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Maybe Iām reaching BUT PLEASE HEAR ME OUT WHEN I SAY JASON THE TOYMAKER TIES REALLY WELL INTO OUSPENKYāS THEORY OF LIFE.
Ouspenskyās theory follows the idea that we live the same life over and over and repeat our mistakes until we make a drastic enough change to be reborn into another life
Jason is an objectively horrible person with almost no redeeming qualities.
Itās implied that Amelia kills him, which is why he becomes this supernatural being.Heās repeating the same life but with no change, repeating the same mistakes due to the environment he grew up in and how his parents exceptions are cemented into his brain.
And in order to find that eternal friend and reach rebirth, he has to realise his wrongs and change his ways.
However, this likely would not happen, as Jason is raised under this concept of perfection, while still being neglected, causing him to become needy for attention, also being narcissistic, self-centred and playing as the victim despite being the purporter
(This also ties into Freudās theory of the human psyche and the superego)
And this will continue forever and ever, never being satisfied and his ego continuing to grow, never reaching rebirth as Jason needs attention to be validated
IS THIS FUCKING INSANE?YES.
YES IT IS.
IāM THINKING ABOUT THIS WAY TOO MUCH BUT AUTISM HYPERFIXATION GO BRRRR
#creepypasta#jason the toymaker#Jason Meyers#theory?#headcanon?#this is definitely a reach#iāve gone mad#but yk it makes sense to me#nah Iām looking too far into this
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been thinking a lot abt fwb!gojo today.... this is his first time ever doing this kind of a thing btw. i do not think he sleeps around AT ALL. but with you, he just... you start off as very good friends but then it keeps escalating ā you start sitting closer and closer, your thighs always touching as you lounge on the couch. his hands seem to always find your waist in public, your seem to be in his hair more and more. and the thing is... satoru isn't all that good at deciphering his own feelings. he isn't entirely sure what this is; the butterflies in his stomach whenever you laugh at his jokes, the warmth that spreads under his skin whenever he sees you bend over. it's weird. he doesn't know what to do.
so, when one night you inch closer with your hand on his thigh, he lets you. he welcomes you with open arms. you ask whether it's okay or not and he lets out a shaky yes, his cheeks burning with something new, his eyes low and heavy as he stares at your lips. you feel so good on top of him, your body flushes to his and he thinks about how perfect this is. how much he likes it. the night is like a wet dream for him, something he's always dreamed off but when you leave the bed and hop into the shower without giving him a kiss, he doesn't even know what the weight on his heart means. where it comes from. he doesn't ponder over it for too long though as you step outside the bathroom in a shirt way too big, his shirt. he watches you get dressed and hums when you joke about his bed hair. he thinks you look gorgeous. he doesn't ask for you to stay ā if this is what you want, to leave without the desire to continue your adventures from the last night, then so be it. satoru wants you to be happy. you tell him it was good and that you'd like to, perhaps, do it again and he can taste you on his tongue when he says that he feels the same. satoru will take every crumb you'll give him with a smile on his face. he won't complain and he won't ask for more, not yet at least. for now, he'll be completely and utterly at your mercy, a lapdog for you to play with whenever you so desire to do. a selfless kind of love.
#this might not be everybody's satoru i realize#but idk i think he's a lonely boy who doesn't know how to deal with his feelings#he really does like you and he wants your attention#he wants your love#he just . doesn't know how to ask for it#idk ok this is also wordvomit#but yeah sad little meow meow satoru who just wants to do everything and anything for you#he's kind of a knight in this#selfless type of love yk#even got the dog motif in lmao#okok i'm sleepy so idk if any of this even makes sense just bear with me yeah#(the bear is very calm and friendly please relax)#mickey is daydreaming#angel boy#gojo x reader
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Nsfw!
Thinkinā rough sex with what in āhellā is bad Satan~
Satan just canāt control himself when youāre mad at him. Grabbing you by the hips and pulling you against his chest, pushing his lips to yours and pushing his tongue into your mouth. Even better if you try to bite his tongue, thatāll just have him moaning for more.
Satan ripping your clothes away and not caring about any of it, he just desperately needs your skin touching his.
Pushing you back onto the bed and thrusting so hard into you, the bed creaks and you cry out, encouraging you to him him for it.
Slap him, harder, again, again harder, come now, he knows you can hit harder then that!! He wants you to hit him harder, not only does it feel so good when you do, it gives him a reason to be rougher and manhandle you even more.
Satan flipping you over so he can bite your shoulder, hard. slapping your ass and rubbing his hand over the mark laughing, while telling you how good his handprint looks on you. or gripping your ass and pulling you into him as he thrusts forward. pulling your hair and asking you who you belong, only loosening his grip when he hears his name falling from your lips.
Satan pulling out so he can cum all over your back, just to have the satisfaction of seeing you covered in his cum as youāre ļæ¼both panting, trying to collect yourselfā¦.Satan making sure that you catch you breath, just for a moment because obviously one round isnāt enough-
I mean he hasnāt had enough of you yet~
#I mean- honestly I canāt stop anybody from thinking about OM satan- but Iāve tagged it for WHB!#1 am thots~#somebody yell at me to check this for typos later- or yk if it just doesnāt make sense cuz Iām half asleep typing it ngl-#but if I donāt post it Iāll forget about it sjsjjsjs#what in āhellā is bad?#what in hell is bad#what in hell is bad satan#satan x reader#satan smut#smut#x reader#x reader smut#anime x reader#anime smut#whb satan#whb!#whb x reader#whb smut#whb
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thinking about Erik making his furniture really low to the ground again

was he actually planning for the day Charles would join him when he built his home?? šš
iām crying why is he like this
#anyway yk what frustrates me? Erikās character in dp#Jean literally came to him upset and asking for help and support#and Erik (at first) was being gentle with her#BUT THEN FOR SOME ODD ASS REASON HE TRIES TO HUNT HER DOWN???#AFTER HE FINDS OUT SHE KILLED RAVEN#THAT DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE#like he saw FIRST HAND how upset Jean was about accidentally killing Raven#but he still goes āshe deserves to dieā#he also said āIāve killed people before to take the pain away but it didnāt work so i stoppedā#SO WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL JEAN????#BECAUSE OF RAVEN?? š¤Øš¤Ø#donāt piss me off#iām outta here#i canāt#cherik#erik lehnsherr#magneto#xmen#xmcu#xmen dark phoenix#wish does not shut up
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iām going to make fiddauthor art with fidds wearing his wedding ring and you are NOT going to like it
big obligatory banner that says ācheating is bad donāt do it i just like stories with relationship dramaā
closeted, internally homophobic gay men who are married with kids has to be the trope iām weakest to. no person involved is escaping the despair brought on by a relationship built on a well intentioned, desperate lie, born out of a desire to be normal and good
he WANTED to love her so fucking badly. he felt no ill will towards her and he loves their son more than words can say. he thought the attraction, the way she felt about him, would come with time. it didnāt. he doesnāt want to hurt her yet was doomed to from the start, and heās truly, truly sorry. this does not absolve him of anything whatsoever and she has the full right to never want to speak with him again. he lied! he pretended to feel the same when he never once felt anything but platonic affection! heās been in love with someone else this whole fucking time! and their kidā¦ heās caught in the middle of it all, too young to understand why his father would hurt his family like this.
and then he disappears and never comes back. imagine youāre 5 and your dad goes to the middle of the woods with his buddy for science shit, all of the sudden your parents are yelling on the phone and signing papers, and then he goes MIA. for years.
imagine your husbands ābuddyā was the one he was thinking of all this time, not you, never you. and the first chance he gets to run away from you, he takes, and you should have been suspicious by the rushed frenzy of it all, the phone calls getting shorter and shorter until it fizzles to nothing. he forgot to get you a christmas gift. he hand-made him two. there has to be something wrong with you, it has to be your fault. you wish you married the man he becomes when heās in his presence.
he folded when you started questioning him directly - heād been to neurotic to ever be a good liar. you thought he was the one. he thought you were nice.
by the time the divorce is finalized heās different in a wrong way. confused, angry, forgetful, insane - if the giant homicidal robot pterodactyl youāve been harassed by is any indication. (heās had a bad habit of building homicidal robots when heās mad since they met -engineer things- but it was never directed at her - thankfully it never actually does anything) heās clearly abusing drugs - youād feel bad if he hadnāt abandoned you with the burden of explaining why your son canāt see his father anymore.
itās a rotten bit of your soul, but time heals you. you move on and no longer think of him. trust in your career. find a man who truly loves you with no motives attached. raise your kid to be a good man. and in a fashion not unlike shakespearean dramatic irony, this makes him move to gravity falls to find and take care of his father. you couldnāt care less what hee doing now, but damn it, itās his father, what is the kid supposed to do? but its futile- he appears to have no remorse, hell, no memory of the incident in the first place. (this isnāt his fault but how are they supposed to know that?) so he grows bitter and cold just like his mother used to be.
imagine that.
all over a mans inability to do anything but live in denial. to force himself to live in a box and pine like a dying man over the right one at the wrong time, destined to crash and burn. to take denial to a new level- a cult, brain damaging radiation, a total ego death - just to take the edge off. take off that damn wedding ring
#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#emma may dixon#tate mcgucket#fiddauthor#ignoring the fact that heās never depicted wearing a wedding ring. iām ignoring it#itās late i hope this makes sense at all#i love fiddleford. i love making him more tragic than he already is#cw cheating#just in case#ik this interpretation isnāt everyoneās cup of tea but it KILLS me#emma may and tate are so underrated bc there was no room in the story for them#let me MAKE the room#i may draw themā¦#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#my writing#ford pines#implied but he is here. poor oblivious homewrecker#i think ford obviously knew and was apprehensive but yk. heās already hiding shit from fidds anyways whatās one more sin#and then it all goes to hell of course because of a stupid fucking triangle thanks bill#dude if my wife and situationship both left me AND i thought my situationship was about to end the world with his own hubris#i would probably fold to the memory gun too
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humbling requesting gay panic joel propaganda long live smallidarity,, š„š„š„š„
THANK YOU LIAU!!!!!! Waaayy overdue on this, unfortunately I'm still healing from art block šš ive been thinking about that prompt all this while tho...

vvv extra doodles vvv

#smallidarity#my art#trafficshipping#asks stuff#this is part of my scheme of getting jimmy out of his fanon charecterization norm as being bottom#like yes he is a boyloser and yes his character is moreless dependant on others...#but this man has the attitude points to support otherwise yk?#with all his energy volume and extrovertednes.... if that makes sense#(though tbf the ratio is more like a 40/60 in support of bottom-ing)#especially in smallidarity where jimmy can act more rough with his bestie yk#as seen with how Jimmy only ever really makes fun of Joel directly to his face#(i purely mean this in relationship power dynamics btw not as anything weird)#(i was also watching this video about how to draw interesting character interactions so im using these new terms)#drawing gay panic joel really enabled me on this tbh#i forgot joel's green streak.... i'll fix that another day lmao
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They could have solved this sooner if any of them bothered to look at a calendar
Hear me out
Ninjago doesn't have the best track record with dates (Wu's lifetime...) and I don't expect DR to be any better at it. But rewatching the season I realized the fact that when Lloyd narrates, he mentions being "alone for weeks" and, in the carnival, recalls not being around many people in a while, nailing down how he was secluded to the monastery during those weeks he woke up alone. This is fine, typical Lloyd behavior, just that when Nya encounters Cole, he says years. Lloyd has no reason to lie, he doesn't have to make it seem like he was less time around so if he is not lying, and he truly was weeks alone, while Cole spends years lost after the merge? What happened?
And Nya and Kai! Kai woke up early enough, and in the bounty! to be able to map and travel a big part of the new land and try to find his way back, we don't know his side, but considering he pretty much arrived and then left again, had he entered the monastery before? I do believe he was longer out, awake and traveling. Nya also mentions having traveled before encountering the cranglings-- and she was on foot, she's resilient and strong, but for how long can you travel unknown terrain without a vehicle and survive it.
The idea of time getting messed up is plausible, other than reality coming undone and messing up every physics law-Cole is hanging out with what seems to be a kid formling, whose realm is confirmed to move differently time-wise, how could two different time progressions reacted to each other? How did that affect dates? Growing rates? So interesting.
I want to know if dr is planning on going somewhere with this, if not, then it'll be one more concept I'll rotate in my brain like a skewer, its such an interesting concept to me
Its also free trauma for the ninja! Win-Win
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago fanart#berry comic#berry art#ninjago dr#comic i shouldve finished a week ago#ft me experimenting with my style#if the realm of madness did spread this guys around ninjago whos to say they also didnt mess up WHEN did they drop em' off#it makes sense to me and to me specifically#Jay would not have climbed roles that fast let me tell you#he scored manager AND enough work time for him to be able to train newbies??#hmm#also#Zane says he got behind on updates since he last turned on#excluding the fact that is a prop for a joke#and where he even is getting updates from (whos coding his updates...??? was he just updating apps??? candy crush latests 50 levels??)#it did imply it've been a long time yk#just thinking then
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making my tags from the last post their own post, actually, because i went and did RESEARCH for this. SO BASICALLY
according to the wiki loop CANNOT crit in phase one
i dont know if their attack buff actually does anything (id have to fight them to check) since their attacks are based on percentage of your hp. BUT even if it did, they can only buff once per loop in phase one, meaning they can only do one buffed big attack per loop
regular attack does 10% hp (15% with attack buff), big attack does 17% hp (~25% with attack buff)
big attack is every third turn
guarding halves damage, halving the regular attack to 5% and the big attack to 8.5%
you heal 6% every turn with memory of a journey
those three turns where their attack is buffed aside, you can just stand there and guard and only lose a grand total of 0.5% of your hp for every three turns
this also does not take into account attack speed this is just assuming they both attack at the exact same rate. attack speed is gonna vary by level but i opened my act 6 save to check and my sif is level 76 and has 186 attack speed. they also have the scissors equipped which lower attack speed and i. cant unequip them. so. theres that too
so if youre fast enough (high level enough and dont have the scissors equipped like me. oops) you can straight up outheal all of loops attacks given enough turns + just standing there and guarding
loop does not want to hurt siffrin. thank you for coming to my ted talk
#talk tag#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#i THINK thats everything. yeesh#also not putting it in the post bc its not relevant but when i was looking stats and stuff up on the wiki#i noticed the only difference between regular level 99 sif and act 5 level 99 sif was. attack speed#act 5 sif is 200 and regular level 99 sif is 210. act 5 sif is slower. which is really interesting to me. like it makes sense#considering the Everything. but also its only. 10. i wouldve thought it would be more than that. bc like. craft exhaustion and such#idk. its not relevant to this post literally at all i just thought it was interesting LMAO#... wait this also doesnt take into account the 10% chance to inflict slow loops basic attack has#im not doing more math though. fuck it. that can be the compensation for the fucking scissors#compensation??? is the wrong word i think. yk. balancing out the scales or w/e#isatposting
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back to earth gets a lot of hate compared to the rest of the show but i think theres something interesting to be said about the lack of laughing in it due to the lack of live audience
noticed this within the first scene between rimmer + lister in their sleeping quarters, it was the same kind of conversation theyd have at any other point with the same kind of comedic moments/quips between them & there were several moments where i can hear where they WOULDVE had some laughs from the audience, but there was just silence
& i just think its such a subtly interesting little insight into what life on the dwarf is actually like for THEM from THEIR perspectives, they dont find each other as hilarious as the rest of us do from the outside bc they generally just dont get along most of the time, they have no one other than each other for laughs or entertainment
lister & rimmer arguing or the cat being egotistical or literally any of the comedic interactions the live audience wouldve laughed at were just met with complete silence or frustration from the others, they cant see in from an outside perspective thats literally just the way they live alone with no one but each other for their entire lives
idk its just like an interesting little thing i noticed while im at this point in my rewatch n js started to think about
#starts to make me actual properly understand how lister was feeling so bleak about the state of his life at the start of timeslides in s3#like now i understand what he was talking about n why he was feelin that way yk#idk im just rambling into the void hope this makes a smidge of sense to anyone#red dwarf#lister#rimmer#the cat#kryten#arnold rimmer#dave lister#rd
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Supernatural truly is a horror show because it says what if we took the antithesis of the house, the car, which tends to symbolise autonomy and freedom, and instead made it the domestic sphere, a symbol of the family structure and status quo, in which the characters are trapped, repressed and isolated to the family and the home forever
#itās like the antithesis of thohh#<ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ things that only make sense to me#but yk itās all veryyyy interesting to me because the impala is a gothic space but it differs from gothic houses#cars are typical masculine space but theyāre not patriarchal#impala and autonomy and controlā¦ thinking about soulless samās carā¦..#dean driving the impala around in heaven=prince dios riding the carouselā¦.. iykyk#they hold on too tight canāt let go are trapped replaying the same tragedies over and over!!!!!!#spn#sam winchester#dean winchester#supernatural
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sometimes i really dislike using the term "selfshipping" bc . thats literally just my partner . if someone asks me if im dating anyone im not gonna go and say "oh yeah i ship myself with this person" like no thats just my partner were dating thats all there is to it . does this make any sense lmfao
#i hope im getting my point across bc im having a hard time trying to put this into words that make sense ?#this is just how i personally feel sometimes#like i use the term bc its easier for others to understand but to me theyre just . my partners . my friends . my whatever else yk#v. post#selfship#selfship community#selfshipping#self ship#self ship community#f/o#fictional other#ficto#ficto community#fictoromantic
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You're not the son I raised

nnrhahahh i dont like this oneee TT the kristen is a REALLY old sketch from may last year i think? i liked how i drew them and i didnt want it to go to waste LMAO.
honestly this is just so i can get the idea of kristen control baby out of my mind for a while ijbol TBH TBH that entire album is very fantasy high coded (fire4fun and risk risk rism are so kipperlily and riz but thats a whole other thing i could do later)
just needed to clear my mind from this so here you go tumblr erm bye
#spencer's art#fantasy high#dimension 20#d20#dimension 20 fantasy high#kristen applebees#jhariah#jhariah clare#tried kinda replicating the albums lighting and vibe idk if it came out that way tho#the background took me the longest mostly cuz i had no idea what i wanted to do with it#i was gonna draw hands but Lazy#im sad the lighting doesnt show off the red-ish tips i put in her hair#(just their bangs but yk)#this is also an excuse to push my kristen applebees transfem agenda#ik it doesnt makes sense but somehow in my mind it does#butch transfem kristen applebees thank you#honeatly i might draw more fantasy high characters as songs from trust ceremony#shrugs maybe itll make me actually draw and post art#kristen chilis applebees#<- i forgot her full government name tag#silly goober#my art#:3
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#911#911edit#buddie#buddieedit#911 fox#911 abc#911 on fox#evanbuckleyedit#eddiediazedit#my edit#otp: you don't need to pretend with me#1k#honestly ive been thinking about this since the lightning#911hiatusparallels#because yes eddie had no idea the tsunami was gonna happen and the same way it wasnt Bucks fault it wasnt eddie#but this is the guy that asked for a sign about what to do about his wife and she died#then he tried to force his best friend to do something he wasnt ready for and he almost died too#and yes therapy eddie is better with his own feelings but i wonder if it crossed his mind#because maddie probably tried to get him into the keep buck distracted rotation#and he said no probably because he knew buck could need a place to escape to#but still#it could've crossed his mind the consequences of the last time he didnt give buck time#the tsunami the lawsuit all that yk#i dont know i just want to put the thought somewhere#it makes sense that eddie would wait him out after the previous moments with buck and death#anyway#yeah#evan buckley#eddie diaz
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dear fish, hello dear fish, how are you doing this fine day?
i would like your input on nikto's teeth, do you think he has sharp/pointed canines teeth? what do you think about the size of his lateral incisors relative to his central incisors or the general shape of his teeth in general, are they more slender or are they more squarish? are his bottom incisors crooked? do you think his dental arch is wide and how many teeth do you think one could see if he were to smile? i think someone mentioned about him smiling, looking like a dog bearing its teeth, was it you? how yellow are his teeth? and are there tobacco and tea stains? when do you think was the last time he had his teeth cleaned at the clinic?
i should go to bed, have a good day dear fish. i hope you are well. <3
My dearest, hear me out on Nikto with the bluntest teeth at the front. Blunt enough that if he bites down it bruises instead of cuts at the front. Canines that have the shape in between a u and a v, not too sharp yet just purely blunt.
And yet these canines can't even cut through skin because they're short, overlooked by flat teeth. Or what would be if he hasn't been fucked over in the face a few hundred times. Square alignment of his teeth that make his smile look more like a grin when he flashes them. Dents in the corner where the right is just a bit more dented in than the left. His teeth are proportioned in a way that makes his eyes look a bit larger.
Its clear to anyone that his central incisors are a bit pushed back, making an almost clean angle if it wasn't for the roundness of his teeth. The left one a bit more forward then the other. If he lets you look inside his mouth it smells like rot. An embodiment of him.
Tongue scraped and cracked, greying and a bit white. If you recommend him to brush his yellowish teeth more he'll just glare at you. Muttering that he doesn't have time, just get over with the appointment. It barely changes anything when you clean them. Though he is an easier patient than the rest, willing to keep still when you floss his gums until they bleed.
Its also far easier to clean when the tears on his face make it easier for you to reach in there. Seeing what you're cleaning on each individual tooth. Not as smooth as the teeth you normally see and yet, they're healthy enough.
"So when was the last time you had your teeth cleaned again?"
"First time."
"...i hope to be seeing you by june."
"Da, I can do that."
#honestly probably me i love my dog coded nikto#but also NASTY NASTY MAN MOST LIKELY DOESN'T BRUSH NOR CLEAN AND SMELSS LIKE ALCOHOL IN A BAD STALE WAY#anyways does that make sense#i wasnt uh#payin attention#šš#cod#call of duty#hcs#nikto#cod nikto#nikto cod#call of duty nikto#mwii nikto#nikto x reader#asks#also im betting his teeth has tobbaco stains on the bottom but yk#š#id still kiss that
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mourning the loss of the potential anyataraspike bestieism we could've gotten
#buffygirlfail.btvs#please please please tell me someone gets it#ik so many spuffy fics do this already but trust everytime i will eat it up#spike + anya bonding over their demon pasts... tara + anya being bee eff effs... spike + tara joking... i'm a bad writer but PLS trust this#isn't me just fanon-izing all of the characters lollll#I just think that the way most of them serve as foils to their partners (buffy + xander + willow)#makes it make sense that the 3 would get along yk#I don't know how to tag this uhhhh#anya jenkins#spike btvs#tara maclay#spuffy#tillow#xanya
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PUTTING UP MY FIRST EXHIBIT EVER RN CURATED ENTIRELY BY ME !!!!!!!!!!! RAHHHH šššššššššššš
ITāS OPEN 2 THE PUBLIC NEXT WEEK ā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļø
#also hehehehe i have another exhibit going up in a different room thatās opening in the summer !!!! RAHJSNSNAJAKAK#i used 2 pray 4 times like these#straight up bad bitching it rn#now everyone pray that everyone is super niceys to me and love love LOVES what iāve done w the place or else ā¦. š«#biggest nightmare is my boss being like āoh noā¦. this isnāt what we wanted at allā¦.. i fear youāve missed the markā#like i will throw up on her very nice loafers :/#<- āitās because my biggest fear is being bad at the things i love the most#does that make sense? like this is all i am. iāve dedicated my entire studies and life to this ā¦ if im bad at it ā¦. i canāt be bad it ā¦yk?#but i think its swag idc! now is not the time for self doubt !!!!!! šāāļøšāāļø#nat rambles
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