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men should be able to wear skirts without it being considered 'gender bending' like babe, it's a piece of fabric, it doesn't say ANYTHING about someone's gender. what it DOES say, is 'these are the kinds of clothes i like' and that's it. just so sick of the fact that pants are the "androgynous" choice that are okay for anyone to wear but put a man in a skirt and he's a weird, sexual deviant.
like, every day gender feels like more of a prison and people are fine to just go along with it instead of trying to break free. i really think that cishet men (in particular) wearing skirts and dresses and traditionally feminine clothing is a small step in the right direction. men's fashion mostly sucks anyway so they'd be doing the world a favour tbh.
#look i don't wanna just ignore the history of clothes and what they represent#but what i can say is that it's stupid that these entrenched ideas abt what clothing represents prevents people from wearing what they like#i've been wondering for a while but would people still experience such extreme gender dysphoria if there was no gender binary?#like the signifiers for gender are all based on the white ideal anyway so why are we going along with them???#going insane reading about lolitas experiencing gender dysphoria and thinking the answer is to start wearing pants#like babe i'm sorry but the pants version of lolita (ouji) still reads hyperfeminine i don't think the clothes are the problem tbh#like if men weren't made fun of for wearing dresses you probably wouldn't be feeling that kind of dysphoria to begin with#obviously this is such an idealistic view and we do live in a world shackled by the gender binary so i get people want to be perceived#in a way that accurately reflects them but like if you're already wearing alt fashion people are already perceiving you in a negative way#completely outside of your control#isn't the point of alt fashion to say fuck you to mainstream ways of dressing and thinking anyway???
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quinn has a libra sun / sagittarius moon which is honestly a very sweet whimsical combo that makes him a natural leader with a lot of optimisim and drive and then you look down his chart and it's [glass smashing] mercury in scorpio [horn blaring] venus in virgo [tires screeching] mars in sagittarius
#VENUS IN VIRGO MARS IN SAG? WHO ALLOWED THIS. also you have one (1) water placement in your whole chart and it's a SCORPIO MERCURY?#AND YOU'RE A LIBRA SUN? oh i know he could kill a bitch dead with a scathingly pointed one liner#i would HATE to get into a verbal altercation with him i KNOW his brothers despise trying to debate his ass#it's soooo funny actually the universe said idc about your emotional inner world#you WILL be tormented by external forces outside your control#the amount of hockey players with delightful sun/moon combos who get completely sideswiped by the rest of their chart is so funny#quinn hughes#m speaks#do i need a tag for my dumbass astro thoughts. hm. problem for another day.#star stuff#<- i have a tag now lol
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i will not dedicate hours to explaining that & pairings are not the lower-focus version of romantic pairings, i will not dedicate hours to explaining that & pairings are not the less important version of romantic pairings, i will NOT--
#daily affirmations i guess syndnhzny#*reciting to the mirror*#i am in control of my time#im in control of where i put my energy#i will never be able to make everyone understand that & fic is equally character-focused as /#i will never be able to make everyone use the & tag correctly#i have my mutuals in my fandom who understand#reaching outside that risks starting tiring drama#i have control over my time and where i direct my energy#Id be much happier if i just spent it on the ~100k & fic that still doesn't have a complete first draft xynzgnxgnzng#ok im ok now#thx for listening void of the internet (+ the one or two ppl this reaches 💕) youre a real one 💪#uhh#tw repeating text#just a vent post#im ok now#probably#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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I need to do Jaws of Hakkon DLC for that juicy "history repeats itself" (or somethjng) and "you are not allowed to be A Person as long as people insists you are A Symbol" narrative and practically any Inky narrative but I said to myself I won't play as Adaar until I can figure out his characterisation . GRAHHHHHH
#Come on brain figure out something and do it FAST#Oh Inquisitor Meraad Adaar the guy you are. Completely disconnected from everyone and could not find anyone to confide to#Your companions regard you as a friend but no one not even Varric realised that Meraad the Person is no longer there#he's gone the moment people insists that he's the Herald and he's bitter over all this#He's so close to losing control and ruining people's lives with the power he's shoven with but he must restrain himself#He wants to lash out but he can't there would be consequences#He's a Vashoth he's a mage and the Chantry declared him a heretic for things outside his control#the odds are stacked against him and he's forced to join the Inquisition#His victory against Corypheus felt hollow because ironically enough he sees Corypheus as nothing but A Concept#It would be very funny if in DAV Solas would go “my friend ^^” at Inky because Meraad's first reaction would be to punch him#after Trespasser he thinks it's all his fault and he's mad that Solas ever dared to think of him as a friend#Anyways I am incredibly Inky-pilled
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dark can b so fun for detective type muses i think. and by fun i mean frustrating as hell ic. the more you try to dig the more there just. isn't anything, apart from daisuke and the niwa family. real legal name? he doesn't have one. birth certificate, literally any kind of confirmation to his existence outside of his heists? nope. he's a magical artwork, a literal curse on a bloodline. place of residence? family? possessions? nothing, nada, zilch. apart from his hosts, he quite literally is and has nothing beyond his influence, and even then, everybody has at least seen or heard of this man but absolutely nobody knows anything him. his presence is omnipresent even if he himself is so half-transient. it's the poto again.
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#smth smth. tyranny. smth smth control. smth smth your obedient servant opera ghost signed on a letter of demands#the most frustrating thing for anybody who decides to investigate into dark that ISN'T a hikari#is that with all this magic stuff going around. shit's Crazy. for investigators already used to magic#it's less crazy#but even then!!!#how is dark SO well known and yet completely unknowable too!!#leroux's erik haunting the ballerinas showing up at the table. appearing for .5 seconds at a time#just enough to completely tyrannize the opera house#azumano is covered by the same shadow#daisuke notes on it sometimes just how different ppl outside azumano are with someone like dark#bc the force of dark's presence and mystique alone is thAAAT STRONGGGG#this dude doesn't even have proper fingerprints#he DOESN'T even have FINGERPRINTS
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i was so excited (well kind of excited) for the hijack series but oh my god it's bad. and i havent even gotten to the good part yet! the first ep alone has so many plot holes (spoiler warning) from the behavior of the crew to the pilot opening the cockpit door just because they're pointing a gun at his fuckbuddy to the fact that he is able to CHANGE HIS MIND about the emergency on board talking to atc like "yeah never mind it's all good now" LIKE YOU HAVE TO LAUGH
#i get that fictional stories involving planes have to take certain liberties#because aviation is so highly controlled#but that is exactly the point#everybody knows that there are procedures and check lists for every little thing#it's completely ridiculous to expect your audience to believe that a pilot 22 years post 9/11 would simply open the cockpit door for the#hijackers (after knocking his first officer out with a fire extinguisher no less)#this guy SEES A MAN WITH A GUN outside his cockpit and rather than squawking 7500 or using that code when talking to atc#he's like um... possible security incident on board#i dont care if some screenwriter somewhere doesnt give two shits about aviation protocols#one single google search along the lines of#what pilot do when hijacker#and this could have gone somewhere#and ANOTHER THING#the real time narrative#😐#these people made a seven hour long miniseries about a seven hour flight from dubai to london because#well thats the question isnt it? i sure as hell dont know#because they could i guess 😶 anyway point is#narrative focus aint just a river in egypt#the discrepancy between story time and discourse time exists because some things will always be omitted or summarized BECAUSE NOT ALL OF IT#IS INTERESTING#if you want to tell your story in real time you better have a reason for it#who the fuck looked at a seven hour flight (argaubly one of the worst experiences a person can subject themselves to) and thought#oh my god i wish i could watch this on tv#granted there's a bit more going on with the plane getting hijacked and all#but the pacing is already becoming an issue#and again: I AM ONLY ON EPISODE ONE#anyway im determined to finish this show#im still hopeful that it could improve (as i said: i havent even gotten to the good part yet. this is a show about idris elba negotiating)#and even if it doesnt at least ill be able to shit on it properly lmao
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i wish my parents would stop letting the cats outside they're bringing dead mice/shrews/moles each day i hate it
#if you don't know me i'm heavily against letting your cats outside but i can't control my parents#plus only my cat doesn't want to go outside so they think it's fair#it's incredibly frustrating they'll listen to my argument and then just completely ignore it#:(#and i really hate dealing with the dead animals and viscera they leave
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so anyway got warned about uk law on pokefarm again 👍
#the uk considers 'from the river to the sea' hate speech#this of course is completely outside of pokefarms control.#and they were so kind as to point to other phrases that wont have the british government going 'hey why are people saying that on your site#so in the end its just like. Ok fair enough
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honestly i am salty about that horror poll. slashers are the boogeyman. slashers are the rotting foundations suburban neighborhoods are built on. slashers are a loss of innocence. slashers are chaos incarnate. slashers are the mistakes you know deep down you'd make too. slashers are the failures of one generation coming to haunt the next. slashers are indulging our sickest desires as an audience. slashers are catharsis. the best slashers are more than a body count and a final girl.
#i need to assemble a watchlist#know your horrorstory!#a shout into the void#i've been thinking a lot about super-modern slashers and how the problem is the characters are parodies of people#early slashers get a lot of shit for being about 'punishing teens for having sex!' and there is an undercurrent of that#but the teens in question are normal! they're not any more stupid or selfish than your average teenager#you feel bad that they're dying for reasons completely outside of their control! and that's what makes it horrifying!#nowadays slasher writers feel like they have to make the characters as awful as possible#as if audiences will only like and accept the movie if we're rooting for the characters to die#(some of this is a side effect of eat the rich getting so popular in horror but that's a whole other thing)#rooting for the characters to die is fine i guess if it's comedy horror but i don't want every slasher to also be a comedy#give me back og black christmas and a nightmare on elm street
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if i ever want to feel better about where i’ve gotten in terms of being in touch with material reality all i have to do is look at an occult subreddit for 5 seconds (and then stop because it feels like putting my hand on a stove)
#if you're sufficiently uninformed everything seems like magic#and you start thinking there's definitive truth out there about things that are completely made up#i miss that in a way#but the universe is far less malleable than many people would like to think#and it's much less interesting to realize you're poor because of forces totally outside your control than to try to make a money sigil
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Why is it that the good employees (always on time, do what they are supposed to do, make an effort, actually show up to work) are always shit on and the bad employees (who don’t try, don’t care, leave their coworkers out to dry, and don’t even show up half the time) seem to always be praised and face zero consequences for their actions? If I just decided to not show up I would be fired, but this other girl faces no consequences ever, It’s bullshit
#is it because excellence is expected from the hood employees? therefore it’s taken for granted?#like the second a hood employee screws up or us late or whatever it’s like suddenly there’s hell to pay#god forbid I’m late due to traffic#which is completely outside my control#in my specific situation the coworker is my bosses niece so you can imagine the absolute bulkshit that occurs here#comes and goes as she pleases#half the time doesn’t even show up#constantly bringing in her kids even though other employees in the past have tried that and they are immediately sent home#like just be fair#why is that so hard?#you should be holding your niece to a higher standard bc she’s your niece#but no#instead the rest of us have to pick up her slack#god forbid I take a half day#not even a whole day!#half#and you get the boss emailing clients like we would be able to get this done if I could get my employees to come yo wogg to k#like excuse me??? excuse fucking me?#im here more than the boss the 2bd boss and their niece combined!#you have no right to say something like that unless you are here all day every day too and you are not#hold everyone to the same god damn standards and then you can bitch about attendance but until then#shut your mouth#the nerve!
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characters that are very me-coded but i can't explain how:
Thanks for tagging me in @outer-edges ;) Gah I wanna explain why they're all me so bad but I can't bc that's not how you play.
@watatsumi-island and @the-portal-rule-book you're next :) if you wanna.
Wendy Darling, Peter Pan (2003)/ Peeta Mellark, The Hunger Games/ Jane Villanueva, Jane The Virgin/ Kara Danvers, Supergirl/ Samwise Gamgee, The Lord of the Rings/ Melissa McCall, Teen Wolf (TV)/ Dawn Summers, Buffy the Vampire Slayer/ Sailor Jupiter, Sailor Moon (1992)/ Angela Montenegro, Bones.
#wendy darling my love#she is the master of storytelling#Peeta Mellark my forever#he's the epitome of staying a good person when all of your options are evil#jane my girl#i'm also waiting until marriage from a vow i made to myself as a minor#kara danvers gah#she's so silly and cute and lets all of her inside self be on the outside#samwise gamgee#who knew all along what frodo should be doing if he would just listen to his best friend#melissa mccall what an angel#she's such an emotionally supportive mother to both her son and his momless best friend#dawn summers my baby#no one chooses you everyone abandons you and you try so freaking hard#sailor jupiter mi amor#you're so feminine and so masculine in a way that you never monitor or control you just are#angela montenegro the gorgeous#you're completely guided by your emotions and you love people so deeply even strangers and i adore#characters that are#characters that are very me-coded but i can't explain how#peter pan#the hunger games#jane the virgin#supergirl#lord of the rings#teen wolf#buffy the vampire slayer#sailor moon#bones#not only do i love them all so freaking much but I see the parts of myself that i love in them
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That Princess Mononoke vid and Eight/Nine potential is driving me crazy. I'll always come back to how he's torn between worlds as Jadus' Hand and beloved bride, but Nine remains as his last tie and chance to return to living as a person. He also shares wolf imagery and readily launches himself into a cycle of violence that will lead to his doom, much like San. I'm mad I never saw it sooner when it's my favorite ghibli movie and comfort film
also imagining that convo but between Nine and Jadus in that cave:
"And what happens to Eight? What's your plan, to let him die with you?"
"Typical. Selfish. You think like the insignificant beings that line these stars. Eight is my bride. He is my Hand. When my Vision dies, so does he."
"You must set him free! He's not a tool. He's a person!"
"SILENCE. How you dare speak to me like that? Your precious Intelligence threw him at my feet as they cowered in fear. Instead of destroying him in the cycle of cruelty, I took him as my own. Now, my poor, ugly, beautiful bride is neither of my mind nor yours. How could you help him?"
"I don't know... But at least we might find a way to live."
#swtor#jadorre#insert ill cut your throat thatll shut you up scene everyone has done#prince of the scions of fear... i wonder if there's a rumor floating around that if you kill jadus his bride will no longer be as monstrous#as he#'jadus stole his soul and now he lives to kill me' - valkorion probably#jadus also inhabits a similar role outside of control like the forest gods and their relationship is similar when eight is not actually of#the same cloth#anyways don't mind me#they both actually want whats best for him in completely opposite ways
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@lynns-art-blog 😘🥰
#bat wives bat wives#*screeches to find you with my incredible sonic (not the hedgehog) ears* *kisses u kisses u kisses u-*#lynn#bats#theyre lesbians harold#gay#queer#lgbtq#morxwar#lynn this will have been weeks ago by the time this gets outa queue#but for whaatever reason my spoon levels aare more ok with tags than messaging so storytime-#i was trying to get minecraft set up on computer since i wiped and reinstalled windows for more space#and the way its set up right now i can turn the monitor to see it from bed and use controller to play games from there#without having to sit at desk#but its a ps4 controller which obviously mc doesnt like (ive skipped the whole gd fiasco of just trying to remember/get logged in/get#account moved over from mojang 😭 that was an ordeal also)#but i googled and it was like 'haha download a mod for it dumbass' and i was like 'no bls sir im already having to download so many things#for the emulators is there another way' and find that you can??? open non steam games through steam?????? which i think ive seen something#about before but completely forgot about and have never tried doing. anyway. it has ezpz looking instructions and i dont have to download#anything else and im like aHA this will be way better and also easier#and...it must have been old instructions cos the places it was telling me to go/wording of settings werent quite matching up#and also it was like 'just pick minecraft from the list!:D!'#but minecraft was not in the list#it was nowhere to be found in that list where wAs it#had to browse manually and trying the game itself gave me a very dumb admin permissions error (i Am the admin you dumbass what do you meAN)#trying the other thing ...... worked???? but doesnt seem to actually#it pulled it into steam and technically i can select it from there and it launches minecraft#but launches it very outside steam with i feel like the whole point of launching from in steam is to..open it..in steam....? but ig maybe#not idk maybe its a glorified shortcut so all your games are accessible from one place or smth#anyway several other conundrums later i eventually got it to Theoretically be set up how the steps said to
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I slept in and just woke up, so here's what I've been able to figure out while sipping coffee:
Twitter has officially rebranded to X just a day or two after the move was announced.
The official branding is that a tweet is now called "an X", for which there are too many jokes to make.
The official account is still @twitter because someone else owns @X and they didn't reclaim the username first.
The logo is 𝕏 which is the Unicode character Unicode U+1D54F so the logo cannot be copyrighted and it is highly likely that it cannot be protected as a trademark.
Outside the visual logo, the trademark for the use of the name "X" in social media is held by Meta/Facebook, while the trademark for "X" in finance/commerce is owned by Microsoft.
The rebranding has been stopped in Japan as the term "X Japan" is trademarked by the band X JAPAN.
Elon had workers taking down the "Twitter" name from the side of the building. He did not have any permits to do this. The building owner called the cops who stopped the crew midway through so the sign just says "er".
He still plans to call his streaming and media hosting branch of the company as "Xvideo". Nobody tell him.
This man wants you to give him control over all of your financial information.
Edit to add further developments:
Yes, this is all real. Check the notes and people have pictures. I understand the skepticism because it feels like a joke, but to the best of my knowledge, everything in the above is accurate.
Microsoft also owns the trademark on X for chatting and gaming because, y'know, X-box.
The logo came from a random podcaster who tweeted it at Musk.
The act of sending a tweet is now known as "Xeet". They even added a guide for how to Xeet.
The branding change is inconsistent. Some icons have changed, some have not, and the words "tweet" and "Twitter" are still all over the place on the site.
TweetDeck is currently unaffected and I hope it's because they forgot that it exists again. The complete negligence toward that tool and just leaving it the hell alone is the only thing that makes the site usable (and some of us are stuck on there for work).
This is likely because Musk was forced out of PayPal due to a failed credit line project and because he wanted to rename the site to "X-Paypal" and eventually just to "X".
This became a big deal behind the scenes as Musk paid over $1 million for the domain X.com and wanted to rebrand the company that already had the brand awareness people were using it as a verb to "pay online" (as in "I'll paypal you the money")
X.com is not currently owned by Musk. It is held by a domain registrar (I believe GoDaddy but I'm not entirely sure). Meaning as long as he's hung onto this idea of making X Corp a thing, he couldn't be arsed to pay the $15/year domain renewal.
Bloomberg estimates the rebranding wiped between $4 to $20 billion from the valuation of Twitter due to the loss of brand awareness.
The company was already worth less than half of the $44 billion Musk paid for it in the first place, meaning this may end up a worse deal than when Yahoo bought Tumblr.
One estimation (though this is with a grain of salt) said that Twitter is three months from defaulting on its loans taken out to buy the site. Those loans were secured with Tesla stock. Meaning the bank will seize that stock and, since it won't be enough to pay the debt (since it's worth around 50-75% of what it was at the time of the loan), they can start seizing personal assets of Elon Musk including the Twitter company itself and his interest in SpaceX.
Sesame Street's official accounts mocked the rebranding.
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