#can reblog if you want

[is-this-yuri]

so, no shame, i had a meltdown in response to that video i was working on getting disappeared by a crashing app. i'm autistic and emotional overwhelm is to be expected. ESPECIALLY given the stress i'm under being homeless.

i was crying quite loudly for about half an hour, and this is something i can soothe and guide myself through to vent my emotions. it's nessecary and, at this point after years of implementing coping strategies, a pretty harmless regulatory activity.

however, since i'm homeless and i live in my car, i have no private space to go through these meltdowns. they can be disturbing to witness or hear from a distance, i mean for me it often involves screaming and sobbing. but i reiterate they are not an immediate sign of danger.

apparently, someone thought a child was crying in my vehicle and called the police.

since i'm at a state park, a ranger came by to check on me and warn me the cops were coming, so i got out of there.

my question is, if you're so concerned about a potential child in distress, why wouldn't you go up to the vehicle and check on them yourself? why hide behind the police like a coward? such an 'innocent act of concern' could have really put me in danger.

police are not understanding about autistic meltdowns. they, and frankly the general public, see them as potentially dangerous. while it isn't unheard of, reports of autistic meltdowns resulting in violence are very overblown and used to fear-monger. i've never acted violently toward anyone during a meltdown, ever. but i HAVE been a victim of violence from both people i trusted and police attempting to control my meltdowns.

i'm constantly checking my surroundings to make sure i'm at least somewhat alone before having one of these meltdowns. i can't always contain them until i get to a place where i can be alone. it's not always safe to drive myself anywhere when my emotions are hightened. there is no stopping a meltdown, it WILL happen once i reach a certain emotional tipping point. a tipping point my stressful life places me right at the edge of all the time.

i don't feel safe anymore. anywhere. i'm not allowed to and cannot safely regulate my intense emotions, and there's a real risk of me being imprisoned, restrained, hospitalized, hurt, or killed because of this.

the ironic thing is the topic of the video i was working on is very relevant to this experience. this is my real, every day life, and i'm fucking exhausted of it. i'm angry. i deserve to feel safe.

[citizen-zero]

every time I see a post where a queer person refers to themself with a slur or talks about other people reclaiming slurs there’s always some dork in the notes like “not everyone reclaims/is okay with that word uwu” and tagging it “q slur” and it’s like. yeah no fucking duh you goof. maybe if you weren’t so quick to virtue signal that your digital output is safe-for-advertisers you’d be able to muster the reading comprehension to see that the OP was referring to themselves and no one else. why don’t you go back to calling effeminate gay men “fruity” because you lack self awareness and think that’s a term the TikTok gays invented in April 2022.

[the-delightful-temptation]

[ravenmccookies]

Weird phenomenon I've seen on tumblr

[shitposthalf]

being romance/sex repulsed does not mean you get to call it gross or icky

Stop thinking with your disgust reaction for the love of god

like YOU DONT HAVE TO LIKE IT

But don't be a dick about it

Like you can say "nah not for me" or "it squicks me out" or even "I find it gross" but don't remove YOURSELF from the statement, because you're treating it like fact when it's just your opinion on it

[guplia]

I came up with a new tag game!

Create a headcanon for the person you reblogged from! (Aka assume something about them lol)

No pressure tags!: @iloveacronix @greenamethyst-16 @hijabiwriter @crystaleclipse10 @mislamicpearl and anyone else who wants to join!

[lavenderfables]

When women in horror wield chainsaws. That's strap imagery.

[iero]

Now that we’re over halfway through the year, what do you guys think will be your top song of the year?

[placesyoucallhome]

Size/Height difference poses

I love height differences aesthetically, but posing them can sometimes be a pain! So to cater to those that also struggle with posing smols and tols, I have a few options-

Meant for art of any type and ask memes, for drawing, writing, photography (like gpose!), ect. Gender nonspecific and for any sort of relationship type, romantic, platonic, and antagonistic!

[jay-wasstuff]

So no one was going to tell me Logan calls Wade daddy instead of bub/ba in the spanish dub?

[tapakah0]

Song

[cryptcatz]

i have GOT to get over my obsessive worry about being a burden on others oh my god. it is okay to inconvenience people! people in your life who really care about you won’t mind being inconvenienced!! it’s literally just the human experience!!! communicate your needs for the love of god it’ll be FINE!!!!!

[theredqueenandthebloodwyrm]

Bout to start gnawing and biting motherfuckers on here, istg. Fuck you third party voters, fuck you "I didn't vote because that would taint me", fuck you holier-than-thou moral purity fuckers. Fuck anyone who voted for Trump.

[selfindulgentcompetition]

TRYING AGAIN WITH CLEARER WORDING. PLS READ BEFORE VOTING

*Meaning: When did you stop wearing a mask to a majority of your public activities? Wearing a mask when you feel sick or very rarely for specific events/reasons counts as “stopping”

[More Questions Here]

[shitposthalf]

lost a little faith in humanity today. I tried looking up to see if other people get sad/upset when kids cry in public and was instead met by people complaining and saying kids crying in public were attention seekers and needed to be punished 😢

Like,,, no they need comfort and redirecting not being punished fir being upset what the hell

[oooocleo]

im doing it folks.... im promoting myself... bc id very much like to grow my patreon to cover all my monthly bills! its the only way to view full versions of the erotic work ive been feverishly drawing🧐

link here!

dont be surprised if u sub and u dont see the full versions of the above - theyre always on the linked discord server before they go on patreon dfggfd (this better be fine with TOS theyre all just looking for lost contact lenses thats why its so blurry also)