#delusional attachment community

[yourfave-issomeones-id]

Plague Doctor (Darkest Dungeon) flag

For anyone who equates any part of their identity, in any way to Plague Doctor from the original Darkest Dungeon game.

[foxluvrz]

bros got me giggling and kicking my feet (bro is my teacher and we had a 7 second conversation.)

[allison3k0]

NSFW

I need him to screw me on his desk in his classroom when no one's around.

[popcosmi]

i’m girls (im sad again guys)

[cringerabbit]

Shout outs that i am mainly writing for myself but also in case there are others like me !

Shout out to Nonhumans who are Systems!

Shout out to Nonhumans who are Disabled Physically!

Shout out to Nonhumans who are Disabled Mentally !

Shout out to Nonhumans who have or need to use Mobility Aids!

Shout out to Nonhumans who are Fat / Chubby !

Shout out to Nonhumans who are Short and have Tall or Large identities!

Shout out to Nonhumans who DO NOT want masks !

Shout out to Nonhumans who have both positive and Negative sides to their nonhumanity !

Shout out to Nonhumans who have rare Identities !

Shout out to Masc / Neutral / Nongendered Nonhumans who ID with a nonhuman group thats often seen as "feminine".

Shout out to Nonhumans who are struggling with their identies !

Shout out to Nonhumans who aren't ready yet to call themselves what they are!

Shout out to Nonhumans who have speech differences or no speech!

Shout out to Nonhumans who cannot afford gear !

Shout out to Nonhumans who cant be Nonhuman because they live with people who wont accept it!

Shout out to Nonhumans with uncommon themes, aesthetics etc!!!

Ahout out to Nonhumans who have types that are usually seen as meek / shy / prey but are absolutely the opposite and act brave / tough / predator behavior / Aggressive !

i love you ( friendly / neutral ) my fellow nonhumans, creatures, beings, etc !!!

[uncommon-alterhuman]

just a reminder that holotheres and others with DA’s, beings with ‘odd’ or ‘weird’ or even ‘bad’ kin types are welcome here. We don’t discriminate because you can’t choose who you are

However, we also ask that if anything is connected to delusions, that other people don’t feed into others delusions nor give them a reality check without consent

you are all welcome here and we love every one of you.

[poemsofanangel]

[soahbee]

Hiiii Girls!! I came to tell you a little story. <3

Well, on Sunday, you saw the little screenshot I showed you, and then I talked to him a little more. Then on Monday, I was still a bit withdrawn at school and we didn't hang out as much, bc I was more busy with my friends and school, but ofc I wasn't a jerk, I greeted him in the morning and when we met in the corridor I was scared but smiled at him. I saw that the "rival girl" was sometimes with him and they were talking, but I tried to ignore it. However, I think he sensed that I was a little reserved, so maybe that's why he didn't come to me.

But then, as if something had changed today, since I never once noticed that the "rival girl" was present around R and when I went to his class, he was standing at the door and greeted me with a big smile, he even put his arms around my shoulders. (!!!) I was honestly very surprised and I don't think I could hide it bc he just laughed at me. lol He started talking to me at his desk before class and since he is quite talkative, I mostly just listened to what he said in confusion. I'll be honest, I didn't know what to do at all, it was as if we were having our first conversation. I didn't even understand why I was behaving so differently.

I felt like he could see right through me and see into my soul, as he kept looking into my eyes and sometimes smiled slyly while making me feel that something is different here now. He enchanted me so much with his gaze that I couldn't even react, it was such an inexplicable feeling girls, I can't describe it properly... Here comes the point, when the other students came in, he stood up and looked down at me and said this, which has been ringing in my head ever since:

"Don't look at me with those doe eyes because it's cute." He said teasingly (?) and then loudly asked everyone to sit down.

Since then, I've been sitting at home in a state of shock and only question marks run through my head. What happened?!!

Do I understand this correctly? He was really flirting with me??!😳.... or maybe im just *delulu* lol

[misifusisblog]

he called me sweetheart

[nuke-your-mind]

if an alter is delusional ab their source/source attached it is NOT your place to “correct” them if theyre not pushing it onto you

and no, using a source name, saying me/i about their source, etc, is not pushing it onto you

[yourfave-issomeones-id]

i think we are finally ready to return to this blog, or atleast try. we will be more careful about how much we push ourselves this time as we ended up getting burnt out very quickly even if we loved what we were doing. (the personal events didnt help but arent the soul reason we needed to step away) we will be limiting to one or 2 flags, and not every day but aiming for more than one within a week and we are going to stop pressuring ourselves to complete all requests in a single ask at the same time/g thank you for your patience in these trying times, we appreciate every ounce of it.

[malicious-devourer]

something that's been on my mind a lot because it isn't talked about enough- here are my three personal rules for those who have "problematic" fictionkins

1. being kin of a villain/morally wrong character, being from an problematic media or creator, etc, does NOT mean we support or condone any of their actions. we shouldn't have to "prove" to you that we're good people. you don't control who you're kin of. if any of you mfs start condoning illegal or unethical shit your kins have done though, this rule doesn't apply- go fuck yourself

2. you can still be happy about being kin of the characters. villain characters often have so much more to them than just "being evil". this goes to an extent, of course, but you deserve to feel comfortable with your kins and talk about them to people who will listen. DON'T TALK ABOUT TRIGGERING THINGS YOUR KIN HAS DONE AROUND OTHERS!! GIVE TRIGGER WARNINGS‼️ just as a general rule of thumb be wary of common triggers and be mindful of others. use your common sense

3. lastly, just be nice to others. there are going to be people who still view you negatively because of your kins no matter what you say or do. just leave them be, and don't let them get you down. if someone doesn't want to interact with you, just respect their wishes for christ's sake.

yeah there it is folks ;p just got tired of all the bs surrounding this topic and felt like it should be addressed

[allison3k0]

MR S UPDATE - Friday (BIG DAY OML) (Last day of school before the winter break)

I F*CKING HUGGED HIM TODAY.

Alright, so, today was chill cuz it was the last day of school before the winter break, and since I was done my animation project tomorrow, during animation (3rd period) I asked my anim teacher if I could go see Mr S cuz I had something to give him, and he let me go so I started going. My anim period is also Mr S' prep so it works out well to give him stuff without him being in a rush to leave or anything.

So I peaked my head into his room cuz he left the door open, and it was dark so I was wondered if he was there, and he was in fact there, so I saw him and said "Hey!" and he said "Hey!" and then I walked in with the mug with the candy canes and said "So, I have something for you" and set the mug down on the desk in front of him and he said "Thank you!" and then I set down the two packets of hot choco I brought him too, and he said "Thank you" again. He picked up the mug and looked at it and said "Oh my gosh, did you draw this?" and I said "Yeah, I drew it myself" and he said "Oh my gosh this is adorable" and I said "Thank you!" and then I said "I also have this" and put a crochet little duck made with grey yarn for the body and green yarn for the accents like the bill and feet and a little tuft of hair on top of its head (it reminded me of him for some reason), and he said "Oh my gosh, (as if he was surprised by the number of things) I didn't know you crochet, I'll have to make sure my dog doesn't get this" and I said "Yeah be careful your dog doesn't get it. Yeah, I don't crochet often, but I learned from my mom" and he said "Wow, thank you so much!" and I said "No problem" and then I was thinking about asking him for a hug but I kept hesitating and then I chickened out, and then he was saying stuff to end the convo like "Well, I hope you have a good break, a good holiday, and I'll see you in the new year." and I interrupted him saying "Wait, I'm coming in after school" and he said "Oh, you're coming in after school?" and I said "Yeah" and then he said "Oh okay" and then I said "I'll see you later then!" and he said "See you later!" and then I left to go back to class.

So then fourth period I was just daydreaming about how to get a hug from him, and what would happen after school, going through every possible scenario and how to word it when I ask for a hug cuz I'd much rather ask than assume he's okay with it and embarrass myself. That period dragged on foreverrrr and then I was finally able to go to my locker and then go see Mr S.

I went to his classroom after school as usual but he was talking with his EA so I was waiting til they were done to say hi, and I did, and they both said hi back. And Mr S said "Hi, how was the rest of your day?" and I said "Great, actually" and he said "Great actually?" and I said "Yeah, psych was really chill, we had a lesson but it was a chill lesson and we had a big class discussion in between too" and he seemed genuinely interested. And then his EA left and we said happy holidays and whatnot. Me and Mr S talked about his plans for the break, and he said "WE'RE going to (town name) to (continues)" like I'm sorry, who tf is WE? He was talking about his fam before that, so maybe he was referring to his fam? But maybe he was referring to a partner? Then he asked me about my plans and I mentioned how I'm going to see a movie tomorrow (still not sure if that's actually happening) but he asked who I'm going to see it with, so I told him "My friend E (Insert first name here, we'll call her Bestie E or E), the one that took me to her cousin's wedding" and he was like "Oh" but like... Why does it matter to him who I go with? Is he trying to figure out if I'm single? Cuz I am 😏.

But anyways, we continued talking a while until he started packing up and I started packing up so I wouldn't miss my chance to hug him while I had it, but holy sh he gets ready fast and he was at the door ready to lock it while it was open, and he was saying "Well, have a great break, don't work too much on school stuff" and I missed the rest cuz I was panicking inside cuz he was about to leave and I wasn't about to let that opportunity go, so I put down my backpack and purse and said "Wait, can I hug you?" in the most frail, barely audible, tiny, lowercase voice ever 😭 and he said "Sure, of course!" AND GAVE ME THE CUTEST MOST GENUINE SMILE I'VE EVER SEEN HIM HAVE. IT WAS LIKE A FACE OF ADMIRATION OR ADORATION. And omg the hug was so short it's so sad but when I first hugged him, I PUT MY ARMS AROUND HIM UNDER HIS ARMS AND HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND MY SHOULDERS KIND OF- I JUST REALIZED I HUGGED HIS BODY LIKE I TOUCHED HIS BODY OMFG SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOAMING AT THE MOUTH- Anyways, he was so nice and warm, AND FOR A SECOND I LAID MY HEAD ON HIS SHOULDER WHILE WE HUGGED, and then I felt the hug was gonna get awkward if it went any longer, but he didn't exactly pull away, I just kinda felt like it was time to let go so I did and the hug was over 😭 it was so short.

When it was over I said "I haven't had a hug in a while" and he said "Oh really?" and I said "Yeah, thank you" and he said "No problem!" with the cutest ahh smile I've ever seen on him before. And we were getting ready to part ways so I said "Alright, thank you so much" and he said "Of course!" and then I said "Bye! See you after the break!" and he said "Bye! Have a great break!" and then I left.

After I left, my hands were shaking so much and so were my knees and I could barely walk so I had to stand outside for a minute before leaving to go home.

[foxluvrz]

casually rewatching Miller's Girl for the 17th time

[melody-jellyfish]

no cause we're literally going to get married the minute I graduate (she's 33 years my senior)

[sealene]

god i’m obsessed with him i want to know what his morning routine is like what he does when he gets home from work what his favorite dinner food is what he thinks about before he goes to bed

i want to know if he thinks about me too