#conservative content

[jessica-marie-baumgartner]

I'm starting a conservative literary magazine.

Just got the name registered. Next comes the website & social media. Then we open to stories, poetry, & artwork submissions.

No liberal garbage will be published. (We will always welcome centrists and apolitical content as well)

If the industry shuts us out in favor of liberal propaganda, we will create our own industry!

[americanfirstmagazine]

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[conservethis]

This stupid idea* before I disbound it and made it better

*SOMEBODY** LAMINATED ISSUES OF OUR STUDENT NEWSPAPER FROM 1912 AND BOUND THEM WITH STUPID BIG STUBS IN THE 1970s

**Our FIRST UNIVERSITY ARCHIVIST AAAAARRRGFFFHGFFHHHHHGGGGHG [agonized warbling continues]

[janet-joe8]

[sometimesanequine]

[evreeone]

my shitty box:

yesterday i mostly just painted it all black

you can see the rough edges even in just this picture.....

i think i will put my quarter collection inside

also fun fact my ""computer desk"" is only like a foot and a half wide (it's a tv tray) so i have to put my laptop on my bed to paint and just listen to white noise type videos that don't need much attention

[lordadmiralfarsight]

Trumpolitics and geopolitical implactions

Grrreeetings my dear students ! I AM RETURNED !!! With another lesson ! This time, some of you made the horrifying mistake of inciting my teaching urge on the geopolitics of trump drooling on Greenland, and I decided I would take a good long look at that AND at other targets of potential expansion for the USA. I am sorry to inform you that memes will be sadly not that present in the first two points, because they're where I put down the structure of this thing. First off, Context ! 1) The Context As you may have seen, Trump has recently been on a tweeting spree about territories he'd like to add to the USA or bring under control in some way. From calling Canada the 51st state to claiming that controlling Greenland was "an absolute necessity", and even making open threats to Panama about taking back control of the Canal of Panama.

And considering what is being looked at, I'm going to add Mexico to the mix, because it's been targeted with threats of invasion-and-or-intervention to deal with the Cartels. 2) The Goals The goals of all these outside operations can fit in a clean-enough categorization : - Security : this is about protecting US security against an external threat, whatever form it may take - Ressource availability : the access to the territory's ressources is important to Trump or his administration - Trade control : the territory offers the ability or potential to control global trade routes Those are the three big geopolitical aims of an expansionist policy in regards to the USA. Other countries, such as Russia for instance, could have demographic aims to counteract a demographic collapse, but that's not the case of the USA. Of course, there's also Trump's personnal goal, common among strongmen : looking like a badass warmaster that does war so good and is so successful, wow, such medal, much military.

3) Oh, CANADA ! Canada, land of snow and forests, maple syrup and poutine, land of the eh and dedicated contributor to the expansion of the Geneva Convention. Trump has been pretty insistent on "joking" about it becoming the 51st State, despite a great many Canadians signaling very loudly that they do not find it funny. On one hand, making insulting jokes about your allies and ignoring their protests and then wondering why you aren't popular is violently American (As a French, I have close to 18 years of personnal experience on that), but on the other, this is Trump, so is it really a joke ? So, what would be the benefits of invading Canada ? Well, they would be many from a geopolitical point of view. It"s just that there are as many, or more, inconvenients. The big question being, will Trump even LOOK at those inconvenients ? But that's for later. First off, resources. Canada is ridiculously resource rich, owing in part to its very large size. I'm sure you've seen a few memes about Americans finding the biggest deposit of X or Y resources at random, well the only reason Canada doesn't do that too is because it is far less populated and its population is far more centralized. But the potential is there, absolutely. And even better, those resources are VERY varied : minerals, hydrocarbons, and absolute fuckton of wood and, perhaps less often thought about, fresh water. So on that front, Canada would undeniably be a very attractive catch. Second, security. Canada would allow the USA control of roughly a third-to-half of the entire Arctic region, allowing extensive protection of the northern flank, something that may be of interest in current times due to how light and under-strength the Canadian armed forces are, which also serves to make it a (seemingly) easy target to occupy. Third, trade control. Oh that's right, Canada has the trifecta. See, with the Arctic melting, the near-mythical North-West passage is opening, allowing for way faster transit from the Bering straight to the Atlantic, and yes this is damn important, the Panama Canal was opened in part because that passage didn't exist, but now it does for longer and longer periods of time, and Canada controls roughly 80 to 90% of its length. And control of that trade route means cash from ships that take it (taxes, maintenance, rescue when need be ...), it's a whole thing. A minor interest, though not put forward by Trump would be the "natural borders" approach, or territory continuity. Basically, considering that Canada is, by its geographical situation, American territory-to-be. That's ... pretty disturbing, and like I said, Trump didn't put it forward, but keep in mind it's part of the debate.

Now, for the inconvenients, which uh ... well they aren't few. First off, Canadians. The "eh" dudes are often represented as passive and friendly and polite, but they are certainly not interested in becoming Americans, especially by force, and considering just how many guns they have, well they have the means to make that displeasure known quite virulently. Which creates an entire administrative mess where they have to decide if they confiscate weapons inside Canada, or only those of Canadians, and what happens in the rest of the US, and what if ... so complicated. Messy. Either way, while the invasion wouldn't necessarily be that difficult (due to smol, US-dependant Canadian forces), the occupation would be WAAAAAAY harder. Especially since Canada is rather big and empty, giving PLENTY of room for partisan groups to spread, hide and ambush anyone that leaves urban centres. Second, Nato. Now, do I think Nato would mount a task force to push US troops out of Canada ? Lmao no, we're way too dependant on US security infrastructure for that. And since so many people still seem to think that, when France tries to push European strategic independance it's actually a French bid for control of the EU or us trying to shill our industries, well I don't see it changing without some major shock, even as things are. Poland does seem to be speedrunning this bitch though, so maybe we can do something there. But no, Nato wouldn't stop the invasion, but the invasion WOULD collapse Nato, and I can already hear the Vatniks and Tankies getting a stiffie just from imagining it.

Nato wouldn't survive because, in this scenario, the most powerful member of the alliance attacks another member. At that point, there's no confidence left, no trust, nothing. And that has ... rather big ... consequences. For instance, Russia feeling entirely uninhibited and allowed to invade as they please. To avoid that, the only option is to have a truly gigantic "fuck off" button, and only one such button exists : the nuclear one. So that's nuclear proliferation going back onto the table and at least half of the eastern part of the EU reaching for nuclear programs. Poland at the very least, Finland most likely can too. And then there's the rest of the World. Unless the French president at the time points out that our nuclear umbrella does actually extend over our eastern allies (it does) and actually manages to convince both Russia and our allies that it's true, and that's where I am profoundly unsure, considering how successful the US has been at propagandizing against France and presenting us as cowardly or unreliable. Remember when I said I had personnal experience with insulting jokes from the US ? At this point, I'm half convinced that the only way to convince Poland and co that we're reliable would be to help them develop nukes or just give them some, which ... same result anyway. So yeah, bad shit right there.

4) The land of LIES Greenland, or Groenland, an autonomous dependency of Denmark. A big place with not that much population. But, here again, geopolitical benefits can be found in taking it over : First off, resources. Though its resources aren't as varied as Canada's, Greenland is still very much a resource-rich place, and global warming makes more and more of those resources accessible, making it a very attractive target indeed. Security is the main reason put forth by Trump, and uh ... well it reveals a LOT in my opinion. See, the main security interest of Greenland is the ability to project control over one of the two main exits of the Arctic sea. With Greenland, Norway and Iceland, an arc is formed allowing control of that exit, as much as such a large span of sea can be controlled. The reason I say it's worrying is because there's already a US airbase there, Pituffik airbase, and Greenland is part of Nato. There's already an entire system in place to counter if the enemy is Russia. So the "absolute necessity" of controlling Greenland would indicate he has another enemy in mind. See why I'm worried ?

Now, would it be difficult to control Greenland ? No, not THAT much, it only has 57 000 people, so occupation wouldn't be too hard, hell, it would even be colonizable fairly easily. You know, the Russian model, displace parts of the local population to send them into the territory of the ethnic majority so as to isolate them, all while bussing in masses of ethnic-majority colonists to fill new jobs created by the occupation. Speaking of, Trump claimed Greenlanders wanted the US there, which contradicts local testimonies and declarations. Hmm, a strongman leader claiming a foreign territory for "security reasons" and saying the locals want his troops there, where have I seen that rethoric before .... Of course, here, we also see the collapse of Nato, with similar, or identical, consequences. It's possible, but rather unlikely in my opinion, that the Danish government could sell Greenland to maintain the illusion of still having Nato, but like I said, I don't buy it. Once again, Nato would have no real way of stopping it, since the US are the big fish in this pond.

And now that we've seen the two scenarios where Nato collapses, what would that mean for the US ? A whole lot of bad, actually. Because, see, if the USA feel free to invade Nato allies, then their military bases become liabilities, pre-established beach-heads from which they can prepare and launch offensives. So that would mean most, if not all, US bases in Europe getting closed damn near overnight, an d a rather difficult to manage diplomatic mess. That could also spook non-Nato countries into kicking out US forces, reducing the power projection capabilities of the US tremendously. Once allied ports would close to their ships, like the many, many, many French and British naval bases spread all around the globe that the US navy can use to resupply, refuel and rest. Airbases would close, forcing longer, more logistically difficult flights ... There's also the breakdown in training agreements, like the agreement that allows US special forces to train in the jungles of Guyane. Bet you didn't know about that. And then there's the military supplies in terms of equipment that becomes uncertain, because yes, the US military doesn't buy exclusively American, for instance they love Thales radars, which are French. And yes, they also buy from other European countries, it's just that since I'm French, I mostly think of French exemples. Fellow Europeans, add in the notes what you country produces that ends up on the US military shopping list ! So yes, while the collapse of Nato would leave Europe damn near butt naked in the face of Russian aggression, with no other option than to go balls to the walls, it would also hamper the US rather severely.

5) Panama, the Canal The Canal of Panama was made by the US, completed in 1914, and apparently Mister Trump wants it back because, le gasp, China allegedly has too much influence on it and, le gasp², US ships pay fees like everyone else. The Canal is, all things considered, the most straightforward option. It has one benefit only : trade control. But considering the location, that benefit is sizeable and long lasting. See, the Panama Canal is a reliable and rather safe option when compared to the intermitent and iceberg-filled Northwest Passage and the shit-weather festival that is the Cape Horn (which can also have icebergs, yay), so it's basically a guarantee for LOADS of maritime trafic. Control of that canal would allow to levy fees and, potentially, block passage to the ships of rival polities, like, say, China. Except China already has routes to feed its products to Europe and Africa that don't go through Panama, and for the eastern part of South America, I can absolutely see them throw a giant wad of cash at yet another pharaonic railway project. Not immediate, but not impossible either. And if it goes into the realm of dick-measuring contests (it will, Trump is involved), Xi absolutely will, on principle.

That doesn't mean control of the Canal isn't interesting, it absolutely is, but it's not AS interesting as he perhaps thinks.

And then there's the issue of Panama not being particularly enthused by the idea, weirdly enough. Would Panama's regular military be able to stop Trump ? Haha, no. I don't have any illusions on that, you don't, and I guarantee that Panama doesn't either. What they CAN do, however, is make it unsufferable to use. Cause collapses, force ships out of alignment to Evergreen it up in this bitch, guerilla-warfare patrols into an early grave, loads of stuff. And they would have volunteers from a lot of Latin America, due to flashbacks of US-backed dictatorships giving motivation to a lot of people.

In short, it would be a forever war for control of a string of water that would quickly end up costing a LOT more, in cash and lives, than it brings. 0/10, do not recommend, would not imperialism.

6) Mexico, Cartel time Ah, the Cartels, Mexico(s number 1 problem, and a big talking point for US conservatives. They have floated the idea of sending the military to deal with them several times, and it was even suggested recently to classify them as terrorists to justify the military intervention.

Here, again ,there's a single interest : security. The idea being that, if you off the drug dealers, then drugs won't be a problem anymore. Surely this simple and obvious reasoning has no flaw to it, right ? Well … First off, Cartels aren't easy to manage, due to how spread out they are. Then there's the fact they are rather heavily armed, which is part of why Mexico hasn't been able to deal with them. Cartel armories include some heavy weapons, and I can GUARANTEE that they've expanded those armories in preparation of a potential US army intervention, and that WILL include US weapons. So if that happen, prepare for the humiliation of losing Abrams tanks to gangers. Moreover, the afforementionned US-based trauma would also awaken here, ensuring that, despite how unpopular they are, the Cartels WOULD receive volunteers to reinforce them, simply on the basis that they'd be fighting an expansionist US.

Now add in that they have people inside the US, not just direct network members, but also affiliates and customers. Those groups are also violent and armed, and can be agitated fairly easily. If the US launch a military attack on the Cartels, I expect those affiliate gangs would mount assault on police precincts at the very least, and based on the performance of US cops at Uvalde and other cases, where they cowered when faced with a SINGLE assault rifle, I wonder how they'd react when faced by many, and potentially outnumbered. Would they all break and run ? No, most likely not. But enough would, since that would most likely happen all over the country. This would create a feeling of insecurity and danger that would be devastating for Trump. It would make him look weak.

So all in all, far from ideal.

7) The Rest of the Consequences

Yeah, I didn't look too much into the global effects … yet. Basically, Expansionist US = massive uncertainty, meaning economic confidence collapses, meaning stock prices go down in many places, economic paranoia blooms, worry takes hold of the planet and, oh would you look at that, a financial crisis. Is it a guarantee ? No, but depending on the scenario it's more or less likely. For instance, if it's the Greenland track, it's unlikely to cause a financial crisis, at least not immediately, it will have to wait until Nato openly and officially collapses (AKA the moment maintaining the charade isn't worthwhile anymore). The other three options though ? Yes. Canada is a major economic player, if it's invaded, economic actors will be scared. An invasion of Mexico is such a gigantic upheaval that it will cause shakeups in the worldwide economic network. And the Panama Canal being seized by a military intervention is basically like collapsing a cliff face into a fjord, the effect will be rapid, devastating and spectacular.

Then there's the loss of soft-power. In the first two scenario, the US immediately lose all credibility as an ally, anyone on their list of ally is informed that they'll be invaded the second it becomes beneficial, AKA an alliance with the US is utterly worthless, or even dangerous, unless you force yourself into a position where invading you is a waste (AKA poverty), and even then, your resources might spark an invasion anyway. In the last two, it erases all efforts made to improve and moralize the US foreign policy, and it severely weakens the diplomatic position of the US. Trump can negociate whatever he wants after that, it won't change the fact that trust in the US will drop severely, and yes that will include European countries.

8) conclusion Now, am I sure that Trump will invade someone ? Yes, but that's a personnal bias. There are no certainty until it's a done deal. It's possible that this is just Trump trying to be relevant, or like one of the linked articles said, trying to create chaos. But I'm not convinced. Trump feels empowered, allowed to do anything he wants. He won't feel like he has to hold back. So he may decide to actually invade a country. Do we have certainty on the consequences of such an invasion ? No, because here I looked only at the invasions and their geopolitical consequences if nothing else changes. The world is a constantly churning mass of variables that interact in exotic and sometimes very roundabout ways. But I think my analysis is solid and credible, and it would take a hell of a change for what I described her to not happen. I guess we'll have to see what Trump decides to do.

[alistair-blackwood]

kabru's relationship with his eyes makes for suuuuuch a fantastic trans allegory (an aspect of your body alienating you from your community, being compelled to understand the perspective of someone who also has a complicated relationship with their body in the hopes that you'll better understand your own, people straight up misunderstanding biology) it makes me kind of insane because now I feel like I can't dig into any complicated feelings he might have about his body in relation to his gender without feeling like im just ... double dipping?? like fifjpejgh ryoko kui straight up already told that story in a way that exquisitely fucks??

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[conservethis]

Do y’all wanna see a ghost?

It’s the ghost of binder clips past!

[kindahoping4forever]

Calum @ the OCO x Good Friend Coffee Pop Up - 28 June 2025

[proudfreakmetarusonikku]

do people legitimately not know that japan has some really fucking puritanical censorship laws that fuck over a lot of erotica creators and limit artistic freedom or do people just assume that bc they’re not the exact same as ours they clearly don’t exist and japanese people all must be pervert freaks. bc i have seen a lot of people ignore the fact that japanese media is in fact also victim to censorship.

[iamnaanda]

Warriors Week 2025. Day 2: Angst / Backstory

@warriorsweek

Lady Problems

Summary:

Fox has her first period, luckily for her, Cowgirl is there.

The silence left by the Warriors' absence from the apartment floated in the air, interrupted only by two presences.

"Hey, Fox!" Cowgirl's lively voice echoes through the floor from the kitchen. "Can you give me a hand with dinner?"

"Sure," the young girl replies from the living room, closing her comic and getting up from the weird position she'd adopted on the couch.

With her characteristic silent step, it didn't take long for her to reach the kitchen, making Cowgirl jump when she turns around and sees her standing there like a ghost.

"Jesus! We need to put a bell on you or something!"

The older woman hands her a knife and points to the vegetables next to the cutting board. While Fox begins her task, Cowgirl walks to the other end of the kitchen to boil some water.

"I don't think I'll eat much today anyway," Fox comments distractedly, as she continues chopping the vegetables. "My stomach hurts a little…"

"Did you eat anything weird?" She asks casually as she fills the kettle with water, but with a slight hint of concern in her voice.

"Maybe… I don't know," she shrugs.

After Cowgirl puts the water on to boil and turns around, she sees Fox with her back to her, still cutting the vegetables. And it's hard to miss the dark stain that stands out on her blue shorts.

"Hey, Fox… I think you stained yourself," she comments naturally.

The sound of the knife stops.

"Uh? Where?" She asks, instinctively looking at her shirt for a sauce stain or something.

"In the back. I think it got to you," she comments, with that indiscretion that characterized her. "I guess that's where the stomach ache is coming from."

Cowgirl expected the young girl to excuse herself to change, perhaps with some embarrassment, but nothing out of the ordinary.

Instead, she saw confusion fill Fox's face for a few seconds, then the knife stopped moving completely, and her face lost all trace of color.

"Hey, don't be embarrassed, kid," she says quickly, keeping her tone relaxed but adding the necessary sensitivity. "It's happened to all of us, it's no big deal. I'm telling you this as someone who's lived only with women for years."

"I-it's not that," Fox says, her voice sounding so quiet, as if she were hiding from someone chasing her. "It's just that I, well…" Her voice dies along with her words.

Cowgirl raises an eyebrow, starting to notice the girl's reaction to a simple stain is a bit weird.

"What's wrong? Does it hurt a lot?" Cowgirl asks.

Fox shakes her head.

"Did it come too early?"

Another shake.

"Too late?"

She shakes her head again.

Cowgirl remains silent for a few seconds, trying to think of what else could warrant such a reaction.

"Don't you... know where we keep the pads?"

Cowgirl trusts the younger girl's silence.

"And why didn't you say so before? You've been here for months! How have you even managed with—"

Fox looks at her during that last question, her eyes reflecting what seems to be a mixture of embarrassment and anxiety.

The gears in her head start turning: the disproportionate panic reaction, her not knowing where the pads are kept, the way her eyes reflect a kind of anxiety she knew all too well…

Then everything clicked.

"This is your first period, right?"

Fox looks away and speaks in an almost imperceptibly shaky voice. "Maybe…"

For just a second, Cowgirl allows herself to be surprised. Fox is 15, almost 16; of course, the possibility wasn't zero, but she'd simply assumed she would have already gone through this.

"Okay, then…" she finally says, "I'll show you where the pads are. Go get some clean clothes from your room, and I'll wait for you in the bathroom."

Fox nods, still refusing to meet her gaze, and with her typical light step, she hurries to her room.

Once they're in the bathroom, Cowgirl opens the cabinet and takes out a small basket. Inside it are multiple types of pads, each type arranged in a single row.

"Try not to mess it up too much when you take them out," the older one says. "Swan hates that."

Fox nods slowly, staring almost intimidated at the basket in front of her.

"Do you know how to put them on?" Cowgirl asks, still having an intuition of what the answer would be.

As expected, Fox shook her head, shrugging slightly.

"It's okay, I'll explain. Take out a pad."

Fox freezes for a few seconds, her gaze going all over the basket as if she were reading hieroglyphics. She finally settles on taking out one of the smallest ones in the basket, the ones that looked less intimidating.

"Mmm... that won't do much good, at least not in the first few days of your period," Cowgirl says with a small laugh, but without malice.

A blush quickly fills Fox's cheeks, and she awkwardly puts the pad back in its place as if it had suddenly burned her hands.

"Sorry!" She says quickly as she puts the pad down. "Sorry, it's just... I don't know... no one ever…" Her voice was low and slightly shaky, as if the shyness that had dominated her so much in her first weeks in the gang had manifested again like a ghost.

Cowgirl's head tilts slightly to one side as a soft smile appears on her face. A feeling that had begun to manifest itself since that anxious look Fox had given her a few minutes ago began to bubble up. It wasn't pity, it was recognition.

"Don't worry," she finally says, then points to some significantly larger pads. "Use these, they're the regular ones. These ones here are the overnight ones, they're a little longer. The ones you grabbed are usually used in the last few days of your period when there isn't as much flow. There are more variations, but I think you'll be fine with the basics for now."

Fox was paying attention as if she were being told the secrets of the universe, and she maintained that same attention when Cowgirl began to explain how to properly open, position, secure, remove, and dispose of a pad.

Once that was explained, Cowgirl left the bathroom to let her do her thing.

Fifteen minutes later, Fox finally emerged from the bathroom, wearing new black shorts and carrying her dirty clothes in her hands.

As she went to put her clothes in the washer, she was still actively avoiding Cowgirl's gaze, her eyes still holding that embarrassed gleam they'd had this whole time.

Cowgirl, while leaning against one of the kitchen cabinets, gives a comforting smile before starting to speak.

"You know you have nothing to be ashamed of, right?" she says, and she can see Fox tense up a little. "Like I said, we've all been through this. It's a natural process and—"

"I'm not ashamed of having my period," Fox says suddenly, her voice firm but at the same time slightly shaky. "I already know it's natural and all that."

Cowgirl frowns in confusion. "Then why do you act like I'm going to throw tomatoes at you every time you say anything about it?"

"Because—" Fox pauses briefly, doubt invading her face, before giving a frustrated snort and continuing, "Because I don't know anything about this! I'm almost 16, I should already know these things, right? God, 15 minutes ago I didn't even know how to use a damn pad! I just—"

She paused again, her voice slightly cracking, and takes another breath.

"I'm the only 15-year-old idiot who doesn't understand these things. I feel…so dumb."

A small silence invaded the kitchen. It was broken by Cowgirl, when she realizes this situation merits her experience, even if it meant opening Pandora's box.

"You have absolutely nothing to be ashamed of, kid. If it makes you feel any better, nobody explained it to me either."

For the first time, Fox meets Cowgirl's gaze, perplexity invading her look.

"Really?"

Cowgirl's smile grows a little, but with a melancholy very uncharacteristic of her, unlike her usual mischievous airs.

"When it came to me, I was just as, if not more, confused than you, and my mom just threw me a pack of pads and said, 'Use them.' Not another word. And I was pretty shy about that kind of thing to ask anyone else."

"Shy? You?"

The perplexity in her voice made her burst out laughing.

"Hey, I was like 12, I was a kid!" she exclaims with a smile. "Besides, let's just say all that…women stuff was practically taboo in my house." She paused briefly. "It took me years to feel comfortable in my own skin…years to start earning the nickname 'Cowgirl.'"

All those years flashed through her memory in a second, years of insecurity, confusion, and shame.

Cowgirl coughed falsely as she felt Fox's gaze, suddenly feeling like she'd talked too much. But still, she continued.

"I learned on my own. You have no idea how many tries it took me to learn how to put a pad in the right place…and without any sticky part facing up."

"Ouch."

"Yeah, I know," she laughed a little, only to return to a slightly serious tone. "And that was just the tip of the iceberg. I also had to learn everything else on my own: how long they lasted, how often they came, the symptoms…I remember feeling confused, lost, and so embarrassed."

For a second, Fox could see a flicker of vulnerability that Cowgirl never let show in her daring facade. Something in her eyes made her think she was digging up memories from a past she had preferred to ignore.

"And you don't have to go through that too." Her vulnerable expression suddenly mixes with determination. "I'm here, and the others too. You don't have to figure it out on your own."

Their gazes met.

"So, any questions you have, anything at all, just tell me," Cowgirl says, with a smile that inspired confidence. For a second, just for a second, Cowgirl looked at Fox, but she didn't see her, but a reflection of that past she had kept so hidden.

Fox looked back at her, feeling the opposite of the judgment she expected to receive if any of the Warriors discovered how little knowledge she had about her own body. She felt understood in a way she hadn't expected; she almost felt like Cowgirl was the best person she could have been stuck with in that situation.

"I'd like to ask you things... but honestly, I have no idea what to ask," her voice came out somewhat timidly, but at least putting aside her embarrassment.

Cowgirl smiled sideways. "Then I guess I'll explain the basics, but let's have this conversation while we cook. So many deep words made me hungry."

And so, each of them returned to the task they had abandoned.

At first, Cowgirl was the only one talking. She explained what she thought was most important as if it were about the weather, like the cycles, the symptoms, ways to relieve pain, etc.

At first, Fox feared it would be an awkward conversation, but the way Cowgirl spoke about the subject so casually, so normally, gradually gave her the confidence to ask her own questions derived from her explanations, and Cowgirl always answered them patiently and honestly.

"What if I don't have any pills? Or what if it's too hot to put anything warm on? Do I just stand there writhing in pain?"

"You can always resort to dark chocolate."

"Chocolate can do that?!"

Cowgirl laughed. It was almost cute to see Fox so surprised by each new revelation.

"I still don't understand…" Fox says later as they both set the table.

"What?"

"Why I only got it now? I mean, in eighth grade, most of the girls in my class already had it… Am I sick?"

Cowgirl shakes her head. "I don't think so. Many get it before 14, but every body progresses as it wants. I've also met girls who got it later. It's not weird."

Fox nods as she sits down, satisfied with the answer.

"Besides," Cowgirl adds as she sits down, "When you got here, you were… significantly less healthy than you are now. That influences it quite a bit."

The shared memory, still quite recent, floated in the air. How she'd been found by Cleon, with her bones sticking out of her skin, probably malnourished, and with eyes that reflected more stress than any teenager should go through.

She had changed quite a bit over those months. Her cheeks were now fuller, and her limbs were slowly starting to gain strength. Her eyes, once alert and anxious, had slowly adopted that determination and youthful energy that the group so sorely needed.

"I'm glad to see how you've changed, Fox."

Feeling the warmth in Cowgirl's gaze and words, Fox offered her a shy smile back.

Before starting to eat, Cowgirl put something right next to Fox's plate.

"And this?"

"Dark chocolate," Cowgirl replies with a wink. "Someone needs it."

Fox gives her one last grateful smile before finally starting to eat.

[modmad]

rgb GOOD BRITISH click EVIL BRITISH

nice try anon but WRONGO BONGO Hero is Good brit, RGB is Neutral