#cold love

[userminghao]

[241208] xuminghao_o IG Post Update:

Cold love

[theeternalghost]

Oh and I am done dancing to alarm bells No wonder my ears are still ringing And I am still fighting off change No wonder my arms are still swinging

"Aqua Regia," Sleep Token

[mbrainspaz]

latest song I've been playing on repeat for 48 hours because the vibes hit just right

[fly-chicken]

A Pragmatic and surprisingly comforting perspective about the Trump 2nd Presidency from the ACLU

***Apologies if this is how you found out the 2024 election results***

Blacked out part is my name.

I’m not going to let this make me give up. It’s disheartening, and today I will wallow, probably tomorrow too

AND

I will continue to do my part in my community to spread the activism and promote change for the world I want to live in. I want to change the world AND help with the dishes.

And I won’t let an orange pit stain be what stops me from trying to be better.

A link to donate to the ACLU if able and inclined. I know I am

[shindee]

'00 pain

Krokodyle łzy, pachnące bzy

Wszędzie Wy. Nigdy nie było My

Jestem sama , wy sami

Nikt, nie chce opatrzyć naszych ran

Sam musisz określić swój stan

Na to wszystko jest plan

Szukam siebie na niebie

Patrzę do gwiazd w potrzebie

Czekam na mój prawidłowy głos

Przy którym nie jeży mi się włos

Nie taki mój los, nie taki los

Mam dwadzieścia parę lat

Staram się wyjść zza krat

Czarną owcą być w rodzinie

Mam nadzieję, że nie zginę.

Kocham życie tak samo i nienawidzę

Wszystko co było już znika

Zostało "moich"   rzeczy tylko kilka

Jestem w nowym świecie

Już nie wiem jak układać pacierze

Chcę nową instrukcję do życia.Boję się

[ruminate88]

”I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this, there's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesn't even matter” ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Months my ex Andrew would not break up with me and promised that I was his “priority”, but he continually seemed too busy for me, barely talking to me and almost acts irritated when we are talking 🥴 but then, there was those little spurts of romance randomly where I think he is still falling in love with me, but I can’t decide what to believe . .. I was VERY torn and confused. Holding on to the fantasy but knowing he’s hurting me.

Three whole times I tried to break up with him because he seems so disinterested in me, but he would swear he didn’t wanna break up and so I pushed myself to continue with him, but I was only further delaying the death of the relationship .. because at some point, I realized how nothing changes with him. He could promise me everything I ever wanted, but he could never deliver.

Of course, he started pushing me to the place of no return . I believe he didn’t want to end the relationship and look like the bad guy, so he pushes me off the edge until I breakup for him and then eventually, I’m yelling at him over voicemail, screaming and crying!!!! Kicking a wall and telling him how unfair everything is to me and that he’s not dragging the breakup out any longer!!! I said I’m the one ending it and I’m completely done with him!!! 😳😳😳 I screamed, “ITS OVER!!!!” And then I hung up the phone just beside myself …. ONLY for him to text me 15-20 mins later, saying, “Hey, did you call me earlier??!” 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪 ahhh he playin games!

Sure, in my heart, I wanted it all to work out sooooo badly and I wanted it to be love ❤️‍🩹 I wanted to care about him but reality was, he ONLY causes me stress and anxiety. He only gets my hopes up and plays with my feelings, but he can never actually love me or be in a healthy relationship with me. 🌹🥺❤️‍🩹

worse, it seems like he moves on overnight and already has a new girlfriend!!! he’s already posting her all over his social media, which, I believe she was probably there long before I even realized it 😳 but still, I just felt like “what was everything for?“ The months of fighting with him and fighting to stay with him yet he won’t breakup ever but now suddenly it’s as if our relationship never even happened. ….. that betrayal alone did something to me that I couldn’t explain. The hurt and confusion was unreal.

at least now I understand that it was manipulation and I know that’s not a healthy relationship AT ALL!! If a person really loves you, they won’t push you off the edge like that. The fact that I ended up screaming at him over voicemail, when I’m a very calm and quiet person usually. I never raise my voice hardly ever and I’m not an aggressive person. I would never purposely hurt or upset anybody, but the fact he brought out a side of me that I didn’t even know I had 😳😳 I even shocked my own self when I realized how angry I was at him 😝 How he stole away a year of my life … it just didn’t seem fair at all, but life is not fair. That’s the truth. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🥺🌹

My reaction was out of the norm for me but completely real. They want you to react like that. He didn’t even act bothered or upset by it. He simply showed NO EMOTIONS 😳🥺❤️‍🩹 Then proceeded to ask if we can “stay friends” cuz he’s not done manipulating me yet 😓

[pansylair]

Little begging dogfish!

Took some inspiration from spotted seabass for this one. sold! 🐟💙

[inkskinned]

she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.

my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.

my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.

my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.

at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.

my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.

i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.

two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.

it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.

[userminghao]

Cold Love - THE 8

[haintxblue]

living legend

[reborninmylimbo]

Just listened to The8 Stardust! All 3 songs are lovely but I think Cold Love is my current favorite. The first half of the song reminds me of early 2000 Asian drama OST vibes, so even though the lyrics are kinda sad, it feels nostalgic, calming, and full of hope 🩵🩷

Looking forward to more performances of all the songs in the album! ♾️

[wasyago]

old art for a random au

big text here

[sully-s]

Listen, if I had the time I would just make Justice Leauge the mockumentary, lol.

[shindee]

Dzisiaj mamy już siódmy dzień w czerwcu rok 2024

Roboty

Ai

Wojny polityczne

Wojny religijne

Chaos nic więcej

Rodzinie łatwiej być sobie obcym

Na co po prostu siebie kochać

Dziewczynki/kobiety/OSOBY

Marzą o byciu ku*wą

Pokazywanie dupy nie duszy

Chłopcy/mężczyzni/OSOBY

Zarabiać miliony, ku*wy, lasery-gangstery

Ćpuntoki

Ludzie popijają narkotyki zdrowym napojem i nie jedzą mięsa

Miłość Rodzina Wartości Wiara( w szerokim spektrum tego słowa )

Zatracone

Ze skrajności w skrajność

Nic pomiędzy

"Tacy mądrzy, lepsi, popularni "

Gdzie dusza? Gdzie my? Gdzie jest równowaga między ego a w potędze ludzkiego mózgu i wiary?

Dbam o swój interes

Tylko nie wiem już co mam robić z tymi ludźmi, którzy nie rozumieją co to tej przestrzeń

Przy tym wszystkim odbiera mi ochoty do biegu

Nienawidzę kwestii

Ja

Ty

On

Ona

Ono

Oni

W dupie to mam. Ciało to jedno, a osobowość do drugie nie zawsze idzie w parze.

Gdzie jesteśmy MY ?

Zrozumienie..bez oceny.

Pomoc bez oczekiwania niczego w zamian.

Nie zarejestrowałam, kiedy to wszystko się zaczęło. Jestem w szoku, a ziemia wiruje, ludzie krzyczą, auta trąbią, światła świecą odbijając się od betonu, nie wiem gdzie jestem i co tutaj robię.

CHAOS...NIC Więcej!

[shanklin]

Sentient Mystery Shack, who is really biased towards Stan, so when Ford tells Stan he has to give it back after the summer it’s on sight.

Ford keeps tripping over nothing, nothing is where it's supposed to be and somehow he keeps running into closets when he tries to go outside.

But the worst part, the WORST part is that Ford's lightbulb just won't. Work. No matter what he does it keeps flickering and exploding.

Ford is spiraling. 

There is no reason why it shoudln’t work. All his trial runs work perfectly. He’s already checked the Shacks wiring three times and relearned this dimensions science from the ground up. 

Nothing works.

The Rift? Bill? The impending apocalypse? Eating? Sleep? Who cares about that. 

WHY. WONT. THE. LIGHTBULB. WORK???

It doesn’t help that Stan keeps laughing at him.

“Then you do it!” Ford eventually snaps at Stan.

Stan shrugs and with a little song under his breath screws his own lightbulb in. It works perfectly.

Stanford screams.