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Yk, it feels fitting that my first attempt at an edit like this is for the Bees - my beloveds 🖤💛
Hope you enjoy my shot at a Bumbleby The Gun edit! ✨
#yes I did make a tik tok just for this edit#what about it#will I ever make another one??#No fucking clue#but it was fun nonetheless!#rwby#bumbleby#yang xiao long#blake belladonna#Adam’s here too but fuck him#rwby edit#temp tats art#I guess??? is this art???#fuck it it is now
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yo, @bennydunbar, check this out
#he tried dying his hair blue on his own for the first time. he went to professionals all the other times#ignore the fact he doesn't have lip piercings in the bottom three#I forgot them and it was too late to draw them#plus who fucking cares I'm the boss around here hehe uhm um actually he took it out because he felt like it#these are simple designs but fun to draw nonetheless#also I've been doing these types of backgrounds lately because I'm too lazy to figure out how to do a proper one#sue me#I draw shit late at night when I've got shit the next day#keeps me entertained#that and also I always feel so inspired during the worst times#but that's a different story#HOPE YOU LIKE THEM BENNY <3#I will DEFINITELY draw you another design if you send me on you wanna see him with :3#my art#your boyfriend game#yb fandom#yb game#yb peter#yb fanart#yb art#yb#your boyfriend peter#your boyfriend fanart#your boyfriend#peter dunbar#peter your boyfriend#peter yb#ybg peter#ybg#I don't think I like the heart dyes actually but oh well. I'm already at 30 tags
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Loki's Sacrifice – "My Body Is A Cage"
(featuring found family + Lokius)
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#lokius#lokius video edit#loki edit#lokius edit#loki finale#lokius meta#loki#mobius#loki series#loki season 2#mobius m mobius#TVA found family#TVA#TVA loki#char makes videos#chars loki posts#I HAVE HAD THIS VISION FOR 2 MONTHS!! IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET IT DONE. FUCK#the holidays happened + I kept tweaking my approach to this#I have lost the ability to tell if it's good or boring but nonetheless HERE IT IS. I hope it hits
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Percy de Rolo and Keyleth of the Air Ashari my beloveds, my dearest companions, my comfort pair, nobody does it like them. They are the basis of what all friendships should be, they are the fucking blueprint, they show how meaningful profound affection in different forms other than romantic is, they are best friends, they are siblings, they are the platonic ideal of platonic ideals, they are soulmates, they have matching earrings, they are both massive nerds, they gift handmade jewellery to each other, they are the exact opposites, they are so similar, they are sunshine and shadow, they are nature and science, they are all the elements of the universe working together, they are creators, they are leaders afraid of their destinies, they care incredibly deeply about everybody around them, they are fuckups, they try to learn and grow, they argue, they fight, they hug and make up and never hold it against one another, they joke and drink and are always there for each other, they have died and been revived and brought each other back from the brink, they have met the gods themselves and still know that the connection between each other is worth more than divinity itself will ever be, they have fought monsters and titans and their greatest fears together and have come out the other side broken and battered but stronger for it, they are brother and sister, they are siblings-in-law, they are the epitome of chosen family on all possible levels, they will live through their lifetimes and legacies, they are love itself.
#can you tell that they're my favourites#i am. in my feels for them#chosen family who didn't grow up together like pike and grog or vex and vax but siblings nonetheless with contrasting aesthetics?#sign me the fuck up#vox machina is just a group of siblings and they all have such amazing relationships but they're all so different and special i just aaaaaaa#dont you get it they're not even friends theyre WORSE THEYRE A FAMILY#SAYS PERCY TO KEYLETH#AAAAAAAJJSJDKFHJSLDJHKSSKJHLSH#back on my bullshit with percy and kiki brainrot but i do not care because i love them#they mean so so SO much to me#very sad we haven't seen them being besties in tlovm#but here's hoping they'll maybe build that up in s3? who knows#critical role#cr1#vox machina#percy and kiki#percy de rolo#keyleth#percival fredrickstein von musel klossowski de rolo iii#keyleth of the air ashari#andis thought geyser
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i've lost my goddamn mind: rambling on parallels in isat and frankenstein
i need to write this down so i can try and defend my ass because it sounds crazy until you read the goddamn book and suddenly IT ALL MAKES FUCKING SENSE.
[woe, spoilers be upon ye! for both isat and frankenstein of course]
for context: i am a gender studies minor. i write on queer theory for funsies. and sometimes i like to let my hyperfixations melt together like cheese. this is the result.
Siffrin and victor. it's the fucking rampant mental illness for me. i cannot stress how many times i stopped mid-chapter and went "theyre the same fucking picture". it's fucking uncanny at times. The absolute extent of their self loathing is so in tandem that it's kind of scary. Both of them, despite not being directly involved, hold the weight of the deaths of their loved ones upon themselves (even if in Siffrin's case it was temporary, the point still stands). They both love their families so dearly???? like, to the point of self destruction and death. The absolute terror of losing your family to a force you cannot control, created by your own hand???
"I often suffered my mule to lag behind, and indulged in the misery of reflection. At other times I spurred on the animal before my companions, that I might forget them, the world, and, more of all, myself." (Shelley 67) Hello???? Siffrin???? is that you
So, as you probably guessed.... Loop is the creature in this case. The foil. The reflection. the absolute anguish of being denied humanity and comfort and love but having the capacity and inclination to love a family you cannot obtain. The simultaneous scorn yet codependence upon the other half they didn't get to choose, a need for revenge but also a profound and all-consuming self-hatred and remorse??? the self-denial of love???
"my heart yearned to be known and loved by these amiable creatures: to see their sweet looks turned towards me with affection" (Shelley 96) Head in fucking hands. loop watching the party. ough.
"if i cannot inspire love, i will cause fear" (Shelley 107) LIKE. MOTHERFUCKER. OUGHHH.
the fact that victor cannot fucking die for the vast majority of the story, spurned on by revenge and grief and self-loathing.... yeah act 5 siffrin...
I see this as like. the ISAT bad ending. Two Hats if loop had a lil chat with the king and went off the deep end. Or just loop, if they had no concept of their former self. if siffrin was a true frankenstein in that situation, i think that loop would definitely end up as a true version of the creature.
both siffrin and victor feeling undeserving of their family's love because of their actions
Oh here's the one that will send ppl over the edge: "or longed, with a devouring maladie du pays..." (Shelley 139) When i tell you I fucking almost yelled in the middle of work. I had to take a fucking pause. because the topic of homesickness and love for one's culture comes up a LOT in both of these. even if siffrin doesn't remember it.
Sidenote: i will forever and always hold in my heart that victor is ace. i am literally writing a fucking theoretical essay on this. I cannot explain here how much i have picked apart every allusion to this over the course of the text. it's genuinely a problem.
"You hate me; but your abhorrence cannot equal that with which I regard myself." (Shelley 170) i. i cannot say anything else about this but. Loop. yeah.
something something, fallen angel motifs in both the creature and loop
the creature's overseeing of the family in the cottage makes me think a lot about how loop would have seen their family interacting with who they could have been/used to be every fucking loop. but being unable to do anything about it. and then when they DO meet them. they do not recognize them and see them as inhuman. i simply fucking cry.
Anyways to end on a lighthearted note: isa is my walton. hopelessly gay. devoted to a fucking fault. secretly holds the braincells. the most loving man on gods green earth. Sympathizer 1000. Yeah.
did i need to do this? no. does it make any logical sense? absolutely fucking not. but am i going to be thinking about this for the next 3 weeks? yes. yes i am. thank you for coming to my ted talk.
#isat#in stars and time#just chatting#wormwood rambles#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat loop#i can't believe i'm about to tag this#frankenstein#brain dump#the ravings of a fucking madman over here#a neurodivergent madman who loves gender theory#but a madman nonetheless
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"As long as these guys are around, this world will not be saved." are you sure about that
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#old panel#from before official translation#but funi nonetheless#nanatsu no taizai#seven deadly sins#7ds#nnt#the ten commandments#guys Esta looks so fucking hot here I cant im going insane
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heres another piece i wanted to make as pendog fanart! the original idea was to post this with the first piece but well. i did not finish it. because of the hecate curse.
#pendog creative library#[cherry on top]#pendog creative library spoilers#<- TECHNICALLY. its very very very vague spoilers but still spoilers nonetheless lol#“didnt the website just publish itself last month. how the hell did you spoil yourself already”#i may or may not have binged through the main creators art blog and saw some story posts about pendog. whoopsies </3#<- imagine im doing the eto bleh pose here#anyways. god i fucking love drawing water so much its soooo funnnnn#especially in a painted style like this. i should do it more often.#also love how dorothy do seems tailor made in a lab for me to like him lolll#raggedy ann inspired design + water/ocean motif that gives me the excuse to do pieces like this + having a stable g-rated cartoon life-#-until suddenly coming face to face with The Horrors. and then having to survive said Horrors.#(being vague on purpose there because those are Spoilers im Not Supposed To Know About Yet. Technically.)#= a character i am patiently waiting for more of :)
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also not that anyone asked (or cares) but I want to make clear that while I do ship tsunade and jiraiya, I also wholeheartedly ship tsunade and dan. idk why a lot of people treat these two ships as one or the another and hate the other side rather than like both being something that can occur together. my main reasoning for this is I simply don't subscribe to the whole "one and only love forever and ever and can never move on" notion that Kishi himself loves so much. I like to think tsunade, while still holding a place for dan in her heart till she dies, would've ultimately been able to move on romantically from him. but not necessarily want to go out of her way to find someone else. and then comes jiraiya who after many years apart they begin to repair their relationship. and he's the only person left around that knows her deeply. and I don't see why she couldn't have started to develop feelings for him, just ones she wouldn't admit to. and I think many people like to think it's cause of the love she holds for dan she doesn't want to explore those feelings. and that's true to an extent imo. but more importantly it's cause she genuinely believes her love is cursed. and also that loving someone again would risk her losing someone close to her again. but anyway I like to think she did start falling for him in the end, whether she admits it to herself or not, but this does NOT mean she suddenly is completely over dan and don't love him anymore. I think grief and mourning is complicated and it's simply not true her loving someone new would mean she no longer loved him. they didn't break up after all, he died, it's so different. idk, to me I just don't think it's unrealistic for her to love someone new, while still knowing dan was who her heart really truly belonged to. so tldr I like jiratsu but I also love dantsuna and I'm sick of people pretending both ships can't coexist I guess.
#fuck idk where the hell i was going with this#this was meant to be a short post lol#then it became a stream of consciousness#i dont think i made a single coherent point here but theyre my thoughts nonetheless#also i use the panel in which tsunade says when jiraiya comes back she wont let him keep his cool anymore as canon proof#that she was starting to like him#but that's a separate post entirely#i will make a post one day analysing canon about them but not today#anyway yeah i love both ships i dont like that its treated like one or the other#its not a rivlarly its not a competition#tsunade deserves love is the bottom line for me#rambling#nart#tsunade#jiraiya#dan kato#jiratsu#dantsu#meta#hc#kinda#analysis#?
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"i hated owen for all/most of s1 i only started liking him in s2" weak. i liked owen since he got choked against a wall by an angry woman and then told her he wanted to shag her immediately afterwards. and then even more when he spent ep3 trying to intimidate and murder a rapist
#txt#torchwood posting#owen in the pilot? trash. but i tend to think ep3 was his comeuppance#anyway i was biased goin into tw but nonetheless. i loved him near immediately#i was like oh hermann from pr but hes a mean shitty little twink ohh???#oh hes fucked up! oh he has murder in his eyes and hes crying! oh im obsessed! and it spiraled from there#which is usually how it goes#sigh#but yeah ep3 was when i rllyyyy started to love owen#the obsession. the vigilantism. going against jack's orders.#that one shot where gwen looks at him and he looks dangerous#i think what got me was in ep1 we see torchwood broke suzie and pushed her to kill#so seeing that a second torchwood member was also at that point only two eps later#it was like ohhhhh. ohhh thats whats going on here#and then it's amplified like the end of s1 is just owen spiraling so hard he almost destroys the world. and it was fucking fantastic#even if the cgi was bad lmfao#s1s character arcs all have to do with exploring how that life breaks people. esp ppl who were already broken. as we find out in s2e12#& owen's the best example he's sooo fucking mentally ill and self destructive and toxic and miserable and he means the fucking world to me#and then they threw it all away in s2 to make him palatable 😒#but thats a me problem. i do luv s2 owen just in a diff way#and im v fond of the undead arc#but s1 owen just hits diff for me. burn played him as a scared little boy and it rlly rlly shows#sss
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great. gonna have to glaze/nightshade all my art. its not like i have an over 4500 images long comic. no problem at all
#which regardless of what happens with the tumblr/midjourney deal#is probably a good idea nonetheless#but like fuck#can we just have a singular normal website please#i knooow theres alternatives but theyre still small and unstable and aughhh#this is all so frustrating#but despite everything i dont Want to leave tumblr#im very sentimental and made a ton of memories here#id like to keep it#so id rather go through the painful process of processing all my art to be ai proof#rather than just delete it all#but holy fuck ive never this strongly considered leaving
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and what if I told you that even here Art’s repressed bisexuality is blatantly haunting/informing the narrative and everything that’s happening throughout (which of course also means that the absence of Patrick is also haunting the both of them).
how the moment where he decides to tell Tashi that he wants to retire is shown with a slow pan down his body with the open closet in frame, and then focus on his wedding ring…. then Tashi looks large in frame while he looks very small… and there’s a closeup when he says “I’m tired,” and then right after that there’s this specific shot of him framed as being in the closet as he starts saying, “I don’t want to be one of those guys who doesn’t know when to walk away, okay, it’s embarrassing to still be doing this shit when you’re 40.”
which is a conversation that happens a few hours after…
“Well, I don’t miss playing with you, man. I’m too old for it.”
(“We’re not talking about tennis.”
“What the fuck else do i have to talk to you about?”)
((“Tell me it doesn’t matter if I win tomorrow.”))
(((“I don’t matter?”
“Not even to the most obsessive tennis fan in the world.”)))
#‘char you didn’t elaborate enough on this post’#yes I did okay. it’s midnight. this one is for the people with media literacy.#everybody do some INFERRING#I know that’s a tall order because there are some Bad Takes out there but nonetheless… I said all that needs saying#challengers#challengers throuple#tashiartrick#art donaldson#tashi duncan#patrick zweig#artrick#tashiart#they’re all soooo fucking sad#art your repression physically hurts me#anyway I pulled up this scene to look at the layout of the hotel room for fic writing#and then I was like. God I should make a post.#and now here I am! F#also I’m posting from mobile like a lunatic#(hence the 10 screencap limit)
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Y'all do know you can't make Jason be NOT white without changing his whole character, right?
For other characters, yes, because their physical appearance are not that influential in their story, on how they are viewed by people, on their personality formation — you can have a black/asian/indigenous/arab/brown/latino/etc Nico and yes, the hate he gets will have a undertone of racism but at the same time nothing significant on his story, motivation or personality will need to change. This is also true for other characters: Clarisse risks repeating the "aggressive WoC" stereotype but the character itself doesn't change.
This isn't true for Jason, whose main character trait is how he is perceived by others and how he showcases himself to others based on that perception. (specially with how little effort Riordan put on him besides making him perfect-er Percy who's somehow also weaker and less important than him).
Let's not pretend a black, Arab, indigenous, Asian, Latin man, etc, in the USA would ever be treated with the universal reverence Jason gets from New Roma, you can't have the illusion of perfection and most of all, of invincibility they have about him when you see him suffering racism or xenophobia in the middle of a mission. In theory, nothing in his life has ever gone wrong, that's his image, destined to be king, he is supposed to have no weakness on his peers eyes.
He is not trying to prove people wrong, he is trying to prove them right; he isn't worthy despite their prejudice, on the contrary, he only tried to make himself worthy to fulfill their expectations. He can't be a woman or an immigrant or have a visible disability or any other thing that strays him from a perfect ideal by western society standards, and be that same character.
#Different from the other white character in the series he was never questioned or doubted#There's a presumption of perfection with no exceptions that society doesn't give to us (women poc immigrants visible minorities in general)#His privilege (handsome white man with no visible disability son of Zeus etc) also prevented anyone from worrying for his well being#This illusion/expectation of him having no weakness/being untouchable pushes himself too far and clouds his judgment.#I headcanon he didn't even consider the possibility of myopia because that wouldn't fit Jason Grace Son of Jupiter so it wasn't an option#And you think it'd be the same character after facing racism? Because ain't no way he'd be praetor without going through racism#I think I'd love him nonetheless since I'm very weak to the whole golden boy tearing himself to save the world but it'd be a new character#jason grace#I know racism in USA is different from here but I know how different a “non-racist” white person treats me and treats my white friends#Also for him to not be an entirely different character if PoC would be incredibly disrespectful and racist on its own#It would fail to recognize the difference in how we are read (and written). I hate that a lot.#I remember that when Cody told Brandi “I see no color” she told him “then you don't see me” and that's so fucking striking#We ARE different. treated differently. if you act like you don't see it then you also turn a blind eye to the violence that comes from it#This is straying from my point I got a bit heated banalization of things I care about usually does that to me#Point is please don't change Jason on the very few things that man actually bothered writing about him#I actually think this is true about Octavian too. A lot of what he is allowed to do would not be possible if he weren't a white man.#Same for Rachel Elizabeth Dare. I mean you can work around making her poc but it will truly be pushing A LOT#Let's put it this way: a woc doing a street performance is perceived very differently from a white woman doing a street performance.#Specially in the eyes of cops#Pjo
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cyprian.......
#i cannot have been the only person to feel some kind of way about this#cyprian#dark rise series#me enterig sicko mode everytime cyprian gets humilated like#A LONG LOOK OVERBRIMMING WITH SADISTIC SATISFACTION…..#look ik it is entirely possible ettore is cyprian’s father but you know what. I’m ok with that. the energy here is fucking wild nonetheless
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the thing about living in the world is that it is filled with hopeless anguish and despair and evil and there’s no way for anyone to defeat it all. but you have to keep on living
#edit: if you are seeing this and it’s making you feel worse please know that this isn’t true. it’s not hopeless.#it can feel this way and it’s ok to feel upset but please don’t let this convince you the world is no good#like I said later— the fireflies are back. there are plenty of good things to fight for and you may not see it till later#so don’t give up.#I’ll leave my previous tags up for archival and commiseration purposes#I WAS feeling better but god nothing improves no matter what those of us trying to do smth ever attempt#nothing changes. it just keeps getting fucking worse.#I’m so tired of this world. it’s going to end in anguish and despair and ruin and the good people will perish while the evil survive#and no matter what we try we can’t stop it. I guess#we have to try nonetheless but I don’t see anything changing. it just keeps getting worse and worse#I am crying right now in just hopeless confusion#I don’t want to give up but god I don’t want to be here either. it feels like drowning and being on fire all at once
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Hi, I hope this is all right asking like this. I found your blog and fics recently and they're amazing, I love them. I was wondering, do you have a meet cute for Ceberus and Kia, and if you don't is that something you would maybe consider writing some time? Thank you!
Hey, anon, and thank you back for the lovely compliment! ❤️ So...I do have a meet cute - well, a meet, anyway; you get to decide whether it's cute or not, I guess 😅 - but it's vanilla, I'm afraid. This is not the first time I've been asked about how they met, though, so I'm finally activating the "vanilla fic holding place" sideblog I've thought about activating for, uh...quite a while. Anyhow, if you've got any interest in that at all, I actually have a whole series of this stuff and if you still want to check it out you can find the fic of first time they meet here.
#i'm not going to use this sideblog for anything other than a place to put vanilla fics#i'm not after a wider non-snz audience for this#but anyway if you'd like to take a further step into my ridiculous world i'd be fucking honoured and delighted#the crimson charisma is the 'official' title of my supernatural soap opera#not that it matters really because it's not a proper novel or anything and is almost certainly never going to be one#but it has a name nonetheless so...there it is#A few of you have read this already and I love every single one of you 💗💗💗#i'll put links to any further vanilla postings in my masterlist and make a post about it being there#so i'll just post on the sideblog and post directions to it here#because i have more of this stuff but i don't want to post a bunch of vanilla stuff on snzblr#also not that it's likely but please don't reblog the vanilla stuff outside of snzblr#not snz
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#it’s so pretty out here like fuck#also cold as fuck#but pretty nonetheless#wanna bring my camera outside but I don’t want any condensation inside my gear so I won’t risk it so phone pictures y’all get#sad because I just borrowed a 50mm f1.4 from my friend#but anyway#continuing to use tumblr as my diary even in 2024#vee talks#Finland#winter#lake saimaa#Aino the dog#bestie tag
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