma#will I ever know why you ghosted#will I ever hear back?#idk#but y’all really let me down#I hope it haunts you#I really do#not because of spite#but because I want to believe you know you fucked up#I don’t want to believe that you think your behavior is ok#I want to believe you aren’t who you’ve proven yourselves to be#betrayal#trauma stuff#personal
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Say something true!
#critical role#ygifs#imogearne#imogen x fearne#when you’re taking a picture of the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen and the camera falls back and fucking decks you in the face#fearne going it’s ok you don’t need to confess I know~~ while imogen interrupts to say ‘’you’re a loser’’ they drive me NUTSkljsgdlkjs#also my brain is a little beehive cos these two Started with Fearne being the enabler to darker things while imogen was cautious#to fearne Seeing imogen about to be lost to ruidus and hardveering into panic that the power would never be worth losing her#to imogen hearing fearne hesitate and deny the shard and then telling fearne she should do it anyway#the way these two handle the other's Sways in darkness in such a Knowing way - ‘’Are you sure it wasn’t intentional?’’#there’s like this ping and before it was encouraging and now fearne is scared and imogen is enabling the risk#and it’s like either imogen is silently ensuring laudna’s safety by fearne taking the shard despite any risk#or imogen honestly believes that fearne is stronger even than the power she would embrace. There is no risk. Fearne will conquer this.#so it’s like is it ulterior motives or is it faith or is it hypocrisy or is it all three at once it's so good#imogen spending her entire life running from her power so isn’t it so much easier to tell fearne she can just do it while imogen couldn’t#or is it just her genuinely encouraging fearne from Knowing the aftermath of pursuing the power#but it's like imogen ...... why would fearne choose you over the possibility for power when she's never done that before#and is this insistence/encouragement going to actually reassure fearne or is it going to be another crack#and when they do the ritual fearne asks imogen to be the one to take her out and imogen tries to comfort her by agreeing#and fearne looks on sadly and nods#remembering when she was asked to be the one to take imogen out and all fearne knew was that she couldn’t#anyway imogen's face when fearne said you're in love with me imogen said NOT NOWDSHKJF
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I am so tired of two dimensional depictions of international political movement becoming trendy in the US and redefined into aspects of american pop culture activism completely divorced from any engagement with its original context!!!!! shut the fuck up!!!!!!!!
#do me a favor and internalize the idea that if you’ve only ever heard americans talk about a non american movement#you don’t know what the fuck you are talking about#why is everyone’s first instinct upon hearing about a thing immediately incorporating it into their framework of the world and not like.#even a single day of looking into it.
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Okay, so, who do I have to commission to make a “Yaz dies from the Mosasaurus” fic?
NOBODY GIVE ME WEIRD LOOKS BECAUSE YOU GUYS LOVE MAKING BEN ACTUALLY DIE TO THE PTERANODONS !!! I’ve seen the fics ,,
The scenes happen back to back too, so it’s like — almost equal amounts of angst !! Because when Yaz breaks her ankle and Sammy runs over to her, she’s still pissed at Sammy, so imagine the guilt Sammy must feel if she watches Yaz die in front of her without ever making things right ??? Not to mention Ben’s guilt of feeling like he caused her death bc he was slowing them down with Bumpy. Maybe even Kenji too for not pulling her to safety fast enough with the feeding hook !!
Which is an ironic name..
I’d write it myself if I had the motivation to finish things ..
#jurassic world#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jwcc#yasmina fadoula#mosasaur#yasammy#i guess technically#this is like break up arc Yasammy /j#ben pincus#kenji kon#sammy gutierrez#ben pincus guilt is real#like imagine being in the same kayak as her and she sacrifices herself so you can live ??#And like her last words to you is something along the lines of “Don’t stop paddling” ???#Survivors guilt#like all the way#imagine their season 3 reactions to the mosasaur but it being someone they know#the angst potential#HEAR ME OUT !!#PLEASE !!!!#the Mosasaurus dips back below the water and everyone is just shell shocked#but woops!#No time to mourn because there’s Toro#then the Pteranodons attack ???#and you think you loose Ben too ???#THE TRUAMA !!!#Except Yaz can’t pull the “What? You’ve never seen a ghost before?”#the nublar six#more like#the nublar four
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when i remember everything i let slide
#reflecting…#you hear stories on tiktok from girls saying things they let their bfs get away with and you’re like girl get UP#but when you go through something similar you think your case is different#until you look back after you’ve healed#all this is coming from the fact i’m seeing our mutual friend on friday#and i know she’ll bring him up#and i swear i’m 100% over him and i don’t want him back#but i do NOT wanna learn his news#his name gives me anxiety and a stomach ache#not bc i love him anymore but bc of all the things he put me through#i wish he wasn’t affecting me anymore but i’m recognizing it’s not bc i have feelings but bc of all the hurt he caused me
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vent. sorry i’m honesty hangry and upset
actually i’m still annoyed. has anyone in this damn fandom heard of filtering tags. for shit. they don’t like
also like not to be ‘what about’ but seriously if your biggest problems are fucking shipping wars on tumblr dot com i envy you. truly.
#misc: personal text#also not to Make It Like That but like#a lot of the people i know who like making art about the legion and/or caecade and vulcade#are people of color as well. like do y’all not hear yourselves. asking racially marginalized people who have historically experienced#slavery/forced cultural assimilation#and a host of other issues#if they LIKE SLAVERY and APPROVE of it IN REAL LIFE#fiction can inform reality yes but truly? it is not that deep. some people like dark themes in fiction. be okay with it#i’m indigenous. much of the legion’s narrative is specifically anti-indigenous. i am *literally the product of genocide*#i still enjoy exploring stories with it. because i can choose to like things. or not like them.#some people like to explore unhealthy dynamics in fiction. that does not mean they approve of it.#and DO NOT come at me saying ‘wuh wuh wuh well that means you approve of csam and you’re a pro shipper’ or whatever the fuck people are#saying now. because that is NOT what i’m saying and it is not the same. and you damn well know that.#a piece of creative work does not have to always make you comfortable. i like exploring morally challenging narratives. i like nuance.#i like grey areas in my fiction.#does that mean i condone that irl? hell no#because i know what im about. i know my values. and they’re not necessarily reflected in my storytelling or art#personally i think that exploring horror and toxicity in fiction is a good way to build reading comprehension (once you’ve ‘built’#the thinking muscles for it).#honestly i’m just so so so so tired of this moral scare around always Liking The Right Things#and if you like the Wrong Things and Wrong Media that makes you Bad.#it’s fucking dumb#learn to filter out the shit you don’t like. you are allowed to not like things.
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do you think tom waits would’ve been a gothamite in a different universe hit post
#Dc#day#Gotham#gothamites#his voice ok. His voice#that headcanon it’s not just Batman who’s gruff and growly but that it’s actually an accent that all Gothamites have to some extent?#and it’s equivalent to sounding like you’ve smoked a pack a day for 10 years?#just an absolute scraped-over-rocks-and-glass gravelly undercurrent to every word? from all the air pollution and smog?#yeah#that.#And that’s just his voice not even the content of his songs to boot (lookin at you Eggs and Sausage)#but that man has a low vibrato and he knows how to USE it#Batman#Tom waits#Can anybody hear me#I don’t know how big the Venn diagram is of people who love dc and people who listen to Tom Waits#but I can hope
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I feel so bad for Halsin and Jaheira if you take them to the end game fights
They don’t have a tadpole so they haven’t had to deal with the same shit all game, they don’t get used to the voices and everything
But now the brain is doing its own thing and you’re so close to it that it can still mess with them
#idk how much they can actually hear when it comes to the words being sent around until you’re at the brain#but considering citizens talk about feeling what they don’t know is the brain#up on the surface#I’m sure not all of the stuff happening in its lair is just default animations and affects#like ‘ah shit this is part of what you’ve been dealing with this whole time’#‘damn you live like this’#rambles
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The Devil In The Details? That better life is going to require you to do the things you’re not currently doing but know need to be done. Go do it!
#I don’t know who needs to hear it#that’s not true#looking at you clt#you’ve got this#I believe in you#unearned trust#gimme a little#believe in yourself half as much as I believe in you#have the talk#RIAA
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An underrated aspect of drawing 919 I forgot to mention in my last post: have you ever wondered why I have a tendency sometimes to draw the Wunsoc sweaters as somewhat large and baggy? I think it’s fun to imagine that they might grow into them, just as they’ll “grow into” their role in the Society :)
#this but also just to give myself a reason to draw baggier clothes which more used to and also just more interesting lol#nevermoor#nevermoor headcanons#you’ll see it more on mog and other shorter members of 919#other characters like cadence and hawthorne not so much#both bc they’re taller lol but also I feel like they’re more secure in / abt their place and role in wunsoc / nevermoor compared to others#like they’re both quite confident when it comes to their knacks and stuff#I think that in wundersmith mog mentions the uniform maybe being exactly her size ?#but sometimes making stuff up for the purpose of interesting character design is >>> canon lol#it’s not an exact science tho of how the sweaters fit. it’s different for everyone :) they all wear their uniforms differently#don’t even want to say I’ll make a 919 lineup soon bc I say that once a year and never get far but. I’ll make one in… the next 5yrs?? lol#I need to make at least like head turnarounds (sides / 3/4ths / front) for 919 and honestly lots of nevermoor#at least for myself so I can solidify their designs and draw them easier in the future#and perhaps from there I’ll move onto full body turnarounds or at least poses. who knows.#anyways ummmm. if you’ve read all this. here ⭐️.#I always love discussing nevermoor character design and sharing my own thoughts and hearing other ppls thoughts as well 👍
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Oh I fucking hated that Manifest ending it made absolutely no sense. Rant and spoilers under cut.
Why in hell would they go back to 2013 and undo everything that happened over the last 11 years??? Sure the passengers are forever changed, but what about Olive’s journey? Jared and Drea? All of the other nonpassengers who grew and learned and became something better because of this story? And why them? Zeke survived his death date and he didn’t go back (at least, not until he died the second time). Zeke got to have cool powers and it kinda sucks cuz he was the only one we know who survived his death date so he’s the only one we got to see be affected by it. It would’ve been cool to see what the passengers could do and also how the rest of the world would have reacted. The world HATED the 828ers and instead of getting some resolution with them finding out that the 828ers saved the world, they just all never actually experienced it?
Also, wasn’t something that was a hidden gift in the whole thing that Saanvi’s research had time to develop during those 5 1/2 years? If they go back, then Cal would still be sick and without the research this time. That undos all of that and the connection that that made between Saanvi and the Stones and how fate connected them in so many ways. And they specifically said that they needed time to finish her research and start the trials. He would’ve been dead if he waited. That was a specific point.
Because of the time pause, Olive is now significantly younger than TJ, which the show addresses by making him look at her sadly and then sets him up with Violet. Not only did they steal Olive’s story and growth, they also just completely ruined their relationship that I loved. Plus, they never really gave them a satisfying ending pre-apocalypse. All they did was have Olive say she wanted to fix things so they could have a future together, only for that to now be impossible (unless they meet again in like 10 years when it’s a less weird age gap). This is kind of a smaller reason, but it still bugs me cuz they had such potential to be a great ship and were constantly pushed under a rug, especially there at the end.
And what are they supposed to do now? This is a problem in a lot of time travel/day repeating stories where someone changes seemingly overnight with no explanation except instead of just one person, it’s almost 200. 200 people who know things about the next 11 years, who have been changed beyond recognition, who are now going to change so much stuff in the future that didn’t need to be changed. Yeah, they’re all better people now and will work to do good (allegedly) yadda yadda. What about all the passengers who fell in love with nonpassengers that they now may never meet? Or, like TJ and Olive, can’t be together because of the time jump. Yeah Mick found Zeke and now they can be happily ever after, but what about the nonpassengers who were changed in the years between and now aren’t the same person that the passenger fell in love with? So many of us are shaped by our experiences. What happened to all the other passengers, to their stories? What if the person that they fall in love with’s life is altered because of the choices another passenger makes? What if they move to another state, fall in love with someone else, die??? Another issue tule travel causes is that even the smallest action can domino into something completely different, even just one person let alone TWO HUNDRED. I know that this is probably not something most people think about and they just pay attention to Grace and Zeke being alive and all the happy moments, but it’s not that simple for me and it BUGS ME when writers don’t consider this.
Lastly, on a similar note, how is this any different than it ending with “it was all a dream”??? Like nothing actually changes, none of their callings are set in stone and they’ll have to remember every single thing they did during those 5 1/2 years, things that won’t happen until YEARS later. Ugh I just so hated the way they ended things and it sucks cuz I love this show a lot.
#manifest#manifest netflix#this is kinda long but if you’ve watched the finale you should read this and tell me if you agree#my sister hasn’t finished yet so I don’t have anybody to talk to about this#if you disagree I’d love to know why!#Im always interested in hearing alternate viewpoints#(particularly on more lighthearted matters like a tv show finale)#edit:#the tag has reminded me of Lourdes and I’m mad about that too!!!#not only did they completely drop her as a character#despite being one of mick’s bffs and Jared’s FIANCÉE#but they don’t even bring up how she will exist in the new life with no memories of what happened#so mick will be mad at her for a reason that hasn’t happened yet and it’ll be so weird#like there are so many things about this that don’t make any sense if you give it more than two seconds of thought
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Staring down that weird feeling of feeling like too much or out of place or annoying if I say too much or say things too loud or too off-putting to be like- WANTED in any given social situation. To try so hard to socialize just to- idk. I’d very much like to stop defaulting to that scared kid that was pushed away or talked over until I got old enough and desperate enough to say any and every rapid fire thought that comes to mind. Like filling space when there’s dead air then wondering if maybe I did the Too Much™️ thing again and A. Scared everyone away or B. Pushed everyone away so it would hurt less when they leave BC of A.
Of feeling like I need to be useful or smart or talented or pretty or SOMETHING worthwhile so people want me around. I can just be but then it’s like just being has never been enough for anyone to like- stay. Or care. Running is always a mistake bc it’s like riiiight.. no one noticed you ran, babe. You’re not even at the top of their list people to want around. And just feel so low about it that I talk myself into feeling miserable again.
I’m happy, ive been so much happier lately and i dont take it for granted bc it’s so rare that things go okay or that there’s a sense of peace for a moment. I’m creating again and im less hard on myself about it. I have hobbies again, I’m making friends. And still I’m like seeing the other foot start to drop in real time bc it’s like. You’re in, but are you? That constant nagging voice that sounds so much like my own going “lonely again? Good you deserve it”
#me: there’s time..#also me: THERES NO TIME#now see the thing they don’t tell you about taking lexapro is that you’ll have the motivation and energy to reinvest in hobbies when you’ve#been in depression hell for so long#also thank god it makes the excessive worry thoughts thiiiiiis loud 👌#like nooo babe there’s time#there’s always time if I’m okay with the crushing feeling of splitting my attention TOO much that I don’t connect with either fandom#that’s spooky#shaking and screaming like ‘don’t look at the notes it doesn’t matter’#and it truly doesn’t#sigh#I just keep coming back to that Brennan/hank green clip#where Brennan is talking about feeling like you just /dont/ belong even tho u did commit to trying you’ll always have that scared little#kid at the back of your mind with no friends reconfirming that no one likes you#I don’t know..#in theory people like me#but /i/ can never be normal about it#and I keep like.. I dunno#it’s tough spending your whole life never being the one people seek out#never the one that people WANT to hear talk#constantly feeling like too much and wondering if I should pull back#for people to get weirded out when I pull back#it’s exhausting#and it’s lonely#and even after 24 years I’m still the same insecure kid talking in the group chat while everyone else is silent#like am I too much am I too desperate#even like talking to my mom- who’s opinion of me truly doesn’t matter anymore just constantly interrupt me or talk over me#or ignore me so I’m repeating myself over and over just to give up#personal#fuck
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Bud gaming
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry art#furry oc#furry#they’re my silly billy#I’ve gotta enter my tiny canvas era I love pixels sm#I was also fighting for my life to find new speedcore songs to listen to while drawing these and god it’s so hard dude#it feels like there’s like 2 genres of speedcore where one is all the stupid wannabe break core shit and the other half is all made by like#2 artists and they’re the worst human beings you’ve ever met#like I wanna be a big furry speedcore guy but all the furry speedcore guys fucking suck ass so bad#there’s like One that I can vibe with and even then they don’t actually make that much stuff I actually like#there used to be another speedcore artist I liked before they disappeared of the internet rip#also doesn’t help that ppl apparently just don’t know what speedcore is#like guys. femtanyl doesn’t make speedcore. can anyone hear me. hello.#like idk maybe they’ve made speedcore stuff I just haven’t heard but y’all can’t be putting pet on your speedcore playlists#also stop making the rest of your speedcore playlists stuff by Her. please. for the love of god.#I just wanna listen to funky speedcore that doesn’t bore me to death#maybe I need to look and see if there’s any other like vocaloid speedcore songs the one I do know Is an absolute banger#it’s also my go to think abt bud song mostly just cause of vibes
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i need to kill whoever invented phone calls with my bare hands
#here. talk to someone you don’t know and request they take time out of their day to help you#you’ve got the hang of that? ok now do it without any body language or facial expression cues#literally what is up kyle. what did you say. no seriously what did you say i didn’t hear and can’t read your face for clues#voidposts
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love having to run a whole goddamn press tour just to make sure I don’t lose any friends over one person intentionally using their influence to lie about me
#I’m almost fucking over defending myself idc#if you’ve known me for a year and then you question my character after hearing of 1 interaction that doesn’t even fit who I’ve always been#then idk maybe none of them were as close as I had hoped#being backed into a corner and having to defend myself without sounding defensive and being made to rehash heartbreak isjust fucking tiring#either you know who I am or you don’t. I don’t need to look in your eyes every time I see you wondering if there’s any trust left in them#I refuse to engage in bullshit drama just so someone can play victim but then they make me decide whether I’m going to fight back or#lose an entire social circle#idk maybe if someone’s been consistently behaving the same way the whole time you’ve known them and the other burns bridges left and right#then the bridge-burner says something counter to everyone’s perception of that person#maybe you should just be able to see it for what it is and not give it a second thought instead of putting your friend on trial#venting#my ramblings
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