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i tend to be really open about my experiences and feelings these days, for one because i’ve been in therapy for years now and i’ve achieved some amount of loss of shame and self-love, for two because for as long as i can remember i’ve been full of Thoughts All The Time and if i don’t get them out somehow i feel overwhelmed, but also three - sooo much of my trauma involved being aggressively silenced or not being taken seriously even by people who should have been protecting me and i just get so much catharsis and healing by saying “this happened to me” or “i feel this way” and being Finally Perceived. and i’m far enough in my recovery that i can handle the potential asshole (i do Think before i post, i don’t post anything that i know would hurt me if a stranger decided to be a shithead about it) much more confidently than i could before. honestly there’s very little drawback
this is my life and it has always been more damaging to be silent or pretend that i’m anything else. i’m an extremely wordy person with a lot to say and a lot of feelings and a lot of experiences, and i have a lot to say and feel about those experiences, and if i shut myself up i feel like i’m being suffocated in a sensory deprivation room. i used to feel terribly guilty about this and occasionally on bad days i still do but i think these days i tend to view my own proclivity for rambling and sentimentality as good parts about me, or at the least neutral parts that are just… well how i am and not a bad thing.
also there’s the bonus effect of other people feeling seen/heard through the things i say who may not be able to articulate those things themselves and that’s awesome. genuinely. because i know that feeling of mental suffocation way too intimately and i wouldn’t wish that shit on anyone
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the whole "jason rules crime alley and none of the other bats are allowed there!!1!" thing is so funny like. tim LITERALLY lives in the theater where bruce's parents died,
#rimi talks#sorry. thought about tim doing that again. what is WRONG with him kfjshakjdshfkjd#WITHOUT EVEN TELLING BRUCE UNTIL AFTER HED ALREADY DONE IT TOO.#TIMOTHY. WHY.#this is the other thing abt why i just dont like seeing jtodd in fanwork#whenever he appears like 99% of the time its in a way that is directly contradictory to actual comics#the 1% of people who actually read the comics and write him in such a way? fine great awesome!!#however i still am filtering that bitch out because hes kind of a catch-all for the most annoying batfanon tropes.#because. yknow. theres no other tags to filter out bc they dont Fucking tag it#alas. oh well. anyways can we go back to going hey tim what is wrong with you#because for real i think he got off way too easy for this one.#forget identity reveals i want the core four sleepover where tim's apartment gets its lore reveal#give me cassie doing such a dramatic spit take that she gets ice cream on the ceiling. picks up tim like a weasel. and goes WHY???#and hes just like. idk seemed like the right thing to do :)#tim
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Sharing a mask is something that can be so intimate actually
#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#ghostsoap#ghoap#love that tag lmao#cod ghost#cod soap#cod fanart#if you couldnt tell i love soap's red mask#This is extremely self-indulgent#but so is this entire blog#this took way too long tbh but i enjoyed it#bc i experimented with a new style#dont expect anything this long in the near future tho i really need to work on my other non cod projects#also i keep going back and forth between thinking this is too cringe to post and being fine with it#but yknow i already made this blog and it not connected to my other blogs sooo if its that bad i can delete and disappear
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im crazy. i know.
#also i still dont know how to use procreate bruh ITS OVERRRRRRRRRRRR i spent too much time on this and idek if i like it dies#also the quality is kinda bad i think#BUT YKNOW WHAT ITS FINE I NEED TO SLEEP#annsumi#ann takamaki#sumire yoshizawa#persona 5 royal#cele draws
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dream was NOT trick or treating he just wore a hat to be festive (totally). techno absolutely was however and went as dream's cat familiar, and he was very successful. he will magnanimously deign to give some of his candy to dream since he DID make techno's costume better by standing next to him all night but he will make fun of him while doing so
#belated extra halloween drawing bc everyone was so nice abt the last one hehe.. and it was fun to draw too#and yknow. trackpads aren't so bad if you use line tools. its so fine it just takes longer#so this is like post trick or treating dream pretended to just be following techno around to like make fun of him or hang out or whatever#but he DID want candy mark my words. techno just casually got extra because he's 'bigger dream cmon I need more' but its actually for him#anyway those were my thoughts roughly about this#technoblade#dreamwastaken#c!dream#lynx draws
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Y'ALL. Y'ALL so for a long time I've believed that "the sun" in Meursault's story is Carmen, and I went to check Hell's Chicken's dialogue to see exactly how he said that he'd dealt with distortions before, and... you know what else he said?
To my knowledge, it is a phenomenon where an individual morphs into a form often unfit to be considered “human”. It has no known causes, and the appearances were all different.
Unfit to be considered human.
Meursault, who, in his book, was judged by the court to be soulless.
Meursault, who has EGO for Cyborgs who have been so mutilated they barely act like people anymore; a murderer who was experimented on until ceasing to be human; a sheep named after Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?, a novel about the humanity of androids and the inhumanity of humans; and now a rose that can't help its bloodsucking nature, based on Carmilla, a vampire whose story emphasized the duality between her vampiric traits and her human ones.
Meursault, who answered Heathcliff's ironic question of if he had metal for brains like this:
I'm placing my bets now, that line from Hell's Chicken is foreshadowing for Meursault's canto even more than "I have witnessed a number of [distortion] cases in the past" was
#limbus company#project moon#meursault#sorry if my info on carmilla is off i still havent read the book#me post#CLARIFYING IN THE TAGS: MEURSAULT IS HUMAN#it would be a disservice to his character and honestly pretty gross if he ended up not being human#the entire point is that he IS human and that other people perceive him as otherwise because of how he behaves#so I guess theoretically if he did distort it would exacerbate the issue?#extremely speculative but there are distortions who can behave pretty normally while distorted#like the marksman of the mist (and also some of the reverb ensemble but those people are all full of issues WAYYY bigger than marksman was)#if meursault was one of those...#someone calling him unfit to be human. it's fine it definitely won't leave a scar on his psyche#i think in his canto there might end up being something about how even though people don't see distortions as humans#distorting is a very human thing to do#anyway i think overall there's juxtaposition with him and don quixote#don isnt human and wishes she could be#meursault is human but people don't think he is#yknow despite my theories it would probably be more poignant if he DIDNT distort#them looking at him and assuming he only couldve done something like that if he distorted but he didnt#oh wait but the timeline... they probably wouldn't have known about how distorting works yet#nevermind back to the first idea#they ask why. he talks about a beautiful voice. no one knows about this yet and they all think there's something deeply wrong with him#'a beautiful voice convinced me' holds up in court about as well as 'the sun was too bright'
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@vulpixisananimal
[Soothing Restful Song]
[You hear a bell. Chiming, tolling, calling your name.]
#HIIII PIIIIIX DID U MISS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#i have. normal thoughts on mirabelles new attack. anyway did u know the script project refers to the sound of her reflecting—#—the kings attack as a bell sound. bc i do!#smth smth the bell it tolls for thee. u get it#dont worry abt the fact that theres tears in the attack. im sure thats fine and means absolutely nothing#in other news i found it kinda ironic that her attack is full of change circles. bc its the opposite of change. so i changed it!#all the circles are now incomplete! symmmmbolismmmm :3c#i also think its neat that yours doesnt have her actual Craft Shape so i kept that. instead i made the clock hands into stars. :3c#love drawing meeble. i figured her out last week and its great#my art#sifstem#siffrin system au#isat mirabelle#mirabelle isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#i was also considering showing her danglys but. hides her change symbols. :3cccccccc#im SO proud of how this turned out. god. i literally went into my sketchbook to doodle it and then suddenly this was on my tablet#its got so many goddamn effect layers too...#worth it lol#im sure mirabelles feeling SO normal abt freezing someone in time. yknow. the thing the king did. im sure thats fine.#im sure its not worrying at all that shes capable of doing that. using the Craft That Fucking Kills You.#god i love the sifstem au its SO COOL
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I’ll finish this another day is what I’ll keep telling myself for the next week or so
#lmk#lego monkie kid#honestly the sketch looks fine as it is#I’m too lazy to finish it today#yknow that moment when you’re drawing and you just suddenly get sick of drawing?#but you don’t want to randomly stop in the process?#that’s me#I kept forcing to at least finish the sketch#I hate leaving it with blank gaps#this is gonna be a WIP for a while#I can feel it#monkie kid#macaque#lmk six eared macaque#lmk macaque#sun wukong#lmk sun wukong#lmk monkey king#monkey king#lego monkey kid fanart#sketch#art#nounaarts
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i just. really wish people would realize it's possible to reblog a post about platonic relationships and expressing an appreciation for them or defending their legitimacy and capacity for depth and complexity and intimacy etc without feeling the need to talk in the tags about how much they love romance also or how much they also think 'a secret third thing' is great. like. you don't need to do that. in fact, please DON'T do that.
#gav gab#it's like how people in the tags of my gen fic appreciation post#are constantly talking about how much they love ship fic BUT this is nice too#it's like......... did you need to#on a post SPECIFICALLY distancing itself from the constant inundation of like. positivity and love for ship fic#was this the appropriate place for this#did this need that disclaimer#'that said' sssssstop there just. let that be said. let it stand on its own.#anyways as op id personally like to clarify that people talking about QPRs on my posts about platonic relationships is fine#on account of them being yknow. platonic relationships.#you don’t have to like them or like it when people mention them on your posts#but im a fierce advocate for and defender of them#and don’t find them to be ANYWHERE near as ubiquitously celebrated or thought of as often as im seeing a lot of people say they are#but don’t make MY post about that also
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to shreds, you say... [from (x), id in alt!]
DON'T LOOK AT THE HAND look at the lil stickers instead <3
+ blood-free version
#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#kazuma kiryu#majima goro#kazumaji#kiryu kazuma#goro majima#goromi#yakuza fanart#contra art#rgg#fanart#rgg fanart#ryu ga gotoku fanart#i don't practice/study anatomy/fullbody stuff very often so i keep feeling like the dress is way too short#(among many other issues but WHATEVER!!! i'm a hobbyist i can be free [said while bashing myself in the face with hammers])#but yknow what.#the dress being too short is fine actually it can all just be out there. it can alllll just be right on out there. heart.
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Sonic 3 spoilers!!! Talking about the mid credits scene/what people have been saying about it under the cut
feeling like the only one who doesnt want reverse sonamy for the movies </3
or more accurately, fine sonic can have an obvious crush on her but i dont want ‘reverse sonamy’ to mean ‘amy doesnt have a crush on sonic.’ she can be lowkey about it or whatever (like sonic is sometimes in the games/other media) but to me part of Who She Is is that shes this super cool, super strong, intelligent fighter but shes also still a young girl who has crushes and believes in fate and is guided by her compassion, not by her strength or her mission or her love of adventure.
shes such a good character because while she is physically strong and possibly slightly magic, those are equally as important as her love and compassion and care for the world and people around her. preserving amys girlhood is important to me like loving sonic isnt her single defining character trait bc she ‘has to have a crush on a guy’ but it is a main character trait because thats just who she is. a loving person who sees the good in the world and wants to protect it and loves sonic because she sees him as the embodiment of that
#SPOILERS in the tags as well#sonic movies#sonic movie 3 spoilers#sonic movie 3#sonamy isnt even like my favorite ship or anything but#greatest fear is that they girlboss movie amy too close to the sun#like sonic boom is too girlboss (which is fine in the context of boom bc its not mainlike and i love boom)#i think frontiers and idw (…what i’ve read at least) do a good job balancing it. and like even look at amy in sa1#or sa2. they arent perfect but they show that one of amys ‘powers’ is simply her compaddion and love#and really what this boils down to is that. amy being ‘girly’ isnt bad. yknow its all the rage to make one note woman characters who are#badass and sarcastic and guarded and nothing else bc See! This Woman Isnt Girly Therefore Shes A Progressive Characterization#but like the problem with overly girly chars in the first place was acting like girls are unintelligent/dumbed down by crushes/only purpose#in life is to swoon over men/be rescued#they went from one note damsel in distress to one note damsel causing distress#but amys crush isnt something that needs to be ‘fixed’ about her characterization#bc an actual nuanced portrayal means her being cool and awesome and also still being girly and embracing that#do you seen what im saying do you see the vision i just love her a lot#donnie speaks#sonic movie spoilers#sonic movie#sonic 3 spoilers#sonamy#sonic spoilers
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sometimes u jus gotta do something sickly as a treat
[chinhands]
#HE HOLD HER SHE STROKE HE FACE IM GONNA BARF I LOVE THEM#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#zelink#zelda x link#link x zelda#botw/totk#breath of the wild#pilots doodles#i liked this sketch too much to bin it so here we go Zelda is actually melting because he's too soft#barfs AT myself wee hoo im fine#also apologies for the single layer bad background BUT YKNOW#rory's ramblings#zelda blogging
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WOLFBITE IS A GIRL????
only for convenience
#they could call themself nonbinary or a dude or whatever but being a girl is cool too so its fine yknow#hes a girl bc its the one he came with and he doesnt care enough to get a new one#fallenasks
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* typing into google * how to tell people in tiktok comment sections to stop shipping actors simply because they’re playing characters with romantic implications
#they’re real people too yknow!!#and plenty of them are already in relationships#obviously it’s fine if they’re already together but if they’re not then please stop#monty monolouges#glassheart#tagging this as glassheart because i keep seeing people ship kylie and malia#but this applies to plenty of other ships too
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do u think Thor feels some kinda way wondering if his ease with following Loki's advice is passed on from subservience to his father
#do u think thor wants to go against what people say to prove he isn't mindless#even when that decision isnt sound and he is unable to judge that much himself#do u think#i think about it#i have also been thinking about jealous thor and how ridiculous it would be#because Thor is very subjective about Loki#moreso than Loki is about viewing Thor#or not#either way Thor thinking highly of Loki when no one else likes his brother is so...#very fun and cool dynamic#Thor needs to protect his lil bro from the slander but he also doesn't want to have to yknow#like Loki should be standing fine on his own he's just as much a warrior as Thor and he's smart enough too
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i wish i had a romantic partner
#i’m lonelyyy#i mean it’s fine#i’m not really lonely#i have friends#whom i love dearly#but i want a partner too yknow?#bug speaks
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