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friday-answers · 20 days

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doing my annual radio silence reread has become incredibly useful in terms of universe friday... i'm getting all the lore in check

and i am already finding things i did not remember!!! example: RADIO'S LUNAR BIKE???????

can't believe i could've forgotten something so cool like that. dw i'm making notes and annotating, tabbing everything i didn't remember to make sure details are up to date in universe friday!!!!!!!

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notabuddhist · 2 months

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good morning from my room in my rents' house where i relocated to after 11pm with the help of my sister because i absolutely flipped my shit when i heard something scurrying across the floor of my room last night.

#around 10pm i freaked out because something tried to get under the bathroom door and then disappeared when i yelled in suprise #it looked like a big beetle or roach but i didn't see it long enough to know either way #spent an hour stressed af sitting on my bed because the floor was lava #i think partly because i was nervous about being jumpscared by whatever this was #eventually managed to sort out the lights and the bathroom and decided to go to sleep #and i think i could have dealt with the knowledge that this thing was somewhere in the apartment if i couldn't HEAR IT #suddenly #loudly #in the room #immediately panicked #could not have prevented that reaction in myself #definitely couldn't bring myself down #jammed my fingers in my ears so i couldn't hear it anymore and had to wait for my sister to come and get me #except of course i couldn't get up to open the door so she had to get the spare from my aunt #i'm certain my yelling/screaming scared whatever it was because it wasn't in the room by the time anyone got there #it was not dignified in any way and today i'm going to have to go back to my place #and try to work out how it got in #and try to block every fucking space there is between skirting and floor board #which is basically the entire flat #bugs can exist and i will not be happy about it but i can accept it #but they CANNOT be loud enough that you can HEAR THEM SCURRY #idk what it was!#i thought it was a big roach #i have never seen one in the houses here before #deeply deeply unhappy

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jessicas-pi · 1 year

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I conducted a vote on which fic snippet to share, and you chose the shipfic I'm writing out of spite!

(Sooo, just for a little context: this is from a short fic set in the same setting as my main Medieval AU, but not in the same universe/continuity as my main Medieval AU. Kinda like what SW Legends is to canon, yknow?)

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“I’m the PRINCESSSSS!”

Ahsoka’s flailing arm nearly hit Rex in the face, but he dodged, and caught her around the middle, stopping her tipsy swaying. “Yes, Your Highness, we know.”

She threw an arm around his neck and squished her cheek against his pauldron. “I’m prettyyyyy.”

“If you insist, Princess.”

“Do you think I’m pretty?”

She swerved wildly, and he redirected her. “It would be unseemly for me to answer that, Princess.”

“Seemly. Seeeeeemly. Stupid Seemley Ress,” she said, slurring his name, then trying to correct herself. “Stupid Seemly Ress. Resss. Ressss! My tongue’sss not workin’, Ress!”

“So I hear.”

“I’m pretty. And I’m strong.”

“As everyone knows.”

“And I’m tall!”

“Acknowledged.”

“And I’m orange!”

“Correct.”

“AND I’m… I’mma walk on my own now!”

She shoved him away and took two wobbly steps forward before he had to catch her again.

“I can do it!” she whined. “I’m a lady. I’m twen’ny yearssss ol’. I can walk!”

She very clearly could not, so with a sigh, Rex bent over and lifted her completely, carrying her down the hallway. “All due respect, ladies do not get sloshed at formal dinners.”

“Isss no’ my fault,” she muttered. “Issstupid Korkie’s fault.”

“Right,” Rex said, ignoring her and the looks he was getting. Mostly sympathetic ones; everyone knew the Princess was trouble and was used to her getting into worse predicaments than this.

“Korkie says you liiiiike me,” she continued, singsongy. “He says you’re—you’re not sssaying an’thin ‘bout it cause of, uh. Uhhhhh. Clones! People don’t like you. Stupid people don’t. Good people do. Korkie says I like you.”

“That would be surprising, considering the amount of complaining you do whenever I’m around,” Rex deadpanned.

#korkie didn't even do anything poor guy #ahsoka's just throwing him under the bus like 'yep it is definitely korkie's fault that i got drunk.'#and rex doesn't buy it lol #soooo anyway. this is my very first foray into writing rexsoka and they're both firmly in the denial stage rn!#(I don't normally ship it due to the age gap but since they're only 3-4 years apart in this au and they met when she was 17 and not 14 #I figured if i was gonna spitewrite a rexsoka fic then the medieval setting would be the one to do it in!)#fun fact! i had contemplated actually having them be a couple in the ACTUAL medieval au and even came up with a few fun scenes!#but i scrapped it in favor of a funnier idea #but that meant i had to scrap the scenes too #BUT by writing a fic in the same setting but not the same universe i can still write those scenes!#fic snippet #fic sneak peek #spite writing #ahsoka tano #captain rex #rexsoka #annnyyyywaaaaaay posting now before i overthink and doubt myself uwu #cause writing semi-controversial ships that i know some of my tumblr buddies might not like makes me nervous lol #but hey i'm just turning it into a game. i'm calling it 'will i lose followers for posting about this ship and how many will i lose'#star wars medieval au

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suffarustuffaru · 1 year

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i just. remembered again that i have a fembaru fic but also the premise is. Very Messed Up hah and also it was written before the canon genderbent au with its official genderbend names for everyone so its also outdated on top of that T^T i had like. Genderqueer subtext going on too. but i also wrote this fic like almost two years ago and havent touched it in forever so im unsure if i should go back to it…. o.o but i would love to finish it one day if only for my own satisfaction hah… i had a very detailed outline for ch 2 (its a twoshot) and several scenes written already anyway!! (and also i would probably update those names, make minor edits, etc etc hmm…)

#just thinking about this wip again………… mmmm….. not super confident in my older ao3 fics but the premise for this one was like. i think i #ended up brainstorming it with a friend or two and then i was like wait holy shit howd this play out. and then i took about two weeks to #write ch1? :o #and then i like. REALLY got into revolutionary girl utena after finishing ch1 so like that def bled into um. the themes.#just. thimking…….. bc ive had so many ideas to explore like. themes regarding gender and misogyny and Choice and destiny and queerness and #all sorts of things….. bc rezero Touches on them and is even Detailed on them sometimes and id Love to go in depth. but im also a bit #nervous to bc 1. writing fic is….. so much work sometimes fr and i am but a lazy writer and 2. the slight anxiety of what if i get flamed #o.o wild to think about…..#like. i have ideas for emilia fics that are. definitely darker maybe a bit controversial but i will go off the walls with writing for the #sake of answering the questions of. can this be done. and is it possible to narratively critique canon and fandom treatment of emilia. that #sort of thing.#not that im the best writer ever akdbdnd but i do like darker fiction sometimes. and i also like being meta about things in fiction. and i #also like writing to get out a tiny bit of salt. etc etc.#i tried to write these kinds of thinngs with my atm sole emilia centric fic that i wrote. uhhh more than a year ago? and i would love to try #again one day bc ive def improved and changed as a writer since then. u know what i mean?? :o #just like. rezero and queerness is very interesting to me.#suffaru post #saving this on the blog bc i talked Too Much about my writing process here HAH #my writing process being: HOW FAR CAN I TAKE THIS IDEA AND HOW OFF THE WALLS CAN IT GET????#in reality tho im really just a massive nerd whos gone down a massive rabbit hole of writing anime fanfic. 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏#if you actually read all these tags big thank you HAH

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yo9urt · 11 days

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falls down

#mine #today was day 2 of job and it seems like a really good deal...the benefits are CRAZY #depending on the healthcare plan i pick i could literally pay $0 a month as my premium #great day to be single with no kids <3 #and the PTO is great and they have short term disability insurance which seems like a great option for when i get hysto #other benefits are all awesome and i know theres upward mobility which is really big for me #theres a part of me thats like...well...what if i did this job for a while...got my hysto next year...#saved up...got promoted...#then at some point move out...i was eyeing REDACTED CITY IN MY STATE #as a place to live especially post promotion (assuming i would get one) when i have more $$...#just a good way to sort of start my real adult life and all #but then i have an interview next week with a umm. i think it was a community college #over in another part of the state and then i got an email from a DIFFERENT cc #idk if we can interview because of schedule stuff we'll see. but that job pays GREAT money especially for my age #so im like ummm!!! hello...but i'm also not sure about the location...#i would definitely interview at least once just to get a feel for it #but im like arrrghhhh so much uncertainty...#raaaaggghhh #i've spent all summer saying i just want to skip ahead to the part where i have the job im sticking with #and everything is settled and nice #and it seems we're getting closer to that point but as we get closer i get more and more nervous #URRGH

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mxbitters · 17 days

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i hope the people that respond to my nervousness saying “don’t be nervous” know that a certain ronald radke said that to me like seven years ago and good lord if there is one way to instantly rip a 14 year old out of their falling in reverse phase it would be that anyway if you tell me to just not be nervous you are i automatically associate you with that silly, silly man so perhaps do not

#i say. admittedly Nervous #(seriously though)#(god FORBID i wanted to ask their drummer who promptly left the band about his hair dye preferences)#i had a pressing PRESSING question for ryan but okay thank you ronnie #it is very cool to put your hand on peoples shoulders and like. pull them. that #that is definitely how you make anxious teenagers not be nervous thank you #that was truly the maybe month or so before my egg cracked lmao i was having a rough one already #and then standing for like 3 hours in the boston cold freezing my limbs off #because my best friend at the time had vip tickets to her favorite band and was so excited and invited me #guh i met. a lot of bands that since got a LOT coming out about them #I enjoyed dangerkids but 1) they were not a meet and greet thing they were opening #and 2) even then idk idk their singer produced that fir album so idk idk idk #anyway yes mister radke this shoulder will forever have the lingering feeling of Your Stupid Fucking Hand Grabbing It Very Very Cool #but sure sure be vewy upset about trans people and anyone who says your music is bad #(you make so many songs about how you dont care)#(and the other songs you make are the embodiment of very real abuse tactics)#(you cant be twying to be bettew if you are genuinely not trying)#(you know its bad when even the right wing grifters wont let you be part of their club)#(even blair white is probably holding you at a very far arms length)#(try that. arms length. do not grab kids shoulders thank you)

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mars-ipan · 2 months

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iii…. don’t know what romance is

#marzi speaks #being unlabelled arospec is very interesting #funny how that in and of itself is a label. irony. anyways #what the fuck is romance even. i know love. i feel that one #but like. romance….?????#everyone’s definition of romantic attraction is different….#i love my friends a lot and have several good friends who i like to spend time with and cuddle and flirt with #and if they wanted to kiss the homies i would. i wouldn’t like make out with them but a little mwah mwah is acceptable #i already blow my friends kisses all the time. sometimes real close friends will exchange kisses on the cheek or the top of the head with me #i’ve met really pretty people who i like to look at. it makes me really wanna make friends with them #so i make friends with them. and usually they’re already dating people so i let that attraction die off and now i have a cool friend #i thought i had crushes as a kid but in hindsight i’m not sure now. i always got over them super quickly #i’ve found people so pretty that i get nervous around them and struggle to hold conversations because i’m worried about how they’ll see me #sometimes with these people i’ll find myself prone to jealousy or i’ll put extra effort into my appearance around them #is that romantic attraction? i don’t know #there’s no way to define romance that excludes platonic interaction for me #and i can’t tell the difference between wanting to hang out with someone and wanting to go out with someone #so i just sit here. confused. and sipping on that loving my friends juice #local hopeless romantic has no fucking clue what romance feels like more at 10

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boilingheart · 2 years

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*thinks abt my hc that mathias shaw is on the autism spectrum (i am deeply attached to this hc)*

*thinks abt how shaw was repeatedly described as needing to fidget or keep his hands busy in order to focus*

shadows rising, chapter 22, page 205

• Usually, he whittled bird statues to keep his hands busy […] • Just keep your hands and mind busy. • Then, Mathias would snap off a piece of grass and play with it, not nervously, but give himself a focus.

*thinks abt shaw repeatedly described as having an interest in birds, whittling birds, mimicking birdcalls, having a cabin to observe them, and how his armor is full of birds, clearly hinting at a special interest*

*thinks abt how shaw has now a couple of times shown to take things like jokes a little too serious, as if it’s gone over his head / missing sarcasm*

during zuldazar heist:

FF: Look at this obviously safe room! We should just run right in! MS: There is lightning on the floor and fire in the hallway after this, Fairwind. FF: Sarcasm? What’s that?

during terror by torchlight

“ Fancy finding you here. ” “ I work here. ” The timbre of Shaw’s voice indicated he couldn’t decide if his answer was a statement or a question.

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“ Can’t wait to try my Cutlass of Exceptional Undead Fending-Offing. ” “ That’s not the name— ” “ It’s the name now, too late. ”

*thinks abt how shaw seems to have anxiety being around too many people*

shadows rising, chapter 22, page 204

“ I’m good at that, being alone. Comes natural to me. I was never all that personable— liked watching people, sure, observing, but too many and I just felt… swallowed up, like everyone could see me just fine but I couldn’t see them. ”

*thinks abt shaw and all his lil quirks and habits*

*thinks abt shaw*

*thinks abt shaw—*

#bheart talks #Mathias Shaw #Warcraft #now this post i definitely admittedly got VERY nervous to post about for some reason but i cannot keep it in my chest any longer #this is one of my favorite hcs of him ever ok #i need people to know the truth

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ltcommanderkathrynjaneway · 4 months

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Happy early birthday! I hope you’ll have a great few days and get to celebrate with something fun 💕

Thank you! My local movie theater is doing a Studio Ghibli weekend, so I’m going to go see at least Howl’s Moving Castle. Other than that, I’m mostly going to be cleaning my apartment because my whole family is descending in two weeks for my retirement ceremony.

#everything in my life is all about this retirement #I apologize to all the people around me because it’s the first thing out of my mouth in nearly every conversation #14 days left in the Navy #and then I get a decent pension for the rest of my life #it’s very weird to think about #I’m in the phase where it just seems fake #listen kids #there are good reasons to join the military #(and bad ones)#and it’s definitely not for everyone #but pensions are getting rarer and rarer #and the military is pretty much the only one that pays out young #someone who joined at 18 can start a pension at 38 #I joined at 20 and will be getting a pension starting at 41 #hopefully for the next 50+ years #also free healthcare while in the service #huge benefit #I’m probably most nervous about dealing with that once I get out #because I’ve never really had to do anything with insurance #ok this got very rambly and off topic #thank you!

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starrycat123-blog · 8 months

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oksies hi starting a new thread of get to know you

haii I'm moth and also thea you may call me any nickname as well <3

I love musicals so so much (niche and popular!! basic-shaming is lame)

I am superhero obsessed (augh pied piper)

doctor who is my autism (yay river sonf!!!!)

good omens heoughhhhhhhh

super excited to meet you <3333333

Hi moth!! You can call me tetra. Don't worry that's not my real name or anything tho. I took it from the concept of tetrachords in music.

If we're generous about what we call superheroes, then maybe most of the things I like are superhero based. I mean obviously there's marvel and dc, but then there's stuff like dpxdc, sonic the hedgehog (idk if I've ever heard him called a superhero but he kinda is), if we count magical girls then like. Sailor moon and madoka magica

I haven't seen any episodes of good omens, but I read a really good fanfic of Crowley going to therapy a while back, and a couple funny ones with like yelp reviews of Aziraphale's bookstore. Plus I love the good omens analysis posts on here. I feel like maybe I half know some of what's happened in the show but also probably haven't scratched the surface. I'm kinda bad at watching TV shows, so there's a lot of stuff that I know from fandom but haven't seen. For another example of that, I've only watched one or two episodes of Sonic Prime. I reblog posts for it and it sounds good but idk. Just bad at it.

I'm a much more casual fan of musicals, I think for the same thing as above where I just struggle to sit and watch something on purpose. But I listen to the music from them sometimes, I've read transcripts online of a couple, and i swoon whenever I see a post analyzing the meaning of a musical song, especially when they go beyond lyrics and start going into the music theory in the tune. I don't have the skills or knowledge to do that myself but I love it so much

(when the singer changes their technique to enhance the meaning,, when this or that chord is a step outside the key to symbolize change or isolation or anything,,, using instruments as symbols for this or that character,,, tbh it doesn't have to be a musical even shout out to that youtube video by Scruffy on how fnaf's audio and sound effects make it scarier)

Lately I've been bouncing back and forth between Sonic and DPxDC. With hints of Slay The Princess in there bc I saw part of a playthrough of that awhile ago and loved the concept. I reblog madoka magica stuff whenever I see it (except magia record bc I know next to nothing about it) because that stuff makes me lose my mind. The love the pain the hope the despair!! Homura is probably like my ultimate blorbo but I love all the five girls they're so cool. I actually read the manga instead of watching the show though so I'm not as familiar with all the music. Plus I think the show had some extra scenes. Although it's a little confusing bc I think some of the extra scenes I see are magia record so idk.

Also I'm a fan of arts and crafts and will reblog that kind of thing once in a while, along with cute cat stuff.

Super excited to meet you too!

#sorry about the late response. got nervous and then put it off for awhile #hopefully it's a good one though?#it's unedited bc if i think stop and think harder/worry more now i'll never escape the think stage and i will post nothing #and i don't wanna do that #if there's anything you wanna know just ask #actually maybe i should think of some questions for you #oh like who's pied piper? i haven't heard of a superhero with that name just the child-stealing legend #unless you consider that guy a hero which like. i guess you could interpret it like that? teaching the value of not exploiting your workers #and i've read at least one story based on the legend where he takes the children somewhere nice #i feel like stealing children is not the ideal solution to that issue but it is a bit iconic if you think about it right #maybe he couldve taken some crops instead tho like thats the village income. it'd be more similar to money than kids.#i mean i guess in those days kids were also workers. and somewhat exploited generally.#so i guess i could see it as the guy getting exploited and then grabbing all the other exploited workers in town #i'm not really a history buff am i off base with this theory completely #i know kids used to have to work to help their families and that there are child labor laws for a reason #but also. not like there was a ton of free entertainment in the olden times.#i mean the parents almost definitely didnt pay kids money but chores aren't exploitation #maybe i should leave this up to interpretation #or just say it depends on situation and some kids probably were exploited while others weren't #hmm. this whole thing is probably just bs. i don't know what i'm talking about #oh well i hope you didn't mind it

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myname-isnia · 9 months

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Forever stuck thinking about the parallels between Kuviren and Mingzan no one touch me

#I mean. unless you wanna yell about it with me. then yes please touch me absolutely #there's just something about tiny snarky waterbenders and their smug teasing earthbending partners #the type is definitely genetic #suiren not only looks exactly like Ming-Hua but also inherited her tsundere #and ghazan and kuvira are similar enough too. the way they're utterly smitten for their respective gfs. their love for teasing #their not so secret death wish #etc etc #once Mingzan and Kuvira get to meet some interesting conversations will have a chance to take place #I've got two main ideas #one is suiren and ming-hua #their relationship has gotten healthier. ming-hua has learned to let go of that little water lily she missed so much #suiren has realised her child self isn't dead just hidden deep down. once they reunite again it's nothing at all like Uprooted #and once ming-hua finds out about who her daughter is dating. they talk #suiren feels the need to overexplain bc of the whole former dictator thing. but ming-hua is like 'I see the way she looks at you.'#'like you're the world. she makes you happy and that's all that matters to me even if I don't quite understand why her of all people'#and when suiren asks how she knows. ming-hua talks about how ghazan looks at her. and then they get to discussing #and realise how similar their respective partners are #and then the other idea is ghazan and kuvira #she's nervous at first because again. an ex dictator surrounded by anarchists. and is worried the convo will be about intentions #with their daughter. so she too quickly tries to explain why she and Suiren are together. but ghazan just says #'if she's anything like her mother. and she was. as a child at least... then I totally get it' and he grins #and they talk about their girls in length too #ghazan's my love vs kuvira's my suiren #both smitten. completely and utterly in love #<3<3<3 #if there's one thing to gain from all of this is it's that I maybe have become very kuviren centric but it's still a red lotus hyperfixation #first and foremost #and I've been craving RL shenanigans these past few days. so so badly #my beloved darlings

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fescues · 10 months

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Went to dyke nite at a gay bar last night, had a great time, bought a shirt from a vendor there, and then immediately lost the shirt (I think maaayybe in my uber home?) that I just spent 30 bucks on :|

#not about the spend another $20 on the uber lost item return fee. im so sad #otherwise it was such a good night. go hit on by two separate milfs #one of them was soooo hot. she was very shy about me buying her a drink hehe it was so cute #then she left after we danced together and i danced with a few other girls. made out with one and got her number :-)#this is such a new thing for me. i was so nervous going out alone but. it was definitely worth it

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sundial-girl · 1 year

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Meep meep meep

The Oliver :3

ehehe the little guy of all time...

My favorite song of theirs

ughgighghkjdg this is so hard wtf he has good songs 😭 i'll give u 3 b/c i can't decide

to be basic: "Amygdala's Rag Doll" -> it was the first ever oliver (and GHOST) song i listened to. still bangs after all these years

to be emo: "Thing" -> also one of the first oliver songs i started listening to, resonates w/ me deeply b/c personal issues. also very lovely and haunting

to be interesting: "Collection" -> OLIVER IN JAPANESE also the pv is so nice and this just soundsss so pretty. also not an og song but if u want more oliver in japanese there's this cover i'm going insane over

Who I ship them with

ok i'll b honest. len.

blonde boys that die in a lot of their songs

I THINK ITS FUNNY OK 😭 its not all that serious but they r cute. they both do have other cute ships too but i like this. or aroace oliver too thats slay

My favorite part about their design

ughhh everything abt his design is perfect its so gooddd but like... ig for one thing the long coat?? i suck at drawing it sometimes but i just love shit like that so i have the chance to draw flowy shit. extra dramatique. realistically ik wind physics whatever don't work like that BUT IT LOOKS COOL esp when other people do it in art too i love to see it. and in general it just ties his whole design together, blueee

also idk if james counts but best decision ever was giving him bird. yes. love to see it

A random headcanon I have of them

you get 2 b/c i couldn't decide which one's better

at this rate b/c of how much inedible stuff he's eaten he's practically immune to food poisoning. you can't kill him in any way that matters

HE AND MOKE ARE BESTIESSSSSS. you will never take this hc away from me even from my cold dead hands I WANT THEM TO BE FRIENDSSSS!!! bird enthusiasts. they go birdwatching together and have very long conversations about ornithology stuff. they arrange very sophisticated playdates for both their pet birds. ily them

name a vocaloid in my askbox and i'll tell you stuff

#ask #i got disconcentrated while answering sorry this took so long?? 😭 ALSO I HATE THE NEW EDITORRR i hate npf so much i jakfdsnjkgndskgjsgk #sorry if this isn't very exciting kdsjg. its like that post i like getting asks but answering them makes me nervous 😭#the bird stuff also definitely hasnt intensified due to where my life is going in (bird direction). REGARDLESS BESTIESSSSS PLEASE!! FRIENDS #im so sorry to both len and oliver. or really any vocaloid i get attached to my shitposts are so BADDDD DSHKJGHKG BUT ITS FUNNY #its a cute ship but i wish people were less creepy/weird abt it :/ ya know? but i dont wanna start drama #ive been meaning to make a post abt this but I WISH IT WAS EASIER TALKING ABOUT MY HCS FOR THESE VOCA MFERS #cause the inconsistency. the way nothing is like properly sorted. sobs. theres very few things that actually are somewhat 'default' but aug #lmao though he's like... a mini evil food eater conchita at this rate what have i done 😭😭 he'd drink straight poison for fun he dont care #thats one of the few things that stays consistent w/ him. boy cannot be stopped from eating things he should not be eating 😔✌️ he's feral #anyways i am so sorry i suck at tumblr :') i hope this makes sense???

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lunarhoneybunny · 1 year

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sighs. okay tmi posting sorry guys

#lunar bunny chatter #my horniness has been fluctuating the last day or so and it's definitely because of my period. this morning was crazy #i went to some DMs to listen to an audio message i got and i just died again and thought about some stuff which led me back onto tumblr #and i just went to look at some text posts and now that i look back. dude i have such an atrocious daddy/mommy kink it's actually funny #i mean. i really like the idea of being an appealing figure and my criteria for who i call daddy is so specific. there's just two people #that fall into that category but i don't like the other person as much as the other one. hi sorry for being gay i need this off of my chest #also hanging out with some friends and im so bad at comebacks and all that. how the fuck am i gonna top without stuttering and fumbling #and forgetting words.... that's my biggest worry. it doesn't help that i get super chatty when nervous but maybe i can work it in my favor #i wanna try out the title stuff just to test the waters before going absolutely ham. maybe as a cute joke i'll go “oh sure w/e u say daddy”#“lol haha” but it just seems real fun. i think it's hot too but. yeah it's a lot to unpack ahaha.#i still have a lot of guilt for talking dirty and being more brave when talking but that's just because i always felt like i didn't have...#the right to explore that especially when a lot of people i knew back then thought of me as “pure and innocent girl” and like. yeah fuck no #this was a really meandering ramble but my point: “daddy hot mommy hot i wanna explore that and im also nervous about stuff”#i do genuinely enjoy when i get in the mood though especially with someone i trust and like. click with? i hope that isn't too much to say #but it feels very natural and i don't have to force or hide anything. i just need a bit more confidence ahaha #that's all the rambling i got in me im gonna listen to some classic music from latin artists because im silly and mildly sentimental rn.

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sysig · 2 years

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