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rate the typology dynamics of my closest friend group
me: ENTP so739 LIE VLFE sCu/E/[I]
my boyfriend: INFP so469 IEI ELVF r[L]u/A/I
friend no1: ESTJ so371 LSE VELF (?) [S]lO/E/I
friend no2: INFJ sp126 EII LFEV r[L]oA/I/
#we've got a pretty fun mix#gotta say im very unsure abt the py types for friend 1 & 2 but shh#i think what makes this group work is that we're pretty much evenly split on everything except the I in big 5 lmao#also the fact that we're all bisexual#im the only C one. thats fun#typology#my typology#mbti#enneagram#socionics#psychosophy#big 5#levis leavings#also hey! looking for typology moots#mutuals#moots
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Don't relegate valuable personalities to such cheap slums.🍁 _𝓀𝒶𝓏𝒾 𝐹𝒶𝒾𝓏 𝒜𝒽𝓂𝑒𝒹
@designerdollar
#c suit#powerful woman#ceo aesthetic#personal growth#productivity#getting your life together#balance#likeable#on being likeable#making friends#friends#popular#authentic friendship#dealing with personalities#extrovert#introvert#personalities#Imagine#fanfictrashdump#spectrum of enneagram#survive#adopt#Character Personalities#16 personalities
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❝ women’s hearts are lethal weapons ❞
val ! ✩ she/her ✩ minor ✩ jason grace’s gf (REAL) ✩ speak now obsessed ✩ gracie abrams lovebot ✩ summer baby ✩ certified procrastinator ✩ professional listener ✩ pathological people pleaser ✩ general amaya’s #1 fan ✩ fitz vacker defender ✩ honorary grammar police ✩ kpop stan (mostly ggs) ✩ my moots’ cheerleader ✩ under the illusion i can write ✩ somewhat smart ✩ cabin 13 girl ✩
dni: if you are racist, homophobic, xenophobic, support kill all ___, sexist, 18+ only, religiophobic, creepy, toxic, or literally just a jerk, please leave!
byi: i swear sometimes!! i also adore using cute nicknames and pet names for my moots!! if you don’t feel comfortable w/ that or anything else, please let me know <33
moots - wattpad - ao3 - carrd - follower event (coming soon ⁉️) - save the children!
•̩̩͙⁺ the basics ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘
call me valerie/val or twisted!!
she/her, straight (heterosexual), minor (18+ only acc’s please do not follow), 18+ do not interact unless i interact first or we are moots (on my list or to be added- i am the judge of who is to be added), cancer (zodiac, but i don’t believe in them), Christian (i post about it sometimes), << summer baby, entp (mbti), 8w7 (enneagram), ambivert, slytherin, cabin 13, shade (guys i swear i wasn’t trying to be edgy or smth with the past two and this 😭😭 i took the official quizzes i promise lmao), swiftie, kpop fan, staying up writing until 4am gives me life, purple is the best color (this is not up to debate, only yellow even comes close), proud notes app writer, CATS > DOGS (occasionally my verdict changes), bunny lover, chronic platonic sofitzer, i’m either hyperactive or extremely tired (there is no in between), people say im smart, but sometimes i feel like the biggest idiot ever lmao, and ofc dex dizznee’s much needed publicist (my favorite role of mine ever)!!!
•̩̩͙⁺ music ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘
taylor swift, olivia rodrigo, sza, conan gray, alicia keys, emei, gracie abrams, maisie peters, sabrina carpenter, laufey, queen riri (rihanna), adele, beabadoobee, tiffany day, le sserafim, ive, newjeans, itzy, nmixx, stay-c, aespa, everglow, txt (baby fan), illit & more kpop, lizzy mcalpine, pheobe bridgers, nessa barrett, pinkpantheress, claire rosinkranz, lyn lapid, alessia cara, reneé rapp, mckenna grace, and more!!
as i hope you can tell, i like a lot of music :)
•̩̩͙⁺ books ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘
pjo, hoo, (never read toa, but yes, ik what happens in tbm), the rrverse, kotlc, city spies, ss (spy school), alex rider (not done with rr), the academy for the unbreakable arts,
and my many other fandoms i’ve forgotten about (dead magisterium fandom oop-)
i’ll add more fandoms as i remember them lol
•̩̩͙⁺ ships ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘
rayllum, clauderry (stfu they’re adorable), percabeth (otp energy), sokeefe, dexiana, tiana (yes i know im the most indecisive bitch ever shut up you toad /jjjj i actually love u platonically), jason grace x ME (/j but i do love him lol), and more!!
•̩̩͙⁺ blogs ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘
side blog: @yourtangledpromises
taylor blog: @iknowplxces (guys this is so abandoned + has my old intro 🤮 ignore this js trust - august 15 2024 val)
and perhaps more?? (muahahaha)
•̩̩͙⁺ side note ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘
if you’d like to be added to my moots list, or talk, please tell me (by wonder girls)!!
if we’re moots we’re actually bffs now (you just don’t notice it yet)
if i don’t respond to your ask/tag/rb/literally anything immediately i am not ignoring you!! i’m just lazy or busy and will do it later <33
im your biggest fan btw
1 Corinthians 16:14
with love,
valerie
#yayyyyy#pinned post time babyyyy#basically just me rambling abt myself lmao#pinned post#∿ 𖨌 {🧭} ₊˚.⋆☾ navigation ៸៸﹡.❤︎︎#ʋαʅ#intro#updated enneagram august 14 2024#updated removed coming soon blogs + updated Taylor blog desc august 15 2024
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Nami's intro!
MY ASK GAMES (they're all the same, just different fonts/cosmetics!):
Pastry/Sweets themed yandere ask game
Sea/ocean/tropical themed yandere ask game
Floral themed yandere ask game
ANONS:
-🍰 anon
-🪡 anon
-✨ anon
-🌰 anon
-🌌 anon
-🦝 anon
-🖥️ anon
-🦠 anon
Hello Hello!~ I'm Nami, if you couldn't already tell ^^''
I come from a very small village in Finland, where beaches/the ocean and the stars are worshipped. I'll be using this blog as my little ramble wall for my yandere tendencies. (*^‿^*)
A little background about me; I've been a Japanese exchange student in Okinawa, Kyoto and Numazu; my greatest wish is to go back one day, this time to experience the high school life.
My Aesthetics include: Jirai Kei, Scene and Himekaji!
My diagnoses include: C-PTSD; BPD (Type 1 and 4), Bipolar disorder; and Leukocytosis along with sickle cell anemia.
A bit of my background: I've been hospitalized my whole life for my weak body; Everyone around me from the day I was born have subjected me to almost every category of abuse.
My hobbies: Gardening; Kendo/Kenjutsu, Writing, piano, cosplay, baking, cleaning, sewing. Housewifing (cooking, baking, cleaning). Art, stargazing, tarot readings.
My passions: Japanese history and folklore; Forensic Pathology and medical science; My garden; especially my tangerine orchard! ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ
Favourite food: Tangerines, Taiyaki, Takoyaki, Kakigōri(─‿‿─)♡
Favourite song: Edo Gimmick; Sunshine Pika Pika Ondo; Secret Garden, Backlight; Where the wind blows, Propose, Insanity.
Favourite artists: Ado, Rebzyyx
Favourite color: Cyan, Orange; Fuschia.
Words that describe me: Internet, sleeping, chronically online (ಥ﹏ಥ)
I'M 15 YEARS OLD SO 20+ DNI!!!
Dislikes/hate: CHEATERS; CHEATERS!! spiders and bugs.
Favourite animal: Fox, Seal and Tiger
Favourite youtubers: Pewdiepie, Markiplier, Ulttis, Sillis, LDshadowlady, Ihascupquake, flamingo, Jacksepticeye, MKGamerr, Caseohh
Favourite flower; Buttercups, chocolate cosmos, spiderlily, bleeding heart, Weeping Begonia.
Personality explained with a few words: Extremely shy, to the point I can be perceived as stern (╯_╰)
Hyperfixations: Minecraft Storymode, One Piece, Love Live School Idol Project, Creepypasta.
all my fandoms: (I dont know if i forgot to put my dear hatchet man but it's supposed to be there. along with horimiya and a bunch of other rpg horror games)
NOTE; IM IN A LOOOT OF OTHER FANDOMS SO I TEND TO FORGET!!! (i forgor to put huniepop..=)
My top kins: Shirahoshi; Akane Kurokawa; Mikan Tsumiki; Kobeni; Toriel; Mafuyu Asahina; Nene Kusanagi; Chara; Kris; Kotonoha Katsura; Yuri (DDLC); Pomni;
MBTI: ISFJ (SI FE TI NE)
TRITYPE: 692
ENNEAGRAM: 5W4
SOCIONICS: SEI
ATTITUDINAL PSYCHE: LEFV
MORAL ALIGNMENT: CHAOTIC NEUTRAL
BIG 5: NEUROTICISM
BIG 5(SLOAN): RLUAI
SEXUAL: 3 and/or 5
INSTINCTUAL VARIANT: SP/SX
AGREABLENESS: 75%
CONSCIENTIOUSNESS: 75%
OPENNESS 80%
TEMPERAMENT: MELANCHOLIC DOMINANT
SUN SIGN: AQUARIUS
MOON SIGN: ARIES
RISING SIGN: GEMINI
ZODIAC: AQUARIUS
BIRTHDAY: JANUARY 22ND
BOUNDARIES!
Anti's, Fetishizers, homophobes, judgmental people, terfs, etc DNI!!!
20+ DNI!!!
INTERACT: other irl yandere's!! Everyone with the same interests as me!
And that's about that.. ╮( ̄ω ̄;)╭
Thank you for visiting my page!!!_:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_
#irl yandere#obsessive love#yandere#actual yandere#yanblr#yanderecore#female yandere#yan blog#yancore#irl yan#yandere girl#clingy yandere#spilled thoughts#intro post#yandere thoughts#obslove#obsessive thoughts#obsessive yandere#actually obsessive#yandere blog#yandere things#yandere tendencies#yande.re#yandere gf#yandere community#obsession#obsessivecore#Nami's seaside🦭��#actually bpd#bpd thoughts
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Ok question about Cassia in particular, if she ever met Rise Leo, how would they interact. It seems like that would be an interesting duo to me where they might get along great or absolutely hate eachother's guts. What if Rise Donnie is there too? Also are all of your OCs from the TMNT 2003 world? or, universe rather
full disclosure that i've barely interacted with rise; almost all of my exposure to it has been osmosis via being around other tmnt fans/seeing it pass by my various feeds.
but i know enough to know that if you put them in the same room together, someone would likely say "oh no, god made TWO OF THEM???" and then the universe would divide by zero, and we'd all implode.
i think the biggest difference between them (again: limited exposure to rise; sorry if this is inaccurate) is that cassia's more capable and willing to drop the goofy facade and take things seriously when needed. despite her tomfoolery, she IS my most stable OC of the four, having regularly been to therapy since she was young and knowing how to self-reflect, identify what she's feeling, and manage it. she's a lot more emotionally intelligent than she lets on, and--in enneagram terms--is on the healthier side of her 7 where she's willing to slow down and process the heavier feelings.
as for rise!don... my gut feeling is that she'd butt heads with him a lot and potentially become easily frustrated around him or generally Done With Him™. we don't like the energy we've created in the studio today. the vibes are off. i don't think they'd be outright antagonistic toward each other, more so they're just... personalities who don't jive. oil and water and all that.
and yes! all my OCs are from/for the 2003 iteration. c: it's the one i'm familiar with, the one i grew up with, and the only one i have any real interest in engaging with and expanding on! this isn't to say i think lesser of the others, of course! '03 is just what i know, and it's where i like to spend my time and energy. 🖤
#;letters#;tmnt oc: cassia dubois#[ :D THANK ]#[ from what i know about the rise universe it seems to have ... cassia's usual energy >xD ]#[ i think she and leo would get along great because he seems Extra™ and she is Extra™ ]#[ don tho... i can sense her rolling up a newspaper to swat him with from here ]#[ and we never saw him alive again /lh ]
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Stardew Valley MBTI x Enneagram: Alex
Following my last post about the Stardew marriage candidates and their MBTI types, I've been learning more about Enneagram, how it pairs with MBTI, and how it changes some of the typical characteristics of each type.
The Enneagram and MBTI complement each other wonderfully, providing greater depth and understanding of how a person interacts with the world [Cognitive Functions] and their motivations why [Core Desire/Core Fear]. So without further ado, here are my thoughts on each marriage candidate's Enneagram paired with their MBTI, starting with Alex.
Alex - ESTP 3w2: “The Ultimate Showman”
“ESTP 3w2 lives for the limelight and adoration. However, there’s more. The ESTP 3w2 is goal-oriented with a touch of generosity. They are the game-changers and dealbreakers. Because they have type 2 as a wing, they also want appreciation for their heroics. They turn the aggressive nature of the ESTP into something more entertaining to watch.” – Personality Hunt
Alex’s Core Desire: To be successful
The core desire of the ESTP 3w2 is to be successful. Alex's dream is to become a professional gridball player -- and enjoy all the fame and fortune that comes with it. He measures his success and sense of self-worth on external admiration and appreciation from others.
"You know, I used to want fame and fortune, but lately I've been starting to sing a different tune.”
“Yes... I know. That's why I've been so determined to be successful with my sports stuff...Make it or not... As long as I try my hardest, I think [my mom]'d be proud. Thanks.”
Alex’s Core Fear: To be seen as a failure
The core fear of the ESTP 3w2 is to be seen as a failure. Alex fears being viewed as a failure or worthless, especially by those closest to him. He perceives his sense of failure or worthlessness from external criticism or other's lack of appreciation [whether real or not].
“… [my dad] ruined everything for me and my mom… he'd drink all night and tell me I'm worthless, that I'd never amount to anything.”
��That's insane. You're just jealous that I'm talented and popular and you're not.” ---------------------------------------------------------------------------
How Enneagram 3w2 changes typical ESTP behaviour: New Strengths
1. Extra Charming
ESTPs are naturally charming, but ESTP 3w2s take this to a new level. Type 3s are excellent at persuasion and subtle manipulation, enhancing the ESTP's natural Extroverted Feeling [Fe] ability to woo and flatter others.
Examples:
“Hey, now that's what I'm talking about! You're cooler than I thought.”
"Heard you caught some kind of rare fish? I'm impressed. Your arms must be stronger than they look! pinch … not bad!"
"Hey, Farmer. Did you do something different with your hair? Something keeps grabbing my attention.",
"Hey, you look like you're getting into some good shape this summer! All that farm work is paying off, huh?"
2. More Helpful
Type 2s are known for being helpful, and because of this, ESTP 3w2s often find joy in helping others. Their motives might sometimes be questionable due to being type 3 but mature 3w2s can make generous and inspiring leaders.
Examples:
“If I ever make a lot of money, I'll make sure all my friends and family are taken care of. That means you, too.”
“I've been setting aside a few scraps for Dusty. He deserves a treat now and then.”
"Hey, honey! I made you a hot breakfast. If you want to get strong, you have to eat like you mean it!” "I'm still getting used to cooking and doing laundry… It's not exactly my favorite, but I knew what I was getting into when I married you." "There's a couple things around the house that I'm going to try and fix today. Don't worry about me, I'm not bored."
3. More Tactful
ESTPs are known for being blunt and tactless, but 3w2s realize that to help get what they want, being tactful has benefits. This only applies if they want to get close to someone or if it's with someone they respect. With everyone else, they typically don't care.
Examples:
“Oh wow...your shoes are a little dirty... but that's fine, too! Different people have different tastes I guess.” [Four Hearts] [Beach invite accept] "Of course you do. If you didn't I'd think you were crazy. Or some kind of nerd" [Beach invite rejection] "Really? You must be some kind of weirdo."
4. Better Work Ethic
The combination of Type 3 and ESTP makes them highly self-motivated and goal-oriented. As a result, ESTP 3w2s are true powerhouses of determination who go hard for their beliefs and stop at nothing to achieve their dreams.
Examples:
"I'm going to be the first professional gridball player from Stardew Valley… There's no doubt in my mind. I already led my school's team to the regional playoffs… Now I'm just training and getting stronger so I can claim my spot on the roster of the Zuzu City Tunnelers. You just wait!
5. More Disciplined
ESTPs aren't the most organized people, but because of the ESTP 3w2s' need to be successful, they are a bit more disciplined than typical ESTPs; However, they still tend to be scatterbrained in other aspects of life.
Examples:
“I'm going to do two hundred sit-ups tonight. I'm pretty dedicated, aren't I?”
“Oh, I almost forgot! It's my day for doing push-ups! Every time I do push-ups I try to do one more than last time.” “You have to work really hard if you want to achieve your maximum potential.”
“ My arms are really sore, but that's the sign of progress for a guy like me. I must've done a thousand push-ups yesterday.”
"Sorry my room is so messy. It's just hard to always remember to clean. I'm trying to get better, though."
6. Better Fashion Sense
Due to their primary function [Extroverted Sensing], ESTPs typically have an eye for beauty or aesthetically pleasing things. ESTP 3w2s, however, take their appearance much more seriously than just simple appreciation. Because type 2s and 3s are highly concerned with public appearances and reputation, ESTP 3w2s have a strong sense of fashion.
Examples:
“Did you get new pants? You're doing something right.”
“Did you do something different with your hair? Something keeps grabbing my attention.”
“If my hair wasn't so popular with the ladies, I swear I'd shave it all off in a second.”
"There's some weird people living in this town…like that guy Sebastian. Why does he wear black all the time? I don't get it."
New Weaknesses
1. Loss of Identity/Self-Awareness
ESTP 3w2s are masters at adapting to people's desires and emotions but they also risk losing their sense of self in others. As a result, ESTPs wear a facade for long periods. And when they have to drop the mask, they can't remember who they are.
Examples:
"I've started to realize that… well, that I've been really rude towards you in the past. You know, about going pro and all that. I guess I might not actually be cut out for professional sports… maybe it was just a childish dream… you know? " "Look at all these books. I haven't read a single one. Just the thought of cracking one open makes me nervous. But you can't make a decent living in this world without a brain…I'm worthless…"
2. Need for External Validation
Because ESTP 3w2s are self-image-focused, they highly value motivation and encouragement through external validation - it gives them the drive to keep pushing. The dangerous side is that they can view their accomplishments as less valuable if they don't receive recognition for their efforts. They can fish for compliments or get cranky if they don't feel appreciated. At worst, this can lead to serious self-doubt. But ESTPs are tenacious and will quickly bounce back regardless.
Examples:
"*sniff*... "Oh… Farmer. You saw me crying. ... "So… What are you thinking right now? "Well, there's no sense sitting around sniveling… let's head back to town. "Um… Farmer? Don't tell anyone I was crying. Okay?"
“Hey, can I ask you something? Do you think the ladies like my haircut?”
“Hey, I've been practicing twice as hard so I can turn pro and prove you wrong. You just wait.”
"Well, I'm not going to give up! If I work hard, I can do anything!"
3. Mild/Moderate People-Pleasing
"The need to be appreciated and to excel makes the ESTP 3w2s mild people-pleasers. However, make no mistake. The act of people-pleasing is only done when it benefits them. This personality type is always playing the long game. If people pleasing can get them there, so be it." - Personality Hunt
Examples:
“Hey Farmer girl. You've got a nice tan going. The more I practice this summer, the easier it'll be for me to go pro. Then you'd be able to say you knew me once. Cool, huh?” Hey, when I turn pro you can say you were my first "fan". Not bad, huh?
"Hey, you must be getting pretty strong working on that farm all day. Maybe you'll reach my level some day. Something to look forward to, huh?"
4. Chronic Workaholics
ESTP 3w2s have an incredible work ethic, but this can also be detrimental if they aren't careful. ESTP 3w2s who don't prioritize their health and relationships alongside their goals risk becoming workaholics. This is especially true if they become competitive or are trying to help someone else achieve their goals alongside their own. Their personal well-being and relationships often suffer as a result.
Examples:
“I've been trying to do more reading lately... I feel like I've been neglecting my brain for years because of my athletic obsession.”
5. Bad Financial Decisions
ESTPs aren't the best at managing money, and being a 3w2 makes this even worse. Because they want to impress others, they will often make extravagant purchases to look more successful or affluent than they really are. This can also apply if they want to appear helpful to others, giving expensive gifts beyond their financial means.
Examples:
“I got these new shoes yesterday 'cuz my old pair had a brown smudge. I just threw them into the garbage.” "Hey, Farmer. Before you head out…I hate to ask this… but can I have 5,000g? It's for a secret project I'm working on… I know we have a joint bank account, but I thought I should ask anyway."
"Thanks again for the money, Farmer. It was a fun project for me, and all the guys seem happy with it!"
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Conclusion
Though it can be challenging to type Alex [or any fictional character, for that matter] with 100% accuracy, given everything we know about his character and his personal growth throughout the game, I believe is strong evidence to suggest that Alex is an ESTP 3w2.
His Enneagram type 3 desire for fame and recognition, paired with his MBTI cognitive strengths as an ESTP, makes watching his character transform from an arrogant, superficial man with an unhealthy obsession with becoming a professional athlete into a caring, supportive, and devoted friend/partner to the farmer incredibly satisfying. Do you agree that Alex is an ESTP 3w2? If not, what type do you think he is? Let me know your thoughts in the comments :)
--------------------------------------------------------------------- References:
Personality Hunt: ESTP 3w2 - The Complete Guide
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Felt homesick, decided to make a character sheet for myself. We be copin /lh
I'll update this probably
╔════════ Basics ════════════ ╠ Name: Kai Wanderwitt ╠ Earthly Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius ╠ Gender: genderfluid ╠ Gender presentation: very fluid ╠ Pronouns: any ╠ Orientation: demisexual, panromantic, polyamorous ╠ Species: shapeshifter ╠ Dynamic: astac (assigned stella at creation), sola ╠ Scent: orange and cedar
╠═══════ Appearance ════ ╠ Height: Short king (like 1m55) ╠ Eye color: left eye is green, right one is purple (void magic infused); both change hues when his emotions shift ╠ Body Mods: sometimes they dye their hair; they've got magic-infused tattoos, all over that shift with life, they change hues depending on his mood; they've got angel fangs piercing (and some on their ears) ╠ Scars: two square in the chest, nearly forms an 8, one on the hip, and multiple littler ones ╠ Default form: humanoid; black crow wings; sometimes claws and dog ears. ╠ Favourite Forms: australian shepherd, cockatiel, crow, bat and satyr. ╠═══════ Personality ═════ ╠ Green Flags: remembers little details about people they love; very in tune with animals ╠ Negative traits: a plan? what plan?; impulsive; self-sacrificing ╠ MBTI: ENP(-T) - Campaigner ╠ Enneagram: Type 4w5 ╠ Alignment: Chaotic Good ╠ Archetype: The Fool ╠ Tarot Card: The Hanged Man ╠ Crystal: Turquoise ╠ Animal: Dog ╠ Flower: Carnation ╠ Plant: Arrowhead ╠ Element: Fire ╠═══════ Tastes ════════ ╠ Favourite food: most teas and infusions, coffee; pasta with cream sauce with broccoli, pizza, french tacos ╠ Most hated food: red meat, belgian endives, cabbage ╠ Favourite color: green, purple, yellow, teal ╠ Favourite plant: weeping willow ╠ Favourite flower: birds of paradise ╠ Favourite scent: old books and coffee ╠ Favourite animal: bats and foxes ╠ Favourite weather: rainy days ╠ Favourite crystal: citrine ╠ Hobbies: art (performance arts are his faves), gardening, cooking, learning (folklore, history, science,...), phytotherapy ╠═══════ Health ════════ ╠ Neurodiversity: autism, adhd, borderline, bipolar, c-ptsd ╠ It's all autism??: stims a lot, echolalia ╠ Biggest Struggles: sensory issues; hates ticking sounds ╠ Disabilities: chronically fatigued, chronic back, hips and leg pain from one of said legs being shorter than the other; needs a soul stabiliser since their incident with the Void or they'll glitch out ╠═══════ Magic ════════ ╠ Birth: / ╠ Magic's Origin: experiments "augmented" him (higher constitution) when they were a toddler; communed with the Void while trying to pull someone out of it ╠ Magic: illusion, light reality bending, bardic inspiration (influence emotions and the world with music/performance), healing, sees and senses souls/intentions/emotions ╠═══════ In World ═══════ ╠ Role in the Sanctuary: gardens, teaches some magic to kids, cooks, heals, maintains tombs, takes care of animals on the property ╠ Team: / ╠═══════ Picrews ═══════
╠═══════ Animal forms ═══════
╠═══════ Media!Kai ═══════
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Hi, could I request a mbti, big 3, and enneagram for Charlie Morningstar, Vaggie, Emily, Carmilla carmine, Velvette from Hazbin hotel? If so, please and thank you!
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Hi there, sweetie! I really hope you like this a lot!
Charlie Morningstar's MBTI Type, Big Three, Enneagram and Moral Alignment
MBTI Type: ENFP [The Campaigner]
ENFP types are generally very outgoing and lively, preferring to go out rather than stay in. They love conversing with other people and generally process their thoughts externally.
They are great problem solvers and enjoy figuring out how everything is connected. They tend to focus more on the future than the present.
Campaigners like to keep the peace and avoid conflict. They care more about subjective principles than logic and fact.
They are flexible and spontaneous, preferring to keep their options open. They dislike routines, schedules, and strict rules.
Big Three: Cancer Sun, Libra Moon and Sagittarius Rising
Cancer Sun: Ruled by the Moon, Cancers are emotionally mature, intuitive, sensitive, and artistic. They are guided by their tender, loving, and protective hearts.
Libra Moon: Moon in Libra is makes for a relationship-oriented individual. They may base their decisions upon how they are viewed by others.
Sagittarius Rising: Sagittarius risings are jovial, optimistic, and full of energy. They sparkle with confidence, and you can't help but sparkle back when you're around them.
Enneagram Type: 2w3 [The Host]
Basic Fear: Enneagram type two wing threes fear being unwanted or worthless. They usually avoid this by building personal connections with others and working hard to meet the needs of the community.
Basic Desire: Their most basic desire is to be loved and accepted. They may express this by being extremely attentive and attached to other people.
Hosts tend to suppress their own negative emotions, which, when done frequently, can lead to high levels of stress or unexpected outbursts.
Moral Alignment: Neutral Good [The Benevolent]
These characters seek to do good, but are flexible in how they achieve it, valuing both order and freedom.
Vaggie's MBTI Type, Big Three, Enneagram Type and Moral Alignment
MBTI Type: ISTJ [The Logistician]
Introverted ISTJ types process the world internally. They tend to feel drained after social events and need time alone to recharge.
Highly pragmatic, they tend to focus more on the details, rather than the bigger picture. They make decisions based on what they see and know right now.
Logisticians prioritize logical thinking and are more concerned with facts than emotion. They believe the truth is more important than people’s feelings.
They are very structured and organized, preferring to plan ahead and follow rules and processes. They are disciplined and have a strong work ethic.
Big Three: Capricorn Sun, Virgo Moon and Taurus Rising
Capricorn Sun: Capricorn is ruled by authoritative Saturn, which is why they tend to work hard toward advancing themselves in earthly matters.
Virgo Moon: Virgo Moons use their calm nature to gain deep clarity on matters, filtering questions through their kind, but reasonable, lens.
Taurus Rising: Those with Taurus risings exude grace and sophistication, and handle business with a sweet disposition.
Enneagram Type: 6w5 [The Guardian]
Basic Fear: Sixes with five wings are afraid of losing their guidance and stability. This is often expressed through their skepticism of the world.
Basic Desire: They have a strong desire for security, which they tend to show by protecting themselves and others. They seek close and stable relationships.
Guardians tend to defend themselves by projecting their own feelings onto others, which can often enhance their distrust of the world.
Moral Alignment: Lawful Neutral [The Judge]
These characters are all about order and organization. They strictly follow laws, regardless of whatever it leads to good or evil outcomes.
Emily's MBTI Type, Big Three, Enneagram Type and Moral Alignment
MBTI Type: ENFP [The Campaigner]
ENFP types are generally very outgoing and lively, preferring to go out rather than stay in. They love conversing with other people and generally process their thoughts externally.
They are great problem solvers and enjoy figuring out how everything is connected. They tend to focus more on the future than the present.
Campaigners like to keep the peace and avoid conflict. They care more about subjective principles than logic and fact.
They are flexible and spontaneous, preferring to keep their options open. They dislike routines, schedules, and strict rules.
Big Three: Sagittarius Sun, Cancer Moon and Libra Rising
Sagittarius Sun: Sagittarius is governed by the expansive planet Jupiter, and is known for a free-spirited, globe-trotting, philosophical mindset — and wild streak.
Cancer Moon: The emotions of Cancer Moons have no limits, restraints, or depths. This is a cosmic placement that often leads to sweetness, kindness, emotional awareness and responsibility.
Libra Rising: Finding balance in life is essential for Libra risings, who prefer things to be even-keeled and civil.
Enneagram Type: 2w3 [The Host]
Basic Fear: Enneagram type two wing threes fear being unwanted or worthless. They usually avoid this by building personal connections with others and working hard to meet the needs of the community.
Basic Desire: Their most basic desire is to be loved and accepted. They may express this by being extremely attentive and attached to other people.
Hosts tend to suppress their own negative emotions, which, when done frequently, can lead to high levels of stress or unexpected outbursts.
Moral Alignment: Lawful Good [The Crusader]
These are characters who believe in truth, honor and order. They always strive to do the right thing, even at a great personal cost.
Carmilla Carmine's MBTI Type, Big Three, Enneagram Type and Moral Alignment
MBTI Type: ESTJ [The Executive]
ESTJ types are very high energy. They’d rather spend their time with other people than alone.
They tend to pay more attention to the details of a situation. They make decisions based on what they see right now.
Executives base their decisions on what makes sense, rather than what feels right. They listen to their head, not their heart.
They are responsible and like to plan ahead. They hold themselves accountable by making lists and following set processes and rules.
Big Three: Virgo Sun, Taurus Moon and Capricorn Rising
Virgo Sun: Governed by communication planet Mercury, Virgos are the thinkers of the zodiac. Virgos process information with diligence and use facts to solve problems.
Taurus Moon: The Moon loves to be in the zodiac sign Taurus. Those with Moon in Taurus delight in the earthly pleasures and seek out emotional security.
Capricorn Rising: Capricorn ascendants are known for their efforts and diligence when it comes to attaining success and prosperity.
Enneagram Type: 1w2 [The Activist]
Basic Fear: People who are type one with a two wing generally have a basic fear of being immoral and making impure choices. They avoid this by making a conscious effort to make ethical choices.
Basic Desire: They also have a natural desire to be upstanding and humane. They try to fight for the rights of those less fortunate and love being hands-on in making a difference by volunteering in their community.
Activists tend to respond to negativity by redirecting their emotions in order to gain a sense of control. In type ones with two wings, this may lead to sudden outbursts or breaking points, as they work through their emotions more externally.
Moral Alignment: Lawful Neutral [The Judge]
These characters are all about order and organization. They strictly follow laws, regardless of whatever it leads to good or evil outcomes.
Velvette's MBTI Type, Big Three, Enneagram Type and Moral Alignment
MBTI Type: ESFP [The Entertainer]
ESFPs are very outgoing and lively people. They thrive in groups and prefer not to spend too much time alone.
They are very observant, focusing closely on the details rather than the grand scheme. They think in terms of the present.
Entertainers tend to prioritize emotion when making decisions, concerning themselves more with how their decisions will affect others. They are empathetic and diplomatic.
They rely more on opportunity than rigid scheduling. They are spontaneous and playful people, with a passion for finding new adventures.
Big Three: Leo Sun, Aries Moon and Scorpio Rising
Leo Sun: The Sun rules the sign Leo, which is why Leo Suns all about ego, will, and character. They’re known to be creative, playful, and bold.
Aries Moon: Lunar Aries are known to be emotionally responsive and impulsive at times, as they lead with fiery passions over than logic or reason.
Scorpio Rising: Prone to turning heads, Scorpio ascendents ooze with magnetism and dynamism. They're not known to back away from a challenge.
Enneagram Type: 8w7 [The Nonconformist]
Basic Fear: Eight with a seven wing fear being controlled by others. They dislike authority and prefer to work alone.
Basic Desire: Their basic desire is to remain in control of their own lives. They also want other people to be free, and are often advocates for those less able.
Nonconformists defend themselves by denying vulnerability. They don’t want to appear weak and therefore avoid situations that may leave them exposed or defenseless.
Moral Alignment: Chaotic Evil [The Destroyer]
These characters value their own freedom and power, and will stop at nothing to achieve them, even if it means causing chaos and harm to others.
#disneymbti#hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#vaggie hazbin hotel#emily hazbin hotel#carmilla carmine#velvette hazbin hotel#mbti types#enfp#istj#estj#esfp#astrology#zodiac signs#cancer sun#libra moon#sagittarius rising#capricorn sun#virgo moon#taurus rising#sagittarius sun#cancer moon#libra rising#virgo sun#taurus moon#capricorn rising#leo sun#aries moon#scorpio rising
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I genuinely cringe SO hard when I see that 16personalities “-A” and “-T” shit. (It’s not even mbti) Like it is a genuine pet peeve. I’m beginning to feel that way about enneagram wings, too, but eh, I feel like wings have more merit. 16p just slapped on a big5 trait onto their glorified big5 test, so now people who don’t know about functions think that the difference between an ENTJ-T and an ENTP-T is one letter. It’s actually, like, A LOT. ENTJ’s use the cognitive functions Te, Ni, Se and Fi. ENTP’s use the cognitive functions Ne, Ti, Fe and Si. Very different. And, like, I don’t wanna go into these people inboxes like “erm ackshully, this this and this” because A) they probably don’t care, and that’s fine. B) they might find it rude, for whatever reason. People don’t like being corrected… I don’t think. C) Ignorantly people who double down just aggravate me more.
It’s not that I don’t see any merit in letter typing. I see where it’s coming from, I just can’t stand 16p, specifically.
#lemons random rants#mbti#myer briggs#myer briggs type#typology#16personalities#typologyblr#I made some typology userboxes a while ago btw. socionics and mbti. and enneagram#the mbti ones kinda suck. socionics are meh. I like the enneagram ones tho#I didn’t use yerich.net at the time so they were kinda amateurish.#I just. I don’t really have anything truly against 16p people because like- we were all there at some point. it’s a canon event#but I just cringe so hard at certain phrases#’I’m an INFJ-T’. ‘last time I took that test I got ISFP-A. I should take it again.’ ‘I’m an intuiter.’#I’m starting to feel that way about enneagram wings too#the people who had the worst takes when it came to typing me were people who used wings…#[I cut a large tangent out of this. but basically they don’t understand subtypes.]#[like the fact half of the people on one post I made said sx6 and the other half said sx9w8. yeah very similar types guys.]#[sarcasm]#someone said 1.#the only good opinions were on a longer post I made where I went into more detail. someone said sx4 someone else said sx6#i feel like a so4 with strong sx4 traits
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hello my good friend mx surge! what kind of music do you like/prefer, genre-wise? got any favorite songs? and then can i get some favorite lyrics? smile! and. tell me what characters/stuff the lyrics make you think of if you'd like to go that far! doesn't have to be any characters I'd know about or even any at all. i am Curious <- all /nf! do as much as you like. i love asking questions and hearing your thoughts 🫡🫡 —marley
hello my wonderful friend marley! eeee I love talking about music. this is gonna be a long one
(disclaimer: I am admittedly Very Bad at genres, so I'm gonna give you artists and maybe you can decide for yourself what genres they are)
AJR is a big one, I could talk for days about AJR. they're one of the only bands I've been to a concert for (very very good concert, very fun, very dramatic, highly recommend, they are clearly showmen, not just musicians, and that makes for entertaining shows). I'm unironically following someone on tumblr who posts ONLY AJR stuff because every time I see the name "AJR" it's like a visceral reaction that makes me grin. ooh, also Twenty One Pilots. I love then. looking forward to their new album
I listen to a lot of broadway. some of my favorites are Be More Chill, Mean Girls, Six, and Titanic the Musical, just to name a few. I love seeing live shows especially- I saw Something Rotten not too long ago, and the Nick was BRILLIANT it. was, admittedly, a high school production, but nonetheless. he danced a lot, even unchoreographed dancing in the background, just like, vibing, and it was so obvious that he was just having a good time and enjoyed being there (the actor, that is, not the character) and I just liked watching him
oh, and Sleeping at Last! I first discovered them by their Atlas: Enneagram album, because I'm a nerd and adore personality tests (I'm an INTP and a 5 in case anyone was wondering), but I've been slowly absorbing the rest of their music, and it's all so beautiful
favorite songs... hm. I can't not say "2085," the closer to AJR's most recent album, and perhaps the most emotionally devastating song they have released as of yet (which is really saying something). best lyrics from that song are undoubtedly the last bit, where they say "you gotta get better, you've all that I got," then it gets softer and the lyrics change to "I gotta get better, I'm all that I've got." HEARTBREAKING /pos. I mean, I like that part enough that I wrote a whole fic inspired by it. one of my very few angst fics. "All That I've Got," a Minnesconsin fic (link here if you're curious). by the way, the first song of that album, "Maybe Man," is also a banger, highly recommend
I love "96000" from "In the Heights" (I think it's only in the movie version, not the musical version? not 100% sure though). ooh this song makes me crazy. this song... ok. I can't talk about this song without being a bit weird about it, but stick with me. this song always makes me think of the people on the Titanic. I read a book once with fictionalized versions of a few of the Titanic's officers and crew members, and once I was listening to this song and when it got to Sonny's verse, all I could think about was how exactly it matched fifth officer Harold Lowe's vibes. it's not really the lyrics, but several of the verses just remind me of various crew members' vibes. and it's. it's just a great song
"Air Catcher" by TOP. that's another wonderful song. always makes me think of Iowa to Wisconsin, for no particular reason. best lyric is "I don't believe in talking just to breathe," which is an idea that always appealed to me
Tyler Joseph is a BRILLIANT lyricist, actually. other great lyrics by him:
"our words are loud but now I'm talking action" (Neon Gravestones)
"for us to think is to be alive / and I will try with every rhyme / to come across like I am dying / to let you know you need to try to think" (Car Radio)
"death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit" (Heavydirtysoul)
"haunted by a couple big mistakes / she covers all the dents with the way she decorates" (Redecorate)
"like an "I love you" / that isn't words / like a song he wrote that's never heard" (Shy Away)
I love "despair" by leo. always makes me think of florida talking to loui (in a queerplatonic way, of course). another great floui song is "Tightrope" from The Greatest Showman, but I picture this one as loui to florida
holy moly this is even longer than expected. I'll leave you with this for now. you've probably gotten a good grasp of my taste by now haha. thank you sm for the ask, I had a delightful time answering :D
#ajr#twenty one pilots#tyler joseph#musicals#broadway#the maybe man#maybe man#something rotten#in the heights#titanic#harold lowe#wttt florida#wttt louisiana#wttt floui#wttt iowa#wttt wisconsin#marley!!#<- yeah that's right I'm giving you a tag. I'm astonished I haven't done so sooner#ask box
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♡ ⸺ Name: Maya/Rain
♡ ⸺ Birthday: 7.13
♡ ⸺ Age: 18 (just turned 18 a few months ago)
♡ ⸺ Gender Identity & Pronouns: she/they, agender but frankly I don't care for gender
♡ ⸺ Sexuality: bi, preference for men. Monogamous.
♡ ⸺ I am (Yandere/Darling): darling
♡ ⸺ Looking for (Friendship/Romance/Queerplatonic Relationship): all, strong preference for romance
♡ ⸺ Looking for a (Yandere/Darling): yandere
♡ ⸺ Thinking of a friend/romantic partner/queerplatonic partner, I am looking for: someone interesting that likes to talk a lot about anything and everything. Someone that's very interested in me, idc if it's in an obsessive way. Someone that likes to talk most of the day, whether on text or on a voice call. Someone that likes debating, cinema and TV/anime, science, ect. Someone caring.
♡ ⸺ Small details about myself (interests and love language, for example): I love Blood C, Great Pretender, Death Note, Monster, and Junji Ito. Love debating and talking about literally anything, whether it's about a show, books, gender, morals, or the best type of cake (strawberry shortcake obv). My love languages are quality time and physical touch. My personality type (based on cognitive functions) is INTP, enneagram is 5w4 548, I suppose that might be a bit helpful to assess what kind of a person I am though I don't exactly believe in typology.
♡ ⸺ Extra information: I have depression and anxiety but it's not that noticeable tbh, you'd only know if you saw my room or talked to me when I have weird thoughts in 3am. I'm very passionate and blunt, I can be a bit mean at times and I get I have dark humour. I'm very monogamous just so you know, I'm a little possessive and I like when others are very possessive of me.
♡ ⸺ Contact information: @mayarainsposts is my blog here, my discord and snap is may3505e
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#The Lovesick Bakery#「 🐇 」 Darling.#「 🍰 」 Looking for Romance.#「 🍪 」 Looking for Friendship.#「 🍫 」 Looking for Queerplatonic Relationship.#「 🥧 」 Looking for a Yandere.#yanderecore#yancore#darlingcore#yandere#yandere blog#yanblr#actually yandere#irl yandere#irl yan#irl darling#actually obsessive#obsessive love#obslove#possessive love#yandere coping#yandere community#yandere thoughts#yandere things#yandere dating#yandere love#lovesick
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⟡ About Lux Froehner
Twisted from the Raven in Snow White ✦ more about Lux Froehner under the cut
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Full name: Lux Froehner Nickname(s): Reine corbeau (Rook), Phantom Jelly (Fantomuzerī-Senpai) (Floyd) Age: 18 Birthday: February 2nd (Aquarius) Height: 170 cm (5’7) Dominant Hand: Right Homeland: Shaftlands Family: Rowena Froehner (Mother), Unamed Father
Species: Human Gender: None, Agender (They/It) Orientation: Lesbian
Dorm: Pomefiore Grade: Junior Class: Class 3-C (no. 22) Club: Film Research Club (often backstage) Best Subject: Ancient curses
Hobbies: Aerial Silk Pet Peeves: Fireworks Favorite food: Noodles Least favorite food: Milk Talent: Gymnastics
Personality
Mbti: ENTP-T Enneagram: 7w8
Lux Froehner has a social nature yet almost intimidating air to them. They’ll smoothly strike up a conversation with any breathing thing closest to them, almost as if it’s an instinct to interact. They’re friendly and laid back, the ideal friend. The more warier of students hold suspicion for Lux, untrusting of them.
Sometimes, Lux likes to gift random people items of things it knows they enjoy or prefer. They may have never interacted before but for some reason it knows. Their behavior is endearing yet unsettling at the same time.
To put it short, Lux is a charming individual with a free spirit and though they may be uncanny, there are (usually) only good intentions behind everything they do.
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Relationships
Vil Schoenheit: They’re extremely close and fond of each other, having known each other since childhood Lux has stuck by her side. They’re often seen together and have a strong bond. (+ secretly pining each other)
Rook Hunt: Rook and Lux are close friends as well, often hanging out together with Vil in a trio. They enjoy gossiping together and talking about Vil.
Epel Felmier: They’re not as close compared to Rook but they still consider each other friends. Lux often chimes in whenever he’s going through another one of Vil’s lectures if it seems that it’s been going for longer than usual.
Background
WIP / N/A
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Other / Notes
Lux is an oc I use for Oc x Canon (Lux x Vil) & in this account i portray their relationship as pining/before they’re together ^_^
There was a fly buzzing in my ear telling me to hurry up the entire time i was making this/TARGETED. Imr so tired but I’ll update if needed
#✦ Lux Froehner#twisted oc#twst#twst oc#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#disney twst#twisted wonderland rp#twisted wonderland oc#oc#oc rp#oc rp promo#oc art#oc artist#oc artwork#about my ocs
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moots list - wattpad - ao3
val ✩ she/her ✩ minor ✩ jason grace’s gf (REAL) ✩ speak now obsessed ✩ gracie abrams lovebot ✩ summer baby ✩ certified procrastinator ✩ professional listener ✩ pathological people pleaser ✩ general amaya’s #1 stan ✩ fitz vacker defender ✩ honorary grammar police ✩ kpop stan (mostly ggs) ✩ my moots’ biggest fan ✩ under the illusion i can write ✩ somewhat smart ✩ cabin 13 girl
𓂃 ࣪˖ ₊˚[ VALERIE ]₊˚ ࣪˖𓂃 ————— ₊˚⊹ derives from the words brave, valiant, strong, healthy, and powerful‧₊˚✩
dni: if you are racist, homophobic, xenophobic, sexist, 18+ only, religiophobic, creepy, toxic, or literally just a jerk, please leave!
•̩̩͙⁺ the basics ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘
she/her, straight (heterosexual)
minor (18+ only acc’s please do not follow)
cancer (zodiac)
^^ summer baby
entp (mbti)
4w3 (enneagram)
ambivert
slytherin
cabin 13
shade (guys i swear i wasn’t trying to be edgy or smth with the past two and this 😭😭 i took the official quizzes i promise lmao)
swiftie
kpop fan :D
purple is the best color (this is not up to debate, only yellow even comes close)
people say im smart, but sometimes i feel like the biggest idiot ever lmao
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taylor swift, olivia rodrigo, sza, conan gray, alicia keys, gracie abrams, maisie peters, sabrina carpenter, queen riri (rihanna), adele, tiffany day, le sserafim, ive, newjeans, itzy, nmixx, stay-c, aespa, everglow, txt (baby fan) & more kpop, lizzy mcalpine, pheobe bridgers, nessa barrett, pinkpantheress, claire rosinkranz, lyn lapid, alessia cara, renee rap, and more!!
as i hope you can tell, i like a lot of music :)
•̩̩͙⁺ books ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘
pjo, hoo, (never read toa, but yes, ik what happens in tbm), the rrverse, kotlc, city spies, ss (spy school), alex rider (not done with rr), the academy for the unbreakable arts,
and my many other fandoms i’ve forgotten about (dead magisterium fandom oop-)
#wait ignore this guys I’m redoing my bio lol#scurry away my friends 💗💗#lol#not done yett#∿ 𖨌 {🧭} ₊˚.⋆☾ navigation ៸៸﹡.❤︎︎
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BG3 OC Lore: Hugo
Meet Hugo :) The first character I made in BG3 and still probably my fave. This post is all about him.
Basics
Full name: Hugo Lightquill (His chosen name -- he can't remember his birthname)
Race: High half-elf
Gender: M (trans) (he/him)
Birth date: 14 Flamerule 1451 DR (age ~41 during game events)
Class: Evocation Wizard
Background: Haunted One (Dark Urge)
Stats: 8 STR | 13 DEX | 15 CON | 17 INT | 12 WIS | 10 CHA
Moral alignment: CE (pre-game) / CN (early game) / NG (endgame)
Personality (MBTI, Enneagram): INFP, 6w5 ((self-insert spotted))
Neuro stuff: Autism, depression + anxiety, C-PTSD, dissociative amnesia
Sexuality: Gay
Romanced character: Gale (ship name: Weavequill)
Media
Tags: #oc: hugo (srs stuff); #hugo core (memes)
Pinterest board
Character playlist
Weavequill playlist
A full rundown of his story is under the cut (CW for brief self-harm mention; spoilers for Dark Urge & general BG3 storyline)
Pre-game
Early life
Hugo was the only child of two high half-elves living in the Upper City of Baldur’s Gate. His father was a sorcerer and his mother was an apothecarist. He took an interest in arcane magic as a child and was encouraged by his parents to pursue it. He had a fairly sheltered upbringing, largely homeschooled by his father and private tutors.
Hugo was born and raised female, but from a young age he felt different. He struggled with many aspects of his identity and sense of self. By his early teens, he was suffering not only crippling gender dysphoria, but also intrusive thoughts of violence that seemingly came from nowhere. The dysphoria and the Urges were equally distressing to Hugo, and slowly became intertwined, inseparable -- the desire to remake himself, and the desire to unmake others.
Deeply confused by and ashamed of these feelings, Hugo never confided in anyone, and grew increasingly withdrawn throughout his teen years. Hugo didn't understand where the Urge came from, but he knew he had to conceal it at any cost. What few friendships he’d made as a youngster disintegrated, and he avoided getting close to people in an effort to protect himself from the world, and the world from himself.
Hugo began writing as a coping mechanism. He would bring a notebook wherever he went, write down his most shameful thoughts and feelings and urges, and hide them away. He would draw, too -- producing increasingly grotesque illustrations that came so automatically, it often felt like his hands had a mind of their own -- and he would terrify himself with some of the things he created.
For a time, pen and paper were his lifeline. But despite his best efforts to vent in this way, the Urges eventually proved too much, and Hugo sought more material ways to satisfy them. He started by hurting himself, then moved onto small animals -- mice, birds, anything to quiet the screaming in his head. It was getting harder to control his behaviour, and Hugo noticed he'd started losing himself sometimes -- blacking out and then coming to minutes later with little to no memory of what just happened.
To the rest of the world, Hugo was growing into a promising young wizard -- a bit of a weird kid, perhaps, but undeniably talented. At 18, he applied to Blackstaff Academy but didn't make the cut (to the disappointment of his father). Instead, Hugo pursued an apprenticeship in the literature department of Sorcerous Sundries. He was getting by, just about, but he felt like he was constantly hanging by a thread, and the slightest push could tip him over into the dark.
Cult of Bhaal
The final push came when Hugo was walking home from work one night. Sceleritas Fel approached him on the street and promised him everything he wanted. Sceleritas somehow knew all of Hugo's secrets, and spoke of a "powerful god" who could offer him a new body and a new life. He promised acceptance and belonging -- a place where Hugo wouldn’t have to hide who he was. Afraid and desperate and with little fight left in him at this point, Hugo followed Sceleritas to the Temple of Bhaal, and never returned home.
Hugo had known very little of Bhaal and his followers before this point, but he was re-educated quickly. He was told of his birthright and his "purpose" as the one true Bhaalspawn. He agreed to become the new leader of Bhaal's cult. In return, Bhaal resculpted Hugo’s body into a male form, and offered him a new name, which was to be respected without question within the Temple. Hugo felt truly himself and truly seen for the first time in his life. He believed this was proof of Bhaal’s love for him, and felt indebted to him.
With his new corporeal form, a sense of purpose, and nothing of sufficient value to return to outside, Hugo remained in the Temple, where he was groomed into a Bhaalist poster child, a merciless killer. Violence was rewarded, everything else stamped out; his magical abilities honed to enact the Dread Lord's will. Even in the depths of depravity, he retained his habit of writing -- he became known for writing and drawing in blood, even using it as quill ink. Hugo spent the next two decades as Bhaal’s Temple leader and, eventually, Bhaal’s Chosen.
During game
When Orin infected Hugo with the tadpole, the damage to his brain made him regress to an earlier state of consciousness. He lost not only his memories and much of his powers, but also the ruthless aggression that he’d learned from Bhaal. When he woke up on the nautiloid, he was his fragile younger self again -- alone, afraid, and tormented by shame and self-loathing.
Hugo began Act 1 with no moral compass, and tended to act in self-preservation above anything else. Meeting Gale and bonding over magic with him helped Hugo relearn what it meant to be good and rediscover those principles within himself.
Gale was Hugo’s first love and his first healthy sexual relationship. They were both grounding forces for the other: Gale’s gentleness was a foil for Hugo’s violence, and Hugo’s caution a foil for Gale’s hubris. Despite them both being wizards, their first time was decidedly free of magical enhancements. Hugo just wanted to be close to Gale, to feel loved in the purest and simplest way. They didn’t just bring out the best in one another, they saved each other from their respective catastrophic acts of self-destruction. (I Can Fix Him, He Can Fix Me, Fixing Him Will Fix Me, Fixing Me Will Fix Him, etc.)
Throughout game events, Hugo suffered incessant nightmares, flashbacks and hallucinations of the horrors he'd inflicted in his past. These were especially distressing early on, when he had no context for them. While he did his best to control himself, the bloodthirsty side of him would sometimes emerge. (He’d always get a little crazed in the heat of battle, which Gale found disconcerting and also kinda hot.)
After the revelation about Hugo’s past involvements with Gortash and the Absolute, Gale distanced himself from Hugo for a while, and Hugo fell deep into depression, convinced he had blown his only chance at finding real love. However, the two became close again toward the end of Act 3, when Hugo convinced Gale not to pursue godhood and Gale realised how much they really needed each other to not lose touch with themselves.
Aside from Gale, Hugo got along well with the rest of the party. He became especially close friends with Shadowheart, bonding over their similar experiences of being groomed into a cult, losing their memories and having to relearn how to be good.
As Hugo regained his powers and his memories, he felt more and more able to resist his Urge. After defeating Orin, he rejected Bhaal and went on to destroy the Absolute, saving Baldur’s Gate from the evil he had once created. Only then did the weight of Hugo’s guilt finally begin to lift.
After their victory, Hugo persuaded Gale to leave the Crown of Karsus where it fell, and with it any prospect of ascension. Walking away from their respective pasts, Hugo and Gale decided that their ordinary, mortal love was more powerful and valuable than anything their former gods could offer. <3
Post-game
Shortly after game events, Hugo and Gale got engaged and went back to Waterdeep. In a long letter to his parents, Hugo apologised for leaving all those years ago, came clean about who he was, and invited them to his wedding. They both attended.
With the orb quelled, Gale returned to Blackstaff as a professor, with Hugo initially staying at home and helping Tara clean up Gale’s neglected tower. After a year in Waterdeep and with a shining commendation from Gale, Hugo secured a position on the Blackstaff faculty as a co-director of their magical archives, specialising in blood magic and evocation scrolls and tomes.
Hugo stayed friends with Shadowheart for many years, and she became like a surrogate sister to him. She came to visit him and Gale for dinner every so often, where they'd talk her ears off about their work while she fussed over Tara and only half-listened.
Hugo continued writing, and went on to publish a memoir and several text books on what he’d learnt from his dealings with Bhaal and the Absolute -- all of which took pride of place on Gale’s bookshelf.
Trivia
Hugo’s favourite colour is powder blue, his favourite season is spring, his favourite food is mushroom soup and his favourite animals are pigeons.
Hugo is a good cook and he and Gale regularly cook together.
Hugo is a nerd. He loves to learn and, once he comes out of his shell, he loves to talk about things he has learned (though he'll never compete with Gale's levels of infodumping).
Hugo has a soft spot for animals, perhaps partly out of remorse for hurting them in the past. Once he settled down with Gale he decided to stop eating animals, volunteered at a local stray shelter, and cooked vegetarian meals for Gale until he liked them too. He also conjured his first familiar -- a large black raven called Leopold.
Hugo is a very subby bottom and he has a praise kink
Characters that inspired Hugo include: me, Viktor Hargreeves (TUA), Frodo Baggins (LOTR), Donnie Darko, Father Paul (Midnight Mass), Will Byers (Stranger Things) and the Tin Man (The Wizard of Oz).
If you're still reading, thank you for being interested :') Feel free to send asks about Hugo (or any of my OCs!) because I will always welcome the opportunity to yap. I'll make similar posts for my other 3 tavs at some point soon.
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introducing airlangga wirata haas, also known as THE CROW ...
CONTENT WARNING: mentions of parental death, pregnancy, car accident, terminal illness.
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FACECLAIM nicholas saputra. CHARACTER NAME airlangga wirata haas. NICKNAME(S) angga, crow. GENDER/PRONOUNS cis man ( he/him ). SEXUALITY demisexual biromantic. HEIGHT 5'11" DISTINGUISHING FEATURES a pair of brown eyes with piercing gaze behind thin-rimmed glasses, soften whenever he smiles; black wavy hair usually trimmed short. APPEARS (THE AGE AT TIME OF DEATH) forty. BIRTHDAY january 20th PLACE OF BIRTH jakarta, indonesia. NATIONALITY indonesian. FAMILY INFORMATION his father was an american journalist based in jakarta while his mother was a teacher for a public school. both of whom died after being involved in a car accident, where his father died at the scene of the crash while his mother, who was pregnant with angga at the time, had survived long enough for the doctors to perform a surgery that saved him. he had reunited with his father in death, but not his mother – who had been a grymm and was offered retirement before angga arrived in the afterlife. otherwise, he had no living relatives. CAUSE OF DEATH he had gotten sick after coming back from an academic conference and had shrugged it off, until his symptoms gotten worse. when he got to the er & they found out he had suffered from meningitis, it had been too late. despite the doctor's best efforts, he had succumbed to the illness. TRAITS + passionate, studious, persistent – pushy, tactless, know-it-all. LIKES the scent and feel of a new book, the smell of rain, a freshly-brewed coffee, trivia nights, picking up new knowledge or skills, being right, getting satisfying answers to his questions, spending time with his father. DISLIKES whenever they make his coffee too watered down or sugared up, long drives (or being in a car for far too long in general), strenuous physical works, unsolved mysteries, not getting a straight answer (even worse when he's refused an answer at all), people discrediting his works, people who are mean to kids. HOBBIES reading (particularly non-fiction, classics, or mystery & crime novels), writing on a journal (he dabbles in a little poetry!), studying & learning new things, sketching, snooping and poking around to learn more about the afterlife. HABITS despite the nonexistent need for sustenance nor the existence of time in the after life, angga still enjoys a 'morning' coffee before starting his day, he's a restless thinker who would either: a) drum his fingers against a surface, b) mindlessly fiddling with a pen cap or clicking away on it, or c) paces around the room, tends to fire out some random fun facts he remembers out of the blue, might shut out others & forget to take care of himself when he's too preoccupied with something he's working on or otherwise overwhelmed.
optionals.
EXTRAS pinterest + playlists. CHARACTER TROPES determinator, sarcasm-blind, insufferable genius, too clever by half, married to the job, nightmare fetishist. CHARACTER INSPIRATIONS spencer reid ( criminal minds ), akagi ritsuko ( neon genesis evangelion ), holden ford ( mindhunter ), viktor ( arcane ), eve polastri ( killing eve ), gale ( baldur's gate 3 ). MORAL ALIGNMENT chaotic neutral. ZODIAC aquarius. MBTI intp – the logician ENNEAGRAM type 5w4 MEMES
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I’m sorry what personality chart. I am not in on the lore and I feel like I need to see whatever personality chart can be described as “an eight”
Eight comes from enneagram, which u can look up on Google, I’m not the person to ask as far as that goes. The personality chart is an old pogtopia era lawful-chaotic good-evil 3 by 3 graphic that Wilbur made around Nov 16th ish that put c!Dream as chaotic evil, which people in dreblr clown on him for to this day
#my asks !!#now I’d argue that pogtopia c!Dream on Nov 16th specifically is kind of spaghetti brained in a way where he’s skewing less lawful#than almost any other era . including when he’s manic as hell in the whole exile/nlm of it all#but that’s just me
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