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Okay this might sound silly but how AI art depicts Jesus was exactly what made me realize it's awful and made me not want to use it ever again. Because whenever i asked Bing to draw me a Jesus, even the resurrected one, the images all had something in common:
They never had any wounds.
See the reason why this was so concerning was, when i read about saint mystics, many of them experienced visions of Christ, but also visions of the devil disguising themself as Christ. Usually the most certain way to discern it was to ask the apparition to show his wounds. Not only did the devil not have wounds but they also couldn't produce them, couldn't talk or even listen about them, so much did they hate the clearest sign and reminder of God's self-sacrificial, victorious love for His people. I've come to use this one simple trick myself - when i see Jesus in my mind or when i hear His voice in my soul and i'm not sure if it's really Him, i try to ask Him to show me His wounds.
Jesus made by AI never had any wounds. Even when i specifically asked for them. And yes, i know, it's about censoring the gore and stuff blah blah blah, still. I can't help but feel... deeply unsettled by it.
I'll never trust AI art.
i hate generative art being used for depictions of Jesus, like. you care for Him that little? i promise you a child's stick figure drawing in red crayon looks more like God than whatever slop a computer vomits out. a person has the ability to know God, a computer never will
#christianity#jesus#my beloved#ai art sucks#the holy wounds#stigmata#of course ai art has many other problems#but that was the final straw for me personally
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This scene is so interesting to me because there's more than one reason why Hope said this:
like I think part of it is that Hope is still protecting them even with her humanity off. She's pushing MG, trying to get him to actually fight her so that she knows he'll be 'strong' enough to do whatever he needs to do to protect them while she's gone.
But the other part of it is almost a cry for help. Hope put that sword through Landon because she didn't want anyone else to die, including their friends. She has crippling abandonment issues and has always struggled with feeling alone, so killing Landon is even harder for her than it would be for the average person. And that's already pretty hard as is, because someone killing their boyfriend is insane, so. That would actually break people and traumatize them beyond repair, but she did it to save everyone else. This is the big issue that's always talked about in superhero genres-- do you save the lives of many, or the life of one (the person you love)?
She even has regrets and guilt about doing it, which haunts her when she's struggling with her humanity. But more than anything, she felt alone when she did it. No one was there to support her while she was killing Landon. People around her don't seem to acknowledge how specifically difficult it was for her to kill Landon and what that pain is like, so she's pointing it out right now to MG by reminding him that that's why she's here. That's why her humanity is off. She couldn't take it anymore when she had to do that. It was the final straw on the camel's back when she'd had the weight of the world on her shoulders for her entire life already.
#I hate that the show had Freya leave and then she woke up in transition like she did#And it unfolded in such a way that she had no one to try and anchor her while she did it#It's just so sad#hope mikaelson#study:hope#tvdu#texts#texts:m
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On the one hand I do not want to make a video recounting the story of how me and my childhood best friend broke up, for a number of reasons including not wanting to dredge up old drama.
On the other, I broke up with my best friend of 12+ years over deviantArt llamas, and after having ~15 years to emotionally recover from that incident, the story is so fucking funny.
#I love telling this story it's legitimately hilarious#listen this person traumatized me in ways I never fully healed from and they were horrible in a variety of ways#but the fucking llama drama (literally) being the final straw that ended the friendship is the best possible ending#I can laugh about it now (and I do. Constantly. That shit is hilarious)#TEENS ON DEVIANTART!! BEING TEENS!! FIGHTING OVER DEVIANTART SOCIAL CURRENCY!!#LITERALLY ENDING FRIENDSHIPS OVER IT!!#I'm losing my shit#star talks
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sometimes a family is a drunken mentor and his two tributes who survived the war against all odds
#they are something that can be so personal#'but [snow] knew he had no leverage against me' 'until peeta and i came along'#'the only person i truly want to comfort me is haymitch because he loves peeta too'#what if that was my final straw#thg#thg art#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#haymitch abernathy#i figured out these poses without any reference and i actually like how it turned out
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The room was stark and cold, lit by a single overhead bulb that cast harsh shadows against the concrete walls. Moira sat at the metal table, her wrists cuffed in front of her. Her posture was casual, almost bored, though her mismatched eyes gleamed with sharp intelligence. The silence in the room was deafening, broken only by the soft buzz of the overhead light.
The door opened, and Angela Ziegler stepped in. She was calm and composed, but there was a tightness in her jaw that betrayed her nerves. Her golden hair was pulled back neatly, and her white coat brushed against the doorframe as she shut it behind her.
Moira’s lips curled into a faint smirk as her gaze landed on Angela. “And here I thought they’d send someone interesting,” she drawled, her Irish lilt dripping with sarcasm.
Angela ignored the barb, stepping closer and taking the seat across from her. She placed a small datapad on the table, but her attention remained fixed on Moira.
“Moira,” Angela began softly, her voice steady but carrying an undercurrent of something deeper—something unresolved. “You don’t have to do this. You don’t have to be Talon’s weapon.”
Moira tilted her head, her smirk widening. “Oh, Angela. Always the optimist. Did you draw the short straw, or was interrogating me your idea of closure?”
Angela’s expression didn’t waver, but her fingers tightened slightly around the edge of the datapad. “You’re better than this, Moira. I know you are.”
Moira leaned back, her cuffs clinking against the table. “And here I thought you stopped pretending to know me the day I left Overwatch.”
“That’s not fair,” Angela shot back, her calm façade cracking. “You left me. You left us. And for what? To work for people who’d sacrifice the world for their own power?”
Moira’s smirk faltered for a fraction of a second, but she masked it quickly, her voice turning sharp. “Spare me the morality lecture, Doctor. Talon funds my research. Overwatch never did. I made a choice, and I don’t regret it.”
Angela leaned forward, her voice dropping to a whisper. “Then why are you here, Moira? Why didn’t you fight harder to escape? Why didn’t you…” Her words faltered, and her eyes softened. “…run back to them instead of letting us catch you?”
For the first time, Moira’s smug demeanor faltered. She looked away, her mismatched eyes darting toward the corner of the room before settling back on Angela. “Maybe I was tired of running,” she said, her voice quieter, but no less biting. “Or maybe I just wanted to see if you still cared.”
Angela’s breath hitched, and she leaned back slightly, struggling to regain her composure. “I never stopped caring,” she admitted, her voice trembling. “Not about you. Not for a second.”
Moira chuckled dryly, though there was no humor in it. “Well, isn’t that touching? You’re still clinging to some fantasy that I can be ‘saved.’ Face it, Angela. The person you loved—she doesn’t exist anymore.”
Angela’s hand moved instinctively toward Moira’s, stopping just short of touching her cuffed wrist. “I don’t believe that. I saw her when you shielded me from that explosion in Zurich. I saw her when you hesitated to strike back at Winston during the ambush. You’re still in there, Moira. You just won’t let yourself admit it.”
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The tension in the room was thick, a mix of anger, regret, and something far more vulnerable lingering between them.
Finally, Moira leaned forward, her voice dropping to a near whisper. “You want the truth, Angela? I hate myself for leaving you. For leaving us. But I’m not the hero you want me to be. I never was.”
Angela’s eyes glistened, and she reached out, her hand finally resting atop Moira’s. “You don’t have to be a hero. You just have to be you. And that’s enough for me.”
Moira’s gaze dropped to their hands, her mismatched eyes narrowing as if trying to discern a hidden trap in Angela’s words. “You always did have a talent for making the impossible sound plausible,” she muttered, though her tone lacked its usual venom.
Angela’s lips curved into a soft smile, and she gave Moira’s hand a gentle squeeze. “That’s because I believe in you. I always have.”
For the first time in years, Moira felt something crack in the armor she’d so carefully built around herself. She didn’t know if it was hope or dread, but the weight of Angela’s unwavering faith in her was impossible to ignore.
The silence between them stretched, heavy with unresolved feelings and unspoken promises. And in that silence, both of them knew the conversation wasn’t over—not by a long shot.
Had a silly little thought of Moira being contained and questioned the interrogation room.
What questions would be asked? What would she say?
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I’ve seen someone say that Sally was selfish and inconsiderate for telling Percy they need his room for Estelle???
#thoughts on this#?#personally#they got blocked#or actually they already pmo by being an annabeth anti this was the final straw#and it wasn’t just a passing comment they were full on saying Percy must’ve felt so excluded and depressed about it#but if I remember correctly he was overwhelmed with joy about the news of Sally’s pregnancy#he wasn’t upset about it right?#and I mean it is true they will need his room…#and he’s going to college#to have a future and eventually start a family with annabeth#I’m all for Percy angst but can we stop looking for it in places where it’s not there#and the subtle (not so subtle) Sally slander was new to me#I’ve never seen it before#I thought we all thought of her as a queen who does no wrong(don’t take this super seriously everyone makes mistakes I know that)#I hate that I clarify everything but ppl get mad over little things so clarification it is#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#hoo#sally jackson#sally jackson appreciation#no sally slander allowed#estelle#estelle blofis#estelle jackson would’ve ate#annabeth chase#chalice of the gods
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I said once and I'll say it again, I don't really think late season merlin is a villain, but I do think season 1 and pre canon merlin would think his future self is a villain
agreed, anon, s1 merlin would be horrified at the decision and choices he made by s4-5
but yeah merlin isn’t a “villain” by s5. he falls into more of a gray area in my opinion. like, he is still a hero to me but just with a narrower view on his priorities and 10 years of dealing with your classic episodic enemies who want to kill Arthur
#i dont really get the ‘Merlin is a villain by s5’ discourse#like yeah he’s changed from the happy silly goofy guy from s1#but he still a silly goofy guy#more traumatized yes and less patient with opponents#but he’s still merlin#it’s like the ‘despite everything it’s still you’ and we see that when he creates a butterfly in the cave#idk he never felt villainous to me??? vengeful maybe i can allow#but not villainous#but i think that’s why Villain!Merlin is an interesting concept because despite the ten years of strife#and watching ppl he love die and choosing Arthur over magic#the idea of ‘what if he finally snapped? what if Merlin let loose more than he has’ is a fascinating one#bc Merlin is CRAZY powerful#he is Emrys and magic itself#he lives and breathes it so what if he finally lost all his personal morals and principles and let it go?#it’s not canon obvi but it is a popular au for a reason because there many moments the fandom ponders ‘why did you stay?’#and ‘what would be the final straw that caused you to break it all?’#or at least#that’s how i see those AUs as lol#still fascinating#bbc merlin#asks#merlin emrys
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Do you guys still love me even though I’m not a Stranger Things centric blog anymore….
#I just had to full eject myself bc I can’t handle it lmao#like I’m out the door#the last drama I went through was my final straw#I love my ST moots sm tho#and I’m kissing you guys#but yeah this is a formal invitation to unfollow me if that bothers you#i won’t take it personally
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Still thinking about Jopson after the other day and I feel like there's a wee bit similarity between he and David Young that I want to discuss and weep over more.
Young clearly had an incredibly difficult, poverty-stricken upbringing 'at the Foundlings' and it shows in the way that just keeps on trucking until he breaks down completely. Enduring all the hardships and misery of Victorian Britain had been ruining his health so much from the day he was born and had been doing it so insidiously that he didn't even think much of all the horrible symptoms of illness that had been inflicting him. They were simply par for the course. He'd been enduring them all his life.
And I think Jopson's deterioration very much echoes all of that. We know he's from a working class background and endured many hardships throughout his life also whether it be, again, the usual awful vagaries of the time period or the additional mental/emotional stress related to his mother.
Like Young, Jopson seems to just keep on trucking until he breaks down completely. One minute we see him help to lift a whole adult man into a whaleboat and then, seemingly in the blink of an eye, there he is in bed going downhill fast. It's not hard to imagine that his hard life would also have had him thinking little of the horrors his body was going through and being destroyed by.
It's not hard to imagine that he also had been enduring those kinds of things all his life...
#And whatever you do#Don't think about the idea that humphing poor Peglar into the boat really was the straw that broke the camel's back#Don't think about the idea that yet another act of love and care for another person was what finally did Jopson in#Finally pushed his body past breaking point#Or do think about that and weep along with me#It's all proper 'doomed by the narrative' shit it really is#The Terror#The Terror AMC#Thomas Jopson#David Young#Observations#Meta#Need to think and write more about class structures in general I really do
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finding out im blocked by some1 when i go to reblog a post by them is so funny what did i dooooo
#yeah im like :( for a sec but it doesnt bother me cuz i block ppl all the time and its nothing personal. just part of being on this site#but it makes me so Curious i wanna know why. what was the final straw yknow
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I know people are sad, I am incredibly sad and disappointed but I want to let you know. Bucktommy is the first time I actually engaged in a ship or fandom at all directly, as in posting specs, commenting on fics, creating a whole damn blog about this fictional couple. It has come at a time where I am feeling overwhelmed because my Grandma is dying, I'm one of her carers, it's exhausting and heatbreaking but Bucktommy was my reprieve from a terrible thing happening in my life. So even though I know at least some of us will still be here and love this fandom, I want people that might be leaving to know before they do - I am really thankful with how much you've helped me inadvertently find some fun and something happy.
Hopefully we will all be back one day...never say never.
#personal#<- i'm really sorry for being depressing#i'm waiting on news from the hospital and my one escape being tainted seems like a final straw for me today#bucktommy
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#ok im making one more dot post and then i am (hopefully) getting off tumblr and going to bed#liam payne#death#i do suggest not reading tbh because its just gonna be waffle. anyways#ive distanced myself from the boys for years for a multitude of reasons. mainly that they did things that disappointed me and i realised the#way i was attatched to them was unhealthy. so for the most part i listened and enjoyed the music and didnt pay Much attention to anything#else. and like liam. i always liked him in the band days because to me he was the underdog. the underappreciated and probs less stanned one#out of all of them. and when youre a fan i do feel like a lot of us just wanted them all to be appreciated. idk. but anyways yeah i did feel#for him. due to him backgroud growing up. his talent. etc etc. even though he wasnt my fav. and even when he did something wrong my teenage#self still defended him like my life depended on it. (embarassing) anyways. his solo music while it was not my fav i still occasionally#enjoyed. its just over produced pop like it was fine and i found it fun. in terms of him as an actual person by this point in his career i#didnt pay attention to him or the others that much anymore#and like. yeah as of recently as more stuff came out about him being kinda weird and rude and abusive 🙃🙃🙃 that was kind of the final#straw for me! like in terms of me giving a fuck about him. if he eventually came around cool but i wasnt gonna wait around for it.#god this whole thing feels so dramatic but i need to get it oit or i Know i will not be at peace lmao anyways#so yeah come to hearing about his death which. i hear about because of trin lovell on twitter like. shsvshs. anyways my reaction was#disbelief and just... nothing? like i said in my brain i had just disregarded him honestly. and even now i still just feel speechless.#to summarise my feelings. fuck him for how he treated his ex and probably other women as well. but also. he was my boy. he'll always be a#part of me. and it feels weird that hes just. gone. he suffered a lot with addiction and pressures etc and its just. sad that hes gone now.#that he never got to get better. and he wont get the chance to. im sad for his family. and anyone else thats gonna be affected by this#im always gonna remember him.#and thats all i have to say. honestly part of me feels SO dramatic for even typing all this out but here we are.#if anyone has read this far and wants someone to talk to im more than happy. and also just wanna make clear that i am fine#le text post
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should i still be friends with a prospective film major who watched singin’ in the rain and did not like the dance sequences
#this may be the final straw. got mad at me for not wanting to watch barbie and lisa frankenstein in theaters.. gets weirdly mad at me for#disagreeing with her opinions.. on top of more serious personal stuff
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watched love lies bleeding and spent a bunch of time thinking about my feelings https://boxd.it/6eAd05
#this is the final straw in making me make my own personal utena intertexts movie list#love lies bleeding#chats
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Listen, I’ll come around to it and understand it if it’s something that came from Xavi himself, if this is something he wanted, maybe something he needed for whatever personal reason. I’m just concerned because this is so sudden. I mean, he just flew out with the team to Miami and absolutely nothing seemed amiss. If he was on his way out (or switching roles I guess) Charles clearly didn’t know because he didn’t say anything about it over radio and I know he would’ve if he knew (as is customary for drivers who know they’re getting a new race engineer.) I’m heartbroken that they were “robbed” of this moment. It’s one thing knowing someone’s leaving and being able to prepare and idk having an appropriate sendoff. But we had nothing of that sort here. Even Ferrari’s official statement – just saying it’s an “organisational update” – feels cold and impersonal. I hope they’ll acknowledge him and maybe prepare some kind of sendoff post for him later on but I’m not holding my breath.
Whatever happened it must’ve happened in the past five days. Again I’m concerned and confused because it’s so sudden? And with Imola coming up, one of the home races for Ferrari, mid-season, the start of the European leg – with upgrades due as well – the timing arguably couldn’t be worse. I always said it takes time for driver/race engineer pairs to work out the intricacies of their relationship, to find what works for them. This smacks of the Bottas situation – and he ended up getting a penalty the first weekend he was with his new race engineer precisely because they weren’t in sync, there was room for confusion and miscommunication. I know it’s a bit different seeing as Bryan’s been part of Charles’s side of the garage for years – at least as long as Xavi has – but afaik he’s never been, like, an actual race engineer for a driver. And that’s obviously a whole challenge in itself and will undoubtedly take some time getting used to on both sides.
Again, if something justifies the urgency then okay, I get it. I sincerely hope everything’s okay on Xavi’s end.
But yeah. Disappointing, confusing, very weird.
#text#everything was fine… everything was normal… i’m completely blindsided by this. i thought we’d have stability in that regard#i know he’s not a big deal to most people - some are even happy after slandering him and making him into a meme for years#but idk. this is such a blow to me personally?#and again this on top of a bad day already like. it just feels like everything i’ve loved and cared about is falling away#i’m finding it hard to still be enthusiastic and motivated for things when this is how it ends#maybe i need a break from f1 and maybe this will be my final straw#eh:(#xavi marcos
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i do have one patron crush but it's a beautiful sixty year old woman with the world's most chic silver hair she's like five foot tall weighs like forty pounds less than me i could pick her up and she would laugh so beautifully . i taught her how to do peyote stitch at one of the bead workshops and she started coming to our crochet club but ive MISSED EVERY ONE SHE'S ATTENDED. she knows my mom's best friend now because they do food pantry together. she's married . her name is cindy winter . cindy winter i would leave it all for you
#she's like an elf to me. an elegant little elf who always dresses like a cool old lady on tv only she's a cool old lady in my life#sometimes i like to daydream about what it'd be like if instead of a straight married woman with kids she was a single lesbian#and i charmed her with my quarter life crisis and interest in hiking and fiber arts. and in a need to impress her i finally got my life tog#cleaned my house finished my book . and we would garden together and she would wear the neatest straw hat. and#honestly i have not thought what the sex would be like but she's built like a very small ballerina like come on dude#cindy i hope you never find this#dont know why you WOULD but.#what they dont tell you about being older than 25 is that your idea of a dateable person goes anywhere from your own age to like sixty#at least in my experience. how many of those age difference hand wringers are only freaked out abt the concept#bc they havent yet reached their own threshold for acceptable older crushes#like mine doesn't go as far as seventy. yet. but by the time i'm forty it probably will
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