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for my birthday i drew jason the toymaker x jason the toymaker

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IT'S FINALLY DONE! THE NINA EVENT IS HERE WOOO! I'm so sorry for how long this took. University and life got in the way a lot and at some points, I was VERY unmotivated to draw, so thank you everyone for your patience! 1, 2 and 10 are all my own AUs for Nina and Juni (OG, TMF and Hacksawverse) I unfortunately can't find who owns 8, I've looked everywhere. If anyone knows the artist, please let me know! The OG ref I used will be put under the cut. The rest belong to (not in order): @p1gsbl00d

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MY GREASY GOTH MAN 💚💙 This was a very late birthday doodle for my man’s

(Also sorry I disappeared 😜) (Just felt a lil silly like that)

Also this doodle I added in the corner

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Dnd Character ^^

My dnd groups starting up again with a new campaign so I gave my character a little bit of an update and a new artwork

He’s my favourite man who looks like a woman

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Goretober

I actually ain’t doing Goretober this year because I cannot commit to drawing for the whole month BUT I do have this from last year

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Since it’s officially spooky season to me, I must share this.

Nathan dressed as Frank’N’Furter once on Halloween

And he ate it up.

“Natty, why the fuck did you buy thigh highs?”

“It’s Just for Halloween, don’t get your hopes up”

“I wasn’t-…IT’S SEPTEMBER”

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SHE LOOKS SO GORGEOUS

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GO FOLLOW MY YOUNGER SISTERS BLOG RN >:((

(No pressure)

Hello!

I like toast with some peanut butter but not to much or it will make u feel very sick I recommend putting butter on the toast before hand so it isn’t to dry I also like pasta w some cheese I don’t like toes they make me gag and I like talking Tom and friends , my favourite singers are lil peep , Doan , Melanie Martinez , xxxtentacion ,suicidal-idol , i hate cold toast , and thats it and i also have a fear of someone putting me in a rocket and blasting me off to space goodbye 💥💥💥💥🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

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SALLY MY CHILD

Wow!!I drew a popular character for once!! 😱

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Nathan the nobody is just an aggressive stray cat

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Holy shit!!I coloured a drawing for once 😱

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I can’t stop making Laughing Jack cunty 😔

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Maybe I’m reaching BUT PLEASE HEAR ME OUT WHEN I SAY JASON THE TOYMAKER TIES REALLY WELL INTO OUSPENKY’S THEORY OF LIFE.

Ouspensky’s theory follows the idea that we live the same life over and over and repeat our mistakes until we make a drastic enough change to be reborn into another life

Jason is an objectively horrible person with almost no redeeming qualities.

It’s implied that Amelia kills him, which is why he becomes this supernatural being.He’s repeating the same life but with no change, repeating the same mistakes due to the environment he grew up in and how his parents exceptions are cemented into his brain.

And in order to find that eternal friend and reach rebirth, he has to realise his wrongs and change his ways.

However, this likely would not happen, as Jason is raised under this concept of perfection, while still being neglected, causing him to become needy for attention, also being narcissistic, self-centred and playing as the victim despite being the purporter

(This also ties into Freud’s theory of the human psyche and the superego)

And this will continue forever and ever, never being satisfied and his ego continuing to grow, never reaching rebirth as Jason needs attention to be validated

IS THIS FUCKING INSANE?YES.

YES IT IS.

I’M THINKING ABOUT THIS WAY TOO MUCH BUT AUTISM HYPERFIXATION GO BRRRR

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Jason in a trackie??

I drew this while sweating my bollocks off in a cafe Nero

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“It’s more realistic for Creepypasta’s to only care about murder”

Brev you’re telling me that demon clowns, faceless men, ghosts, magic mirrors, music boxes that give people life, demonic possession, haunted video games, fog that makes blind people see, the existence of hell, fallen angels, balloons that steal souls, fire turning You white, organ stealing cannibals, not getting infections when yanking an eyeball out, real imaginary friends, reincarnation and zombies is more realistic then basic human emotion and relationships?

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Been saying this for years

Sorry guys….I made myself ship Laughing Jack and Jason the Toymaker together….I can’t help it. They’re husbands now.

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I have a crush on Daveed Diggs I don’t know who I can tell about it so I need to share it here