#count it as a vent i need

[fukirvana]

cringy aaah angst

[c0ke-0-my-beloved]

life if i had smaller thighs

[kaysdenofchaos]

hha lowkey not looking forward going back home from college anymore

regardless of how it turns out im kinda realizing that this election like. probably broke my last bit of hope i can keep a relationship w my trump supporting asshat of a brother

i just wanna feel safe man.

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

[reasonsforhope]

Welp, officially just got called a parasite living off my parents for the first time for being disabled. In person and not on the internet, even. Check that one off the punch card

Anyway @ fellow disabled people: we're better than their fucking asses and NONE of that has to do with our ability to work or not work or participate in capitalism. So go us, for having the strength to Put Up With This Shit, Whether We Like It or Not (It's not, the answer's not)

[adustoflove]

Growing up in a house where everything is an argument will really make you feel like everything is an argument

[thimbell]

quick punk leo sketch just because i got caught up watching PUP mvs and got nostalgic for my old band and performing

[palebones-in-blackclothes]

progress - i have a problem with my thyroid (hypothyroidism) which slows down the entire process but i'm getting there!

i started on the first of may and so far lost 6,7kg,bc of my illness and plus i'm living with a partner that doesn't allow me to ⭐️ve :( but i'm sure i'll get to my gw by the end of the year

[maisybee]

WIEID - 14 July 24

1375 calories in

600 calories out

(not my photo)

Cheese Pizza - 380 cal

Chocolate Chip Cookie - 295

Iced Cookie - 160 cal

Pepperoni Pizza - 540 cal

did lots of walking to burn of extra calories !! went to a concert so i had no food choice for dinner but i took off half the cheese 😭 the cheese pizza for breakfast was just pizza base with sauce but better safe than sorry

[mushroominaforest]

I mean yes, definitely, but I also just really like projecting lmfao

[who-can-touch-my-boob]

Just need to rant because I often end up listening to those Reddit stories on TikTok (the ones with the ai voice speaking and Minecraft in background), and I swear people in the comment sections are so fucking dramatic??

People are making a big deal out of age gaps in couples, like they call a 25y/o man a predator, groomer and pedophile for being with a 18y/o woman?

That’s literally two consenting adults? (At least where I’m from) and not even that big of an age gap??? I didn’t even think about it until I read the comment section…

Can someone explain to me what the hell is the issue with the age gap?? Is this a cultural thing? Because where I’m from the age of consent is 16y/o and at 18+ you’re literally an adult.

Maybe I’m biased since I’m a slut and fuck older men, but tbh this is NOT an age gap that is needed to make a big deal out of?

[1justwannabeprettyy]

Th1nsp0

to help me staying motivated

[mrs-snape5984]

“Free me from this pain, I’ve been running from…”

“I'm tired and I'm free falling. Free me! I'm lost and I am calling you…” (“Free me” by Sia)

I’ve experienced some very rough hardships in my almost 40 years lasting existence in this world…but I’ve never given up on myself. I knew, that I’d have to fight my way back out of these horrible miseries, and I kept my faith to find the path to better times…to find the path, which will lead me upwards again.

I admit, these hardships left their marks, their scars on me. They formed my heart and my mindset…they made me the person, that I am today. I learned my lessons…and I kept going.

Since I’m living struggling with this goddamn bitch of a disease, called ME/CFS, my life has only one direction: It’s going downhill…and it’s getting faster! In these past 1,5 years, I’ve lost more and more of all the things, which made my life worth living for. I lost my ability to do my job as a pedagogue and social worker. I lost my freedom, since I’m stuck in my dark room day and night. I lost a lot of social contacts, since screen time is messing with my brain and each phone call costs me too much energy. I lost my capability to be an active mother for my three children…and this is the part, that hurts the most. Damn, I lost so much more…and I feel my heart shattering in pieces every fucking day!

Everything in my life is slowly falling apart and I’m losing my grip on reality…and on myself! The newest pain in the ass is probably my habit of passing out every few days. My whole system shuts down in the middle of a simple talk or something else and I’m falling into unconsciousness! I can’t remember the things, I’ve done before…I’m just blacked out for several hours. At first, my kids were afraid in these moments…especially when they couldn’t wake me up from this state! But now, they simply accept that “quirk” of mine as their new reality…and my motherly heart is aching for them. This shouldn’t be their reality! They shouldn’t have to live with a mother, who’s always in the dark…who’s always lying in bed! They’re children!! They shouldn’t have to whisper in my presence. I should be the person, they can rely on unconditionally!! Fuck…my heart is bleeding…and I’m sorry for my pathetic venting.

I need a way out of this hell…but since there isn’t any possibility for me right now, I’ll keep on clinging on Severus. My fantasies of him and my way of coping with my misery by writing stories about him and my - oh so self-inserted - OC Julia/Jules are the only thing, that keeps me mentally stable functioning. Well…at least that’s what I’m telling myself. I mean, I know how depressed my posts might seem.

My favourite artist for my darkest ideas is my friend @madfantasy. I told Mani about my wish to be freed from my darkness…to be cured from my disease. I need a saviour…a true hero…I need Severus! Since there aren’t any promising medical treatments, I’ll need a magical miracle to get rescued. And this is exactly, what Severus is trying for me. He conjures the demons inside my soul and forces them to leave my body. Severus is the only person, who’s brave enough to face the darkness within me. He’s my knight…and the love of my life. 21 years of my life, it was Severus, who kept me going…who inspired me with his resilience and his courage! A lot of those previous hardships could be endured by me, because I had something, I believed in. I had something, that gave me confidence and strength. I had Severus. So, please…don’t let me lose my hope and my faith in his support. And don’t let me lose my faith in myself.

Mani, my precious friend, I’m stunned by your ability to understand my ideas. Every time, I’m commissioning you for another project, your art helps me to soothe my troubled heart. It is as if you’re drawing my feelings!! I can sense my own emotions in every single line of your drawing. You don’t know, how grateful I am that I was allowed to meet you here. I love our conversations and our understanding for each other. Feel hugged, Mani! I’m sending you so much love! 🫂🫂 (fly fly) 🥹🖤 Thank you for everything.

🖤Severus & Julia🖤

🖤Sevy & Jules🖤

[shirleyjacksonism]

"student life" this "student life" that. girl I haven't been to a club in a year. haven't spoken to another student for longer than 10 minutes since the beginning of uni. haven't made plans with ABSOLUTELY ANYONE. everyone seems to get on well with each other and hang out together and everything and I have only spoken to 3 of my classmates in total. I'm living in my childhood home with my mom. thank you but I think I'll skip this "student life"

[an-actual-floof]

comfort android

[lovelessmutt]

Being disabled is so awesome I love when I'm having a good pain free day and then boom random flare up and now I can't stand!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 #loveit