#cause i gotta work tonight
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hey guys! gentle post to say : please kindly stop messaging me for the ep 8 link. i have given it to as many people as i can! but my dms are overcrowded as well as my ask box. if you are wanting it, please kindly see this post. everyone on there has been sent the link. please ask one of them 💛 sorry i can’t be more helpful. inbox me if you want to talk about the ep tho!
#brilliant minds#brilliant minds spoilers#elias talks#i was in a car accident the night before on the way to work#i work nights and i wasn’t badly injured#and close to work (a hospital ironically lol)#so i went#but i needed a night off#so i took last night off#so i slept most of yesterday cause i worked all night#and then i stayed up all night#and my headache has returned so#kshdjdhd#just a little over sharing#i need to sleep#cause i gotta work tonight#car accident tw
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Pet store clerk gives Charles a bag of free treats for his ""dog"" all while Charles can feel Erik Looming in the BG
the real mortifying day is after months of getting small bags of dog treats one day the bag of dog treats has like. perfectly normal human candies/pastries or something inside
Of Course charles is confused and impulsively asks what it is/how it's different from the usual only for the clerk to reply theyre Whatever Erik's Favorite Treat Is and its that day forward erik is adamant they just do their shopping online
#snap chats#clerk fully provides this information straight faced. by the way. and still pointing out those are for “”“”“The Dog”“”“”“”“#inviting all of you to assume the three of them became Vaguely Acquainted while charles and erik were fran shopping#like you know how you just happen to do small talk while at the store. at least five months of accidental small talk has led to this moment#'oh yeah i know these are his favorite- [Insert Food Here] right' and charles doesnt have to turn around or probe eriks mind#to know he's itching to leave the store but he cant just do that lest he validate this clerks suspicions#charles absolutely wants to try to laugh it off and tell the clerk he cant give these to his dog but the clerk Just Stares#they dont gotta say anything else ... charles dont gotta read their mind ... he wont argue he'll just swallow his shame and take the goods#anyways ... if anyone needs me ... im gonna succumd to the 3PM nap#i almost made it to 4 but alas ... i am sleepy ... then im gonna work SO im done answering asks for the evening#maybe ill answer some more tonight but i really have to focus. after my nap BYYYYEEEE#im gonna giggle about this new scenario tho ... Cherik Pet Shenanigans Somehow Getting Goofier Than Previously Thought#will have to do more thinkings of that down the line .... for now nap time 😴 cause i repeat i am five years old 😴
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I named the plot "guess I'll marry the demon lord?" and I realized if I wanted a lengthier title it could be "I could conquer the world if I had ADHD medicine but I don't so I became a trophy husband instead". And then as I'm giving him various background traits I realized one little piece of information would make everything make sense. He's from Florida.
#my characters#i love reynold so much and he is so wonderful and he somehow manages to win the demon lords heart in a week#and the biggest problem the demon lord even has with him is that his outer appearance does not match his core#and it gives him a headache from the echo so hes like#are you cursed to be in that body cause i can revert you if you want...?#and hes like oh yeah sure thatd be great#and then they get engaged#and reynold is like .... completely enamored with his life and his husband in this weird world#listen i have so many emotions over reynold and sascha ok they are so good for each other#the demon lord acts as the florida mans impulse control and it just works somehow#also reynold wants to adopt the entire demon army and starts to refer to them as their children#anyway long day at work today and i gotta work tomorrow for a tiny bit and so i cant do fanart tonight#since i kinda .... took too long with this oops sorry
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how do yall get through the moments where you're hit by the reality that - this is what life is. this is the next however long of your life till you kick the bucket?
#nat rants#i dunno#i was doing alright this morning#and then i got a lil disillusioned with work stuff and took a break#and then the idea of opening back up my laptop has me dreading it cause like is this really what life is for the next couple decades?#trynna find joy in lil things but then i inevitably have to turn attention back to work cause gotta get that paycheck :/#i think the mood will pass and ill delete this later tonight but ugh
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#I recorded a lil clip of me singing the last classical song I learned back in high school#surprised I still know it so well#I’m not posting it cause DAMN I’m rusty as fuck#but I think it’ll be cool to have a before audio for when I start working on my voice again#lol wish I had a BEFORE audio from before high school and all my lessons#OOOOOFDA BESTIE NAH#I thought I was so fucking good and then I get to my performing arts high school#with a bunch of talented people and I realized I in fact sounded like a screeching walrus#but then I worked and studied through high school and I think I gotta pretty good#even went to a few competitions which was super weird but fun#aw I miss those days so much#so I’m going to try and get back into it#gonna be hard since I’m not like surrounded by it all the time#but I’m gonna start brushing up on my music theory and maybe even fuck around and compose a little bit#I used to learn songs in all of these different languages#I miss it so much#and I’ve decided I’m going to start creating the person I want to be and stop wishing I was that person#anywayyyyyyyyy#idk where I was gonna go with that#if anyone is *genuinely* interested in hearing my classical audio send me a message#but I’m not gonna post it cause bro let me tell you it’s rustyyyyyyyy#I got my high notes down but everything else? (and even leading up to the high notes) nah not there#supposedly I might be able to see the aurora borealis in my area tonight but I’m not holding my breath#I live next to too many damn lights and people ☹️😤😤#if anyone gets to see the lights tell me all about them! and if you have pictures please please PLEASE send me them!!!!!#shut up rosie
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time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist
#snap chats#can i even call it cosplay. why are police sirens going off in the bg oh my god shut UP#anyway yeah ill elaborate. Super Snap Stalkers will remember my p4 era and will remember the time i did in fact do an adachi cosplay#i deleted the og post like an hour later. plus that blog's gone. but im sure some freak can find it if they dig hard enough#ew i think i was 17/18 in that pic (not at all that long ago) ok anyway.#i use the same loafers for my aoki outfit. and yeah i do Regularly wear my rgg outfits i TOLD YOU its functional cosplay i QUIT#just funny that like.... damn everything always goes back to square one LOL#these busted ass old ass loafers still rockin with me years later#if im feeling cheeky i think i will post all my rgg outfits actually. for halloween#hang on gotta be depressed and cringe for a moment#cause ive always liked cosplay but whenever i did it it never felt. Good Looking#like i always just felt like my face never worked for the charas i wanted to portray and so thats why i say with a heavy heart#that aoki's round-ass square-ass head is perfect LOL it makes me wanna throw up looking in the mirror#i got the same weird lips. ok not that squished Similar but Its Awful that he makes me feel comfortable with my face now#at least my eyebags arent double deckered... i at least look like i get sleep.. some days.#breaking !!!! objectively one of the most vile bitches in this franchise makes you feel comfortable with your body and existence#NAW to continue from last post if i had a webcam i prob coulda done a cosplay y7 stream LOL thatd be funny#anyway since this tag ramble is just pure cringe let me round it off with a final bit of cringe#the Forbidden Mention of my trans masato hc cause one reason why i have a Teehee over the thought is how raspy his voice is#and i only really now realized how right i was tonight because my prof called on me to speak and when i tried speaking DAWG.#the forbidden acknowledgement of Myself GROSS#BUT DAWG MY THROAT WAS FUCKIN CRUSTY it felt like sandpaper EW?? WATER FOR YOU?? christ. i hope that was just a one-time thing#ok im leaving now BYE
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dont mind me im just gonna whine in the tags
#first of all my tummy hurts#i ate too much cheese#feelin a lil sick to my stomach bc of my own hubris smh#second of all i love having friends rlly i do but…….my friend wants me to go hangout at the beach with her tomorrow and im like yes of cours#bc I haven’t seen u in a while ! but the thought of sitting in the sun for hours………..#i know tomorrow I’ll be jolly I’ll be going wow the ocean but tonight i am so. tired.#and they had me working on THREE PROJECTS this past week bc they laid off every one else that does my job like 2 months ago#and my supervisor was talking to me on Friday and was like ohh yeah im getting nervous about our jobs cause there’s no new work coming now#and im like yeah haha right : I#anyway this is just for me to vent#u can all read it if you so choose#im rlly whining about nonproblems but sometimes u do what u gotta do#(be a complainer)#colleen thoughts
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That feeling when you go to make revisions on your thesis cause you're finally leaving campus in two days just to flip past the abstract and see a field full of red.
#personal#I should've worked on it yesterday but damn it I wanted to chill on my birthday#Just gonna have to stare blankly tonight and tomorrow. Cause she gotta get it before I leave.
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Its probably very obvious from certain things I say (and try not to say now, or as often at least) that I have some pretty low self esteem in terms of my writing. Its one of the leading reasons as to why I don't post as much now, anon being off, etc (though, I am just busy as well).
I saw a post a while back about how consistently knocking your writing down publicly, or whatever you create, gives a bad impression to those who support you. As in that you don't trust their words, or believe them. That's stuck with me pretty hard, and when I remember it I feel guilty for putting myself down on here when you guys go out of your way to tell me when you like something I've written.
I hope you guys understand that, even if I have slip ups in the future where I am needlessly negative about my writing, that I do treasure every comment or message of support you guys send me. I do remember specific usernames, I do look back at comments on xyz fic if I ever feel good about rereading it, and lately I've been contemplating even buying one of those heat printers to make an actual journal of positive messages folks have sent me. Even if I slip up and don't reply in some way, I *Do* see them and I do appreciate them.
I'm slowly trying to phase out certain thoughts or sayings I have in regards to my writing and learning to just Accept kind stuff people say. I am sorry if its ever felt like I pushed aside the kind things you all say to me 🙇♀️ that was never my intention but I can certainly understand that it could have came off like that more than a few times.
#scum talks#i am Thinking tonight.#this is smth i gotta work on in therapy and its a longtime battle type of deal#and its not fair for yall when I publicly berate myself#for one it looks as I explained in the post#but also I dont want to accidentally cause anyone to ever put themselves down in the same way. i dont wanna spread those worries
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My brain: time for emotions
Me, knowing why but also just wanting to go to sleep: oh, okay
#part of it is I think cause my sister had just a really rough night and was emotional#and another I think is just kind of realizing that people I thought I’d share stuff with…I won’t anymore because of the crap that happened#two or so years ago…guess it’s that thing where you grow around your grief but sometimes it still hits you know?#anyways I should get to bed to give my body the sleep it needs to hopefully feel better but emotions be out here tonight#I could go into more details but I gotta wait…#on another note I really wish the chosen wasn’t releasing three episodes at once#like bro I could barely handle two in theatres last time…😂#prayers appreciated I guess just….life and still missing people even though I know it wasn’t healthy for me to stay#(this isn’t church hurt related I’m still working through that though too 😅)#aceo rambles
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In the face of the violent transphobia I have decided to live as well and healthily as possible and my current focus is my physical health. I think I’m about ready to scare some transphobia in to shutting the fuck up.
#a work in progress#but definitely progress#mental health was the first focus#but in therapy tonight#i realized I had dealt with all the fires between sessions#on my own and in a healthy way#like at this point my therapist is essentially#a friend who is stable enough for me to fully vent to#though we do gotta work on some big past shit#but that’s for another day#today I’m just here#feeling myself#for the first time in a long time#hate being complimented on being skinny#cause that’s always a result of poor health#but being strong is something else#makes me feel good and like myself#queer#trans#non-binary#enby#my posts
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"You wish to consult me?"
#[ 🕷️ ] —— open starter#[ 🕷️ ] —— threads#[ a little something cause i gotta focus on homework tonight ]#[ so im here before i go to work ]
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Feel like I can't go 5 minutes without accidentally/unintentionally pissing off a family member. What the fuck is up with that lol
#shadowwolf speaks#personal#and i feel aggravated in this chilli's tonight#gotta start work tomorrow#idk what for cause the semester doesnt start til the 17th but whatever
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I want to finish some writing tonight, but instead I’m rereading V-Crew and one-shots/going on a Chartreuse binge.
#I have two writing things I wanna finish tonight and I'm not doing either of them aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah#Executive dysfunction go brrrrrrrrrr#Did my laundry and cleaned some of my room at least tho#I also wanna draw#but doubtful that'll be happening cause I'd rather write and I'm not even doing that#I'm really glad Chartreuse has so many simps tho I fucking love working with his character#I just gotta finish a Cyan/Red thing and the last two chapters of V-Crew and then I can work on Polus and he's back first chap of that!#So close yet so faarrrrrrr
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-does a little dance- I need to go back and tag some of the book club posts as "Trigun meta" too WHOOPS I'll do that later
#too many things to do tonight not enough time to DO them#i gotta find my cosplay cigarettes for a meta post on wolfwood im mentaly composing#cause i need physical visuals and sometimes the only way to do that is to use Myself As A Prop#and dont think ive forgotten about that thing i noticed in the first page of trimax vol 2 tonight!#still thinking about that!#and im also thinking about my wolfwood + the horrors fic#and the difference between all the iterations of knives and what im doing with him in That#i should work on the wolfwood + the horrors fic but i wanna get At Least One Mashwood Week Fic Written#-yeets-#WHY is writing so hard#why do i keep focusing on stryfewood/merylwood in the aftermath of tristamp#i think its the trauma they goe through together#anyway gotta finish getting dinner made and dishes washed#myde talks
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one thing that sucks about theatre is that it literally is built around people coming to see it so no matter how good a production is, if there wasn’t good advertisement beforehand, it isn’t nearly as satisfying
#also it extra sucks that i had like 3-4 irls who said they were gonna come and they just didnt#and im not mad or anything. its spring break and also life happens and everything#but it just sucks to work so fucking hard on a production and barely have any audience#and even the audience thats here like. isnt people i know/care about#shout out to my one friend who DID come though and after giving me a tiny gift was like ‘okay i have to run my flight is like in four hours#I need to sleep’ THAT is more dedication than I would’ve given personally#but yeah to my irl who follows me if you see this I promise this isnt @ you#i just use tumblr like a diary#(but I gotta say I reaaaaally hope you don’t see this lmao)#but also i kept being like ‘okay i just need to hold out i KNOW this one specific irl is coming’ and they didnt :((#and i cant even be upset cause theyre chronically ill and they were doing big things the rest of the weekend so I bet they were having#a flare today. AND they’re gonna take me to get blood drawn tmrw which is like. the biggest favor in the world#so like expecting them to come see a two and a half war play on top of that is excessive#but I just. I was really proud of this show and I am sad i didnt get to share it with any of my friends yknow?#(AND i wanted to be able to talk to people and then to the actors be like yeah this is my friend—- AND I COULDNT)#also my roommate literally told me last night she was coming and i don’t think she’s here#but im pretty sure she’s hungover so im not too surprised lmao#anywayyyy im just complaining its fine im excited to get HIGH and play viddy games tonight
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