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dragonagelesbian · 11 months

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Episode 11 of IFYLITA

I don't have any deep feelings or analysis this week. I've had a terrible week. I'm exhausted. I'm questioning my future (or lack thereof). I miss my girlfriend, who I haven't seen in over a month. This episode makes me miss her like a limb.

This episode was so sweet...it was so gentle. It knew we were all fragile, and it held our hands through the pain. Like Jom, it smiled while saying goodbye. Only one more episode left, really. One last time with Jom and Yai.

I cried the entirety of the last 15 minutes of the episode, even though I'd read the novel and knew it was coming. It's so bittersweet; having to leave just after the dust has settled. Having to say goodbye when you've barely started to live.

But this episode highlighted just how much Jom, Yai and everyone else has grown. Jom caused ripples, he changed lives. He made friends and those friends changed lives. They changed his life. These are not props to his story, they are his story. His community. His friends. His lover. His allies. Even FK has become someone who lovingly waves goodbye. Even Prik tears up when watching him dance with the man he loves.

I've been following IFYLITA on air since the first episode. Just like Yai, I'm not ready to say goodbye. I'm not ready to leave 1928, to leave Ming, to leave Maey, to leave even Hope! But sometimes you must leave. And you have no choice. But what a beautiful time it was.

The music when Jom was drawing, and the final letter broke me. They love each other so selflessly. They want nothing but the other's happiness. They have created love where there was tension and unfairness. They deserve better.

But this is what they got. This is what they have. And, truly, we are all so beautifully lucky to get to fall in love, even for a little while.

I'm not ready for next week. I'm crying right now.

#i feel you linger in the air #ifylita #yai x jom #dont mind me im crying #i cant believe we're so close to the finish line #when Jom cried writing the letter after being so strong for Yai....#jom youre being SO brave #but you can fall apart #everyone will hold you

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bunnieswithknives · 1 month

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OK JUST A LITTLE THING BECAUSE IM INSANE @cubbihue

Song: Plastic by Cheekface

#IDENTITY HORROR MY BELOVED #I want to watch him fall apart #I need him to explode #fop #fairly oddparents #fop a new wish #fairly oddparents a new wish #animation #animatic #art #digital art #fanart #body horror #I sent in an anon ask a bit ago about Chimmy being able to accidentally destroy himself if he realized what he was #and that idea makes me so so so crazy #The slow dawning horror that you arent yourself #followed by the horrific deterioration of your body as a direct result of your knowlege #like a punishment you cant undo #a horrible cycle of falling to pieces reinforcing this horrific reality and that horrific reality tearing you to pieces #you know now. you cant go back even if you want to #and the visual symbolism body horror of literally falling into pieces. AGHGhgh he's hollow in there just so you know #He could stick his whole arm in and not reach the back of his skull its just a dark pit completely hollow and unnatural #I like to think if you looked deep enough you could see stars #AUGHGH STRIPPING CHARACTERS OF THEIR HUMANITY MY BELOVED #removing even their basest comforts. Even their body isnt familiar to them anymore #Its this strange horrifying thing. What will it do next? Was it ever theirs? Should they be afraid?#and in my hands the answer will always be yes #Sorry Im going insane I love your au #I like characters who cling on to humanity that can never be theirs ♥

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egberts · 1 year

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spent forever building a car, forgot what button to press five times in a row, accidentally lit my car on fire, please enjoy this video of my failure

#you can see the moment i gave up #totk #the car falling apart is killing me #legit within 30 seconds of finishing dhejdjddjkdsk #i have actual tears from laughing about this

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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still unwell over the prospect of Howdy slowly putting the pieces together and having a complete mental breakdown over it. Laughingstock edition!

#i have a whole Scene in my mind...#he loses it!! he very much loses his marbles!!!#he has all the pieces but he doesnt know how they fit and hes falling apart!#howdy: ohhhhh none of this is real #howdy: ....hm....#howdy: alrighty im gonna lose my shit now #IT HAS POTENTIAL OK I SWEAR #scribble garnish #laughingstock #welcome home #brain wants me to write an outline for a fic centered on this #not - not laughingstock. not really it'd be Neutral and as canon compliant as i can manage #but oughhhhhhh the potentiallllllll #i really do feel like he's in a good place to glimpse behind the curtain #i take the caterpillar. i whip him around like a neanderthal with a palm frond #if you can't get puppet breakdowns from the store home-made is fine #from the store *Yet.#sighing dreamily as i consider the prospect of future updates having the beloved puppets lose their absolute minds <3 #cant wait for things to go south For Them <3 #i hope it genuinely disturbs me <3

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infamously-winking · 2 months

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hot take on billford is that the secret third thing is obsession with being seen by someone for the first time in each of their lives

#like actually seen #its been sitting in me #pondering what the third thing felt like #and its like when you think you love something or someone because it completely takes up the space in your brain #and especially when that person or thing can awknowledge your feelings #and thats what they were for each other #on their first meeting they were already finishing eachothers sentences #and i feel like thats when the codependency sunk the first seed #a lonely man in love with knowledge and a lonely eldrich being that has the access to it all #like why would bill lie about the portal if not scared of losing ford #ford is the only dude to reach out to him #who see him as godsent and not a monster #something bill never knew he needed until it was too late #im ripping things apart with my teeth #take my phone away from me #the book of bill #billford #bill cipher #stanford pines #gravity falls #not platonic not romantic but a secret third thing

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epicfirestormer · 4 months

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Will never get over how Starscream and Skyfire's relationship is always doomed. There's never an iteration of them where they both stay on the same side at the end. They always end up being against each other, tearing each other apart (whether intentionally or not). They always end up losing each other, be it by a snowstorm, by the war, or by death itself. They never receive a happy ending together, one if not both of them is doomed to suffer.

Skyfire is doomed to be an Autobot, by forces out of his control. Starscream is doomed to be an Decepticon, by his own self destructive tendencies. They are both doomed, because of who they are. They always try to save the other, in their own way. But it never works. They are doomed to fail, whether they stay together or not.

#Starscream and skyfire are parallels of optimus and Megatron. do you understand me.#believing in someone when no one else did. seeing something worth supporting when no one else did. being the one person they trust.#they both ended up being torn apart by the war and their own ideals. losing each other because of their conflicting views.#one became an autobot and the other became a decepticon. one of them must fall.#i have lots of feelings about them yknow.#doomed yaoi shit going on here #will never get over how much g1 starscream cared about skyfire. like. he kept trying to have skyfire stay by his side #he was still a shitty guy and treated skyfire like shit but there was genuine care and emotion under it all. he still cared #i need a universe where they get to reconcile. where they get to be happy. pull an earthspark and let them be friends again #i need a skyfire who learns to love and accept post-war Starscream. i need a Starscream who despite everything still want skyfire with him.#i need them not to be doomed but rather learn and grow. accept the flaws and faults of the past and learn to move on #can you tell i love skystar #can you tell i love them #skyfire #jetfire #starscream #transformers #transformers g1 #g1 transformers #the fire burns #skystar

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rejectedfables · 1 year

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Given the way that Headshaker Huaisang goes to Jin Guangyao (and LXC) for solutions to so many of his problems, possibly/probably including struggles with running a sect, do you think maybe the Headshaker persona was as much a part of the revenge plot as it was a veil to hide behind? Like, oh you killed my brother, the head of the Nie sect? Fine. YOU run the sect then 🙃 It needs a leader and you killed him so now it's YOUR fucking problem, and I'm going to make it an incredibly annoying problem. Not a single cog will turn smoothly 🙃

#nie huaisang #Mdzs #mo dao zu shi #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #the grandmaster of diabolism #mdzs meta #Nhs #And if he didn't ask for help with political things then just 'watch my sect fall apart because of what you did' I still a twisted knife #I don't GET Huaisang but no one can accuse me of not trying to #spoilers

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nateezfics · 4 months

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does anyone else constantly think about smeared lipstick paradigm hongjoong or is it just me.

#brain chemistry was altered when these pics dropped #THE SMEARED LIPSTICK.#what id give to he the stylist that got to apply that lipstick and smear it :))#i seriously need to make out with this man i think ill perish if i cannot have him #just wanna put on lipstick just for him to kiss me breathlessly until the lipsticks all over him #imagine getting home from some fancy soirée #you’re both tipsy from all the wine #you’re stumbling thru the front door tearing off each other’s expensive clothes #he’s got you pinned against the wall kissing you like he might die if he breaks away for too long #the only air you can breath is each other’s #and he pulls away with a smirk and all your lipstick smeared across his mouth #oh fuck #I think I’d 💦💦 right then #alternatively #imagine vampire!hongjoong feasting on you while he’s two fingers deep inside you #you’re a mess and he’s drunk off your life essence #and he just watches you fall apart while your blood stains his chin #OODHDJDHDHDHDH #why do I do this to myself #hongjoong smut #hongjoong hard thoughts #ateez hard thoughts #joongie #🪐

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reds-skull · 6 months

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Thinking about the inherent tragedy of being Gaz

#call of duty modern warfare 2 #cod mw2 #cod gaz #kyle gaz garrick #cod fanart #call of duty modern warfare #call of duty fanart #thinking about gaz specifically in #BLOOD||HUNGER #his role is small but still #Lieutenant Gaz watching the world fall apart #willing to let his best friend try to find some sort of purpose in life #even if it kills him. Because he'll be dead either way.#in another universe they'll all be happy together. But not in this one #anyway really had fun with the background in this one as you can tell lmao #started working on the requests btw just had this wip and I felt like finishing it

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introspectivememories · 8 months

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#AUUUGH WAILING SCREAMING CRYING SLIDING DOWN THE WALL SOBBING #BROCEDES PLEASE WHY COULDN'T YOU TWO HAVE BEEN NON-FAMOUS #WHY DID YOU DRAG ALL OF US INTO YOUR SITUATIONSHIP #my mom is sick of me wailing about them. nearly collapsed at work when i remembered 'yes... and team-mate'#sliver springs is going platinum in my house rn #how can you be childhood friends and just fall apart like that? i think about falling out with tas like that and i go nearly catatonic #yeah you're a 7x wdc winner and you got the one wdc that you wanted but was it worth it? was this loss worth it? would you do it again?#going by the interviews they probably would and that's why they fell out in the first place. i literally cannot imagine caring about some #trophy over my childhood best friend but like i guess that's why they're pro level athletes and i'm in my room posting about them #anyway what the fuck was up during f1 photographers during their fallout? why is every photo of them cinematic? did you know we'd be using #them? did you know we'd go crazy? or were you also like 'oh this is cinema in the making. i gotta capture this.'?#anyway for all of that want to know where the quote is from‚ it's jacob black from twilight when bella is getting turned into a vamp #stephanie meyer had one (1) banger line and it was this #brocedes #brocedes edit #f1 edit #f1 web weaving #nico rosberg #lewis hamilton #nr6 #lh44 #formula 1 #web weaving #please ignore my absolutely atrocious photo editing skills. thank you imgflip!!

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entities-of-posts · 24 days

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combining my three favorite fears, the corruption, the spiral, and the flesh, what do you think thatd be?

It is time for ✨psychosomatic symptoms and medical neglect✨!

#your body is betraying you. falling apart at the seams. you can feel things crawling beneath your skin.#but the doctor says it’s all in your head:)#the corruption #the spiral #the flesh

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nerdy-hyperfixations · 1 month

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Thinking about how if Shermy Pines. And like, if he is the baby, he’d be born in the 1970s and be 40 by 2012 and he’s already a grandad. He had to be a teen dad in the 80s (after a severe economic recession) and then his kid ended up being a teen parent by 1999 (Which is 8 years before ANOTHER SEVERE ECONOMIC RECESSION LOL)

Also he was born into a pretty broken family, probably rarely if ever saw his brothers. Do you think he ever saw Stanley before he had to start pretending to be Ford? Do you think Ford visited from college??? Because he didn’t seem confident facing his father until he made millions, so like???

And, like, do you think Filbrick and Caryn changed as parents by the time they raised Shermy? Because it seems like a trend that as parents get older they mellow out a bit, so Shermy probably has a completely different experience with their parents then Stan and Ford, and talking to them is just “is this seriously the same parents???” (Imagine the silent resentment that’d cause 😭😭😭)

Personally I headcannon that Shermy had a daughter (Mabel and Dipper’s mom) and not a son like it says on the wiki because c’mon. Can he just have a daughter. Idk why this is important to me but… c’mon. Can he just have a daughter. It just feels right to me.

#gravity falls #Shermy pines #sherman pines #him being the same age as my parents feels weird #also him and his kid would’ve had kids at like age 14 #he’d be like 28 by the time Mabel and Dipper are born #CAN YOU IMAGINE #not even 30 yet #no wonder Mabel and Dipper’s parents are fighting #they got together in like freshman year #that’s if their actual parents are still together #is Shermy even alive tho? bc why didn’t Mabel and Dipper’s parents send them to their actual grandparents #maybe Shermy was an awful parent or something #or maybe he was busy with something else and Stanley was eager to take them #I imagine the call to ‘Stanford’ would’ve been like #‘hey I know you’re probably busy doing scientific research and all but #would you possibly be able to take Mabel and Dipper for the summer?’#and his reaction was just ‘YES. YES. ABSOLUTELY YES. WHEN CAN YOU SEND THEM OVER? CAN YOU SEND THEM OVER NOW???’#Or maybe they just remembered how happy Stan was when he saw Mabel and Dipper for the first time #supposedly he refused to give them back lol #so they’re like ‘hey he’s a lonely old guy. maybe he’d like to spend the summer with the kids’#bc they’re probably aware it’s a lot to ask for someone to take some kids for a WHOLE summer #also maybe Shermy just doesn’t live in a place suitable for kids #like ‘Stanford’ has a whole cabin in the woods #Shermy ‘I had to raise kids in an economic crisis’ Pines might live in an apartment or something #that or he’s dead.#how fucked up would it be if he ACTUALLY died in a car crash #and Stanley winces as his faked death didn’t age well

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majimasleftasscheek · 4 months

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I got the og ugly ass asmus majima fig and I'm so happy 😊 with his iconic axe and caveman club lmao disgustang…

#the craftsmanship is really fucking shoddy lmao #fun fact his “dress shoes” are high top boots and his “gloves” are just normal hands painted black like you can see the fingernails lmao #and he has HUGE veins on his chest with a misaligned tattoo that has slightly melted into his necklace #the shotgun is also really bad like not even due to age the model itself is just like so low quality with terrible seamlines lmao #despite all that I love him klsadgjklsdgjklsdgj it's genuinely cool how much asmus got better as a figure maker #cuz woof this is rough kdfsjjkld also his right leg sorta keeps falling apart so he's perpetually in a cunty lean pose #rgg merch

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a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual · 1 year

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I’m back from my coma to talk about Nimona again

Specifically these scenes

Because this is the moment where the similarities between Gloreth and Ambrosius’ stories end

At face value, these scenes seem incredibly similar

In both scenes, Gloreth and Ambrosius are watching terrified as their homes are burning down around them because of a “monster”

But that’s where the similarities stop

Because in the first scene, Gloreth decides to listen to everything that her community has told her

And in the second scene, Ambrosius has finally figured out that everything he’s been told since he was a kid is a lie

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2sw · 4 months

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hey guys. I don't mind people reposting my gifs on other sites to express their own love for sam, I love to see it actually, but please do not use mine for archive/gif accounts. thanks xx

#you might wonder what's the difference but it actually is different #especially when the archive account is for the show not just one character #the thing is. I don't like that I can't choose who can or can't access my gifs #I know it's inevitable when you share things online but at least I can block people or hide their tags here #which I rarely do but still I'm holding onto that illusion of control. please let me have it😭😭😭#the things I've seen in my notifs... and how some people talk about sam in general...#I just have serious trust issues with this fandom sorry 😭#also there are reasons why I decided to post gifs on tumblr even tho I'm more used to twitter #so pls don't give me more things to worry about. this website alone is already too stressful lol #slowly realizing I'm not made for this shit...... I sincerely admire all sam stans who's been around here longer than me #it's only been like a year and a half and I'm already falling apart... :)

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kindahoping4forever · 7 months

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AshtonIrwin: “We collide again, the moonlight on your skin, I feel your tidal pleasures“🌙 ✍🏻 🌊

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