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#coworker is just me in the future#he is like me but angry at the world#i asked him who on star trek tng he would be#and he said Q#specifically bc of the episode where Q tries to show them what his life is like and it is a desert with a road going two ways forever#what an icon#i tried to get him to start a band with me#he said no not bc we wouldn't be good at making music together#but bc he is as isolated as me and is not into being beholdened to another person#which is why i said i could be in a band#bc then making music would mean not letting my friends down#i am so glad he's moved to my side of the kitchen#we get to work together and goof around more
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Male patients who will literally call their wives to verify things like their med list grate on my nerves SO much……. Are we 12
#“Idk what that’s for….. let me ask my wife” and then they whip out their phones and call her mid appointment#And I think they especially do it w me bc they can see I’m a 22 yr old girl and they don’t gaf ab my opinion#But if it was someone else who’s older#and literally all of my coworkers are either in their 30s or up#Then they’d probably feel too judged to do it#It’s giving my wife is my mommy and my life would be in shambles without her#I’ve been trying not to hate men lately but this is embarrassing#I usually love every patient I interact with but the occasional men who don’t know why they’re taking what they’re taking#Or wtf they’re even taking#And then turn to their wives or interrupt me to call them#Are just?????? So peculiar#I also think they think I find it cute but it is so uncomfortable for me to see this#Like why would I find it cute that ur wife is ur mom. I don’t want this to be my future and it literally never will be#Like I’m being dramatic but at the same time it’s a bit of an ick 😍
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1 year since i got scammed by nintedno leaving me forever yearning for a game we will never get and an extreme worry for the future
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#dont think they will learn anything#i know its pessimistic but like#as if the critics were in any way as loud or popular as those worshipping it#i feel so bad for having contributed twice to its sales and earnings#i bought it normally (later sold that to a coworker) and the collectors#which i sold but i only got back the money a normal new one would have cost#and it was also only bc i was buying sth else and it was literally in prime condition#like he said it wouldnt matter bc he cant give me more but then even he said holy shit thats literlly like unopened lol#i mean ... most of it was never opnened xD just took the game out once and put it back once thats it#i feel extra scammed bc it was the first and only collectors edition i ever owned#and i dont think i will ever buy one again#and might regret that#i still wish i had known how much i liked botw to get its special one ... but i didnt have the money back then either way#but id rather miss out on that than spend so much money on sth i will forever regret having spend money on#and i worry for the future bc the “story is the least important part” guy and “lol you can only like the old games bc nostalgia” guy-#-being in charge of the franchise arent giving me much hope for anything better#especially after totks success
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idk if it was the venus retrograde or what, but july 2023 was quite literally the worst month i've ever experienced in my life like.....every single day? awful? worse than the last? it's more likely than u think
#u know sometimes you'll experience something bad in the moment and look back later like lol that was fine actually!#not july :) she was actually really bad :)#tmi but if u wanna know why i was gone lol#my partner of 6 years cheated on me in early may. on her birthday. at her party that i planned. with her coworker. and i saw it#on top of just being like. completely devastated? i was just so embarrassed? i hardly told anyone because it made me feel like#just SO worthless. and then i was embarrassed about feeling worthless and it was a whole thing#anyway they started dating in july and it was really tough for me#it was like every day i'd wake up and have to like grieve? and come to terms with reality? and accept that a lot of my future plans#were no longer going to happen - at least with her :/ it's a really tough thing to grapple with#esp since it felt like she wasn't nearly as sad as i was - which unfortunately makes sense but still sucks#ANYWAY im doing a lot better now lol i started telling people in my life and letting them be there for me and it's helped so much#it's still hard sometimes but i know now that i'm gonna be fine eventually#this is so dumb to post on my sims blog but it feels good to get it off my chest so SUE ME I GUESS
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🙌 and 🍎 for kenix!!!!! I have decided I enjoy this guy
HELLOOOOOO JESSEEEEEEEEEEEE🎉🎉🎉‼️‼️‼️ also also i am flattered that the funny multitudes guy brings you joy he SURELY brings only joy to me,,,
🙌 - How many sibling does your OC have?
Okay so this is. A Tricky one for sure. The thing is that Kenix had an older brother and a younger sister. Keyword HAD because well. They're dead now that is part of his whole ordeal in the early story where he sees the opportunity to end their lives as a way to avenge himself for what they have inflicted upon him. However! That doesn't mean that his siblings in the OG timeline are dead as well. And they are literally part of the Order, which is where they all work at in the corporation. And that makes it quite awkward because Yi Ha-neul (the older brother) gets PSTD from seeing Kenix but also still doesn't know that Kenix does not equal to Ken which is the same with Yi Ae-ra who doesn't know about the two separate Yi Dals within one body but she still hates Kenix for being an annoying little bitc— (/JOKING). But then there is also the whole ordeal with Kenix and Ken being called "Twin gods of time" which implies at least Some Degree of a brotherly dynamic. But tbh they call and see each other more as the other version of themselves still. So it is Complicates but for sure the main timeline versions of Kenix's siblings are still indeed his siblings and none of the two like Kenix. Neither does he so it's perfectly fine if he is being extra annoying with them ^_^ perfectly fair ^_^
🍎 - What is the OC’s relationship w/their parents like?
Ough. Now this is the one. The whole thing between him and his parents is how much inferior he felt to them, good fucking lord. He was mostly reduced to a "servant" of some sort, which is really about how he needed to seek value in himself through being useful to his family. Obeying orders? No questions asked, although it may hurt, he will at least get some attention. No matter positive or negative. He doesn't have a say in anything, it is all just listening to what he is told to do. And his parents made that decision consciously. There is no reason for that, not that Kenix even knows of one, but it was like he was destined to be unacknowledged by them. He is scared to take up space, because what if they find something to be angry about? He may be seeking attention but not in the form of scolding. It is still terrifying to him to this very day. He genuinely felt like a little tiny organism not deserving to be given attention with how obvious that his siblings were favored far more than him. Like his parents' treatment towards him made him think that he doesn't have the right to exist in this place without value or a purpose. Reinforcing that idea into his consciousness.
Nowadays he can't talk to his parents at all, because yk. They are Also Dead along with his siblings. But it is very veryyy much obvious that he wasn't on good terms with his parents.
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made the image specifically for this ask ^_^
#this treatment towards him is what makes him so obnoxious as a person in the future even if he's still taking a more formal approach to it#he is taking up the space he was never allowed. Kind of. Like he is not great at it! but he is trying to!#it is what drives him to continue living even if he has to claw his way out of this hell#“but aren't I also deserving of life? don't I have a right to live just like the rest of you? ^w^” but as story goes on it is turning.#Quite desperate. Like a cry for help that he can't ever directly voice. the same questions evolving into something far more personal#what started as a thing to taunt his coworkers has turned into a genuine desperate desire to live. To be acknowledged as a person Damnit#it evolving shows how the cracks in his carefully curated facade are becoming more visible.... smth smth You Understand Me#yomoasks#yomo ocs?!#kenix
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also I think it’s time for a little Elly Lore Update because I feel like I mention so many people on here and y’all need to understand who I’m taking about when you attend the virtual sleepovers 😌
#SO. other main characters in this story:#♦️ my bestie (a.k.a. Best Friend Number One) — I’ve known her for basically ever and NO ONE annoys me like her but also we’re#too close and too important in each other’s lives to ever break up (Alexa play “Stuck With You” by Huey Lewis)#♦️ bestie number two — my Secret Keeper and probable future maid of honor. the only one of us with a boyfriend#♦️ my (honorary) little sister (a.k.a. the 13-year-old) — a girl wise beyond her years but also. yk. thirteen. I always have a blast with h#♦️ my mom and dad — self explanatory#supporting cast members:#♦️ bestie number two’s older sister — a dear friend of mine as well who is engaged to be married but is doing so in Colombia#meaning I can’t go and I’ve been inconsolable about it for weeks#♦️ bestie number two’s boyfriend — literally one of the chillest guys I know. he’s also the younger brother of her big sister’s fiancé#♦️ twinkling watermelon bestie: my other Secret Keeper and my kdrama buddy. we especially bonded over TWM#♦️ Coworker Elizabeth — the lady I work with who I used to think disliked me but now always feeds me when I’m there :)))#mmmm I think that’s it for recurring characters. then there’s the Love Interests:#♦️ The Ex Crush (a.k.a. donut boy) — my first crush who I didn’t see for years after first meeting him and then met again last year#and had dinner with his family but he didn’t really talk to me and then I saw him again earlier this week and he ignored me completely#♦️ Big Dramatic Crush — my last Big crush who I liked for two years and suffered over tremendously. he’s not really important anymore#but I do use him as a reference point often enough. there’s Before Him and there’s After Him#♦️ Three-Day Crush — what it says on the tin. a guy I liked for three days just a bit after moving on from Big Crush#and then it ended horrifically and gave me a deep fear of ever developing another crush EVER#♦️ flan boy — the boy who thawed my heart more than a year after the saga of Three-Day Crush by showing kindness and a smidge of interest#but then apparently didn’t have That kind of interest in me so I decided to move on#and lucky I did because now my bestie (who knew him first and used to ship me with him) has fallen for him herself#and yep! that’s the main cast here on whenthegoldrays.com#hope you enjoyed this lore update that no one asked for 🩷#elly's posts
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thinking about Jean having clinical depression and jean being a speed addict and jean being weirdly ripped and jean being openly disgusted with Harry's decline into uselessness and making silly little connections in my mind
#guy for whom fantasy ssris didn't work wearing out his bones for free endorphins#taking substances that cause short-term improvement because the future doesn't exist#doing narcissism of small differences to his drug addict ex-gym teacher coworker who isn't Holding It Together anymore#my man that is going to be you in about six years#he has a 10 year head start on the downward spiral#you are just mad because the future is real and its a pathetic middle aged man in piss stained trousers#disco elysium#(beats the reflection of the self in others with a hammer) wtf why do I feel worse? (hammers harder)#Edit: I don’t like him and none of these facts endear him to me.
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i have a confession to make: i'm actually doing better than i ever was
#i started making friendship bracelets for my show & for my gang today#i'm actually pretty excited#also it feels different when you make them for specific people because then you actually make them with love#so i was thinking of you today (you know who you are) 🤍#i also realized that i actually like my job which is crazy to me#i've been struggling with this so much during past few months and i am finally somewhere i don't hate#i like my coworkers and i don't want to cry when i have to go there#i don't even mind working with customers anymore because most of them are nice here#and this job may actually give me the opportunity to make more money in the future so i might just stay here for a while#this is not a perfect life but it is MY life and honestly i wouldn't change a thing about it right now#i am doing good and i am healing#i am taking care of myself#one step at a time#no rush#i'm trying to focus on things that make me happy and myself#i talk to my friends a lot i talk to my parents#i am fine and this time it's not a lie#i feel like maybe one day i will be finally able to say that i'm happy#i'm not there yet but it's good#yay for me i guess#🤍🤍🤍#but sincerely can you hear me?*
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the way that so many people are willing to literally destroy the earth just “talk” to their favorite fictional character. or to not have to write their own damn paper. or their own email
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#like HELLOOOO???#please just talk to someone irl#please god just make one friend#or stop being SOOO desperately single#sorry but it like actually pisses me off bc yall aren’t even using it for a good reason!!!#it’s shit like you being too fucking lazy to write an email to your fucking coworker!!#it’s absurd!!!!!#learn how to write a proper fucking email!!! like CHRIST#we’re so fucked yall#our future doctors nurses etc are using chat gpt to write their thesis#silas speaks#chat gpt#anti ai#anti chatgpt#chatgpt#ai#artificial intelligence#anti artificial intelligence
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do we think luce did ballet
#star says#khr#luce khr#katekyo hitman reborn#Im on the fence abt headcanoning this#bc I can't tell if its the kind of thing she would do or not#its very much a toss up to me (mostly bc we don't know much about her personally)#but an art that requires insane strength balance and precision that has the ultimate effect of appearing effortless and graceful#despite how painful it can actually be?#excellent metaphor for her I think#and she needs some hobbies#I had this pretty disturbing idea once where after the curse the arcobaleno find that she has a room for everyone decorated#just the way they like it#with everything sized for toddlers bc she could see them before they met#so she can have some normal hobbies (ballet) and some slightly deranged ones (decorating her future coworkers to whom#she will be bound for life's rooms for when they are inevitably turned into toddlers)#(everyone leaves and doesn't appreciate her artistry obv)#though I do head cannon that viper left a while after everyone else managed to ditch as they were too unstable immediately after the curse#and Giglio Nero could and would provide the care they needed#which makes me think about the implications of Giglio Nero's relationship to the Arcobaleno and the Trinisette#but there's like 100 tags on this 6 word post so I will stop here
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#awi#personal#i dont want to go into work in the morning#i remember 2016 so vividly how my republican coworkers were acting like it was a football game their team won#ive been looking at new jobs new apartments new anything for a bit now and was starting to feel more hopeful#but now the uncertainty of the future has me hesitating something fierce#i was starting to seriously consider just quitting my job and finding some part time work for a couple months#live off savings and pray to any deity thats listening i dont get sick since i wouldnt have health insurance anymore lol 💀#just get some more time to exist on my own terms for a bit#im so tired#i bought my dad and i booze on my way home so we were both pretty loopy earlier and he was waxing poetic about me getting a new job#to have that feeling back#he's feeling similarly stuck i think#the older i get the more i am his kid fr#i am. so tired
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today was actually such a nice workday - i spent part of my lunchbreak gossiping with my coworker about the traitors episode tonight and our predictions and two different coworkers offered to do TWO tasks ive been putting off for weeks for me bc i didnt want to do them, and they did it in half the time it would have taken me
#this morning my old manager (?) was like oh im gonna do [task] if thats okay? and i was like OMG YES GO AHEAD#and then after lunch she was like i literally have nothing to do can i help with the archives?#and i was like sadly i have all these files i need to close first and she went oh no. ill get my assistant to help me instead#just point us in the right direction#they made so much progress#hopefully theres other days like that in the future#workposting#i did also however have a rude client on the phone but i successfully offloaded him onto a more senior coworker (sorry dude)
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They should chuck me in a sapphic period drama cause of how hard I’m yearning for this girl
#I’m on the verge of becoming Mr. Darcy at this point#next time I see her I’ll be looking at her with puppy dog eyes and professing my love in the rain#like in ammonite with the letter I’d drop everything if she texted me asking to visit her#I’d jump on the nearest train if it meant I got to see her#in about a year I’ll come back to this and just ask why#‘why did I make this?’ idk future me rn we are down bad for our former coworker now friend who will probably not be our gf#anyways I’m gonna go get a snack and then go to bed I’ve got a long day tomorrow#emily yaps
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punishment for a monster is more humane than this.
#all the aus of the students as adults and gojo in the future are now canon divergent#my hands are cold#my coworker just asked me if im okay#jjk#jjk leaks#jjk 236#jujutsu kaisen#punishment for a monster
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wayment… i’m GLAD i don’t understand all that crazy shit ´- ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´-
#like waaaaaiiitttt.#it will never make sense to me bc it literally doesn’t !#why torture myself trying to understand a million and a half ways#why have i wasted so much empathy & time & space &#like who cares…#the way these people live. is not how i am going to live.#when i want your results i’ll take your advice type beat#hoarders & enablers & abusive alcoholics & shopping addicts &#i just. do not want to associate or be a part of that#why would i literally care how any of them think.#family means nothing on its own#these people around me#past present & future#coworkers and old friends and neighbors and grandparents and cousins and#i don’t want to be like any of it.#i never needed them to like me or any of that. i just wanted to understand why they do what they do#and honestly i never will.#the way my trauma shaped me is just simply different than how it shaped others. and that’s okay#it is no better or worse. it is merely unintelligible to me#like what is happening in their heads. i can’t keep googling how codependents think and shit. i can’t care#it’s so crazy. like you are speaking a different language to me. it just sounds disappointing LMAO#but i pray for a door to appear#whenever you’re ready to open it.#and i pray for more doors to appear for me forever#i hope i continue to grow forever and ever.#i need to change the soil for now. not the seed#there’s always room for growth & i have accepted its forever#i just never want to understand the way some people think. i mean i am an inherently curious person..#but it’s just too baffling to actually fathom it#i can’t grasp the fathom
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I used to say i dont give a shit so often people would ask me a question and then answer it themselves
#like at work#people would constantly ask dumbshit like should i make 2 burgers or 3#like it doesnt matter? i cant predict the future? youve worked here 3 times as long as me? far quicker to say#anyways. i need to bring back this mentality more. i be giving shits i cant afford to spare.#mine#so yeah. i couldnt sleep.. not even for femslash. im sorry women.#this was at a job where multiple people were like myahs so sweet she never curses. i wish that were true uf im not directly in front of#a customer i have no filter#i worked separately but around people in my last job so i would just kind of .. forget (for my own sanitys sake) that there is almost always#someone within ten feet of me even if alone in a room. but that box isnt going to tell itsself to fuck off..#not too bad i had a coworker who would yell at the ovens EVERY time they went off which is often- constantly or near constantly
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