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i cracked the other day and split up my one big dhmis playlist into three smaller ones for each member of the trio. worked way better for sorting it to probably no one's surprise
sooo here's the playlist covers i made, representative of how the playlists are about their general states of awareness (or at least my headcanons about em)
links to the playlists if anyone's interested under the cut
Yellow Guy/Gilbert playlist: (X)
Red Guy/Radley playlist: (X)
Duck/Quentin playlist: (X)
#don't hug me i'm scared#dhmis yellow guy#hc au gilbert#dhmis red guy#hc au radley#dhmis duck#hc au quentin#doodles#i drew this a few days ago but hesitated with sharing the playlists bc i dont like their names#cant think of anything better tho#thinking of something for their shared theme of awareness for these guys is HARD#best thing i had was variations of the 'i am looking at it' meme
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ds9 dump 3.... (falls over)
#my art#ds9#deep space nine#star trek#star trek ds9#benjamin sisko#captain sisko#ben sisko#weyoun#kira nerys#major kira#odo#constable odo#legate damar#corat damar#nonsexual nudity#blood tw#i havent drawn much of anything for months so it took a while to accumulate all of these. i think my drives coming back a bit tho#also i had the queued for later tonight for better timing but i cant wait that long GRRRRRRR
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i might just lay down and die just found out my ra for this year is someone my roommate used to be friends with til she posted a jews r the new nazis "becoming what you once hated- ironic" on her story and a whole thing supporting oct 7. like not even a post just her own heartfelt thoughts about how awesome it was.
#i never even saw the post bc i had unfollowed her by that time#i heard abt it from this crazy zionist i know who said she posted hitler was right#& i knew they're a liar so i asked for screenshots & they kept avoiding me#so for literal months i was in this horrible limbo every time i saw this girl i was like she *could* be a literal nazi.#but she could also just be a regular terrible person who said something shitty but not THAT#& that was horrifying the one time i was alone in an elevator w her i was not managing#finally someone else showed me the screenshot so i know exactly what it said#which like. really isnt much better. but hey#anyways idk who to email abt this bc i cant be alone in a room w her#& i dont think anything ever happened i dont think anyone said anything to her. shes on the board of a club#with another insane girl btw but im not even gonna get into that.#oh and shes living two doors down from me#oy. i need new friends terribly#& my friends from my first month of college also have their best friend living on this floor i hope they never set foot in it tho#if i see theater kids on a bad day its over#sigh#delete later
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no bc a large reason i was instantly drawn to the Walmart Echo was because he WOULD be a walmart employee
all these modern AUs where the clones are cops or lawyers or whatever are missing the Big Thing about the clones in canon: they come from nothing, earn nothing, and die with nothing. They don't make money (i think?), they have very little rights, and they're fucking expendable.
You know what that is in real life now? That's the fuckin working class! That's minimum wage, no benefits, no overtime! Your front desk attendants, your cashiers, your stockers, your servers, your retail associates!
not to mention, the clones are men of colour, and a large portion of them becoming disabled (via physical disability or PTSD or what-have-you)... you think they're easily finding jobs? And in THIS economy? I hid my disability, played pretend, and I'm still makin jack squat. I've got privilages they don't have! I have a degree--they wouldnt have gotten formal educations in this universe!
in Star Wars, the clones are taken advantage of the whole damn time. you think it's gonna be any different in the real world?
now obviously people break through and stuff. some clones would, too. but by and large... society is made of working class. clones are blue collar through and through and damn its actually nice to see it.
#I LIVE IN FEAR EVERY DAY OF GETTING FIRED AND I HAVE NOTHING IN MY SAVINGS DO YOU THINK THE CLONES HAVE IT ANY BETTER#sorry i just. idk. it would be nice to see some blue collar clones#esp 'unskilled' bluecollar clones#im gonna die with nothing and by god id like to look at people who would die with nothing too.#regular fucking people <3#sorry this is a ramble and i dont know if i got my point made eloquently#i hope i didnt word anything wrong.#like im not implying you cant level up in classes. my father did (tho i instantly dropped back down the moment i became independent lmaooo)#so obv clones irl could get scolarships and go to college and stuff like that#but my fathers many siblings? didn't get that opportunity.#so THATS what real life is like#and i kind of want to see that in what i consume. bc again. i want to be okay with the fact that i will exit this world with nothing to me#clone troopers#star wars: the clone wars
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my s class hunters does a really good job at gradually raising the stakes without feeling like a pointless power creep and keeping me extremely invested and i keep saying this but I really do think it's bc it's a story grounded in love at every turn... the bond between the han brothers especially is extremely compelling and beautiful and makes me feel like a knife is being stabbed into my heart and twisted all around... i love them so so much 😞💔❤️🩹❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
#(another tweet liveblog that im crossposting here)#im up to ep 102 in the webtoon now btw!!!#s class liveblog#also it took a while for yj to completely grow on me (i always liked/loved him but it's prob bc they#lightened the tone of his chara or w/e as ppl were saying... in the beginning at least#that ive been holding off calling him a 'fav' (im kinda picky w protags/have side chara liking syndrome...#even w twsb i didnt rly start biasing yeseo until i read the novel... cedric was my 1st bias#(and w orv ive only read (part of) the webtoon and yjh is my bias so mdnfn)#(i rly loved yj from the 1st few ch tho but yea i can kinda tell the webtoon lightened his chara a lot... not that i think its all bad bc#its been fun to read at least dkfbdn)#but now that im further in im just like... wow. he's such an incredible character and protagonist. wow#def as good of a protagonist as kdj (and i personally like him better bc he's a big brother HHHHHNG.#i love him just like i love jung yeseo...#i love him SO much. he's just incredible#and yea dont tell me about the novel bc im going to read it myself but#yeah i rly cant wait to experience his original characterization and get intimately aquainted w his narration/internal thoughts...#REITERATING...DONT SPOIL ME ANYTHING FR#also just more abt the webtoon but... biwan-nim is SOOO good at drawing expressions & portraying emotions#i fucking feel every emotion that yj feels and it fucking breaks my heart and makes me cry uuuaaaghh T___T#yoojin.... TT__TT💔💔💔#also god he's just... so fucking COOL. and not just in like a cool savvy protag kinda way#(bc usually i kinda sleep when protags r like. Too cool/op skfjksdj but he's not like that at all)#i mean as a person... he's so incredibly... oughhh#as a person... as a big brother... T__T...#i cant even put it into words. he's just... i love him so much. it hurts.... im so deeply invested and rooting for him at every step...#he and yoohyun deserve the whole world i really hope they can get their happy ending together T_T💔💔💔❤️🔥 please...
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the blocks are so fuckin CRISP
#hi i got glasses today. i've never had glasses!#i wasnt sure if anything was wrong or not bc That's My Normal#but when i started working back in october i realized i couldnt read the gas station's price sign from my break area#so then i paid more attention#booked an appointment and turns out. yeah that was not normal <3#BIRDS ARENT SMUDGES THE MOUNTAINS HAVE DETAIL THIS IS CRAZY#AND SKYBLOCK ODDLY LOOKS BETTER EVEN THO I CANT SEE FAR AWAY NEAR STUFF WAS FINE. I THOUGHT#didnt think my glasses would affect that tbh but. neat!#chat
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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.
#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions#and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself#so i probably deserve it#but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant#it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it#and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad#i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain#and the worst part is it always works#realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade#i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16#my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am#and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores#it went on for months one summer#then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22#only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died#i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief#the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible#once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho#it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade#and my parents fueled so much of it#‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED#crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up#idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.
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bcs i'm aware of how i automatically percieve people, i earnestly try to give the benefit of the doubt a lot. i tend to believe people are Actually Just That Dumb™ when they're joking about something, so i try to get ahead of that & tell myself people are joking when they say something stupid, so that i don't look stupid
all i've learnt in doing that, is most of the time, people aren't joking. they actually did mean what they say, & i made the situation 10× worse by laughing at what they said.
not only does it reinforce the idea in my head that people are Dumb so i need to take the reins on literally Everything, but it also leads people to believe i'm making fun of them for saying something silly & talking to me less, when, if i knew it were a genuine thing they thought, i would have gladly explained it without judgement
but i don't really know how to stop treating them as jokes, because what if they ARE joking so they laugh at me for how Stupid i am for taking the bait? i can't handle being made a fool of, i think i'd rather die
#this is in part bcs my father was like this all the time i believe#i'd talk abt one of my special interests & he'd deliberately say something stupid about it#so that he could laugh at me whenever i explained how it actually worked#a lotta ppl in my family tend to pretend to be dumb around me actually. so i gave up on talking abt science special interests#i do have personal gripes with words like “stupid” & “dumb” so know in my head i Know they're toxic & have ableist connotations#but my automatic kneejerk reaction to things is to think Stupid even if i don't say it bcs of the constantly devaluing of everyone around me#everything's a competition. don't lose or show your hand and things will be better for you.#don't give people a reason to think you're incompetent. isolation is better than risking danger & ridicule so long if it's isolation because#you're on a higher plane than everybody else.#or something like that#it's not that deep#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#cluster b#autism#bcs i cant with tones#i guess this may be a fine way of looking at things on the internet with strangers bcs bait is rlly annoying#however when it comes to interpersonal relationships irl and online it's a problem. especially when logically you KNOW your circle doesn't#rlly have anyone who pretends to be stupid to you so they can laugh at you. i think they will anyways.#if anything *i* tend to be like that to people i like less. i pretend to be stupid abt something so they can mansplain it to me & i get#silent supply off so easily having control over what they're feeling towards me & what they're doing even if they think They have the reins#in the discussion. tho i won't view it as making ppl take the bait & i won't openly mock people#i'm a hypocrite
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You so right mr jash I am losing my shit omg
Also also also Jash himself drew the hand on the cover!!!
#bro can draw hands better than me what tf#bro can music & draw he got both skills#asdgshsjs im still so so happy about this upload like oh my god#like i liked the og Push & Compelled by Hindsight & i rlly liked the new covers too#Mayday was still my favorite so far tho & I knew that if Don't Take it Personally were to happen it would be at least tied or close to it#but DUDE this version is so fucking good god#the verse/bridge change toward the end#and then the louder more screamy chorus at the end#ough#i am trying to be so normal at 4am#i cant wait until this is on Spotify im going to go insane#also as for my idea for the last song#i think its going to be a more recent original like Mayday#if anything it'll have refs & motifs to the other PHs & maybe his other stuff#no idea but hyped either way#moss rants#chonny jash
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i wasted 4 years on the most toxic people possible but i think that i learned from it, and that the future will be better.
#also i will say we had good moments#but good lord#they suck in so many ways#they said that im too negative when they cant do anything but complain#even when they are literally floating in the fucking ocean in greece#they think theyre in a hollywood movie about “nerds” and “popular kids” where these lines are zn#*uncrossable#even tho they could just fucking... talk to people#i was so blind#but now that i can see i think my future can be better#✩‧₊˚
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transmasc jason grace who's on board
#learning to have healthy relationships w masculinity...#makes the issue with being the perfect son perfect soldier even more prominent because like. its like he has to meet a certain standard to#be a perfect man and to prove himself that he somehow has to 'prove' he is worthy of his identity and this ingrained thing that#he owes it to work harder 'towards masculinity' which he kind of knows its a toxic concept but he feels like for himself it makes sense#he has to and he cant. he cant be free. but thats why he came out wasnt it? to be free#he doesnt want to be a girl he likes being a guy but its soo hard until#one day he realises that... it doesnt have to be!! he can exist how he wants to he doesnt owe the world anything he doesnt have to#PROVE himself & he starts indulging in a bit more feminine things because he can be confident as a transmasc without having to 'back it up'#and percy likes plushies and pink teddy bears and frank wears bracelets and nico wears eyeliner#that doesnt make him think theyre less of a guy. so... isnt it the same for him? why DOES he have to cage himself?#and then its so much better. hes free. THIS is what he wanted when he first came out#to be HIM.#jason grace#ohhh these long-ass tags making me Feel Things tho#pjo#percy jackson#hoo#heroes of olympus#toa#trans jason grace#transmasc
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something invokes the carnal rage in me when a grown man rages like a two-year old over a video game
#it makes me think of the mothers trying to act like theyre defusing an already blown up bomb and it's literally just#idk#it just gives me the ick im srry the moment i hear one 'me' entitled statement and it's not like#clearly burnt out 'i kinda know im being ironic' ventong#venting LMAO#and just genuine sorrow for urself#over a Digital Game#i just cant srry#maybe it's my youngest to an older brother who everyone gets the ages flipped around Not just from looks but actual Acting#syndrome#and of course context plays a part too like if u have a stressful af job and just wanted to rewind? understandable. id be pissed too#but mfers who just Sit there and continue to stink the whole room up is like. ok. get some air or smthin#i do Not fuck around with throwing or damaging expensive shit ESPECIALLY if u did not pay for it#idk im naturally good at video games i think only bcs i only had access to old one that were way above my age audience#so i had to develop a sense of patterning not just to have competition but to just play the game at all#but still i have gotten frustrated at games bcs everyone gets frustrated at smthing#but usually now. at my grown age. (even tho i Rarely ever game anymore bcs i cant rlly so anything not active in my mind#bcs of Guilt and Constant Dread of Judgement)#when i find myself getting frustrated it's bcs im purposefully either playing a harder level/mode/with better ppl so i can advance#and the advancing is just not happening#i acknowledge that and accept not every difficulty can be passed at one time or at all sometimes in my limited time/care so i just either#Shut it Off. or go back down to a pace i know can just be carefree#i DO have a thing where i Need to end on a win. which is not good bcs i do that with everythin (like sports) in order to justify me quittin#but if i have to get out of the rlly competitive lobby to get my dopamine then i will bcs this is meant to give u that#anyways it's just insane. ted complains abt superfocus while being superfocused himself on the concept of superfocus#the neverending story#DO anything not active** idk it's my fear of death maybe that i disease myself with everything needing a purpose when it comes to gain
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hyperfixation brain makes a man truly and literally go insane tell me how i finished entirety of scum villain within 3-4 days and i can barely do that with any 1 book
#i started off reading an online fan translation of it and then wanted to see if i could find the novels#and i did and i very very impulsively decided to spend like 80 bucks buying them all#i was very happy to see the pictures tho#did miss the translator's notes in the online versions but i think w the official one#i could generally understand the translation better it was a bit smoother in parts#rip the fun translator notes tho they shoulda had those in the books#anyway why cant i read anything else like i read this my life is a scam and shambles#svsss
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Why do people not want Rob in the writers room this up coming season?
idk i just think rob needs to take a step back from the writing sunny for a little while Lol... in the same way Glenn needed a break from it for a bit yknow
#ive had the same thought abt Hornsby#but idk we dont hear from him as much#i dont want rob just Booted from the show#obv he is showrunner that wouldnt happen nyway hes always gonna be very involved#i'd actually like to see him Direct some eps in s17#but idk...is clear theres some tension there w Rob from s15-s16.. . and it just doesnt come off like he has a lot of passion for sunny rn#outside using it to boost his other endeavors#and frankly i dont think Rob has anything interesting to say meta/politic wise anymore... . mayb not even character wise#other than the broader arcs that are already being played out...#i think there would be funnier Mac plots/rob meta if rob stepped back#(inflates was a good example of good rob meta lolz)#id like to see more of that but.. more than that id like to see it balanced out by mac having. More to do than that#itd be interesting to see how the season would be w/o him in the writers room for a season or two...#maybe things would veer more character focused than just commentary#but maybe it wouldnt be better! maybe itd be worse! who knows!#i rlly cant imagine him actually not being in the writers room for sunny tho... cuz its His show or whatevrr**
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girl get these rose glasses off... riordan's book got worse with time, not better. he exhausted himself as a writer and it shows.
Just bc you don't like his newer work doesn't mean it's bad friend your entitled to your opinion but I'm also entitled to mine and I adore Rick's newer work I'm literally half way through the final trials of apollo book and apollo is my absolute favourite Riordanverse protagonist I really don't want this series to end
#ask#anon#the way i have to pace myself reading these books#but yeah i cant point to anything that rick did worse in toa then in pjo#i can point to several things he did better in toa then in pjo tho#think your confusing person opinion with subjective facts lol
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I don't like the idea of grayfiire solely because firestar deserves someone so much better than graystripe. Also i just hate graystripe with a burning passion.
#text#shipping#red rants#warrior cats#grayfire only makes sense in the apprentice days of graystripe and firestar. once graystripe gets with silverstream it's all downhill#he kinda turns into the worst character ever and the worst friend ever and the worst clanmate ever#and the books act like he's never done anything wrong and it was right for firestar to make him deputy#even tho graystripe didn't even apprentish brackenpaw he left fireheart to do it#because he was too preoccupied with sneaking out in broad daylight to meet his forbidden gf#so yeah....grayfire kinda sucks because firestar deserves better than graystripe lmao#also you have to ignore everything graystripe ever did to make the relationship work because like...#graystripe cant even be a good friend to fireheart what makes you think he'd be a good MATE to him???? (he wouldn't)#dont take this seriously#i'm just having warrior cats thoughts with the graphic novel being out#and seeing a bunch of ppl called graystripe and fireheart gay for each other and im just sitting here as a graystripe hater since elementar#Fireheart im so sorry u deserve a better friend and mate than that dumb gray bitch.
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