#cold love

[hawkmothdiemotte]

Sketch dump cause I can’t sleep

[theeternalghost]

Oh and I am done dancing to alarm bells No wonder my ears are still ringing And I am still fighting off change No wonder my arms are still swinging

"Aqua Regia," Sleep Token

[mbrainspaz]

latest song I've been playing on repeat for 48 hours because the vibes hit just right

[sully-s]

Listen, if I had the time I would just make Justice Leauge the mockumentary, lol.

[inkskinned]

she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.

my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.

my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.

my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.

at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.

my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.

i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.

two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.

it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.

[shindee]

Dzisiaj mamy już siódmy dzień w czerwcu rok 2024

Roboty

Ai

Wojny polityczne

Wojny religijne

Chaos nic więcej

Rodzinie łatwiej być sobie obcym

Na co po prostu siebie kochać

Dziewczynki/kobiety/OSOBY

Marzą o byciu ku*wą

Pokazywanie dupy nie duszy

Chłopcy/mężczyzni/OSOBY

Zarabiać miliony, ku*wy, lasery-gangstery

Ćpuntoki

Ludzie popijają narkotyki zdrowym napojem i nie jedzą mięsa

Miłość Rodzina Wartości Wiara( w szerokim spektrum tego słowa )

Zatracone

Ze skrajności w skrajność

Nic pomiędzy

"Tacy mądrzy, lepsi, popularni "

Gdzie dusza? Gdzie my? Gdzie jest równowaga między ego a w potędze ludzkiego mózgu i wiary?

Dbam o swój interes

Tylko nie wiem już co mam robić z tymi ludźmi, którzy nie rozumieją co to tej przestrzeń

Przy tym wszystkim odbiera mi ochoty do biegu

Nienawidzę kwestii

Ja

Ty

On

Ona

Ono

Oni

W dupie to mam. Ciało to jedno, a osobowość do drugie nie zawsze idzie w parze.

Gdzie jesteśmy MY ?

Zrozumienie..bez oceny.

Pomoc bez oczekiwania niczego w zamian.

Nie zarejestrowałam, kiedy to wszystko się zaczęło. Jestem w szoku, a ziemia wiruje, ludzie krzyczą, auta trąbią, światła świecą odbijając się od betonu, nie wiem gdzie jestem i co tutaj robię.

CHAOS...NIC Więcej!

[ebjkk]

Watch in 4k. 🥲

[keferon]

Empurata!Prowl tries to actually communicate for the first time

What if he wants to say something but he can’t. What if he has no voice to speak, no face to emote, no hands to write. What if every attempt to communicate a message is essentially a puzzle of wit and creativity and yet, the first thing he goes through all these troubles for. Is to say “I love you”?

Don’t ask me how did they get in this room. I have no idea. They escaped the battlefield somehow haha

Next->

[ivoreene]

he decided that capitalism had gone far enough

[cherrywhite]

So how about that new episode?

[wordsofsatin]

Sometimes I don’t feel a thing for you, then I feel it all at once. I miss your kisses for a brief moment in time. The wind blows, I keep driving. Alone on this drive, I only miss you sometimes.

[hawkmothdiemotte]

„I’ll just do some simple colour blocking“ …1hr later:

[happyheidi]

𝖼𝗈𝗓𝗒 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗂𝗍𝗒

𝗑 - 𝗑 / 𝗑 - 𝗑

[title]

“May I rest my weary head on your shoulder?” (insp.)

In the Mood for Love (2000), Rafiki (2018), Cold War (2018), Your Name Engraved Herein (2020), But I’m a Cheerleader (1999), Moonlight (2016), Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019), And Then We Danced (2019), Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004), My Own Private Idaho (1991), Anatomy of a Fall (2023), Lovesong (2016), God’s Own Country (2017), The Handmaiden (2016), Notorious (1946)

[chat-with-ai]

[somewhereincairparavel]

"jason is a knockoff watered down percy" NO hear me out, jason actually parallels annabeth immensely, sharing SO many similarities with her personality, not percy, in this essay I will-

edit: my full analysis is out now! here