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[chadwarwickd]

hey guys! gentle post to say : please kindly stop messaging me for the ep 8 link. i have given it to as many people as i can! but my dms are overcrowded as well as my ask box. if you are wanting it, please kindly see this post. everyone on there has been sent the link. please ask one of them 💛 sorry i can’t be more helpful. inbox me if you want to talk about the ep tho!

[lost-my-sanity1]

questions 10, 12, 13 and 14 from that bl questions list thing you reblogged

10. favourite bl of this year

wait this year... how many did I even watch😭 oh right young royals!!

12. most rewatched bl

BAD BUDDY BAD BUDDY BAD BUDDY

like??????? pls can't get over them

13. bl you think is overrated

now babe why would you do that to me💀 it's gonna get so controversial but it's love in the air or pitbabe (but I do understand why they're so high rated tho amazing stuff ngl but it's just not for me😭i couldn't finish them i swear i tried)

14. bl you think is underrated

uhhh the bls are not underrated in any way cuz they're... well bls. but I would say moonlight chicken. the amazing stuff it delivered- kudos to everyone associated with it

[raddest-laddest]

false cognates can suck my fat weenie why does “molestar” mean “to annoy”

[charlieslittleuniverse]

So people!! I need help!!

I mean- x)

I love designing clothes and all of different alt or non alt stuff just for fun and huhhhh, i really wanna do some those past days but i have no inspiration :'D

Soooo if ya have ideas write them in the comments and i'll do something with the comments everyday or something! Because i need that- o.o

So if you have any ideas (could be just asthethic, style, a piece of clothes, a design, a posture like- anything!!) Ya can share then here and i'll try to do something out of that!!:3

Thanks for you attention heh!!-w -

[lonelychicago]

genuinely saw the tag "April fic recs" and checked what month it was. After double checking it is in fact February, I went to your page to send an ask about why you were putting out April fic recs now, and saw your bio. oops. Hi, April. I love your fic recs. keep at it :)

jshsjdhd lmaoo this is hilarious sjjsjsjs. sorry for the confusion, anon! and thanks! i'm glad you're liking the fic recs kshdjdhd 💗

[discoveryinthedark]

votando na poll dos países latinos com os mesmos critérios q eu usei pra torcer na copa kshdjdhd

[little-miss-chaoss]

Happy kiss your moot day Miss Chaoss!! ♥♡♥(ꈍᴗꈍ)ε｀*)♥♡♥

Kshdjdhd Happy Kiss your Mott's day twinsie (⁠づ⁠￣⁠ ⁠³⁠￣⁠)⁠づ(⁠づ⁠￣⁠ ⁠³⁠￣⁠)⁠づ(⁠づ⁠￣⁠ ⁠³⁠￣⁠)⁠づ

[elivanto]

usually i don’t give a shit who has blocked me but there’s one person i’m always like please unblock me so i can reblog your iconic posts 😭

[crimmy]

i’m so bad at technology it’s so sad. every time i have to spoiler something on discord i have to google how to. two seperate times i was giving someone one of my urls and i couldn’t figure out how to just. give it to them. so i changed the name and deleted the whole thing. i don’t know how ao3 works so i search up “spencer reid” and search until i find a ship tag i like and then scroll through fics until i find one. i still don’t know how to send someone a message from a side blog. i am a mess guys some sexy tumblr girl who’s good with technology better help me figure this out

[acatalepticdreamer]

Your followers would leave Imaax fica at your shrine lol

So I should build a shrine and become a god right now is what you're telling me–

[horrorstoried-a]

im about to get a lit af crossover with @retrohaunts cause my stupid ass didn't muse specify right.

[kingtankgirl]

didnt expect the demographic my mohawk n piercings n shit to be a smash hit with wld be girls age 4-8 but they are consistently starstruck by them and its kind of the most awesome thing ever. bcuz i know when i was a little girl i saw punk ppl n was so fascinated n inspired n its cool to be that person now

[amodernpersephone]

Before I disappear due to exams, little emotional thing I had earlier that I need to get out of my chest.

So, I was looking through some old stuff earlier, like really old stuff because we were rearranging some of our rooms, heck I even came across my kindergarten ID and that was over way-too-many years ago. This isn't about something I found, earlier more of something I didn't find.

Basically, I wrote this really cute poem when I was like, ten. It was one of my best works, mind you, and I love it to this day. It was for some sort of a school assignment, create a poem/literary piece and all that, you know. Of course, being the tiny bookworm nerd that I was, I ended up pouring a great portion of my heart into that poem.

Long stanzas short, it was about a flower, some form of allegory for a girl or whatever, yes, real unoriginal but sue me, I was nine lmao. Anyway, within the poem I narrated the cycle the flower went through. From being praised and loved for its colors and beauty, people would flock from different corners of the globe just to watch her blooming beauty.

The flower loved it, filled with joy and euphoria from everyone around her and how much they loved her.

But eventually, like many things, beauty fades. Its colors began to wane, beauty began to falter, petals begin to wither.

It had changed so much, lost so much and altered so many things, the flower was almost unrecognizable.

It's been a while now, since the time the flower was so dearly loved by all, but now? She was alone. The flower was alone.

And after that, I basically don't rememer a single inch of what I wrote. No, I mean it. Literally. Nothing. Na-da. Zilch. Empty.

I've been wracking my brains for who-knows-how-many years at this point, trying to remember what those few final lines were because I cannot, for the life of me, remember.

Haunts me to this day, honestly.

But yeah, I was looking for the old journal I had where I noted my several failed attempts to replicate what I wrote before. Guess what? I couldn't find it.

And even if I did, it would basically be useless, right? It doesn't contain the poem I want to read, it doesn't possess the few stanzas that sent little me into a field of writing euphoria I'm quite sure I'll never reach again.

And while thinking about that, I thought, what did I, or well, little me, actually mean with that poem?

It was about something whose beauty was beginning to falter, who watched the consistency in her life slowly blur as everyone completely forgot about her.

I'm pretty sure nine-year-old Ess wasn't thinking of anything like that, so I really couldn't understand. Why did I write that?

And then I realized why. Why I couldn't figure out what the last lines of the poem were. Why I couldn't figure out the meanings and reason of why I wrote that poem. Why I couldn't get into the mind of Little Ess and ask her why.

Because I was the flower. Yeah, you can probably stop reading at this part because I may go on a tirade of making myself sound self-important over an ancient (well, at least for me) piece of writing, but still.

Anyway, I feel like I've changed so much. Lost a lot, gained a little, discovered a bit, forgot a few. So many things have happened and I'm positive the girl I was once when I wrote this poem isn't the same girl writing this awkwardly long tumblr post.

I could never be the girl I once was, I could never imagine myself in their shoes again (I think I may have grown a few sizes), I could never think, see, and feel the same way that little girl did.

Maybe the poem was a message from Little Ess so that Future Ess (technically me) wouldn't completely hate the person she'd become. Because knowing sweet, nine-year-old me believed and cared about the person I'd become, no matter how different that is from now, makes me feel a little better about who I am.

...that or Little Ess was just really excited over a literature assignment.

It just made me feel happy, emotional as I said, to think about it like that. The future may be bleak but it never hurts to love a little portion of yourself because the past you was willing to love that part without even knowing what it would become.

I still don't know the final lines to that poem and I'll probably never make it public if I do, but it makes me glad to feel that way and honestly? I don't even want to know.

I'm content being the fading flower with only a lingering feeling of the euphoria I had once before, but knowing I have a lot more ahead of me too, and maybe, just maybe, like Little Ess, I should trust and love Future Ess a little bit more.

[ethwastaken]

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[lonelychicago]

buck jerking off to eddie's calendar photoshoot photos

psst buck actually took his own magazine to jerk off and it was a photo album of eddie wearing his slutty black tank top. pass it on.

[minjiz]

This place is so dry with both you and Tatiane being gone... missing my besties

mahta my beloved imu !!!! <3 this is the final week of exams n i already have more free time which means i'm slowly getting back on track w flooding ur notifs, BE PREPARED I SAID 🗣🗣🗣