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one y/n tells nico everything about mat, especially about how he forgot her birthday, nico is making every single birthday the biggest and best he can
- cal anon
It’s not even so much that Mat forgot her birthday (Nico remembered that before they were even dating) but the way he withheld affection from her as a form of manipulation/punishment. It hurt Nico to hear how she had been treated.
Nico’s a quiet person naturally and would rather prove something through his actions than words. Y/n used to avoid him when he was in a bad mood, not wanting to fight like Mat used to.
Nico also had to get better at communicating and reassuring y/n he wasn’t mad at her. He was patient with her and put in the work, going to some of her therapy appointments with her, so they could have a lasting relationship.
He definitely makes a point to acknowledge her birthday every year even though it’s in the middle of the season and she’s extremely grateful to have him in her life.
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Fruit mealspo ✨🍓
All pics from 📌 credits to them
my website:
www.llikeanangel.com
#@n@ diary#@n@ buddy#@n@ tips#@na buddy#@na motivation#@na rules#@na vent#@nor3xia#@nor3×14#@tw edd#tw ed but not sheeran#th1n$pø#tw edtwt#tw ed ana#thinspø#th1nsp1ration#tw ed sheeran#⭐️ ing motivation#star ⭐️#⭐️ anon#⭐️vation goals#⭐️rving#⭐️ve#low cal meal#tw skipping meals#mealsp0#mealspø
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“losing weight won’t make you happy”
uhm… YES IT WILL
#⭐️ve#ana0rex1a#⭐️rving#@n@ buddy#@n@ tips#@na buddy#@na rules#3d relapse#@n@ diary#@na motivation#🪶 anon#a4a diary#⭐️ anon#anorexies#th1gh g@p#pro for me not for thee#th1n$pø#th1nsp1ration#starv1ng#low cal diet#weight loss diet#weight loss#i wanna lose weight#body fat#thinspø#anor3c1a#anorexla#anoresick#ana buddie#anorexigenic
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just finished the jedi survivor campaign and i am Desperate for Cal and Merrin (and bonus Kata?) anyway They are my only thoughts rn
(also i love your artstyle sm, it tickles something in my brain that makes your art so much fun to look at)
GOOD THOUGHTS TO BE HAVING and thank you!! i will now use you as an excuse to post this little merrical kids re-design/doodle sheet i did that has one (1) kata
#i feel like i redesign the merrical kids every 6 seconds but i THINK IVE GOT THEM DOWN NOW lol#i did the doodles and then was like gasp. i swear there was an ask i was saving as an excuse to post art i need to find it so thank u anon#merrical kids#cal kestis#merrin#nightsister merrin#kata akuna#giving her a headscarf to match the picture of her mum <3#star wars#thanks for the ask!#askbox closed#my doods#outfit design
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th!nspø collage
me core??
#4norexla#⭐️ ing motivation#low cal diet#anadiet#4nerex1a#anor3c1a#4nor3xia#tw thinspi#thnspo#thnsp0#th!n$piration#th!nsp0#th!n$p0#⭐️vation goals#⭐️rving#⭐️ve#star ⭐️#⭐️ anon
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I need every thought on Sam Winchester you have STAT bc u are SO correct he is SUCH a munch to the point I think he forgets about the rest of sex sometimes like he just wants to make you feel good AAAAAA
HE DOES FORGET ABOUT THE REST OF SEX!!!! He will literally be down there until you remind him that he, like, actually also enjoys being taken care of.
I don’t think he’s that into receiving oral (he won’t turn you down, but he would much rather do something else!), but I think he looooooooooves seeing you covered in his cum.
He has a breeding kink too but I think he likes to finish on your stomach/chest first and then go a second round because his refractory period is a bit shorter than most AND he is the king of overstim. On you, on him, he doesn’t care, if you’re having a good time he’s having a good time!
Younger Sam especially, though, I think is more adventurous? If that makes sense. He’ll finger you in a graveyard for a quickie or eat you out in the hotel room or, on one very very memorable occasion, bend you over the hood of whatever car he can find and fuck you real good!!! Older Sam wants to keep that all to himself but he would definitely make you ride his thigh if he was lounging in the library/living room of the bunker and everyone else was out.
Iiiiiiii don’t think he necessarily enjoys being called anything other than his name or ‘baby’/‘babe’ etc.? I think hearing you say his name boosts his ego a lot in bed, in that breathy tone when he’s getting ready to push inside.
Sam only uses condoms if he’s having a one night stand or he doesn’t want to make a mess (or, if you can get pregnant and you’re not on the pill. He doesn’t want to bring a baby into… you know. All of that. But he DOES want a baby he wants a baby real bad and I think that after the events of the show he FUCKS YOU LIKE HE WANTS YOU PREGNANT! Breeding kink king I fear 😔)
He talks to you real sweet I think! All up in your guts and cooing at you like “oh, I know you can take it, baby, you have before, haven’t you?” “So pretty, so fucking pretty, love you so much, angel.” “You’re so pretty when you take me all the way in. Can you feel me in there? I’m riiiiiight abouttttt… here…” and then he presses down on your stomach with a little giggle.
The KING of giggly sex I fear, he wants to giggle and kiss you breathless and play wrestle you for dominance and then kiss you slow while he worships you the way you deserve
Sam Winchester the man that you are…
#☆cal writes!#anon <33#sam winchester x female reader#sam winchester smut#sam winchester#sam winchester x reader#supernatural x reader#supernatural#supernatural smut#guys I love him#like so much I love him so much#Sam the man you are…#Sam Winchester my beautiful princess
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*Shaking and throwing up*
PLEASE MORE CAT AGENDA!!!! CAT AND ZUKO PLEASE NOW!!!!!!!!
Love u
[ID copied from alt text: A drawing of Zuko smiling with a cat perched on his shoulder. End ID]
i gotchu bbg
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What if cal gave bode one of his lightsabers the other half? or?
That would've been really cool. Had Bode's identity been discovered earlier, had his fear not kept him from trusting the Hidden Path, he would've been an even more powerful ally for Cal and the Mantis Crew.
Sometimes I think about how, aside from Cere and Cal facing Vader at the end of Fallen Order, Cal has never fought alongside another lightsaber in the games. Every other saber was held to his head by an Inquisitor, a Sith Lord, a Memory, a Raider, or a Fallen Jedi.
Trilla, Masana, Ghost Tapal, Malicos, Vader, Dagan, Rayvis' Raider lieutenants, and Bode.
Cal needs powerful foes to challenge him, and allies who help but never surpass his (aka the player's) ability. Ludonarrative harmony is important when balancing the story and gameplay elements, and Cal's role as a lone warrior plays into both.
But the Jedi series also cares a lot about symbolism when it comes to lightsabers. In Fallen Order, Cal's entire character arc is represented by the condition of Jaro's saber. He wrestles with his identity throughout Survivor, and after fighting so many fallen Jedi and their kyber-bled weapons, he builds pyres for Cere, Cordova, and Bode. Any hope of a Jedi ally is gone.
Knowing Cal's saberstaff can split into two pieces, I'm curious to see if the third game would incorporate this with a (potential) Force-sensitive Kata story? But that's probably a whole different post.
#just thinking about the symbol of the Jedi being wielded against Cal over and over and over#how Cal was given his master's saber through terrible circumstances#and how he may end up in a position to pass that saber on again#(but NOT die! that's also a whole different post)#thanks anon! sorry for going way off topic of your original question#asks#cal kestis#bode akuna#merrin#jedi survivor#star wars jedi survivor#jedi survivor mod#jedi survivor spoilers#photomode#star wars
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Request
#hospital dirk#homestuck#hom3stuck#my art#dirk strider#curiouscat request anon asked for hospital dirk#I‘m assuming they’re talking abt ottiliere‘s AU#I love ottiliere#lil cal
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I don’t know how to explain any more clearly that it doesn’t MATTER if it seems legitimate to you. You have got to fact check every single headline and post and claim on the left just like you need to do on the right.
The left is NOT immune to misinformation and rushed reporting. And the more emotionally polarizing or shocking the talking points, sound bytes, and headlines are, the worse it is and more frequently it happens.
Learn to verify through multiple independent sources. If you can’t do that, you can’t trust it.
If you have to wait extra hours for the real information to come through vetted channels—NOT just one individual somewhere everyone links to, and not just one single media source either, EVEN if it’s a major news network—thats just how it has to be. What news outside of genuine local disasters near you TRULY needs your outrage and post-sharing in the next hour specifically?
Misinformation works best by not seeming like misinformation and by fitting in with the rest of what you already expect to see. It doesn’t help anyone to not be able to recognize and avoid the stuff.
#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?#and before I get any angry anons saying I’m making the argument that both sides are the same#I am not. and nowhere did I say that#and if your immediate reaction to any amount of criticism of leftist spaces or communication#is knee jerk outrage and defensiveness#this is an invitation to explore why that is for you.#this isn’t about anyone on here this is from conversations I’ve had with a few people IRL who have shared leftist misinformation a lot#so if you’re feeling attacked by this post and I haven’t directly spoken to you multiple times about misinformation with you responding bac#this isn’t. a vague post. about you. okay?#I cannot reiterate enough THIS IS AFTER IRL INTERACTIONS NOT A CAL OUT VAGUEPOST#and as one final note. IF YOU FOLLOW PEOPLE. WHO CONSTANTLY USE. THE MOST INFLAMMATORY WORDING CHOICES POSSIBLE.#YOU SHOULD NOT FOLLOW THOSE PEOPLE NO MATTER WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT.#no one communicating in true good faith to ALL PEOPLE about facts uses loaded language more than occasionally#the sooner you learn that the better. and that really starts narrowing down the pool of who you want to actually listen to (while still#verifying anything they tell you)#get higher standards!!!! and read some books or watch lectures about actual effective communication to broad groups without using tribalism#and also. anyone on the left trying to convince you of massive efforts and conspiracies that are anti everything#is also wrong 99% of the time and not a good source to listen to#never EVER assume conspiracy when it can be more simply explained through either#ignorance obliviousness incompetence financial greed or misunderstandings#the end. I’m really done this time. I’m just sick of seeing so many people fall prey to this#shh katie#cult escapee#politics and current events#don’t get swept up in the constant tsunami of performative online activism#election 2024#world events
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in my mind y/n teases nico or pisses him off just so he’ll have his way with her. it’s not even accidental, she’s planning this shit OUT so she can get her man
- cal anon
Nico catches on pretty quickly in their relationship but he doesn’t say anything. She could just ask him to be a little rougher sometimes but she seems to enjoy the teasing so he just lets it happen.
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White thinspo 🤍☁️
All pics from 📌 credits to them
#@n@ buddy#@n@ diary#@n@ tips#@na buddy#@na motivation#@na rules#@na vent#@nor3xia#@nor3×14#@tw edd#tw ed but not sheeran#th1n$pø#tw edtwt#tw ed ana#thinspø#th1nsp1ration#tw ed sheeran#⭐️ ing motivation#meanspø#low cal meal#low cal restriction#low cal diet#low calorie meals#low cal food#⭐️vation goals#⭐️rving#⭐️ve#star ⭐️#⭐️ anon
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starting this to feel better about myself and not hate what i see in the mirror 2 months down the line
any support would be awesome (please give me tips in the comments and recommendations on low cal foods <3)
sw : 119.05 (height : 5'4)
gw : 104
goal : lose 15 pounds by halloween
daily cal limit : 1300 cals (burn 250-300 cals a day)
note: ik 1300 might be considered a lot for the 4na community but as someone who has lost 23 pounds in the past by ⭐️ving, trust me it'll mess up your metabolism and gaining it all back will be so much easier
workout : (5 days a week)
https://youtu.be/0-8RnZPF0JA?si=nCAEshywVgX3OzBV x2 times a day
youtube
youtube
12 3 30 treadmill workout (12 incline, 3mph for 30 mins a day
i also plan to cut out all sugar
ill be updating daily to keep track of my progress
day 1 (26/08/24) : ✅ (119.05)
day 2 (27/08/24) : ✅ (119.05)
day 3 (28/08/24) : ✅ (120.5 wtf)
day 4 (29/08/24) : ✅ (119.9)
day 5 (30/08/24) : ✅ (118.9)
day 6 (31/08/24) : ✅ (118.3)
day 7 (01/09/24) : ❌ (117.7)
day 8 (02/09/24) : ✅ (117.7)
day 9 (03/09/24) : ✅ (117.7)
day 10 (04/09/24) : ❌ (117.7)
update : sorry for not updating this for a while guys, i was sick so i had to hit pause on my diet :/
will be continuing from tomorrow tho :)
day 17 (11/09/24) :
#tw ana mia#anadiet#tw ed ana#tw ana rant#tw ana bløg#⭐️rving#⭐️ve#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️ anon#bulim14#ed but not ed sheeran#@tw edd#4norexla#4nor3xia#4narex1a#4nablr#tw mia#thinspø#tw thinspi#tw skipping meals#tw 3d vent#low cal diet#ana tip#@n@ tips#@na motivation#@nor3×14#@n@ diary#@nor3xia#@na vent#@na buddy
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caldre nsfw headcanons under cut.
(plz don't heavily interact if ur like under 16, ik I can't control it but yk.)
their first was initiated by cal and reciprocated by andre.
it happened well after they started planning zd, well after they realized how alike they are. by then they had already bared their truest self out to eachother. all their violent and fucked up desires, so why not keep going?
they were having one of those conversations, talking about their mental health and desires to die and cause harm and getting very emotionally intimate. I think andre said some shit like, I've never been this real with someone before. you're are the only person who knows me. really knows me. so, cal js fucking kisses him. a deep and incredibly desperate kiss, like he was starving. andre backs out and he js stares, wide eyed, at cal. and cal is so scared. that is the first time andre saw cal look scared.
andre kisses him back and they don't stop. cal climbs on top of andre, swinging his leg over him in an attempt to get closer. he's sitting on andres lap and both of their hands are all over eachother. both of them get hard embrassingly fast, and one of them accidently grinds on the other. they both stopped when that happened, shocked. andre would start to say how this isn't right or he isn't gay, so cal would reply, do you want to stop? obv, andre says no. so then cal would be like, great, fuck it. and then they'd be back all over eachother, grinding and making out. bc of how worked up cal was he'd come first, but not by much. afterwards, they were both surprisingly giddy. but they did need to awkwardly wash some jeans.
tdlr: their first time they both grinding on eachother and came in their own pants. js two desperate, hormonal, teen boys.
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they have a fucking codename for having sex. smth stupid, but sweet. I got this from a fic, and in it they called it "syncing". I feel like andre def started calling it that, cuz he's the one into military shit. they use it so they don't need to say it, and they can kinda distance themselves from what they are doing bc of how shamed gay sex was. internalized homophobia and all that. I feel like they would also be so afraid of zd being blamed on their sexuality so so much, so this small thing would add js another layer of protection.
this ain't nsfw really, but it's like they live a secret life with eachother. they act differently together around others then they do in private, like a code switch. they are always hiding in daylight out of shame.
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cals sex drive is either 1 or a 100. when he wants it, he wants it. he can get so desperate. once he greeted andre in the school hallway by whispering, "youre going to fuck me tonight." and then js acted like he didn't say anything bad.
when andres the one who wants it bad, he gets whiny. he will literally beg cal to let him be inside him, he'll say shit like "I'll be quick, I'll make you feel so good." after, he'll lowkey pretend that he didn't js beg like a dog. cal teases him for it. sometimes he'll purposefully work him up to that point.
(also if it ain't obv, andre tops and cal bottoms. BUT I can see them switching like once, but I feel like andre wouldn't like how gay it would make him feel.)
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they take anger and frustration from everything out on eachother during sex. andre got thrown into a locker and called a fag?? he will fuck cal hard and ruthless into the mattress to be in primal control of smth. cal is mad at humanity cause he spent another function quiet and resevred in the corner? he pushes andre around and leaves bruises everywhere.
they will talk abt violent fantasies of things they want to do to enemies and humanity during sex. yeah.
they have def talked abt how great zd is gonna feel and how they will be like gods while fucking.
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cal likes to be hurt during sex. bruises, bites, he loves getting bitten. he enjoys purposefully not doing enough prep so it hurts for a little bit.
andre likes to bite and bruise. match made in heaven. he does also enjoy pain, but not as much as cal.
tw sh!!! there has been times when andre will purposefully irritate cals healing scars. it's up to u to decide if they got freaky enough to cut eachother during sex.
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right after, andre gets really affectionate compared to how he normally is. he cuddles and hugs cal close to his body and does shit that he'll call gross and cringe normally like kiss him on the check.
sometimes tho, cal will get weirdly sad and quiet after sex. andre will try his best to talk to him abt it, (which isn't vv good) but they never really do. it's his depression and the drastic fall from pleasure to normal, kinda like the freaky version of feeling sad after hanging out w a friend for a long time.
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and ermmm. that's it. I did not mean for this to be this long but I guess reading gay porn fics way to young payed off <3
#freaky hcs#freaky warning#this is for u freaky anon#caldre#zero day#andre kriegman#cal gabriel#canon compliant: romance route#zero day 2003
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hello there! I would love to read any of your thoughts/fics about Cal and/or Danny!
OR?! I could never pick between them, but for the sake of introductions let's start with thoughts because the fics are coming don't you worry. They just need a little fine tuning
Teeny thoughts/HCs for both below the cut (it's yap central up in here)🥰
Cal
I'm so obsessed with the way he talks, like absolutely entranced by his cadence and I love every scene of him telling some story. and I know that he'd know that, maybe not right away but eventually he'd recognize the look you give him around the bonfire while he's talking to the group is the same one you give him late in the evening close to the final page of your date nights. OH MY GOD!
when you find out he speaks french! i'm woozy just thinking about it, (i don't even care that i can't understand quebecois for the life of me) you'd ask him to say something to you just so you could hear the sound of it. even if he's gotten a little rusty since he hasn't has anyone to speak it with, and even if all he can recite are the few stories he remembers from his childhood, or motorcycle parts he's learned from the translations on the back of manuals. like a late night and you cant sleep and you just want the sound of his voice to relax to...he might not totally understand the attraction, but he's not one to look a gift horse in the mouth and if you're into it who is he to deny you such a simple wish?
and I don't think he'd be the type to be one of those "my old ball and chain" guys, like he's undoubtedly in love with you and in love with being around you as often as possible. so if you're home while he's working in the garage he's setting up a lawn chair for you to relax in, just to keep him company, if the weather's nice he's putting it out in the sun for you and if it's a little too hot he sets you up in the shade with a little cooler with whatever the two of you are into that week. and he's certainly not letting you lift a finger. not because he thinks you'll break something (which like you might, but who am i to judge) but because he doesn't want you getting grease all over your outfit or roughing up those soft, pretty hands of yours. he just wants your company
Danny
for right now in this moment, i'm all over the idea of being his "girl back home" like he's out in chicago with all these bikers getting into god knows what kind of trouble, while you're safe at home just thinking about him every hour of every day. of course he calls whenever he gets the chance, but it's never a sure thing with the amount of time he spends out on the longer runs. and long distance calls are expensive, but every time he does it's so precious. the few times you hear some new midwestern phrase or pronunciation slip in and get a few extra seconds on the call just to poke a little more fun at him.
the guys get ahold of his wallet one day and can't believe he's kept you a secret this long. 3 different pictures of you sit in the accordion folded holder between the fold of his wallet and he thanks god for the feeling he got that morning he should change the ones he had in before (much more,,,invigorating if you will), for these three that he brought with him too, just to be sure he can see all your different expressions every time he reaches into his back pocket.
AND WHEN YOU COME TO VISIT!! at first he's not so sure it's the best idea, worrying you won't like the guys or something might happen once you're there, but all that is secondary the moment he thinks about how long it's been since he's last seen you, and before he knows it he's calling you back and taking you up on that offer to get a week off of work and coming to see him. Once you're there he's not leaving your side for a minute, firstly because he feels the need to let everyone else know you're his (and that you are real, as much as Zipco and Wahoo tried to get him to admit to the pictures in his wallet being magazine clippings because what's a girl like you doing with a pinko "college-boy" like him) and second because he's missed you so much for so long and he doesn't know the next time you'll be back so he's getting every second he can with you
and oh goodness are you impressed with this new look he's adopted. so different from what he used to wear to class or out walking around the city together, but still it fits him so well. your knees almost give out the 3rd day of your visit when he comes out from his bedroom in a black tank top and his denim vest...and maybe you do feign heat exhaustion just so he'll take you home early on the back of the bike he's spent so many phone calls telling you about...just because the heat was a more internal kind doesn't mean it's any less real. or maybe the exhaustion was just that you were getting tired of seeing him look that hot without doing anything about it. either way he hasn't seen you pull him up his apartment stairs that fast since you first started dating
and not maybe, but certainly, your trip goes from one week to two to a month until the tragic reality of responsibility sinks in and you realize you really are running out of clothes...
#PuhLEEEEEASE tell me if anyone wants more#my fingers itch to type#my mind yearns to let your visions come to fruition#also#i'm so sorry...i'm too connectican#i don't know what else to call new york besides “the city”#like “where are you going for that concert?” “the city”#that's a real conversation#anyway#i love them#let me marry all of them please#reverse harem except i'd want them to share each other too#mara’s mumblings#mara's fics#mara's anons#the bikeriders#cal the bikeriders#cal x reader#danny lyon x reader#mike faist x reader#boyd holbrook x reader#the bikeriders x reader#the bikeriders fanfiction
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I read your Sam Winchester eating out fic and I can't hold it back anymore.. i NEED to share the worms.... Dean Winchester with gun play. I CANT HANDLE IT -🧅
☆ Kinktober Day 7: Gun Play! ☆
(GN!Reader)
God onion anon. You're so right and so real. This is a kinktober post bc I'm insane and I feel crazy. Formatted like a headcanon post!!
When Dean sees you eyeing his guns with something kind of like lust and when you tell him how sexy he looks with a handgun, he immediately starts cleaning his guns meticulously. If he's going to bring them into the bedroom they're going to be clean because he doesn't want you turning into some creature via blood exposure or something. He has nightmares about it. Sexy nightmares, up until that point, but.
He talks with you a little about it. But I think he's the kind of guy who jumps into stuff a little too fast and hard uknow... plays it fast and loose.
He runs it down your chest, presses it a little bit harder over that sweet spot between your legs. Runs it over the seam of your jeans while he murmurs in your ear about how he loves that little scared look in your eyes, kissing at your jaw as you hump at the gun weakly, desperate for any friction he can give you. He's mean about it, biting your neck when you beg him for more. Condescending tone bleeding into his words when he takes the gun away and you whine.
When he gets you settled on your knees in front of him, he holds his gun in front of the bulge in his pants and makes you suck it. "Go nice and slow, baby, you know how I like it." with a stupid grin on his face as he takes you by the hair and guides the gun into your mouth. Treating his gun like it's his dick, slowly fucking it in and out of your mouth while he tries really really hard not to cum in his pants.
"My dick's bigger than this, baby." He's taunting when you gag. His dick isn't made of metal, though. "You can take it, huh? Don't let me down, now."
Once he decides that you've been warming his gun in your mouth for long enough, he gets you to ride him with the gun trailing across your clavicle, cool+wet metal against your warm skin. He nudges the gun against your tip/clit to push you over the edge after making you hold off. When he's done- which, realistically, is about an hour later, because he makes you cum again with the gun pressing down on your abdomen as he mutters in you ear about how dirty you are for letting him use a gun to defile you- he shows you that the gun was empty and the safety was on. He wants you to know he would never hurt you. Ever. Not even for his pleasure.
(Knife play is a whooooooole other animal. Give him time. He'll get into it eventually. Especially when you lightly scar a sweet little 'D.W.' on the top of your thigh.)
#☆cal writes!#dean winchester#dean winchester x reader#dean winchester x gn reader#dean winchester smut#kinktober#kinktober smut#supernatural x reader#supernatural#supernatural smut#anon <33
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