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fukirvana · 4 months ago

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cringy aaah angst

#count it as a vent i need #help /hj #sonic the hedgehog #sth #shadow the hedgehog #sonic #sonadow #shadonic #sonic x shadow

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trans-leek-cookie · 20 days ago

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yknow what. I wanna say: CSA and COCSA survivors are all incredible, but I also wanna give a shout out to ppl who were exposed to sexual stuff or had any kind of sexual experience as a kid that they either aren't comfortable labelling as or don't consider abuse, but they know it still fucking sucked and shouldnt have happened. Even if that changes later in life and you identify as a victim/surivor, it can be messy to have to imagine those labels applying to the ppl in ur life and that can take time.

The most important thing is to prioritize your recovery + health, and to support other victims + survivors.

#COCSA ment #CSA ment #This is like. V personal and venting (maybe over sharing)#It's. I'm going to be honest recent discussion really brought this back into my brain aaughhh. Not in a bad way necessarily #Just. I know I've had experiences that I think others might label this way and I struggle to really understand that #Beyond the gut feeling of ''it doesnt count'' there's the understand that I might be denying it bc of shame or even just. The fact I have #An internal definition of it that excludes myself. And that I don't want to imagine the other ppl as 'abusive' and I don't think they had #The intent to hurt me. And the fact in one situation I know none of us understood boundaries or consent bc we didn't #Actually talk with adults about what like. Sex and sexuality meant so all out fucking context was porn. And just idk #I have specific experiences but those Memorable Incidents were just part of a larger pattern of me learning Abt sex young #And then failing to get proper sex ed for years. And the internet. And the Fucking Internet #(fanfic is like. Anti sex ed. 70% just the fucking worst shit to internalize 30% ''hey this is actually Okay'')#Sex Ed... Like in school... Needs a fucking HEAVY overhaul but it's still better than nothing usually

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c0ke-0-my-beloved · 3 months ago

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life if i had smaller thighs

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kaysdenofchaos · 18 days ago

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hha lowkey not looking forward going back home from college anymore

regardless of how it turns out im kinda realizing that this election like. probably broke my last bit of hope i can keep a relationship w my trump supporting asshat of a brother

i just wanna feel safe man.

#vent #sorry im like. not well rn l mao #i can count the number of people i feel safe being open w on one hand and they arent blood related thats for sure #i dont wanna move out in this economy but idk if i can handle staying in my household for longer than i need to #khaotic #i have an assignment due in two hours this is horrible #election 2024 #us politics #im gonna. draw for a bit and cry ig

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phone-kisser · 13 days ago

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Pleasbe there's gotta be a jake account on here somewhere that can adopt me HELP

#im sad and i need to be self indulgent #I NEED MY DAD TO BE REAL #this is not okay im actually having a breakdown over this #dont look at me #randy yaps #idk if id count this as a vent but #randy vents #vent tw #dsaf #jake wilson #dsaf jake

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

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reasonsforhope · 1 year ago

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Welp, officially just got called a parasite living off my parents for the first time for being disabled. In person and not on the internet, even. Check that one off the punch card

Anyway @ fellow disabled people: we're better than their fucking asses and NONE of that has to do with our ability to work or not work or participate in capitalism. So go us, for having the strength to Put Up With This Shit, Whether We Like It or Not (It's not, the answer's not)

#actually disabled #this isn't a reason for hope I just needed to vent #there's some encouragement on the end tho so it still counts #not news #me #and btw I was being SO NICE TO HER and expending SO MUCH CONVERSATIONAL EFFORT to include her #guess now I know why no one at the same retreat as her made room for her at their table

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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense · 13 days ago

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I am exhausted, good heavens.

#hey watch this neat trick I can do [cries]#love that for me #BUT #BUT- the actual EFFORT I put these days to not make a suicide jokes is *chefs kiss* phenomenal #actively shitting bricks as I physically have to stop myself from saying I want a car to hit me for the 50th time that day #I am not progressing any more than I am downgressing or whatever the opposite word is. but girlies #and boysies and peepsies #my lipgloss is popping and my eyebags are gucci- and so I shall prevail #MAN this tiredness is BONE DEEP man- it's like it's engraved into my goddamn clavicles #sorry that was like the only bone name I could remember- I don't even know what a clavicle is #anyways- I need to fall asleep forever and never wake up. But not in like a dying way #I just need to stop waking up tired and being tired and going to sleep tired and living tired like GIRL #WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SLEEP STOPS SLEEPING #I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS HOW ARE YOU STILL TIRED #I am so tired that i stopped liking shit- like that SUCKS my dudes #I sometimes Don't Like art now and that is WILD to me because that was lowkey the One Thing that got me going #I used to actually LIKE english class! and reading Shakespear and shit!!!! and history class!! Now I don't!! Where did the spark go??????#Now everything feels like a chooooooore and it sucks major dick #and my graaaades are slipping because I stopped giving a damn but I NEED. TO. GIVE. A. DAMN #because those are like highkey lowkey and every-other-key my grades and I need them to go into uni so I don't die <333 #I need to spite little mini me who said I wasn't going to live past 13 because BITCH- guess how old I'm turning next week????????#THAT'S RIGHT- 17 YEARS OLD- FUCK YEAH BABY I'M STILL NOT DEAD #SUCK MY BIG ASS SHLONG MINI-ME #and then I have a big biology exam the day after so- funnnnn!!#anywho- should I tag this as vent? this probably counts as vent right? like among us? impostor and shit?#sorry I think my brain is actively rotting out of my ears right now #vent post #personal vent #tw vent #tw sui talk

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adustoflove · 6 months ago

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Growing up in a house where everything is an argument will really make you feel like everything is an argument

#personal #actually bpd #bpd #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually traumatized #I tell my grandma stories and she's juat absolutely baffled #like the one time the bus didn't come down my street and my dad was pissed and said I missed it #so he forced me to call the company and they apparently were not coming down my street for the day because POWERLINES FUCKING FELL #and it would count as an Excused absence. i tell my dad. he calls me a liar and tells me I need to find a way to get to school #sir you fucking call them then #and my dad would say this knowing damn well my school was in a different district. kinda a far drive...but also he was . home #with access to a CAR. doing nothing. literally nothing like why dont you drive me you lazy asshole

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thimbell · 2 years ago

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quick punk leo sketch just because i got caught up watching PUP mvs and got nostalgic for my old band and performing

#rottmnt #doodles #fanart #i’m still working on my rollerdisco stuff dw #mikey’s almost done #i just needed a quick nostalgia/vent? sketch before bed #does it even really count as rise fanart? idk

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palebones-in-blackclothes · 4 months ago

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progress - i have a problem with my thyroid (hypothyroidism) which slows down the entire process but i'm getting there!

i started on the first of may and so far lost 6,7kg,bc of my illness and plus i'm living with a partner that doesn't allow me to ⭐️ve :( but i'm sure i'll get to my gw by the end of the year

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pojexana · 4 months ago

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21h fast

530 kcal

40 min workout

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maisybee · 4 months ago

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WIEID - 14 July 24

1375 calories in

600 calories out

(not my photo)

Cheese Pizza - 380 cal

Chocolate Chip Cookie - 295

Iced Cookie - 160 cal

Pepperoni Pizza - 540 cal

did lots of walking to burn of extra calories !! went to a concert so i had no food choice for dinner but i took off half the cheese 😭 the cheese pizza for breakfast was just pizza base with sauce but better safe than sorry

#thinspø #@na motivation #i need to lose so much weight #disordered eating mention #tw 3d vent #tw ana bløg #⭐️rving #3ating d1sorder #4nor3xia #4norexla #wannarexic #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #low cal diet #cal count

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mushroominaforest · 3 months ago

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I mean yes, definitely, but I also just really like projecting lmfao

#Those characters I like?#Yeah they’re me now sorry #I based their characterization on parts of my own personality #And how I reacted to being in similar situations or how I think I would react if I was in the same situation as them #Is it a character study of my personal representation of these characters #Or am I actually secretly character studying myself #Is this therapy?#This counts as therapy right #I’m not allowed to got to therapy lol #So I will instead project on my sillies and secretly vent about my own experiences through the voices I give the sillies #That’s healthy right I’m like 99% sure that’s a healthy coping mechanism #Who needs therapy (me) when you can hyperfixate on a character who has gone through far worse but similar things to you #And then let them heal and be cared for #Except you’re actively projecting on them so it’s basically you who’s healing #See. See what I did there #I’m so smart #Im gonna therapy myself one way or another #Wether I’m allowed to go to therapy or not PARENTS #Yeah. Take that. Teenage rebellion moment #I’m therapy-ing myself #🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

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who-can-touch-my-boob · 1 month ago

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Just need to rant because I often end up listening to those Reddit stories on TikTok (the ones with the ai voice speaking and Minecraft in background), and I swear people in the comment sections are so fucking dramatic??

People are making a big deal out of age gaps in couples, like they call a 25y/o man a predator, groomer and pedophile for being with a 18y/o woman?

That’s literally two consenting adults? (At least where I’m from) and not even that big of an age gap??? I didn’t even think about it until I read the comment section…

Can someone explain to me what the hell is the issue with the age gap?? Is this a cultural thing? Because where I’m from the age of consent is 16y/o and at 18+ you’re literally an adult.

Maybe I’m biased since I’m a slut and fuck older men, but tbh this is NOT an age gap that is needed to make a big deal out of?

#just Frida things #needed to vent #dammit #tbh I started fucking a man 26 years older than me at the age of 19 #so maybe my opinion on this doesn’t count #I’m still fucking the dude btw #he’s like uhm 53 and I’m 27 lmao!!!#good dick tho

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1justwannabeprettyy · 6 months ago

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Th1nsp0

to help me staying motivated

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