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There's the "I want to die" depressed edition

And the "I want to die" caused by overwhelming joy that I don't know what to do with it edition

I need you guys to understand the difference

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Painting of Newflight :)

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Tryna so hard to act normal cuz I do not want my dad finding out about this

But Gods my chest pain has only been getting worse gkdksk

3 more months and I can get it checked, hopefully, and not have it brushed off like before-

Edit: I told my mom after I went back to my room and she followed. She said she'll try to get a doctor sooner cuz this ain't normal, I just hope we have the money for that

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*screams into the void and sobs uncontrollably*

Oh my god

Okay

Moots that I talk to frequently, if I start tweaking I apologise, I am about to loose several hours of sleep (that I already lacked) in the foreseeable future :,)

Love my dad, so in the joy of him coming to visit for the holidays, I completely forgot one key detail on why time with him away has been so peaceful (besides everything else I am not obliged to go into)

THE SNORING

THE SNORING IS BACK AND IM SOBBING

I was already struggling with dreams every night, and that sounds nice until I tell you that the dreams are all super plot heavy and actually leaves me strained when I wake up like I actually did all of that in the dream and I sometimes spend "days" in this alternate reality and I am soooo exhausted when I wake up

So my sleeping was already bad

BUT ON TOP OF THAT

I HAVE TO DEAL WITH SNORING THAT - NO JOKE - VIBRATE MY WALLS I AM GOIMG TO JUMP OFF A FUCKING CLI--

I'll be fine 🙂

*sobs*

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Arcee Hot Rod and Newflight when they're together.

Btw if you wanna read more about the three of them follow these fics that @saltynsassy31 @notsodailycake and I are working on. There will be more between these three but currently we're flushing out Newflight as a character. :)

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Ya know what? I'm upset

I'm so very upset at my psychiatrist (I *think* that's the English term and I'm too tired to look it up). She could have been my one way ticket to check about my chest pains instead of having to wait another 3 months for my doctor's appointment, but noooooo.

No matted how many times I emphasised to her that it had been about 3 months since I've had these pains, she just kept insisting it wasn't a big deal and just probably muscle cramps.

At the time I went to her, it hadn't gotten worse, bit it hadn't improved either. But now it's gotten worse and I am just so mad about all this.

This can't be normal, there is no possible way that this is normal.

Yall have heard me complain about my chest pain for a while now, some even insisted I went to a doctor and I'm TRYING!

Now I'm just worried its going to get brushed off again 😭😭

I have to wait 3 more months before I can get it checked now...

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Might be my period since when I'm on my period I get really fucking...like, I wanna off myself, but gosh the absolute dread that suddenly overtook me right now

I was just trying to write the next chapter of my fic and now I'm just

Idk dreading something that isn't there, idk what it is

I just hope I don't spiral to a full blown attack like I had a couple months ago

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hey everyone be careful

I don't know if anyone has talked about this, but lately this has been happening in other fandoms too. There'll be these bot accounts that straight up steals people's posts and adds "expand" "read more" "continue" as a link in the end of the post - DON'T CLICK ON THAT, it's most likely a malware or something of the like.

so if you see a post like this: no profile picture, something that looks reposted (I've seen this happening to artists too) and a link at the end, even if the post has tags, that's a bot. Block and report it.

stay safe, and I hope @staff finds a way to stop these bots soon!

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Did you know that there's another Chocolate Guy called Kris Zhaokai?

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There's like, a really TF artist that I used to - and still sorta do - enjoy their work. They're like BIG big.

And I feel so conflicted whenever I see them cuz like, I found out they did ship art of the Jettwins and that hurt

I am not gonna name drop. It was only like, I think, two pieces of work they did, and it is now deleted, and i dont wanna cause trouble, im vague posting for a reason. The only reason I found it is because me and my sis and I found it reblogged on another page.

Since its deleted now, I like to think they don't ship them anymore, and it was just a phase or whatever. But i don't know, it makes me so uncomfortable when I see them, and their stuff is so good, and I feel so sad it got tainted for me finding that out.

Idk, I just feel kinda sad every time I see them, and I won't stop seeing them cuz they get reblogged a lot...

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get splatoonified

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those life update text posts from mutuals that don't really get any notes are important to me like it's nice getting little peeks into their realities, oh you saw your cousin today? that's cool i hope you enjoy your day off, i'm sorry you had a rough day in class, i bet that lunch was really tasty, oh yeah i love watching that show too! your pets are adorable. your ideas are awesome. yes of course i'll send you an ask! what you're struggling with is valid and my thoughts are with you friend, please never stop expressing yourself

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crumb comics from my twitter

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An idea I've had for a while, given the concept that Newflight (the lil' baby he's carrying) couldn't stay far from Bumblebee, specifically his spark. This was like the best solution, baby is near his park, and Bee has his hands free, very convenient :D

You can find more context to why Newflight couldn't be apart from Bee in this fic

This was also for me to try and work on Bee's design in my art, I'll probably change how I draw him from time to time until I find a way I feel more comfortable drawing him. But for now, I'm proud of how it turned out, especially as this is still sorta new to me :]

This au is a collaborative effort between me, @birdie-ghost and @saltynsassy31 . You can find more stuff about it on their blogs too!

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AWWWW LOOKIE AT THEM

I was thinking about the size difference between Newflight and humans after the latest chapter from @saltynsassy31 @notsodailycake and my fic and I had to go and draw it. It was eating at me.

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Megatron and toy