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does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

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20 million votes have been uncounted

Link to this Tweet here

Link to the tweet here for the image above

Link to the White house

If you need further help in a quick format, here is one, but i urge you to also add in the details for requiring an investigation, not just recount.

I know its a shitty situation and were tired but we still have to try to fight for a life that's worth living.

If you can blaze this post, GO FOR IT!!!

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gps but for a way out of this

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If you're trans and you don't have a passport, get one. right now. not in a month, not in a week, get started on it today.

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People all over the world are thinking of you!

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every california election is like:

Prop 47: write a strongly worded letter saying transphobia is super lame Yes: 51.01% No: 48.9%

Prop 63: kill every single homeless person in the state Yes: 75% No: 25%

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there was some post saying to create something today and while going through the power outages i got some old watercolors out don't look for perspective, there isn't any

it's a mess but i had to let it be as much

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Whether this is going down with the Titanic till its lights dimmed and it sunk beneath the icy black or miraculously surviving through what appears to be the end, I love you all, I'm so sorry this wasn't the good timeline but may it not be the worst possible one.

Cheers.

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Information on DIY HRT, in case anyone needs it.

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One more thing before I go bury myself in a pile of blankets:

To everyone who voted Democrat for the first time, every former trump supporter who voted for Harris, everyone who voted for the first time, every Republican who did not want this result and voted for Harris, thank you.

I got a text from my cousin who has voted third party for decades who voted for a Democrat for the first time yesterday.

My aunt who voted for trump in 2016 and who's husband is a proud MAGA sent me a Snapchat late last night saying she is one of the women who secretly voted for Harris.

A former friend from college who used to be deep in the Republican party posted on Facebook yesterday that he voted for Harris.

I know you aren't the only ones.

I see that you tried.

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my area is going through severe winds + fire warnings so the power is on and off so if you can't reach me that might be why

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Please, spread this for those who might need it right now

U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)

U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, you’ll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)

Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.

LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564

Trevor Project: Call (866) 488-7386, text START to 678-678, or chat online.

Take care of yourself and each other. Please stay safe ♡

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Hey, also, all the anarchist shit aside, tomorrow I want you to make something.

I forced myself to draw something after the 2016 election. I forced myself to draw something when my mother died in 2018. I forced myself to draw something when my spouse was hospitalized for multiple organ failure in 2021.

When you are miserable, make something. Add a row to your project, bake a box cake, draw on a sheet of lined paper, write a poem on a napkin, fold an origami shirt out of a dollar bill, make your favorite recipe for dinner, but make something with your hands, something that you can hold and look at engage your senses in.

It won't fix the world, but it will change the world. You will have made something that didn't exist before. You will have impacted your reality, even in a very small way. And it is going to be something you made *after.* Something bad happened, something shook you, and you made something after, in spite of it.

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To all the trans people who see this tonight, no matter what happens, we will survive. Trans people will still be here 4 years from now and 10 years from now and 100 years from now and tomorrow. We have always existed and we always will. The world cannot unlearn about us; we are too public, too loud, too beloved, too present. Ill be here tomorrow. Please stay here with me.

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what's even worse is i can't just tell myself 'it's just 4 years, you can get through it' because he plans on doing away with voting so god knows. if not him then probably people he wants in power to continue on his legacy. i keep saying it but i really, really don't know what to do, i feel so small and alone and even though i know i'm not it's hard not to feel like my world just got forced even smaller in this ever-growing fear of everything

the amount of grief and uncertainty and fear for the future and desire to not continue on to see that future, i realize, is almost the same amount i felt when i found out my dad died i don't know what to do i keep seeing all this stuff about forming communities and sticking together and fighting but i can't Do that i would maybe have a better leg to stand on if i weren't chronically ill and in a perpetually worsening state, but even that aside my surroundings are incredibly red, there is no community here that i'm welcome in. i can't travel because of struggles with agoraphobia, which i guess would mean i couldn't connect with communities anyway. i can only hold onto the barest thread of hope that california itself continues with policies that help protect people because i don't have capacity to move away, i can't work and can't register for disability and my vital healthcare is provided by the state. i don't have an income or savings and my family is Here i just feel so fucking terrified and hopeless. it really does feel like being a hapless teen again getting the phonecall about my dad passing i don't know what to do and i'm scared