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belalugosisgravestone Ā· 8 months ago
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Maybe Iā€™m reaching BUT PLEASE HEAR ME OUT WHEN I SAY JASON THE TOYMAKER TIES REALLY WELL INTO OUSPENKYā€™S THEORY OF LIFE.
Ouspenskyā€™s theory follows the idea that we live the same life over and over and repeat our mistakes until we make a drastic enough change to be reborn into another life
Jason is an objectively horrible person with almost no redeeming qualities.
Itā€™s implied that Amelia kills him, which is why he becomes this supernatural being.Heā€™s repeating the same life but with no change, repeating the same mistakes due to the environment he grew up in and how his parents exceptions are cemented into his brain.
And in order to find that eternal friend and reach rebirth, he has to realise his wrongs and change his ways.
However, this likely would not happen, as Jason is raised under this concept of perfection, while still being neglected, causing him to become needy for attention, also being narcissistic, self-centred and playing as the victim despite being the purporter
(This also ties into Freudā€™s theory of the human psyche and the superego)
And this will continue forever and ever, never being satisfied and his ego continuing to grow, never reaching rebirth as Jason needs attention to be validated
IS THIS FUCKING INSANE?YES.
YES IT IS.
Iā€™M THINKING ABOUT THIS WAY TOO MUCH BUT AUTISM HYPERFIXATION GO BRRRR
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teddybeartoji Ā· 6 months ago
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been thinking a lot abt fwb!gojo today.... this is his first time ever doing this kind of a thing btw. i do not think he sleeps around AT ALL. but with you, he just... you start off as very good friends but then it keeps escalating ā€“ you start sitting closer and closer, your thighs always touching as you lounge on the couch. his hands seem to always find your waist in public, your seem to be in his hair more and more. and the thing is... satoru isn't all that good at deciphering his own feelings. he isn't entirely sure what this is; the butterflies in his stomach whenever you laugh at his jokes, the warmth that spreads under his skin whenever he sees you bend over. it's weird. he doesn't know what to do.
so, when one night you inch closer with your hand on his thigh, he lets you. he welcomes you with open arms. you ask whether it's okay or not and he lets out a shaky yes, his cheeks burning with something new, his eyes low and heavy as he stares at your lips. you feel so good on top of him, your body flushes to his and he thinks about how perfect this is. how much he likes it. the night is like a wet dream for him, something he's always dreamed off but when you leave the bed and hop into the shower without giving him a kiss, he doesn't even know what the weight on his heart means. where it comes from. he doesn't ponder over it for too long though as you step outside the bathroom in a shirt way too big, his shirt. he watches you get dressed and hums when you joke about his bed hair. he thinks you look gorgeous. he doesn't ask for you to stay ā€“ if this is what you want, to leave without the desire to continue your adventures from the last night, then so be it. satoru wants you to be happy. you tell him it was good and that you'd like to, perhaps, do it again and he can taste you on his tongue when he says that he feels the same. satoru will take every crumb you'll give him with a smile on his face. he won't complain and he won't ask for more, not yet at least. for now, he'll be completely and utterly at your mercy, a lapdog for you to play with whenever you so desire to do. a selfless kind of love.
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l3viat8an Ā· 1 year ago
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Nsfw!
Thinkinā€™ rough sex with what in ā€˜hellā€™ is bad Satan~
Satan just canā€™t control himself when youā€™re mad at him. Grabbing you by the hips and pulling you against his chest, pushing his lips to yours and pushing his tongue into your mouth. Even better if you try to bite his tongue, thatā€™ll just have him moaning for more.
Satan ripping your clothes away and not caring about any of it, he just desperately needs your skin touching his.
Pushing you back onto the bed and thrusting so hard into you, the bed creaks and you cry out, encouraging you to him him for it.
Slap him, harder, again, again harder, come now, he knows you can hit harder then that!! He wants you to hit him harder, not only does it feel so good when you do, it gives him a reason to be rougher and manhandle you even more.
Satan flipping you over so he can bite your shoulder, hard. slapping your ass and rubbing his hand over the mark laughing, while telling you how good his handprint looks on you. or gripping your ass and pulling you into him as he thrusts forward. pulling your hair and asking you who you belong, only loosening his grip when he hears his name falling from your lips.
Satan pulling out so he can cum all over your back, just to have the satisfaction of seeing you covered in his cum as youā€™re ļæ¼both panting, trying to collect yourselfā€¦.Satan making sure that you catch you breath, just for a moment because obviously one round isnā€™t enough-
I mean he hasnā€™t had enough of you yet~
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wishchip106 Ā· 1 month ago
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thinking about Erik making his furniture really low to the ground again
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was he actually planning for the day Charles would join him when he built his home?? šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
iā€™m crying why is he like this
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hypertechnica Ā· 6 months ago
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iā€™m going to make fiddauthor art with fidds wearing his wedding ring and you are NOT going to like it
big obligatory banner that says ā€œcheating is bad donā€™t do it i just like stories with relationship dramaā€
closeted, internally homophobic gay men who are married with kids has to be the trope iā€™m weakest to. no person involved is escaping the despair brought on by a relationship built on a well intentioned, desperate lie, born out of a desire to be normal and good
he WANTED to love her so fucking badly. he felt no ill will towards her and he loves their son more than words can say. he thought the attraction, the way she felt about him, would come with time. it didnā€™t. he doesnā€™t want to hurt her yet was doomed to from the start, and heā€™s truly, truly sorry. this does not absolve him of anything whatsoever and she has the full right to never want to speak with him again. he lied! he pretended to feel the same when he never once felt anything but platonic affection! heā€™s been in love with someone else this whole fucking time! and their kidā€¦ heā€™s caught in the middle of it all, too young to understand why his father would hurt his family like this.
and then he disappears and never comes back. imagine youā€™re 5 and your dad goes to the middle of the woods with his buddy for science shit, all of the sudden your parents are yelling on the phone and signing papers, and then he goes MIA. for years.
imagine your husbands ā€œbuddyā€ was the one he was thinking of all this time, not you, never you. and the first chance he gets to run away from you, he takes, and you should have been suspicious by the rushed frenzy of it all, the phone calls getting shorter and shorter until it fizzles to nothing. he forgot to get you a christmas gift. he hand-made him two. there has to be something wrong with you, it has to be your fault. you wish you married the man he becomes when heā€™s in his presence.
he folded when you started questioning him directly - heā€™d been to neurotic to ever be a good liar. you thought he was the one. he thought you were nice.
by the time the divorce is finalized heā€™s different in a wrong way. confused, angry, forgetful, insane - if the giant homicidal robot pterodactyl youā€™ve been harassed by is any indication. (heā€™s had a bad habit of building homicidal robots when heā€™s mad since they met -engineer things- but it was never directed at her - thankfully it never actually does anything) heā€™s clearly abusing drugs - youā€™d feel bad if he hadnā€™t abandoned you with the burden of explaining why your son canā€™t see his father anymore.
itā€™s a rotten bit of your soul, but time heals you. you move on and no longer think of him. trust in your career. find a man who truly loves you with no motives attached. raise your kid to be a good man. and in a fashion not unlike shakespearean dramatic irony, this makes him move to gravity falls to find and take care of his father. you couldnā€™t care less what hee doing now, but damn it, itā€™s his father, what is the kid supposed to do? but its futile- he appears to have no remorse, hell, no memory of the incident in the first place. (this isnā€™t his fault but how are they supposed to know that?) so he grows bitter and cold just like his mother used to be.
imagine that.
all over a mans inability to do anything but live in denial. to force himself to live in a box and pine like a dying man over the right one at the wrong time, destined to crash and burn. to take denial to a new level- a cult, brain damaging radiation, a total ego death - just to take the edge off. take off that damn wedding ring
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smallidarityfan Ā· 7 months ago
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humbling requesting gay panic joel propaganda long live smallidarity,, šŸ’„šŸ’„šŸ’„šŸ’„
THANK YOU LIAU!!!!!! Waaayy overdue on this, unfortunately I'm still healing from art block šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ ive been thinking about that prompt all this while tho...
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applecranberryjuice Ā· 1 year ago
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They could have solved this sooner if any of them bothered to look at a calendar
Hear me out
Ninjago doesn't have the best track record with dates (Wu's lifetime...) and I don't expect DR to be any better at it. But rewatching the season I realized the fact that when Lloyd narrates, he mentions being "alone for weeks" and, in the carnival, recalls not being around many people in a while, nailing down how he was secluded to the monastery during those weeks he woke up alone. This is fine, typical Lloyd behavior, just that when Nya encounters Cole, he says years. Lloyd has no reason to lie, he doesn't have to make it seem like he was less time around so if he is not lying, and he truly was weeks alone, while Cole spends years lost after the merge? What happened?
And Nya and Kai! Kai woke up early enough, and in the bounty! to be able to map and travel a big part of the new land and try to find his way back, we don't know his side, but considering he pretty much arrived and then left again, had he entered the monastery before? I do believe he was longer out, awake and traveling. Nya also mentions having traveled before encountering the cranglings-- and she was on foot, she's resilient and strong, but for how long can you travel unknown terrain without a vehicle and survive it.
The idea of time getting messed up is plausible, other than reality coming undone and messing up every physics law-Cole is hanging out with what seems to be a kid formling, whose realm is confirmed to move differently time-wise, how could two different time progressions reacted to each other? How did that affect dates? Growing rates? So interesting.
I want to know if dr is planning on going somewhere with this, if not, then it'll be one more concept I'll rotate in my brain like a skewer, its such an interesting concept to me
Its also free trauma for the ninja! Win-Win
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rbtlvr Ā· 2 months ago
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making my tags from the last post their own post, actually, because i went and did RESEARCH for this. SO BASICALLY
according to the wiki loop CANNOT crit in phase one
i dont know if their attack buff actually does anything (id have to fight them to check) since their attacks are based on percentage of your hp. BUT even if it did, they can only buff once per loop in phase one, meaning they can only do one buffed big attack per loop
regular attack does 10% hp (15% with attack buff), big attack does 17% hp (~25% with attack buff)
big attack is every third turn
guarding halves damage, halving the regular attack to 5% and the big attack to 8.5%
you heal 6% every turn with memory of a journey
those three turns where their attack is buffed aside, you can just stand there and guard and only lose a grand total of 0.5% of your hp for every three turns
this also does not take into account attack speed this is just assuming they both attack at the exact same rate. attack speed is gonna vary by level but i opened my act 6 save to check and my sif is level 76 and has 186 attack speed. they also have the scissors equipped which lower attack speed and i. cant unequip them. so. theres that too
so if youre fast enough (high level enough and dont have the scissors equipped like me. oops) you can straight up outheal all of loops attacks given enough turns + just standing there and guarding
loop does not want to hurt siffrin. thank you for coming to my ted talk
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ssphiree Ā· 13 days ago
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back to earth gets a lot of hate compared to the rest of the show but i think theres something interesting to be said about the lack of laughing in it due to the lack of live audience
noticed this within the first scene between rimmer + lister in their sleeping quarters, it was the same kind of conversation theyd have at any other point with the same kind of comedic moments/quips between them & there were several moments where i can hear where they WOULDVE had some laughs from the audience, but there was just silence
& i just think its such a subtly interesting little insight into what life on the dwarf is actually like for THEM from THEIR perspectives, they dont find each other as hilarious as the rest of us do from the outside bc they generally just dont get along most of the time, they have no one other than each other for laughs or entertainment
lister & rimmer arguing or the cat being egotistical or literally any of the comedic interactions the live audience wouldve laughed at were just met with complete silence or frustration from the others, they cant see in from an outside perspective thats literally just the way they live alone with no one but each other for their entire lives
idk its just like an interesting little thing i noticed while im at this point in my rewatch n js started to think about
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evie-doesnt-write Ā· 4 days ago
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Supernatural truly is a horror show because it says what if we took the antithesis of the house, the car, which tends to symbolise autonomy and freedom, and instead made it the domestic sphere, a symbol of the family structure and status quo, in which the characters are trapped, repressed and isolated to the family and the home forever
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voidxverse Ā· 2 months ago
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sometimes i really dislike using the term "selfshipping" bc . thats literally just my partner . if someone asks me if im dating anyone im not gonna go and say "oh yeah i ship myself with this person" like no thats just my partner were dating thats all there is to it . does this make any sense lmfao
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nerdyspies Ā· 2 months ago
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You're not the son I raised
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nnrhahahh i dont like this oneee TT the kristen is a REALLY old sketch from may last year i think? i liked how i drew them and i didnt want it to go to waste LMAO.
honestly this is just so i can get the idea of kristen control baby out of my mind for a while ijbol TBH TBH that entire album is very fantasy high coded (fire4fun and risk risk rism are so kipperlily and riz but thats a whole other thing i could do later)
just needed to clear my mind from this so here you go tumblr erm bye
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lover-of-mine Ā· 2 years ago
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fishsinsareacknowledged Ā· 2 months ago
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dear fish, hello dear fish, how are you doing this fine day?
i would like your input on nikto's teeth, do you think he has sharp/pointed canines teeth? what do you think about the size of his lateral incisors relative to his central incisors or the general shape of his teeth in general, are they more slender or are they more squarish? are his bottom incisors crooked? do you think his dental arch is wide and how many teeth do you think one could see if he were to smile? i think someone mentioned about him smiling, looking like a dog bearing its teeth, was it you? how yellow are his teeth? and are there tobacco and tea stains? when do you think was the last time he had his teeth cleaned at the clinic?
i should go to bed, have a good day dear fish. i hope you are well. <3
My dearest, hear me out on Nikto with the bluntest teeth at the front. Blunt enough that if he bites down it bruises instead of cuts at the front. Canines that have the shape in between a u and a v, not too sharp yet just purely blunt.
And yet these canines can't even cut through skin because they're short, overlooked by flat teeth. Or what would be if he hasn't been fucked over in the face a few hundred times. Square alignment of his teeth that make his smile look more like a grin when he flashes them. Dents in the corner where the right is just a bit more dented in than the left. His teeth are proportioned in a way that makes his eyes look a bit larger.
Its clear to anyone that his central incisors are a bit pushed back, making an almost clean angle if it wasn't for the roundness of his teeth. The left one a bit more forward then the other. If he lets you look inside his mouth it smells like rot. An embodiment of him.
Tongue scraped and cracked, greying and a bit white. If you recommend him to brush his yellowish teeth more he'll just glare at you. Muttering that he doesn't have time, just get over with the appointment. It barely changes anything when you clean them. Though he is an easier patient than the rest, willing to keep still when you floss his gums until they bleed.
Its also far easier to clean when the tears on his face make it easier for you to reach in there. Seeing what you're cleaning on each individual tooth. Not as smooth as the teeth you normally see and yet, they're healthy enough.
"So when was the last time you had your teeth cleaned again?"
"First time."
"...i hope to be seeing you by june."
"Da, I can do that."
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buffygirlfail Ā· 1 year ago
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mourning the loss of the potential anyataraspike bestieism we could've gotten
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otrtbs Ā· 10 months ago
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