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how accurate would it be to say that there would have been murder even if the honest men never went to the pseudo-paradize and none of them went (supposedly) youkai (i just realized i made this typo several times shit)
it’s not a typo it’s an intentional poor transliteration choice (at least if you carry on with Hepburn-shiki for character names, like Mokou as opposed to Moko, or calling it Touhou rather than Toho- the latter of which is the “official” transliteration for that matter!)
anyway minus 2 points again for misreading the two words “pseudo paradise”
#as an answer— there might have been and there might not have#depends on who gets opportunities to do what#i call it ‘gensoukyou’ so as to not be inconsistent with my own pedantry#but that one i’ll fight less
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sometimes, i think about how crazy the meoto plotline is
#like. did they *really* just yadda yadda yadda away how they fell in love lmfaooooo#just. the jump from aizo saying ‘i’ll never love you’ in verse one only to be the whipped husband we all know and loathe by the first choru#a n d human sacrifice yujiro going ‘:/ guess i’m wedded off to a demon for my family’ to ‘omg i love my hubby’ in less than a minute.#what do you meannnnnn it just became natural to be around each other every time the snow fell#i stg if this is how they’re gonna make lxl canon play out—#like if they pull a ‘oh yes they always fight… wait yeah they’re now dating; they started going out some time ago. yup.’#especially if they hit us with the ‘oh you dont need to know how they got together; trust us! just accept that they are idiots in love ok’#five bucks says that lxl has always been canon the entire time and that they’re only gonna ‘confirm’ it with a wedding mv in 10 years time#‘wdym you’re surprised that they’re getting married? they’ve already been dating all this time’#a n d that’s enough interwebs for the night. fingers crossed that i dont dream of my air conditioner melting into lava again#gn guyssss anyways stream meoto
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Since I’m already dumping a bunch of sketches, here are a few more for the generic light fantasy au that lives inside my head rent free (aka my poor excuse to give Trent a sword) (read the captions and tags for a little more context)
#I just love making buck wild aus….. my catnip#anyways time for the choppy lore dump#anyways the basis of this au is Trent is a mercenary that is hired by the Richmond fort to assess its garrison#only for him to be fucking flabbergasted by the head knight who seems to have little fighting experience at all#trent himself is like good at ending a fight very quickly#He’s quick and precise with a rapier … but the longer a duel goes on the less likely it is he will win it#he doesn’t want to be a mercenary… he wants to to be able to have a quiet life with his daughter and write about the world#anyhoo Ted has healing magic in this… problem is all people with the ability to cast magic are supposed to be known and registered#ted is hiding his abilities :) no one knows but Rebecca and beard who would protect that secret with their lives#alright this lore dump has gone on for too long…there is so much more and it eats my brain#blood tw#trent crimm#my art#I’ll put this in the TL tag in like a day or something I don’t feel like tagging it right now#this is for me and my own fun
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At this point Wednesday and Thursday are the highlights of my week like I’m vibrating with excitement when I know Wednesday at like 7 something I’ll be sitting down to giggle at my favorite show like I- 🤧
I don’t always watch d20 seasons as they’re airing but for fantasy high, it gets so woven into my schedule when a new one drops 👏 like not to get super sentimental (I’m absolutely going to in a read more. Plus the season is ending soon and I’m emo about it but also just excited in general to get all the answers) but this season really means a lot to me. Absolutely none of them will see this (thank god) but the intrepid heroes & BLeeM mean so much to me. They made a show that is so funny and beautiful and kind and so stupid at its core and it just goes to show how lovely they are. The impact they’ve made on the actual play community is so huge. For me a lot of actual play was very intimidating to get into because of huge backlogs or the kinds of stories being told weren’t for me but goddamn, d20 just hits on so many levels. In part due to the storytelling and also just holy shit everyone at the table shows up and cares so much about who they’re playing and their place in the world and the story they’re helping be told. It’s just 🤧💖 I hope one day I’m half the dnd player that Brennan, Emily, Lou, Murph, Siobhan, Zac, and Ally are. They truly inspire me so much.
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**TW For SA, trauma, mental health + personal shit etc under the cut**
I stopped watching d20 for a long while. Give or take a year or two? I know it was around the zoom season era. Me and A guy I was really close friends with bonded over dnd and d20 and it was one of the main things we had in common. The night he SA’d me we were watching FH S1 from the beginning. And I think that kinda.. like I didn’t watch d20 because it brought up a lot of thoughts of him and that night and just so much ptsd.
D20 was my favorite form of escapism during hard times and it really sucked to lose that for so long. When d20 Junior year was announced I decided it was time to get back into the show because I missed it and I loved it and I couldn’t let him make me so scared that I never went back to what gave me so much joy. I introduced the show to him in the first place, I could reclaim.
I watched freshman year after I dropped out of art school because my parents and I couldn’t afford another loan and I was really lost. It took my mind off a lot of it thankfully.
Sophomore year aired when I started going to community college. I had a night-time psych class that would end about half an hour before the streams would start so it gave me motivation to get through it because I had something to look forward to after. Now junior year is airing while I’m dealing with a lot of health stuff + depression + job stress (now that I write it all out, both college stresses passed and I did end up getting a decent-ish, albeit very shitty job in graphic design, so I know there’s light at the end of the tunnel so to speak, this’ll pass)
I don’t know if they’ll ever do a senior year/graduation season but if they do, I’ll be there still excited and brimming with joy and anticipation for more d20 Wednesdays to come. 💖
#this is VERY personal but it’s also my blog who cares baybeee 🥵✌️#there’s not much that I watch while it’s airing#like I don’t watch a ton of tv either I mainly watch YouTube or I’ll pick a show that’s either finished or has enough seasons for me to go#feral about#but when FH is on?? or when Big brother airs during the summer?? I’m locked in#I’m sat#I’m having a fcking blast#I think I’ll be posting a lot less discourse in the tags from now on lmao#like- I think writing this out made me remember why I love d20 so much and it’s definitely the show and then the fanart and character stuff#I don’t like fighting with people about like.. subjective opinions#I dunno like there are fandoms where I love the discourse bc it’s to be expected with certain ones (reality tv competition shows like bb +#drag race for me) and I love that sorta thing where rooting for someone or screaming about what they could’ve done to win or whatever is#a big part of that#but with my silly shows like d20 or drawfee or whatever I’m here for the good vibes#when I deviate from that I start having less fun in fandom#d20 fhjy#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20#fhjy
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Pingoleon-inspired boys! 💙🐧🩵
Felix’s marvellous outfit was designed by the amazing @beezonia! 💙🩵🧡
#I’ll tell you why it’s Clive.#Both boys think they play dirty but only one actually does.#Felix isn’t afraid to use questionable strategies but he is terrified that his Pokémon might actually get hurt#Clive on the other hand goes all in. And to be clear it’s not that he loves his team any less#They’ve just gone through A Lot together and it shaped their fighting style. He knows they can handle it#miraculous ladybug#felix graham de vanily#professor layton#clive dove#pokemon#pingoleon#nina draws
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#I’m thinking g1 pre-war era setting#alignment continuity tfp-ish backstory#just a bit of a mix of it no solid lore bc I’ll be honest I’ve never read the idw ones#I just like the idea of the scientist scout less unhinged starscream interacting with kaon arena fighting megatron#but nothing to heavy mostly lighthearted#and I’m just itching to make a zine haha#I really wanna give it a go!#so let me know if this’s something you’d be into! ✨
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twst bracelets part 3 :)
#im planning to do ones for trey ace and azul next#i have been fighting against the azul one for so long i keep scrapping it 😭😭however i must push on#also if you have any suggestions for who i should do next i’ll probably make theirs faster lol#(omg is that) disney’s twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland#jade twst#floyd twst#rook twst#i should remake the first two they look weird.AND NOW I HAVE SILVER LETTER BEADS COME ON#sigh ill save the remaking for when i finish them all or else this will never end#ortho crowley and jamil are also high on the list btw!! i just have slightly less ideas for theirs
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Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:
Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#lok malina#still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now#and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that#don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before#to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021#because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing#but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence#anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he#*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character#for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop#I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like#I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her#if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet#okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself#lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer#about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long#this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh#I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out#*surprising#less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know#anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous#her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this#and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning#I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭#I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb#okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary:#she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr 2.2#hsr spoilers#hsr leaks#the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am#i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before#but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one#so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days#it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me#but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and#gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it#and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story#not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know#but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game#anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream#pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we#i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see-#-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!)#i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!?#they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing#Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it#and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet#also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good#Seven.txt#viddy game stuff
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Trying to keep a lid on it but. Yeah. Literally don’t know what’s it like to NOT be platonically neglected IRL my whole damn life, only that I know this One Person doesn’t deserve to be at the epicenter of it anymore than I deserved to have been at the epicenter of theirs a year ago now.
…why am I like this. Why are we like this.
#tiger’s roar#…but like. good god. someone being Actually Genuinely KIND and insisting they DO like my company and want my friendship#(and is arguably mutually attracted and THOSE feelings of mine and what I’m picking up from them just won’t DISPELL already)#just. really stirs the muck. gets at that emotional constipation in my brain’s grease trap#then having TWICE now having Activities Suggested and THIS Time in FRONT of people then like…never following through?#all but thinking aloud with planning to witnesses things that sound less like hanging out and more like a date#and then just…not doing it?#when the Reality is Apparently Too Busy?#us fighting earlier this year over quality time essentially#when all I want is to have like. maybe an hour or two once a week or once a month#to enjoy someone else’s company. get a fucking REPRIEVE from my life#that’s…that’s it? nothing grand. just have the time found where it can be without causing strain?#I’m actually NOT a romantic even when I have romantic feelings? they just make me yearn for basic contact all the more#I’ll always be ‘too platonic’ within a romantic relationship so no it’s never going to be an ‘expectation’#MAYBE the one with unrealistic expectations is the guy who watches romance films and struggles with AllorNothing thinking perhaps?#and…yeah. trying to not feel resentful of their time spent this summer with existing friends when apparently not working 20+ hrs a week#in addition to their own research and god knows what else#…because it feels like there’s no space for me. and probably never will be. and I have never been ‘cool’ a day in my life#sure I own it as an adult. especially a 30s adult.#but having people recognize me as kind and supportive and easy to talk to 1:1 (my group aqauaintance/casual friendships SUCK)#but. basically never getting to keep any of them as friends? quickly ditched? treated like a used bandaid?#it…gets to me alright? like I only exist as Catch/Treat/Release but for people#which sure. the friend I’m angry at HAS been frustrated about me deserving better. looks at me like I’m christmas.#and I’m now fairly close friends with their beloved sibling. and despite things having THE Worst Start Ever their family seems to trust me#…but…it’s just…think I deserve better? think I’m worthy of your esteem and respect? think I’m kind and approachable?#want me to feel safe and relaxed enough to be myself? then just…do better.#ask when I’m available to kill a few hours then…follow through on that. that’s it.#not all the time. and my ‘expectation’ is to always be either neglected or used and feeling jaded about it#just…a repreive. for both of us. that’s it.
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While I know that I didn’t promise to make Disability Zebra right away, I still feel bad about not having been able to design it yet. But I do think about it everyday, and even if I’m not able to make it in time before Disability Pride Month ends, I’ll still make it and show my progress. It’s important to me to try and figure out this design than other pride flags at the moment, I’ve been feeling. So thank you for the ideas back when I asked them, and thank you for your patience :)
#I know I’m not necessarily obligated but I’ve been so preoccupied that I haven’t been able to focus on that and art fight-#so I feel bad is all. Enough to want to apologize to those who might be waiting haha..#Mod Stuff#From Kurapika#I never promised- yes- but it feels like I made one in my heart- and I really hate breaking promises.#Anyhow- now that I’ve said my piece:#While I haven’t had the moment to draw it down- I’ve been trying to figure out how to make the zebra also.. accessible#So I have a few important keys I’ll try to keep in mind while designing it:#It has to be not too difficult for anyone to redraw and I want to keep the diagonal line design somehow.#So I’ve been thinking- ok.. so less stripes somehow? The flag removed the zigzag pattern for a reason- so how do I keep this a zebra#and not just a colorful horse? Much to think about.. Ahh I think that’s what made it hard for me to start hahaha
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well. finished yakuza 5.
#not gonna go into all my thoughts right now because it’s A LOT but#the ending was pretty good overall like I got my little complaints here and there but overall I was pretty satisfied#the choice of final boss (for kiryu) was narratively pretty half assed but. I’ll let it slide because that fight was fun#i feel like shinada deserved more closure in the baseball realm of things#and I feel like majima should’ve had at least ONE conversation with katsuya at the end#I would’ve liked to see kiryu reunite with him as well but. you know#majima and saejima’s conclusion was also pretty open ended and not clear but yeah. idk just a lot of threads#that don’t feel like theyre tied yet#but despite how it sounds the story of 5 i overall liked quite a bit#it’s interesting that my friend really doesn’t like that there isn’t a singular Big Bad Villain that’s known from the start more or less#like in most games but I kinda feel the exact opposite in that I like the mystery and finding out who’s pulling the strings and all that#a lot of the characters in this game in general are very strong despite some being totally newly introduced#like I liked katsuya and watase and madarame and I’m forgetting his name but shinada’s loan shark#I liked aizawa alot up until the end where they pulled what they pulled and now I’m conflicted cause that was. weird. but yeah#OH and baba of course#idk alot of supporting characters felt really 3 dimensional to me#shinada’s great and very lovable and I’m very sad he doesn’t come back in 6 or anything m#I liked haruka’s ending generally too because she basically did exactly what I was hoping for#which is realizing her own dream and all that and not just doing the whole idol thing just to live out mirei’s ideal life#haruka finally getting to make her OWN choice that kiryu or mirei or anyone can’t interfere with#that was good that was very good#rambling#y5
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I wish I wasn’t dyed crimson by the Christian culture I was raised in and am still submerged in.
I’ll probably spend my whole life trying to get the stain out.
#sorenhoots#sorry in a moody mood#thinking about the concept of hypocrisy and how it’s used to justify or damn relatiation#like ‘you can’t fight against cruelty! that makes you just as cruel’ versus ‘oh you are being cruel and that’s why I am cruel to you—or are#you a hypocrite who gives yourself permission to be cruel but denies other people the same?’#and of course reactions are not their components. acid and base combine and make heat and water. that doesn’t make acids the same as bases.#but hypocrasy is in the eye of the beholder. and everyone beholds. and the society determines who gets to claim their perspective#is correct#and it’s all just opinions anyway.#I want to remove the concept of hypocrisy from my brain lol. it is too vague and too easily shaped into a weapon. I’ll find my own comprehen#comprehension of the concept- one that is less malleable and less associated with immorality
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So when I accidentally see ships I don’t like even with blocked tags, I’ll just block the poster. No offense and don’t take it personally, idgaf what you do but I curate my feed to my own comfort. Also if you start drama or are an ahole about it.
Id say I’m neutral because making either pro or anti your whole personality is just weird. There are ships I don’t like but as long as it isn’t lolisha shit im not gonna fight over it. Ship what you like and be mindful of ones that make others uncomfortable and the language used and don’t be mad when people block or disengage with it. But also don’t harass people for what they ship the stupidity goes both ways.
#neutral ship#but idrc#yes this is about that one ship I won’t name#don’t need to be flamed today#when blocking tags isn’t enough#like people should be mindful of that#like don’t get mad when people react less than favorably#as long as they aren’t rude about it#like the best way to handle that is just block it so you don’t have to see it#I won’t speak for things in languages I don’t speak but I’ll let people post clear translations#in the end idrc what you ship but please be mindful of what langauge you use when referring to characters#even if you don’t see them that way it can be upsetting or invalidating to others#doesn’t affect me personally but I’m still uncomfy with it#this isn’t even the only fandom that I’ve been in that does this#like just make it clear that you know it’s problematic for some#no reason to be ashamed if it’s fiction#honestly the vast majority of people will not care#it’s just chronically online people#making being either pro or anti and entire personality trait is just weird#like touch grass#do what you like just be mindful of implications in convo#and don’t get mad if people choose to block/not engage#and fighting fire with fire is not gonna help#this goes for antis too#especially talking over people who might be affected#like just block and move on#that’s what I’m doing#sorry if it bothers anyone I don’t hate you or anything#just curating my feed#people are allowed to be uncomfy
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reread Ekleipsis bc I got some very nice comments on it and wanted to revisit it 2 years later and u know what?? I think it still holds up p well! There are slight typos and parts I wish I could’ve lengthened, foreshadowed more, or gotten Deep into the lore/characters abt, but considering I was busting out a chapter a day and had it done in a dang month I do think it’s pretty good as a lil story!! Would love to do more art for it or revisit the world in some way some day. Babies first real Big Original work 🥺 in my mind it’s still kind of the first draft version, but I’m still proud regardless… ❣️
#I do recommend the ao3 version atm bc it has less typos however it does have SOME and when I have more time I’ll comb it again and fix them#also lol name a more iconic duo than me and doing monthly challenges#I’ve done so many at this point I’ve lost count#that was nanowrimo. I’ve done the 30 days of otps challenges TWICE.#100 fanmews challenge.#(one a day)#30 day magical girl challenge. 30 day monster challenge. that year long drawing challenge#daily may LAST MONTH!!!#I LOVE setting little goals and going ham#I kind of want to do nano again but maaaybe not this year#my year challenge has been keep posting 1 weekly page of the comic each week all year#and so far I haven’t missed a week halfway into the year! I was one day late on one but rly. not so bad#also I put my Ekleipsis ocs on AF I am curious if anyone will draw them? :0#excited 2 see which ocs ppl are drawn to the most eeeee I’m so excited for art fight#I’m considering doing speedpaints for all my attacks or even trying daily attacks ??#or both of those things. maybe#it will depend on my energy and schedule around then I’m not going to hold myself to that very strictly#oh speaking of monthly challenges tho next year I would LOVE to try femslash Feb#and also maybe OCtober or huetober or even inktober again bc I did do that one year too#OR MERMAY!! omg I’ve never done mermay that’s CRAZY (loves mermaids so much I have a mermaid tat)
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I should be allowed as a tiefling to make obvious comments to wyll like ‘woag ur sharper than I am, cool’ and have him be like. I mean. I did. come about it by different means yes. Alas, I’ll just imagine t’evye staying the obvious to his companions and the just sorta blinking to try and figure out if she’s wanting to hear their thoughts or really only just noticing it
#nobody:#me making a character I’m gonna project on: and their gender is so [loud static]#t’ev came from tav but slightly off and I decided they needed a bit more name than that for the replay (bc running through the game is#somehow less intimidating than redoing the final boss fight lmao) and um. sometimes ur a tiefling. wake up a rogue and start barding bc of a#pretty tiefling. (she lives bc I likey her and don’t wanna b sads abt it later lol) and can’t remember shit and go hm. ok yeah my gender is#whatever. we have bigger problems. after it’s all said and done someone is like hey did u ever get a solid answer? bc u said u weren’t sure#and t’evye is like oh would you look at the time I need to go water my pet rock#also I think the game should’ve actually given wyll claws and forked tongue if they were gonna do those lines. but mayb that’s just the#monsterfucker in me. i love when characters fangs u see#bg3 posting#t’ev absolutely asks to feel wyll’s horns. to see if they feel different. sits him and karlach down one night to compare notes nodnod#ALSO#TEV STARTS WITH THE HORNS WITH THE GOLD JEWELRY BUT THEY GROW#and she’s sooooo sad when the gold bits don’t fit the same anymore nodnod#goes ‘it’s fine I’ll get them refitted in baldurs gate!’#and then they reach the city and um. there’s bigger problems lol#what’s a girl supposed to do when he can’t be extra shiny!!!#how’s ve supposed to be all prettyboy if she can’t shiny!!!
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