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On Mothers and Baseball
âSir, your son was in another fight at school today.â
No guardian wanted to hear that, but Bro especially hated hearing it. Not because he hated Dave fighting, actually, he encouraged Dave to stand up for himself and finish a fight if it was called for. Sometimes, yeah, he encouraged Dave to start a fight, but never unprompted. No, he hated it because he hated having to go into the damn school to argue with yet another teacher about what Dave should or shouldnât be doing. He hated going in and bitching to teachers that, yes, Dave does in fact have every right to defend himself should he have to.
âOkay, and why,â Bro had asked as he grabbed his rocket board. âWhy was he having to defend himself, yet a-fucking-gain?â
The lady on the other end sputtered, still not used to Broâs defenses of Dave, or his willingness to back talk to the staff. âI-I donât think thatâs relevant, Mr.Strider,â she stuttered out.
Bro snorted and just hung up on her. He didnât have the energy tp bitch over the phone to the secretary about Dave. Also, he was going to have to correct people about calling him Daveâs father. Yeah, technically he was, and yes he was on Daveâs birth certificate as the father, but he was adamant, as was Dave, that he was the older brother, not a dad. Bro took a deep breath and headed for the school.
When he arrived, Dave was already in the office, nose and lip bloody, and his broken shades in his little hands. Dave looked up when bro stepped into the office and winced slightly. âHey,â he murmured. âThey broke my shades this time. Iâm sorry, I know theyâre damn pricey.â
Bro waved Dave off a bit, even as the secretary gasped at Daveâs language. Should Dave be cursing in the fourth grade? Probably not, but Bro hadnât shied away from swear words while Dave was tiny, so he saw no reason to really police Dave now. Well, aside from a good southern reminder to not swear around old ladies. He took the busted up sunglasses from Dave and tossed them in the trash. He could get new ones later, or dig around for an old pair of his own. He plopped down next to Dave. âAlright, your side before they give theirs.â
Dave sighed heavily and looked at his little red sneakers. âSo, itâs Motherâs Day soon,â he started. Oh shit, was it really? Bro didnât keep track of that shit, seeing as Dave didnât exactly have a mother, and he himself cut contact with the woman who raised him. âAnd, a bunch of the other kids in my class know I donât have a mom,â Dave continued. âThey started shit talking to me about it and they didnât stop when I told them too!â
âSo you threw a punch.â
âYeah⊠Yeah I did.â
Bro sighed heavily and patted Daveâs back. He didnât understand Daveâs desire for familial bonds, specifically a mom, but he could try and comfort the kid whenever the topic came up. Hard not to have it come up when Dave started questioning where his own mom was at four. Well, âtheirâ mom. Dave hadnât, and still didnât, realize that Bro wasnât actually his brother, and Bro was content to keep it that way. âDadâ was a high standard he couldnât live up to. Obviously that didnât stop him from getting finger painted cards and ugly childrenâs pottery from Dave every Fatherâs Day.
No, he didnât cherish the ugly, half formed âBest Broâ mug that was unable to be drunk from. No, it wasnât on his desk as a pencil holder, and no the cards werenât stashed away in a keepsake box under the futon. How dare anyone accuse him of anything but trashing that shit regularly.
The principal called them into the office proper, and Dave led Bro inside, ready to face suspension or, possibly, expulsion. Dave wasnât unaware of the consequences of getting into fights, but that hadnât stopped him from engaging.
The principal sighed and looked at Bro. âMr. Strider,â she began. âIâm certain you are aware of the numerous fights Dave has gotten into.â
Bro grunted, uninterested and picking at his nails. âYup,â he replied. âIâm very well aware of the frankly ludicrous amount of times heâs been harassed, harangued, and frankly, outright bullied over things that arenât his fault. Iâm happy to start with today, where he was being bullied over his mother.â
The principal took in a slow breath, lips pressed into a thin line. She was used to Bro by now. Very used to him. However, she certainly did not like him. She found him haughty and rude. Perhaps not the worst guardian sheâd ever encountered, but he was certainly one of the most annoying. âIt does not matter why he started the fight,â she said tersely. âWhat matters here is that he hit another boy.â
Broâs jaw tensed. A subtle thing that only Dave really noticed. Bro leaned forward, glaring through his shades at the principal. âYouâre wrong, lady,â he growled. âDave ainât a violent kid, he has cause when he picks up these fights, or finishes them. You just donât wanna see what other kids are doing because it's easier on you to throw the bullied kid under the fucking bus.â
The principal huffed and shook her head. âMr.Strider, I am issuing a three day suspension for Dave,â she said, writing something down. âHe will have to complete work for those missed days, as well.â
Bro glared and stood up quickly. âWhatever⊠Come on, Dave.â
Dave hurried after Bro as Bro left the building. He desperately hoped Bro wouldnât want a strife when they got home. His hands hurt pretty bad as it was, and he didnât want another kick to the ribs.
As they walked, thankfully, Bro seemed to be uninterested in him, doing that weird thing where he went completely silent. It was a sign that he was just going to grab his cigarettes when they got home and hide out on the roof for around two hours with Lil Cal and whatever new mobile phone heâd managed to snag (this time it was the Sony Ericsson Z1010, he thought).
Dave spoke softly, âBro, why donât we have a mom?â He looked up at Bro, eyes pleading and big.
Bro sighed heavily, pinching his nose bridge. He did not want to have this conversation. He couldnât just say that he had no mom, could he? That would be pretty shitty. What was a way he could say something without Dave ever bringing it up again? Did he just tell the truth? Did he deflect with bullshit? He could. He was good at it. Really good at it. But he really, really wanted Dave to stop asking. He sighed, deciding to meld truth and bullshit.
âOkay, look, we do,â he said. âBut I left with you. Stole you right outta your crib like the Goddamn Hamburglar with those delicious quarter pounders. Mom and dad fucking suck, and I wasnât gonna give them the chance to treat you the way I got treated. Itâs just been easier to say you donât have a mom because you may as well not, for how she was.â
Yeah, yeah that was good. Divulge just a bit of your own past to appease Dave. Give him some believability and see what he does with it. It wasnât⊠Really a lie. Part of why Bro had cut off his adoptive family really was because of Dave. When heâd gotten Dave, he had tried to get support from his adoptive parents, hoping theyâd want to bond with their grandchild at minimum. Instead, theyâd trashed him for âsex before marriageâ, and demanded to know which woman âtempted him away from the path of Godâ so they could force her to marry him.
On top of that, his adoptive father had promptly used a âtrainingâ method on the baby Dave that Bro had been through. Heâd tempted the little baby with a toy on purpose, getting him to crawl and reach for it. When Daveâs tiny fingers grazed the toy, Broâs adoptive father used a familiar, old willow branch to switch Daveâs little hand.
The sound of the branch followed by Daveâs shriek of pain and wailing cry had made Bro see red. Heâd pinned the man meant to be his father to the recliner heâd been in, hitting him in the face and breaking his nose.
Bro wasnât much better than his so-called parents, he didnât think. He knew his behavior towards Dave was objectionable at best, but he couldnât imagine putting Dave through the âtrainingâ heâd been through. Hitting a four month old baby with a willow branch, pulling a newbornâs hair for biting, pushing toddlers into a pond to teach them not to fall in⊠None of it was any kind of training for self defense or independence. It was âtrainingâ to teach children to fear, to cower, and to obey without question.
Tragically for his âparentsâ, Bro had been inquisitive, intelligent, and liked to ask âwhyâ for the explicit purpose of finding truth, no matter how irritating he was. He had never been religious and questioned everything. The only reason his âparentsâ, specifically father, had stopped switching him was because he quickly began fighting back and eventually got too big for them to control easily.
Dave seemed to have finished chewing on the information and he looked at Bro again. âWhatâd she do to you?â
Ah. The big boy question. The hefty weight heâd have to pick up and either keep carrying it himself, or give some of it to Dave under false pretenses. Bro shook his head. âYou donât get to know, lil man,â he said, leading Dave into their apartment building. âThatâs too much for you to process right now.â
Dave huffed in annoyance as he trailed after Bro. He wanted to know why Bro was keeping him away from their mother, his mother⊠But, if Bro was implying heavy abuse on the part of their parentsâŠ
Maybe it was best to let it go, at least for now.
Dave lugged his backpack to his room while Bro retreated to the roof. He hated suspension, but weirdly, he was also excited for the free three days. They were falling right before the weekend, so he was essentially getting five days off of school total. He was mostly grateful that Bro wasnât mad at him for the fight.
Dave headed to the kitchen to see what remaining snacks he could scrounge up and hide away, things Bro wouldnât notice. Well, he didnât think Bro would notice if half of the snacks or food went missing. The man barely ate some weeks. Once, heâd admitted to Dave that heâd been basically surviving off of Monster and cigarettes for days at a time. Essentially, Bro was wildly unhealthy for being as active as he was and forgot food existed, let alone that eating was an activity he needed to partake in. Except the lunch meat for some reason. Bro was bloodhound over the lunchmeat.
Dave grabbed up a bunch of the snacks from the cabinet and carried the armload to his bedroom to stash away in the closet. His rationed snacks and school lunches were a bulk of his meals, but on occasion, when Bro did remember food existed, heâd get hot food. Nothing fancy, but breakfasts in particular always excited him. Cheesy scrambled eggs, tick fried bologna, hashbrowns from the freezer section fried up with cheese, and a Pilsbury biscuit. It was simple and cheap and, honestly, not super well made, but it was a comfort meal for him. It was his favorite breakfast, and his excitement over it sometimes seemed to reach Bro.
Bro would smile just a bit and mess up Daveâs hair affectionately while cooking. A few times, he even had Dave help him and taught him how to crack the eggs. It was one of the few soft moments between them.
Dave plopped down on his bed and laid back after he put away his food. He sighed heavily. The next five days were either going to be the most relaxing days of his school career yet, or Bro was going to make it so he couldnât relax. He wasnât sure where Broâs head was at yet. Actually, he was never sure where Broâs head was at.
Bro was the kind of person who had a blank face. No, a stone face. Any expression Bro made tended to be pretty neutral or such a minor change to his face that it wasnât noticeable if you didnât know him. The shades didnât help, hiding his eyes and eyebrows. He unnerved a lot of people and he wasnât exactly liked by most. Broâs actions also often felt nonsensical and absurd.
Hiding cameras around to film puppet snuff, building puppet cameras to begin with, hiding swords in the fridge, filling the kitchen sink with smuppets, putting a marionette in the showerâŠ
One time, Bro had taken Daveâs old apple juice bottles and decided to melt the glass and make some lenses or something.
In short, Bro was weird and unpredictable, with weird ideas about how to help people. In Daveâs opinion, it was wildly unhelpful to drop him into the buildingâs laundry room at five and leave him to figure out laundry himself. Heâd even left Lil Cal in there to watch him for some reason. Lil Cal was hella cool sure, but damn⊠It was creepy sometimes, and having it stare at him in the dim, damp lighting of the public laundry room had made Dave uneasy.
Speaking ofâŠ.
Up on the roof, Bro stared down Lil Cal, who stared back blankly. He wasnât sure what was up, but he swore Lil Cal was⊠Talking to him. In the back of his mind, he heard things⊠Small things, almost passable as intrusive thoughts.
But if there was one thing Bro liked more than puppets or making stupid puppet snuff, it was analyzing patterns. The thoughts werenât him, he could almost certainly say that. For years, heâd had a voice in his head made up for Lil Cal, and this new voice had sounded similar to that. Nowadays, it sounded less like what he made up as a kid, and more sinister. Frequently, these intrusive thoughts demanded he do things like actively harm Dave, or harass random people. Seemingly nothing odd for intrusive thoughts, but what made him swear it wasnât him was the fact that this voice got angry when he tried to shake it off.
Bro would hear bitter remarks in his head if he ignored it, and he often felt like something was watching him a little too closely.
Right then though, Lil Cal just stared back with his plastic eyes. Any voices in Broâs head were silent and he was starting to wonder if heâd just⊠Made it up.
Bro looked up from his plastic staring contest as Dave wandered outside and over to him. The voice slipped into his head saying he should attack Dave. He shook the thought from his mind, ignoring the little âhoohoohooâ in his head. âWhatâs up, lil man?â he asked. âNeed something?â
Dave sat next to Bro, batting cigarette smoke away from his face, and shrugged. "No, not really,â he admitted. âI just sort of⊠I dunno, wanted to come see you and hang out?â
Well, that was sort of⊠New. Typically, they just existed in the same space, but not really together. Dave went about his business as an eight year old would, and Bro did his 28 year old business. Or rather, Bro managed his business ventures and edited videos, photos, logos, icons, music, and more for his weird puppet snuff and online puppet shop. The most that could be considered hanging out in the Strider household was Dave sipping a juice box on the futon while Bro played Tony Hawk or something.
Bro hummed and nodded. âSure⊠Hang out.â He put out his cigarette and put Cal over his shoulders like normal, looking at Dave. âUh⊠Did you wanna chat or something?â he asked. Damn, he really sucked at talking to Dave when it wasnât initiated by the kid. He sucked more for feeling like he needed to rely the literal child to start the conversation.
Dave hummed in thought, kicking his skinny little legs. 'Fidgety ass kid', Bro thought. Dave looked over finally. âCan you tell me about your hobbies as a kid?â
Bonding. Right. Bro could totally bond with Dave. Especially over hobbies. YeahâŠ
Sure they shared hobbies now, like art, music, and sword based strifing. And he definitely knew Daveâs hobbies outside of that. Collecting dead things and photography were huge interests of Daveâs. Hell, Bro had gone out of his way to hunt down weird and interesting dead things for Dave to display, and heâd spent a fortune at that point on disposable cameras and even an old Polaroid camera and film. Dave hung his photos all over his bedroom, a surprising amount of them being pictures of himself or random things he saw in a day.
But as for Dave knowing his hobbies? Yeah, sewing was a hobby, but it was for a business. Puppet making? Business. Music? Business. Robotics or mechanic work? Business. It made sense that Dave didnât see these things as hobbies because Bro did almost nothing but try to monetize his skills in these things (their quality was frankly debatable, but apparently enough niche groups wanted to see puppet ass). Not to mention, his hobbies now were vastly different to his childhood hobbies. What had he enjoyed as a kidâŠ?
âWell, I used to play baseball,â he finally said, looking at the sky as the sun began to droop below the skyline.
âWhoa, baseball? Really?â Dave asked, sounding stunned.
Bro nodded as he absently lit another cigarette. Habit of being on the roof. âBaseball,â he confirmed. âI was damn good at it too. Fastest bitch on the team with a hell of a swing.â
âGuess that explains how you swing a katana so good. Baseball skills.â
Bro nodded in confirmation, a faint smile briefly gracing his lips. âNever swang anything as heavy as Babe Ruthâs bat, that sucker was 44 ounces. But I had a hefty bat at 34 ounces.â He babbled for a bit about baseball, sort of enjoying talking about the sport. It honestly surprised him how much he had missed it. It had been one of the things heâd abandoned when heâd left his childhood home.
And, boy⊠Dave was staring at him in awe, little eyebrows way up on his forehead, as he listened to his big brother ramble at him about a sport. Dave wasnât a sports kid, except for maybe skateboarding, but this topic seemed to have him hooked. Although, perhaps it was less the sport itself, and maybe more about the vigor and knowledge Bro spoke with. Dave was excited to hear more about his Bro, and he didnât hold back his expression of sheer joy.
Eventually, Bro finished his ramble about middle school baseball, and also his cigarette. The sun was almost down by then, and the only lights up were the lights to the stairs and the ambient street lights below. He made a dismissive gesture towards the stairs. âGo back inside,â he ordered. âIt's cold and you need sleep, lil man.â
Dave sighed as he saw Broâs body language return to its tense and on guard state. He hated not being able to connect with Bro much, almost resenting the dark shades on the manâs face. This man was his only relative and his only real friend right now, his only means of forming a meaningful connection. He had no one else, not really. Despite living with another person, Dave often felt extremely isolated and alone, not that he could necessarily put word to these feelings yet. Reluctantly, he pushed himself to stand and wandered back towards the stairs.
As he opened the stairwell door, he overheard Bro talking to himself. Or was it Lil Cal? Lil Cal was cool, 100%, but was it really worth talking to? Maybe.
Dave shrugged to himself and trotted down to his room, prepared to feast upon a mini bag of pretzels and some cheese whiz for dinner, paired with a lovely apple juice. Motts to be precise. Not his favorite, but it would certainly suffice. Though, perhaps, if he was careful, he might be able to nab some salami from the one slot in the fridge not occupied by unbelievably shitty gas station weaponry.
He paused by the kitchen to contemplate this plan, staring at the fridge as if it would tell him in plain text how many shitty swords were inside its chilly shell, and just how much noise theyâd make upon tumbling unceremoniously out of it.
There was also the problem of the shift in Broâs mood. Heâd gone from being a little antsy, to chill, to totally on guard again. A strife would definitely be planned for the morning if Bro found even one sword out of place or the salami missing. Snack food was one thing, Bro would genuinely forget if he ate something or not, or if heâd absently tossed it to Dave. But any actual meat in the house? Bro was weirdly protective of it and basically treated it as a treat for himself, and war rations for Dave.
Food was definitely weird in their house⊠And not in a fun way, or at least, not fun for Dave.
Dave decided against attempting The Salami Heist, and headed right to his roo
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NEW DOCTOR BERATED MY MOM FOR DOWNPLAYING A SERIOUS LIFELONG MEDICAL CONDITION & TOLD HER I NEED A CT SCAN
#i've NEVER had a doctor tell me ''that isn't normal & could be serious & we'll look into it asap''#but the fact my mom was ALSO there & faced CONSEQUENCES#this doctor is a bit weird about ADHD but she DID listen to me & act weirded out by my mom's ''don't make a scene'' mentality around illnes#''so you're telling me you were IN a hospital when she had a SEIZURE & you did NOTHING???'' so poggies#my mom: well i just didn't want to cause a scene#this doctor: that's fucking weird. that's not normal. that's really bad actually#my mom: *surprised pikachu face*#i wish i had someone else to bring with me to help but like. i don't#unfortunately it's just her. my sister's enabler#had to explain to the doctor that no i don't have celiac i can eat gluten & stuff super fine. my hands are just dry cuz it's winter#& she was immediately like yeah checks out#insane. never had a doctor listen to me before#maybe i should get a support dog instead. maybe that would help#would be nice to have someone NOT getting medical advice from someone who WANTS me to have their illnesses out of spite#like unless i have asymptomatic celiac disease then idk what the fuck to tell you other than shut the fuck up about celiac#my gluten intake has nothing to do with my dry hands
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Words: 9k+ Summary: Here comes another party organized by Rose, meaning you cannot have your parents near people who threaten your peace. You can't even go to the bathroom, for goodness sake! Warnings: Female!Reader. Mentions of secret relationships and hiding things from friends and family (and finally, their consequences). SMUT (MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!! Very quick, literally a quickie, because I am so rusty at smut now. It will include some rough manhandling and clawing at the skin, but nothing too bad). Insults. Slut shaming. A/N.: I'm back!! Please know that I want to keep writing, I really do. But my professors absolutely hate me, because I have so much to do. This is like no other semester. Hope you enjoy this!
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With your hands constantly smoothing down your silk dress, you canât take your eyes off your reflection. You have touched up your make-up maybe three times since youâve âfinishedâ getting ready and adjusted the more than adjusted dress for the, hopefully, last time.
You have no idea what it is. You feel weird. You feel nervous. Or maybe just anxious. There is something about going to a party with your parents after everything that has happened that makes you want to crawl into bed and only come out when everything has already happened.
Another sole reason your blood pressure has been sky high lately has to do with the conversation youâve had with your mother in the car about planning something with âthe girlsâ. For the last few days, she always remembered it at the worst moments. You have always found a good enough reason for her to not reach out to Kristy or her mother for said plans, but youâre not so sure that today will be possible to do it, given that they will see each other in person. Your mom and her mom have always been friendly to each other and have always liked each otherâs company. They will surely plan something like an evening altogether. That is, of course, if her mother hasnât heard anything about you yet. She too has never been too enthusiastic with Cameron & Co.
A knock on your bedroom door makes you look over your shoulder, and your father walks in. He gives you a sweet smile once he sees you by the mirror and holds his hand in your direction.
âGot to go. Mom is getting impatient.â He says while you take his hand.
You grab your purse on your way out of the bedroom, reaching for it at the last second as you can already hear your mother pacing around the house. You check the time before reaching her, making sure you are not the reason why she is like that, but, as expected, the scheduled time isn't for another 20 minutes. Therefore, you will get there before everyone else.
Your mother is still pacing when you reach her. She has a cream-colored dress, make-up, and hair done with way too much precision, but the look on her face would be enough to make you run to a mirror again.
âFinally!â she says, waving her arms in the air with a sigh.
Her eyes make sure to look you up and down, and her lack of criticism almost makes you cheer out loud. You know you wonât get a compliment with her bubbling with so much stress, so the fact that she has nothing bad to say about you is enough to let out a breath.
After your mother does her last walk around the house to make sure everything is in her purse and everything is locked, you all start to walk out to get into the car. You reach for your phone when you take your seat at the back of the car, and your father begins to back out of the driveway. The car is in complete silence, just as it usually is.
Now that you are officially done with classes, the graduation ceremony is just days away. Meaning, that not only will you soon be far, far away from certain people without school forcing you to be in their presence, but you also have been bombarded with texts from Patty and Topper, who have shared with you all sorts of ideas for the parties that they will be attending. All those texts are in the weird group chat that you have been added to, but Rafe, much to his confusion, was not.
You smile down at some of the messages and make sure to not leave them on read for too long before answering them quickly. These moments of calmness and smiles don't last too long, given that you get a message from Kristy, making you put down your phone to hopefully not let it mess up with your mood again. But, yet again, you were too late.
The trip to the location of the party is a little over 15 minutes, and you try not to pay any mind to any anxious thoughts after that. Because, maybe, just maybe, there is nothing to worry about. Nothing to be scared of, and no reason to want to lock your parents in a room for the entirety of the night.
Itâs fine. Everything is fine. You got this under control.
After some time, and a little traffic, the car finally comes to a stop. Your dad helps you out of the car, and as soon as you all stand outside, you can tell that you were some of the firsts to get there. There are almost no cars in the parking lot, and that would be with counting the workersâ cars too.
Before you can even walk all the way to the front door of the building, Rose has already pushed the door open and smiled to greet you. Rose and your mother exchange the classic two kisses on their cheeks â or better, the air close to their cheeks. A handshake with your father. Yet when she reaches you, she pulls you into a hug. Your mother didnât seem to be able to look away.
âI am so happy that you could make it,â Rose says to you when you two pull away from the hug. âSeriously, it was so hard making all these teenagers want to go to an event with their families.â She turns to your mother to include her in the conversation with a quick roll of her eyes, but she simply smiles dryly at her. âAnything that just doesnât include alcohol makes everyone want to stay home, these days.â
âOh,â your mom exclaims, surprised. âYes, that is true. Youth, these days. But I do not believe that it would be my little girlâsâ and, while still talking, she puts her arm around you in a side hug that is so out of character that it feels nearly comical, âstyle to do anything like that. These types of events are so much better.â
You offer her a small smile in return, and Rose doesnât seem to notice how tense everything just seemed to get.
The two women begin a conversation in front of you not too long after. They talk about how good you did in your finals and even how Wheezie was so good in hers. All due to your hard work, of course. They talked and talked, and your motherâs arm did, eventually, come down back to her side. You walk over to stand by your dad as they continue their discussion, all while everyone still stands by the door.
âIs your whole family here, already?â Your mother asks her, making your ears perk up.
âExcept for Ward, yes. He had to leave to get something at home. But the kids are all here. Well, except for Rafe, of course,â she chuckles dryly, âHeâll get here in his own time.â Rose says with a shrug before turning back to you and offering you a smile, âAnd I do believe some of your friends from school have gotten here as well.â
Great.
You fake a smile of excitement, and Rose takes that as her ticket to take you all inside the building. The warm breeze from outside is quickly substituted by the cold AC as soon as you get in, and, only after a few hallways, do you step into the massive room of tonightâs event. One with a tall ceiling and a wall made of windows, all of them facing the sea not too far from the buildingâs garden in the back. One of the windows is open and some people stand outside, some of them smoking, while others just enjoy the view while talking.
Even so, the room is quite empty. The ones inside stand on the sides and corners of the room, but, due to its size, the room feels empty still.
Your eyes scan the room, looking at each person carefully, trying to see how much damage could be made in the first few minutes already.
A little polite conversation later, Rose steps away with a soft âtalk to you laterâ. Having looked around enough, relief washes over you when you notice that the friends that she had mentioned had only been one of the girls and some somewhat known faces from school. Nothing like Kristy, or the rest of the group. You know they won't do a thing when alone, that is, of course, if they aren't Kristy.
Your parents walk over to the table with the drinks, and you follow them, only listening to their conversations to keep you entertained.
The room is indeed fabulously decorated. The walls are decorated with amazing and grand pieces of art. Certainly replicas of sorts, expensive looking, nonetheless. Rose, as she tends to do, filled the room with all sorts of flowers and large tables with white tablecloths and glass dishware. At some tables, there are all sorts of mocktails, juices, and fancy herbal and fruitful waters. Other tables have food with all sorts of snacks, which the younger family members seem to have no shame in already having their fill.
You can see the people out in the garden from the drinks table. You can see Wheezie out with her friends, as well as Sarah being annoyed by Topper, who is beginning to be pulled away by one of her friends. They all are dressed formally. Wheezie in soft pink and Sarah in yellow. You look over to check on Rose which is in a light purple. What kind of color would they make Rafe wear?
You smile down at your own thoughts and hide it by looking around, purposefully ignoring a stare from a family that you do not want to interact with â the only girl and her parents, who might as well just call you a devil from where they stand in the room, given the distaste in their faces.
By the time an hour passes, you notice how slowly time goes by. You sure are in for a night.
(âŠ)
It has been three hours, and you've finally decided that you need to walk away from your parents. You have shaken so many hands of coworkers and possible business partners of both your parents, that your mind has begun to blur their faces into one ever since youâve met the seventh person. Their conversations have been about business and sales, and you swear that if you hear any sort of vocabulary from their field again, you will begin to rip your hair out in chunks.
So, a walk it is.
Your heels click on the tiled floors as you look for a bathroom. No one is in the hallways, most people just stay in the main room or the outside, where younger socialization is seemingly kept. None which youâll be able to make today, for the looks of it.
You have thought about talking to someone other than your parents, but the possibility of it upsetting them, given your new crowd, always made you take a step back. There arenât many people you could speak to. Rafeâs friends, who have naturally become yours too, have all gotten here in the last hour. Most who noticed gave you a simple wave, which you could only nod to because you knew you couldnât be caught waving at Topper Thorthon by your own mother. You might as well just walk right back into the room nude, and youâll get the same reaction - in other words, complete horror. Patty, on the other hand, had walked over to you to greet you as she normally would, with a hug, and that sparked the curiosity of your mother a bit too much. That is, of course, because she has no idea who she is.
Other sorts of company, also known as your past best friends, have also gotten here, and each time you notice them walking in the room, you would simply spark a conversation with your parents so they wouldnât look at the newcomer. But you know it, youâre running out of things to talk about. Especially since some of the girls havenât gone outside and are still standing by their parents, talking amongst themselves. One is easy to hide from your parents, but a group, not so much. The idea of them already talking to them is making chills run down your spine.
Truly, the only thing keeping you sane is the fact that Kristy hasn't arrived. Therefore, there is nothing that can truly hurt you while she isn't here... right?
You walk through the hallways, letting out a sigh, still looking for a more distant bathroom that doesnât have a line of women you could possibly very well know at the door.
After looking at many lines, you decide to try upstairs instead, because, realistically, you will need at least five minutes of silence in that room to get back into the right mentality to handle the rest of the night, and you will not be able to do that with a group of women ready to break down a door and run in to pee.
You begin to walk towards the front of the building, where you spot even more people who have begun to arrive at the party and are following Rose as she continues to be her pleasant self to her guests. You spot the two big staircases at the front, and you grab onto the railing before beginning to go up.
Suddenly, a whistle echoes down the hallways and up your staircase and you freeze.
âThe party is down here, miss.â The voice says.
If only you hadnât recognized it, you wouldâve actually listened to the observation and made your way down the staircase, hiding your embarrassment and complete horror of being caught. But the fact that you did recognize it only made you want to throw a shoe at your boyfriend for scaring you the way he did.
âWhat am I, a dog, for you to be whistling at?â You say while turning around to face him, while he stands by the front door, meters away from you and down a few steps.
Rafe tilts his head up at you, and you know the comment is eating at him. You're teasing him. You smile as you see him peek into the hallway Rose disappeared into, and you canât help but let out a shriek when he starts running up the steps to grab you.
Rose must already be on her way back to the door to welcome the new family coming inside, and you have her stepson ready to tackle you to the ground, so you have double the motivation to grab onto your dress and the railing and try to get away from your man.
You laugh your way up the stairs, but you donât even get to the last step before heâs able to grab onto you. Now, do you think it was a fair fight? With you in heels and a long dress? Absolutely not, and you make sure to let him know that as he casually puts you over his shoulder and gets you both off the stairs - all while basically making you think youâre going to die for being upside down on the last step. You have screamed twice since he's gotten here. Rose would kill you if she knew.
âPlease put me down.â You say, defeated and seriously out of breath from both running and laughing.
You know that Rose must have heard the both of you, you just hope she doesnât know it is you who was just laughing hysterically. Youâre sure she heard the damned loud whistle and rolled her eyes to the back of her head in response, knowing very well whose it was â the only son that is almost 4 hours late to a party his own family is organizing. And now that same man is kidnapping a girl into the upper floor, how nice. You wouldn't blame her if she stopped inviting him. Not at all.
Halfway through a hallway and during your millionth plea, Rafe finally puts you down, making your hair fall in all sorts of directions over your face, getting a genuine laugh out of him. Your hands begin to try and smooth down the strands back into their original place, but Rafe continues to smile down at you.
âDonât you look beautiful today, baby?â He says in a dramatic tone, making your hands stop working through your mess of hair and giving him a glare, which in his eyes seems more like a pout.
Taking pity on you, Rafe helps you with your hair to the best of his ability, and you begin to look around for a bathroom.
Leaving Rafe behind and knowing fully well that he will follow you without hesitation, you walk over to a door that, thankfully, is unlocked, and the room is empty. Rafe walks in with you, and you only let out a breath when you hear close the door behind him.
Rafe watches you through the reflection as you fix your hair further and then check on your makeup. It takes quite a few moments of silence before you turn and lean back on the counter. With your back to the mirror, and the temperature of the cold stone going through the fabric of your dress, Rafe steps in front of you, and the warmth of his hands on your hips adds a nice contrast.
You look up at him, analyzing his face, but you notice how he leans in for a kiss, making you turn your head at the last second, forcing him to lay a kiss on the corner of your mouth instead.
âI have lipstick on.â You whisper at him, âDonât you dare ruin it.â
âI would never.â He whispers back but kisses your cheek again instead and then continues to go down your jaw, neck, and then shoulder.
You fight the urge to close your eyes to the feeling of his lips and look at him while he moves, you havenât taken a good look at him yet. He looks good, like he always does, in a dark blue suit with no tie and a pristine white dress shirt underneath, his hand has his usual gold ring, and his buzzcut looks just made.
âWeâre matching.â You tell him, a smile more than evident in your voice, making him raise his head up to look at you. âWhy blue?â
âAsk Sarah, she was the one that chose my suit.â He says, creating a slightly bigger distance between your faces.
You lay your hands over his shoulders, but they eventually find their way to his cheeks. Your thumbs caress his skin, and he continues to stare down at your face.
âYou look really handsome tonight.â You whisper to him again.
âI do?â He asks, and you nod, making him lean into you again, threatening to ruin your lipstick yet again.
âAnd incredibly needy too.â
Even Rafe couldnât hold in his chuckle at your observation.
âSomeone ignored my texts for-â
âWe texted this morning, Rafe!â You say a little louder this time, with a smile that almost made Rafeâs heart jump out of his chest. âSince when did you become such a sappy boyfriend?â
Rafe did not even have to say a single word, the expression on his face of complete repulse for your choice of adjective is enough to make you smile widely at him. He sends you a glare as a response which only makes you laugh harder. Your hands come down to his shoulders again, and you give him a kiss on his cheek before leaning away from the counter.
âI have to go back down soon.â You tell him.
Rafe leans in closer to you, his hands forcing your body glued to his, making you lose all idea of cold from before. You are warm all over. âWhy?â
âMy parents are here, canât have them talk to a certain someone just yet.â
Rafe doesnât answer out loud, he just continues to look through your face, deep in thought. You watch him as he does it, memorizing every inch of his skin in return. Rafe had noticed your mood while watching you walk the hallway downstairs. You are deep in thought and visibly buzzing with anxiety. Knowing now that the root of all your problems is just a floor down from yours, makes a lot more sense than whatever he had thought of.
âTheyâre here?â You only nod, kissing his jaw and pulling back to look him in the eyes, âHave they said anything?â
âNot a single thing, only stared for a while.â Rafe pulls you impossibly closer to him, and you let him. âThey might already be doing it right now.â
âWhy did you leave?â
âI was driving myself insane. Had to talk to way too many people, and I canât even remember a single name.â Rafe grins at your words, but you sigh before continuing, âI want to go home already.â
âBut the party just started.â
You roll your eyes at him and his audacity, and he smiles down at you. Your lips crack a small grin too, and you feel one of his warm hands move from your back to your hip, squeezing it through the thin fabric and holding onto you tightly. Your entire body sizzles at his touch, and you lean closer, completely forgetting your own promise to not smudge your lipstick.
âWe shouldnât.â You whisper against his mouth.
âWe really shouldnât,â Rafe emphasizes with a shake of his head and a big smile, but that is just before he closes the gap between the two of you. Your lips touch, and your hands smooth over to his head, smoothing over his short hair.
Rafe lifts you up to the counter and pulls your dress upwards to your waist to help him stand between your legs with the slit of the fabric. You sigh against his lips at his touch over your smooth thighs, and, under the dress, Rafe grips onto your skin and pulls you directly into his hips, making you moan against his mouth.
His hands look for a certain piece of fabric, your panties, under your dress as he pulls you against him, but all he feels is skin. He brings his hand up and grips your face with the same force as he did your hips, thumb digging into your cheek as he held your jaw.
He pulls you back, noticing just a slight smudge of your lipstick, and you smile maliciously at him, knowing exactly why heâs behaving the way he is. He lets out a dry laugh, not finding any sort of humor like you did, and kisses you a single time before whispering directly into your lips, âYouâre such aââ
âPanty lines, Rafe, panty lines!â You interrupt him without being able to contain your smile.
Your lips melt into a kiss again, more aggressive this time due to Rafeâs discovery, and you canât help but continue to smile into the kiss, moving your shoulders until you feel the dressâ strap slide down your skin. Rafeâs hands slide from your jaw to your neck, and your hands slide down his torso all the way to his belt, currently almost glued to you too because of how tightly Rafe holds you to him.
You pull his belt to get him closer to you and finally pull at the buckle to undo it. Rafeâs hands let you go for a second, he undoes the buttons of his dress shirt, only separating your lips for those seconds and coming back to you.
You finish undoing his belt and move onto the button and zipper, while Rafeâs hands move back to hold your hips. Rafe groans against your mouth, and you grab onto his boxers, dragging your nail over the elastic band. You smile at the way he responds, pulling you roughly towards him and grabbing onto your skin as if itâs his lifeline.
Your hands pull his clothing down, and Rafe is quick to lift a hand and push yours away from him. Your lips donât separate through it all, and Rafe brings his hand in between your legs. His touch immediately rips a reaction out of you, making you moan louder against his lips while your back stretches with pleasure.
Rafeâs fingers drag from your clit to your entrance, not ever stimulating you on purpose, just moving so, so slow that you consider biting him in response. You turn your head to break the kiss, and Rafe just continues kissing down your jaw and neck, as if unphased. Your breathing is heavy, and your heart is beginning to seem to want to beat out of your chest, but your lips are only able to whisper a single plea, âRafe, please, we have to be quick.â
âPlease, what?â He teases like he always does.
You groan, naturally, and he smiles, âPlease, Rafe, just fuck meâ
In response to your words, Rafe did not hold back. He glues back your lips to his, and the finger over your clit pulls away, leaving you cold and waiting. His hand goes back to your hip to hold you in the exact position he wants you in, and, right after pulling his hand away again, you just feel his dick lining up with your entrance and sliding into you.
The sensation almost feels like too much, making you pull away from the kiss and bring your hands to his shoulders. Your hands hold onto his skin, underneath the opened suit, and Rafe groans at the feeling of your nails on his skin. He doesnât move, once heâs able to slide entirely into you, and all you hear for those seconds of no movement is both of your elaborate breathings.
Rafe breaks the silence, âFuck, you feel so good.â making you chuckle and pull him into a kiss.
As soon as he begins to move, you almost feel as if your body is not your own. The pleasure is too much, and you canât help but pull Rafe closer to you. His movements are steady and slow at first, but, at this moment, it almost feels like enough. Something about being worried and anxious throughout the night made you feel as if your body is now overly sensitive to everything that Rafe touches.
Your moans arenât words, just whimpers and sounds of pleasure, never too loud and even sometimes a whisper. Rafe looks down at you, as one of his hands moves to wrap his arm around your back to support your body close to his. Your hair looks perfect again, and your lips only have a slight smudge at a corner, almost unnoticeable. One of your dressâ straps has slid off your shoulder, making his half-closed eyes stare at your jiggling flesh. He pulls you in closer and speeds up ever so slightly, letting the sound of skin slapping and your wet pussy fill his ears and consume him.
You lean your forehead on his shoulder, as one of your hands slides out of his suit and wraps around his bicep. His cock, moving back and forth, his tight hold on your body, your naked chest now glued to his, it seems like too much for you to even open your eyes. It is as if flames consume your body, from your legs to your head, centering around your stomach. It burns at your insides, and all you can think of is how good it feels.
You know you have to be quick about it. Your biggest worries are just a few steps away, so possibly able to find you and what youâre doing, bringing to absolute ruin. But, now, you can't bring yourself to care. And especially not when Rafe moves to grab onto your face and brings your lips to his, making your mind go fuzzy, and your heart flip with love and pleasure for this man.
The kiss starts with form, but it loses it within seconds with some of your moans and Rafeâs groans. Both of you are lost, and getting worse with each stroke and each kiss. You have obviously gotten wetter, you both can hear it, and Rafe canât help but reach underneath your dress to touch you.
You let out a gasp, which turns into a moan when he touches your clit, and he simply holds your face in place, unwrapping his arm from your body. Your hands reach to hold onto the counter of the bathroom, and the cold stone bites at your skin once you touch it.
Rafe kisses you slowly one last time and lets go of your face before he speeds up his thrusts a last time, making his movements fast and rough, but sloppy. Yet you swear that you have never felt better. His cock reaches deep into you and with each stroke, it touches where it should. His finger slides with ease over your swollen clit, and your pussy squeezes him in response to all of it.
Rafeâs fist closes with all its might as he keeps going and you moan his name, close to his ear. Both of you are beginning to break your first sweat as the peak of your pleasure gets closer and closer. You can almost taste it. Rafe pulls you back to him, maybe a bit too forcefully, but you couldn't care less. You moan into his skin as he gets you closer and closer to your orgasm, and your hands claw at his skin for it.
He leans in close to your ear and whispers, âCome on, baby, come for me.â
After just another two thrusts, you sob out a moan into his neck and Rafe puts your mouth to his in a kiss. Your hands reach for his face, even while still reacting to your too-powerful orgasm, and he follows you right after, pounding into you with a force you know will leave you sore, but for a cost that you could accept any day.
As both your heart rates slow down and your breathing calms, your mouths go back into a normal kiss, your usual slow and loving. Rafe wraps both of his arms around you, pulling your flesh impossibly closer to his, and you relax close to him, ignoring what could possibly await downstairs.
(âŠ)
It took you embarrassingly long to fix your makeup before you got down the stairs with Rafe. No one is walking in anymore, which can only mean that it is finally late enough for anyone else to come in fashionably late.
Your heels click as you walk a little too fast due to your anxiety, Rafe stays a little behind, letting you in the room before he does. You push the door open, and the sound of all the conversations around the room hits you all at once. You look over at Rafe before you walk in, and he nods at you to go.
You walk through a few groups of people and look over at where you left your parents, only to find them in the same place - your father just a few steps behind. You fight the urge to smile a bit and begin to walk towards them, but your legs stop moving when noticing Kristy with her arm crossed with your mother, as her mother stands right next to her too.
All three of them are in a deep conversation, but smiles are all around, which only soothes your soul a slight bit.
Kristyâs mother, Natasha, is another type of woman entirely. In all the years of your friendship, you had only seen her a few times, always out in business. She is a hauntingly beautiful woman. And, yes, even after so many years, you too are scared of her, while your mother never seems to get enough of her.
âOh, there you are!â Your mother says, noticing you right away. You walk closer to them, trying to hide how stiff your body feels due to the adrenaline coursing through you, âAre you feeling alright? You were gone for a bit.â
âYeah, just a stomachache, I think.â You tell her, âBut Iâm feeling much better now.â
âDo you think itâs something you couldâve eaten?â She asks, and your eyes move over to Kristy who is obviously staring at you, hard.
âMaybe.â You shrug at your mom, ready to change the topic of conversation.
âI told you to put the leftovers in the fridge yesterday, but, no, you just had to do it when you felt like it, right, missy?â She teases, looking over at Natasha to make her join in on the motherly teasing session.
But, when you look over at her, you would have to be blind to not notice the way she is looking at you. Different from the way she used to, which could only mean one thing.
âOh,â She plays along, hiding her staring slightly better, this time. âKristy is just the same, you know? Always does things on her own time, no matter what I tell her.â
Kristy wouldâve rolled her eyes at her motherâs words if she wasnât occupied staring at someone in the distance. Her silence was so out of character that you werenât the only one to notice her distraction, because your mother looked faster, and her mouth followed at light speed.
âHow can a son arrive so late to an event organized by his own family? A shame, really.â You tense further as she shakes her head.
Kristy tenses too at her words, quickly looking away and down at her feet for a few seconds in shame. Having had enough of her shit, you can't help but continue to glare at her.
Your mother, oblivious, does not notice the tension building up, but youâre thankful for that as she keeps herself busy by bad-mouthing your boyfriend instead.
âNo surprise that Rose doesnât bring him to so many of her parties,â She says, âI would do the same.â
âWhat a disgrace of a boy...â Natasha says but while directly facing you, almost as if trying to talk to you about him. âDo you know him?â
âWhat?â You ask her, trying to hold back your defensive tone.
âRafe Cameron,â She reminds you, âDo you know him?â
Your mother looks at you, intrigued by the conversation. âOh, no, not at all.â She answers for you.
âAre you sure?â Natasha asks you with a dip of her chin, making Kristy turn her head to her in shock. âHeâs not too far from your age.â
âA year.â You tell her, and she nods, beginning to grin at your response. Your mother looks at you in interest but, of course, nothing malicious is crossing her mind, âIâve talked to him before, yes.â
You can come to very much regret saying such a thing in a few seconds but, at the end of the day, if you ever want your mom to know of your relationship, she better start warming up to the idea that you at least know the guy.
âYou have?â Your motherâs interest could not have been more peaked.
âYeah,â You nod, noticing that Kristyâs shocked eyes have now come to face you too, âNot as bad as everyone says.â You shrug.
âReally?â Natasha asks, humor thick in her voice, but you ignore it and simply nod. âOh, Iâve heard the opposite, that he and his friends are an absolute horror to talk to. Very rude, werenât they, Kristy?â
Kristyâs eyes almost pop out of her head once her mother mentions her name and her experiences.
âOh-oh, uhmâŠâ She hesitates, making your mom almost want to shake her to spit it out. âI didnât have the greatest conversations, no.â
âHow come?â Your mom pressures her, pulling at their crossed arms, urging her to tell all, but Kristy is nowhere near ready to let it out.
âJust some parties, you know.â She shrugs, âHe must have been drunk a few of those times, so he wasnât the nicest.â
âWhat kind of things did he say to you?â Your mom asks.
âOh, not to me. But my friends, for example⊠One day, they were looking for someone.â You fight the urge to punch her, this time, âAnd asked him- because he is⊠friends... with her.â She takes a deep breath, âThey asked him about her, but he just told them to âfâ off and all that.â
âWho were they looking for again, sweetheart? His girlfriend, was it?â Her mother asks, only looking at her daughter in fake curiosity.
Your mother could not even contain her shock, letting out a gasp so loud that some people around you turned to look at her. You, on the other hand, feel as if someone had just thrown you into an iced lake. âHe has a girlfriend?!â
âOh, yes, he does.â Natasha says, âQuite a shock to me too when I heard.â
âDo you happen to know who it is?â She says, leaning in as if to know a secret.
You physically butt in by putting your hand in between them, stopping Natasha from opening her mouth any further and making the two of them look at you.
âItâs his private life, we shouldnât talk about it.â You say, with a tone so serious that it made your mom notice some of the attention you all were gathering around you.
She smiles at the people, who turn away right after, and, with a lower tone of voice, she says, âOh, honey, please. That boy has never been private a day in his life.â Your mother insists, âItâs nice of you to try and be civil but with Rafe Cameron?â
âYouâre not being fair, mom.â You tell her, letting her continue to think of you as just a nice person trying not to dirty her pure and innocent ears with gossip. âYou donât know him.â You look at the other two women.
Kristy listens to your words and notices her motherâs silence. She did not expect her mother to try and provoke you as much as she did, but Kristy can only blame herself for that. She shouldnât have told her everything she knew, but it had been a bad day, and she thought she could trust her mother to stay quiet. After all, she had always seemed to like you. Yet, there was something about your words just now that sounded like they were meant for her too.
After all, you were defending Rafe from her. Again.
âYou know him that well?â Kristy asks you, after the seconds of silence â and delusion from you, since you thought it had been enough to calm down the conversation and delay it for another time.
You look at her with eyes that could only mean two things to any onlooker, either that you were offended by her words or the complete opposite, that you were pleading with her to just stop whatever she and her mother were doing.
âI wouldnât say that well.â You say, slowly, trying to measure your every word, so it wouldnât lead to any misunderstandings. âBut I have talked to him and seen him a lot of times. Iâm at his home for a lot of hours, remember?â
âThatâs right, you tutor the Wheezie girl.â Your mother suddenly remembers, âBut, the rumors about him canât be all that big of a lie. So many people tell them. A new one each week.â
âBut... Like you just heard, he just got himself a girlfriend. Even you were surprised.â She nods, not understanding where youâre going with this. âIf he can get himself a girl to date after all the rumors about him, maybe heâs not that bad.â You shrug.
You continue to look at your mom, in silence, watching as she slowly bites the bait towards a more open-minded and not-so-horrible mental image of Rafe, but you watch it all burn down in front of your eyes, right as Kristy starts to speak.
âThat really depends on what type of girl you imagine him dating,â She says with a chuckle as if finding what you said cute or amusing. Deep down she is boiling in anger with the way you dodge every question with ease, like you've been hiding for so long, you already became accustomed to it all. âYouâre imagining him with a well-mannered girl, about his age, a great student, and with great friends that can only be a good influence on himââ
âKristy,â You warn her.
âBut the reality is that we donât know who the girl is.â She continues in a tone that not even a saint would believe to be truthful, âHis girlfriend can very much be like any other slut. Someone who can only match his energy, someone who can only ruin herself further than she has already ruined.â
She looks you in the eyes as she says those exact words, fueled with rage after hearing you say all those things about how everyone just misunderstands Rafe.
âThat isâŠâ Your mother says and hesitates, not loving the words used to describe the hypothetical girl just now.
âWhatâs wrong?â Kristy asks you, not even hiding her tone this time, âStomachache, again?â
Your breathing is uncontrollable, and your heart is beating rapidly. Youâre not sure if itâs adrenaline, anger, heartbreak, anxiety, or everything all at once. All of what is being unsaid is being left in the air, like a toxic cloud, which everyone just watches you seem to be the only one in the conversation to be able to breathe it in.
âSomething like that.â You say with gritted teeth with a short smile.
Your motherâs face twists with worry and Rafe is quickly forgotten. She turns to you, but you canât take your eyes off the two women who appear to be practically orgasming with how they are loving to threaten to ruin your life with casual banter.
âWe can go ask Rose if she has something for a stomachache, honey, would you like me to do that?â You donât answer but try to shake your head, which goes unnoticed. âOr maybe in our car, maybe I have something for you to take.â
âIâm fine, mom, really.â
âWhatâs happening over here?â You hear your fatherâs worried voice behind you, which makes you turn to face him.
âSheâs feeling sickââ Your mom tries to tell him.
âSick? Did you eat something you shouldnât?â He asks you, âWas it those leftovers? Honey, weâve told you that you should put them in the fridgeââ
âYou should tell them the truth,â A voice interrupts your father, making you look at the two women again, your heart now at your stomach making you even more nauseous.
âWhat?â Your mother asks with pure confusion over her features, âWhat are you talking about?â
You look at the two mothers, both looking at each other, one with a know-it-all look, while the other is lost in absolute confusion.
âIf it was my Kristy, I wouldâve wanted her to tell me everything since day one.â She says, facing me again.
âShut the fuck up.â You say to her, your volume low so as to not get any attention from anyone outside of this conversation, but your motherâs gasp might have gotten some looks right after, again.
âApologize!â Your mother says to you, âYou cannot speak to her this way, sheâs your friendâsââ
âNo,â Kristy says, only making your motherâs frown deepen. âActually, you might not even know but we havenât been friends for quite a few weeks, isnât that right?â She smiles at you.
âWhat?â Your father asks, shocked to know that the once inseparable childhood best friends are no more.
âTell them.â She tells you, making your eyes water, from anger, embarrassment, or complete horror that this is finally happening, but you fight the tears. âThey deserve to know.â
You bite the inside of your cheek to hold in your need to gasp for a sob that you are holding in.
âCould either of you two just tell us what is going on, already?â Your father asks, leaning his hand on your back to try and offer you comfort, but his touch only repulses you, given what you are being forced to say.
Your panic rises as youâre unable to scream hysterically at the women in front of you to just disappear and mind their own business due to how many people surround you. How many of your parentsâ friends and coworkers surround you, and how you would just embarrass them if you even dared to say half of what this woman and her daughter deserve to hear.
âMaybe we should go home,â You tell your dad, âIâm not feeling good.â
Your mother canât even help but look at the two women in front of you sideways. She has known the women for years and has never seen them behave the way that they are behaving. But, again, she also has known you since you were born. Youâre half of her. And she hasnât seen you talk or act the way you are, right now.
âWhat is it that sheâs talking about, honey?â Your mother pulls at you, worried but frightened too with what could be about to come out of your mouth.
âLetâs just go.â You tell your mom, feeling your entire burn in horror. They will know everything after today. There is no other way around it. âI'll tell you at home, please.â
Kristy's mother speaks again. âJust say it.â
She opens her mouth, but you make sure to speak over her, âYou donât know nothing about me or my life, you have no rightââ
âJust like I donât know your boyfriend, right?â She asks, and everything around you goes silent, âThere... See? Not so hard.â
âWha-what? What do you mean by that?â Your mom says, taking a step closer to her, hoping that she had misheard her.
Natasha does a short smile at your mother, and your father, having not been present during the past conversation, simply brushes his hand up and down on your back. He still does not understand a single thing of what they are saying, but he is worried about you.
No one says another word, and Natasha and her daughter walk out of the conversation. You recoil from your fatherâs touch and take a step back from both of your parents. Your breathing is beginning to sound strange to you, and your skin feels too hot to the touch even though chills run down your body. Your heart is breaking and being ripped out at the same time, and the world has begun to lose its center of gravity because it is suddenly too hard to stand.
Your mother continues to stand a step away from you, not moving, thinking to herself about how she and her own mind can be wrong. How this is not her reality, and how when she turns to face you, she will find you and Kristy, still as best friends, laughing at her face for being so dumb to even believe all of this. But she doesnât. She turns, and she finds you pulling away from your father and walking away, ready to get out of the building.
She stands there, watching you walk out of the room, and notices that Kristy is following right behind. She canât move or speak for a few seconds. Her husband stands beside her, asking her what the hell is going on, and in the corner of her eye, she sees him. She turns her head to him and watches him, with his blue suit just like her daughterâs dress and hair cut short. He has a charming smile on his face as he speaks to a group of men with his father on his side. He is acting unbothered and calm like he always does in these events.
As her heart continues to pound, her husband follows her eyes and stares confusingly at Rafe Cameron, trying to decipher what could be going on, but to no avail.
You forcefully clean your tears with your shaking hands and walk quickly down the hall towards the door to the outside. Right next to the door, you notice three people talking, but before you can even get close to them, a voice stops you.
âI didnât mean for this to be like this,â Kristy says to you, and your blood boils at the sound of her voice,
âOh, fuck you.â You exhale out the words at her, knowing the people in the room of the event wonât hear a thing, turning to face her. âYou and your mother knew exactly what you were doing.â
âI didnât want it to be today.â She shakes her head, not exactly sure what she should say to you first, âI just thought that your parents deserved the truth.â
âOh my god, Kristy, shut up! JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP with your 'could do no evil' attitude!! No one asked you for anything! I was going to tell my parents when it was safe for me to do so.â You try to hold in your tears, even when you know you have every right to cry, âYou bitch, I probably donât even have a house to live in right now, and all you care about is how you could justify your own stupid actions? Fuck you!â You try to turn to walk away again.
âIââ She tries to walk with you.
âNo! Stop!â You tell her, holding out your hand, âYou have said and done enough today, Kristy. I do not want to ever see you again. I will never forgive you for anything that you and your mother have done today.â You canât even hold yourself back from both continuing and letting out some tears, âI am an adult, I have been an adult this entire time. I choose my own relationships, and you have nothing to do with it.â
âYou know that is not why I donât approveâŠâ
âExactly! Because I donât need you to approve, Kristy. You are not my mother and you sure as hell arenât my friend anymore. Your approval means absolutely nothing to me, right now. Maybe before you fucked up, absolutely, that is why I didnât say anything before, but now?â You run your hands through your hair in frustration as you snicker at your own words, âAnd you called me a slut, for Christâs sake. In front of my own fucking mother.â
âI didnât mean it like that.â
âI donât give a shit, Kristy!â You wave your arms in the air for emphasis, âI do not give a single shit about what you meant or even still want to mean. You have officially and royally fucked me for life, and you think you have the right to run after me?â You ask as you angrily wipe away your tears.
Kristy bites down her tongue and looks at you, âI just donât understand how you think that what I did was so wrong. I get it, I shouldâve let you have the conversation with your parents at your own time, but also look at my side. Why did you hide him? If he is so great, as you say, why did you hide him from us? From me?â She pauses, âWe were best friends. I only wanted what was best for you. Of course, I wouldnât like to hear that you were with him, but I wouldâve still preferred to have you tell me the truth.â You turn your back to her and start walking again, âThat is why I will never understand this relationship.â
âDo you really want to know, Kristy?â You say out loud, turning to face her again, noticing how she hasnât moved closer, âBecause it was fun. In the beginning, all of this was for fun. I had fun with him. I felt like I could do whatever the hell I wanted with my life without anyone judging me or thinking less of me. And it was a secret because it was all there was to it: fun! And, after everything, he was nice to me, and he was gentle with me.â You take a breath, âAnd since that moment on, I gave him more of me and, even when he royally fucked up too, he made sure to make up for it and stay by me.â
Kristy opens her mouth to twist your words, but you donât let her.
âAnd before you even say. I do not give a shit if he drinks or if he fights, or if he does fucking coke every single day in his life, you know why? Because at the end of the day, he will come back to me and love me, and let me love him like he deserves to be loved.â You sniffle, âRafe has not mistreated me a day in his life. He takes care of me, and he loves me, and that is all I could ever ask of him⊠And the fact that you couldnât even try and get to know him- It really shows who I must choose to include in my life from now on.â
You take a breath and hear the door to the event open again, so you decide to end the conversation.
âGoodbye, Kristy.â
You turn again and walk over to the front door. When you walk closer, you notice that the three people who used to stand by the door have stopped talking, pretty sure right after you started screaming. You almost apologize as you walk past them, but you notice that one of them is Rose. You almost freeze once you realize that now she too knew of your relationship with Rafe, but your body is too locked into the idea of getting the hell out of there, so you simply look away and walk right off into the cold nightâs breeze.
What the fuck are you going to do now?
I finally did it! I honestly believe that this was the hardest chapter to edit. Everything just felt so cartoonishly evil, I hated it and had to basically rewrite it. I was so stressed, I really wanted it to be good. Hopefully, it was worth the wait!!
If you're wondering where I've been or if I'm okay, I'm more than okay. I'm just really busy with uni since my professors seem to hate me, and I had no inspiration for the entirety of my summer vacation. So, now, when my life is at the peak of stress, I decided to post this (just to add more stress, but anyway).
I really hope you enjoyed this! I am so sorry that it took me this long <3
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My analysis on Spy X Family chapter 111
well uhm today's chapter was something initially I though the chapter was too short to write about, but we did get valuable information, and writing isn't only about the present, it's also about the past and future so I've been thinking about this for a few hours and here's what I've found. First point I'd like to make was way back in chapter 1, we got a very brief introduction about Anya, it was stated that she was an unintentional consequence of research experiments and that she had later escaped the facility.

Now since the chapter was quite short, many statements I make can be far-fetched. Alright now, when they said, "unintentional consequence of research experiments" they could've simply meant that the woman (who Anya refers to as "mama") could have just gotten pregnant and called that "unintentional consequence" and when stated "research experiments" they could have simply meant her mother. Now I said "the woman who Anya refers to as "mama"," because she could still be a woman who Anya has grown fond of and called 'mama', this is quite unlikely and I believe that she is her biological mother, still just a thought Now we ask ourselves, in chapter 111, was that a lab? my answer: yes, I do quite think so why? if you look closely, on the back of both Anya and her (probably) biological mother, there are strings holding the dress from behind like a lot of hospital clothing..

And one panel that really stood out to me was this one. Some people theorized previously that if Anya were to have a biological parent, they'd be the reason of her being held captive in the lab. This has been debunked after today's chapter. It seems that Anya's biological mother wanted freedom just as much Anya did, she's a victim in this too. Another point I'd like to make is that Anya's mother probably helped free Anya (as stated in chapter one, all it said was that she escaped, doesn't mean no one helped her) since she knew she couldn't escape herself. The symbolism is symbolizing đââïž

Now this is where we ask ourselves, where is Anya's mom? my answer: Probably dead. Why else would she have cried on the interview day? She appeared to be very close to her mother in today's chapter and it would explain her tears. She could also just be trapped in the lab, but I find the first explanation more logical, even though they're both a possibility, that's just my opinion.


Something else, are Anya's powers inherited? probably, they could have messed up with the mother's DNA and passed it on to Anya, and they experimented further on Anya to further develop her powers Last thing, the hair. we saw in chapter 1 that Anya had her hair in buns, as well as today with her mother, and present Anya always has those cone shaped hairpieces on her hair, we've never seen her without them. why? no idea I've gathered a bunch of theories that are plausible 1) they have some type/form of horns hidden underneath their buns 2) scars now the scars would make sense for 2 reasons 1) Donovan, who's probably a mind reader (though we can't verify Melinda as an accurate source) has scars on his head as well, now even though the placement isn't the same, they're still scars. 2) They want to convince their selves they're normal people
hear me out. A woman and her daughter are both trapped in a lab, being experimented on, they have scars, won't hiding them give them some sense of normalcy?

And also, the fact that Anya asked Yor if she could read her mind, the poor kid is looking for anything that might remind her of her mother, in the chapter, her face wasn't shown, just like Loid's flashback. I also noticed while Anya was dreaming that she held bond quite tightly, I think that's because she was trying to hold out to her mother.


well, I did NOT expect to write this much given the length of the chapterđ can you tell that this was VERY rushed? Since loid did mention that she was sleeping before her bedtime, that probably means that when Anya sleeps again, she'll dream of her mother once again. well, that's me rambling! hope you enjoyed! please feel free to share your thoughts or any more thoughts you might have! okay but isn't baby Anya just adorable? SEE Y'ALL IN 2 WEEKS<333
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THE WICKED DIE ALONE

É Someone like Y/N Kent has to find her true self, not just with the strength of a hero, but by walking the fine line between the light and darkness within. Because at the end of the day the wicked die alone. And for Y/N to die alone means all of humanity dies with her.
| Richard Grayson x Fem!Reader | chapter 1
Warnings: bl!!d, k!lling, mental health, slightly jason todd x reader, smut, english is not my first language.

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 Chapter 3
This night was not a night with bright city lights illuminating the sky as usual. Metropolis was experiencing a night when Toyman attacked the city and chaos spread to every corner. Huge robots flying in the sky, deadly machines roaming the ground and buildings lost in the light of explosions⊠The screams of people, the sound of concrete collapsing and the metallic growls of machines echoed in the city. This chaos was, as always, time for Superman to take action.
He was the Man of Tomorrow.
He would move faster than a bullet, but he would touch people's hearts more than a hot chocolate.
It was the symbol of truth and justice.
Superman was the hero that all children in the world met in their dreams.
And as always, he defeated his enemy and stood tall on the damaged pavements. He was a ray of hope for people, no matter how difficult their situation was, they believed that everything would be okay when they saw him. Tonight was no different.
âThank you, Superman!â Mothers crying, fathers hugging their children tightly, people just happy to be alive⊠Applause and cheers were rising from every corner of the city. The sky was no longer echoing with the sounds of bombs, but with the hopeful voices of people.
But amidst the chaos, Superman heard a faint cry coming from the debris of a collapsed building. He felt his heart tighten. The sound emanating from the rubble was a sign of life beyond the concrete piles. Superman carefully moved through the debris and saw a small light. He noticed that a baby was lying under the piles of concrete, surrounded by an energy shield. The shield was a bright purple color and gave off a calming yet powerful aura around it.
Superman didn't know what to do at first. This energy was of a type unfamiliar to him. He had never encountered such a unique power before. It was as if this force was somehow alive, responding to him. The shield slowly disappeared after a while, and Superman took the baby into his arms, the baby had calmed down. A weak smile appeared on her tiny lips, and this instantly erasing Superman's dark thoughts.
Superman decided to take the baby to safety. The chaos and dangers of Metropolis were no place for such an existence. Looking at the baby sleeping quietly in his arms, he set out towards Smallville, towards his mother, Martha Kent. The fact that she looked so delicate and defenseless strengthened his protective instinct even more. But he needed to understand what this power was. Who or what was it a product of?
When he arrived in Smallville, Martha Kent had a mixture of surprise and affection on her face when she saw the baby. Clark briefly told the story to his mother and talked about the energy shield that protected the baby.
"Look at those eyes," Martha said, admiring the baby's beautiful eyes. "I've never seen such beautiful color in my life. There's something about those eyes, Clark."
"Yes," Clark replied. "There is a secret behind these eyes. What exists within them is very powerful, but I do not know what it is. I cannot leave it. If this power falls into the hands of others, the consequences could be disastrous."
Martha looked at Clark with a loving smile. "This is a big responsibility, Clark. But caring for this child is important not only for her safety, but also to shape who she will become."
Clark took a deep breath as he looked at the baby's tiny face. "I know, mom. This baby is a mystery, but it's also a miracle. I'll keep an eye on her. I'll be with her every step of the her way."
Clark took the baby in his arms and gently rocked her.
"Did you give her a name?" she asked.
Clark thought for a while. He didn't even know about her existence a few hours ago, but now this little being had taken a big place in his life. "Y/N," he said finally. "Y/N Kent."
Martha nodded in agreement. "Y/N⊠A beautiful name. Strong and elegant."
His smile grew a little bigger as the baby snuggled up to him like a stuffed bear. He would protect her forever. He would be with her as she took her first steps. He would hold her hand when she started school. He would stand behind her when she went on her first date. He would proudly watch her at her graduation. When she started work, he would always keep one hand on her back so that her daughter would never feel insecure. He would make her the happiest daughter in the world.
She would be the hope the world needed after him.
When little Y/N grew up, she would be faster than a flowing river and strong enough to stop a great typhoon.
Even though she was as mysterious as the dark side of the moon with her eyes, Clark Kent would make her grow up with the light inside her.

English is not my first language! So please do not hesitate to politely point out if I make a mistake.
I won't be reporting any physical characteristics for Y/N in the story, it's just as it should be. But just decided to make the color of her power purple, which is one of my favorite colors. But you can imagine any color you want, of course.
This and the next chapter will be about Y/N and her power, and later the story will begin immediately. And I will write the story in first person.
When I was little I saw my own father as Superman, I still do. I hope this story brings some happiness to those who cannot have a father like Clark, like Superman.
I love you all, see you next chapter đ©”đ©”đ©”
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My thing about Veth potentially venturing into polyamory is that I do think everyone involved would be perfectly fine with it and happy to help her experiment, and I think that no matter how they do it, it would not fix her. This isn't to say that she wouldn't get any benefit out of trying! It's just to say that it's not a solution to her actual problem, because I genuinely don't think the problem is that she's lacking any one thing that would make her life complete.
Fundamentally, I think Veth struggles with the idea that there will come a point at which she has to settle. Not in a bad way, just in the sense that she is one person with one life and she will have to live within those bounds. Because the thing is, I don't really think her issue ends at struggling to "have it all"; to an extent she does! She is a good parent, even if her kid is a little rebellious; her marriage is supportive (and has fun sex); she gets to go off to save the world with Yeza's blessing on occasion, when the world needs saving. She doesn't have all of these things all the time, but... that's not really a flaw, that's just a fact of life.
But she started out her adult life settling to an extentâeven if she loved Yeza and loved being Luc's mom, she did the safe thing that was expected of her. The goblin attack and everything that transpired after shoved her out of that life, but in retrospect, to an extent it likely feels that that pushed her to find something more that she wouldn't have had otherwise. Being pushed to her limit under the worst conditions made her better, stronger, braver, and at the end of it she found that she could have both her original life and much of her new lifeâso why wouldn't she then wonder if further experiences of that ilk could do the same?
Crucially, she has not actually run up against a hard limit yet, and as such she hasn't had reason to believe that there is a point at which she has to stop and recognize that there isn't more for her to find. When she was drinking more heavily during missions, even when it caused the death of herself or others, there were no long-term consequences. And the thing is, I'm not saying that she should face that kind of major consequence, but she seems as though she is scared to accept that maybe she could be happy if she stopped before she does.
I'm also not suggesting that she should stop experimenting or trying new thingsâthe Luxon knows I am not one to talk in that realmâbut I do think she is searching for novelty not because that would make her happy, but because she doesn't believe that she has the capacity to know what would make her happy. She was unaware that polyamory was even an option, so think of what else she might not be aware of! She doesn't have perfect knowledge of the world, after all, so how can she trust that she's found what she really wants? So yeah, she could fuck someone else, and it might even be an enjoyable experience that she didn't know was missing! But that only prolongs the question of what else she might be missing.
I think that deep down, she's terrified that if she doesn't keep pushing until that external hard limit, she will end up with regrets later, and simultaneously she is resentful that her friends all seem to have reached a point where they are largely content with what they have, because she wants them to have everything. She wants herself to have everything. And she has not yet allowed herself to come to terms with the fact that only she can determine when the everything of what she already has is enough, and anything else is the cherry on top.
#but also she should still try polyamory. because it'd be very funny.#I just think she should corner essek with a knife after sleeping with caleb like 'SURELY YOU WEREN'T ACTUALLY OKAY WITH THAT YOU LIAR'#(because she still feels guilty and unsatisfied and she couldn't possibly be the one keeping herself from being content. nosiree lmao.)#but in all seriousness hilariously I think she should talk to essek about it cuz I think he would actually relate most lmao#and he does seem to be doing well with it! like he's living within the bounds of what will keep him alive sure#but he's also doing so in such a way that's like#I can't have my cake and eat it too but I can be content eating the cake#like look. as an essek girlie. do you think I do not relate lmao. BUT the important point is that it really is up to you#you can do what you want forever! but you also have to live with that.#critical role#cr spoilers#cr meta#veth brenatto
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Misophonia
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Happy birthday to meeeeee
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It was no secret in the world of womenâs football that you and Kyra Cooney-Cross were everyoneâs unofficial little sisters. The younger of the two, you, had been moved up from the Arsenal academy at the same time that Kyra joined, and the unfamiliarity of the new team that you were suddenly thrown into made you two bond fast. Really fast.
Within 5 minutes of meeting the other, you had managed to plan at least 4 pranks to perform on the girls. Through Kyra, you also became much closer to the aussies of the team, just a sort of natural consequence of hanging around the Aussie all day. She was like your older, but just as mature as you, sister.
By month 3 of knowing each other, you and Kyra had managed to find every single button to press to make the other go completely mad. For Kyra, the main thing that set her off was when you tapped your feet against the floor repeatedly. For you it was whenever anyone made any type of noise with their mouths, with the obvious exception of speaking.
It just made you so irrationally mad, especially when someone was chewing all up in your ear, the sound so revolting that you often shouted for them to get away. Most of the team had learned their lessons already and knew not to even try to chew loudly near you, as youâd put your headphones on and ignore them for most of the day.
Kyra however, being the annoying little shit (lovingly) that she was, continued to do it every single second that she could, her favourite being when she knew that you couldnât do anything about it, like in meetings.
Sheâd sit in the seat right behind you, leaning her head forward so that her chin would rest against your shoulder, and start to snack loudly on a granola bar or smacking her gum. The only thing you could do was sit there and take it, clenching your fist and wondering what it was youâd send in the text to Mini later that evening.
When Kyra would get told off by her team mom later that night she always looked at you, moving her thumb over her throat, telling you that you were dead.
But yet she kept on doing it, and you kept on telling Mini, it happened so often in fact that you too created a special bond with the older woman, her becoming a somewhat mother to you too. You always joined in on their facetime calls, Harper greatly appreciating you too.
Mini liked that Kyra had someone to goof around with at Arsenal, even if it did happen to be a 16 year old kid.
And as much as you liked and worked well with Kyra, not a single adult at Arsenal thought it was a good idea for you two to live with each other, no matter how much you begged and pleaded with them. Instead you were sent to live with Beth and Viv, whilst Kyra got her own apartment. That didnât stop you from having sleepovers once a week however.
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Kyra breathing loudly directly beside your ear is the first thing you notice as you wake up from your nap in the community room at Arsenal, all groggy and confused, yet already annoyed by the girlâs incessant need to irritate you.
âMan, get the fuck out my ear!â Your voice is all scratchy and deep as you shout at the other girl, annoyance at her actions showing clearly on your face. More than a few heads snap up to look in your direction, quickly looking away when they notice the situation you find yourself in, many of them already knowing what the Aussie was doing.
âAwe is wittle baby Y/n a bit cranky from their nap?â Kyra antagonizes, trying to fuel the fire that was sure to start if she continued.
âYou do remember that I know where you live? I can easily smother you in your sleep.â The girlâs knew to separate the two of you when the threats started flying, knowing that it could end with you two on the floor, wrestling or trying to strangle the other.
Alessia put her arm around a smiling Kyraâs waist, pulling her away from you even as she continued to breathe loudly, annoying you all the way from across the room. Viv sat down next to you on the bean bag, looking slightly irritated at your little outburst. She knew it wasnât really your fault, but youâd been working with her on how to regulate your feelings.
âY/n, we donât threaten our friends, even when theyâre being annoying. How about you go and apologise to Kyra and weâll go get you some ice cream?â The dutchie was one of your many adoptive mothers in the squad, one of the more prominent ones as she knew exactly the pressure put on you as a young superstar in the making. She just wanted to help, often doing so by coming over with dinner for you and Kyra when you have your sleepovers, making sure that you didnât trash your diets too much.
Looking down to the floor as you walk over to the older girl, she smiles at you mischievously like she knew exactly what it was you were doing. She knew that youâd been forced by your mom to apologize to her and she was enjoying the process of you going through all the stages of grief before getting to her.
Looking her in the eye, she sees the playful hate in your gaze, she already knew that you didnât hate her but instead having to apologize for something that she caused.
âIâm sorry Kyraâ Lowering your voice, she sees you look down at her in amusement. âI hope you know that Iâm only doing this for the ice cream.â The Australian gasps in mock shock at your statement, but mostly at the fact that youâre allowed to get ice cream when she isnât.
âVIV?! Why is Y/n getting ice cream and not me?â She catches the attention of the entire team with her bold accusation, most if not all of them rolling their eyes at her actions.
âBecause Y/n doesnât start fights, and sheâs apologizing for threatening you.â Viv joins the others in rolling their eyes, taking hold of your shoulders as you make your way over to her, pulling you into a side hug.
With your backs to the young Aussie, neither of you notice the way sheâs rushing towards you two, ready to absolutely throw herself onto you. She comes in with an awkward angle, her legs wrapping around both you and Vicâs waists, her arms locking around your necks, nearly choking you both out. Her head slots into the space between you and Vivâs heads.
Luckily enough for every Arsenal womenâs fan ever, thereâs a photographer there to capture the looks of absolute horror on you and the Dutch womanâs face and the unignorable grin on the Australianâs.
âKyra Cooney-Cross get off right this second or I swear to god I will contact Katrina personally.â Viv comes off more than a little threatening, her voice deadly calm as she speaks to the younger girl. Kyra frowns playfully and slides down you and Vivâs excessively tall bodies, her feet touching the floor after a few seconds.
âWhat do they feed you dutchies? You need to stop being so tall, itâs annoying.â The short girl looks at you angrily when you pat her head like she was some sort of dog, waiting for a treat. She slaps your hand away when it comes down to pet her again and the only response she gets is a shrug from you as Viv drags you away to her car.
Only minutes later Kyraâs phone pings with a notification from instagram, seeing the âyourinstagram tagged you in a postâ had her stressing out. When she looked at the story you had tagged her in, she couldnât help but roll her eyes, it was a selfie of you and Viv with ice creams in your hands, you with the biggest smile ever on your face and Viv looking slightly fed up with you.
The caption youâd typed out was ârevenge is best served cold, right @/kyracooneyxâ, she reposted your story to her own, typing out a simple âI hate youâ. But with your quick thinking and amazing humor, you quickly reply with your own story, a caption reading âtell that to the ice cream you didnât getâ.
Kyra couldnât even lie and say that it wasnât funny, the little giggle she let out an indicator of how she enjoyed the little back and forth.
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Everyone in the team agreed that the decision to put you and Kyra in the same car on the road-trip across the country was a bad idea. They knew that it would be torture, Kyra would chew in your ear, or simply just breathe loudly next to you, making you really fucking irritated. You would constantly touch her, poking at her like you werenât afraid of losing your fingers.
The unfortunate person having to sit next to you and Kyra during the entire ride this time was none other than Alessia Russo, someone who really just wanted to sleep the entire 8 hour ride and skip your bullshit, obviously that didnât happen.
âWHO LET KYRA HAVE SNACKS? Iâm going to kill you.â Alessia sat to your left, rubbing her temples at the already growing headache, Kyra sat to your right, a sucker in her mouth and three loud crinkly bags of crisps in her lap. You were in the middle seat, a frankly uncomfortable seat seeing as you were the tallest in the entire car, knees bent inwards trying to fit your long legs between the seats.
âYeah, Viv did you not ban snacks so that this wouldnât happen?â Beth questions the forward, who meets Kyraâs guilty gaze in the rearview mirror, looking at her sternly. Viv sighs like she knew it would happen before reaching her hand back and asking for Kyraâs snacks. When she begrudgingly hands them over, you look at her with a huge grin on your face.
âThank you pa, youâre my hero, saving me from the evil supervillain ready to chew in my ear.â Viv gets a little embarrassed and emotional at you calling her pa, the Dutch name for father you had nicknamed her was something you only called her in private.
âAww Vivi, did you get a bit embarrassed?â Beth teases her girlfriend gently, tugging lightly at her dark red cheek. It was lucky youâd stopped at a red light, otherwise Viv wouldâve probably crashed the car.
All of a sudden, when youâre distracted by Beth and Viv interacting, you hear a couple of loud chews of what sounds like at least 6 sticks of gum. The way you recoil is almost instant, throwing your body into Alessiaâs open arms, the woman glaring at Kyra for doing that, AGAIN. Alessia liked cuddling you though so it wasnât all that bad.
She definitely canât complain when you fall asleep in less than 5 minutes either, though having to give Kyra a stare down as she tried to tickle your sides definitely wasnât a highlight of her day.
Within 25 minutes of your departure from the training grounds, Kyra was already complaining about needing to pee, only answering with a shrug and a simple âI didnât need to go thenâ when asked why she didnât go at home.
Viv sighs as she stops at the gas station in the middle of nowhere, Alessia waking you up so that you too could go to the toilet.
âOh for fucks sake Kyra, you donât need all that candy. I swear Iâm more of an adult than you are.â You told the Australian girl as you came into the gas station, moving towards the bathroom. It looked like you could get every STD possible from simply being in there.
When you exited it was with a grossed out expression, that was until you spotted the slushy machines lined up against the wall. You lit up like a child on christmas morning when you spotted it, quickly filling a cup whilst you commanded her to get you a sprite, the cashier taking a quick peek at you bouncing up and down in anticipation of your drink.
After you paid, you instructed Kyra to pour about half the sprite into the slushy cup, letting her taste it after sheâd promised on her mothers life not to make any sound.
âThatâs delicious, where did you learn to do that?â She questions you, moving to buy her own slushy and sprite.
âI donât know, I just did it once and it tasted great. Now you better hurry up because I think Viv is going to kill us if weâre not in the car soon.â With that, Kyra hurries up.
Youâre both in the car in record time, all the actual adults in the carâs eyes widening at the half full slushy glasses in your hands.
Only a few minutes later, both you and Kyra are in full on sugar rush mode, singing along with the song on the radio loudly, swaying in your seats as you pretend youâre on the big stage somewhere. Theyâre all pleasantly surprised when you belt out the riff to Keyshia Coleâs Love, it being legitimately good.
As were Alessiaâs instagram followers, the girl posting a video of you singing like youâd just had your heart broken, well that was until you were interrupted by Kyra snacking loudly right next to your ear.
âLOOOOOOVE NEVER KNEW WHAT I WAS MISS- KYRA GET THE FUCK OUT MY EAR.â She does look a little sheepish as she does it this time, pretty clearly not even registering that she was chewing with her mouth open.
Though she doesnât stay sheepish for long, just like you donât stay mad for long, because âI want it that wayâ by the backstreet boys suddenly came on the radio, and that was always you and Kyraâs karaoke song.
It only took you a few more songs for the sugar crash to hit, you and Kyra suddenly going from duetting on songs to snoring loudly in the backseat.
Luckily enough for everyone in the car you managed to stay asleep through the whole ride, only waking up a few times to tell Kyra to âget the fuck out my earâ.
Literally everyone is confused when you turn up to the camping site, half asleep and clinging to Kyra tightly, Beth soon taking you from the younger girl so that she could start helping to set up the tents.
âThey didnât cause too much trouble, did they? I know how they can be.â Kim comes up to stand beside Beth, who shakes her head diligently.
âNo, they slept most of the ride, they were both drinking some slushy and then had a sugar crash after singing for half an hour.â Beth smiles at you tenderly, the motherly affection clearly something sheâd picked up from her own mother.
âAw well thatâs good then.â Kim says quietly, noticing you drooling slightly with your eyes half open, looking like those orange cats you always showed her.
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âKyra if you donât get the fuck out my ear I will kill you.â It wasnât even her fault that she was sniffly, sheâd caught something from Harper at camp and when you asked if you could come over for your sleepover, she didnât hesitate.
She looked at you sadly, like she was heartbroken by your insensitive words. It makes you sad to see her like that, so you quickly bring her into your arms, asking for forgiveness.
âIâm so sorry Ky Ky, how about I make you some soup yk feel better?â She nodded wholeheartedly at your words, sitting on the counter as you made your famous soup.
And even though you had to keep yourself from being angry at her every single second, you wouldnât trade being at Kyraâs home cooking for her for anything.
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Astro Observations pt.21
Back with some very random Astro observations đ
â« Saturn aspecting the 7th house actually can dislike 9 to 5 jobs or corporate office jobs. They are better with freelancing. Its coz they can't take orders. Sorry not sorry. đ(Ig that's a Saturn 7H thing đ)
â« An interesting thing I observed: Among two siblings, the elder one has Leo rising which means Scorpio 4H and the younger one has Scorpio moon. And their Mom is a Scorpio moon too. She's a nice lady though but is such a control freak. (I know I am one too, but like when I met her the second time that "controlling" vibe just hit me like a big yellow school bus đđđ). That was so funny lolđ. -All the more her birthdate is a single digit 1.(these people are the alpha type, always lead and never follow and hence are dominating, one to have the last say) which is cherry on top. -She is fiercely protective of her kids. Can't emphasize enough on "fierce" part. Very strict. Rules are to be followed very religiously. {She can't stand any one of them doing anything without her knowledge. She even monitors whom they interact with what they do on their mobiles etc.(from what I suspect)} (obv Scorpio moon mom traits) (sometimes Leo moon moms too){nothing unhealthy here, just Mom's way of showing they care đ}
â«Saturn and Workout: -Workout đïžââïžrequires CONSISTENCY. Saturn LOVES consistency. -In fact the best remedy for Saturn is sweating. JUST SWEAT by hard work. No matter what it maybe: workout, walking, jobs, cardio, sports etc. đ€žââïžđŽââïžđïžââïž
â« Whilst on the topic of Saturn, people who follow a time table for literally everything the planet doesn't harm them much during its Dasha (even if its your worst one). I mean obviously you played by the rules đ€·ââïž
â« Magha is the only nakshatra for which you don't need in depth compatibility match. They get along with everyone.
â«Scorpio Venuses/8H Venuses are paranoid. They notice and suspect everything (sometimes things which are not there/imaginary). (For eg, me, who thinks that someone is peeping thru my curtains even when nobody is there and all my curtains cover my windows properly. đ€Ł).
â«Also as a basic Scorpio Venus behavior: while writing chats/texting, I always think- "what if someone else reads it?"..so I just don't give much details in texts. (Gosh, sometimes I think somethings wrong with me đđ)
â«The proven way to hurt a Leo moon: compare them with any other person and tell them that the person is wayy better in a certain thing esp if it's a triat that the Leo is proud of. đ€Ł (P.S don't do that, its mean and the Leo will hunt you, which you don't want đ.)
â«Why do Aries moon men have a bunch of good friends for life and Aries moon women struggle with having at least one good genuine female friend for life? (I'm jealous)
â« Maybe its becoz they get along more with guys than gals so the girls are jealous of them...so hence no good female friends. đąđ€Ą Aries moons are the best-est people for friendships you'll ever get.
â« People born on a Saturday look melancholic.
â« You can NEVER mislead a Leo rising. They study litreally everything: what you say what you do, and why you do so. Similar to Scorpios
â«If you see a person having graceful and "royal" way of walking or behaving, they're are sure shot to have a Magha Ascendant.
â«Connecting the dots here: as I said in one of my previous posts that Maghas get framed even when they have done nothing, what I interpreted is that Maghas are actually the definition of royalty. They literally have that âšgraceâš, that kinda magnanimous personality and similar struggles to a monarch. Totally King/Queen typa energy here. So with that, the usual consequences in a Kingdom is conspiracy against the king, which the Maghas face. (Enough with Maghas ig, started observing them recently so..âđ»đ)
That's it for today, until next time! (like,comment and reblog loveliesssâ€â€đ)
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ALTA Live Action Season 1 Initial Thoughts (Spoilers)
I just finished the season, and holy shit!
Quick things that need to be addressed/debunked:
âSokka is no longer sexistâ
I dont know what people were talking about when they talked about Sokkaâs âsexismâ being removed. Itâs still there! But not in the overly exaggerated comical way it was in the original.
In fact, itâs more in line with ancient practices of indigenous tribes where men are seen as protectors and providers while women are expected to nurture. Itâs not the same âboys are better than girlsâ narrative in the original.
Additionally, Suki still beats the fuck out of Sokka and humbled him really quick. Theyâre super cute by the way. And I love Sukiâs âI like my men a little stupidâ vibe. Sheâs great.
âAang doesnât run away like the original!â
That is not true. He does run away, but not because heâs trying to get away from the temple but instead to get some air because he feels overwhelmed. Heâs more like taking a quick break and planning to come back. Itâs not exactly the same, but almost. It also is done in a way where his guilt feels more justified.
âKatara doesnât talk about her mom anymore like the originalâ
This is true⊠BECAUSE THEY SHOW INSTEAD OF TELL. I was honestly not prepared to see the death Kya in such graphic detail and how Katara was in the room hiding when it happened. Itâs honestly really sad and more heartbreaking.
Plot:
The timeline seems to be ambiguous compared to the original series where it was âend of current year.â In fact, they repeat âthree yearsâ a few times, which makes me think if the series get greenlit for more seasons, it would be over a three year period.
Jet is still villainized but given more nuance and not a simple "good v bad" way like the original.
Zukoâs story about how he got his scar has additional lore that makes him come across as even more selfless and compassionate. The additional context of the platoon he advocated for in the war meeting, becoming his current crew, really added to the story.
Eradicated the nepotism baby plot point with Pakku only training Katara when he finds out he used to date her grandma. Instead, Katara proves herself and ends up teaching the other male fighters the techniques she learned from watching other benders use their elements and mimics them.
This season doesnât have Aang learning any waterbending, but rather facing his trauma and the consequences of his actions. He get roasted by all his past lives. Which is an interesting choice, but I think it works well in how they executed it.
This season seems to actually be Katara focused and her journey of learning waterbending which I honestly loved because it really hits home the element of âwaterâ being the story of an untrained waterbender learning her element. But, I do think Aang couldâve learned a little bending. It felt a little off.
Katara ends up advocating for all waterbending women and ends up leading an army of both men and women during the siege. Sheâs really bad ass and is given the title of master without being formally trained by Pakku. She made herself a master.
I think the timeline is a little wonky because of how much they had to fit in with the limited episodes they had.
Kuruk is given respect! I loved that.
June actually seems into Iroh which I thought was a funny but cool way to flip the script from the original.
The relationship between Zuko and Iroh is really beautifully executed. I love the depth they added with flashback scenes and their bond prior to the Agni Kai. It also wasnât as frustrating watching Iroh and Zukoâs dynamic because Iroh communicated with Zuko in a way he could understand with straight answers rather than seeming to actively sabotage him with cryptic puns and shenanigans like the original.
They changed the love triangle with Yue Hahn and Sokka to be very healthy. They gave Yue autonomy and a choice in her relationship- which- again- is much more in line with indigenous cultures. Also, Hahn and Sokkaâs relationship is really supportive and full of respect and no ill will.
They way they handled grief and the realities of war with the loss of life was very well done and really drove home the point that this is a war and these are child soldiers.
Thereâs a lot more but these are my initial thoughts. Will probably post more later.
Shipping:
Kataang is all but removed. Literally DOA. There is no indication of a crust on either side. Itâs painted like a sibling relationship, which is like the original, but this time everyone seems to be on the same page. But, I swear the writers had to have read ZK fics because damn.
They canonized a popular Zutara theory/hc about the cave of two lovers and how the crystals would light up once it went completely dark instead of a âkissâ activating the crystal glow.
Speaking of the Cave of two lovers. They keep the Oma and Shu story with red and blue coloring. Making it come across more as foreshadowing than a direct link to the present tunnel story.
Sokka is put in Aangâs place with Katara in the tunnels and turned it into a story about the love of family and sibling bonds. Aang wasnât even present.
Zuko and Katara share a meaningful look when they first see each other and continue to have a Katara centric scene followed by a Zuko centric scene and vice versa.
The scarf scene. I will not be elaborating further. If you know, you know.
Zuko and Katara fight scene in the North is epic. He still taunts her with almost the exact same dialogue but itâs so sassy- I love the banter.
Suki and Sokka were really cute and the actors had great chemistry. I think Yue and Sokka was really rushed and didnât really feel anything about them, honestly. But I attribute that to lack of episodes to develop all that plot.
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Midnight Pals: Muskworld
Stephen King: submitted for the approval of the Elon Musk: [rising out of bushes] eyyy stephano king King: oh great it's elon Musk: uh uh uh stephano king maybe you no heara da news Musk: now it's mista signore el supremo his excellency generalismo god emperor elon musk, head of the turkmen! Musk: now i owna da america!
Musk: datsa right! Musk: i runna da us governmenta now King: how'd you do that? Musk: itsa funny story Musk: da us government, it giva me da big money for da space contracts King: the ones that blow up? Musk: si
Musk: da government, it givva me da big money Musk: den i ussa da money to buya da president Musk: also i do-a da coup d'etat King: that's not funny at all Musk: eyyy how dare you i breaka you face!
Musk: it's very funny story stephano king >:C Musk: in fact it'sa da law you musta laugh atta my funny story Musk: you all musta laugh! [cocking doge-branded gun at king's head] Musk: comedy is legal again!
Musk: why you no laugh? i'ma da elon musk! i'm very funny! Musk: ima da funniest nazi you ever saw! Musk: except for Ulrich Friedrich-Wilhelm Joachim von Ribbentrop Musk: dat guy, he wasa one funny nazi Musk: i can'ta compete
Musk: i weaponize alla da power offa da greatest war machine inna da human history Musk: alla to one end Musk: stephano king willa you be my friend?
King: elon i've asked you to stop coming here Musk: uh uh uh stephano king maybe you no understand Musk: i holda all america hostage inna da palm ova my hand Musk: it issa da law you musta say i'ma cool Musk: or dere willa be da consequences Musk: fora you Musk: never for me!
Musk: stephano king, maybe you no hear Musk: lotta big things happen inna da last week Musk: for one, ima nazi now King: i already knew that Musk: no i meana for real King: yeah i knew that
Musk: i giva da nazi salute Musk: alla my fans, dey cheer, dey clappa da hands Musk: my mom, she say i'ma cool
Musk: now datta elon musk issa in charge Musk: there's a gonna be somea change around here Musk: i runna dis country like my olda man taught me Musk: you! putta da handkerchief onna your head! Musk: you! swatta atta da invisible elves! Musk: you! eliminate alla da black people!
Musk: stephano king, i think you will lika da new elon musk regime Musk: you ever say to yourself, 'boy i wisha i never hadda to see a black person ever again?' King: no, i've never said that Musk: [cocking doge-branded gun at king's head] maybe you shoulda say it now
Musk: inna da new elon musk regime, i putta alla da trans in camps Musk: where they musta level my diablo character Musk: i heara da trans really good atta da gaming Musk: GRINDING MACHT FREI
Musk: i putta da trans in camps, oh! i putta da immigrants in camps, oh! Musk: i reduce alla da 20th century to ashes, oh! Musk: i bringa back da feudalism, oh! Musk: disruptiano!
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Ok this one is mainly for Alfred but u could add batbros and batdad if u want, anyways i was wondering what would alfred (or any of the fam) do to stop BatToddler reader tantrum? Like i imagine the setting would be grocery shopping and Alfred's only getting healthy food including boring plain cereal and BatToddler is not having it and only wants sugar loaded cereal and starts whining and tearing up right there in the middle of the store, would alfred give in to those tears or find an alternative? I imagine batdad would give in and the brothers might even encourage it giving that they probably eat the same junk food
Oh my God yes! Anon, thank you for sending me this, this sounds so fun. Alfred needs love so this is Alfred centered, but I will put this in batfam since I'm to lazy to create a new page for the masterlist. It's a bit short, but my arm hurts.
Summary: Alfred has to make a deal with his grandson
Warnings: nothing really, (Y/N) crying, but it's short...
Alfred Pennyworth is a man of many talents. He may look like an ordinary butler to the public, but without him, the Wayne family wouldn't even function. He is the person who makes sure everyone eats, sleeps and somehow functions like a human being. Somewhat.
Some may find it tiring, but Alfred wouldn't have it any other way. He really wouldn't have it any other way at all. Of course, his grandkids so to speak were independent and didn't need anyone looking over them 24/7. That was until (Y/N) came as a baby.
Alfred nearly passed out when they got the call. (Y/N)'s mom abandoned him and just signed off her parental rights and Bruce had realized he had a kid. A baby, defenseless little creature who is untouched by the world. Untouched.
That's something that scared him.
But he knew that Bruce and him had to step up when it came to this little child. They really had to step up as caregivers. Of course, another problem was the press, pushing and prodding. Bruce hated it and told them that there were going to be consequences if they think about photographing his son.
If they did go out, (Y/N)'s face was covered by Bruce and or one of the boys who went with Bruce that day. Gotham citizens, the ones not included in the press, loved the little baby and were happy to him in public. Of course, that may sound weird, but the Wayne family is loved in Gotham and everyone just loves every single member.
In fact, the news of a new member, a baby member, broke the internet and Gotham in general.
Even Metropolis wrote about it.
And there was one thing that Bruce promised to himself. He would be present and he would try to balance everything. Batman, Bruce and the CEO of Wayne Enterprises. Alfred and the rest of the boys were more than happy to babysit and (Y/N) was never going to be at fault for love or affection. Never.
And Alfred made sure he is well fed. And also, Alfred made sure it was healthy. His grandson needed to be healthy. Of course, there could some sugar here and there, but not all the time. Sugar from fruits is more than welcome, but sugar like in cereal? Alfred had put a restriction on it.
At least for now. (Y/N) didn't need a sugar boost just yet. Only natural sugars while he is so young. Bruce agreed. They would introduce him to the sugars gradually. Bruce relayed that to his sons and every son agreed.
No processed sugar while he is so young.
3 years have passed since (Y/N) came to live them and life was going great. (Y/N) has started kindergarten and was happy. He loved his brothers a lot and his father, but he loved his grandpa the most. Bruce's working theory was the fact that Alfred cooked the most and often made tasty foods for (Y/N).
None the less, (Y/N) loved the others very much and that was undeniable.
One thing that Alfred loved doing was taking (Y/N) to the store whenever he could. (Y/N) was just in love with the activity. It was fun seeing new things and bright colors. Alfred enjoyed since (Y/N) held the list while shopping and he didn't have to worry about it.
Although there is one single issue. (Y/N) has a sweet tooth. A really big one, especially for a child his age. So Alfred often had to bypass the cereal aisle and aisles that contained candy.
It would not be a pleasant sight. But Jason and the others want cereal and they will lose their minds if they don't get it. So what does Alfred do?
He goes to the aisle, preparing himself mentally.
This could turn into a battle.
Alfred took a right and started looking through the cereal. He looked at some healthy cereal and (Y/N) was reaching for Coco Puffs. Alfred saw it and moved (Y/N) away.
(Y/N) didn't like that.
" Alfred. " (Y/N) whined and Alfred raised his brow.
" Yes, master (Y/N)? " Alfred asked as he put the healthy version inside the cart.
" Coco Puffs. " (Y/N) said pointing at the cereal. Alfred smiled and shook his head.
" I'm afraid that I can't get you that master (Y/N). " Alfred said and he sighed when he saw tears in (Y/N)'s eyes.
He picked his grandson up into his arms from the cart. " Master (Y/N), don't cry. " Alfred said as he rocked him.
" But I want Coco Puffs. " (Y/N) whined and some tears fell down his cheeks.
" Oh darling... " Alfred whispered and kissed his cheek, trying to comfort him.
" How about we make a deal? " Alfred suggested and (Y/N) calmed down a little bit and looked at him in curiosity.
" You will have to eat the vegetables I give you. "
(Y/N) opened his mouth to protest, but stopped himself. Did he like vegetables? No. But he did like his Coco Puffs.
" All of them? " (Y/N) asked quietly.
" Yes. I know you are not a fan of vegetables, but I need you to be healthy. " Alfred said as he kissed his cheek once again.
" And then I'll get my cereal? " (Y/N) asked and Alfred nodded.
" We got a deal. " (Y/N) said and Alfred smile, kissing his cheek again.
" Good. " Alfred says and puts the box into the cart. " You can have one bowl a day. " Alfred said as he put (Y/N) down in the cart's seat for children.
" Cross off cereal master (Y/N) please. " Alfred said and pointed at the word. (Y/N) crossed it off and smiled happily.
" Now, let me see what else I have. " Alfred said and saw what else is on the list.
" We have one more thing left and then we can go home. " Alfred said and patted (Y/N)'s head.
(Y/N) just nodded and kicked his little legs happily. Alfred saw that (Y/N) often glanced at the Coco Puffs and made sure that they were in the cart.
" They won't be going anywhere master (Y/N). "
(Y/N) let out a little humph and smiled none the less.
" I have to make sure. "
Alfred laughed at the response he got as he moved the cart through the aisles. " The box won't walk away anywhere. " Alfred explained as he put the last thing in the cart.
" Cross off this word please. " Alfred said as he pointed at the last word on the list.
(Y/N) nodded and crossed it out. " Good job. " Alfred praised his grandson and made his way to the cash register. This was not so bad like Alfred thought it would be.
And the deal was nice.
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Hi! Do you think Alastor and Lucifer are foils?
Hi!
Yes, of course they are!
Alastor and Lucifer's foiling starts in Dad Beats Dad (obviously), where they fight over Charlie's affection. They might seem as opposites throughout the episode, but they are actually the same, as they both try to impress Charlie with their powers:
[ALASTOR:] They say, when you're looking for assistance It's smart to pick the path of least resistance [LUCIFER:] Others say, that in your needy hour There's no substitute for pure angelic power!
Still, Charlie doesn't care and all she wants is for her parental figures to support her:
Charlie: How come he can have faith in me, but my own father can't?
In short, Alastor and Lucifer find pride in their abilities, but need to let go of it, in order to show their love for Charlie. By the end of the episode, they both accomplish this. However, they succeed in slightly different ways, that fit their shared motif of shadow and light. In particular:
Alastor is linked to shadows, as his abilities let him manipulate shadows
Lucifer is linked to light, as his name means morningstar and his powers manifest in light-beams
As a result:
Alastor's development happens in the shadows, whereas Lucifer's in the light - This is true also on a meta-level, as Alastor's arc is the secondary plot-line of the episode, whereas Lucifer's is the main one
Alastor acts as Lucifer's jungian shadow and becomes a catalyst for him to change. Similarly, Alastor himself is challenged to grow by his own jungian shadow, aka Husk
What is the jungian shadow? It is the repressed part of a person. In stories, a character might meet another one, who embodies this hidden part of the self. By integrating with the shadow, the character evolves. In other words, Alastor represents a repressed part of Lucifer and Husk a repressed part of Alastor. Let's see how it all plays out.
ALASTOR, HUSK AND MIMZY
Alastor and Mimzy's bond is unhealthy, as they both enable negative sides of the other. On the one hand Alastor keeps covering for Mimzy, no matter what she does. On the other hand Mimzy feeds Alastor's ego by praising his power and abilities.
So, Mimzy never faces the consequences of her actions:
Mimzy: Thanks for helpin' lil' old me out of a though spot. You're always such a pal.
And Alastor feels respected and appreciated:
Alastor: It's nothing I can't handle. Don't worry Husker. Who in their right mind would cross me?
However, the reality is that Mimzy is using Alastor and Husk points this out:
Husk: You and I both know Mimzy only shows up, when she needs something. That bitch is trouble and who knows what kinda demon she fucked with to come running to you this time?
Not only that, but he openly calls Alastor out on his pride:
Husk: Big talk for someone, who's also on a leash.
Which results in Alastor reacting in anger:
That said, Husk is proven right. It turns out Mimzy has willingly brought chaos to the hotel, so that Alastor could solve things for her. Because of this, Alastor finally cuts ties with her:
Alastor: You deliberately brought danger to this place just to have me clean up your mess. I can't have that here.
This choice is important and it shows how the people around him are slowly impacting Alastor. On the one hand the Radio Demon listens to one of his subjects' advice. On the other hand he acts to protect the hotel. As a matter of fact the moment Alastor steps up as the Host of the Hotel isn't when he sings to Charlie in Hell's Greatest Dad nor when he transforms into a giant and fights. It is when he sends Mimzy away and sacrifices a little bit of his pride to do so. interestingly, this happens as nobody is looking at him, so he isn't really trying to impress nor to trick the others. He acts selflessly in the shadows.
LUCIFER, ALASTOR AND CHARLIE
Lucifer and Charlie's bond is strained:
Charlie: We just have never been close. After he and mom split, he never really wanted to see me. He calls... sometimes, but only if he's bored or like, needs me to do something.
At the root of this conflict there is Lucifer's inability to show his daughter how much he cares. He struggles to express his feelings and hides them behind a prideful persona:
Charlie: I told you when you called me five months ago. Or did you not listen? Lucifer: No, no, no, no. Just, you know, I just forgot. I've just been really busy, ya know with um... important things.
Instead of openly admitting his depression and sadness he prefers to look cold and uninterested. Even dismissive and condescending, like when he arrives at the Hazbin Hotel:
Lucifer: Wow, this place sure looks, uh... Uh-uh. Yeah. Uh-uh. It's got a lot of character!
Lucifer is initially too focused on what he cares about - meeting his daughter - rather than on what Charlie wants - for him to help her with the hotel. He happily hugs Charlie and then immediately moves on to pet Keekee, Razzle and Dazzle, who are his own creations. Only later he considers the welcome Charlie and the others have prepared for him. Even then, he still misses the point and tries to buy Charlie's love by showing off his magical powers:
Haha, looks like you could use some help From the big boss of Hell himself
Except that what Charlie wants from him aren't champaigne fountains or caviar mountains, but an appointment with Heaven, which he negates her. Not only that, but instead of being honest about his fears, he deflects everything on Charlie herself, by dismissing her plan:
Lucifer: Alright, listen, I love that you want to see the best in people, but these sinners... You know, they're just the worst. I, I don't know how much you can realistically expect from them in Heaven.
Luckily, the Radio Demon is closeby, as he forces Lucifer to show his true self.
On the one hand Alastor brings out Lucifer's insecurity and fears:
I'm truly honored that we've built such a bond You're like the child that I wish that I had I care for you, just like a daughter I spawned It's a little funny, you could almost call me dad
He juxtaposes moments of everyday life and affirmations of affection to Lucifer's materialistic and fancy promises. In this way Alastor highlights the faults of Lucifer, as a father. He points out that Lucifer is never there for Charlie.
On the other hand Alastor embodies the kind of sinner Lucifer despises:
Lucifer: Ya see? What I tell ya? Charlie, sinners are violent psychopaths, hell bent on causing as much pain and destruction as they can. There's really no point in trying.
And yet, such a violent psychopath is more willing to help Charlie than Lucifer himself:
Charlie: Dad, stop! He's defending this hotel. It may be a bit more sadistic than I'd hoped. But he's doing it for me!
This realization leads to a confrontation between father and daughter and to an admission on Lucifer's part:
Lucifer: I just don't want you to be crushed by them like... like I was.
The problem isn't Charlie, but Lucifer himself. It is not that Charlie's dream is silly, but that Lucifer's one has been destroyed. This revelation is important because Lucifer's mask comes off and he shows Charlie his weakest and most broken self. He swallows his pride and has Charlie see who her father really his. In all his mistakes and his hurt. And to his surprise Charlie accepts him. Not only that, but she admires him:
So in the end, it's the view I had of you That showed me dreams can be worth fighting for
Symbolically the song More than Anything starts with Lucifer and Charlie in the shadows:
They are repressing a lot and have no idea who the other is. Still, as the song goes on, they get to understand each other:
All that I'm hopin', now that my eyes are open Is that we can start again, not be pulled apart again 'Cause in the end, you are part of who I am
And they end the song surrounded by light:
What is initially in the shadow comes to light in three different ways:
Lucifer shows Charlie his true self
Lucifer sees Charlie for who she is
Lucifer exhibits his weakness in front of the whole Hazbin Hotel. He lets the sinners he dislikes so much witness the mess that he is.
His fragility is in full display. It is in the light for everyone to see.
PHENOMENAL COSMIC POWERS! ITTY BITTY LIVING SPACE!
Another similarity Alastor and Lucifer share is that they are two powerful beings that give much importance to free will:
Alastor: You should know better than anyone what a soul can accomplish when they take charge of their own fate.
Charlie: Together, they wished to share the magic of free will with humanity.
And yet, they are both trapped:
Alastor: I'm hungry for freedom like never before The constraints of my deal surely have a backdoor Once I figure out how to unclip my wings Guess who will be pulling all the strings?
Charlie: As punishment for their reckless act, Heaven cast Lucifer and his love into the dark pit he had created, never allowing him to see the good that came from humanity, only the cruel and the wicked.
On the one hand Alastor controls many souls, but his own is owned by someone else. On the other hand Lucifer is the strongest being in all of Hell, but he is regarded as a disgrace by other angels.
Moreover, they both project their unhappiness on others. Specifically, Lucifer blames sinners like Alastor:
Lucifer: Our "people", Charlie, are awful! They got gifted free will and look what they did with it! Everything's terrible!
While Alastor lashes out on his prisoners, like Husk:
Alastor: If you ever say that again, I will tear your soul apart and broadcast your screams for every other disrespectful wretch who dares to question me.
Still, the point is that Lucifer is exactly like Alastor. He is a gifted creature, who messed up royally and cursed humanity. Alastor instead is exactly like Husk, a powerful overlord, who still finds himself chained. Lucifer is the most hated being in all of creation and Alastor is on a leash. They are both lonely and desperate, but too proud to admit it. In other words, they are both losers:
Husk: There was a time I thought no one could relate To the gruesome ways in which I'm damaged But lettin' walls down, it can sometimes set you straight! We're all livin' in the same shit-sandwich
Just like everyone in Hell. And yet, this is not bad per se. Even if you hit rock bottom, you can still climb back up, as long as you let go of self-importance and start to earnestly empathize with others. As a matter of fact it is only through community and bonds that a person can be redeemed and heal:
Out for love Love Think of who you care about Protect them and be out For love Love You're gonna fight without gloves Long as you're out for love
This is what Alastor and Lucifer are learning through Charlie.
TWO DADS, ONE DAUGHTER
Season 1 sets up Alastor and Lucifer as two mentor figures to Charlie. They share this role in a way, which makes them almost perfect mirrors. Some examples:
Lucifer gives Charlie the hotel building and Alastor calls it Hazbin Hotel
Alastor helps repair the Hotel in the beginning, while Lucifer assists Charlie in building it anew by the end
Lucifer guides Charlie to Heaven, as he sets up her meeting with Sera and Emily. Alastor instead guides Charlie in Hell as he introduces her to Rosie and helps her inspire the cannibals
Both Alastor and Lucifer believe in Charlie, when she is at her lowest. Alastor does so before the final battle, whereas Lucifer after the fight
Alastor and Lucifer fight Adam (another foil of theirs) in the final episode. Moreover, both belittle his abilities and highlight how he is strong, but unskilled:
Alastor: You lack discipline, control and worst, you are sloppy!
Lucifer: So, this is what you've been up to since Eden? Gotta say, you really let yourself go buddy.
In particular, Alastor is the one supposed to take Adam down, but fails and Lucifer steps in by the end. This is just like in the beginning Lucifer is supposed to support and help Charlie with her project. Still, he is absent and Alastor fills the spot.
In other words, Alastor and Lucifer are unwillingly complementary and so far one has appeared when the other has been incapacitated. We'll see if this pattern continues. As for now, they are clearly framed as key to Charlie's development, so it is possible they will come to embody different sides of her:
Alastor represents the sinners Charlie wants to reach and all their pain and complexity. He is also linked to fear and the unknown. He is the ally she finds by herself. He is the found family Charlie chooses.
Lucifer represents the angels Charlie wants to communicate with. He is also linked to dreams and ideals. He is the legacy she inherits. He is the biological family Charlie wants to re-connect with.
In short, they are both parts of who Charlie is and she needs them to grow into herself. Just like they need her to mature and find redemption and happiness.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel meta#alastor#alastor hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#lucifer hazbin hotel#my meta#asksfullofsugar#anonymous
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Another day, another discourse comparing and contrasting Shoya and Shokoâs relationship in A Silent Voice with Katsuki and Izukuâs relationship in My Hero Academia.
At the end of the day, youâll never get a 1:1 comparison with these two cases due to the fact that 1) They belong to vastly different genres, 2) One is far longer than the other and 3) One is a grounded character drama and coming of age tale.
ButâŠ
I think that A Silent Voice provides a fairly good basis for judging the way MHA handles the relationship development of two characters, where one used to bully the other and an arc of atonement occurs. More importantly, comparisons to A Silent Voice highlight the shortcomings of Katsuki and Izukuâs relationship development and allows me to understand and actually communicate what I donât like about the way the story handles it.
In my opinion, what sets these two stories apart in the way they handle the atonement arcs of their respective bullies is the way they portray consequences. The big âCâ word tends to elicit a hostile reaction from certain fans, who assume that your idea of consequences must necessarily involve the bully character being gratuitously punished and made to suffer as retribution for their past actions. But a consequence is just the âresult or affect of an action or conditionâ and can range in severity, it can have many different effects.
A Silent Voice uses social consequences to prompt change from its main character. Shoyaâs bullying results in him being shunned by his classmates and friends, and the story goes to great lengths to show how his actions not only hurt his victim, but that they also hurt people he cared about. His mom has to reimburse Shokoâs mom for the damaged hearing aids (when she is already short on money) for example. Furthermore, the knowledge of his past is something that impacts the way others perceive him, and that change in perception is essential to his arc.
More importantly, A Silent Voice makes it clear to the viewer/reader that despite Shoko generally being a kind and forgiving person, the bullying still hurt her deeply enough to leave a long lasting impression. Shoko is receptive to Shoyaâs will to change, but the story doesnât ignore that Shoko suffered greatly and that the bullying made her sad, frustrated and even angry. Her negative emotions are not overshadowed by her desire to see Shoya become a better person.
The thing that holds me back from enjoying Katsuki and Izukuâs relationship development is the lack of consequences Bakugou receives for his bullying (which is directly connected to the way the narrative denies Izuku both agency and introspection) The hard truth is that Bakugou faces little to no consequences for his past behaviour, and one would think that such a topic would have to be brought up at some point because, ya knowâŠhe goes to a hero school. A HERO school, a place where people train to be role models, help people on a large scale and protect those who cannot protect themselves.
The first scene we see with Bakugou depicts him as the opposite of a hero. A mean bully who beats up people weaker than him, and this is emphasized by the fact that he targets Izuku, who has no means of defending himself. Despite this, he gets into UA, which isnât necessarily a problem because it communicates a major flaw in the system that cultivates heroes (Overlooking certain problematic traits in favour of innate talent and strength) BUT, the information that he used to be a bully never comes up among his classmates in any major or lasting way. We saw his classmates, and even his new friends discuss or think about how much they abhor bullying. The students of class 1A do not like it when people abuse their strength to pick on those weaker than themâŠyet that never seems to connect back to Bakugouâs past as a bully.
This issue is exacerbated by the lack of attention given to Izukuâs side of the story. In stories that involve the atonement or redemption of a bully, it is CRITICAL that the victimâs side of the story is treated as something equally important to the bullyâs side. Itâs not something that can just be overshadowed by the bullyâs side, it must be focused on in order for the atonement arc to work.
Itâs disappointing that Izuku lacks the introspection that Katsuki gets, and very unsatisfying that it effectively lets Katsuki off the hook for literally every bad thing heâs ever done. The ways the bullying mightâve impacted Izuku for the worst is hardly ever discussed because every time the narrative approaches the topic, it always pivots to Izuku praising Katsuki for the things he did right. This is a big problem, because it silences any discussion that focuses on Izukuâs feelings and shines the spotlight on Katsuki instead.
Before I end my little tangent, I also feel the need to say this: Pointing to any instance of Katsukiâs suffering throughout the series IS NOT EVIDENCE OF CONSEQUENCES! Any bad thing will happen to Katsuki and people will proceed to say: âSEE?! Did you see that?? Katsuki HAS faced consequences! How can you say that he never faced consequences for his actions? Why do you want him to suffer?â Itâs so disingenuous and itâs a terrible argument that refuses to criticize the text.
#bnha critical#mha critical#anti katsuki bakugou#izuku deserves better#anti bakugou katsuki#my hero academia#bnha
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School Spirits Season 2 (episode 4) liveblog/thoughts
**Spoilers for School Spirits Seasons 1 and 2x01-2x04
I am so wary of Janet's motives. I get that she lost all the money so her options are limited, but this feels so icky. (I mean, also she stole Maddie's body, but this particular act of coming home to her mom seems worse, somehow. I guess because she's had time to think about it at this point).
So, am I reading this correctly and the current belief (because who knows how correct they ever are in their assumptions) is that itâs possible for the ghosts to access each otherâs hellscapes, not just their own? Hm. Interesting.
"Togetherness Day" wtf.
Alright, so are they actually wrong about being able to access each otherâs âscars,â or is it that they havenât figured out how to use the keys like Janet and Mr. Martin? We know Janet and Mr. Martin can do things the others haven't figured out yet. Plus, the ghosts make a lot of wrong assumptions in the show, so I'm going to say it's pretty likely Mr. Martin just has more knowledge/skills.
Iâm not sure what Mr. Andersons relevance is going to be to the season, but I am relieved to find that they have not entirely ignored the fact that he committed a felony, because I was very confused how he was just seemingly facing 0 consequences in the first 3 eps.
Simon and Xavier continue to be one of my favorite dynamics of the season! Iâm still really surprised by this, but I love them!
âWe lost her.â âWhereâd she go?â Maddie, I think youâre ever so slightly missing the concept of âlosingâ someone here. But on another note, the energy difference between Simon and Maddie in this scene is fairly strange. It almost feels like they werenât filmed together. It legitimately makes me wonder if there was a scheduling conflict here.
I donât think they can force students to stay after hours at the school, like, legally speaking.
Wally noooo đ They shouldnât have sent him to deal with that on his own, like they knew it was going to be traumatizing, someone should have been waiting for him to come out of the scar so he wasnât alone.
I find it interesting that Wallyâs scar features his coach yelling at him to get in the game, when we know that coach is the one who pulled him out and thought he needed a break. From the way the football was portrayed (and his mom), itâs clear the scars donât reflect an exact reality, so does that mean they can change based on the ghostâs emotional relationship to what happened to them? Can they be different every time?
Rofl, that CLAY. I cannot.
Surely we're getting a Yuri/Charley romantic storyline.
Yuri has a point, they are already dead. This is the exact reason that I donât really understand why Mr. Martin is running from them. What can they do to him thatâs any worse than how things already are? Thatâs what makes me think there has to be something worse out there.
Why are Simon and Xavier my favorite part of this season???
Iâm not sure where the Claire stuff is going, so Iâm just kinda letting it play out for now.
Okay, again, why are we letting Charley face his scar without anyone waiting to be there for him when he gets out?? Ghost Squad you are letting me down on the emotional support scale today.
As expected, it seems like Mr. Martin can access their scars, even though they don't know how to get into each other's.
For the love of god, someone go with Wally! Donât just stand there!
The Invasion of the Body Snatchers poster on Maddieâs wall took me out, rofl, omg has that always been there? I donât remember seeing it before, but I didnât rewatch season 1, either, so idk. It's entirely possible that I saw it and commented on it in season 1 and have just completely forgotten.
I still really donât know how to feel about Janet. She definitely has a seemingly sympathetic backstory, and clearly her stealing Maddieâs life is not a morally pure move, but we understand why she took that opportunity. That being said, Mr. Martin being the biggest bad of the season seems anticlimactic and the show loves a twist, so Iâm still very suspicious thereâs going to be a big rug pull with her. I also still think she might have killed her father.
I am glad Maddie went after Wally, like about time! He needs support! Let's not let anyone go repeatedly face the trauma around their death without some support!
âThey really fired him,â (Mr. Anderson). Okay, I am once more pointing out that the man committed a felony. He may have sympathetic motives, but letâs be realistic here. He stole thousands of dollars from work, falsified student grades, and destroyed evidence in a missing personâs investigation. Of course they fired him. (Also, I know she was blackmailing him, so he had a reason to be pissed at her, but does anyone else remember how sinister he was to Claire last season when he told her he couldn't remember what he said to the police?)
The way theyâre playing the Mr. Anderson stuff, itâs really starting to make me think theyâre gonna pull a twist villain thing with him. Because otherwise why is he getting so much screen time that makes him look so sympathetic? Since the blackmail/money situation doesn't seem to be related to the ghosts and what happened to Maddie, he doesn't feel particularly relevant as a character.
Wally talking sense! Thank you, Wally. But also, his comparison of Mr. Martin and Mr. Anderson and basically being like âMr. Martin betraying me would be like Mr. Anderson betraying you,â feels like possible foreshadowing. Wow. It's amazing how suspicious I have become of Mr. Anderson again.
Has anybody been checking out the other movie posters on Maddieâs walls to see if they might be relevant? I haven't gone back and looked, but in this episode I noticed Pretty in Pink, Invasion of the Body Snatchers, Friday the 13th: The Final Chapter, and Janet/Maddie wears a Carrie t-shirt at the end.
Lol, that closet is in no way small enough that Xavierâs armpit needed to be in Nicoleâs face.
I do love that Xavier was thinking clearly enough to determine that Simon has to maintain his access to the school or they will be cut off from Maddie, because common sense has not been particularly present from the characters this episode.
Who has been possessed? And what does that mean from the ghost standpoint? They said the only time it "felt" like this without a death was when Janet possessed Maddie, but that also meant that Maddie appeared as a ghost, so presumably they should be able to go find whoever has been displaced wandering around as a ghost and then immediately know who Mr. Martin (we're assuming this was Mr. Martin's doing) took over. Somehow, I don't think it will be that simple.
So the obvious choice for possession is Claire. She was very emotionally vulnerable throughout the episode and she feels the least relevant this season (with Simon & Xavier being a team up and Xavier & Nicole [unknowingly] talking online, and Claire being the most skeptical of the group, she just feels very outside of everything). However, I'm not sure how that would happen with Maddie and Simon sitting right there with her. I would have thought maybe it happened before Simon finds her in the stadium, but if so, then why did the lights/feeling not happen until later?
The next most obvious choice would be Chloe, but the episode practically puts a neon flashing arrow above her at the end there with her line about getting a lot out of the experience and she and the principal are the only two characters really focused on outside of the main group, but that feels so heavy handed and obvious, then.
I do wonder if Mr. Anderson was still there (we never saw him leave, did we?) and he's the one who has been possessed. It would make sense. He's also emotionally vulnerable in this episode, and with the comparison of him to Mr. Martin (and the fact that it would probably be a lot easier for Mr. Martin to pretend to be Mr. Anderson than Claire or Chloe), it feels like they're really setting something up there.
#school spirits#school spirits season 2#school spirits spoilers#school spirits season 2 spoilers#lb#mine#text#long post
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Wake up call for ballistic Team Black and Rhaenyra Stanâs.
TW: Opinions and bad language.
Rhaenyra ârules for thee, none for meâ Targaryen. Rhaenyra âAegon wants to usurp my throneâ but when it comes to my obvious bastard sons⊠nah, theyâll get this land and titles because theyâre trueee Valeryeonâs (meanwhile, thereâs actual Valeryeonâs whoâd step up to the mantle but canât âcause Rhaenyraâs daddy is a fucking moron who doomed his family).
Whether Rhaenyra Stanâs want to admit it or not, Rhaenyra is a hypocrite and makes some of the most dumbest mistakes because of how spoiled and shortsighted she is. She doesnât seem to care about consequences and constantly reaps what she sows.
She had a choice in marriage to any lord in the kingdom, which would have been a massive political advantage, but she blew it and had to marry a guy who wasnât even straight. Not only that, she had a choice in having three bastard kids. Westeros literally has forms of birth control that she couldâve had at any moment. But noooo. Rhaenyra didnât think âhmm having kids with someone Iâm not married to will have massive consequences and would essentially arm my enemies with more ammo on why I shouldnât have the throne. I live in a culture thatâs horribly misogynistic and everyone already doubts me because I was born with a vagina. But Iâll have two more kids even though theyâll be targeted the rest of their lives.â
What a top mind you have, Rhaenyra!
Ooooh, and i hate when she was like ânow they see as you areâ, bitch, what? âNow they see you as you areâ - you mean a woman trying to get justice for her bullied child, who was now maimed by one of his bullies? Omg, can you imagine what Rhaenyra would have done if Jace had been the one to have his eye removed? And Viserys would have 100% let her. Matter of fact, he would have encouraged it.
I think at that moment, Alicent knew her childrenâs lives were in danger. Even if she hadnât done anything at that point, besides essentially being the perfect queen and somewhat bad mother (whoâs a perfect mom when youâre forced to marry and have kids before youâre even 18), her rightfully royal children were in sooo much danger, and it was proven at that moment.
And Daemyra is so god damn mf stupid. Daemon. Is. Loyal. To. Himself. And. Ceraxes. Rhaenyra is essentially a tool to put his blood (and himself) on the throne, and thatâs pretty much it. Heâs a complete psychopath, pedophile, and power hungry. Just because he treats her well sometimes, doesnât mean heâs not the same Daemon who killed his last wife.
Every Rhaenyra Stan is like âRhaenyra would never let anything happen to Alicent and her kids :)â but letâs be so fucking fr right now - Daemon would definitely kill them. Why the fuck would he ever let Otto Hightowerâs kid, grandkids and great grandkids live, and even have the slightest chance against him? And Rhaenyra would let him. He literally choked her, and sheâs the heir to the throne and he faced ZERO real consequences for that.
Okay, so hypothetically, letâs say Rhaenyra wins the throne, and all the Greens are dead. No one is that much of a threat to Targaryen rule, and Rhaenyra is to become queen officially. Daemon is king. Daemon. Is. King. And they still live in Misogynistic ass Westeros, and Rhaenyra is still a woman. You know how easily Daemon could just pull a âGive me that crown, everyone wants a king anyway and theyâll obey me âcause Iâll fucking kill them with my giant ballistic Lizard like Iâve always done, but now I have a massive military who is also fucking misogynistic. Youâll have my heirs and thatâs it. Thanks Rhaenyra!â?
Rhaenyra would never let Daemon go. She needs him. Even she said it. So what would she do if he wanted the throne? Nothing. Heâd kill her if she fought against him. Mr. Daemon âI murdered my first wife to get what I wantâ Targaryen.
And before anyone calls me a misogynistic team green or whatever, no Iâm not Team Green, Iâm just tired of how Rhaenyra Stanâs pretend sheâs some sort of saint and the perfect character. If this doesnât apply to you, donât bother with lecturing me.
Rhaenyra is not Daenerys, and never will be. Just because theyâre both girls and aspire for the throne, doesnât make it a #girlboss moment. Rhaenyra wants to continue Targaryen supremacy and rule over the small folk just like her ancestors before her. Sheâs a super spoiled brat who doesnât care about anyoneâs pain, and wants to use everyone else as her pawns. So, more like Cersei than Daeny.
Is Rhaenyra someone completely evil? No, but sheâs a huge idiot.
Also, I do sympathize for both sides, but Rhaenyra and her fans just make me want to rip my hair off.
I wrote this in 20 fucking minutes so pls donât get on my ass about spelling errors. Bye.
#anti daemon targaryen#anti team black#anti team green#got#game of thrones#house of the dragon#hotd#hotd season 2#rhaenyra targaryen#daemon targaryen#daemyra#alicent hightower#hotd rhaenyra#hotd aemond#hotd aegon#hotd alicent#otto hightower#rant post#queen rhaenyra#team black#team green#pro alicent hightower
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arcane season 2 wasnât all that great now that I think back on it. I donât think itâs the war crime much of the fanbase makes it out to be but it definitely wasnât that good. I also think the people who insist itâs terrible that Iâve watched on yt came off as a little pretentious, while the people who insist itâs good and canât accept that the media they like is flawed and made by humans so it always will be flawed, are kind of annoying.
Like itâs just kind of in the middle of good and bad. Some good ideas, some bad ideas, some ideas that betray everything the first season was setting up, but some good thematic content, as well as some really stupid thematic content.
What has us fooled is probably:
the fact that the show can be a lot to take in- this is the case for both seasons- so when you get confused on a character motivation but are too invested in the story to go back and figure it out. Unfortunately s2 had a lot of confusing stuff going on. Characters going from point a to point b to point c to point z to point an again really rapidly. In some cases (Jinx and Caitlyn especially) they didnât even face appropriate consequences for their actions.
the incredible cinematography and animation. This show is beautiful to look at.
the fact that itâs arcane and weâre already attached to these characters and this world. It resembles that stuff enough.
The showâs use of pathos to make us care.
Good voice acting, the overall presentation is fantastic all around.
the story still keeps you invested
unfortunately itâs a bit messy. Spoilers ahead. -The Mel story arc feels disconnected from s1 and like the writers were forced to work in some way for her to become a playable character with special abilities in the game. Her part is just all around weaker this season. -Jinx getting redeemed and she and Vi becoming sisters again. S1 seemed to be setting up that Powder was dead, and that Jinx was becoming a villain and enemy to Vi. Yes, she had some humanity still in her, but sheâs also a relentless killer. S2 woobifies her quite a bit, especially with giving her a daughter to look after. She seems less ugly as a character this time, and the show never acknowledges the fact that she literally kills people without remorse and is pretty fucking far gone. Like ok. I dig the first couple eps and how it shows she and Vi are enemies but still care abt each other. I donât dig how fast their conflict resolves, and think it should have been done differently.
-Vander being Warwick is actually brilliant (didnât know Warwickâs lore until after watching) and they donât do really anything with it. They woobify him way too much and donât explore it enough.
-the retcons of Victor being the mage and Slico and Vander knowing Jinxâs mom ruin the story. Especially silco. Thatâs just⊠ugh.
-The lesbian sex scene is so fucking funny like Jinx is basically leaving to off herself and locks Vi in her cell then Caitlin shows up and they boink.
-I still need to gather my thoughts on Vi becoming an enforcer. So she does this bc itâs canon the game I think. But it does make sense for her character. Shockingly. It initially seems odd but she displays hesitance at first before making the choice, and it does make sense that she makes said choice. She HAS changed, she recognizes that Zaun has issues, and she is partially responsible for one of them (Jinx). Also she cares about Caitlyn, an enforcer. Ironically, Caitlyn actually HAS replaced Jinx for her. Sheâs the person she stands with and looks after now. We also can see in subtle visual storytelling she doesnât really like what sheâs doing; just feels it is needed. However I still feel like the show could have explored it more? Like one scene or something idk. I mean the writers themselves said they were bored of Vi and wanted to focus on other things. Which is odd since she gets a lot of screen time anyway⊠the enforcer stuff is so interesting and it needed more exploration I think. Idk my memoryâs getting foggy already.
-the Warwick pathos ruins the story a little. Too many things get resolved: Caitlyn rejoins Vi, he abruptly ends the conflict between Vi and Jinx. And the show never acknowledges the nuances of either major conflicts. Caitlyn went cold and became this ruthless borderline possibly straight up war criminal (idk what qualifies as a war crime I mean u kill people in war and killing people is illegal so war is technically a crime legalized by the govt), Jinx is a remorseless killer, are we just gonna ignore that? Yes? Bc they care about wolf dad? OkâŠ.
-Viktorâs arc goes too fast and needed more time to develop. He gets a messiah complex and I see how he heads down that path but he could have used an additional episode or something. Jayceâs arc is a bit better executed but fuck that retcon of Viktor being the mage.
all I can think of rn. Keep in mind that a lot of this is based on opinion and a fleeting memory of the show not necessarily objective fact and expertise on the series. Iâm an tumblr user, not a God of media literacy. My opinions are subject to change.
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