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ughhhh why is gender so hard to figure out. my body is like boom gender dsyorphia but won’t tell me noone about my identity
(I accidentally made an entire vent in the tags lmao)
#my gender dysorphia has been bad the past few weeks. really fucking bad#when I try to learn about my identity I get mad that I’m nowhere near becoming it or mad that I don’t know what the fuck I want to be#but I want to be more neutral and I don’t know if I want to be masculine because I want to look genderless#or if the two aren’t together#I hate this. I pick a label and there’s always something wrong with it.#demiboy is too masculine and implies I look masculine p#agender isn’t masculine enough#I can’t be genderfluid when I only want to be masc and neutral#I can’t be bigender when I don’t want to be a transman#nothing ever fits. and whether I find what fits or not the dysorphia is just gonna get worse#and my mom will think I’m a butch lesbian for years#and once those years finally pass she isn’t gonna let us leave Florida#or by then the transphobia would’ve spread across the county#and then she still wouldn’t let me leave#because I’ll always be too young. I’ll never have enough documented dysorphia.#I’ll never get on t. I’ll never get a binder or surgery.#bevause i look too feminine to be tranmasc.#because I can’t get hormones.#because my mom won’t let me.#because I haven’t had this for enough years.#because I looked too feminine before and thought that feminine things were cute#because I liked girls.#I liked how the outfits looked but never really asked if I wanted to wear them.#and when I finally did it was too late.#the answer was no. but they didn’t believe me#bc for so many years I thought because and outfit was cute or astethic meant you wanted to wear it. but I didn’t want to be seen as a girl.#I want to be masculine. I wish I was born male. but it’s too late for me to realize that.#now nobody cares what I want to be. anyone that does is across the fucking world.#anyways I’m reaching tag limit so I’ll stop this#vent
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Sonadowtober day 8/11: Surprise! + Caught in the Rain
Organized by @sonadowtober :>
extra doodle!
#Sorry that the two challenges I mixed together aren’t linear- I knew I was gonna be busy on Friday + I had the idea to do this#They make me wanna blow up#sonadowtober#my art#digital art#Doodles#october#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog fanart#shadow the hedgehog#shadow#shadow the hedgehog fanart#shadow fanart#Shth#sonadow#sonadow fanart#sonadow art#Sonic x shadow#anthro
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((OH MY GOD THIS IS SO COOL WAIT UR ART IS SO AWESEOME <333))
heeeyyy what's everybody's favorite type of music genre??? X33
(AHHHH THANK YOUUU)
Cuphead n Mugman are very niche n specific. That’s why I feel like they’d enjoy it!!!
#bendy and the ink machine#qftim#qftim au#qftim bendy#quest for the ink machine#bendy the demon#digital art#boris the wolf#felix the cat#qftim felix#qftim cuphead#qftim mugman#cuphead#mugman#AHHHHHHH I LOVE ASKKKS PLS KEEP EM COMING!#like genuinely#right now they aren’t together so off they’re gonna be in diff areas cause at the same time the story is going on#which part two is coming
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Honestly a sorry from Curly would mean nothing to Anya.
I’m not saying she wouldn’t want to hear it, it’s a hollow vindication. She told him and he couldn’t hear her. He saw it and he couldn’t understand it. They both experienced it and he should apologize that it took that for him to get it. She already knows he’s sorry but what’s the point if neither of them can do anything about it? It’s earnest but at the same time what she wants an apology for is what Curlu can’t apologize for.
He can’t be sorry for what happened to her even if he is. Even if he carries that guilt with him until the day he dies it’s not all his to bare. The most heinous parts aren’t his weight even if he tries to balance it. A part of her bitterness is the fact he can’t be sorry for it all. She can’t just direct it all towards him even if she wants to. She was failed in so many ways by all of them. It hurts with him the most cause he had the power but they all did nothing in the grand scheme of things.
The one person who should apologize would never and could never, it’s not something you can be sorry for. She wants an apology, she needs one but what would it fix?
#my two scents on apology scenerios cause like if she heard it I think it would just make it worse#likes she’s happy in a bitter sweet way like I don’t know why people need Anya to be actively resentful and mean about it like that’s nots#satisfying none of this story is satisfying in anyway shape or form and I want to write scenerios that really aren’t that like it’s real#it’s raw it’s in character for her to sort of forgive Curly but not accept his apology cause it’s worthless and that’s the tragic part of i#in a world where they escape and he apologizes he’s forever haunted by the fact she’ll never accept his sorry and she’s forever haunted by#the justice she didn’t really receive like for those that like them together it’s alway the unspoken bitterness of all his actions carry an#act of apology while she will never accept it as such cause he can’t say it and do anything about it nor what he’s apologizing for she can#learn to forgive him for the mistake understand the circumstances even if she doesn’t agree or wishes he’d known better but it’s forgivenes#based on she wouldn’t do that to herself to hold it against him forever he’s paid for his sins in watching the effects of his inactions and#having so much taken just like her but it didn’t have to happen and that’s why she can never accept the sorry#there shouldn’t be a reason he has to be sorry but there is idk they are so much to me like platonically#the only way I pair cishet straights together#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#nurse anya#captain curly#curly mouthwashing
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JediTok
Obi-Wan: Tell me WHY- *turns to show Quinlan sitting with Cody at the table playing sabac* I ain’t been with my baby daddy for over ten years now, but he gets in a fight with his boyfriend who drops him off here? And my riduur just? Says okay and deals him in? Okay.
Bant: It’s simple, really. He was your problem first.
Cody: I like him because he told me how to get you to fall asleep on me before we even got together. Really sped up the process of you imprinting on me for life.
Obi-Wan: I mean??? You could at least come over when I actually have Cal and Reva for once??
Quinlan: Nah, the three of us do our own things.
Bant: He likes playing hide and seek with them, but the Shadow Knights version. It’s dangerous to everyone around them.
Quinlan: I didn’t want you involved cause your riduur will kill me if you overextend yourself in the force again.
Cody: It’s true, I will.
Obi-Wan: What did you do to piss of Fox so much?
Quinlan: …I don’t know what to say, it’s such an extensive list.
#star wars#obi wan kenobi#incorrect star wars quotes#clone wars#incorrect clone wars quotes#commander cody#quinlan vos#they have two kids together but aren’t together anymore#Obi had to kick his ass after he got him pregnant two years in a row#codywan#quinfox#quinobi#bant eerin#jeditok
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We’re in one of the oldest fandoms where the canon itself is long lost and the source materials for us to draw inspiration from are those of the earliest fanfics themselves—two of which being commonly accepted as beta canon due to their top quality. Sometimes these fanfics contradict each other due to all sorts of OOCs and inconsistencies which is forcing us to choose our own sources to rely on to draw fanart and write fanfics. Each generation of fanfic writers are introducing more headcanons in their works and sometimes their fanfics of fanfics become so popular that they are prompting new sub-fandoms to emerge, inspiring more people to draw fanart and write fanfics for these fanfics of fanfics. It’s almost as if there is a family tree of fanfics and we’re now reaching the third generation and beyond
#from a Neoanalytic POV#tagamemnon#greek mythology#the epic cycle#the theban cycle#feels like this might’ve been said multiple times before but I’m now adding my voice anyway#and if anyone questions the validity of the fandomization of this#just remember that it’s the sense of community that brings together over two thousand years of people from all over the world#it’s a tradition that spans over centuries and is still expanding rapidly#the iliad#the odyssey#homeric epics#greek tragedy#the aeneid#metamorphoses#divine comedy#ulysses#hadestown#epic the musical#aristos the musical#I can go on but you can see how this goes#we have Greek fanfics and Roman fanfics and Renaissance fanfics and now modern fanfics#the difference being that the earlier they are written the more acceptable their headcanons are#in the end we’re all writing fanfics for a bunch of people long dead more than three thousand years ago#feeling a bit more at ease now aren’t you?#Lyculī crustula
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Sum MOAR Hundred Liners ✨
#the hundred line#the hundred line last defense academy#last defense academy#tsubasa kawana#sirei#gaku maruko#hiruko shizuhara#kyoshika magadori#yugamu omokage#teddy's artwork#teddy's art#digital art#I AM READY FOR THIS FUCKING GAME#APRIL NEEDS TO BE HERE ALREADYYY#anyway love these guys so so much#the two sillies I so desperately love aren’t here yet but that’s ok#I will survive#yugamu means everything to me side note#I really like him#he’s very Korekiyo core#the cooler aspects of him#not the other stuff that I will not say#but I like him#gaku and tsubasa are adorable and I had to draw them together#and the other girls are fucking slaying#so yeah ADORE this cast so far!!!
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The Black Cousins🫶
Versailles: @versailles-black
Eloise: me
#YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE THE FACT THAT ELOISE HAS A COUSIN#that isn’t a wretched spawn of Headmaster Black#god I loved loved loved the comics you drew of these two😫😫#and this is the first of MANY😙😙😙#I loved when they were just playing chess and hanging out#in my mind they do EVERYTHING together#who else at Hogwarts understands the insane pressure put upon them by their family?????#they aren’t even gossiping or anything but everyone else avoids them bc they seem kind of scary😇😇#I headcanon that even after Eloise goes mad and basically pushes everyone in her life away#Versailles is still there 😭💘#also helping support Sebastian who won’t give up on finding the cure for Eloise’s madness#(partly caused by guilt - she wouldn’t have had it if it weren’t for the relic#right?????)#but this painting is when they were still girls together🥰🥰🥰#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#versailles black#Eloise + friends
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#jewish#ערכים יהודיים#I couldn’t figure out a really good way to illustrate#any of the examples of this that are backed up by Halacha#so like I don’t think the example actually halachically falls under the category of the mitzcah#as in we’re not commanded to give an injured kitty some bandages#but for example on Shabbat our animals are also supposed to have a break#and we are supposed to feed our animals before we sit down to eat#we aren’t supposed to make animals work in pairs#so two donkeys can’t pull a plow together#this is to protect the weaker of the two from being overworked/ injured
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freelancer and dear have made out on multiple occasions
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#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted audio#redacted headcanons#i’m talking drop of a hat#they’re on top of each other#all over each other#maybe it’s platonic#maybe it’s not#who knows#who’s going to address it#they certainly aren’t#gavin and lasko both think it’s hot#i mean what#who said that#poly damn crew#if you squint#they were each others new years kiss#full on move bitch to their boyfriends#i know those two get absolutely wasted together
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the “would you return as your x-men character in deadpool 3 if they asked” starter pack
aaron stanford’s lack of poker face + mentioning, unprompted, his “lasting friendships” from those movies - months before the first trailer confirmed pyro was back - made me clock that the other two must be returning, too
then they had equally terrible poker faces in their own interviews lol
#if all three of them actually show up in this movie… it’ll be the first time in 18+ years??#(and if stanford/paquin and/or all three have any scenes together?? 21 😱)#aaron stanford#anna paquin#shawn ashmore#st. john allerdyce#anna marie darkholme#bobby drake#pyro#rogue#iceman#x#i know everyone has kevin feige’s sniper rifle aimed at their heads lmao but#fingers crossed this is the opposite of DOFP + my favs aren’t done dirty for once#stanford wanted more screentime w these two + a more comic accurate look#paquin wanted comic rogue’s flying brick power set + ballsy personality#ashmore wanted more fully iced feats + has said he’s down to play bobby as gay#all cite x2 as their fav movie + filming experience of the franchise#all im saying is - after marvel nixed the teased krakoa throuple?#ryan reynolds has an opportunity to do the funniest thing ��#i’m guessing secret wars is also a possibility for rogue and maybe bobby but i doubt pyro is in that one and i’m greedy i miss this dynamic
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i would complain about venti being last in the archon run order but tbh i’m instead choosing to believe that he’s being stalled because they want to give him content with his rerun (delusional)
#venti story quest chapter two WHENNN#at least give me like an echo for him or something im suffering#🥲🥲#also glad about it because they aren’t making me choose between him and wrio again bless#objectively VERY good for my savings that wrio ended up in phase 2#but also going to be screaming crying throwing up all of phase 1 trying not to pull sigewinne🥲#of course the two fontaine characters i want the most rn end up together lol#im not going to even think about my lost furina con/weapon dreams lol
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Tf community I love you but sometimes ya’ll are so fucking boring-
Like, when you’re making your own continuities do you really have to make Megatron and Optimus’ backstories the same EVERY. SINGLE. TIME???? So many creative avenues and you ALWAYS choose gladiator/miner turned influential speaker and academic who seeks to improve the world. Come on man.
#I appreciate that transformers one sliced it up a bit#They’re BOTH miners who kinda grew up together#I need a continuity where megatron and Optimus aren’t the founders necessarily of the decepticons and Autobots#But two people groomed to lead those factions#kouryuu's shit#Anyways#megaop#megatron#optimus prime#d 16#transformers#macadam
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Finally set up my UU shelf!
Guess who the favorite is (difficulty: impossible)
#still working on getting the volumes I’m missing oof#also why aren’t there more Latla standees….. where are they….. if there’s other Latla standees I’ve had no luck finding them#also begging for a leila standee I need to have all three of them together#me two months ago: hey this anime seems interesting let’s give it a shot#me now:#I will never be able to enjoy things in moderation mark my words#anyways#rip tristan#undead unluck#ash can’t sleep
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“𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅.”
Aka Suspiria(2018) if the ending was written by mya
…I’m obsessed with them, your honour
🖤🖤🖤
Their faces were hard to draw— especially tilda swinton’s— so I hope I got those down well enough
#art#digital art#digital drawing#artists on tumblr#digital painting#fanart#procreate#suspiria#suspiria 2018#susie bannion#madame blanc#veva blanc#tilda swinton#dakota johnson#my art#mya draws sometimes#you guys don’t understand how obsessed I am with this movie— obsessed with THEM#the ending pissed me off though so this is my version where susie goes back for veva#and then the two of them are unstable crazy girlies forever together🥰🥰 (I’m deranged and delusional)#you cannot tell me they aren’t gay after those scenes I will not listen❌❌
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“they would never get together” this “they would hate eachother” that!what happened to shipping two people who have never even been in the same room! why do ships have to make sense now! who cares! we used to be a proper country!
#that ship would never work out so you’re embarrassing for shipping it#shut upppp#let me ship these two characters who aren’t even in the same universe in peace#let me ship these two characters who seemingly hate eachother in peace#since when did canon matter!!!#isn’t the point of fanfic to see whatever your imagination sees fit??!#i don’t care if they will never meet eachother#i want to imagine them in a room together being cute#ao3#archive of our own#fan fiction#fanfic#fandom#my post#fairytwles diary
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