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HAPPY RIP-PRIDE💪💪💪💪
#jrwi riptide#just roll with it#gillion tidestrider#jay ferin#lizzie lafayette#ava ferin#waning crescent#jrwi zamia#jrwi star#jrwi igneous#jasmine drake#finn tidestrider#jrwi queen#jrwi spoilers#jrwi riptide spoilers#jrwi gillion#jrwi jay#happy pride yall <333#I know pride month is over now but expect to see some more#headcanons and the like I mean#cuz I wanna have some fun#tv’s art
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Drew a bunch of Marinettes in a bunch of different artists styles it was a lot of fun!!
Artists who's styles I mimicked: @buggachat @hamsternamedmarinette @ladybeug @sabertoothwalrus and @anna-scribbles all epic artists 🤟😎
#my art#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#style mimic#sorry for the @s btw#yall should go follow those artists if you dont already also#this was sort of inspired by a post the three artists on the top row made#i think they all got together and drew with one another#which is really cool#but i was genuinely confused because i mimic styles a lot#and ive seen others do it too so i was just like#wow they really know each others styles really well#until i thought about it and read their posts some more#style mimicking is really freaking fun and i think its really good practice#and a good way to explore other ways of doing things#like you really have to learn new techniques and get out of your comfort zone#also anna scribbles i could not find a recent pic of marinette in her main outfit#so thats the only marinette i drew in different clothes cuz i couldnt find a more recent ref of you drawing it#anna scribble marinette has privileges thats the others dont#but ye#i also threw my own style in there as a frame of reference to what me draw like#ive drawn marinette before just not in a loooong while#sabertooth walrus was the hardest for me to mimic cuz they have a broad range in their style#so its like which sabertooth do i wanna be in this pic#Buggachat has such a distinct style thats very clean and consistent which is amazing so they were easy#being easy or hard arent bad things either it also has to do with like styles meeting up with one another#buggachats and mine arent too too different in some shapes and aspects#so yeah itd be easier plus they drew marinette like 3 sec ago so i have more recent of a ref#as opposed to sabertooth who i have a recent ref of ladybug but not marinette so we got two diff styles in one
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Be honest, what are your thoughts on appledash? Do you hate it or its more of not a big deal
Not a big deal to me. I like it, I see all the appeals, I just personally like Rarijack more.
#ask me#anon#if you wanna know why i like rarijack more i just think they're a healthier depiction of a domestic and longterm relationship#appledash gives me the vibes of gfs that'll eventually break up#because from s1 to s8 their relationship and communication with each other on serious things never really matures or grows#they were competitive and petty in s1 and they were competitive and petty in s8#arguably worse cuz in that s8 episode their dynamic becomes so toxic they almost cause a student under their care to drown#both of them have a superiority complex that's constantly conflicting with each other and it never really gets resolved#but with rarijack there's a very clear arc of development you can follow in their character#and multiple episodes show how they'll argue and eventually come back together and apologize and communicate and work to better things#you can watch them grow to like and understand each other. in s1 aj scoffs and makes fun of rarity's work in fashion#but in a later season (after some conflict) aj says that she doesn't understand fashion but she knows it means a lot to rarity so it means#a lot to her too. and that's what love is to me. “it didn't mean anything to me until it meant something to you”#it's genuinely really sweet and i'd argue rarijack /feels/ the most romantic out of all the main 6 ships. through arguing they grow closer#which is how it's supposed to be in relationships that last! you argue to work out your interpersonal problems and understand each other#(which is why it's genuinely kinda baffling to me that appledash ended up being canonically married because they never gave me those vibes)#but it really doesn't matter. they're cartoon horses! have fun with them
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LDR moon by @spadillelicious
Guys.....I caved in
#neonsart#love death and rollerskates#fnaf moon#fnaf moondrop#moondrop#next time hopefully ill do something on digital#ive been having too much fun with markers on paper#gotta love the feeling of traditional art#tho i feel digitall is more fit for my style#anywaayysss lemme ramble about this fic cuz o my god its so good#i live for the 80s aesthetic and man i do love me some obsessive sun and moon#man i legit got emotional over both moons and suns sides up to ch14#i cant wait to know more ab their pasts amd learn more about their povs#also i wanna kiss sun idc what people say
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there ain't any place for ya, wankers.
get out.
finally! my contribution to #fixtf2 is done! it took about 8-9 in total, excluding creating refs in sfm(i don't remember how long it took).
i might have joined only about 2 months ago, but this game and community already became very dear to my heart. there are so many cool and creative people, and thanks to tf2 i've made new friends as well! i love it so much and i want for the game to be in a playable state again. so that everyone could enjoy a game of casual without spending hours trying to get into a lobby without bots and cheaters.
my love isn't blinded though and i've seen some issues with the movement both in-game and outside of the game. so here are some quick reminders for those who need it:
#fixtf2 is an ongoing peaceful protest. drawing sniper robots getting destroyed or killing bots in game with army of pocket medics by your side is fine. going out of your way to harass(or worse) anyone is not.
not everyone knows what's going on with tf2! if you see anyone questioning the movement - even if you think they might be a troll - cool down your head and tell what is going on and why. there are many videos explaining the situation, share them!
don't drop to your enemy's level. whether or not you believe #fixtf2 would end well, stay civil. if discussion starts going in the wrong direction, leave before it goes completely sour.
i really hope it goes well, but for it to happen we must work together in unity. think twice before you act, sign the petition if you didn't already and keep protesting!
#fixtf2#fix tf2#savetf2#save tf2#tf2#team fortress 2#team fortress two#tf2 fanart#team fortress fanart#tf2 sniper#sniper tf2#painting sky blu art#fun fact this drawing bugged my buy me a coffee and now i cannot go to posts tab ljkjlkj it bugged so hard there are dupes of the post too#for some reason there's no longer “delete post” button so now im just. stuck i guess. i cannot do anything. unless i email them but tbh#im not sure i wanna keep using bmc. its so buggy. unfortunately i dont really have access to alternatives cuz i do not have paypal. how fun#eyestrain#cw eyestrain
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I can't stand ship wars but I physically can't restrain myself when I see my faves mentioned in the comments of a video that says smth like "when there's a disgusting ship that makes you sick to your stomach but for some reason it's popular"
Cuz they gotta be rage-bait, ain't no way you're saying bkdk or stsg or itafushi or killugon or sns or erasermic or any other perfectly normal ship instead of naming shit like gojo x yuuji?
Saw someone say "any ship that isn't canon" and I started laughing, some y'all really hate fun huh
#like it can't be that hard to conceptualize that a ship you dislike≠disgusting and revolting and should be burnt at the stake#they got me ready to start with the paragraphs#i never do i manage to hold myself back but trust that i am laughing at your nonsense#stsg#itafushi#bkdk#satosugu#killugon#bakudeku#fandom ships#sns#erasermic#and i understand hating bkdk cuz some of the fans ARE annoying or maybe you for some reason still hate katsuki in the year 2024#but itafushi? like what have they done to yall that you comment them under a “ships that i hate sm i could kill yo mama for shipping them”#ain't no way#it's not that serious#like if you wanna hate fun and have horrible taste be my guest ig not like it's gonna stop me from being a diehard shipper of these morons#at least i never see haikyuu ships mentioned. idk what id do if i saw anyone saying#shobio#or#bokuaka#but i know it wouldn't be pretty#haikyuu
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The Magnus Protocol 5 - Personal Screening
#the magnus protocol#tmagp#magnuspod#josh art tag#this one was hard to draw for... so eventually i settled on more of a “Vibe” piece if that makes sense#like some ideas had the guy sitting in a theater with popcorn n stuff but i didnt wanna actually draw him so i scrapped those ideas#ive been purposefully avoiding drawing the people in tmagp that are just from the statements (not statements but u know what i mean)#cuz i usually draw nothing but people#so its been a fun challenge to Not Do That#plus i dont wanna have to come up with designs for people we will probably only know for the 1 ep
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I give only the most important updates to the Tumblr girlies: Scottie is no longer bald <3
#moon art#moon ocs#scottie dailon#Concrete Garden#i have remembered how fucking fun he is to draw#hes so expressiveeeeee#hopefully i can give a full reference of the man soon cuz theres some shit i wanna put more detail on#especially cuz one of you was asking about what happened to pur boy and heehehehhe of course i gotta provide
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guapoverseweek day seven - gossip harbor!guapoduo
#artists on tumblr#digital art#kindly kolorful post#guapoduo#cellbit fanart#roier fanart#guapoduo fanart#guapoverse#guapoverse fanart#spiderbit#spiderbit fanart#gh!guapoduo#gossip harbor guapoduo#gh!roier#gh!cellbit#guapoverse week day seven#guapoverse week#IT'S NOT SAMARK! it's just guapoduo as them#i love samark tho#wanna do some samark later#LAST DAY OF GUAPOVERSE WEEK I DID IT OMG#made this in a hurry today#not as detailed as i wanted to cuz i dont have the TIME help#will go back to my usual posts now yay#had fun
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Ok this was in my head for WAY too long. It's kind of a continuation of that one blurb I posted abt Alethia having visions from Mara. She gets a little stubborn. Hehe new side of Alethia unlocked >:)
The Gods didn't give Alethia many prophetic visions. The Aedra certainly hadn't, regardless if her life revolved around them or not. She'd been a priestess the moment her mother birthed her. Even as a mere babe, she would crawl into her Mother's lap and promptly fall asleep listening to her soothing words of prayer. The scriptures and her duties had come easily, too. Not once in her earlier years had she found the words of her Goddess to be superficial. For her eyes and ears were always open as she promised Mara's thoughts and wishes would never fall upon deaf ears. That is something she remains resolute in, still to this day, and perhaps even more zealously after the first dozen visions were thrusted into her skull. Gods, any more salacious visions and she would be pining at the vampire's feet—begging to be taken like a she-wolf in heat. She pauses when the idea doesn't sound terribly offensive, before allowing her head to fall against the tavern's hardwood surface with a clunk.
Lyris snorts, sending the shorter woman a bemused look. "Look, I know I told you to get some rest, but this is a lot, even for you, partner."
Alethia groans, sensing more to Lyris' questioning gaze. The taller woman eyes her from over her tankard, watching Alethia's downtrodden form sink deeper.
"I'm not particularly fond of vampires myself, but you've been acting especially strange since meeting that one earlier." The half-giant scrunches her nose, eyeing Alethia's mussed red hair spilling onto the sticky bar counter.
Alethia hesitantly picks her head up enough to send her friend an abashed smile. Her tongue swipes across her bottom lip in an attempt to soothe her nerves. A flutter passes through her stomach and she suddenly wonders if the planemeld had truly scrambled her brains. Pale fingers fiddle with the tankard in hand as she struggles to find the right words.
"Do you...believe in love at first sight?"
She's not sure what response she was expecting from Lyris, but the woman's expression is not one that inspires confidence in Alethia. The awkward silcence sends her mind reeling. Lyris would no doubt piece her strange reaction to the Altmer Vampire and the nervous question which tumbled so carelessly past her lips just now together. By the Divines, her face had never felt quite this flushed before.
"What brought this up? Don't tell me it's about that vampire." Titanborn gives her an almost concerned look.
"Ah..." Alethia coughs weakly—a frail smile on her lips. "Hypothetically, if it were?"
"Hypothetically, I'd tell you to lay off the mead." Lyris continues, huffing a sigh. "But, I know you well enough than that. You don't drink, and you certainly don't joke at times like these. Tell me where this came from, partner. There's more to it than what you're giving."
Alethia smiles softly at the half-giant's reply. It quelled a bit of her nervousness in that she could trust in a friend's judgement.
"Thank you, Lyris." Alethia smiles warmly and continues on to explain her predicament. Twirling a strand of red hair, she glances away, her eyes briefly wandering over the tankard's contents. The water rippled gently against each vibration given by a fellow patron's heavy steps. It hypnotized her nerves—lulling them to sleep for just a moment.
She takes a shaky breath, "I had visions. When I met him...his eyes met mine, and..." She trails off, blue eyes frantically searching her reflection within the tankard for an explanation. "I just don't understand this feeling, Lyris." Her cheeks warm for the second time tonight as she squeezes her eyes tight before nonsense spews past her lips. "I'm in love."
"With a vampire." It's not a question, Lyris states it far too flatly.
"Yes." Alethia glances at Lyris. "With a vampire."
"Back up, partner. You said you had visions. Visions of what?" Divines! That was the question she was trying to avoid answering. It's necessary for Lyris to understand, and yet Alethia really, really doesn't want to tell her the brief flashes of intimacy she'd witnessed in her head.
"Ah." Is all she can manage. It's such a pitiful display, but Lyris deems her short response concerning as she pays their tab.
"Up, we're heading to your home. Proudspire, right? I want to hear what's really going on and you clearly don't want to say it out in the open."
Alethia gulps. It is a small comfort that the drunken patrons of the Lonely troll won't know her lustfully deranged thoughts of a man she had only recently met. Sure, he was quite the handsome Altmer, but for Mara's sake, all they knew of each other were their names. What Mara was trying to tell her, she couldn't quite figure it out. Even if the answer was hitting her in the head. Repeatedly. Alethia smiles in thanks for Lyris' gesture before leading the way to Proudspire manor.
The manor had belonged to her second eldest sister, Asta, before travelling back to Summerset with their father. Asta hadn't trusted the isles after what occurred with the yaghra and Nocturnal.
You're marked, Alethia. The Daedra are meddlers to our precious Nirn. They think us weak, little playthings. You are proof of the opposite. She will want revenge, so watch your back. Alethia squints up through the midday sun at the decadent roof of the manor as she mulls over her sister's words. Asta's right, of course, but that wasn't what cast the heaviest of flutters in her stomach. So heavy, that tears pricked her eyes and halted her steps.
"Partner." Lyris calls uneasily as she tries to shake away Alethia's near catatonic state. There's no movement from her as she stares blankly ahead. The hand that rested on the doorknob falls weakly to her side, almost as if she had no control over her body.
Tears of an unnatural color flow down her cheeks, and Lyris watches in confusion. How could her tears be golden? They're stunning if not unsettling—glittering beautifully like precious stones in the sunlight. It's an odd thought, but it passes Lyris' mind as something substantial; that golden color reminded her of the statue of Mara with it's outstretched hands and golden tears.
Alethia gasps back to life, her hands squeezing the woman's before her as if she's questioning her very existence. Short, pained breaths leave her lips as her chest heaves frantically.
"Again?" Lyris helps her up, gathering the crumpled form of her friend into her chest.
Alethia nods, but regrets it as her head spins with the slightest of movements.
"Easy, let's get you inside. You look sick." She can only groan in response as Lyris so graciously drags her exhausted body into the warm confines of the manor, setting her down gently in a cowhide chair. The smell of firewood is comforting as her brain and body finally begin to calm.
"Yes, another vision. I'm not sure what she's trying to tell me. Is it love? Am I supposed to just accept that?" The words leave her mouth in a huffy tone—a petulant tone she hadn't meant to speak in.
Lyris immediately recognizes Alethia's tight expression as shame, and she sends a light smile her way. "Why don't we figure this out first. You're no use in a fight or investigation like this. Perhaps you're meant to accept it." Titanborn shrugs with a grin, "Wouldn't be the strangest thing you've done, partner."
She hides her flushed cheeks in her hands, murmuring out a response as her eyes stubbornly fix to the dancing fire before her. It reminds her of his searing kiss—how his lips smashed against hers as thick, lukewarm fingers stretched and prodded against the spongy flesh of her core in such a way it left her breathless.
"How is that fair? He's...I don't know him, I've only seen what our life...could be?" A sharp pain in her head causes her to yelp. "Okay! Wrong answer, it's what our life will be." The pain subsides, leaving Alethia to stand and frown at Mara's bust upon her hearth. Lyris watches in amusement as Alethia begins to rant at the unmoving statue.
"You! I don't know what you want from me! I don't even know him! Sending me dreams and visions of us fucking won't help me!" She breathes deeply, her chest left heaving and flushed in the face of her annoyance.
"Mara, please. Am I meant to love him? Is this my future?" Her stance crumbles the instant she hears an otherworldly voice in the space of her mind.
My child. The voice whispers with the utmost warmth, shielding her mind from the world with a quiet buzz. Accept my guidance, and you shall be free of your burdens. Allow me in, my child. For I cannot aid you if your heart remains filled with terror.
Tears prick her eyes again, but they're no longer golden as they trickle past full cheeks.
Remove the thorns you've cast upon your heart, and allow yourself to love and be loved. My hand will guide you. Always.
Again, Alethia crumples to the floor. This time, it isn't in agony, but relief. Open her heart, that's it?
"I-I will try, my lady."
The bust exudes warmth like a proud mother praising her child. In her mind's eye, she can practically see Mara's smile.
That is all I ask, my child.
"So...?"
Alethia smiles sheepishly at Lyris, finally pulled from her daze. "I'm very dense, aren't I?"
Lyris chuckles, "Sometimes, but aren't we all? To think, the Vestige is blinded by love." The teasing remark leaves Alethia's cheeks rosy.
"We'll probably bump into him sooner or later, right?"
Surprise arches the taller woman's brows. "You're going to confess?"
She gasps, "Mara's sacred tears, no! Not now! I just...I'll have to get a little closer, right?"
A sauve smile makes it's way to Lyris' lips, "I know just the thing, partner."
She would have to take this one step at a time, and everything would fall into place, she hoped.
#succumb yourself to my bad writing :)#eso#eso oc: alethia wintersong#oc x canon#elder scrolls online#hehehe these are fun to write but i have to make something sad at some point cuz why not 😌#wanna write abt Alethia's upringing at some point 🤔
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when ppl get too caught up in the accuracy of situations in fanfiction or if things are super realistic or as they should/would be in real life etc etc im like. my tumblr user in christ. it's fanfiction.
#ff writers don't get paid to put hollywood level research into their stories lol#also keep in mind ff writers don't have professional editors either#ALSO i've read a lot of published books and watched massive scale high budget production tv shows/movies that have put way less#effort into researching n making sure things are cohesive n legit compared to some fanfics i've read#js thinking ab a m00tie who had an anon come for her for something like this n i'm still pissed ab it#just enjoy the fic you're getting to read for free#like obv i think realism makes for a great story and is part of what good writing entails#but?? it's ok to bend the rules in some places?? it's a STORY#that's like getting pissed at a fantasy book for having dragons cuz they don't exist irl#just say u have a bad imagination n go#the author's pen is the will of the world in the story perioddd#either accept them or dont. but don't make fun of or criticize authors if you're not fuckin w it when ur just sittin behind a keyboard#also sometimes i just wanna read stories that don't remind me of the harsh truths of reality lmfao like get outtaaa heeerreee#just writer things
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when you wanna talk with and @ some of ur moots more but ur afraid of being annoying or something: ☹️
#Why does stuff like @ing people gotta feel so scary#Like ok I’ve realized like half the people I have as moots I just like never interact with at all except for like me occasionally rebloggin#From them and so I’ve been like thinking I wanna interact with some of my moots more cause they’re like cool people and I like interacting#With people on here cuz it’s fun#But I’m so scaaaarrreeeeeddd#Like I wanna message people and share things and @ em in stuff on here but I’m so scared they’ll think I’m annoying or just don’t wanna#Interact with me or something along those lines#So anyways ya if I like never interact with some of u guys this is likely why#anxiety is a bitch#my post#I love how most of my posts r just me rambling in the tags instead of the actual post itself
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The sillies.
#i wanna put them in situations#i wish id done this digitally instead#i got real tired of the process hence why not all characters are present#draw all the saiki k characters i said itll be fun i said#i do wanna complete this project at some point but im not rlly happy with the colours#maybe cuz i only have 23 markers#i had to draw shun twice cyz the forst one was ...#we dont talk about the first one#he was a cline made by dark reunion luckily we fouled thier plans and the real jet black wings is reuinited with his friends to protect th#anyways#saiki no psi nan#the disaster of psi kusuo saiki#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki k#kusuo saiki#saiki fanart#saiki kusou no psi nan#i really cant bring myself to tag all of the characters here man
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btw for the people asking who would be who in the quesadilla falls au, I'm still trying to figure it out stuff and I'll try to fit as many people as possible, can't promise I'll add everyone though o7
#txt post#quesadilla falls#<- for tagging purposes#I already have an idea of some I want to add#but I can't add everyone sadly. I don't wanna add some to just be background characters cuz I like everyone having#a spotlight. so yk just figuring stuff out at#also this was so sporadic I didn't expect so may people to be really into it. but I'm happy cuz I'm having fun :]
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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,
if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."
i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,
i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason
#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions#ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person#if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully#that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is#not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion#yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something#like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad#honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner#and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion#and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf#its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333#ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions#ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol#being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless#but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy#and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize#ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people#so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3#i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE#watch nobody read this fr#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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Holy fuck, man. What a trip Fearne has been on, huh?
You tell her how grateful you are to have her in your life, you flatter her, you tell her you need her, that you have to do this together. You have her make a promise that has this woman, born of chaos and fey, agreeing through shaking hands and a trembling voice.
You make her deceive your friends; you make her follow where they cannot know; you make her help you into this contraption; you make her feed this thing into you despite the fact that you both have been warned extensively of the risks. You make her watch you crumble and splinter and shatter and fracture and burst and implode. You make her watch you die, over and over and over and over, for a minute in agonizing bullet time.
You make her do all these things, because when she tries to back out, when she tries to not be the one who let you do this—how could you do this—
you tell her, "YOU PROMISED."
Because if there's one thing you know, it's that the fey do not break a promise.
#cant wait for her to fucking pissed for a very long time. shes really packing the entire human experience in a very short period of time.#critical role#cr spoilers#c3e77#fearne calloway#ashton greymoore#bells hells#just gonna get ahead of the um actually mfs and state that i am aware that its not confirmed that thats why ash brought up the promise#but boy howdy would it make for some great drama down the line huh?#edit: apparently i did not get ahead enough cuz ive had to turn off replies#since ppl were somehow interpreting this mini introspection piece as me infantilizing fearne??#anyway the first line is now changed to something a bit more neutral. after sleeping on it i do see how it was a bit aggressive at the top#other than that im not sure how else to reword without completely disregarding the core of the post#i might make more posts addressing this but im not sure yet. i wanna try to approach it in the best way possible.#but if it helps any the point of the post was not to say fearne had no agency. she had plenty of moments where she tilted one way or the#other. the POINT was to just shine some light on the emotional pressure she had been put under.#hasnt your friend ever asked you to keep a secret or promise that felt wrong or unsafe or made you anxious?#it has nothing to do with the amount of agency she had. ash wasnt holding a knife to her throat and forcing her to follow against her will#all i was trying to do was take this detail about his reminder of the promise that i thought was interesting and have some fun writing an#overview of the kinda stress she was under BEFORE theyd reached that scene. this entire ep was everyone discussing how grateful they were#for this family theyd made. and while im not saying ash was PURPOSELY emotionally manipulating fearne..#there is a level of unintentional manipulation when you pair the severity of his request with the convo theyd had 2 seconds prior#as well as the desperate need they all have to save each other NO MATTER WHAT.#ash was giving incredibly strong energy of a friend who peer pressures you into helping them do something that you know in your gut WILL#cause problems. hes a fucked up guy. theyre all fucked up guys. even if he didnt mean to “force” her into anything the pressure was THERE.#<- i feel like all of this overall gets my message across. i think maybe ill clean it up later into its own post.#im gonna try not to rush myself to get it done tho.#im under no obligation to explain myself. especially when ppl approach the misunderstanding by being rude af. but i do think it CAN#be clarified so id at least like to try to some degree
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