#can’t believe it’s only been a year
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
this week just about is my Beatles anniversary it was this time last year I went batshit insane about those guys (about George) and literally my life has never been the same I’m so glad that I’m here and that this journey has led me to you all mwah. here is a behind the scenes of me falling headfirst into this fandom
#I love how I’m like an I would never engage in fandom!!!!#I didn’t know how lovely it would be I’m so happy I’m here with y’all mwah#can’t believe it’s only been a year#the places this has led me!!!!!!!#op
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
#can’t believe this au is a year old!#I swear it feels like it’s only been a few months of drawing these lil guys and coming up with cool ideas for a story#here’s to another year of spitfire!#my art#tmnt#tmnt spitfire#hit#tmnt dragons#au anniversary#happy birthday!
214 notes
·
View notes
Text
EVERYONE SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY (OR NAMEDAY) TO MR. KAIIEN PEPPER YAYYYYYYY 🎉🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳🎊💕🎊🥳🎂🎂
#ff#ffxiv#Kaiien#I’m not tagging sesame it’s only his hands lol#Hehehehe I can’t believe it… it’s officially been 1 year since I created Kaiien how time flies….#my pookie pie I cherish u… 💕💕💕
234 notes
·
View notes
Text
Omg a year ago today I was in the middle of rewatching The Blacklist and decided to go all in on the sexy bald guy… just a few weeks later I completed his entire filmography and this blog was born… happy Spader-versary to me 🫶
(And don’t worry these are all 5-star films for me now I just needed some time to appreciate them)
#I can’t believe it’s only been a year omg. I watched like four JS movies a day for two weeks I was going out of my mind#james spader
59 notes
·
View notes
Text
bakugou looks at all your past lovers—from long term boyfriends to the boy who asked you out as a dare when you were kids—and he laughs.
they’re all a bunch of jokes.
#just imagining him being a room with all of them. he can’t believe how UNLOVED and broken each of them left you.#not all of them left only a negative impact#but the fact that such inept ppl left such significant marks on your life and your image of yourself has him reeling#but what’s really got him most is this two year “friendship” you’ve had with a man who’s been playing with your emotions#he’s having to pick up the pieces and fill in the holes to things he feels someone of your caliber should NEVER have to deal with#he’s about to go from laughing to something else in the blink of an eye and he’s not even sure how to stop it
85 notes
·
View notes
Text
Started watching some videos about how much of a failure concord is but I should probably stop now before I find a video that’s adamant the reason the game failed is because it’s “woke”
#I can’t believe this game has been in development for 8 years lmal#they started working on this game as soon as overwatch got popular and only released it when the entire genre had crashed and burned#concord#video games
51 notes
·
View notes
Text
it’s officially been one year since the creation of adam!! everyone say happy birthday to the world’s specialest little boy <333
#icarus speaks#icarus draws#divorceverse#divorceverse adam#i can’t believe it’s only been 1 year….#it feels like he’s always been with me…….#also yes that caption was on purpose
55 notes
·
View notes
Text
Me on my way to neglect the novel I’ve been writing so that I can write the Byler cabin getaway fic that’s been in my head for the last eight months
#lmao#I can’t believe#it’s taken this long#for me to finally write byler#it’s bc I’ve only been writing#original content this year#byler#<<target audience#byler fic#byler fanfic#mike wheeler#will byers#mike wheeler is a boykisser#mike wheeler is in love with will byers#mike wheeler is not straight#byler is endgame#mike wheeler is gay#st5#byler brainrot#byler headcanons#lesbyler#byler tumblr#byler nation
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
dandelion is indeed the worst but if he’s not present in the next book i would legitimately be sorrowful as the whole thing will become a slog . you basically cannot have the “short stories” era-of-the-timeline iteration of geralt without dandelion, it would be like eating unbuttered bread.
though it’s not like season of storms did them dirty, i wasn’t disappointed with it (… with regards to them), but since it’s literally been over 20 years since the saga was finished i’m trying to prepare for any potential reality
#however i will accept an absence of dandelion IN THE CASE OF we get to see geralt and yennefer living together in vengerberg#but if it’s regular geralt day in the life then if dandelion’s not there it’s gonna suuuuuccckk#i mean as in geralt’s life sucks without him. badly#and it also? sucks with him. good-ly.#it’s august and we don’t have a title yetttt 🥲 and they said 2024 … hmhm sure#i just feel like rupaul ‘and don’t fuck it up’.gif#like i’m excited but also wtf? new witcher book? are we on punk’d?#it’s not going to be the best but i’m hoping it will be at least as good as season of storms. not a high bar ok!#this from the person who was optimistic about the n*tflix show. don’t trust me i like to believe in the future#i was going to say ‘and i trust sapkowski more than i trust n*tflix’ and then i laughed.#i don’t trust him—i don’t even trust the version of him from the 90s and 00s!#one side of me can’t believe i’m still here after the guardswomen of kerack. and the ‘well i’m only gay for clout’ villain motivations#the other side of me is intensely curious wtf geralt will get up to this time and how witcher could maybe even denigrate further#but season of storms ending was actually good and = well it’s not like sapkowski forgot what it was about#then again it’s been 10 years and a bad adaptation since then so im biting my nails#all i ask : please stick with the naming convention of the other books. i don’t want to write an absurdly long or short name or acronym out#sooooo weird that in a few months i will be saying: there are 9 witcher books.#actually rn i just say there’s 7 and discount season of storms as a legitimate heir but mention it as footnote lol#i just hope i can survive until this new book and until its translation LOLLLL#they said translation in 2025 but you know the track record#new book: *releases winter 2024* | english translation: coming 2045!#jk i think they finally figured out that witcher is a money printer so they will be eager to translate it now and not waffle around#they kicked their butts into gear with the hussite trilogy so ! and they made new hardcovers.#the elbow-high diaries#new book 2024
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
Flowers in my hair, makes me wish that you were here.
Today is officially Gen and I’s first anniversary!! About a year ago today I started watching Dr.STONE… and it feels like everything has changed since. It’s become my ultimate obsession, and so many of my f/os have come from this show. Gen is so, so special to me. I adore him greatly, and thinking about him and daydreaming about him has gotten me through some hard times ♡ here’s to many more years in our future!!
this is a commission by a friend without any socials!! ♡
taglist!
@matsushipping || @kits-ships || @self-ship-haven || @tothemoon-ships
@over--heaven || @dmclr || @mistercage || @agendergear
(click here to join!)
#I can’t believe it’s only been a year… it feels like gen and I have been together much longer#that’s wild to me.#also fun fact about this commission - it was the very first one of gen and I !!#I also had it as my background when I lost my phone in an escape room#and they asked me to describe my background when they found my phone to make sure it was mine#and I looked them right in the eyes and told them my background was me in the woods with a fictional guy#100/10 would do that again#I have no shame about my self-shipping ♡#self shipping art#self ship art#self shipping#self ship#gen; gallery#gen asagiri#dr stone
28 notes
·
View notes
Text
Yo! Just noticed it’s the anniversary of when I finished my second fanfic Dreamcatcher, which is the work I actually started to lean into writing fanfiction (since my first work I really just wrote for myself before being encouraged to share it).
So, in honor of that, here is some of the original second nightmare which was actually written from Dream’s pov before I ended up changing it to Punz’s.
TRIGGER WARNINGS: Referenced Torture, Blood, Death, Injuries, Profanity.
Dream is wet and panting, in a puddle of watery red flowing into an equally crimson pond to his side, where the non diluted liquid gets thicker.
There’s white fur stuck in it as the body of a dog, slashed to bits lies there next to him. Both sitting in the despairing silence of the box.
Tears form in the corners of his eyes and his vision gets blurry, but he doesn’t let them fall. He just exhales.
Why does everything die around him? Why does everything he dare to care a smidge about get taken from him?
As if to follow his thoughts, the white turns to black. The fluffy bloodied dog shifts into a cat that’s long since stopped breathing. Dream turns his head, and faintly smirks at the sight of the additional body sprawled out on the floor next to him.
He mutters to the corpse under his breath, rolling his eyes, “To be fair, you were being a bitch. Like don’t blame me, you know you d—deserved it… I mean I lasted like—how long before beating your head in? That’s pretty impressive—pretty fucking impressive, you know.”
Tommy’s body doesn’t respond, just stays there, unmoving and uncharacteristically quiet. His face swollen and bruised, not unlike the innocent cat he beat to death.
Then his body evaporates and Dream finds himself in a new room, accented with black walls and bedrock. It’s detail is perfectly ominous like he wanted.
He’s kneeling, unguarded by armor with an audience of people surrounding him. His heart beats rapidly threatening to burst out of his chest at the danger. But he ignores it.
Indignant, Tommy rips off the mask that always covers his face. Exposing his pale skin to the cool air and the venomously judging faces.
Despite the frustration at his denial of privacy, he doesn’t so much as dignify it with a flinch. It was expected. He was ready. He’s not about to show weakness in front of a crowd.
They are silent as the axe lands, and lands again before lady death finally embraces him.
They are silent as the sword finds its place in his chest and he falls to the ground, bleeding out into the cold stone beneath him.
It’s ok. He knew this would happen. It was expected, it was planned. He didn’t know they’d kill him twice, but it’s fine.
On one life, he makes his way back down with sharp pain running through his veins. Somehow it seems duller than the pain in the prison cell, though it can’t have been less excruciating.
Tommy once again stands above him savagely firing arrows away. As they pierce his flesh and bone, he searches the cold faces around him and listens intently, hoping to hear one sound of objection to his approaching final death.
Surely, someone will say something, right? Surely, someone will oppose his final death, right? Surely, they woundn’t let Tommy kill him off in cold blood. Would they?
But there’s nothing from them. Absolutely nothing. Standing there, dripping in blood, he feels his heart entirely disintegrate into nothing. Leaving only a hollow emptiness in its wake.
Then suddenly he’s freezing from more than just death and despondency. He’s surrounded by ice. Their pillars, tall and sharp, casting the land in a pointed terrain. Despite the bone chilling air and his frozen insides, he stands, planted to the ground, looking at a sign pinned to the glacier. The wood marking the death of his parrot that travelled so far only to die there.
A deep sigh is released from his lungs and the scene smears into broad strokes of colors. Until a well known bleak room encases him in lava and obsidian again.
Sitting there with nothing but the annoying sounds of the prison to keep him company, he wonders if he’s always destined to lose everything. Was it always going to end up like this? Was he always going to end up alone?
#I swear I do plan on expanding this work into a series… I can’t believe it’s been a year and I still haven’t posted any of related fics… oo#blame bad and techno for claiming me attention lol… anyways I do have lots written so it’s coming… :)#leftovers#c!dream#thank y’all so much for your support. kind words. and for encouraging me to write more and making me feel safe to do so and share it. <3#writing has been really good for my mental health this past year and not only being allowed to do so#but having people enjoy it has been really really healing for me so thank you so much <3 <3#thanks for being the first fandom that emboldened me to write fanfic <3#dreamcatcher#dsmp#dreblr#dsmp dream#for real though… I could have written such good arrow and supernatural and maybe even Loki fanfic if I’d know fandoms could be so supportiv#(and that fanfic isn’t just about ships… XD)#dream smp#dsmp fanfic
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
8/15.
(higher quality version here because tumblr hates me </3)
#kagepro#kagerou project#konoha#konoha kagepro#konoha kagerou project#konoha kokonose#azami kozakura#azami kagepro#azami kagerou project#azami#(so many tags………)#(happy twelfth anniversary to kagepro!! (again))#(can’t believe i’ve been into this series for 3 years now any only got the chance to make 8/15 art now)#(better late than never i suppose!!)#(technically it’s only the 14th for me BUUUT i wanted to post it today because it’s the 15th in japan right now)#(and also august 14th gets brought up in relation to kagepro too so :ppp)#(merry daze day everybody)#(hope it’s a good one)#prinz art tag#[don’t tag as kin/id/me]
102 notes
·
View notes
Note
I mean, Gina, what even is he?
😅
https://x.com/94fearlover/status/1844073838629486925?s=46&t=HJNgJeyaKbaPu8DTunwOUA
I still can’t believe he stood there like that 🫣 and I can’t believe it’s been a year since we saw that horrendous tattoo. 😖 But good lord, his body is insane.
#stunts#holivia#harry in Italy#Olivia tattoo#Sometimes I really can’t believe this is the same person who tried out for X factor#how has it only been a year?
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
ughhhh why is gender so hard to figure out. my body is like boom gender dsyorphia but won’t tell me noone about my identity
(I accidentally made an entire vent in the tags lmao)
#my gender dysorphia has been bad the past few weeks. really fucking bad#when I try to learn about my identity I get mad that I’m nowhere near becoming it or mad that I don’t know what the fuck I want to be#but I want to be more neutral and I don’t know if I want to be masculine because I want to look genderless#or if the two aren’t together#I hate this. I pick a label and there’s always something wrong with it.#demiboy is too masculine and implies I look masculine p#agender isn’t masculine enough#I can’t be genderfluid when I only want to be masc and neutral#I can’t be bigender when I don’t want to be a transman#nothing ever fits. and whether I find what fits or not the dysorphia is just gonna get worse#and my mom will think I’m a butch lesbian for years#and once those years finally pass she isn’t gonna let us leave Florida#or by then the transphobia would’ve spread across the county#and then she still wouldn’t let me leave#because I’ll always be too young. I’ll never have enough documented dysorphia.#I’ll never get on t. I’ll never get a binder or surgery.#bevause i look too feminine to be tranmasc.#because I can’t get hormones.#because my mom won’t let me.#because I haven’t had this for enough years.#because I looked too feminine before and thought that feminine things were cute#because I liked girls.#I liked how the outfits looked but never really asked if I wanted to wear them.#and when I finally did it was too late.#the answer was no. but they didn’t believe me#bc for so many years I thought because and outfit was cute or astethic meant you wanted to wear it. but I didn’t want to be seen as a girl.#I want to be masculine. I wish I was born male. but it’s too late for me to realize that.#now nobody cares what I want to be. anyone that does is across the fucking world.#anyways I’m reaching tag limit so I’ll stop this#vent
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
I need to play more Hades <- girl who spent all of last night playing Hades
#shut up alli#‘did you only just now start a game that came out years ago?’ yes. next question#it’s so funnnnn so fun I’m having a lovely time#dungeon crawlers are one of my fave genres so I’m in my element! (I have died many times)#but the fun part about it is watching me get better and stronger with every new attempt. it gives a very solid sense of accomplishment#and the characters? oh my godddd they’re all awesome#I’ve always been very autistic about Greek mythology so obviously it is impossible for me to dislike anyone#Hypnos and Chaos reign supreme for me but everyone is very likeable#like idk props to the dev team I can tell they put their souls in it#it makes me even more excited for Hades 2 when it releases#I wonder if they’ll put it on switch or wait for the next console#I really can’t believe such a sick ass game was so cheap too. like 24.99 for me to have the best time of my life? bitch I’d tip if I could#I mean it was a bday gift too so ya know but still
10 notes
·
View notes