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Pomni:my man is perfect
Her man:
#shitpost#funky on an apocalyptic night#foaan#friday night funkin au#jevil x pomni#jevil deltarune#jevil the jester#the amazing digital circus#the amazing digital circus pomni#pomvil#chaotic anxiety
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IM PISSING MYSELF HELOPP I LOVE THEM
#ENVY IS SO CHAOTIC I LOVE IT š#inside out#inside out fandom#inside out 2#Inside out envy#Inside out anxiety
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A new challenger approaches (slowly)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen chao#jin zixuan#jiang cheng#lan wangji#tulu xuanwu#Wen Chao's turtlephobia starts now. I wonder if that's ever going to come back into play?#Slight re-ordering of events for the funny punchlines but we're close to getting back on track.#The mianmian stuff happening right after we also have a Torment Tortoise looking for blood makes this scene so chaotic.#A good kind of chaos as it is supposed to be overwhelming and anxiety inducing!#I have been sitting on the idea of the Beast being just a normal turtle with a knife for ages. Years in fact.#It's stupid as hell but that's sometimes what art is. Indulging the past you who would have loved to see the dumb thing be drawn.#Making it canon now that A-Qing's turtle (the one pd-Lan Sizhui found) is a descendant of this turtle.#Maybe she was so defensive because she has eggs she was watching over! How insensitive of these cultivators!#You can insert your own choice of boss music here - I did not grow up playing video games so I have nothing off the top of my head.#I am making a BOTW reference here so you could substitute one of those themes but I find them more melancholic than menacing.
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Maybe I'm not introverted, maybe I want community, gossiping over a glass of wine, coffee shop dates, dying in some club's dirty bathroom, knowing half a city and saying hello to my favourite restaurant waiter; maybe I got too badly burned too young, just got too scared, settled for living in numbing comfort
#dark academia#chaotic academia#art#aesthetic#academia#dark romanticism#light academia#writing#quotes#literature#introvert#introversion#autism#adhd#social anxiety#actually mentally ill#big city life#coffee#coffee shop#spilled ink#anxitey#ambivert#artist#writers on tumblr#mine
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anxiety. anxiety feels more like a biiig heavy rock on your chest. you try to breathe, but it's quietly impossible. your only thoughts are blurred, you can't think rational, everything is your enemy. it's impossible to stand and you feel lonely, but not in the normal way. you think you are the only person who can hear you. you are screaming on the inside, and sit still on the outside. that is what anxiety feels like for me.
#dark academia#dark academia aesthetic#chaotic academia#academia aesthetic#dark#literature#academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#literacy#bookworm#anxitey#talk#tw disordered thoughts#anxiety disorder#feelings#bpd feels#self care#self love#mental health awareness#self awareness#anxiety awareness#mental health#positive mental attitude#mentally unstable#chaotic thoughts#thoughts#my thougts#why am i like this#oh dear#longing
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being a writer is just thinking that anything and everything is great writing material. people watching while you wait for your bus? writing material. experiencing something that's gonna scar you for life? writing material. getting chased by chickens and running for your life? writing material.
#one time in the middle of an anxiety attack i was like#āhey thats a new feeling i should use this metaphor in my next chapterā#and ngl that helped me calm down bc i was so focused on trying to describe my pain that i forgot about it lmao#ive also lived a chaotic life and gotten into a lot of hilarious situations so yee#writing#writing memes#memes#funny#writers on tumblr#writers on ao3#anything can be writing material if you try hard enough#myrambles
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#Bisexual Culture is being attracted to both Eugene and Rapunzel#Chaotic Bisexual Culture is being attracted to Cassandra and Lance Strongbow#Varian is an anxiety bicon#Bisexuals love frogs- pascal is a frog#thereās my thesis thank you#someone take ibisPaint away from me#I made this instead of unpacking books#tts#tangled the series#rapunzel's tangled adventure#rapunzel#eugene fitzherbert#cassandra tangled#tangled#lance strongbow#varian#bisexual#lgbt#pride
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South Park fans! How many things do you have in common with your favorite character(s)? Iām curious!!
#So like Tweek I struggle with anxiety#I get can very jittery/twitchy too sometimes#though not as badly as him lol#I feel like Iām never able to express myself properly and can often be misunderstood#ESPECIALLY by my parents#Iād probably describe myself as sweet/sensitive#I worry a lot about both myself and others#but I can also be very snarky šš#I also tend to be insecure and need validation sometimes#and I have a very active mind#and a lack of social awareness šš#KENNY on the other hand#I tend to rely on my friendships a lot#I take a lot of comfort in them and struggle with the idea of not having them around#and id probably consider myself a pretty protective person too at times#and once Iām comfortable around you I have a pretty chaotic/laidback type of personality#asides from that though I tend to stay in the background/not talk as much#south park#tweek tweak#kenny mccormick#honestly theres probably more but these are the ones I can think off of the top of my head
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i am so back
#studyblr#chaotic studyblr#i wanna kms#academic victim#fuck chemistry#studyspo#study motivation#studyblr community#study aesthetic#stem student#stemblr#study blog#study inspiration#student life#study#im going to kms#i hate studying#i hate chemistry#student#stem academia#study with me#women in stem#chaotic academia#academic weapon#dark academia#academic validation#school anxiety#fuck biochem#i hate biology#fuck biology
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Okay so attempting to put these in kind of an order
Yooo its them
also hi hello waving at you
if you recognize some of these thats because this is stuff posted on my previous blog im just reposting them all over here cause I can also yeah some of these arent finished im actually going to redo some and actually finish some of them but not rn
#I deleted my old blog for a combination of anxiety and organizational reasons got fucked up brain so everything's going here now#my art#chaotic archives#hlvrai#hlvrai au#y2kvr fanart#hlvraimm#hlvrai fanart#hlvrai boomer#hlvrai dr coomer#hlvrai coomer#dr coomer#hlvrai bubby#hlvrai dr bubby#dr bubby#uhhh young boomers tags for organization#Harold Coomer#Bubby#yeah its just their names with no titles shush dont say anything its my organization
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Idk why but I think this ship would be funny
An anxiety ridden introvert
And a chaotic crazy jester
Jevil X Pomni supremacy
#pomni#tadc art#tadc pomni#the amazing digital circus#the amazing digital circus pomni#jevil#jevil deltarune#jevil X pomni#pomvil#chaotic anxiety#itās funny to me#my artwrok
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Virgil: Donāt look at me like that.
Remus: Like what?
Virgil: Like Iām your everything.
Remus: I donāt know how else to look at you, Emo, checking you out is my favourite pastime. Next to sitting in traffic.
Virgil: *sigh* Dude, weāve talked about thisā
#Virgilās hesitancy is only coming from trying to decide if he can handle such a chaotic boyfriend with his anxiety#at least thatās my headcanon#lmao#thomas sanders#sanders sides#Virgil sanders#Remus sanders#incorrect sanders sides#ts virgil#ts remus#dukexiety#ts dukexiety
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What's your opinion on malewife/house husband Adrien posts? I asked this to another blog, and like I said to them, I find them a guilty pleasure: The concept is cute, but I know that would be the last thing Adrien would ever wanna be after all his dad put him through.
I don't think that it would be the last thing that Adrien would ever want. I actually think it suits his character in a lot of ways, you just have to handle the topic with care.
First let's talk about why it suits him.
Miraculous has totally failed to give Adrien any sort of career-based passion and - if we ignore the senti complication - I honestly love that for him! I want more characters with no major life ambitions to balance out the Marinettes of the world!
I think that society places way too much pressure and value on finding the perfect career that fulfills us in every way while also allowing us to put food on the table. Most people will never find that and that's okay. It doesn't mean that you've failed or that you're lesser. For most people, the goal is to find a career that pays the bills and that you enjoy enough that you don't hate doing it 40hrs/week. Along similar lines, for most people, your passion will be something that doesn't make money. It will be something like a hobby or spending time with those you love or analyzing badly written French TV shows.
This brings us back to Adrien.
Adrien seems to get a great deal of joy from being around his loved ones and making them happy, so I can absolutely picture him finding a lot of joy in running a home. This is extra true because Marinette is pretty clearly career driven and she's planning to go into a creative field, so she'll probably have a pretty crazy schedule and struggle to stay on top of it all. Having a loving husband to take things like cooking and cleaning off of her plate would be a blessing and a gift that she'd greatly appreciate, but that would feel unbalanced if Adrien was working, too. (Yes, they could hire staff, but that risks the secret identity thing, so I don't see them doing that.)
If they both have power careers, then they'd barely see each other and I hate that for them. I think that it would make Adrien incredibly sad and depressed. Plus, while Marinette thrives off of competition and staying busy, only needing occasional breaks before diving right back in, Adrien seems to hate busy schedules and heavy work loads.
Given all of that, I think that there's a lot to be said for Adrien stepping away from the working world. Especially since he's been in it for years and being a child celebrity is no joke! I think it would be nice for him to escape from strict schedules and expectations. Dinner fails? Order takeout!
While we're on the topic of food, I really like the idea of Adrien falling in love with cooking. Dude needs a creative outlet and that's honestly a great one (I hate it when people write characters as unable to figure out cooking like it's some cute quirk. While an initial struggle is believable, it's not a mystical art that takes years of practice. Between YouTube, the wider Internet, and maybe some classes if he wants to get fancy, I think that he'll be fine.) There's so much variety with what you can do in the kitchen and the end result gets to be shared and appreciated by those you love. It just seems like a perfect fit for him, but I would never make him a professional chef because the hours are insane and the pressure to be perfect is high. I only see him loving it as a hobby where he can go at his own pace, take days off, and make lazy meals when he's not feeling like being a show off.
The big concerns that come with making him a homemaker are a lack of financial independence and a lack of socialization. I don't see the first thing as an issue for Adrien since he comes from a wealthy family, so that one doesn't phase me.
The isolation could very easily be an issue, but it could just as easily be a problem if he started working, too. It's not as if a job is a sure way to have friends or even just consistent positive social interactions, which is another reason why I don't really see a need to give him a traditional job. You can get a vibrant social life in lots of other ways.
Here are the two big things that I keep in mind when writing an Adrien-as-a-homemaker or similar setup as it is where I tend to have Adrien land for all of the above reasons:
Adrien needs to be active in some organization or project. Volunteer work is a good fit as is being an active stay-at-home parent or some combination of the two. Voice acting is also on my radar, but my default is to have him act as the head of team miraculous' out-of-battle activities. Scheduling meet and greets. Going to see sick kids. Jetting around the world for humanitarian aid missions. Basically let Chat Noir be his "career" which gives him a lot of much needed flexibility for making his own schedule, especially if he's a stay-at-home parent to any eventual kids. I also like the poetic nature of Adrien finally being proud to be the face of a "brand" via his hero side while his civilian side becomes just some guy that people kind of remember from old ads.
Consider having a non-traditional living arrangement. I am a big fan of hero teams living together, so my default is to take the Agreste mansion and remodel it into a secret HQ for the team. Adrien and Marinette would have their own apartment/wing/whatever, but they'd still be surrounded by their found family on a near-daily basis, so that social isolation is the last thing on Adrien's mind. There's almost always someone to hang out with! You could also just have Alya and Nino or other friends live in the same apartment building so that they're over a lot/Adrien has a place to hang when Marinette is working late because you know that she'd do that.
Basically, Adrien's rich, so he doesn't need to make money and he doesn't seem to have any interest in a normal job, so I really like letting him having a unique life where he doesn't have a traditional job. He is a superhero, after all. Unique career paths are pretty par for the course. You just have to be careful to make sure that all of this feels like his fully informed and carefully considered choice and not like you forced it on him to make Marinette's life perfect (I only brought her up earlier because this is a story and it makes sense to design characters around each other). I usually do this by sending Adrien to therapy in his late teens or by giving him some other parth of self discovery.
Do note that all of the above is inspired by my read of Adrien which may be totally different from your read of him and that's fine! I just can't picture him as someone who thrives in a traditional career path based on knowing people who strike me as similar to him and from whom I draw my understanding of how to write that part of Adrien's character. I think that he'd be perfectly able to have a traditional career path, but I also think that he'd be pretty miserable for a lot of reasons.
I'll also note that I'm not sure what posts spawned this ask, so there may be elements of those that I'd have criticisms of. This post was about the general concept of Adrien being a homemaker. I tend to avoid the broader fandom for my own sanity and the use of the term "malewife" has me concerned that I'm implying support of something I wouldn't actually support because that's a new one for me and it sounds incredibly sexist.
I'm not a fan of implying that the default definition of "wife" is "submissive homemaker" so a man taking on a homemaking role is clearly submissive and acting like a woman does while his aggressive, domineering wife is acting like a man, which is the definition of this word that I'm finding online and yikes! Wife and husband are legal/social status in my book. They are not clearly defined jobs/roles/personality types, so I'm not a fan of using gendered terms to refer to stuff like this especially since I do actively try to use gender neutral words in my own writing whenever I can, though I'm certainly far from perfect on that front.
I also don't see homemaking as a submissive act. It certainly can be, but that's not how I picture Adrien at all! I picture him as relaxed and plesent, but 100% in charge of the home and all choices about how it's run. I also see him being in charge of their finances like homemakers often were in the "old days" since they were the ones in charge of things like scheduling cleaners, buying food, and other things that needed strong budgeting skills while the person who worked wasn't actually spending money or managing the home since they were at work. I like to think that Nathalie would prep Adrien to be a wealthy man and so he'd have strong skills in finance management.
#anon ask#Adrien analysis#How did we go from trying to remove gender roles from job titles to this?#Like at least ātraditional wifeā makes some sense from a historical pov#These other ones are trying to defy gender roles by leaning into gender roles and just why?#Fun fact: read the end of this post to my SO to make sure it came across okay#And as soon as I said the word āmalewifeā he just looked at me in horror and said āwhat???ā#So it wasn't just a me thing!#We also had a lovely talk about the main body topic and how nice it would be if we could comfortably let one of us be a homemaker#And also how Marinette would absolutely thrive in a stressful chaotic job once she improved her time management a bit and learned to say no#Bias disclosure: my mom was/is a homemaker whose life has been similar to what I described for Adrien and she's loved it#Even though she had an extremely successful career before kids came and she gave up her traditional career#Some people really thrive in that support role and find immense joy in taking care of others#Though my mom is a total Marinette (sans anxiety) and always has tons of projects going so it's not a perfect match#She's merely one of the people I think about when I try to figure out how to give Adrien a happy fulfilling life that fits his character
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if a parallel universe exists, i hope my other self is happy and doing well
#positivity#positivity blog#mental health#mental illness#self love#self care#self healing#anxiety#adhd#audhd#autism#ptsd#depression#light academia#classic academia#romantic academia#dark academia#light academia aesthetic#chaotic academia#cottage academia#dark academic aesthetic#academic#dark academism#dessin acadƩmique#light acadamia aesthetic#academia aesthetic#spilled pages#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#spilled words
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#anxiety problems#mental health#depression#pain#relatable#lesbian#introvert#love#poet#writer#dark academia#wlw#light academia#chaotic academia
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hate it when anxiety manifests itself in the physical form
#fuck you anxiety#why the fuck am i fainting in the library#and being jittery since morning#and can't keep anything in my stomach for more than an hour#can't even eat mishti doi ššš#anxiety struggles#anxiety memes#anxiety disorder#desi tumblr#desiblr#desi shit posting#random#indian tumblr#chaotic academic aesthetic#desi chaotic academia#anxitey#chaotic academia#chaotic thoughts#chaos#chaoscore
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