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ughhhh why is gender so hard to figure out. my body is like boom gender dsyorphia but won’t tell me noone about my identity
(I accidentally made an entire vent in the tags lmao)
#my gender dysorphia has been bad the past few weeks. really fucking bad#when I try to learn about my identity I get mad that I’m nowhere near becoming it or mad that I don’t know what the fuck I want to be#but I want to be more neutral and I don’t know if I want to be masculine because I want to look genderless#or if the two aren’t together#I hate this. I pick a label and there’s always something wrong with it.#demiboy is too masculine and implies I look masculine p#agender isn’t masculine enough#I can’t be genderfluid when I only want to be masc and neutral#I can’t be bigender when I don’t want to be a transman#nothing ever fits. and whether I find what fits or not the dysorphia is just gonna get worse#and my mom will think I’m a butch lesbian for years#and once those years finally pass she isn’t gonna let us leave Florida#or by then the transphobia would’ve spread across the county#and then she still wouldn’t let me leave#because I’ll always be too young. I’ll never have enough documented dysorphia.#I’ll never get on t. I’ll never get a binder or surgery.#bevause i look too feminine to be tranmasc.#because I can’t get hormones.#because my mom won’t let me.#because I haven’t had this for enough years.#because I looked too feminine before and thought that feminine things were cute#because I liked girls.#I liked how the outfits looked but never really asked if I wanted to wear them.#and when I finally did it was too late.#the answer was no. but they didn’t believe me#bc for so many years I thought because and outfit was cute or astethic meant you wanted to wear it. but I didn’t want to be seen as a girl.#I want to be masculine. I wish I was born male. but it’s too late for me to realize that.#now nobody cares what I want to be. anyone that does is across the fucking world.#anyways I’m reaching tag limit so I’ll stop this#vent
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Sonadowtober day 8/11: Surprise! + Caught in the Rain
Organized by @sonadowtober :>
extra doodle!
#Sorry that the two challenges I mixed together aren’t linear- I knew I was gonna be busy on Friday + I had the idea to do this#They make me wanna blow up#sonadowtober#my art#digital art#Doodles#october#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog fanart#shadow the hedgehog#shadow#shadow the hedgehog fanart#shadow fanart#Shth#sonadow#sonadow fanart#sonadow art#Sonic x shadow#anthro
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Honestly a sorry from Curly would mean nothing to Anya.
I’m not saying she wouldn’t want to hear it, it’s a hollow vindication. She told him and he couldn’t hear her. He saw it and he couldn’t understand it. They both experienced it and he should apologize that it took that for him to get it. She already knows he’s sorry but what’s the point if neither of them can do anything about it? It’s earnest but at the same time what she wants an apology for is what Curlu can’t apologize for.
He can’t be sorry for what happened to her even if he is. Even if he carries that guilt with him until the day he dies it’s not all his to bare. The most heinous parts aren’t his weight even if he tries to balance it. A part of her bitterness is the fact he can’t be sorry for it all. She can’t just direct it all towards him even if she wants to. She was failed in so many ways by all of them. It hurts with him the most cause he had the power but they all did nothing in the grand scheme of things.
The one person who should apologize would never and could never, it’s not something you can be sorry for. She wants an apology, she needs one but what would it fix?
#my two scents on apology scenerios cause like if she heard it I think it would just make it worse#likes she’s happy in a bitter sweet way like I don’t know why people need Anya to be actively resentful and mean about it like that’s nots#satisfying none of this story is satisfying in anyway shape or form and I want to write scenerios that really aren’t that like it’s real#it’s raw it’s in character for her to sort of forgive Curly but not accept his apology cause it’s worthless and that’s the tragic part of i#in a world where they escape and he apologizes he’s forever haunted by the fact she’ll never accept his sorry and she’s forever haunted by#the justice she didn’t really receive like for those that like them together it’s alway the unspoken bitterness of all his actions carry an#act of apology while she will never accept it as such cause he can’t say it and do anything about it nor what he’s apologizing for she can#learn to forgive him for the mistake understand the circumstances even if she doesn’t agree or wishes he’d known better but it’s forgivenes#based on she wouldn’t do that to herself to hold it against him forever he’s paid for his sins in watching the effects of his inactions and#having so much taken just like her but it didn’t have to happen and that’s why she can never accept the sorry#there shouldn’t be a reason he has to be sorry but there is idk they are so much to me like platonically#the only way I pair cishet straights together#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#nurse anya#captain curly#curly mouthwashing
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JediTok
Obi-Wan: Tell me WHY- *turns to show Quinlan sitting with Cody at the table playing sabac* I ain’t been with my baby daddy for over ten years now, but he gets in a fight with his boyfriend who drops him off here? And my riduur just? Says okay and deals him in? Okay.
Bant: It’s simple, really. He was your problem first.
Cody: I like him because he told me how to get you to fall asleep on me before we even got together. Really sped up the process of you imprinting on me for life.
Obi-Wan: I mean??? You could at least come over when I actually have Cal and Reva for once??
Quinlan: Nah, the three of us do our own things.
Bant: He likes playing hide and seek with them, but the Shadow Knights version. It’s dangerous to everyone around them.
Quinlan: I didn’t want you involved cause your riduur will kill me if you overextend yourself in the force again.
Cody: It’s true, I will.
Obi-Wan: What did you do to piss of Fox so much?
Quinlan: …I don’t know what to say, it’s such an extensive list.
#star wars#obi wan kenobi#incorrect star wars quotes#clone wars#incorrect clone wars quotes#commander cody#quinlan vos#they have two kids together but aren’t together anymore#Obi had to kick his ass after he got him pregnant two years in a row#codywan#quinfox#quinobi#bant eerin#jeditok
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We’re in one of the oldest fandoms where the canon itself is long lost and the source materials for us to draw inspiration from are those of the earliest fanfics themselves—two of which being commonly accepted as beta canon due to their top quality. Sometimes these fanfics contradict each other due to all sorts of OOCs and inconsistencies which is forcing us to choose our own sources to rely on to draw fanart and write fanfics. Each generation of fanfic writers are introducing more headcanons in their works and sometimes their fanfics of fanfics become so popular that they are prompting new sub-fandoms to emerge, inspiring more people to draw fanart and write fanfics for these fanfics of fanfics. It’s almost as if there is a family tree of fanfics and we’re now reaching the third generation and beyond
#from a Neoanalytic POV#tagamemnon#greek mythology#the epic cycle#the theban cycle#feels like this might’ve been said multiple times before but I’m now adding my voice anyway#and if anyone questions the validity of the fandomization of this#just remember that it’s the sense of community that brings together over two thousand years of people from all over the world#it’s a tradition that spans over centuries and is still expanding rapidly#the iliad#the odyssey#homeric epics#greek tragedy#the aeneid#metamorphoses#divine comedy#ulysses#hadestown#epic the musical#aristos the musical#I can go on but you can see how this goes#we have Greek fanfics and Roman fanfics and Renaissance fanfics and now modern fanfics#the difference being that the earlier they are written the more acceptable their headcanons are#in the end we’re all writing fanfics for a bunch of people long dead more than three thousand years ago#feeling a bit more at ease now aren’t you?#Lyculī crustula
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The Black Cousins🫶
Versailles: @versailles-black
Eloise: me
#YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE THE FACT THAT ELOISE HAS A COUSIN#that isn’t a wretched spawn of Headmaster Black#god I loved loved loved the comics you drew of these two😫😫#and this is the first of MANY😙😙😙#I loved when they were just playing chess and hanging out#in my mind they do EVERYTHING together#who else at Hogwarts understands the insane pressure put upon them by their family?????#they aren’t even gossiping or anything but everyone else avoids them bc they seem kind of scary😇😇#I headcanon that even after Eloise goes mad and basically pushes everyone in her life away#Versailles is still there 😭💘#also helping support Sebastian who won’t give up on finding the cure for Eloise’s madness#(partly caused by guilt - she wouldn’t have had it if it weren’t for the relic#right?????)#but this painting is when they were still girls together🥰🥰🥰#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#versailles black#Eloise + friends
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Short DPXDC Prompts #592
Harvey is mid bank heist when he hears “Harv? Is that you? It’s been so long!” From one of his hostages. Oh that voice was so incredibly familiar there’s no way-
Well he’ll be damned. Jack and Maddie Fenton, the couple he had a momentary fling with in college were pushing through the crowds and fully ignoring his goons pointing half a dozen guns at them as they made their way towards him.
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Harvey couldn’t believe it. Jack and Maddie were still deeply in love and as crazy as ever, but they kept reaching out to him. They didn’t seem to mind him as the broken man that he is unlike another college friend. They treated him like a person. They didn’t expect his therapy and treatment to magically change him back to how he was, they just were happy that he was happy.
They mentioned once before that they messed up with how they treated their son but they realized their mistake and did their absolute damndest to make it up to their kids. They weren’t going to villainize their college ex. They were going to support him and be for him every step of the way.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny phantom#bones writes in the tags#bones prompts#what I’m saying is Harvey/Maddie/Jack could be a really cool pairing#college era fwb or college fling maybe? either way: they are in love#Harvey is a bastard who doesn’t understand that Maddie and Jack’s weapons and inventions they’re giving him#to cause chaos and crime in gotham is their way of showing their love towards him#they’re trying to help and they’re doing their best and their best is actually pretty damn good#they treat Two-Face and Harvey both like real people and they aren’t afraid of him. it’s a nice change of pace#Batman captures Jack and Maddie and they tell him that they’re shocked that Bruce didn’t get together with Harvey after college#first of all: holy fuck they know his identity#second of all: They’re just talking to him like an old college buddy who they haven’t caught up with in ages
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#jewish#ערכים יהודיים#I couldn’t figure out a really good way to illustrate#any of the examples of this that are backed up by Halacha#so like I don’t think the example actually halachically falls under the category of the mitzcah#as in we’re not commanded to give an injured kitty some bandages#but for example on Shabbat our animals are also supposed to have a break#and we are supposed to feed our animals before we sit down to eat#we aren’t supposed to make animals work in pairs#so two donkeys can’t pull a plow together#this is to protect the weaker of the two from being overworked/ injured
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freelancer and dear have made out on multiple occasions
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#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted audio#redacted headcanons#i’m talking drop of a hat#they’re on top of each other#all over each other#maybe it’s platonic#maybe it’s not#who knows#who’s going to address it#they certainly aren’t#gavin and lasko both think it’s hot#i mean what#who said that#poly damn crew#if you squint#they were each others new years kiss#full on move bitch to their boyfriends#i know those two get absolutely wasted together
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the “would you return as your x-men character in deadpool 3 if they asked” starter pack
aaron stanford’s lack of poker face + mentioning, unprompted, his “lasting friendships” from those movies - months before the first trailer confirmed pyro was back - made me clock that the other two must be returning, too
then they had equally terrible poker faces in their own interviews lol
#if all three of them actually show up in this movie… it’ll be the first time in 18+ years??#(and if stanford/paquin and/or all three have any scenes together?? 21 😱)#aaron stanford#anna paquin#shawn ashmore#st. john allerdyce#anna marie darkholme#bobby drake#pyro#rogue#iceman#x#i know everyone has kevin feige’s sniper rifle aimed at their heads lmao but#fingers crossed this is the opposite of DOFP + my favs aren’t done dirty for once#stanford wanted more screentime w these two + a more comic accurate look#paquin wanted comic rogue’s flying brick power set + ballsy personality#ashmore wanted more fully iced feats + has said he’s down to play bobby as gay#all cite x2 as their fav movie + filming experience of the franchise#all im saying is - after marvel nixed the teased krakoa throuple?#ryan reynolds has an opportunity to do the funniest thing 👀#i’m guessing secret wars is also a possibility for rogue and maybe bobby but i doubt pyro is in that one and i’m greedy i miss this dynamic
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Tf community I love you but sometimes ya’ll are so fucking boring-
Like, when you’re making your own continuities do you really have to make Megatron and Optimus’ backstories the same EVERY. SINGLE. TIME???? So many creative avenues and you ALWAYS choose gladiator/miner turned influential speaker and academic who seeks to improve the world. Come on man.
#I appreciate that transformers one sliced it up a bit#They’re BOTH miners who kinda grew up together#I need a continuity where megatron and Optimus aren’t the founders necessarily of the decepticons and Autobots#But two people groomed to lead those factions#kouryuu's shit#Anyways#megaop#megatron#optimus prime#d 16#transformers#macadam
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“𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅.”
Aka Suspiria(2018) if the ending was written by mya
…I’m obsessed with them, your honour
🖤🖤🖤
Their faces were hard to draw— especially tilda swinton’s— so I hope I got those down well enough
#art#digital art#digital drawing#artists on tumblr#digital painting#fanart#procreate#suspiria#suspiria 2018#susie bannion#madame blanc#veva blanc#tilda swinton#dakota johnson#my art#mya draws sometimes#you guys don’t understand how obsessed I am with this movie— obsessed with THEM#the ending pissed me off though so this is my version where susie goes back for veva#and then the two of them are unstable crazy girlies forever together🥰🥰 (I’m deranged and delusional)#you cannot tell me they aren’t gay after those scenes I will not listen❌❌
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“they would never get together” this “they would hate eachother” that!what happened to shipping two people who have never even been in the same room! why do ships have to make sense now! who cares! we used to be a proper country!
#that ship would never work out so you’re embarrassing for shipping it#shut upppp#let me ship these two characters who aren’t even in the same universe in peace#let me ship these two characters who seemingly hate eachother in peace#since when did canon matter!!!#isn’t the point of fanfic to see whatever your imagination sees fit??!#i don’t care if they will never meet eachother#i want to imagine them in a room together being cute#ao3#archive of our own#fan fiction#fanfic#fandom#my post#fairytwles diary
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“Can't remember when we walked past the O.R. sign!
(sur-ger-y!)
Can't remember passing out with her hand in mine!
(my-my-mind!!!!)
I remember waking up with my mind repaired.
(A-OK! ^^)
I remember when I realized, she wasn't there...”
Amnesia was her name….. is. so. horrifically. sadly fitting for these two in literally every single line. And I’m gonna NEED ALL OF U GUYS TO GO LISTEN TO IT NOW OK… THIS ISNT A DRILL GO GO GO GO!!!
Anyway… uhh. the fact Betty “blessed” this guy to like. An eternally long lifespan w THIS FUCKED UP OF A MENTAL STATE IS SO SCREWED UP GHGH- Like poor Simon god damn…! u kno he’d rather just keep on not sorting out his baggage and trauma forever too cuz it’d be too complicated… too much… force him to admit things about himself and about BETTY that he really really doesn’t want to… better to just leave it all unexamined.. pack it all into lil boxes so he can just try to ignore it and pretend it doesn’t exist… HE GOTTA LIVE FOREVER W IT THO… *ME BANGING ON SIMONS DOOR AT 3 IN THE MORNING*: “SIMON U GOTTA ACCEPT URSELF!!!! LOVE URSELF!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE N ACCEPT EVEN THE “BAD” PARTS OF URSELF!!!! SIMON PLEASE!!!!! SIMON EVEN PPL WHO LOVE YOU AND WHO YOU LOVE CAN HURT YOU!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE IT!!! ACKNOWLEDGE THE HURT AND ACKNOWLEDGE UR FEELINGS!!!! AND URSELF!!!!! SIMON!!!!” anyway… gGHGH YEA, SRRY. SIMON PETRIKOVS MENTAL ILLNESSES MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM GONNA EXPLODE. ANYWAY HAVE SOME ART. W a bunch of diff versions cuz I’m indecisive!
#adventure time#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#doodles#lol at tagging this petrigroff but nah I stand by it man!!!!#being a petrigroff shipper is understanding that I’m actually canon these two need som fuckin COUPLES COUNSELING. OR TO JUST BREAKUP.#like….. gGHG I LOVE BETTY BUT ALSO. ALSO… also…. these 2 have some issues… seperate and together issues. lmao#ANYWAY THO. ANYWAY THO. IM SO FUCKING EXCITED. I SAW THE NEW TRAILER. IM GONNA DIE. MY WIFE I GOT TO SEE MY WIFE#AND WERE ACTUSLLY GONNA GET SIMON MENTAL STATE SHIT YEAHHHHH!!!!#HELL FUCKING YEAH!!!!!!!!!#FIONNA AND CAKE DO NOT LET THIS NERD KEEP RUNNING AWAY FROM HIS FEELINGS FUCKING GET HIS ASS!!! MAKE HIM FACE IT AND WORK THRU IT!!!#pls!!!! if even Simon Petrikovs can start working thru his mental traumas there might be hope for all of us ghghg#uh but anyway yeah. AMBESIA IS HER NAME IS SO THEM.. STRAIGHT UP I FELT THE URGE TO EVEN LIKE. make an animatic for it!! it was so fitting!#im not gonna make an animatic cuz I don’t feel like it but!!! I saw it… I saw the animatic in my brain ghghg-#there’s a lot of typos in these tags but. just do me a favor… and pretend like there aren’t lol#fionna and cake#am I…. possibly…. projecting more mental trauma and issues on Simon. then he ACTUALLY has…#probably. yes. but!!!! he def still DOES have issues. I feel like I’m probably exaggerating the Betty ones cuz he#never really outright expresses feeling hurt by her. but also I feel like!!!! he’s the sorta guy!!! WHO WOULDNT EXPRESS THAT!#cuz he loves her!!!!! sO MUCH!! and she did so much and pushed herself so far and was trying so hard… and also she’s fucking basically d#dead now!!!! it’d be like. disrespectful of her memory…. to feel that. also what’s even the point of expressing that pain she’s gone!!!!!#she did all of that.. for him… how could he…. just. spit in the face of that#im writing those last few tags in the he perspective of simons mind btw… the things he tells himself….#anyway gGHG MAYBE I AM PROBABLY PROJECTING MORE ISSUES ON HIM THEN HE ACTUALLY HAS BUT WHO CARES MAN#I’m allowed ghghgh-#I wanna draw art of Simon having a traumatic flashback to the ‘Dont worry ull be obliterated soon!’ line and hating himself for it#ice king isn’t him!!! it isn’t him! it’s not him!!! why does that hurt it shouldn’t hurt she wasn’t talking to HIM#BUT SHE WAS#SHE WAS… she didn’t think of the ice king as Simon but he IS… HE IS AND JUST. URGHGH
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Bring your Olympian to work day
#hades game#hermes#Hermes hades#charon#charon hades#professional associates#meme#crack art#blue’s art#I adore these two so much#and where I love to see them nuzzling in cute fluffy ship art#I like them as exceptionally close platonic partners best#the type where everyone is convinced they are together#but they aren’t#probably cause they are two of the busiest characters in the underworld#let’s be real though#nothing can hold Hermes back#where I’m at in the game he keeps asking me if I want him to stop talking#and like#no#of course not#I adore you
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Finally set up my UU shelf!
Guess who the favorite is (difficulty: impossible)
#still working on getting the volumes I’m missing oof#also why aren’t there more Latla standees….. where are they….. if there’s other Latla standees I’ve had no luck finding them#also begging for a leila standee I need to have all three of them together#me two months ago: hey this anime seems interesting let’s give it a shot#me now:#I will never be able to enjoy things in moderation mark my words#anyways#rip tristan#undead unluck#ash can’t sleep
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