#damn it made me cry
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I don’t talk about my love for Kira Nerys too often because. Look. I think if DS9 handles anything well, it’s Kira, hands down.
Her character development is a work of art. She is so traumatised, so angry, so beaten down and STILL FIGHTING at the start. She struggles so much with her PTSD, with the idea that she is ever allowed to be in anything but attack mode…
And then, slowly, gradually, she becomes a whole new person. She laughs, she smiles, she makes corny jokes, she does dumb fun things for the sake of enjoying herself. She has friends, she has a family, she is surrounded by love and joy and HOPE.
Even in the middle of second war, she’s DIFFERENT now. She’s not the same miserable angry person she was, afraid to let go of the vigilant surivival instincts that kept her alive for so long. She’s come back to life as a person who has something to live for.
She has done terrible things. Her hands are stained with blood. She is never going to be able to forget her trauma or the suffering, both her own and that of her people, nor the suffering she inflicted while fighting for her freedom. But she recovers. She heals. She carves out an existence where she is truly, genuinely happy to be alive.
I don’t need to talk about Kira as much as some other characters because this all happens on screen. It’s right there, and it’s beautiful and perfect.
Kira Nerys goes from a person who cannot conceive of herself outside of the horrors she has suffered, inflicted, and fought against, to someone for whom her trauma is just one part of the larger picture, a piece of a rich and vibrant tapestry that is now filled, overwhelmingly, with joy.
Kira Nerys is like, hands down, bar none, one of, if not THE best characters Star Trek has ever created. I love her so much. She is just, completely and utterly perfect, especially in her flaws.
#stella talks#star trek ds9#star trek#kira nerys#.but see I don’t feel compelled to write fics about Kira.#.because I think her writing on the show is already pretty damn close to perfect.#.thanks in no small part to Nana visitor absolutely locking in on exactly who Kira was and should be.#.like she isn’t perfect because she’s flawless.#.she’s super fucking flawed.#.but she’s perfect because she is so flawed and so human and she grows so much and learns to thrive again.#.and god her whole character is just… she’s perfect okay.#.I love her so much I love her I love her I love her I love her.#.like the reason School Live is my favourite manga.#.is because it takes these deeply traumatised kids and then slowly. gradually. shows the#.shows them finding hope and reasons to live and learning to thrive in an absolute nightmare.#.the epilogue made me cry because it showed that they had found ACTUAL HAPPINESS after the hell they endured.#.I am such a sucker for stories about people learning to heal from trauma okay.#.and Kira Nerys is built on a foundation of trauma and she goes and builds a fucking castle on top of it from all the love inside her.#.I can’t emphasise enough how much I love her.#trek meta
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some old stuff
#devil may cry#dmc#dmc dante#dmc vergil#devil may cry fanart#dmc fanart#dante sparda#vergil sparda#devil may cry dante#devil may cry vergil#and by old these were made like. months ago LOL#the 2nd one came about cause i was walking back to my dorm after class and it was storming like shit and i had btl playing in my mp3#lovely experience#dont ask me why vergils coats are so damn shiny im bad at rendering
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inspired by that one other vien diagram
#oneshot game#in stars and time#undertale#oneshot#isat#ut#utdr#isat spoilers#ut spoilers#oneshot spoilers#alternative candidates to vien diagrams circles were:#'BIG HAT BIG CLOAK BIG HAT BIG CLOAK BIG HAT BIG CLOAK BIG HAT BIG CLOAK BIG HAT BIG CLOAK BIG HAT BIG CLOAK BIG HAT BIG CLOAK BI-'#'died but got better'#'semi-divine being on speed dial'#'damn these mfs havent seen the sun in one thousand years....'#'the gang gets doomed (and then sequentially undoomed) by the narrative 🔥🔥🔥'#'the end goal was not in fact the End Goal'#'colors 🌈'#and of course#'made me cry real tears at one point'
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Literally had to pause my game so I could be unhinged about this for a second. Not only do you get +4 (PLUS!!! FOUR!!!!!) from Kim being with you, but you ALSO get +1 from HAVING HIS HANDKERCHIEF!?
Harrier, you are out of your mind in love with this man and I am right there with you.
#crying screaming throwing up#disco elysium#harry du bois#harrier du bois#kim kitsuragi#I didn't get that buff on my first play through because I passed the vomit check when inspecting the corpse#LIKE AN IDIOT#had I known Kim would give me his handkerchief and that I would receive PSYCHIC STRENGTH via the POWER OF LOVE from it#I would have made sure Harry puked his game damn guts out#gonna think about this for the rest of forever now thx#harry/kim#harrykim#kimharry
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Doodles n personal designs n shit.
I also do traditional doodles....
#honkai star rail#hsr#dr ratio#aventurine#ratiorine#/There are almost always some parts of the designs that hoyo make that annoy me.#/Like damn Aventurine I get your cunty outfit but that cutout? Nah I ain't drawin that.#/And what on gods green earth is that shirt that Ratio was wearing? Half of it was eaten. Ain't drawing that either.#/But I feel like I made them even more slutty (sobbing and crying)#/“After Dr Ratio decided to update his wardrobe the amount of people attending his lections has skyrocketed” (c) ma fren#/Anyways I'm just a boy who likes adapting designs of his fav chars to his tastes.#/Feel free to use if anyone likes them idfc.
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Imagine Odysseus taking one of those ‘who is your godly parent?’ Test(for fun ofc)
He gets Athena, and it’s rlly fluffy, happy mentor-mentee moment-
Until Hermes see that
He weeps(dramatically, ofc) so shocked about such a betrayal, Athena how dare you steal my great-grandson??
#epic the musical#odysseus#epic#Athena#hermes#trying to be delusional and happy after god games#tryin to focus on vengeance saga#Hermes is that one weird(cool) uncle#Athena is kinda mix between strict mom and cool aunt#Hermes loves his descendants and you can pry that from my cold dead hands#no bc I’m damn sure he almost flip when he found out what Calypso had done#Athena&Hermes friendship#is it friendship when they’re siblings??#rlly good relationship ig#they’re like big happy family :)#Mr Jalapeño made me cry so Imma be delulu
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I think of him……..
#handsomest man in the world#ramattra#overwatch#aka drawing#its still damn near impossible for me to draw him without referencing his model#THIS GUY IS SO HARD TO DRAW IT MAKES ME CRY#this is one attempt out of many where I actually like the way he looks dfjshklfsjerkmg#i want to be able to draw him regularly huhuhuh#also posting this made me nervous sfkdlfgf
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M. Márquez & Honda—Something in the Orange
Marc Màrquez and Honda ended their 11 year long journey of incredible highs and inevitable lows, having won 6 premiere class world-championships, 5 triple crowns, 59 victories, 101 podiums and 64 poles together.
The end of an era has come. 🤍
[note: edit from november 2023 | cleaning out drafts]
#yes this is very out of the ransom i apologize i made this quite literally exactly one year ago and never posted it.#and i‘m cleaning my drafts out so either it‘s in the bin or on the blog#scuse meee#and now he‘s left gresini already too…#very big on the you‘re never coming home….#something in the orange…#also santi in the last clips. crying. after ‚i‘ve never lost sight of MY marc marquez‘. waiiiling.#this is for me myself and i to weep about#if i you think i spent more time crying about footage than actual editing you are damn right babe#marc marquez#motogp#s.edits#marc marquez edit#honda!marc…you will always be famous…</3
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freddy apologising to the fan who got his jersey instead of sway's, ft. the fan sweetly reassuring him that he's v.happy! alternatively titled: me about to throw so much love and affection at him that he will never doubt it ever again
#no but seriously i WILL cry#trent frederic#boston bruins#bruins#j made a thing#there's not much i hate more when gifing than having to mix my own subtitles with behind the b's#bc they make them so damn big and ugly#like friends i am NOT going into my text settings to change it from my usual ones i'm sorry it's just not happening#gifset series: trent frederic propaganda#gifset series: hockey moments that make me insane
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PLEASE HELP ME
ATTENTION VANDER X READER FANFIC WRITERS!!!
I need to have reader save vander. I need reader to save the day what remains of their family- and then them leaving Piltover together on a ship and never coming back, and yes Vi brings her girlfriend along too I dont care
(The ship thing totally doesnt come from my oc being a pirate or anything- pirates are cool as shit let me live)
#arcane x reader#vander x reader#You know damn well that we need the comfort#Vander is alive!!!#I scream as they pull me into the asylum#Isha comes with too#They all live#Reader is goated and saves the day#Im eating to make myself feel better#My dad made fun of me for crying about the end of Arcane#Im desperate for any form of happiness right bow
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he deserves all the best things
#i can't believe they made me cry on a damn thursday#he deserved a happy life with ellie why did they do this to him#*crying in the corner*#jose pedro balmaceda pascal#pedro pascal fandom#pedro pascal#pedropascal#pedro pascal characters#joel miller#joel tlou#the last of us#tlou hbo#tlou season 2#tlou2#the last of us season 2
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Dude I'm so emotional about Charlie singing a rap lullaby to Sunny. As a person whose favourite egg was Flippa since the start (and still is) - watching Charlie do the same thing he did for her in the initial days means so much to me. There's so many things to be said about how Charlie is a completely different person than he was at the start of this journey. Life, choices, and, circumstances have all let him to a stage where he even if he tries to improve, everyone and everything around him is serving as a reminder of the mistakes he's made. On top of that these reminders are also serving as a knife being twisted in the already rotting away scar of his grief.
And yet, in this scenario now when he is emotionally down and his self esteem has been shot down all the way to hell - he doubts himself and his actions so much regardless of the intentions he carries. Now here comes Sunny like a whiplash - this little bundle of joy whose jumping around and wanting to be with Charlie and it's despite of knowing all the things she has heard multiple different people tell her - she still approaches him with the same love in her heart and the same shine in her eyes as the diamonds she carries.
However, this time instead of falling into his spiral of self-hate and becoming a catalyst to the destiny he fears, this time he tries to try despite his doubts and it's all for this Sunny who looks at him like he's her world and who kills someone just to be with her dad. And oh he sings for her the same way he sang when he originally felt the feeling closest to this. And maybe just maybe her love for him might end up helping him love himself a little bit more.
#Sorey for rant#I'm just so damn emotional over this#Dude#The rap made me cry#He did it for Flippa :(#qsmp#Charlie slimecicle#Sunny#Mika mumbles#Meta
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I'm at water 7 and ....
hey luffy, usopp, sanji, zoro, how about y'all stop fighting and arguing !!!! please please??? I'd be really happy if y'all stopped ??? maybe you should cuddle and perhaps kiss instead??? just a thought ??? IM BEGGING ON MY KNEES
#they literally made me cry and sob#hard#usopp and luffy are about to fight fr#and ik I'll cry again#these damn queer pirates#usopp#black leg sanji#sanji#roronoa zoro#monkey d. luffy#zosan#lusan#zolu#zosopp#lusopp#sanuso#one piece#water 7
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Aurum didn't think he was a xenophobe but he did think that some species were too...delicate. They were too emotional, what with their snot and tears when things got to be too much. It was a terrible evolutionary trait to keep. Your telling others, friend and foe, that your currently vulnerable. A terrible sign of weakness.
Thank the heavens his species didn't have that.
And thank the heavens the two humans at the centre seemed to be the least delicate of their species. Why, what would they do if the children made them too emotional? They'd burst into tears surely!
The poor things.
'Speaking of them' he paused as he saw the two humans in the halls, arguing with someone. Rather...passionately, to the point where half the large hall was taken up by a crowd gathering to watch.
'Wouldn't want to miss a free show' he grinned to himself. How he loved drama.
The gist of the fight was a new co-worker of theirs was fired after they had reported them to the Calis, the first mate of the ship. The reason for was unknown but there were some theories about how it was about workplace bullying, the firee being bad at their job, or perhaps speciesism from the humans.
Aurum watched in glee as words were exchanged, some plain and boring, others witty and clever, with some having him along with the whole crowd gasping. He nodded to himself in approval of the human's cool headedness. If only all emotional species where like them.
Seeing as the argument was going nowhere Aurum decided to take his leave. But the gasping of the crowd drew him right back in. He pushed back to his ideal viewing spot and looked. The humans were acting strangely. One was crying and the other was laughing.
"What happened? Why are they crying why are they laughing?" he whispered.
"I don't know, they were arguing when the humans just...broke." whispered back another.
The humans spoke.
"You...you are the most infuriating being I have ever met...do you feed off all the bullshit you cause?" hissed Kim, tears slipping out from her eyes.
"Oh my god why are you like this? I pity your previous boss." giggles Max, his laughs not all cheery or joyful.
"What, what are you doing? Why are you crying? What's so funny??"
"I'm crying because I am so fed up with your bullshit that it is driving me to tears." seethes Kim. "Congratulations, you are now the second person to make me angry cry!"
"This...this is a new one for me...I've never laughed because of how angry someone made me." the laughs coming Max make Aurum grimace, they don't sound at all natural. It sounded even worse when the laughs turned wet and tears began to threaten to spill.
Aurum had always thought that tears were horrible. Not the emotions but tears. As they are a sign of weakness. A sign you are vulnerable. But watching these two...it was truly unsettling.
To not sob Kim had begun to whisper, her voice quiet but so full of rage. Max didn't care and simply continued with his current volume, allowing the tears to pour into his smirking, giggling mouth.
Their tears did not make Aurum think they are weak. Their tears made Aurum lean back from the horrifying combination of emotions. The quiet rage. The maniacal laughter.
He heard later that the fired co-worker was indeed rather terrible and left that very day with no more fighting or protests.
#humans are space orcs#humans are space oddities#the adventures of kim and max running a space child centre#so I just angry cried for the first time and damn it shut the other person down fast#like they were silent#also have laughed from anger because the absurdity of the other person just made me laugh#and i thought since you can cry from laughter and you can laugh from being angry why not maniacal angry laughter with a dash of tears#also we are finally getting rid of a co-worker who had made work utter hell#so whoop whoop#i like to think humans are more 'emotional' than other species simply bc we can cry and maybe bc we can feel more complex ones#or maybe bc we have monkey brain and react in a way that make other species uncomfortable when experiencing too much emotions#your choice
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my favorite doomed siblings how i love you so
#hhhhh someone has probably made this comparison already but#aaaaaaa#i just :(((( adore them#the zenin siblings …. the fushiguro siblings……#you deserved to be happy…#ALSO the entire sequence of megumi talking about his ideal life made me wanna cry so fucking bad 😭😭#i love him . so damn much#amazing chapter#ari noises ✩#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#jjk leaks
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All you need to know is that its HIS DAY!!!!!!!!
+ uhhh. Yaoi ? idunno
#this is a rlly early bday present to myself#bioshock#bioshock fanart#frank fontaine#my post ‼️#frank nibbles fontaine ily#everyone should draw Frank on my birthday (JOKE) ((Nov 29th tho... be ALERT!!!!!!)#its also almost been a yr since i got into BioShock!! (Nov 22nd)#anyways.. Yaoi Beam#whos grabbing his tie? You Should Know by now#that damn bird!!!!!!#also ngl getting into BioShock has changed me so so much#and im v grateful to this game and the friends ive made bcuz of it#uhgmgm yeah thats all idk if i think abt it too much ill cry /pos so
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