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so, no shame, i had a meltdown in response to that video i was working on getting disappeared by a crashing app. i'm autistic and emotional overwhelm is to be expected. ESPECIALLY given the stress i'm under being homeless.
i was crying quite loudly for about half an hour, and this is something i can soothe and guide myself through to vent my emotions. it's nessecary and, at this point after years of implementing coping strategies, a pretty harmless regulatory activity.
however, since i'm homeless and i live in my car, i have no private space to go through these meltdowns. they can be disturbing to witness or hear from a distance, i mean for me it often involves screaming and sobbing. but i reiterate they are not an immediate sign of danger.
apparently, someone thought a child was crying in my vehicle and called the police.
since i'm at a state park, a ranger came by to check on me and warn me the cops were coming, so i got out of there.
my question is, if you're so concerned about a potential child in distress, why wouldn't you go up to the vehicle and check on them yourself? why hide behind the police like a coward? such an 'innocent act of concern' could have really put me in danger.
police are not understanding about autistic meltdowns. they, and frankly the general public, see them as potentially dangerous. while it isn't unheard of, reports of autistic meltdowns resulting in violence are very overblown and used to fear-monger. i've never acted violently toward anyone during a meltdown, ever. but i HAVE been a victim of violence from both people i trusted and police attempting to control my meltdowns.
i'm constantly checking my surroundings to make sure i'm at least somewhat alone before having one of these meltdowns. i can't always contain them until i get to a place where i can be alone. it's not always safe to drive myself anywhere when my emotions are hightened. there is no stopping a meltdown, it WILL happen once i reach a certain emotional tipping point. a tipping point my stressful life places me right at the edge of all the time.
i don't feel safe anymore. anywhere. i'm not allowed to and cannot safely regulate my intense emotions, and there's a real risk of me being imprisoned, restrained, hospitalized, hurt, or killed because of this.
the ironic thing is the topic of the video i was working on is very relevant to this experience. this is my real, every day life, and i'm fucking exhausted of it. i'm angry. i deserve to feel safe.
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actually the idea that Dick, the eldest, the only one who ever wore the cowl long term, the only one who raised a Robin on his own, is also the only one who can successfully, perfectly replicate that barked ROBIN! in Bruce's voice? the only one who can pull that exact tone from the depths of his soul, to the point where his voice is identical, so identical that old Robins like Jason are obeying before their minds even realize their bodies are moving? that Dick is the only one, has always been the only one, who can channel Bruce's voice? can channel Batman himself? I am going feral
#rambles#after that last panel reblog#yes I know there's the trope where all the batkids say ROBIN#but what if dick was the only one who could ever convincingly say that#what if from everyone else it was always a little off#still recognizable but#dick sounds like Bruce#or does bruce sound like dick?#it's the whiplash of hearing your own father's voice come from your chest okay#because you two are closer than anyone can ever understand#even if you don't want to be#his voice is THERE#and you know it like your own#batman#bruce wayne#dc#batfamily#dick grayson#nightwing#it doesn't belong to you but it's YOURS okay#jason todd#red hood#robin#batfam#batkids
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Weird phenomenon I've seen on tumblr
#like i understand how frustrating it can be to make art and for it to get no attention#but that ain't an excuse to shame and threaten people into reblogging#some of y'all need to relearn some manners ffs#like christ#usually anything to guilt trip/shame ppl into reblogging does the opposite#because good god who the hell wants to spread the guilt tripping?!#anyways back to you regular tagging schedule#my art#doodles#rambles#comic#my sona#furry art#furry
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do you love the color of the songs
#this was a horrific idea i hope it plagues you with its Length (it could be worse)#this was actually a synesthesia practice but i toned it wayyy down to maintain the sky's color. u can see it if u squint#i can reblog w the og if we really want this to be egregiously long <3#maccadam#soundwave#laserbeak#ravage#frenzy#rumble#buzzsaw#transformers#vart
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I came up with a new tag game!
Create a headcanon for the person you reblogged from! (Aka assume something about them lol)
No pressure tags!: @iloveacronix @greenamethyst-16 @hijabiwriter @crystaleclipse10 @mislamicpearl and anyone else who wants to join!
#i didnt assume anything cause i didnt reblog this from anyone but you can tag me too if you want :]#tag game
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When women in horror wield chainsaws. That's strap imagery.
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Now that we’re over halfway through the year, what do you guys think will be your top song of the year?
#personal#You can reblog this and put it in the tags if you want. :)#I know mine already I think.#Mulholland’s Dinner & Wine by Declan McKenna I love you dearly. <3
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Size/Height difference poses
I love height differences aesthetically, but posing them can sometimes be a pain! So to cater to those that also struggle with posing smols and tols, I have a few options-
Meant for art of any type and ask memes, for drawing, writing, photography (like gpose!), ect. Gender nonspecific and for any sort of relationship type, romantic, platonic, and antagonistic!
#art meme#pose meme#height difference#drawing meme#ask meme#this is less about sending me things and more i wanna see other people use it#i have things i need to draw you people need to reblog so i can send things#idk why people don't use pose memes for gpose its not just about drawing#also i wanted obvious options for the smol being something other than soft uwu delicate sort#let smols be gremlins#i just need to feel like ive done something because i currently feel like a useless pos
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So no one was going to tell me Logan calls Wade daddy instead of bub/ba in the spanish dub?
#im coming for my spanish mutuals - you are all on my list. i found out from another user in my reblogs.#if you guys want the spanish dub - there is no eng subtitles but u can have it playing on the background#we had spanish dub background with the english movie with eng sub playing on mute and omg it was so funny 😭#- send me a message and I'll drop u the link to the spanish dub if u want it#but yeah - DADDDYYY???? IN THE HONDA SCENE TOOOOO!!!??#deadpool#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#wolverine x deadpool#logan howlett#wade wilson#logan x wade#wade x logan#deadpool & wolverine#wolverpool#poolverine#wolverine#marvel#spanish#espanol#papi#spanish dub#ryan reynolds#hugh jackman#lgbtq#gay#honda odyssey#he also calls Johnny papi too lmfaooo
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i have GOT to get over my obsessive worry about being a burden on others oh my god. it is okay to inconvenience people! people in your life who really care about you won’t mind being inconvenienced!! it’s literally just the human experience!!! communicate your needs for the love of god it’ll be FINE!!!!!
#i want to throttle myself sometimes over this#personal#disability#this is abt disability for me but anyone can reblog#actually disabled#chronic illness#actually chronically ill#spoonie#chronically ill#disabled#the ppl who truly love you will accommodate your needs. those who don’t? ditch em
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Saying farewell to the fanon names, in my own special way…
#ace attorney#my art#ace attorney investigations#aai collection#aai2#prosecutor's path#prosecutor’s gambit#ace attorney posting#ace attorney shitpost#yumihiko ichiyanagi#sebastian debeste#eustace winner#kay faraday#justine courtney#verity gavelle#raymond shields#eddie fender#athena cykes#apollo justice#this is prolly the last thing I’m posting with the ftl tags but you can reblog w them of course!#I’m just doing this for myself. to make my own life easier.#I’m not trying to make fun of those who prefer the ftl or otl names.#want to make it clear the joke here is that there’s gonna be one hell of a discrepancy for the foreseeable future.#specifically when it comes to new fans and old content. I’m very sorry for the chaos you are going to witness soon.
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Song
#I... I'm tired of words and can't physically reblog anything???#There are plenty of things I want to reblog and I saw some fanarts I go crazy about#and even ANIMATIC#I SAW TMS ANIMATIC#Set me free my brain#Also#Cass#Moon#Universe#Firstly my lungs left my body when I saw your reactions#Secondly you know you can just put a needed tag below without any reactions yes? I don't want you to force yourself or anything XDD#I'm just doodling when have time and powers pffht#wip#<- I think it will be a wip.....#animation tag#marble sky fanart
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Bout to start gnawing and biting motherfuckers on here, istg. Fuck you third party voters, fuck you "I didn't vote because that would taint me", fuck you holier-than-thou moral purity fuckers. Fuck anyone who voted for Trump.
#“the country is more divided than ever” damn right it fucking is#sorry I didn't believe in voting for a convicted felon and piece of shit#the only people I'm not pissed off at right now are people who voted Harris or literally couldn't vote#damn right I'm contributing to the polarization of America#that man isnt even good for the Republican party ffs#vent#yall can reblog if you want#bout to hop off here in a bit#my post
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mirror, mirror
alternate version (warning for spoilers)
#reblogs appreciated :>#if you want to listen to the song that i listened to on repeat for this it's yaelokre's 'birdcage blue and yellow'#the context behind this is that i wanted to draw a lucanis keychain design just for myself but i got carried away#(and also i wanted to record a speedpaint but i have no idea how to video edit 😭)#also! lowkey a redraw of my first lucanis drawing because i feel like ive gotten better at drawing him!!!#lucanis dragonage... mwah#dragon age veilguard#dragon age#if u guys like it we'll see if in the far off future i can make fan merch hehe#lucanis dellamorte#ibon draws#lucanis#antivan crows#fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr
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Seen on Insta and looked to confirmed, Google replaced Palestine by Isnreal on Google map,I can’t believe it…
Please help our friends as much as you can they need help, we can’t let this happen, please donate if you can and do your clicks ! ❤️🖤🤍💚🇵🇸 Add fundraisers to this post so we can help as many as we can !
Edit : apparently untrue, as in never been there in the first place which is also horrible… please reblog anything you see that could help 🇵🇸
#PLEASE REBLOG#i don’t have money to donate yet but please do if you can#my map is in french but it’s similar enough#I’ll add some later I just want to tell you all fast#google#gaza#palestine#free gaza#free palestine#israel is a terrorist state#gaza genocide#save palestine#i stand with palestine#all eyes on palestine#palestinian genocide#palestine news#support palestine#gazaunderattack#gaza strip#save gaza#help gaza#stand with gaza#palestine genocide
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