#APRIL NEEDS TO BE HERE ALREADYYY

[teddybearty]

Sum MOAR Hundred Liners ✨

[sillygirlblogging]

august 30, 2024

just bored, listening to a super boring lecture. i passed my second class of the term yesterday, which means im 39% done with my degree. if i had continued doing classes full time from the time i had graduated high school, i should have graduated by now probably. but it was honestly such a struggle that i likely would be failing. i just need to tell myself that i needed this change in direction in order to keep moving forward.

i'm super tired, my daughter kept waking up last night. she used to be so good about sleeping through the night but she's regressing a little. i think she may be going through a growth spurt because she seems to be waking up because she's hungry, even though i feed her every time i put her to sleep.

i just want to do something fun, like go on a trip or something. at least halloween is coming up. i'm so excited. i've been anticipating her first halloween since last year. i remember seeing all the cute halloween baby things and being like "i wish she was here alreadyyy T-T" and now she is!! i already have her costume (she's gonna be a pumpkin and i'm gonna be a farmer or a scarecrow). and i got her this cute little pumpkin hat for our walks when it gets cold in the fall. and i got her a cute little orange onsie that has like a faux "short sleeve with long sleeve underneath" type thing. i love those.

i'm also super excited for christmas. i'm hoping my best friend can fly up to visit and we can go to the little christmas village near me. and go in my hot tub. and do fun little christmas things with my daughter. i can't wait. the day we found out that she was gonna be a girl, we got her a little outfit for her to wear for christmas. she has a bunch of cute winter clothes in general. i shop in advance because i can get a lot of good deals and she has a lot of hand me downs from her older cousins.

i wonder if it will snow here and what she will think of it. it doesn't snow a lot here, unlike where i was living the previous two winters where it snows from november or even october all the way until like april. which sucks sometimes, but mostly it's ok because they have giant snow plows that are always keeping the roads clear. we don't really have plows where i live now so the roads get super super icy and scary.

omg i just thought about watching twilight once the fall finally comes (something i do every year, it's part of cultivating my fall vibes). i have to relax, it's not even september, YET. and it's still like 80 degrees consistently. let it get cold plsssss i want to be comfyyy.

probably should start paying attention to my lecture again. see ya later, void.