#cant be my blorbo if you dont have shit wrong with you

[cozylittleartblog]

character practice doodle i really liked! he is looking in a mirror.

[ganondoodle]

I am sorry to hear that the depression has stolen your spark.

I want you to know that you are the sole reason I gave Skyward Sword a chance. Your art was so beautiful and compelling that I just had to know about the media it came from.

Your art introduced me to an incredible community that years later, I am still benefitting from. Your art was the gateway, and I've always been thankful to you for that.

I hope your spark realights, and I hope you can kick depression right in its ass.

i- i did that????? qoq

yes im reviving old reaction pictures

i hope im not ruining the mood bc .. this legitimately made me tear up and i kept thinking of this ever since receiving the ask-

but bc i cant keep my mouth shut (i apologize if you are already well aware of all this i just .. like to talk i guess), i ... idk i have said this before but i feel incredibly conflicted about demise (am i allowed to like him??? do i even like him when i changed him so much??? am i a fraud fan????) and the game he comes from, i .. dont actually like skyward sword that much, or, not as much as it may seem like (my favorite is windwaker, second is botw), every now and then i even feel guilty for demise being my blorbo tm- as much as i love him im under no illusion what his introduction to the series did, the games lore is not .. great, it seems to have kickstarted the decline of the series writing and completely torpedoed any sort of fandom discussion by making zelda a literal reincarnation of the good tm gods of love and light and peace and everything good tm uwu and pit her against an evil demonnnnn that just crawled out the earth one day (??) and was only evil and bad and dark and hate incarnate an hated the good tm gods bc hes jsut so eviiiil, it gave rise to the utter dissmissal of any sort of ganondorf related discussions (funny how it only seems to apply to ganondorf, and none of the other villains hmmmmmmmmmmmm) bc, while not confirmed confirmed (though the fandom likes to pretend that), hes now widely seen as a reincarnation of demise and thus, doesnt need nuance or be given any grace or thought bc apparently when you say someone is a demon (or its reincarnation, which i dont believe ganondorf is, to be clear) that means its fine to not give them any thought bc demons are just evil tm and thats ok and good writing actually (wat????)

(if you take skysw as canonically how it all went down bc my interpretation makes it all be a fabricated lie so the gods can play their little games, there is no godess reincarnation, that was a lie to make way for an opressive kingdom belivieing itself to be irrevocably good no matter what they do etc)

it also cheapens any of the past entries, all of them have been flattened by this, why disscuss ganondorfs motivation lol, he just be a demon/demons puppet, zelda could never be wrong or do bad things bc she literal incarnation of goodness uwu etc- (and then totk, only the second game after skysw, retreads its points and makes it even worse while ALSO trampeling over that game imo)

i dont like saying it, but i do feel a little alienated even from ganondorf fans (i love him too!!!!!) bc they hate demise, and rightfully so, it feels weird having your main blorbo be the reason your second fav is constantly done dirty, why you cant even talk about anything critically bc 'iTs jUst a sIMpLe fAiRytALe' now and part of the reason the lore in general has gone to shit, and i dont know how much i can talk about that before i become an obnoxious 'well ACTUALLY my blorbo, who is the reason for all this, is ALSO done dirty and im gonna explain away the bad stuff via my completely noncanon reinterpretation-' guy, or if i already am what im doing with destiny is like .. my way of trying to fix it and make it interesting again? though at this point i guess im falling into the category of people who change their blorbo so much that there really isnt anythign left of the og, which worries me alot, though i wonder if thats even possible given how little there is to him in the first place, i so often see viral posts that make me feel guilty or conflicted for the way i work with media, "actually my blorbo did all those crimes and thats good you all who need to explain away the bad things are weak and annoying!!" "people who change their favs until they barely resemble the character anymore should just make an oc instead!!"-

i dont know if i take these types of posts too literally, i dont know when or how they apply, but it always circles around in my head, i know not everyone can like what you do, but i want to work with the material i have in an interesting way, not a puritanical way (or however you call that), its not in my mind every second, but it nevertheless makes me doubt what i do with my fanworks anytime i talk about them-

... this wasnt really the point of the message was it ... apologies, i hope not every ask will devolve into a sort of mini rant ;__; i dont mean to invalidate what you said, (and im not saying skyward sword is all bad, its full of charm, from characters to designs, just the lore is .. damaging) it is incredibly touching bc me or my art having a positive impact on people blindsides me every single time like "WHAT??? IMPOSSIBLE you MUST be thinking of someone else, no way i could do that", when something gets brought up my thoughts just kinda start pouring out, i thought about deleting everything i wrote, but then felt like that wouldnt be as genuine anymore (i am not normal tm after all and im long past a point pretending otherwise) and have wasted another hour for nothing, so im gonne leave it in and hope, pray even, it comes across correctly

q-q

[proselfshipsafespace]

I am the furthest you could be from an Anti. But this might get me yelled at.

The only thing I’m against is RPF. I can’t wrap my head around how it’s a thing. I don’t get how it’s okay to write some of the heaviest/darkest shit about actual people that can simply google their name and see what’s being written about them.

Don’t get me wrong, I read the 1D fics as a teenager, but never anything above fluff.

I will never say “don’t do that” or say anything directly cuz it’s none of my business but after 15 years in fandom I still don’t understand it.

heres what i got:

you can dislike rpf, everyone has their prefrences but dont go out and tell people "you cant do that!!!" because thats just trying to enforce censorship. i do NOT like minor rpf in the SLIGHTEST bit, absolutely not my thing but i dont go out and tell people "you cant write that ur horrible!!" i just block it out bc id rather not see it.

the reason why *i* atleast like rpf, though is because i just have a huge weird gayass crush on one celebrity and i like to think i have a chance with him /j (okay but actually, i just like blorbo-fying him and putting him in weird situations. think of how people treat fictional blorbos)

do i like rpf? yes

have i written rpf? yes

do i have a bias towards rpf? yeah probably

whats my point? idk man i need to kiss that celebrity

[werewolfsonpage211]

i just have to write through my feelings about predathos rn cause WOW i was truly leaning heavily in oryms direction of we dont know what that shit do youd have to be stupid to even try. like i was feeling okay with the prospect of them releasing predathos cause it is objectivly the most interesting choice you could make, narratively, from a doylist perspective etc etc, but i wasnt feeling it yknow. and i gotta be honest a big part of that was because i do sympathise with the gods some more than others like on a fundamental level i feel theyve got just as much a right to exist as every other living being in the world, theyre people to me and i simply dont like the idea of them dying/having to flee. and yes okay melora is my blorbo out of them and i hate thinking about her being forced to leave exandria leave nature leave everything she loves and has become and is. i was way more hoping for the resolution of bh not releasing predathos and instead remembering RQs hint that they could strike a deal with the gods as a reward for saving their asses.

and then 114 happened. and i fear it changed me irrevokably. matt did something horrible. he gave me hope. like i already had a sliver of hope that if the gods left maybe vax would be free and alive but also maybe hed just be dead or just gone and anyway he wouldnt want to be saved in exchange for such a sacrifice (not that the people making the choice would be anyone he knew...) but but BUT then matt rq gave him a night. vox machina was given a night. and all of a sudden i cant imagine going back to the way things were. if the gods are saved the world may still be changed forever, but not for vax. he only has a night. then he goes back to her. but. if the gods leave, it can't stay the same, not even for him. im not even sure, despite the hope that matt/rq gave me, that he would be freed if rq left. maybe he is kept by her divine power. maybe he would die, or disappear forever (who knows what happens after death when there are no gods?). or maybe he, given a night of life, would simply feel her grip on his string loosen and fade away, leaving him as he is right now, where he is right now, as the raven queen's last parting gift. either way, death or life, it would be change. either he would get a chance to keep living, or keyleth would get a better chance to move on. and that spark of hope for change killed whatever part of me that still could tolerate him being in her service in perpetuum. i cant stand it anymore. i dont accept it.

despite my deep and complicated feelings regarding this rn i am also remembering that it is all a work of fiction and i am fascinated by the way my opinion on the predathos conundrum could be swayed so quickly and, dare i say, decidedly, by new emotions being stirred in me. and i am examining how even tho i was backing up my opinion with (what i see as) logical and objective arguments, i was still being affected by my sympathies for different fictional characters the whole time - from melora (and the pcs i associate her with) to vax and vm. going though it has taught me something about how people can be swayed on much more serious, real life matters. i truely dont know if ive ever changed my mind so dramatically (regarding both strenght and character of the opinion as well as swiftness of the change) in my life before. before i watched c3e114 i was hesitant at best to the releasing predathos idea, now im rooting for it to happen. and dont get me wrong, i still think orym's argument is the most sane and safe one and if i myself had to live in exandria i would most surely be on his side of the debate. but i dont, im the audience of a fictional story and right now i would love to know just what the fuck that shit do.

[darkmetaknightspussy]

ok um look at the images at the bottom first because this is an ask and i cant put them first HELP. just screenshotted the wiki since i dont feel like getting them from the game itself even if i have the costume . head in hands okay

so . for context langue de chat is a Very ambitious overachieving lawyer who takes great pride in themself but also crumbles easily under any sort of pressure or stress. This costume makes me want to gnaw on something because GOD DAMN does this tell us a lot like THEYRE A FUCKING WORKAHOLIC. BY DEFINITION. They cannot fathom NOT working for three seconds while theyre on vacation. they usually speak in a very professional and confident manner but they use so many elipsies(or however you spell it the three dots) here Girl their ass does NOT know how to relax!!! "Ah! I got sugar water on the files!" THEIR ASS IS NOT RELAXING STOP WORKING LITTLE SHIT YOURE ON VACATION!!!!!

also in the last image i included thats their costume banner, you can see them playing in the water with their parents which is actually adorable but i think its safe to assume their parents planned this vacation for them and they literally just. Dont know what to do with themself. So used to working 24/7 whether it was in school or lawyering and they dont know what to dooo GAUGDJJ girl youre so fucked up

(also the left side of the photo is cappuccinos banner which is another piece of one full photo which i think is ADORABLE i fucking love that detail)

and then you can see by their lines they actually start to adjust to everything and they learn to relax and have fun and end up Really really liking it and i absolutely love that for them yes girl have fun!!! its not really mentioned or implied in the costume itself but i like to think that theyre carrying around the sodas to feel useful. Like they hate not feeling productive and their parents never asked them to but theyre carrying it around awkwardly because they want to feel like theyre doing something good

this isnt from their costume its from a cutscene from the update a few months ago but theres a scene from this one camping update where they say they remember camping with their family as a kid and that they studied in the tent the whole time GIRL!!!! they were STUDYING while camping and they say it all proudly like they see nothing wrong with it like its a completely normal and reasonable thing to do Their ass is NOT relaxing!!!

ok sorry this ended up longer than expected um. if you dont want to read/respond to this thats fine HVSJF /gen i just really love this stupid goober. Kills them affectionately

sorry for the late reply ive been super busy with school but THIS IS ADORABLE OH MY GOODNESS???? thank u for educating me abt blorbo i feel wiser now. they look so so happy playing in the water im glad she gets a nice vacation :]

[annikasevenshots]

Star Trek Picard: Season 3 Episode 1 Reaction

Who's missed these from me. The screaming you all love to hate. Muah.

Beverly is so 🆒. I actually have no notes. Obsessed with Gates' hair it is On Fleek

Laris being the voice of reason and not being written out to make space for Bev? Very interesting.

Old communicator chirp noise my beloved

"No Starfleet" Picard: i know a guy 🥰 hello riker from starfleet who will contact seven from starfleet for help 😋

No one likes the phat ships 😢 Enterprise D it's okay honey we love you for who you are dummy thicc and all 🥺

RAFFI TIME RAFFI TIME RAFFI TIME

THERE'S MY GIRL

excuse me what did that orion slip in that plate to her i've watched this thrice and can't figure it out

NO??????????????????

"my girlfriend left me" NOOOOOOOOOOO??????????????

CALL ME A WEEWOOWEEWOO I AM MENTALLY UNSTABLE

GUYS NO PLEASE CMON I AM BEGGING

I DONT CARE IF SHES UNDERCOVER YOU CANT DO THIS TO MY GAY ASS HEART

GUYS PUT IT BACK I DONT LIKE THIS SHOW ANYMORE I DONT WANNA BE IN A UNIVERSE WHERE SEVENS LEFT RAFFI

I CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS I AM AT MY FUCKING LIMIT.

Ngl seeing the dramatic Titan ship pan just reminds me of the gratuitous Cerritos ship pans in LWD which never fails to make me cackle

Titan theme is so beautiful. I think it's fast approaching my favourite just behind Voyager

The way it intersects with the TNG theme? Chefs mf KISS. Hit me with that shit I want it all

Seven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Commander Annika Hansen" SHAW COUNT YOUR FUCKING DAYS 🔪🔪🔪

I AM AT MY LIMIT I ACTUALLY CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE

Thanks! I hate it!

bby laforge 🥺 for to blorbo? me for blorbo? blorbo for me? for blorbo to????????

Picard telling Seven she'd make a great captain? My heart cannot handle this shit i'm out

Seriously guys i have to do next week with heart medication i was not made to handle this shit

"Should we tell Engineering we're going at lizard space warp 9.99"

At least the show is self aware that Picard is a bit of a fossil ngl, i respect that

Shaw eating blue meat 🤢 sir tf is THAT

Does shaw season his meat with blue raspberry kool aid. Quickly

I wish shaw a very ✨die✨ ❤️

Hate how Shaw treats Seven but tbh i respect a captain that can stand up to picard and riker. Like he's not wrong they can't just abuse their power that's long gone anyway

Also sorry Picard but you have got to stop bringing your own wine as gifts not everybody wants that shit

seven being 👁️👄👁️ during the meal is a mood because same

Love how Riker and picard just barrel ahead without waiting for or checking on Seven. Especially after how awful Shaw was to her. Way to use your friends guys well done gentlemen

"Good morning, sweet girl" raffi you are killing me

How does she look so good

Raffi having her vape horgl with her on the La Sirena is somewhat bittersweet

Headcanon that there are snakeleaf vines in her room. You are not allowed to disagree ❤️

jesus christ worf mysterious handler why the fuck would you pull up that personnel file 😭

RAFFAELA MUSIKER SHARES MY BIRTHDAY??????????? YALL BE FR I CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE

GOODBYE I AM ASCENDING

WHAT

WHAT LITERALLY

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

SCREAMING CRYING

i. raffi. same birthday. no. oh my god. oh my god.

oh, raffi... :(

How tf is Seven around on the bridge more than the captain. They're making her the not-captain captain of the titan and for what

Seven saying what i've always wanted to say like why yes i too would like to airlock picard for his audacity

Riker: grants permission to speak freely

Seven: speaks freely

Riker: no not like that >:(

Shaw being a snork mimimimi king was not on my picard s3 bingo but you know what. Mood.

Brain is too scrambled to take in the rest but

Oh my god

Loved the music

Welcome back my space moms

Oh my god this season is killing me already

In conclusion i'm delirious because they dropped the episode at 12am after i tried to watch streams of it twice on the world's shittiest wifi whilst travelling across the country. Happy premiere day.

[arttrampbelle]

Srry for the very heated. Very real. Very raw. And cery fucking angry vent below. Im sick of this shit in the mortal kombat "fandom" on here.

Cw: vent. Im Really fucking angry.

gonna ignore the trash heap dumpster fire that is the mortal kombat fandom and write my own mk stuff.

Thats the only mk that exists. The mk in my brain n heart.

Sorry not sorry but mk sucks now. Ed boon legitimately doesn't know or care to listen to the real fans. (He had the audacity to basically say street fighter was outdated when he hadn't done anything worth a lick of fucking damn in 30yrs that was decent and didn't backtrack on. Gameplay and story. Fuck off ed boon you boomer pathetic ass peice of trash. Go suck a fat dick n die. Fr.)

Oh yeah and called street fighter anime like when wtf is he doing making all the characters look so damn young like that sus af boon. Real sus.

Nrs has their egos so far up their asses. And so do these new "fans" who don't bother to care because they wanna just fuck a fictional character. (Dont get me wrong. I self ship,i love the characters too. But i actually have a working brain to know. There is more going on then whatever the fuck im oogling at you twats! Like fucking stop looking at your pathetic blorbos for five fucking seconds and look at the bigger picture here! Thirsty ass bitches. God damn. )

So yeah. Any mk stuff from mortal kombat is gonna be my own writing. So nrs can suck it. New fans can suck it and fucking die in a dumpster fire. They can kiss my whole asscheek.

Fucking ruined scorpion. They will fucking pay for that. Fucked over everything and everyone.

Kung lao. Got fucking nerfed....AGAIN!

Raiden reduced to bitch boi.

Liu kang need a say more?!

Shang tsung. A pathetic welp. Wtaf?! Also why tf is kronika back?! That absolutely makes no sense. Period. Yup. As i suspected. They lokified him. The fans are not villain fans unless they look "pretty" enough for them. Grossly making him like a teeny bopper. Like wtaf is wrong with y'all?! Shang tsung isn't supposed to be a fucking babyface. You weirdos!

Shao kahn. A diablo genshin impact villain rip off.

All the women have same face syndrome. Looking like kim k Instagram models. Gross. Like im sorry. They all look gross and dehydrated to me. All the same body types. All "conveniently attractive". Yeah. 30yrs and they still have yet to make a character look "average" or a character with a larger body type,fat character that wasn't a joke character or thrown to the side. Cant ever make the women normal looking. Nope gotta appease the loser men with porn models. And anyone who is a woman who falls for that shit. Thinking its hashtag girlboss doesn't help this. No. What would be. Is actually hiring and PAYING actual real woc models and voice actors to be in your games. But nope.

Nrs is lazy pathetic pos guys. Who just want money.

All the asian guy characters look like they took Lewis tans face and copy cut pasted it. Fr. They dont look good. At all. They do not look like they have any personality. Period.

Johnny is the only one that is different. Ofc the only white guy is done decent. Because they cant of course fuck up their precious little white dude to project their insecurities on. (Course they did fuck him up because everything thqt made johnny special is now gone. He just some douche who looks like jc)

The shokan are tiny af. Pathetic. Weak. Ugh.

And they wanna disguise this horseshit as something groundbreaking when it's not really. Most fans are not gonna pay and arm n a leg for a shitty game that you guys legit fucking ruined integral lore to.

All hiding it behind "oh but its a new world" no honey its a entirely new game Franchise only using mortal kombat in name brand alone.

Its not even mortal kombat anymore.

ITS SOME PATHETIC ASS DUDES FANFIC FROM A DC FANS BASEMENT ON WATTPAD.

So yeah im pissed.

So anything from me. Mortal kombat related.

Will be from my own writing.

Until nrs can actually pull their heads out their ass and clean house.

I wont be buying anything official from them. Like merch n games. They can suck it. All movies will be pirated. Etc.

I will play the shit i have,and watch and stick to the 95 movie n be done with it.

Fucking hell. They ruined scorpion!

Im just pissed.

[the-kipsabian]

for the fanfic asks: 1, 8, 13, 20, 23, 25, 29, 43, 46, 72, 79 💚

1. Do you daydream a lot before you write, or go for it as soon as the ideas strike? most fics come to me in forms of dreaming while im trying to sleep, so yes. the one good thing about insomnia currently is that i get to rotate so many blorbos and scenarios in my head that i have a lot of content to write lol

8. Post an out-of-context spoiler from a wip. i have like. one current wip in docs that i might work on again at some point so here. technically its not a spoiler since its the whole premise of the fic buuuut

13. Do you listen to music while you write?  If yes, what have you been listening to recently? pretty much always? i focus better when i have matching vibes, unless im having a sensory moment but usually then i cant really write either honestly. "puppet master" is my current playlist on loop, its just my two kip playlists combined into one to fit the mood of immortal fears lol

20. Do you prefer writing AUs or canon fics? pretty much all my stuff in canon divergent on some level honestly, so i guess aus? not in a very obvious sense of aus but yeah. tho i do love me some extra sad aus too, post apocalyptic aus my beloved.....

23. Is writing the beginning, middle, or end of the story easiest? Hardest? middle part is the easiest, ending is the hardest cause i either never know when to end a story or how to end a story like. i want to have that final impact and sometimes its so hard to pinpoint where that should be. middle is just a good flow usually if i get that far and thats where all the good ideas usually happen so its my favorite <3

25. What’s your favorite part of the writing process (worldbuilding, brainstorming/outlining, writing, editing, etc)? probably the writing itself. like i can have a shit ton of good, even great ideas while brainstorming or outlining things, but usually the biggest things happen while im actually putting the words down. i really enjoy it when the story just flows and how it comes together. also i have discovered i absolutely loathe the editing part LOL

29. What’s something about your writing that you’re proud of? personally i think i can bring emotions to life really well. be it happy or sad (mostly sad tho i love my sad depressed uncomfortable bitches), i feel like i have the words for them that fit

43. Is there a trope or idea that you’d really like to write but haven’t yet? hmmmmm i dont really know? i mean i have plenty of ideas sitting in my drafts and in my brain and stuff, but i dont really think i have a lot that i absolutely NEED to write. maybe that one bunnelope fic i wanted to do about a love potion gone wrong cause girls need to be gay or something

46. If you could only write one type of AU for the rest of your life, what would it be? once again - post apocalyptic au my beloved. anything that takes place "after the world ends" in one way or another is my shit. gimme all the post apocalyptic hell i crave for

72. What’s your favorite writing compliment you’ve gotten? basically every time someone says i nailed a character im writing for the first time. cause i take a lot of pride and put in the effort to try to give them each their own voice and i study my materials and yeah. ..hence also why im so hesitant so often to write about new people cause i am a perfectionist when it comes to characterization especially ajksdnkjasd

79. Do you have any writing advice you want to share? this we discovered last week to be a really functional advice so: if you dont know how to start writing a scene, put someone in a room. make them enter a space, and start from there - why are they there, who else is there, what is their purpose in that space, what is that space?

also first drafts dont need to be perfect, everything can be edited in post, even after you post the thing if youre planning on doing so. hell some published novels have typos in them, let alone nonsensical writing and storylines. you dont need to be perfect, as long as you are writing

and obviously you are your own audience first and foremost. write for yourself yo fuck the rest (unless the rest are into it too then thats great but you should still write for yourself first and consider everything else second lol)

fanfic writing asks ~

[pleafyistired]

Gnsjjs sorry I'm half awake I got on your profile and just started treating it like the dashboard. Anyways whays up with the oc blorbos recently

no no dont apologize it is absolutely encouraged to walk into my house (blog) look at my furniture (posts) and think “nice” /gen /pos

well ive been taken away by the Devil recently but for my ocs, the newest shit so far is probably me working on part 3 (theres now currently 3 parts, first is gunguy and panna villainy, second is chris’s spiral into his worst self, and third and newest one is the one im working on rn! ❤️)

heres the working beginning of part 3 ❤️❤️💫💫 ^_^ disclaimer i have somehow. Accidentally wrote this in second person, i REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO (but my boyfriend and mari both likes it so IM NOT CHANGING /silly)

chris’s pov ^_^

So how do you describe it… so imagine. Youre kinda aware of the shifting tides of your reality. You know youre not solid. Nothing you know is. You may wake up one morning and maybe feel empty. And knows something missing. But you dont know what it is. Its gone, and you mourn, but what are you even mourrning. You just feel a vague emptiness. But still, you can feel the changes in reality.

Arguably, youre the most solid thing in this universe. And because of that, when things ripples, you can feel it.

You know youre not who you were in your past reality. You know youve died and been remade and reshaped completely. Maybe you dont know the details, but you still know it happened.

You dont think about it much nowadays though. The concern about your fragile reality doesnt seem that important by then. Your story is over and have ended peacefully. Youre now living peacefully with your partner.

Until one day it hit you hard in the stomach again. It wasn’t a small sensation either. Normally when your reality ripples, you felt youre waddling in shallow water. This time, it was an overpowering wave crashing onto you. It drowned. It choked you. You panicked. Is this just a single abnormal wave and just another test before the tides settle again. Or is this the beginning of the end. You’ll be remade again, pulled apart, chopped up into something unrecognisable. Nothing you knew and loved will be the same.

You know you’ve been through it multiple times, yet this time it felt… different. Perhaps… when your story was told to other people, you solidified much more than your creator or anyone thought. You freed yourself from their grasps. But now that means you remember. You’re aware now. You know what changed, what was deleted, what was added. You can no longer live in the blissful ignorance anymore.

So can you live in the same reality anymore? Nothing changed except you. It was always like this. It was always turbulent. But you changed so much from what you used to call your home and your life and who you Are. Now that home no longer feels familiar to you. You cant trust it to shield you from pain of knowing what you lost and the fear of being replaced or someone you know never existed suddenly appearing anymore.

And you can do nothing about it but watch as what you used to know so well and loved quickly fell apart into dust at your feet, and from the remains of what you used to call home. They build a house and claim it was always your home. What do you mean it wasnt? You lived here, died for others here, loved here?… theres nothing wrong. This IS your home. Why are you denying this. This is your home. It is your home. It always has been your home.

You’re alone in this. Arent you?

…

“You really mean it Chris? This… is going to happen?” Eric. Eric doesnt remember their past lives. He doesnt know to Chris’s own extent. But after their life was so entangled and eric was brought to his own spotlight. He also gains his awareness of their reality. Chris hung his head. He doesnt look back into Eric’s eyes

“We… really are going to remade? Destroyed and erased? After everything we fought for? Our reality would warp and be unrecognisable?…” “… We cant do anything about it. Maybe… its just a false alarm…” “So did any other time a reality wave drown you, it was just a false alarm?” “…no. I dont remember. I dont know if there was any time that a wave has drowned me, and ive made it out unchanged.” “…” “This is it right? Theres nothing we can do?” “… we can hope. Hope this is… just a… outlier…” “…but…” “…yeah. Its probably inevitable.” “… i just want to say one last thing to you before that happened then.

Promise me that even if we were thrown into a reality we know its not ours.… you’ll.. still be my. You wont leave me. Promise me you will never leave me.” “…I Promise. And promise me then. That you will always help me do whats right. In every universe, in any skin, in any shape and form. You’ll be there for me too.” “… in the infinite amounts of realities out there chris. There will be a reality where we break this promise. Its unavoidable.” “…” “But I promise. I’ll try to make our next reality the one that we still keep that promise.” “…thank you eric. …i love you dude.” “…i love you too…”

[calcified--heart]

ask game:

6, 10, 14, 21

26, 29, 32

35, 38

also hmu bby 🔪

6: Age you get mistaken for people frequently think im a lot younger than i am, because im a teeny tiny little creature. a chihuahua among labradors. so like anywhere from 14 up really. its great they dont say anything when i ask for a childs fare on the bus.

10: Want any piercings? amongst other things, id love to get my snakebites done. again. and then id love an eyebrow piercing. cant wait to have had top surgery in probably the far far future bc of nhs reasons so i can get my nipples pierced. i think that would be fun.

14: Biggest turn offs im honestly not sure really. i know what i like and then theres just kind of.. everything else.

21: What I love most about myself i like that im able to feel so passionately. dont get me wrong it can be absolutely shite but i can rotate my little blorbos from the telly in a way that iyou cannot even comprehend. feeling shrimp emotions fr. ridiculously -diagnosably, even- intense emotions also served me well in gcse drama, which was terrible for the most part, but i can authentically cry on command.

26: My biggest pet peeves i hate when people are so so so clearly incorrect. they just have the most atrocious take and i start seeing visions of them being mauled by animals and the like. i have nothing against asking questions and having opinions, but its important to have the necessary knowledge to back up your point. it bothers me when someone says something and i can tell that they think they can get by on having the most basic watched a tiktok on the topic take.

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend ive lied to people for a variety of reasons. ig the most recent reason ive lied to someone was to cover my ass for a previous lie.

32: What words upset me the most is it a cop out answer if i say my deadname? its the only word i hear with any frequency that i dislike. i suppose its more about the context in which the words are used than the words themselves.

35: What I find attractive in men i really like when guys are tall. or at least taller than me, which does not necessarily imply tallness. and my absolute favorite thing is when theyre kinda fucked up and weird looking. like yes baby i love your weird teeth and your patchy beard and your fucked up voice. also they should be a little bit pathetic, but you know this already.

38: My childhood career choice for like nine years i wanted to be a veterinarian and when i stopped wanting to do it people assumed it was because i couldnt handle the idea of euthanizing an animal, which was not remotely true. it really had more to do with the fact that i realized it would be a lot, sensory wise. like a lot of textures and a lot of noises and that didnt seem like it would work out for me. also i was a bit shit at science in secondary school so

[cloudd-nyne]

3, 7, and 1

Skdkkwdkkek oh boy this ask game is gonna be FUN♡

1. The Character Everyone Gets Wrong

I wanted to be different and cool with this one and not pick one of the blorbos but god listen i have so many feelings about Sunny.

Hes a fantastically well written Character and i see so many people just utterly miss the POINT with him so hard it hurts me.

Like barely anyone actually addresses the fact that this kid has some DEEP issues that go beyond what we see in the main plot.

He often feels boiled down to "uwu sad baby cat cant do anything for himself uwu" and it drives me nuts.

Like i have a whole eassy in one of my discords about how hes dealing with repressed anger and violent thoughts and complete emotional relapse like aaaaah god i love him

(Dont ask for my essay on Zenitsu We'd be here all day LOL)

3. Screenshot Or Description Of The Worst Take You've Seen On Tumblr

Oh my GOD theres been quite a few honestly, but to this day one that still BOGGLES my mind was someone going on a rant in the precure tag about an implied crush/couple who had a 2 year age gap. They were going off about how gross and bad it was. Two. Years.

On that same note there was a decently popular blog for a MHA ship (wont say who not tryin to start shit) but they refused to consider the allmight/eraserhead ship due to the "problematic age gap"

Ah yes. The problematic age gap,,,,where the YOUNGER of the two is in his 30s,,,,

Literally the most terminally online takes I've literally ever they both made my brain wanna melt

(This was someone who was also calling BTS a cult and spewing a bunch of super racist shit about them, so like am i shocked? No lmfao)

7. What Character Did You Begin to Hate Not Because of Canon, But Because of How The Fandom acts About Them?

Well i went into kny already disliking uzui bc of the fandom, but eventually warmed up to him (ty to my lovely friends who have correct opinions about him LOL♡)

But in terms of "they were fine until i saw the fandom for them" theres a few. Mainly Senjuro (kny) and Basil (omori)

I wont go into huge detail bc im not looking to send people hate or make people who enjoy them feel bad, thats not my style and its frankly a shitty thing to do to people. (Purposefully make them feel bad for enjoying things, i mean.) but yeah frankly i do not care much for either character and both are purely bc of my interactions with their fans.

[preservingpussy]

Ok tmi so keep scrolling

I realized all my best blorbos have an incredibly fucked up relationship with sex ie tendency to use it as emotional self harm and now im like....... I've been on a trying new things now that I survived a pandemic and one of the things I wanted to try was making out and more now.... I suck at all this so I haven't yet but..... every time I honestly think about doing it like pick a person and really imagine it happening from my pov it fucks me up like.... it's anxiety inducing and I haven't rly cared cause if youre scare of doing something do it scared but now that im seeing my dark reflection on my blorbos and remembering all the stories I've heard about aces fucking because they felt like they had to I'm....... idk i feel weird..... do I actually want to try it or am i forcing myself because that's what everyone around me is doing all the time??? Or do i want to use it as emotional self harm cause im fucked in the head? Or am I only having these shit thoughts cause my antidepressants ran out? I was never abused to have sex related trauma so why am I so scared it's just a thing ppl do cause it's fun!!!! Why am i reading fics about Roman crying after sex and relating so much???? I feel like i need to do it so it loses its grasp over me just like a drug, you do it and it stops being such an enticing thing, maybe you'll like it maybe you won't but either way now you know exactly what to expect but it's so much harder to get than drugs lmao and I'm scared someone will hit on me and I'll say yes but ill panic at the last second and run away crying and hurt their feelings but i simply can't imagine a world in which that's not what happens???? If i just imagine someone's face that close to mine I freak out???? But i have no problem with physical proximity in fact I annoy everyone I know by asking for hugs all the time cause I fucking crave it.... i don't freak if i picture someone kissing anywhere that isn't my mouth I don't freak if I picture a hickey actual sex feels so impossible I can't picture it honestly to even know my feelings about it but kissing?????? In my mouth???????? With saliva and bacteria and viruses???????? With another tongue inside my oral cavity doing God knows what?????????????????? That's so fucking scary and i DONT KNOW WHY everyone says it feels good and i just can't believe them it's just like learning sexual attraction is real you cannot convince me that's how the world works it feels fake it feels wrong and i need to know the truth but I'm so so so scared i want to rip off the band aid but I need someone else to do it so I just CANT!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGG

[brella-boi]

Which’s monsters from monster hunter are your favourite?

heavy breathing. im normal about monster hunter i swear

okay so like, my first game was mh4u thanks to my friend so i have a very special attachment to the majority of monsters there since it was my first time experiencing these things!!! but!!!!

MY ULTRA FAVE has to be Astalos and if it werent that he is like one of the least popular monsters merch wise i would have my entire room with him ;_; I crave a statue of him,,, but my friend was kind enough and found an old plushie that i now have sat on my bed so its something!! :D

The second MUST be Nergigante. He is a special little blorbo in my heart <3 And I have his giant statue perched beside my desk with his spiky ass staring me down menecingly. I had it above my bed once but i had to move it cuz it was creeping me out with its eyes LOL

Now the rest hold equal love status in my heart.

Yian Garuga is an ANGEL and everyone being rude to my screaming chicken is wrong and a pussy. He was my special blorbo to fight against in world when i needed cheering up or bored teehee. And also my main companion for 80% of monster hunter stories 2 until i got astalos and nergigante lol

Gore Magala is still VERY terrifying to me. It was my first elder in mh4u so it has special feelings attached to it. Im getting a statue of him and a plushie later this year <3

Valstrax! He was the first big elder i fought on my own in monster hunter ultimate and it was a TRIP. I always considered his armor weird and never used it including weapons until he was added to monster hunter rise and i fell in love all over again. I would love to have his fight completely conquered one day. And i wore his armour for majority of high rank as my 'walmart astalos' LOL

Bazelgeuse of course!! Seething in particular. The colours of purple pinecones growing in side and the intensity of the fight is just what gets me each time. The theme fucks and i want to bench press her into the floor <3

Seregios!!! The original pinecone!! He and bazel are in love and you cannot tell me otherwise. An absolute MACHINE of a monster. Love his attacks and the way his scales flare so so much. Its one of the few i would become a conservation researcher for to protect their natural environment ;_;

And of course, Namielle. A BEAST. I feel like she just hyptnotised me to love her so so much. I usually despise the water element. But theres just something about her grace and elegance, and the flashing colours of rainbow and when she lights up if you fight at night. Theres just something surreal about this terror typhoon

NOW OF COURSE I HAVE MORE FAVOURITES LMAO

I really really love Najarala. Its one of the few monster that deserves a remake for just being so unique. A snake?? Hell yes.

Nerscyllia is another one. The OG spider lady. I would have thought theyd bring her back, but alas. I really like almudron and magnamalo as well from the new game, but i dont know the new monsters in rise havent really captured my heart entirely? Like maybe if i fight the final boss a few more times itll click something because hes cool as shit but who knows.

Velkhana, Val Hazaak, Glavenus, Ahtal-Ka, Seltas Queen and Chameleos are another few. I cant pick just a few im so sorry

[hopecountyisforlovers]

Metal gear for the funny meme 👀

oh this is a good one. i absolutely cant wait to be run right out of town for my objectively correct opinions

blorbo (favorite character, character I think about the most)

kazuhira miller my beloved.... the best boy in this series. he has never done a single thing wrong and id give him all the money in my bank account to watch him eat a cheeseburger

scrunkly (my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped)

big boss. my brother my silly rabbit my left hand arm man . you are so stupid that you are the smartest man in the world

scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappreciated fave)

miss eva..... the ggirlboss that pairs so well with my scrunkly

glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week)

uhhhhhhhhh. damn i got nothing for this one actually.

poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave)

dont have one of these either i have good taste

horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason)

raiden always raiden. mgs2 was a mistake and through his existence mgs4 also became a mistake. i hate him so bad

eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell)

ggiving this slot to both ocelot and liquid because i couldnt decide which one i hated more individually . they can both burn though. i hope they both have an ibs episode and shit themselves loudly at a wedding

[transterrence]

1. Is John irredeemable to you? If so what would've been a better fitting end to him? 2. Would the story be better if he literally wasn't in it? 3. Who would you have take the spotlight if he was gone? 4. Would anything he does change your mind on the character or nah? 5. Do you dread all of his current and future arcs or do you have hope they will deliver? 6. Do you think his redemption is bs? If so why? (2/2)

1. is john irreedeemable to you? if so, what wouldve been a better fitting end to him?

no, i dont think hes irreedeemable. i dont really think anyones irreedmable ?? i think hes definitely done bad things, but you also have to take in count his situation, his trauma, and mentality/mental health/state of mind. this of course doesnt discount all the shit hes done-- but no i dont think hes irreedeemable. also, his ending i think was done very well as he's currently on the tough road to recovery- and thats the best end you could ever give a character like him.

2. would the story be better if he literally wasn't in it?

wh- what ?? the story is about him. in the end, hes the main character and the storys about his turmoil and past and character growth. there is other stuff with spectre and ember that doesnt directly involve him, but the story surrounds him. i think i definitely prefer other characters over him just as a personal bias and id love to see a side story with them, still, its johns story. it wouldnt be the same without him. also, without him, so many people would be different. seraphina would still be stuck in the endless spiral of dissatisfaction, and characters like remi, blyke, and isen mightve never questionned their moral compasses + the hierachy.

3. who would you have take the spotlight if he was gone?

again, i dont think the story would be better/the same without him. theres no one id want to take his place, but out of personal bias- probably isen LMAO. hes just so skrunkly 🥺🥺

4. would anything he do change your mind on the character or no?

i dont really understand this question ?? of course my opinions on him will change as he grows and develops !! itd be strange for my opinion on him to stay static. i think that what i think of a character can always be swayed based on canon developments with the character + other people opinions. anything he does will change the way i see john, whether negatively or positively

5. do you dread all of his current and future arcs or do you have hope ?

i dont think i necessarily "dread" them. personally, i look forward seeing how he grows and develops, and im curious how uru will write him. i think im a bit uncertain with how uru will treat him just because of how characters/archetypes such as he are usually treated, but so far imo uruchans done a very well job of handling him. i definitely have hope for him in the future-- i dont think ill ever 100% forgive him to what he did to my blorbos but im still looking forward to his character development and growth !!

6. do you think his redemption is bs ? is so, why ?

okay i definitely dont think its bs. i think his redemption was very well executed and realistic !! i do believe he can get better and that he can redeem himself in some ways, but his actions are his actions, if that makes sense. i like that not everyone has to forgive him, and not everyone will. i think that yeah he did shit things, but that doesnt mean he cant improve from there. redemption really is just an improvement and an acknowledgement of your wrongs, i suppose.

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ty for these questions !! they really made me think on how i felt ab him. feel free to send in more if youd like and make sure to take these with a grain of salt since i am human and i am somewhat biased

also sorry if these dont make sense its almost 3 am rn GHVBDJSJ

cant believe you made me think so much ab this stupid greasy mf smh 😔 /j

[hopeheartfilia]

"express whats in your head because they dont know whats in your head" hit dufferent but also like i dont know what the fuck is in my head

Closest to coherency in this bitch is in the format of a long form video essay but its uneduted and had more intermissions...it doesnt have intermissions just watch the dialectics of rick and morty, like that, but you stopped to watch rick and morty halfway thru and also youre not nearly as funny or entertaining because its a craft and your ideas are on charather analysis on here levels, your hot takes are pausing contraoints videos to rant

For someone who thinks in sentences i suck at them

and yet youd assume id know what is in my head if its literally directly sentences? To be fair its mostly buzzing. just this buzzing noise. which might be why im extremly tolernt of buzzing noises, i can just be sitting next to any buzzing appliance not even registering it

anyway point is its not that i dont like drawing but i do t really have this hmm thing to express. which is like i want to.

I want to express myself and i like art that has a message and i love stories and just

I wanna say shit but i dont know what the shit id say is. In an artistic sense i dont have any problems talking nonstop, my nickname in messenger is literally nonstop in several chats for a reason

but like okay so. i want to express something thru my art. mostly i end up espressing appreciation, as in ooh i love fushiguro megumi im gonna draw him feral ass with my left hand from memory (that was so much fun, but trying to redraw a manga panel with him was also great because its an expression of how i adorr this dude) and like drawing barbara was a great expression of how ta tata ta is stuck in my head and i wanted to log intto genshin and jump off a cliff with barbara to kill her

and most of my art is aestetic appreciation of something -i really like how the light hits this face in this picture i saw on pnterest, i think this outfit looks great

and theyres nothing wrong with that and i recently got glasses so i could easily end up painting landskapes like oooh the trees are crisp! much joy, but also just

i want to tell stories, sometimes, not iust

i guess thats why i like desing, its takinga story and twisting it in your head untill you get a simplified graphic expression of it

but i do also want stories that are mine..characthers and worlds and magical systems and unique fashion and colours

but ive always had trouble creati. well not the creation process itself but retaining passion for my ocs.

i need to start from a building block and also make a charathers thats such a blorbo from mine shows. like take all the things that i yell in ao3 comments and have me going !!! and put them in a like

Because isnt that the beauty of charather desing? You can make your own blorbos

but also i suck at making my own blorbos, and i frankly cant even tell you why, its been quite awhile.

i should just try and make a blorbo