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I've been following Kait since Princeton which is why I have a lot to say but I truly feel that Geno's schemes have stifled her this season. She was the offensive star of a defensive team, hit crazy midrange shots all the time and drew fouls like nobody's business. She was not nearly as hesitant back then - like obviously how else would she have won tournament MVP three years in a row. And her assist numbers were pretty high too. So add on an above-average three point shot and she should be a great offensive threat, right?
It feels like they're not playing to her strengths. Like anon said, making her dump off the ball and then disappear from the play. She's not the best scorer on the team anymore, sure, but it feels like he expects her to play like Nika when that isn't her and their strengths are different.
ooh u cooked and i just left u to waste away in my inbox all week i apologize anon
i love hearing the perspective of someone who knew her game before the transfer bc it really just shows how stifled she's been at uconn. hot take but i don't think geno knows how to coach an offensive-minded, high scoring pg and that even paige was just an outlier who he eventually pushed out of that role bc he doesn't know what to do with that kind of player.
#i have some thoughts about this regarding a certain pg from des moines but#ill keep quiet i know yall dont like her like that#i just wish he'd let kaitlyn play her game :///#ALSO i dont know the history of uconn like super well so if there have been any pgs in the past who averaged 15+ then i take it back#but otherwise my point stands#uconn wbb#geno auriemma#asks and answers
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weird hearing "were you a Theatre Kid" "were you a Sports Kid" "were you a Choir Kid" "were you a Dance Kid" bc no? i mean i did all of that and more but resented ever minute of it? actively avoided sticking with anything? i was a "In This Family After School Activities Are Mandatory Kid"
#oh and i was really really bad at all of it btw#which was a good thing actually otherwise i would have gotten bored even *more* quickly#christ if i was good at a Activity i probably would have had to stick with it#that would have been EXHAUSTING#i survived soooo many Activities by standing in the background doing the bare minimum so I could focus on the Hyperrealistic Daydreams#baseball was my favorite. if u wear a glove u can literally just stand in the back of a field & stare at grass & no one bothers you#i mean usually no one bothers you but there is one specific situation where everyone starts yelling your name real loud and pointing
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my own personal take on what makes a miku
#roach talk#the fact that polar is technically more of a miku than teto is feels so wrong#but i stand by my criteria and the criteria says it's the case#btw aoki lapis is a pure miku according to this#kaito and cirno also are mikus in the same tiers as rion and entrapta respectively#but to me the twintails are more important so it just happened to be all three examples had multicolored twintails#neru is in a secret 10th square between teto and defoko because i feel like having a single ponytail is like. honorary mention at least#because miku if is still a miku even if she doesnt have twintails. nobody would argue otherwise#being illustrated by kei makes your miku points automatically go up#i really really wanted to put dave strider in the lumina square btw. but decided against it#they still have to "feel'' like miku to me if that makes any sense.#and while dave is funny meme music guy he doesnt have any miku type outfits like rin and defoko and he isnt an AI like lumina. oh fuck wait#AR is a miku. okay i have to stop talking now bye
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OMG??? LUKA LOOKS SO ETHEREAL đalmost makes me want to forgive him for everything hes done
this is a good moment to mention that i feel like luka gets overhated waaaay too much in the fandom, idk if its just me who tends to like the more ""problematic""/troubled/antagonistic/dubious/morally grey/etc characters so i find him interesting but i rlly dunno if the hate is a bit too much or if i missed smth significant that explains why hes hated sm that ppl cant even leave their hate out of the comments on anything luka related hghh
but anw thanks tho :]
#i mean madarame is my problematic wife and SLDM is OBVIOUSLY adult audience#but seeing luka from a non adult audience targeted thing getting hated sm even tho mada is sm worse compared to him makes me think its#prolly younger ppl who just hate on him simply for his tactics during his round and whatever went on with hyuna#tho ofc correct me if im wrong if i did miss smth that explains all this hate bc otherwise i stand by the point its overhate at this point#or ppl liking to forget this is fiction idk#maybe im just getting tired of ppl and should go back to avoiding fandom or comment sections when i rewatch the rounds lol#dark media/adult fandoms are sm more chill oof oof#reply
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I think Iâm too influenced by other peopleâs opinions
I mean yeah, I know that, but I mean this specifically in the case of my current fixation, aka Transformers, and that I really donât know what to think on it anymore
Not about whether itâs good or bad in general, but more how should the story and characters be interpreted, and what were poor decisions or not
Like for example, Megatron. I was thinking about making this its own post today, but it fits here. I feel like having my first two pieces of media I consume in this current dive into Transformers being Transformers One (where we see the tragic fall of D-16 and Iâm really invested in him and Orionâs bond and just want to see them get back together, and also this version of him has done relatively very little so itâs a lot easier to redeem him) and then after that Transformers Earthspark (where we start out the series with redeemed Megatron and we almost always see him in a positive light, plus itâs the only non doomed megop) is the main reason why Iâm so invested in Megatron as a character and want him to have redemption stories. Like I feel like if I started with another show, I might not feel this way. I might still appreciate him as a villain, I like him in Animated, but he would not be my (I think) assigned mess of a character I obsess over and want good things to happen to
Because itâs like, I want him to have a redemption story, I want to see him turn to the good side (and probably kiss Optimus idk. I would be open to other options if thereâs others). But a part of me also recognizes that Megatron is definitely not the most deserving Decepticon of that title; Starscream at least deserves it more than him. And to top it off thereâs the problem of him committing so many war crimes and atrocities that gets really hard to justify him getting any sort of happy ending that redemptions usually come with. TFOne Megs is like the one with the least amount of that problem, but itâs probably not going to become common
And also when I say this, I donât mean I want it for every version of Megatron. Iâm saying that when I try to make up stories or my own version of a continuity, this is what I want to do
Like itâs to the point where Iâm trying to invent in my mind characters to be more evil than Megatron or be above him so that he can get that redemption, until I realize that what Iâm doing would better fit another character. Megatron is supposed to that big bad evil, itâs literally what heâs here for
So I think that wanting this is a bad thing and I just shouldnât do it. But then I also see other people who think the story of Megatron having a redemption is an interesting idea, meaning that it is something that has merit. So I donât know now whether I should. Can you give Megatron a believable redemption story or not? And does it depend on whether you need to tweak him to polish out some of his big flaws?
Though itâs gotten to the point where upon reflection, I think my issue isnât necessarily wanting it, itâs the way I want it as opposed to how it should be done. I think Iâm gonna need to find more interpretations of redemption Megatron to really see how it should be done, because I know what I want probably isnât the best for the story. As far as official media goes, I assume my best bet is IDW, since thatâs the one that actually introduced the concept and showed the redemption. But even then, I wouldnât know whatâs considered a good version of this idea and what isnât until someone tells me
Crap I spent a bit too long on this topic. I actually had a second one to mention. Well, since weâre here anyways, might as well
The other big point of contention for me is the matter of the origins of the Deception cause
Because personally, I like the idea of it starting out as a noble cause, and/or at least the idea of the Decepticons not being pure evil and more a group of Transformers with differing opinions and morals from the Autobots
But then you come to the issue that: theyâre literally called Decepticons and theyâre supposed to be the bad guys, no matter what sympathetic backstory you may give them. They only arenât the bad guys when something else more evil shows up, and thatâs usually only temporary
Like, to borrow words I heard elsewhere, how do you believe in your cause with a name like that? Itâs so evil sounding, and how do you justify giving them a name like that? And for the second point, what does it say when these guys are ultimately supposed to be the villains?
And like Iâve seen people criticize the more modern backstories given to the Decepticons and by proxy Megatron, in part because theyâre the villains. From what I understand, in Aligned, the Decepticon cause started from a genuine want by the lower class citizens for equal rights and a distaste for their genuinely absolutely corrupt government who didnât care about them. It is essentially a workerâs revolution, and them being violent doesnât necessarily make them evil, as we have historical proof that taking violent action has ultimately worked to change things for the better in our society (though it also isnât always the solution, just that it has worked before). So what does it say when these people, at least later, become the objective villains of the story? And what does it say when the Autobots, the good guys of the story, werenât largely made up of this group of people fighting for equal rights? Yes, Optimus agreed with their initial stance and worked with them because he genuinely believed in their cause, but he wasnât a low class bot, Megatron was
Like I understand that criticism when itâs spelled out like that. And not to mention, it is a bit ridiculous trying to justify a name like Decepticons, just when you look at it on paper
If they had a more neutral sounding name, like the Autobots, we wouldnât be in this situation. But it was the 80s and they needed an obvious bad guy name and weâre never going to get rid of it, so
But also I really think youâre losing something by just having the Decepticons be evil and nothing more, and their cause being nothing more than conquest and other evil things. But then where do you draw the line so you donât go to the point where youâre questioning why theyâre the bad guys? I just donât know
Iâm realizing now that these issues Iâm bringing up are just things that probably require nuance if you want to execute them well. Maybe thatâs the reason they confuse me; I have no moderation and can only go one extreme or the other, unless someone tells me what the correct balance is
But my point was, I have thoughts on how I want Transformers things to be done, but I donât know what the correct way to do them actually is, probably because I listen to too many people with a bunch of different view points because I just want to see all sides of an argument
And now itâs left me unable to truly know what I think, because I just donât know whoâs right
I feel like maybe I just need to take a step back and just watch the shows without sticking too deep into the fandom to figure out my own personal opinions and what Iâd want to do. But at the same time, Iâm ass at binging these shows right now and I canât not interact with the fandom, I need the content
#I donât know Iâm not sure I had an actual overall point to this#I think I was just complaining about my indecisiveness and all the opinions#though I suppose I did have some points sprinkled in#granted the Megatron section was more about how my brain has warped itself into wanting something Iâm not sure I should#or more accurately that the character deserves and also wondering if this should be for another character#while the Decepticon section was more an actual point about the whole issue of sympathetic Decepticons#oh shit right my point I meant to add in: Shattered Glass#might as well add it in here so my point was that if you want good Decepticons we already have SG#at what point are we just turning into Shattered Glass?#and donât get me wrong Iâd love to see Shattered Glass#but itâs fundamentally an AU which makes it less interesting/impactful when it stands alone#but anyways yeah#indecision and gullibility is killing me with Transformers and what I want out of it#I donât know whatâs best and I trust every opinion until told otherwise#which means trouble#transformers#megatron#decepticons#long post#rambles
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Me having Narinder paired up with a follower (Thorjulbre) instead of Lamb is so inheritly funny to me
because whilst others are constructing these narratives of two beings of power interwoven with each otherâs fates - my guys are over here being the most casually married fuckers in existence
Like this millepede (i think?) fucker decided to befriend the Ex God of Death, it worked and then kissed him and it worked and now they have three kids.
Ig my Narinder just needed an uninvolved third party who cares about him to calm his edge down and help him with his issues lmfao
and yknow it doesnât help the brainrot Im once again doodling them so. thorjulbre just powerful like that ig
#the one rambles too long#like writing wise itâs slower as narinder starts to trust thorjulbre enough to be friends#and then realising heâs caught very real feelings for an otherwise unremarkable mortal#and at some point confronting that the lamb doesnât do resurrections anymore so one day#his husband is gonna die because he will outlive him#but otherwise itâs? a fairly sweet romance? hilarious really#i stand by thorjulbre being in the cage during the fight and seeing nari for the first time and thinking âwouldâ#not a dig at narilamb btw you guys are goated#it just canât exist in my works because of one autistic lad rizzing up the death cat#you understand. you get it#narithor#they are important to me and me only
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FFxivWrite 2024
Day 22 - Return (Free Day)
A part of Rael thought that all of this was going to smoothly. Or maybe for once they were simply lucky. Not only had they been able to free Flame General Raubahn from Ilberdâs imprisonment, it also seemed as if Sultana Nanamo truly wasnât dead. Not only were this very good news on its own but it would also absolve the Scions from all accusations that had been made against them - public or not.
Going back to Vesper Bay and the Waking Sands still felt peculiar and so did hiding Raubahn there, but Yugiri had assured them that she herself had checked if the place was safe and not watched by their enemies. The Au Ra had so far proven one of their most loyal and competent allies and so Rael didnât doubt her words.
Neither did they doubt the information Yugiri and her shinobi had gathered this time. Given the possibility that the sultana had only been poisened and was just asleep, instead of dead, the most likely person to know how to wake her up would be the one who had administered the poison. Suspiciously one of the sultanaâs personal chambermaids had vanished from the palace without a trace only a few days after the incident.
Now Yugiri had apparently found out that the woman was hiding at no other place than the Silver Bazaar. The mention of this name alone made Aâvilohâs ears attentively shoot up. Rael could only imagine what the prospect of returning to the place, that now was the closest thing to a home for him, must feel like.
Raubahn suggested that, to stay unseen for as long as possible and also to fasten their journey, it would be best to take a boat from Vesper Bay, around Crescent Cove and past the Beaconhill Lighthouse to travel to the Bazaar. For understandable reasons Aâviloh visibly didnât like this idea. But of course none of the persons present - except Rael - knew that Aâviloh had not only lived at the Silver Bazaar for about a year but also had been washed ashore there after a shipwreck and likely the most horrible time of his life.
âWouldnât it be smarter to split up?â, Rael suggested. âIf Aâviloh and I travel over land, just the two of us, we could certainly stay undected. This way we could approach the settlement from both ways at the same time and make sure our target doesnât get away.â
Nothing would happen to the Miqoâte of course on a simple boat trip from here to the Bazaar and he probably could not hide from this phobia forever but in this case Rael didnât see any reason to make him unnecessarily uncomfortable. Besides, the reason they had brought up was in fact a good one and so it was decided that just as Rael had suggested the two of them would travel over land while the rest of them would take a boat. They would keep in contact via linkpearl and make sure both groups were safe and would arrive at the same time.
As expected their journey went without issues. The area was sparsely populated apart from Vesper Bay and Horizon but even there werenât too many guards present and they passed without being recognised.
âWe should speak to Kikipu first.â, Rael suggested as the two of them walked towards the settlement. âI am sure she knows best about everything happening at the Bazaar.â
Vehemently Aâviloh nodded and if his tail hadnât been hidden by his coat, Rael was sure it would have excitedly wagged back and forth. As they walked into the settlement Pipin approached them from the harbor side and decided to keep an eye on the gate, while Aâviloh had already spotted the small Lalafell woman with the lavender colored hair.
âHelloâŚâ, he said shyly as they stepped toward her, almost as if he felt bad for having vanished for so long without a word.
Surprised she turned around and looked up to the familiar voice. Upon seeing the Miqoâte in his disguise, which obviously did nothing to hide his identity from her, the surprise on her face turned into a mix of disbelief and relieved happiness.
âAâvi? Is it really you?â, she asked quietly.
The Miqoâte knelt down, pulled back his hood and apologetically smiled at her. âHello, Kikipu.â
Instantly the Lalafell raised her hands to her mouth and her eyes got glassy. âAâvi! My boy! I missed you so much! I was so horribly worried something could have happened to you.â
Aâviloh leant forward, hugging her tightly and she returned the hug in equal manner. âI missed you too! And I am so sorry I left without saying goodbye or at least sending a letter. Believe me, I thought about it. But I feared it would only put you in dangerâŚâ
âIn danger?â, Kikipu asked a little shocked. âSo something happened after all? There were rumours about turmoil in the city that day you visited the festivities at the palace.â
âI canât explain everything now, but I promise that I will soon. Just know that whatever you heard about us is nothing but lies.â, Aâviloh pleaded, holding her tiny hands tightly in his own.
âI thought so...â, she said and nodded firmly. âA few days after the festivities strange, unfriendly men in blue uniforms appeared here and started asking questions about you.â
âThe Crystal Braves?â, Aâviloh asked alarmed. âDid they harm you?â
âHarm me? You think I let anybody bully me?â, the Lalafell laughed. âI said you werenât here and told them to get lost!â
Aâviloh chuckled. âYes, I can imagine that.â
âBut why are you here now?â, Kikipu wondered.
âWe are looking for a midlander woman, who was one of the sultanaâs chambermaids. It is possible she is to blame for what happened at the palace that day.â, Aâviloh explained and added, âBut I promise, we only want to talk to her.â
âMeriel?â, the Lalafell asked surprised and Aâviloh nodded. âYes, that was her name!â
âI admit she seemed troubled when she returned from the city but I never would have suspected her to be involved in something badâŚâ, she seemed seriously unsettled by this news. âTo think that maybe you got in trouble because of her⌠Oh, what a fool I was!â
âNo, donât blame yourself.â, the Miqoâte comforted her. âYou did nothing wrong. I know you would never turn away someone needing help.â
So far Rael had only watched and it had been truly heartwarming to see the two of them reunited, but during the whole time Rael had also scanned the rest of the town, watching the others questioning some of the remaining villagers and keeping an eye out for their target. Rael preferred to find the woman in question before she noticed the unusual visitors and decided to flee.
âCan we speak to Meriel though?â, Rael asked impatiently and Kikipu hesitantly nodded and pointed towards one of the buildings. âShe lives there.â
Once again Aâviloh hugged her.
âI promise we will speak later. But this matter cannot wait sadlyâŚâ
Kikipu smiled and patted his head.
âJust donât vanish again without a word.â
#FFxivWrite2024#FFxivWrite#ffxiv writing#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#Aviloh Tia#Rael Hyskaris#Kikipu Kipu#this was one of the first things I thought about when wondering about which parts of HW I want to write#Its not a really important quest actually but I think for A'vi it is!#I like the connection I crafted here between him and a otherwise very unimportant NPC#its so nice to think about them being like chosen family#Kikipo who seems so passionate about her home and probably sees all of the people living there as family#and A'vi who lost every home or family he ever had and found a place there where he can finally feel safe and loved again#(I'm not crying - you're crying!)#also posing Lalafell and normally tall people is a pain...#if you actually can consider A'vi NORMALLY tall because he is tiny but my point still stands#8 more prompts to go...#still curious about the rest but also slowly quite exhausted by this XD
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overheard a conversation at the pharmacy today that made me even more convinced (if it was possible) that i'm NEVER gonna book a gynecologist appointment. If I Die, I Die
#it was a confused husband there to pick up a prescription for his wife but he had only his own ID and all#and the pharmacist (who is otherwise lovely with me and all it's not the question at all) started laughing like#''but sir this was prescribed by a GYNECOLOGIST! i can't deliver these medications to YOU!''#''it would be VERY weird for a MAN to pick up this kind of medication!''#cue to me standing there like đ§ââď¸#the extra funny thing is that every single woman in my extended family that i know of developed uterine cancer at some point#and i will NEVER have the funds for phallo#so. i estimate my life expectancy to be around like. 50 to 60 years max#already longer than the average for trans people. so. i mean#oh and they also all had breast cancer too but i'm gonna be free of that VERY soon. inch'allah đ¤đ¤đ¤đ¤
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UI Special Feature! (Patreon)
#Doodles#Ghostkinz#Ukadevlog#The UI bug returns and this time I can do something about it!!#I want so many balloons.... You don't understand I /need/ So Many Balloons..........#And also ''balloons'' haha - things that look like menus but aren't#I'm already up to uhhh one main talky balloon and a menu balloon and a special text balloon and an ''alert'' balloon that I don't like lol#Needs some modifying needs something more something specific to it#And then there's the submenus planned and the not-menus - haven't Reallyyy started anything for the Arcade yet so that's a question mark#What I'm saying it the Balloon is planned to be like - half the Ghost lol#The way balloons and the Ghost talk to each other is really cool!! The customization and utility of menu options Doing Things#It's so cool...#Anyway the point is - it's called the WShop and not the GShop that was a mistake on my part lol#I mean you use Kinzcash at the WShop but the W stands for Kinzcash?? Is it short for Webkinzcash???? I refuse#I will not call it the Ghostkinzcash Shop and have the player buy things with Ghostkinzcash that's dumb I'm keeping the W for Kinzcash#I mean it's for recognizability. That's why. Lol#Although I say that but I'm pulling most heavily from the veryyyy early WShop look! From when it was pink rather than blue#Which is doubly confusing because the Kinzstyle Outlet is also blue but like all the way including the awning - it's fine don't worry#Greyscale here makes that not a factor it's all good the important part is the shape#I do wish it'd format better in multiples of 4 or 8 but I guess 6 is okay... It's between the two I want but that's alright I guess#I really am instantly enamoured by collisions - I wondered for a while if Balloons could have collisions but even without them I have ideas#I may or may not have designed a few elements on the assumption that I could add a collision so I mean...But it'll be fine otherwise too lol#The Home and Curio Shop ''menus'' are definitely something I'm looking forward to - animations planned too :D#All hopefully adding up to a cohesive whole âŞ
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While I'm getting torn in 3 ways, have a headcanon! Nakajima likes plants they're the only living organisms he doesn't find annoying aside from Yumiko and Cerberus
Yeah, this is canon. Who do you think takes care of that plant? His mom who's barely home? His dad in LA?
#i swear there were more plants but whatever. point still stands#obligated to mention the rubber duckie-programmer joke#tho i guess it would be wood duckie here?#either way he read like 2 books on boring train rides to school about plants and no one can convince me otherwise#also heyyyy i barely drew this week again :DDDD kill me#smt#megaten#shin megami tensei#my art#megami tensei#digital devil story#akemi nakajima
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i once decided not to be friends with someone entirely because of a conversation we had where they told me they didnt like mecha, just evangelion and code geass. and i was like thats mecha, so you like mecha. and they were like no i like it cause its about the characters. and i was like yeah, mecha stories are always about the characters. and they were like well a lot of them focus too heavily on how cool the robots are supposed to be. and i was like dont you think evangelion is focused on cool robot fights, in the way that many other mech shows also have interesting character stories and themes. and they were like sure but evangelion is ABOUT the characters and the themes. and i was like have you watched other mecha shows and they said no cause i dont like mecha
#mecha#evangelion#code geass#this person was otherwise very nice and pleasant#i legitimately was like âis this stupid opinion really an entire dealbreaker for meâ#and the answer was yes#i just cant stand this shit#its so miserable#mecha is like half my personality at this point
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Hira's year in medical review:
Me, August 2023: *experiencing extreme fatigue, fainting spells, mood swings, sudden and drastic increase of suicidal thoughts, and intense hair loss*
P.A: let's do blood work
Me: ok!
Bloodwork: *normal except for prolactin*
Doctor: sometimes that's a fluke so let's retest
Me: ok
Bloodwork: *exactly the same*
Doctor: your values are higher than normal range, but not high enough to be in range for a pituitary gland tumor.
(P.A: go see an endocrinologist and get an MRI, that might be indicative of a pituitary gland tumor.) <- bless this person and only this person in particular
Endocrinologist, seen earliest available which was January 2024: *wants to retest blood work instead of ordering an MRI*
Me: ... ok
Bloodwork: *the same*
Me: can we please do an MRI now?
Endocrinologist: Well. Your values are above the normal limit, but it's highly unlikely that's it's a pituitary gland tumor because they are not high enough for that. Let's retest blood work in four months.
Me: ...................... ok
Bloodwork, May 2024: *THE SAME*
Endocrinologist: hmm, I recommend an MRI
Me: *gesturing angrily*
MRI, June 2024: đ pituitary gland tumor đ
Doctor, when I went in for something else: I doubt your endocrinologist will want to treat that, we typically don't treat adenomas that small
Endocrinologist, who took 3 weeks to review my results: I recommend just monitoring. It's highly unlikely that this is causing your symptoms, it's too small for that.
Me, July 2024:
#like im sorry but 'highly unlikely' =/= 'impossible'#sure it might be rare but like thats not a reason not to check it out???#idk wtf is with this resistance to treat it#like SO WHAT if in the majority of people a microadenoma of that size doesnt cause symptoms?? all individuals are different#like y'all didnt even think i had one because it was atypical presentation so maybe that's the case with my symptoms too#what would it hurt to do meds for it?#if i do meds to shrink it and my symptoms resolve; great!#if i do meds and my symptoms dont resolve? thats also great! it means we've ruled one thing out#and can continue exploring why THE FUCK my body is acting the way it is#why wouldn't you want to rule things out if you can?????#the healthcare in this country is so fucking broken#its been almost a year since i went in for my symptoms and still no resolution#ive lost about 2/3 of my hair at this point. ill probably have to chop it off if it keeps going like this#not even gonna talk about the fatigue#nor gonna talk about my sis's current experience where an untreated infection (not for lack of her trying to get it treated!)#is potentially now developing into something more serious. like kidney stuff. đ#(and they apparently have no record of the labs she submitted đđ so she's gotta go do it all over again otherwise they wont give her meds)#it's okay. its just nausea to the point she hasn't really eaten in days and constant pain and dizziness. difficulty standing#but its fine right lmao#ughhh#dont mind me im just frustrated beyond everything and need to yell into my little corner of the void#withoutwords
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also i hate when people choose 2007 over 1997 like do you hate ulrich muhe and arno frisch and susanna lothar or
#that lsit isnt the only place ive seen it and that list at least has a real excuse#but my point otherwise stands
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hi everyone i've been off tumblr for my own sanity but!!! i went to a dog show last week and i got to watch some scentwork trials (extremely fun) and even better yet i managed to make it in time to see the curly coated retrievers at meet the breeds AND my #1 choice of ccr breeder was there and i got to talk to her about all things ccrs and asked her outright about curlies as service dogs and she was so wonderful and kind and excited to talk about curlies with me i will absolutely be getting a ccr puppy from her at some point, service prospect or not
#she pointed out two dogs (that she bred. she bred all the curlies there lol) who she wanted to breed who would have good sd temperaments#one of them was an older dog (i think he was like 4) who was standing in the middle of a busy aisle being pet by multiple ppl and he looked#ready to fall asleep lmao. the breeder pointed him out and as soon as i looked over at him i saw him yawn. like truly a saint#and the other dog she pointed out was still a puppy/younger dog and even she had such a âyeah whatever manâ demeanor to her#they were both so fucking chill. the breeder was telling me how great their temperaments were and how you could pull on their ears#and they wouldn't care. like she was very very receptive to me asking service dog questions#and she was very nice outside of that and we were joking and just having a nice time talking together#i was truly so excited to meet her and she seemed really excited that i knew who she was lol#we also talked about general ccr temperaments and like. yall. i know i love shepherds especially dutchies.#but i think a curly might be my perfect dog lol#chill in the house but ready to fucking GO when you're working them. literally perfect imo#and with temperaments like the two she pointed out at the dog show?????? how could i NOT want a dog like that?#for service work or otherwise?????????#da'ber
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The all consuming ideological drive to be a moron online is probably not healthy.
#could say more but I think this stands on its own#went to maxâs blog and thereâs a wall of o-k#which is on me because I went to a blog that isnât on my dash and immediately got confronted with the reason itâs not on my dash#but I think this case is clear cut enough#o-k exists in the same space as a classic internet troll - either genuinely incapable or pretending not to understand any nuance#presumably in order to bait their interlocutors into not conceding points that they otherwise might and looking silly for not#I think anyone who exists primarily to polarise is not worth engaging with - it wonât help your thinking and it wonât change theirs#but the good news is that still leaves a whole bunch of really incredible people who are worth engaging and will engage with good faith#a bunch on this site even!!
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filling my friend in on the house drama got so serious that i had to log into whatsapp on my laptop for ease of typing
#itâs been such a week!#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again#i do however think ive got somewhere to live next year. started my new modules one of them is absolutely shambolic like we're laughing bc#otherwise we'd cry. went to a pub quiz with laura last night we fucking smashed it came second just two points off first...and my new book#turned up in the post i got stewart lees biography!! he is my favourite comedian there are very few stand up comedians i find funny but#he is my favourite...probably going 2 start that 2day : ^ ) happy february!! what are you all getting me for my birthday. QUICK
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