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So fucking burnt out
#brain mush#constantly tired#I don’t remember the last time I had a vacation#constantly stressed#can’t sleep
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seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
#i personally like to not be doing things constantly at all times. it stresses me out#i know there are ppl who thrive on cosntant activity#but me i like to chill out.#and the problem then becomes that i only ACTIVELY remember to do work and Find More Work To Do when im stressed#at the thought that others might want to see me working#if im ever relaxed i just dont look for stuff to do#catch 22 of modern work culture which permeates even ostensibly noncapitalist structures like public libraries#for instance: will it really kill anybody if the books get shelved by me now after a very busy day?#or shelved tomorrow morning by. well probably me since i'll be the one at the desk#not in the slightest#but it was work that wasnt being immediately done by me. therefore it was incorrect behavior#that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation#this got me labeled as 'having no initiative' by my dad from a very early age#and even as an adult i still feel like im a child with no initiative
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can someone check on this man
#yes I was indeed constantly switching between feeling distraught and giggling like mad while making this#trafficblr#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#wild life smp#goodtimeswithscar#scott smajor#lizzie ldshadowlady#eSCARgo the snail#oh look. it's a debut of my version of yellow-name avian!scar design :'D#so soon (sob)#this session was SO STRESSFUL man#I'm still not ok#cw: sui ideation#just to be sure because the wording+art is. something
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Okay so I’m actually insane about lycanwing Hiccup. I imagine he gets distracted by shiny objects and then gets embarrassed when people point it out
#Imagine him trying to learn how to fly#constantly crashing into shit and like#almost killing himself#he’d also get way too cocky around fire#unstoppable force in the forge#Toothless would have chronic stress migraines from the several thousand new ways Hiccup has access to his early grave#httyd#how to train your dragon#hiccup#hiccup haddock#art#digital art#my art#hiccup httyd#my artwork#hiccup rtte#how to train your dragon hiccup#hiccup how to train your dragon#hiccup and toothless#toothless httyd#toothless#httyd toothless#httyd art#artist#artists on tumblr#artwork#lycanwing#lycanwing Hiccup#httyd au#dragon!Hiccup
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Wilson is constantly in a state of mild rage (because of House) in this show 🤔
#ive just finished season 2#oh my god the season finale was so good you guyse...#the directing style of this show is incredible#season 1's teaching episode too#i really enjoy the season 2 prank war episode and im willing to bet its a fandom favourite too hehe#its really funny wilsons just (mostly) constantly a lil stressed and on edge bc of house#hilson#house md#house md fanart#hilson fanart#medical malpractice md
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Behold, a Bunny!
(for @alliechickfic on twitter)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#a-yuan#lan wangij#All the bunnies bouncing around cloud recess must be the most theraputic feeling in the world.#If I were A-yuan I too would throw out all my past bad memories and fill my heart and soul with bunnies.#Well...It's more so to do with how our brains try to protect ourselves from traumatic memories.#And as happy as we tend to remember little A-yuan - His whole early life was almost entirely a stress filled experiance.#From losing his parents to being put in a work camp to living in a struggling community to the [redacted]...he did not catch a break!#It warms my heart knowing he got a happy second chance.#Does anyone else think about how A-Yuan consistently represents positive second chances?#In a story that constantly tells us that trying to be kind will only result in suffering;#Everything about Lan Sizhui says: 'No. You can be kind and there will be positive change in the world. The sacrifices you made mattered.'
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The aroace (and autistic) fear of accidentally flirting with someone.
My friend got a boyfriend recently, who I knew previous to them getting together, and now that fear has increased tenfold.
I refuse to believe this is just me
#aromantic#asexual#aro#ace#aroace#aro pride#ace pride#aspec#I am constantly aware#it’s very stressful
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tea & dates
continuation of bitter tea & oranges
#my love letter to the assassin's bureau (i love the bureaus sm)#i referenced the red carpet and most of the pillows from my actual furnitures lmao#altairs having rlly bad migraine so he napped. malik got him medicinal tea and dates to help wash down the bitter taste#i made the sketch as a vent when i had a rlly bad migraine from low blood pressure 👍 wahaha#i think. with altair being constantly treated like a weapon by rashid. he pushes himself too much#to the point that he forgot to take care himself regularly. so he gets chronic migraines from lack of water+food+constant physical stress#anw i love when my men take care of eachother haha#my art#asscreed#assassins creed 1#assassin's creed 1#assassins creed#assassin's creed#ac1#ac#altair ibn la'ahad#altaïr ibn la'ahad#malik al sayf#malik al-sayf#altmal
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Some pieces from my art final last quarter.
I haven’t returned to Taiwan/China in a decade. My family, my cousins, have grown up without me; I don’t even know what they look like anymore. This series superimposes cartoon self portraits onto real photos taken by myself and my mother during my last visit ten years ago. The photos have been collaged with elements of childhood. The series reclaims my memories of Taiwan/China and reckons with the passing of time and the changing of space, flattening my experiences into a fictional, digital world where I never left.
The bottom piece is a timelapse of my old family house from 2009 to 2023, now an apartment block.
#my art#me#irl#personal#my first thought when combing through old photos for this project was#god I used to be goofy silly fun#I used to be a kid#now I’m some guy#constantly tired and stressed#“look at you so young and happy! where do the years go?
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i told you. i'm fine
#world's normalest most mentally stable perfectly ok guy!#remember that line in the og where he's talking to yuffie on the highwind#and she asks how he deals with the motion sickness#and cloud says 'oh yeah the trick is to be constantly so stressed out to the point of having a heart attack. it cancels out the nausea lol'#yeah. he's speaking from experience :)#ffvii#cloud strife#my art <3
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i do really love keyleth going to vex and percy for emotional and physical comfort, and i promise its only 60% bc of that time on 4 sided dive where taliesin was like "if keyleth and percy hooked up, not only would vex be involved, she would have initiated it"
#constantly haunted by the thought of vex going to keyleth and being like. darling. you seem stressed.#percy and i are going to take care of you tonight lets go.#critical role#cr spoilers
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please help me pay my kitties emergency vet bill!
ive never done this before but one of my cats just had to get an extremely sudden emergency procedure and i don't know what to do, my vet and i have reached out to a couple incredible programs here to help with the bill but one is less than half and the other hasn't replied back yet, i've already declined the blood work (CA$356) to lower the bill at the risk of possible underlying liver and kidney issues not being found but its still a monumental amount for us right now. i just feel so helpless
we had enough to pay the minimum deposit to get the procedure started in time thankfully, but we were already scraping by as it is and now we're in desperate need of funds to eat/pay rent/pay off any remainder of the bill. i am disabled without aid and have been unable to work/haven't worked since 2015 but am on track to hopefully start working pt this fall. i live with my mom who has 3-4 jobs including one seasonal job which needless to say is stressful and wearing her down. we unfortunately are stuck in the most expensive place to live in canada with the inability to save up to flee so the cycle is never ending.
this is Teddy, my typically very silly vocal happy boy who's not quite 2 yet, my comfort king, my little muffin who acts like a weighted blanket for me at night and eases my anxiety, his favourite toy is his pink unicorn poof, he loves car rides and he can shake paw!
he got a sudden urinary blockage last night with no straight answer as to why and progressively got worse as the night went on, i didnt sleep at all, i was panicking and bawling, naturally, and raced to the vet to get in as soon as the door opened. i assumed it was a uti which wouldn't have been as costly, but it turned out to be much more severe and life threatening. i never expected my usually extremely healthy boy to suddenly be at risk of that and im still trying to just process whats been happening
he needed to be sedated and given a catheter and some medication, the total bill came to CA$985.62, of which we were barely able to pay 500 of, and one program was able to donate 300 leaving a total of CA$185.62 for the bill. this, of course, leaves us scrambling for food and rent as well
i know there are a lot of fundraisers out there needing donations right now, and i really hate letting myself be so open and raw like this but even a dollar would help tremendously and i would be forever grateful for any help whatsoever, even a rb to signal boost is greatly appreciated <3
TLDR; my cat had a sudden life threatening issue and now we can't pay the full vet bill or pay for food/rent
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#signal boost#mutual aid#boost#financial aid#vet bills#animal care#tw pet illness#tw pet health#i am so sorry to come back like this ive just been so sick with anxiety and stress over this idk where else to turn#i havent slept and probably wont tonight either bc ill be watching over him constantly
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(+ bonus thing)
#alek art#ninjago#zane julien#kai smith#oppositeshipping#2024#ft my really inconsistent zane design#their temperature difference + stress relieving hobbies mean a lot to me. zane constantly wondering off to clear his head + kai who has to#come and 'collect' him as everyone started dubbing it. 'hey zane its dinner time please come home. howd you end up here anyways... whatever#also the lines + brushes are inconsistent hmmfvbd . oops
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I wonder what Techno's response would be if Tommy won in the pit. Because he's a pretty 'might makes right' dude so I'm trying to figure out if he'd just shrug and be like 'ok I was in the wrong and Tommy got his revenge so it's all fair and square' (while being secretly frazzeled and quadruple down about training harder and stockpiling max everything because Tommy??? Tommy beat him???).
Unless he doesn't see his life for Tubbo's as a fair trade, and thinks along the lines of Tommy's life taken in retribution. Because Techno is super pro revenge, and it could be a 'hey! I didn't have a choice killing Tubbo! That's not fair!' reaction. Techno pretty consistently wants the last word on violence, cataclysmically so, but at the very least will leave it there as is instead of extracting payment over and over and over. So I think there's a real possibility of him scheming up revenge, stockpiling like crazy, and waiting for the proper moment so it doesn't look like he's going back on his word.
Cause like. Techno does say 'win or lose, it stays in the pit'. But he's also fully going in intending to win. He's skewing the odds in his favor with strategic saturation boosts and is very confident in his abilities. When he offers Tommy an out, it's because he wants this to be a choice to fight and then drop it no hard feelings, not because Techno thinks he'll lose.
But if he did. If he did, and was humiliated in front of everyone. If his combat abilities were called into question because he lost to Tommy. If Technoblade 'never dies' lost a life. Well. I think he'd be put in a tailspin. He'd be analyzing every single second in that pit, over and over, to figure out what went wrong. Playing in his head on repeat as his strategist's mind turns against him.
Because as much as Techno tries to twist W--'s egging and goading and escalating into a de-ecalatory measure, Tommy is definitely still holding hard feelings after the pit. And I think Techno would, too, as much as he tries to insist it stays in the pit.
#like OBVIOUSLY it's not even close#dsmp#dream smp#techno#ctechno#tommyinnit#ctommy#technoblade#sbi#sbi au#mcyt#dsmp analysis#also techno was so so clever for maxing his saturation like. Absolute tactical genius#because techno never ever wants to be on an equal playing field#also eeeuuugh I forgot how much Wi-- was absolutely goading that whole thing#cause Techno is like 'sure' but is giving Tommy a lot of outs#and constantly trying to stress that his goal is the tension between them to stop#but also he's a man and beating each other up to go back to being friends is a valid strategy#hypocrite techno my beloved <3#ctechnoblade#something to nom on
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Hunter, Year 4036
#I just realized that some of the dates aren't coinciding. The current Beatrix is from Season 3 and not Year 4038.#It is likely that Year 4038 was the year she woke up after her slumber cycle and also the same year she met Hunter.#He was definitely much different before her! Not as welcoming or laid-back as he's seen later on in the story.#After becoming Hunter‚ he joined rescue teams in Fusionsprunt city in a desperate attempt to fix his mistakes.#He got increasingly depressed over the few months he worked there but managed to solve a few cases and even get his job as a technician.#Aloof and irritable. He was constantly on the edge and paranoid about having his identity discovered.#He would exhaust himself hours on end because of his guilt‚ which would result in accumulated stress and bleeding.#After he found Guto‚ he was forced to change his lifestyle and bad habits into healthier ones for him.#You could say the guilt still weighted heavily on his shoulders‚ but Hunter certainly started taking care of himself again.#fusionsprunt#fusionsprunt hunter
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Good Morning, World.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang yanli#jiang cheng#'Good Morning World' because to wwx the jiang household is what grounds him. It is his burrow and blanket.#The familiar soup and banter is his home. The familiar arguments and tension are also his home.#Notice how quickly he throws LWJ to the side once he has JC back in reach! 'He was so boring; I wish *you* were there!'#WWX is very quick to constantly remind himself that he fits within a very specific power structure and role.#He pushes boundaries but almost always only the boundaries that he knows he can push against.#Sitting here now and realizing that if WWX did take life more seriously and act more diligent he would totally usurp JC.#Because the contrast with Them (tm) is wwx is the one that gets in trouble and JC is the one that sticks to the rules.#That responsible appearance especially in contrast is the thin line that holds JC's self-esteem together.#And lets be fully honest. From JC's perspective the last week was also extremely intense and stressful.#It truly was a feat to travel so far so fast despite also being exhausted. Never knowing if it is all in vain.#JC said with his actions 'I would move mountains for you and dig through stone with my bare hands if it meant reaching you.'#and WWX said '[read]'#It's about wwx chronically asking 'why would someone care for me? I'm always tool to be used' than accepting that people love him.
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